how to never stop being sad (slowed)-dandelion hands

[@cadesayshi]

i don’t even know how i feel, i don’t like being happy i like being upset, my emotions are just warped and i dont know anymore, i find comfort in my sadness.

[@hkmctoya]

never thought a girl would listen to slideshow audios until now. i literally cannot describe how empty i feel. i try my hardest helping out others and i just cant do it anymore. I’ve lost so much already and every single night i cant sleep until 5AM just to wake up at 6:30AM for school. I hate this, i hate my life. thanks for these bangers. i hope you have a great time soon if you are feeling the same way.

[@nunukaka-p1n]

marry me

[@lena234]

I get you

[@iamveryfunny7832]

i feel the exact same way if this doesnt go away soon im gonna do something real bad

[@iamveryfunny7832]

i just came out of hospital from an attempt last night, idk where im gonna go from here@@Ihidwp

[@yujin.714]

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone

[@elwiwithegreat7771]

keep listening to the mixtapes they gave you

[@reminisce16]

@@elwiwithegreat7771​⁠​⁠over analyze every single word you hear

[@cadesayshi]

real

[@cadesayshi]

was this the sign that things were going wrong?

[@JacksonAndre-fy8lz]

"if they really wanted to see you theyd come, but they wont, who cares"

[@ClaireBear._.]

~Lyrics~ Repeat to yourself that they’re not really gone Time has proven that fooling yourself into believing the lies is the most effective way to deal with things you have no control over Keep listening to the mixtapes they made you Over analyze every single word you hear Was this a sign that things were going wrong? No no, you were the one who cared to hard, not them Stay up every single night staring at your phone either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons These constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you could feel the warmth of Equally Returned Love Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself Always bring your notebook Never stop writing Leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip Watch them smile as you get in your car Talk down on yourself whenever possible “My life is shit because I deserve it, right?” You must’ve done something really bad It’s nearly impossible for you to cry now Avoid your friends for weeks even though they’re the only sense of consistency you have left in your life If they wanted to see you they’d come but they won’t Who cares? Allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love Watch as you begin to take a backseat to the world around you Don’t fight it Become a secondary character in your own motion picture But most importantly drown every single one of your feelings in old stolen rum Learn to love the taste of it dripping down your throat Find comfort in the warmth coming from your stomach You’re drinking bottled love now You don’t need other people to drive away your loneliness, you just needed to find a way to talk to it

[@anthergtag]

i miss you milo.

[@imnotokhelpplslol]

i will feel this way forever, i have for so long it will not go away but maybe it’s for the better because my mind has learned how to defend itself. i don’t believe in a so called “god” anymore because if he does exist he’s held this lifelong grudge against me and i don’t know why if everybody says he “loves everyone”. why does life test me so much? i will never understand. i used to be sweet and vibrant and happy and it has been taken away from me.

[@Ihidwp]

I feel this way too and i used to be a brilliant child proudly by his parents i had good grades but i had something i was very shay had no friends when i turned 12 in high school its even get worse had shitty grades, anxiety other things depression now im 16 i am still the same it didn’t change but i still believe Jesus that this will end someday that maybe if i go to heaven life will be great.take care of yourself im not forcing you to believe in God maybe try again go to the church start praying and maybe you will believe in God again.

[@imnotokhelpplslol]

@@Ihidwp i really do appreciate what you have told me but it’s hard. he is so fucking cruel i have been nothing but loyal and faithful to him i gave him my heart and he only hurts me in return. he is nothing but cruel.

[@Ihidwp]

@@imnotokhelpplslol how old are you if im not curious.it’s because life is a test and you must overcome it.cause life is permanent but after it its eternal,not even suicide and hate yourself and other thing that harm you isn’t the solution.

[@imnotokhelpplslol]

@@Ihidwp i am in my teens

[@Ihidwp]

@@imnotokhelpplslol nice you still have many times in front of you,one day you will be happy in life and enjoying it.take care

[@emran4161]

another banger

[@monkeycover9205]

manga?

[@Ihidwp]

Tokyo ghoul

[@Wetfish1234]

I’m going to ask her to date me

[@swuroo]

howd it go gng

[@Ihidwp]

Good luck

[@Wetfish1234]

@@swuroo she laughed at me 🗣️

[@swuroo]

@@Wetfish1234 sorry bro, youll find smbdy that will treat u better trust🙏