howl dreaming about you 🌧 (10 hour version because I'm insane )

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Support me by buying my RPG Maker cute horror game💜 It's similar to Ib, omori and Mad father! catowo.itch.io/hana

[@bisky8876]

Honey go get urself a coffee and weighted blanket you my friend are way to devoted to your job love your work.

[@kxwkxwq]

@pipep1215 😊ร😊😊

[@kxwkxwq]

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[@waryfleen9451]

😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

[@sakura_4634]

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[@meditationrelaxingmusic4k]

If you're reading this, I hope that day comes real soon where your wildest dreams come true. Where you finally feel that you are at peace with yourself and your surroundings. May your life be full of joy, strength, light, and ease. May you lead a life full of positivity and greatness. You got this.

[@mariekyslingerova4505]

Sincerely thank you💜

[@xanderhanson3321]

Thank you

[@aerinovastar]

Same goes to you, appreciate it! ❤

[@deedee3620]

I hope the same for you as well , thank you ❤

[@shalomparry2527]

I hope so, I really really hope that day comes

[@sleepybread4900]

I re watched Howl as a 20 year old and I finally understood some bits like the war and stealing hearts and I fell for Howl even harder and I'm just 😩

[@goroswife]

when the book describes how people started thinking he legitimately steals girls' hearts I was like I can fix him please

[@Juch99GamesAttack]

Read the book my dear man , I'm sure you gonna love it .

[@meid9158]

same, I've watched it a lot as a kid, then re-watched it as a 21 year old and everything actually made sense, like I understood what was actually going on. I was a sobbing mess after :'D

[@allisonjk6442]

@@Juch99GamesAttack What book?

[@l4url4u]

@@allisonjk6442 the film is based on a book

[@MelodicLove68]

The fact that these notes in this particular pattern make hundreds of humans feel the same longing and nostalgia for something that doesn't exist....that's magic. That is what magic is.

[@THERIAN_ROT]

Howl is a wizard. He stole all our hearts lmao

[@meganmcewan4621]

Joe hisaishi is the goat

[@jenarabastos4249]

É apenas tecnologia. Exibiu uma estória de um lugar específico na terra para todos os outros(ou quase).

[@haxozr0]

555 likes!

[@musicapara2834]

I came back here after a year and I'm glad of it. I turned 18 some time ago and my father gave me a book. It was written by my mother, who died 6 years ago. It took me weeks to finally open it, and this was playing in the background while I read it all. Thank you and thank to all those who commented sharing a part of their lives. I cried with you all, hope you are all doing well and living your best life.

[@ThatsMox]

Hope you’re doing great and have found peace

[@killmar_dvl]

All the best to you!! And I just turned 18 today.

[@اللويزا]

17❤

[@ygyyyyhyb]

i wish all the best for you!!! may your mom rest in peace ❤

[@joaquinvaleri7022]

What about your father?

[@GOJOISALIVETRUST]

IVE BEEN PRAYING FOR THE 10HR VERSION WE’RE JUST AS INSANE AS YOU THANK YOU💗

[@relaxinganimesounds]

AHAHAHAH

[@jolynecujoh2882]

YESS LOL

[@relaxinganimesounds]

You guys are literally the best HAHA I want to give everyone of you a hug

[@coffee26129]

💘

[@miyo918]

I love you ( -᷄ω-᷅ )

[@bellabee741]

HUG

[@exzatoo]

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

[@ya_done]

*hugs virtually*

[@malaks6743]

I needed a good cry after such a fucked month do thank you for this , I know it's meant to be happy , but in the dark and with headphones this just makes you realise how lonely you truly are

[@relaxinganimesounds]

I'm so sorry! I hope things get better!!

[@hannanna1004]

at least he's with you. thats the purpose of this video. to make you feel an intimate connection with a fictional character. and thats sometimes okay. take ur time there buddy. Howl is not going anywhere. Some things will always be permanent, and luckly loneliness is not one of them. :) good luck

[@mudkipstreekotorchic]

I feel the lonely part, and i hope things are better for you cause they will be

[@raelatable8798]

has this month been any better?

[@malaks6743]

@@raelatable8798 yess it was a good one , you'll always need to face darkness in order to see light , thank you soo much for your comment , I've been reading all of them 💙

[@cjr1202]

But really your videos are very helpful to me personally. I don’t want to speaks for other people haha, but I am pregnant so I stay at home and cook and clean so I won’t be exposed to anything harmful so my depression has been really messing with me but these videos are fantastic to meditate or do yoga to, or even read a book. Thank you so much for doing this when you don’t have too.

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Aww my heart- I’m genuinely so happy I can help you with the videos I make!! Take care!

[@gingfreecs2816]

Wish u and ur baby the best girl ❤️❤️❤️😩

[@tesss.9145]

U are doing amazing mommy!💕 Hope u get better, remember treating you well and fair! U deserve the world

[@Madarauchiha-pt3od]

Depressions are bad. But hey youll have a family which loves you right? Keep going forward untill you reach the goal you ever wanted to reach! I believe that a strong person can reach everything. And no person is weak. I hope that your wish will be the truth soon!

[@sarahtalone6251]

Hey you are awesome, intelligent, beautiful, incredible and deserves the happiness that's ours by right. You are loved and cared for, and remember that also that you are loved and cared for by God!! May He bless you and this new year

[@user-qj1lq8dy3v]

im head over heels for howl so i clicked on this but now i end up listening to this every night when i sleep. i dont know for sure if it helps but it is so comforting, it’s like protecting me from the outside world. love it hehe

[@clxrx_sph]

Same! Also it kinda feels like beeing in a movie to wake up and still hearing the sound of this ♡.♡

[@mystiquecatt4064]

Same here!

[@haxozr0]

another 555 likes… is this a sign from God?

[@berredkl]

back then, I wasn’t understanding when people older than me were talking about their childhood with heavy heart and kind of sad. Im 23 now. life goes so fast. and now I understand why they were so sad when they talk about their childhood. because I mean. I became a teacher. but when.. yesterday we were playing in our room with my sister. and my grandmother were alive… sometimes she was silently reading quran while we were playing with our dolls. and mom were cooking at kitchen…and we were waiting our lovely hardworking father to come home.. I mean it was like yesterday.. when its gone. when its gone.. I dont understand. now my parents getting older day by day. I mean they are not that old but, I now know, life goes so fast. and Im not ready to see them getting old…. life is like im writing this comment and maybe someday i’ll see, and i’ll be in my 30’s… life is like this guys. and 40’s.. 50’ss

[@lotsulotus]

i fall asleep to this every night. genuinely can’t fall asleep without it now

[@KyuTyler]

I’ve been listening to this often with my fiancé since December, and since KZbin doesn’t have a view tracker, I’m going to continuously update this comment every time we fall asleep to it from now on. Thank you for this god send of a video, it helps us with a lot of restless nights! ^^ [ 25 ]

[@Vlad2319]

Bipping the comment so you can update

[@japanlove6226]

DUUUDE so have me and my fiance! We started dating in November, started listening in December, he proposed in January, and now I'm moving states to live with him! I hope your relationship goes well!! 💜💜

[@deez4618]

Wish you goodnights

[@KyuTyler]

@Relaxing Anime Sounds, thanks for putting this back up. It means a lot! And we’ll still be here whenever you migrate to your other channel as well!

[@akunsec6411]

Aaawww

[@wizardsweiner]

I stumbled on this video sometime last year, I would play it nearly every night after getting laid off from my job, there were nights I wasn’t sure if I would eat the next day. I had so much anxiety. Listening to this helped keep me out of a deeper funk than I would have otherwise sunk into. This gem landed back on my fyp tonight. To the reader: things may be rough right now. I know that things aren’t easy. I know you’re scared, worried, anxious about what’s going to happen next. I have a feeling it’ll all work out in the end. You just have to give things enough time, and yourself enough patience. Drink your water, sit in the sun and eat a decent meal. You deserve love. You are made of love. To the author: thank you for getting me to sleep again. I hope you are doing and treating yourself well. I hope that others find inspiration within your kindness even if you don’t think of it as so. You’ve helped touch so many people in positive ways.

[@Ari-sd6rf]

Every time I have a hard time I find myself coming back here. Howls moving castle holds a special place in my heart and brings back this refreshing feeling of nostalgia. Suddenly I’m a little kid again. Lifes been stressful and listening to this helped me fall asleep

[@j_rosa]

You’re not alone 🫂 Sincerely, a friend

[@DisneyCuteSongsLyrics.No1]

Good night to all those who never receive a good night. You are loved and protected

[@Moonsailor1]

I just love how howl is just calm and sleeping while knowing that deep inside there is suffering within all of us:(

[@CalmPiano1]

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the darks thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind right now. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. Have a nice day hand-pink-wavinghand-pink-wavinghand-pink-waving

[@cjr1202]

This journey has been a roller coaster 😂 I’m so glad there is a ten hour version!!

[@relaxinganimesounds]

It really has been a roller coaster 😭

[@ResetKeisha]

I rewatch this to sleep. Peaceful. I rewatch this movie twice a year. I’ll forever enjoy it.

[@ellary_stay]

i might be two years late but i absolutely love this video. i hope you see this cause you don’t even know how much this music has helped me the past few days. thank you so much

[@Georgie_5742]

Where has this masterpiece been hiding for 2 years.

[@blissfullydead]

YOUR COMPUTER DID IT but in all seriousness, this helps out so much and is amazing

[@relaxinganimesounds]

YEAH WE DID IT I’m glad it helps!!

[@GhibliPianoTranquility]

This sound is so calming. Whoever read this comment I wish you peace of mind, health and relaxation.

[@aosalita]

god i’m just in love with howl, i dont think i’ll ever love someone like i love him

[@lim1ent]

My life last year really changed for the better. I have friends, i successfully study at university and live separately from my parents. There's someone i like and i think they feel the same way. Yeah, I've been through a lot of shit and it still happens around me, but the fact that I'm happy now, yhat i feel alive, makes me unbelievably proud of myself and creates a will to live. So please, reader, no matter what, please stay determined, do not fall down. I know you're strong and believe me, your life is gonna change for the better if you keep fighting with bad stuff and do your best 💞

[@yamaYEET0]

Thank you. I hope so 🥰💖 best wishes to you!

[@rweenie]

i grew up watching Ghibli (yes, i was such a cool Ghibli kid😼), and i remember Howl's Moving Castle to be one of my favourites. i remember obsessing over Howl when i was barely 5 years old. and i rewatched it yesterday, and gosh did it feel nostalgic! it brings me back to my childhood. i absolutely love this, thank you

[@Melodies-Of-Memories]

I might be late on commenting on this video and maybe nobody will see this comment, but I come here every morning and afternoon because of my depression. This calming music helped me a lot. I just wanted to say thank you for letting me through my tough times.

[@sanchiacharles7172]

Glad Ur here ❤

[@Amadeus1970]

Hope u get better man. If you need to talk, u Can Do it here, this is a good place where everyone is supporting each other, and a lot of us have been in the same situation so if we Can help u get through that, it would be a pleasure.

[@Catspinninginclouds]

You okay man? It’s been 3 months❤️ (checking in)

[@heyidonthaveanameidea2487]

​@@jojiy532hey, you are never talking too much

[@tr.ns_overlord3798]

I hope you get bette

[@lexvonevia]

No because why am i listening to this at midnight crying to howl, the music and the 2 year old comments 😭

[@藻黧]

When I listen to this song, I feel nostalgic and melancholy. I love it.

[@healingtreemusic8864]

This is my first comment ever on KZbin. Whoever is reading this, YOU ARE NOT ALONE; stay strong and don't let anything break you. And to everyone who left a comment below; thanks for the positive vibes, I love you as well

[@social_avocado]

A pretty good first comment if you ask me, I hope you're having a wonderful day

[@francesca1593]

THIS was the video that was going to be 10 hours?! I actually love you and thank you for all the heck you go through to provide us with the handsome Howl! Have a great night sleep and may you have amazing dreams! :)

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Yeahh thank you so much😭😭

[@off2funnyworld]

Shout out to one of the few ambience creators out there making genuinely good stuff without ads in the middle :)

[@FinnTheKiefSage]

Bless, so nice to have it back.

[@maria-.-]

Thanks to this i can actually sleep its 6am and last time i used it i slept at 2(miracle) so brb sleeping for like 5hs

[@RyaKrushenkoYT]

Howl is getting more sleep than I ever will 🥲

[@nt4136]

I'm listening to this at 4 in the morning while my Howl is softly sleeping. I plan on watching this movie with him soon since he hasn't seen it before. I love this movie. Not only for the romance, but the messages about war, about people changing, and about the connections in life that aren't always what they seem to be. I am glad to live in a lifetime where this movie exists.

[@s.t.a.r.d.u.s.t.8]

Not 10 hours, I need permanent version of this for my entire life!🖤

[@mayahansen1031]

I have been falling to this for literally the last week. It’s so calming and beautiful. AAAND its without ads and long enough for me to fall asleep to. It’s wonderful. Thank you

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Thank you!! Glad you enjoy it~

[@Emruuy]

I am an American, ready to celebrate Thanksgiving tomorrow. I know very well that not every one celebrates this holiday but even so, I hope that whoever is reading this is able to wake up tomorrow feeling grateful for the new day, a friend, family, or any other aspect of your life that you’re thankful to have now. Have a goodnight everyone 🫶🏻

[@きょーか-z6o]

感情的になってしまった時に聞くとすごく落ち着く。曲がメインじゃなくて雨の音がメイン？だからずっと聞いてられる😊

[@Gmonkey_GB]

Listening to this makes me want to share my favorite bit of advice so imma do that Never, compare yourself to others, never do it, people are designed individually different from one another, each person has their own strengths and every person has their weaknesses, no matter who you think is perfect I guarantee they have their downsides. Maybe you think that you suck because compared to your friend you have a terrible sense of humor, or my body is ugly because look at that persons perfect body. It doesn’t matter, they may be beautiful, so what, they may be better looking than you… THEY ARE!!! WHO CARES!!! That’s their strength, not yours, but I guarantee you get to knwo these beautiful people and you will start to see the ugly in them, same way that you may not be as good looking but once someone gets to knwo you they’ll start to see the beauty in you. It all ties back to who’s playing their strengths, so yeah maybe you aren’t as good as them at soemthing, but no shit, that’s not your strength, put a fish in a tree and tell to climb the tree and the fish is going to DIE!!! Stop being hard on yourself because of others. Play your strengths, be you, not someone else. I love you for who you are, not how good you are at being someone else.

[@alexiascarlet7677]

Thank you, I know if I had heard this a few years earlier, I'd be crying happy tears knowing I'm understood and loved :')❤

[@shai8768]

HELP I'M LISTENING TO THIS VIDEO WHILE LAYING IN MY BED AND I WOKE UP IT'S BEEN PLAYING FOR 8 HOURS

[@SpaceAlienMusic]

May your future be a constellation of bright stars, each representing a facet of happiness, prosperity, and remarkable achievements.

[@jaz9552]

I love all ur howl’s moving castle video they help me so much for studying and stuff thank u so much !! Could u do a version with the flower garden song ? It’s so beautiful and so peaceful really matches ur vibe :)

[@relaxinganimesounds]

sure :)

[@jaz9552]

@@relaxinganimesounds OMG THANK U SO MUCH !!!

[@lostinthesauce9395]

Almost every time that ive slept alone since this came out, it has been playing. Im finally getting around to commenting on the videos i love, and i just wanted to say thank you for this video.

[@OCielPhantomhive]

Your videos make me feel so safe man

[@relaxinganimesounds]

awww

[@genevievewowor3228]

played this before sleeping, nice to know how much sleep i get just by seeing how long the vids had been playing.. (it was 5hrs for me)

[@tr.ns_overlord3798]

That's the best idea for a playlist wow. Dude, that's so cool!! I mean... Howl is my bf but we can share ...

[@Madarauchiha-pt3od]

Hey there. New year huh? Christmas huh? My family isnt here and i dont have friends so im doing the same thing as i did on christmas. Im gonna listen to this while read a good book. Its called the city of the dreaming books. Its a nice book. Its lonely here but still nice. Thank you for the playlist. You helped me in those situations. Even if you dont see this comment. Im glad i wrote this. Have a good night and a happy new year. Oh and merry christmas!

[@Eva-kd4ed]

So we all lonely huh💀

[@relaxinganimesounds]

I'm sorry that you're alone but I'm so glad I can help with my videos!! Happy New Year and Merry Christmas to you too!!

[@lykos832f5]

Even if you are alone, know there is at least one person thinking of you and wishing you well, even if they are just a stranger in the comments of a KZbin video. May the new year treat you kindly, friend.

[@molleirose]

Have you ever read the house of night series? Its my favorite, its hard to me to be truly immersed into anything but these books are 10000x my favorite world to disappear to. Hope you're doing well 💗

[@alexisrivera4773]

It's been 2 yrs since this comment, has it gotten any better for you? Are you doing ok?

[@haileyfrost3942]

Right before bed! Fantastic timing! Good night

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Sweet dreams ~

[@TSUMEKO_X]

Howl is drop dead gorgeous

[@sett26]

Она, листая ленту ютуба поздно ночью, искала под что же ей уснуть на этот раз, но в голове было совершенно пусто, ей надоели уже обзоры/реакции любимых ютуберов, они так давно ничего не выпускали, а пересматривать не хотелось. И вот, чудо, на глаза ей попался видеоролик с таким знакомым лицом, любимый с детства мультфильм и в такой же степени персонаж. Открыв его, она уже не могла повернуть обратно, он стал тем, кто сопровождал её к Морфею. Мягко поглаживая по голове, и словно говоря "ты хорошо сегодня потрудилась, отдохни", а какие же прекрасные сны ей снились под этот 10 часовой ролик! Настанет очередная ночь, звезды покруют ночной небосвод, она включит это видео, проблемы отступят, мягкая подушка, тёплое одеяло, и такой долгожданный сон....

[@raccoonrocket2139]

Это прекрасно✨ Человек-талант спасибо тебе (✿^‿^)

[@psrgoddess]

Your comment is do well written. It touched my soul😌

[@klondikeHeathBar]

you arent insane you made this bc we're insane

[@rancidcompass]

Woke up at 4am anxious and scrolling thru YT. Thankfully this popped up. Calming down and ready to sleep

[@sn0wbol]

I want to live the rest of my life with this playing in the background

[@rinnenqy]

it's the most comforting sound, honestly, thank you so much!!

[@cosmicraysofthesun]

I need this on Spotify so I could have this playing in the background when I play Sky: children of the light ❤

[@caelabean4803]

I've been using this to sleep for a couple weeks now and now I can't sleep without it ♡

[@surfnturf2435]

Dude howl could have any and everything he wanted, his care is genuine

[@eldeivis44]

Yeah its gonna be a good night

[@acidxskullz]

this has been my comfort for idk how long, i listen to it whenver i cant sleep

[@Banananita.]

I love this video, when I'm sad or stressed I just need to sleep with thus the whole night, and I know it will be better the next night.

[@LittleLoveGhibli]

I've been depressed for a long time, I seem useless and bad. This music has helped me relieve fatigue and stress.. Thanks for sharing it. The person who is reading this comment , i wish you great success , health, love and happiness !

[@user-bj7qm4tj6j]

うわー!!ハウルが多くの人に愛されて嬉しい🩰 そして今までこんなに落ち着く動画見た事ない 最高🪿♡

[@zadealvera6440]

howl slept for 10 hours and it made me envious 🐸🐸🐸

[@persephoneblack888]

Laying in bed, recovering from toe surgery and dealing with fraud (someone stole from my checking account money that I needed). This video is bringing me peace. I haven't been able to sleep at all. I love Howl ❤️

[@truere4lity]

get well, hun!💜

[@relaxinganimesounds]

im so sorry to hear that, hope things will get better!!

[@iloo_ds9359]

people suck

[@MP-Boya]

Aaaaw, I wish you a fast recovery and more luck in the future 💞🍀

[@arianacampbell8064]

girl do you need some extra money? i’m also struggling but i can give you what i have. and one day you can return the favour to someone else ♥️ that’s what my mum taught me.

[@mrCetus]

I’ve been listening to this often with my fiancé since December, and since KZbin doesn’t have a view tracker, I’m going to continuously update this comment every time we fall asleep to it from now on. Thank you for this god send of a video, it helps us with a lot of restless nights! ^^ [ 21 ]

[@msmaple830]

This is my fav thing to study to, thank you for making it 10 hours!

[@relaxinganimesounds]

Glad you enjoy it!

[@Zeeliasdiary]

OMFG PLS I’ve missed this so much

[@gogogo_tree]

하울에 과몰입하시는분이군 사랑합니다... 영상 감사합니다...♡

[@MrsAmy_rose]

I fell asleep as soon as I opened the video, I didn't realize it for a moment 😅 it's extremely effective

[@viktoriatannerthansen233]

I love listening to this while studying or doing my homework, It really calms down all the stress I'm having with all my delayed homework :)

[@rhinnthetoad]

I'm just glad he had a good 10-hour nap

[@SaradaUchihaTMBurutosLover]

I've been really depressed and down here lately but listening to this thru my speaker has just made me cry but in a good way I haven't been handling my depression very well and this has helped me come to the realization that I need to get some help and maybe just maybe I will finally be happy truly again so thank you for this! ❤️ Howls moving castle happens to be my favorite ghibli movie as well so it made it just that much more meaningful.

[@M00N_IVY]

I may be commenting a year later but I hope you are in a better place. I understand you and I'm proud of you for trying your best every day❤

[@lenore_was_here4458]

Yay it's back!! Thank you so much this is like, the only thing that helps me sleep

[@AMushrooms]

WOOOOOOOO, oh thank you so much! I'm so happy that it's back :'D

[@thehollyannrose]

I’m in love with Howl, so I appreciate this.

[@Chris-ro3zg]

You're not insane you're an angel

[@relaxinganimesounds]

awwwww ty

[@moonlightpiano-68]

ジブリのピアノは、私の日常を特別なものにしてくれます

[@Faebug]

Thank you so much this is what I’m going to be listening to to sleep every night now! So helpful for recovering from food poisoning, it’s so calming

[@relaxinganimesounds]

get better soon!~

[@kazakstan7013]

You know it's good when it melts your heart after hearing it for 5 seconds❣️

[@Strawberry75402]

this helped me sleep at 2 am when nothing else could. thank you for making this :)

[@tororo664]

不眠症の自分でもこの動画が一番寝れる😴本当にありがとう❤

[@thesatsumonster]

(Sleeps to this like I’m sleeping next to howl) thanks fam you got us

[@Real_1131]

The nostalgic feeling… Hope everyone has a very good night while dreaming about howl☺️

[@halosnova1604]

It's nice to listen to this for bed. Very calming, zen-like.

[@CatsCats-yu5tp]

I love study with this music ❤‍🩹❣💖💓

[@odenjohannesebastianbach1463]

It’s baaaaack :’D

[@ashleycholula2646]

I just broke up with someone who I really loved. I soon realized I was not as happy as I thought I was. He didn’t introduce me to his friends, I thought he was ashamed of me. He said he was ashamed of his friends. I started to feel lonely, but I didn’t understand why. When I finally met one of his friends 6 months after… I realized he talked to me like I was his pet. He didn’t treat me like a friend. And it hit me, very hard. I realized that the entire time I was alone. I wasn’t actually having a conversation with him. He was just nodding and responding. There was cuddles there was physical love, but that’s not all there is to a relationship. He gave lies or didn’t work on things I pointed out rather he minimized it, but the problem was still there. It all hurts to think about, he and I ended on some bittersweet terms. I deserve better so I broke up with him. I feel so terrible bc what I gave was not what he gave. I was terrified, mortified even to acknowledge it. I could no longer trust him and I knew it would not end well. I didn’t want it to end in resentment, So I ended on a good note. We tried for a bit more, I gave it another shot. But I couldn’t keep trying like that. Where I hurt everyday, where I started to close off on his attempts to make me trust him again. He needs to work on himself as do I. I also have things I should work on that I acknowledge. He cried in front of me… he bawled and I cried bc he cried. I hated seeing the pain I caused, he looked so devastated and i hated to know that i caused that on someone I love. I wanted to take the pain away, but it was necessary… I loved him with all. I put in all my effort to make it work, I took all the initiatives, I am such an idiot for keeping this relationship for so long. I hurt him a lot, but he also hurt me and I know we would continue hurting each other. So I’m glad it ended where it is at. But it doesn’t take away those nearly 8 months we were together

[@relaxinganimesounds]

I'm sorry to hear you went through that! but glad you got out because the relationship sounded toxic, I hope you both are doing better on your own! Take care of yourself.

[@cr_96512]

Nice to know our beloved boi is getting a healthy 10 hours of sleep ❤

[@Sour.pocket]

This is piece of art. I'm so glad to get here.

[@kozumekenma2862]

don’t worry we’re all a little insane here :) i NEEDED this tysm

[@Silkshadowing]

I rewatch howls moving castle so many times throughout the years. I first found the movie with my sister back when i was 12 and ive been watching it since. Im 22 now, and 10 years later, with hundreds of rewatches- I still adore Howl. I hope to find a romance as sweet as theirs someday.

[@missfala]

Hey there, just thought you ought to know, any night I’m having trouble sleeping, either from stress, or the sheer inability to shut my mind off, I turn this on every time, and it just puts me in such a relaxed state, and I don’t know how I’d sleep otherwise, so you are so wonderful for making this. I hope you get the support you need to keep doing the projects like these that you enjoy. Have a wonderful day/night/whenever!

[@tobygeorge652]

Ive been studying to this for that past couple nights. helps keep me sane.

[@Pudding_Pupp]

I put this on and just forgot it was there, great ambiance for when I can't dedicate my thoughts to something but I need background sound!

[@mordekaihenry7267]

Omg I love your username, it's sooo cute. I wish i came up with it. 🥺🥺🤗💖

[@Pudding_Pupp]

@@mordekaihenry7267 thank you!! that’s the nicest KZbin comment I’ve gotten in a while 😂 I created this account when I was like 12 and I’m currently 20. Stuck with me for 8 years.

[@mordekaihenry7267]

@@Pudding_Pupp Your welcome, haha eight years is a long time. I've only had my username for a year, it used to be sirsquawks. 😂

[@giannacherry1698]

As someone who just watched howls moving castle for the first time this makes my heart melt AGGG

[@RafaaahS2]

Estou aqui as 3:28 da manhã pois estou morrendo de cólica menstrual, eu estou com muita dor e acabei de vomitar por isso !! Estou tomando um chá e escutando as músicas desses vídeo, isso realmente me relaxa muito :)

[@Dusk869]

Melhoras querida , e bom chá.