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[@BabvBlues]

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE ENDLESS SUPPORT AND FOR 20k SUBS!!! That's crayyyyy I'm at the airport right now waiting for a plane to Perth. Thank you all c:

[@sarah12D3]

+Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife I just found you on youtube and like, Idk why I keep watching. You've got the adorable big eye thing. It's like looking into a looking glass back to my friends during highschool, all mixed up into one person.

[@OTAKUchickTV]

good luck ana 😘 have fun in Perth

[@BabvBlues]

Thank you c: still here in perth staying at a backpackers place

[@DashFourteen]

+Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife I live in australia omg how crazy is life right now! Im nowhere near Perth though :P

[@woahmanitsvalerie]

Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife 181k now!

[@HannekeRulezzz]

Don't you worry about us. Just be selfish if you feel like it. Sometimes it's necessary. Love you.

[@missymorales7376]

It's actually very healthy to completely disconnect sometimes. I do it all the time. I call it "return to innocence" like the Enigma song. You should listen to that song.

[@auroraborealis675]

I am having one of those nights tonight. I told my boyfriend to go stay with his sister for the night because I needed to be alone. Is that bad? :/

[@missymorales7376]

Hell no. We're individuals. Sometimes you need your personal space. Our partners forget that sometimes because they're so used to being around us. it's good to do that occasionally. I think our partners respect us more when we can stay true to ourselves. So do you boo.

[@auroraborealis675]

+missy morales thank you! You are so right! :)

[@user-jv7ry5zn3m]

i really hope you're okay, stay strong! x

[@EnbyReads]

take care of yourself first. don't feel like you owe anyone anything, especially not us online.

[@beckiemercer6900]

Your so fucking pretty and friendly! And you story is inspirational you make me realise that I can carry on even if life is shit. I wish I could be as strong as you 💕

[@heltonjrstognoli]

it sucks that things are going bad , I got really sad for you now, damn it you dont deserve. Hold on to the things that make you feel strong, i wish so much that you could have peace of mind. But you´re so tough, keep going cause one day you will lay your head in the pillow with no worries on your mind and you´ll be truly happy. I have a HUGE respect and love for you

[@lightebony7176]

You are so BEAUTIFUL with and without makeup!!!! You are so human and relatable, you're kinda like my role model in a weird good way.

[@xxJustinBieberxx101]

You're so inspirational! You're an incredible person, you're a role model for many. You've been through so much but you still have your head on your shoulders, you're smart and you do whatever you can to make a life for yourself. It amazes me. You're a great person, and I'm sorry for everything you've been through but keep doing what you're doing because you're an amazing, beautiful girl and you will go very far in life with the mature attitude you have!

[@blueswagger8213]

I love her so much I've watched most of her videos stay strong ily. ❤️

[@literallyjemma276]

i'm sending you positive vibes!! i hope everything turns out alright! x :)

[@oliviaspina7539]

JUST GO, EVEN IF YOUR MUM DOESNT WANT YOU TO GO! GO HAVE FUN IN AUSTRALIA! I love you sweet heart💕

[@tomie4173]

aww dont worry! Just keep hanging in there!If going to australia is what You really want and think that You will be happier there then DO IT.It may be hard in the beginning but trust me when I say that it will be worth it! my dad kicked me out of the house when i was 16 and I then moved to the end of the country and here I am 4 years later proud of myself being able to support myself even though i had no one and nothing in the beginning,so please ana,just hang in there!

[@andreamclean2208]

I just started watching your videos and now your all I watch! U are an amazing person and very beautiful!! Keep going on strong and ur such a really strait forward person and I love it💖 Your amazing and just live life to the fullest! ☯↞Adventures await↠☯

[@tannili2]

Its ok to take time for yourself and escaping in wonderland... The most important thing is YOU being in peace with yourself. And finding this peace can be pretty tough sometimes. I'm thinking of you and giving you strength. I know you're strong. You can do this!

[@itzlalo6266]

I love your personality, I understand you (of course not completely).Our lives are separate, and you are intelligent. I know you don't know me, and I don't know about your whole story ,but cosmically I am so HAPPY THAT YOU EXIST. I would call you my spirit animal but are more than relatable to just my spirit. THANK YOU FOR YOU. p.s You are just too cute, beautiful

[@sheelashamrock381]

dude you totally changed my perspective e on life and now I see how beautiful it is

[@naturallysunny091]

I hope things get better for you sweetheart. you are amazing.

[@abigailhallenbeck7546]

I've been doing the same thing. I just found your channel a few days ago and I can completely relate to you... I'm only fourteen but I've been through a lot of experiences like you have... And I find it amazing that I can actually connect with someone and see that I'm not alone. I sometimes feel like an idiot for commenting on people's videos but it's whatever. I can connect with this video 100 percent because I've disconnected myself from literally everyone in my life excerpts for two people... sorta sucks though cause I disconnected myself from everyone for the entire summer and September and now I have to work at re-connecting and it's really difficult. I've just been depressed lately which is odd because I havent been for almost two months..but sometimes its easier to just disconnect for a little bit so don't feel bad about doing that. Have a good day or night... +Howsenslessdeath Howpreciouslife

[@ellina1997930]

its alright man. i just wish we could hang out once more before you leave. I'm gonna miss you so fucking much. i got food poisoned btw lol so I'm having fever and really bad stomachache lol. you're awesome and i feel peaceful and relaxed around you. let me know how things are in aus. please be safe and happy and never give up. we need to go on road trips next summer and you're gonna have an awesome store and I'm gonna buy everything. you're the best ana :3

[@1226ying]

girl. you know I'm always gonna be here for you . No matter we are apart or together :D i love you so much. Be Strong and stay strong :D

[@meggwashere8956]

stay strong and don't let anyone or anything bring you down. You are more than you think 💫 love you

[@alizl6283]

You seem to be doing pretty well at the moment :) makes me happy to see you happy

[@EmmaCupcake]

Your so lovely, and strong and have a beautiful soul, sending u positive vibes hope things work out for u xx

[@גלאלפרט-מ3ה]

i just found ur channel ,i love it ur so honest and a good person u motivated me alot. thank you i love u💙

[@ashleye9562]

You look so beautiful without makeup, don't let anyone tell you different.

[@tom-marvoloriddle3717]

you're not responsible for anyone but yourself. take care of yourself first x

[@emma_lineker00]

Next time u dye your hair can u do a video on it plzz 💕💕

[@emmaberger3748]

Emma Belk I'm sorry but it's dye*

[@Moonlite1986melis]

hun its fine you dont need to apologize for anything shit happens in life and you cant make everyone happy all the time nothing in life is perfect just be you do what you gotta do and strive to be better then what others have done to you dont follow down that same path i know you can do it hun...again im here if you need to talk i wish you all the best I've had my own problems mistakes in life as well as others in life!!! ♡Melissa

[@princeemil753]

So beautiful without makeup :D

[@amandaxbeauty1416]

wow I'm so so sorry for what happened stay strong girl 💘

[@sara-zr2pp]

Ohh, always here for you, and anyone really! Ya'll are so sweet on this channel tho I agree💕✨

[@ChiaraSupernova]

Don't worry about us! :P It's OKAY to put you and your own needs first. We love to hear from you, but it should be a pleasure for you, not a chore. Sending you love

[@aleesotoo13]

Congrats on the 20,000Subscribers!!❤️

[@saucymilly]

we all want what's best for you :) stay creative and be safe

[@kconradbh]

Wow, you are so nice, I thought you must have great parents. I'm sorry you have to go through all this. I'd help you out if I knew how. I wish my daughter could be as nice as you are. You deserve an easier time of it. Everything happens for a reason I suppose. Please be careful and use good judgement with the bad habits.

[@honeypot2483]

you're really pretty without make up, even prettier without make up :)

[@hannahmcnelly910]

How old are you? Your parents should be loving you and taking care of you! You are so young! You should not be worried about the next home you will be in or what meal will be next! You are remarkable, you should be extremely proud of yourself. Some people aren't religious and I'm not forcing anything on you. Just think about this one verse from the bible..."I can do all things through Christ whom strengthens me"-phillipains 4:13. Whether you want to believe it or not Jesus is a documented person on this earth and can help you in your darkest times. Girl you are so beautiful, and smart.

[@rubyiam6205]

I love you so much you Have helped me so much I'm sorry that you haven't Bin feeling well I hope you are Doing better soon

[@sarahf5057]

I hope things look up for you whether you move to Australia or not! Take time for yourself to sleep, eat, and relax and we do not care if you take time of for yourself we want what's best for you! stay strong we love you so so much!:)

[@xxxpeacemakersxxx]

We will always be here for you🌻🌻🌻

[@Ashley-nu8zo]

you are amazing. you dont need to say sorry. stay strong

[@samw1161]

Stay strong we all support you💜💜🌻

[@S0JUG0BL1N]

Girl I'm in freo Perth if you need any help or place to stay hit me up

[@auroraborealis675]

If it were me I would tell my friends that I just need time to work on me and that it is nothing personal to them. Only because it can hurt really bad when you think that your friends don't care, ya know? Oh, and do not apologize for not making videos! Just be honest! :)

[@kaylacollins4580]

I think you look pretty without makeup

[@balletcrazy16]

You look so so beautiful without make up ^^

[@pitbulllover704]

and we love you we will stand behind you every step of the way

[@elliegxff]

U seem really spiritual

[@qwertyfriends16]

I hope your doing ok just know everything's gonna work out in the end maybe not how you picture it but it will work out :)

[@Elizabeth-Shephard]

I miss these types of videos from Ana...😪

[@emilyyoung8474]

i love you. so much. and i know you dont know who i am and you probably wont read this but you are so amazing. Never let anyone tell you different and dont change for anyone. i love your hair haha, and i love all of your stories and poems and that one drawing you did for the art project was amazing i wish i could buy it. you are so beautiful, i hope you have a good day

[@rubybarrett138]

Don't apologize, but whatever you do its your choice and all of us respect it c:

[@lifedelay]

I'm sending all my positive energy your way :)

[@thisismyparadisebby]

keep going, you're so amazing

[@nycto4785]

Keep strong honey.

[@alexandradianne7575]

Thanks for making this it was very honest of you :) we all understand

[@kynziecrotinger]

you are an angel.

[@queueteapi5126]

I don't know your mothers background, but she kind of sounds like mine...I hope you're doing well. My mom kept bouncing in an out of my life, and I finally had to end it.

[@exploringtheuniversewithin5653]

Ask yourself what do you want to do in life. Would you like to be a singer in a band? Your channel can help you. I'm not the only one that thinks you are talented. If you don't try now, then when? Not many girls have such a big presence on youtube like you, and you can still grow! It's a big opportunity for you and you can explore it more. Wouldn't be better if you will continue to play with your youtube to see where it goes? If it doesn't work, then you can try to take care of your mum knowing that you tried. If you feel like a burden in your family, of course that it would be better to play the role of the hero that takes care of her mum. But are you ready to do it? If you're struggling to get money, you can easily do stupid things that can mark your future. Maybe it is better to listen to your mother and don't go. Focus on yourself. You can take care of her when you can really do that. I hope you and your mum will be ok.

[@zmj619]

Lol you accidentally told his name. Spencer not Trevor

[@hunterak4751]

Feel better❤️

[@rolfsinkgraven]

So its time to sort things out now? Otherwize they wil catch up with you in time :-) thnx for vlogging.

[@evaluijendijk1514]

CONGRATS ON 20K SUBS I FEEL LIKE A PROUD MOM OHMHYGIDSIHS

[@jamiemenary7204]

I'm only after watching ur attempt to commit suicide it was so sad and Ino it was ages ago but stay strong and live a good life ❤️❤️❤️

[@kapahi7468]

You should come to hawaii I'll take care of you:))

[@haileyschell1843]

Hfy b❤️❤️ always here. Love you ❤️ stay strong. (Btws you accidentally said "trevor"s real name spencer) iss alright tho

[@amber-6404]

Stay strong ❤️❤️❤️

[@amydietzer4516]

ill support u

[@brooklynrosexo8635]

20,000 subs

[@xaixn.]

stay rad

[@tannili2]

But why are you moving to Australia Hun? I know you're mom is there but why don't you stay? Do you really think everything will get better there? I don't want to seem rude I was just wondering ❤️

[@odysseusofithaca1620]

Why doesn't this video have the little yin yang symbols around the title of the video? It's pretty sweet when you add them. It adds a lovely flavor to the descriptions.

[@annalo1986]

if I'm not wrong,I saw at one of her other video, she said she was sad or not in the good feeling that why no sign /that yinyang thin

[@annalo1986]

thing*

[@pixiebaby]

why don't you stay where you are longer? you seem to have a nice place to live (better than a hotel or hostel) and you have a job and some friends and wait until your mom is a little more financially stable and sure of herself

[@xDeathrow74]

When is ur birthday? Btw ur great in n out

[@zee9000_]

Can I take you out sometime? :)

[@RebeloveSouljah]

We Love You ~!

[@OTAKUchickTV]

love you ana 😘

[@SplatteredBlood]

beautiful

[@alcapone7956]

U'R BUITIFULL

[@sinaeprince1044]

i love you so much Ana 😘

[@drizzydrake3628]

you're fire

[@samantharawson5573]

awwwwwwie bless ya :)

[@samantharawson5573]

oh yh and u ant a shitty person care about yourself a lil while chic

[@SecretiveAnon69]

On the bright side, I got the 420th like

[@nessupremacist]

Babygirl go do yourself✨😘

[@auroraborealis675]

Girl, you are young and beautiful. It makes me sad that you think you need makeup. It is kind of shocking to me honestly. You are young and do not need makeup at all. Even older women do not need it. The natural look is my favorite.

[@auroraborealis675]

I am not saying there is anything wrong with wearing makeup. More power to you if that is what you want to do.

[@auroraborealis675]

+buh guh you are beautiful INSIDE AND OUT.

[@auroraborealis675]

+buh guh much love to you.

[@auroraborealis675]

If you are ever in the south of the USA, you have a place to stay with me.

[@xyrophobia30]

i need you in my life

[@jessiemeekis65]

Yasssssssssss

[@sophielmao6977]

You look pretty without money

[@sophielmao6977]

I mean makeup lol

[@shirinkanal2613]

I sing to if you like look my side thanks tack

[@blueflury]

I love you so much

[@mckenziefetters9203]

How do I join this group I'm addicted to self harm and I would need tips

[@fourlolo99]

I love you

[@TerikatheweirdPanda]

I really want to text u or talk to u I love ur vid

[@lunaindie55]

[@jeansullca1797]

si pones en subtitulado al español todos tus vídeos tendrás mas visitas y mas comentarios y likes ;)

[@paigejohnson9342]

i love you

[@xQiwify]

omg i live in perth

[@lola8858]

how old is she?

[@cupcake37145]

hi