I am now a grandfather! My life has been crazy.

[@Psyched.Substance]

Update - it’s now October 9th, 4 months since this video was posted… and I’m still clean off this shit baby! I haven’t had a drop of Kratom, not a single cigarette, and I didn’t refill my ADHD prescription. Also, the new videos I’m posting are some of my favourites ever. Being clean while at Shambhala this year allowed me to cultivate deeper connections with everyone; making for much more enjoyable & wholesome videos. Cheers!

[@AlohaAlexStef]

That’s amaizing 💓

[@hockey_hungry]

I watched your shambhala video before this and I have to say, sober you is awesome! I think this new direction is going to help a lot of people, me included :)

[@brendansondergaard7759]

🕉Your the fucking Best man! I have e been watching you for over 7 years now and been an awesome guy Adam! Always great to see you and your videos! 😃

[@Lonemelt]

happy for you!!

[@fruitsalaax]

Take care my bro❤️

[@dillomano]

I watched this guy for so many years it’s wild. His life’s been a roller coaster. Makes him more relatable

[@PauloBLKNS]

Yes, he is always coming with a whole new unexpected act from his pauses

[@hūntēr-9-4]

Welcome to the life of a drug addict who's transparent with there struggles.

[@alkeryn1700]

@@hūntēr-9-4 tbh i think psychedelics have a lot of potential even societally but he's not the best example for the cause.

[@julesdevall2176]

Yeah j relate to him too, i always let the people I'm close to know the struggles and substance I get into

[@evandinc]

I started watching in like 2016 when I was at the end of high school. Life is never straight, and thank god there was someone out there to tell me to respect to the chemicals I put into my body no matter what they were. Education, whether by interview, study, or case of life is so important for understanding how it applies to one's own situation. I'm indebted for the last 8 years of content.

[@AfterSkool]

The true test of character is what a man does when he's knocked down. Everyone can be a ray of sunshine when their on top of the world. All this adversity is training you for a higher purpose. Adversity can break you or it can make you. I've always enjoyed your channel and I hope you create something beautiful out of this struggle. The reward for our work is not what we get, but who we become. I'm rooting for you.

[@Psyched.Substance]

Thank you. Wanted to let you know I received your email! Will reply soon.

[@JaciCat67]

That is so F'ed up I wish you much peace and healing

[@Skjeggspir]

@@Psyched.Substanceare you off everything including steroids? Well done then.

[@Llkolii]

@@Psyched.Substance Please do some videos on addiction its soooo helpful listening to your insights as someone also trying to recover! You don't need to do psychs, your wisdom on these topics is enough value 💜💜

[@x_nightcrawler_x]

Hey Adam, thank you so much for doing what you do and sharing your true experiences. It's really helped me a lot to reason and make a wise decision to get of drugs and get clean. Specifically this video here today. Missed hearing from you. ❤ More power and healing to you. Lots of Love from Karachi, Pakistan.

[@BeastyBite]

the fact that I grew up with this human and his family over the last 10 years is insane

[@bengrant1271]

Ikr, I love tripping and watching him. It feels so real

[@n3vin192]

nah fr.

[@RideFreestyleOhio]

Back in the lab coat days

[@kushfromhandsworth6601]

fr

[@fonzarellyplay370]

I mean he’s just a normal person. Why is that Insane? lol. Yall say anything about anyone that has some viewers

[@rocoH98]

You are enough just as you are. Very entertaining and most of us are here just for that reason. Not the drugs, but all the education and entertainment, intervjues, we are here because we love who you are and what you give. Be the one you love to be.

[@NOMADGRUBS]

Been watching you for years. You’re the man Adam. Being so open takes a huge amount of confidence. Keep working out and sweating, you’ll find what you’re looking for.

[@agaga5886]

being a grandpa at 37 is nuts

[@BHF222]

He became a parent at 18 and his kid became one at 19. So their kid has to become one at 20. The law of genetics say so 😂

[@Jordan-jv1tz]

My baba (grandma) was 15/16 when she had my dad and my dad was 19. So she was 33/34 when became a grandma haha. Miss her ❤

[@Llkolii]

@@BHF222 wow I was wondering the ages! At least he'll be around for a long time. I'm sad my parents and grandparents won't get much time if any with my future kids. I want kids soon but I'm single lmao

[@gillianleigh5559]

I am a new grandmother at 39 it's not completely uncommon

[@bradpnw1897]

​@@Llkoliigood for you being a parent is the most important job or one of the most important jobs any individual human will ever do. God bless you 🙏 😇

[@joebloggs2534]

You look defeated man, I hope you get better. We're all here to support you.

[@ultraultra6726]

This is quite common with the passage of time. When you're young, you look youthful and full of spunk. Then the world happens to you over a period of days and years... and you start feeling, looking, and acting as if you have had all of the hope beaten out of you!

[@ultraultra6726]

It's a cruel world, fullbof beauty and ugly!

[@Jaheguru]

Addicts need to be defeated to surrender. Hopefully this means this is his true journey into sobriety.

[@joelparshley9499]

I've commented it a few times here because I hope he sees it but our support is the exact opposite of what he needs this channel enables him and is a trigger he needs to delete this shit or he will never be sober this is not even the worst he's looked in one of these videos and he's got like 10, no shame to addicts but one's that profit off it enable others by mislabeling and misleading people saying substances aren't addictive or aren't habit forming to help himself feel better does get some shame we enable this behavior watching the videos and it took me like 6 years being subscribed to realize it. This channel is one of the worst decisions he made since he signed over sobriety then and there till it's death due to content

[@doctordark3527]

Homie needs god. Quitting is hard for a lot of people

[@Tildamathi]

I never comment... but today I had to. We never hear such raw, unfiltered stories of being in the midst of a difficult time, off everything, just 'trying to find your self again'. Thanks for sharing and good luck! No matter how many tangents you decide to go on and share, there will be people watching and appreciating.

[@coolcloroxman1475]

I am now a truck. My grandpa was stolen and destroyed.

[@CapitalSans]

My condolences

[@provonic9187]

I am now stolen. My grandpa was a truck and destroyed

[@MikeOxl0ng]

i̴͍̜̍͗̇̄͒̓̒̂͋͗̌̒̀͑̾̚ ̶̧̡͍͕̝͓̺̰̥̦͈̫̣̪̍̈́͗̃ͅţ̴̧̛̟͔͙̜̱̦̦̩̦̥͓̪̞̰̩̞͉͚̹̫͙̟̼̀̿̊̇̈̆̓̈́̓̑̃̉̽̚̚͘͜͜͠͝͠ͅr̶̢̲̜̠̰̮̼̖͈̥͔͎̹̣̩̜̞̟͍̅̅̽̃̃̒͛͑͝͝ͅų̸̧̛̜͎̬̫̣̝͕̘̙͕̼̲͔͔̪̳̪̥̘̤̤̥̮̰̙̪͉͍̻͓͉̥̓͛͊̐̀́́̀̈́̽̀͒̄̋̆̽͛́͋̇̋̃̈̓̊̍͂͊̎͛̒͋͂̓͜͝͠ç̶̨̭̝̬͉̼̭̯͉̫̮͕͇̜͈͓͈̫̀̂̒͆̃̇͂͒͗̑̓͂̆̎̀̅̊͛̓̉̑̆͜͝͠ͅͅḵ̵̦̯̻͙͓͖͙̟̖͚͈̫̺̙̘̙̫̰̏̆͆̾̃̅͛͒͂̒̐͐̇̌̈́̆̑͌͐̐̕͝ ̸̨̨͎̺͕̺͍̰̮̺̟̼͕̙̞͕̲̼̬̻̻̩̹̼͇͉͎̞̞̱̙̇̒͐̉̍̎̐͂̽͂̉́̒́̉̽͂̋̈́͆̀͘͘̕͘͜͜͜͠͠g̵̡̢̧̢̛̯͓̹̳̯̝̳͔̯̜̟̺̞͈̟͙̰̮̭̱̱̜̼̳̲̬̠̙̺̜̞̖̃̓̉͌͊̑͆̈́̎͋̈̿̓̈́̇̆̓̓̐̂̈́̇̆̀̅̉̈́̇̀́͘̕͝ŗ̶̘̟̜̬̣͓̥̫̌̎̑́̽͂͐̓̔̑̑͒̂͋̍͒̍̾̈́́̀͐̍̆̅͑̒̔̈́̃̎̕͝a̶̢͚̱̲̻̣̓́͝n̸̡̧̢̢̧̢̛̖̙̘̫̠̮̹͓͙̻̪̬̠̞̪̝̬̰̱͙̞͔͙̱͇̘̞͙̥̙̹̬͋̈́̈̏̀͑̐̑͋̎̓́̔̊͊̒͋͑̊̉͛͑͜͜͝͠ḋ̸̡̢̛̛̛̛͎̭̱̤͐̀͒͊̓̃͛͊̓̇́̏̈́͆̅͐̑͆̏́͐̓̉͂̎̿̕͘f̴̧̢̢̛̺͔͙͍͇̭̫̠̫͚͍̼̯̝̩̜̱͇̖̪̭̱̭̱͎̠̦͚̀̽̀̆̈̍̀̚̚͠͠ͅã̷̡̨͙̮̖̫̠̦̲͍̭̥̞̳̣͖̞͍̟͉̅̏̎́͋̏̐̉͋̓̄̔̀̈͌̂̚̚͠͠t̷̢̨͎̥͇̙̙͚̦̺͕̻̰̪̗̪̳̍̒̅̽̌̽̆̐̓̏͊̽̑̂̍͌̽͗͗̈́͊̓̇͐̓͘̚͘͝h̸̨̼̘̹̪͓̯̮̗̅͑̈́̌̇̄͌̓͗́̎͠ͅe̸̡̡̨̢͙̟̙͚͓̭̗̦͍̳̤̪̫̩̜͓̘͇̅͆͌͠͠͝r̶̢̧̛̫͇̺̦̳͇̦̱͔͍͖̝͔̘͚̭̮̳̣̟̝̟̻̍͗̆̂̊́̃̒̈́̽͑̉̏̾̏͊̎͒͑̓̒͋̒̅͌͗̇͛͑̓͐̄̓́̓̚͠,̶̧̤̙̱͍̲͈̬̦̤̣͍͙͈̮̳͖̬̙̰͙̗̫͚͓̟͔̙̻̬̙͔̲̟͔̙͕̀̀͋͐̇̉̅̚̕͜ ̵͓̮̺̗̬̓̈́̑́̂͗̉̍̃͋̐̔̉͐̓̀̀͘ş̵̢̲̹͓̪̙̥̠͕̺͔͍̼̭͔̩̰̘̝̖͚̜̱̯͚̋͌̈́̆̈̊̿͂̅̾̃̊̋͒͑̓͑̏̿͊̈̏̈́́̚͝͠͝ͅt̶̛̼͕̩͍̜̆̔͒͌̅͒͊͋͂̈̉͒̈́͛̌̈́͌́̓͋̈̌̆͑͂̉͆̌͂̚͝͝͝o̵̢̢̡̡̧̤͈͚͎̦̲͓͕͙̫̻̮͔̒͒̈́̅̓͋̌̎̈́͌́̑͒̀̃̊͛̿͐͒̋̃̿̾́͌̈̀͆̽̔͝͝ļ̴̨̧̡̧̛̛̤̟̩̯̪̖̤͈̙̩͇̫̹̣͚͙͕̗͍̙̗͕̦̥͔̩̭͓͔̲͑̔̔̂̅́̄̇͆͌͊̊̀́̉͗͛̌̓͜͜͠ͅȩ̴̢̨͖̮͈̰͓͖͎̠̠͙̱͓̝̩̦͕̳̗̩͙͓̬̺͔̼̜̖̺̼͌̃̋̑̆̏͋̈́̐̾̇̈͌̌̇̾̔̎́́͂̎̿̒̓̔̒̋̐͛̄̈́̕͘̚͘͜͝͝͝n̷̛̯̻̼̙͚̖͚̯̞͓̳̠̝̫̟̘͔̙̙͚̺̙̜̪̱̬̎̾̊̋̃̌͌͋̅̀͗͌̐̃̑͒̒́̉́̈́̍̈̽̓̄͂̈̓̇͊̈́̕͘͝͝͝͠ ̸̨͎͇̯̠̣̣̙̼̘͔͔͍̣̥͇̹͚̙͇̼̙̦̩̞̤͇͕͍̤̮̥̗̱͙̘̞̃̃̑̏̆͒̿̑͌̎̔̎̂̊̂̄̕ͅͅņ̴̨̡̤̱̞̥͉͍͎͔̬̥̤̟̖͓̝͎͉̦̹̝̜͇̹̮̭̯͇̼̔̄̍͋̎͊̐͜͜͝ơ̵͖̺̝͍̦̝̘̺̝͒͌̒̔̈́̿̿̽̈́́̇̑̋̊̃͊̽͒̋̅͋̏̓̾̊̎̈́̒͆͒̐̈́͘͝͝͠͠͠w̸̡̡̢̭̪̘̟̩̗͉̮̰̗̯͙̤̰̼̼͚͔̖̗̤͉̒́̇̿̍̊̾̒͜ͅ ̸̡̡̟̜̹̻͖̥͉͎̝̳̖̈́̓̅̇̍͂̓i̴̡̛͔͔̩̮̖̟͐͊̑̊̏͛͐̌̀̿̽̋͂̌̄̓͑̈́̓͝͝͠͠m̷̧̢̛̗̗̪̞̤̦̪̺̼͖̙̼͇̮͖̪̞͉̺̪̞̤̙̣̬̣͇̥͍̼̯͓̜̃̍̌̄̎̇͐̍̀͗̎̀̍̈́̒̆̆͆͗̑̍͋̌̅͆̄́͛̇̂̋̔͘͜͠͝ͅͅͅ

[@smiggle5187]

Salvia trip

[@cannabinized]

Grandpa now a truck. I am destroyed and stolen

[@AAllinsonNN]

This is actually the most incredible comment section I’ve ever seen on KZbin. Thank you for cultivating this community around your honesty

[@ghostrecon3834]

@thedog121 literally no comments have been deleted. You Adam haters are obsessed with this man to an unhealthy degree, it’s disturbing

[@alfredsmith1182]

@@ghostrecon3834 he has been unable to stop using drugs for years and all this time he has never actually just admitted to being an addict. If you go this long refusing to fix your problems and are so incredibly public about it (with talking about it to people online instead of, you know, a therapist or something being such a horrendous coping strategy and trigger), it's kind of inevitable to get this response. I don't really like or dislike PS, but as someone who's been around a lot of sides of the internet, you can't really expect anything else from strangers on the internet after this long with no change

[@vivid.worker]

Most braindead comment section ever. Feeding into his salvation fantasies and encouraging him to divulge more. Purely for our entertainment and his self-aggrandizement

[@andrewgarfield9898]

I agree

[@Split_the_beer_atom]

@@ghostrecon3834I didn’t know anyone was hating but now I can’t see the comment u responded to. Makes me think stuff HAS BEEN deleted in the comment section

[@CaptPicard81]

You get to have so many years with your grandkid, that’s a blessing!

[@nickd8614]

Yo. I’m the kid who did drugs when I was told not to. and if I didn’t stumble into your videos in my teen years with a curious mind and have the rule set I do for substance use I’d have been fucking around and finding out a lot harder. Thanks for always keeping it real.

[@geoterra9478]

💯💯💯 You can’t stop people from wanting to experiment, but instilling safe procedures is the best thing you can do for anyone

[@Patrick-x3g9i]

And did some bad things happen to you?

[@nickd8614]

@@Patrick-x3g9i for sure. Me knowing the limits and having done proper research for months had me taking it as seriously as I needed to be. If I didn’t care at some point I’d have leaned to self destructive tendencies with a lot worse consequences but Instead I’m forever grateful for what I do know and have pulled from my experiences with substances. I still do trip :)

[@kiddkuru]

I’m clean now but same here

[@darnassiannightsaber7835]

@@kiddkuru keep it up man, lets be fair towards ourselves...

[@Psyched.Substance]

Did you miss me? I am happy to be back :) to watch the uncensored version of this video which includes more of the “private details” that I didn’t share here, go to Patreon: patreon.com/psychedsubstance EDIT: I've scanned through the comments and realized I needed to clarify a few things: First, I stated I was broke BECAUSE I paid off nearly all of my taxes. Some of you assumed I meant I was broke because I had a large sum owing. This is not the case. Also, for the millionth time - I was never married. Finally, I've admitted to being addicted to several different drugs over the course of multiple videos. I have an issue with the word "addict" because every human alive has one addiction or another. Some of us are further on the spectrum of addict than others. The most common I see are food addictions and dopamine related behavioural addictions (eg. scrolling mindlessly, video games, binge watching TV series/movies) Nearly all addictions, be it drugs, video games, or food; can be considered detrimental if they take more from a persons life than they give. When I make statements such as, "I was never addicted to anything hard or overtly dangerous," this is a true statement (bar cigarettes). For example, I did not abuse my ADHD prescription. In fact I would take it less than was prescribed to me, not more. I always had a massive surplus of pills because some months I'd take it 10 out of 30 days. Many people who are prescribed ADHD medication do not even view this as a problem, and they do consume them every single day. Each persons case is different, and for me they make my life worse. Even in small amounts. Since they make my life worse, I consider them a problem. But to any doctor looking in, I'm not doing anything wrong or dangerous. I always harp on Kratom, because it has been the primary compound that I found myself so helplessly addicted to. For me quitting Kratom is even harder than quitting cigarettes - trust me, I've quit both numerous times. However, in that same light I was not consuming a harmful amount of kratom. Harmful being defined as an amount which braught on any negative physical risks or complications. As someone who gets frequent bloodwork drawn I would know. I seem to be treated harshly for some by making true statements, which is confusing to me. I have admitted several, several times that while what I was doing was not physically harmful, mentally and personally it WAS very harmful. And this is an important point to highlight. Just because a substance is legal or prescribed to you by your doctor, it does NOT mean it is healthy for your life.

[@kiildide]

Hey, glad you're doing better now! looking forward to future content

[@buzzdown418]

Yes we did

[@volfied992]

Yes man been so long

[@BillCoz]

You're waaaay too hard on yourself.

[@growersmindset]

hey bro. life doesn’t give you breaks, it teaches you lessons. luckily for you in this life, you got a lot of hard lessons to learn. learning is why we are here. i believe in you. everyone has been growing up and living and experiencing their own lives, alongside yours. we are all in this together. i’m here for you bro. you continuously save millions of lives. thank you for your transparency, don’t listen to the negative comments. love yourself bro. realize how fucking amazing you are. LOVE YOURSELF! cuz i do! keep going homie

[@tamibugg1136]

You got this Adam, as a 57 year old human I see so much of my past struggle mirrored in you. I promise it gets better and you will look back and see the lesson clearly. ❤new follower, loving your honesty and education on substances. Drive on young man, I’m rooting for you. ♥️from Oregon.

[@IndieHaj]

Fall down 7 times, get up 8. 18 years sober and it saved my life. You go, Grandpa! 🙂

[@PhattyPhil]

If you fall, you only have to get up once. So if you fall 7 times, then you need to get up, 7 times.

[@pawelstyszko5591]

@@PhattyPhil or got up twice, once.

[@BL0CKchainGANG]

Thats what they say it don't matter how many times you fall its how many times you get back up...

[@over-educated-sp]

Hey, that’s my pie. 😂 Actually that’s one of my mantras. Sober living will always be better than any substance!

[@trailblazer77]

​@@PhattyPhilwhy do we fall?

[@telotawa]

it's rare to find someone online as deeply genuine as you are, and that's really valuable we wish you the best of luck for the future

[@coconutcreampie3795]

👍

[@palakush7650]

Agreed, he is real. I wish and pray him a peacefull soul

[@gabsasusual]

We miss you

[@randomuser2252]

Your honesty is so refreshing, I don't think I could ever talk about all this personal stuff in front of hundreds of thousands of people. Stay strong bro, much love!

[@Snoozebotz]

Have you thought about changing the name and direction of your channel, maybe elevated substance or post-psychedelic life. Watching you stream of consciousness dump it seems like this channel could be a trigger for you. It would be good to move the channel away from drug culture all together and maybe just focus on topics on what it’s like to find sobriety. I’ve been sober for 7 years now myself and it is a weird transition to say the least but it is also one that requires constant reinforcement, the good days are hard and the bad days are even harder. I hope you stick with it everyday and keep fighting the good fight. People that have watched you for this long will stick around no matter what so don’t be afraid to change things up so this space can also be a space for support.

[@valess]

Yeah, a sobriety channel is a great idea ! I follow some channels with this topic, I don't know why but I love this topic (maybe cause now I'm out of drugs xD, it reinforces my will to keep this track). But as you say, he could talk about anything :).

[@jimbo-nelly]

good points

[@loveistheanswer5924]

He still takes psychedelica. Even if it's microdosing.

[@EasyCapitalArsh]

i think this is the best move man. Don't deleete the old videos, just transition it. To be honest, I have no desire for drugs or psychedelics since I subbed to this guy years ago, I think it would be a big help to not only him but his viewers

[@kevinmurphy5878]

Based advice

[@michaljanecek1103]

I love you bro. Love the honesty. Respect for being a grandfather at 37, thats massive. Making me jealous.

[@Colby_Burrow]

The way you're talking. Your thought patterns and way you bring things up. It reminds me of my mom who is an addict. I hope you get some help man I love the channel

[@MrObame]

He has been one for over a decade now.

[@crysteldogg8936]

Keep focusing on your kids. The pride and love you get from being a good father can carry you through the absolute worst of life.

[@michalwy1941]

"Sit through this pain and just watch it" was the most valuable thing psychedelics ever taught me.

[@nickandrews2255]

feel the pain npt try to dissasociate from it which is what drugs are. A way to disconnect from our feelings. Therapy will help Cheers all the best

[@brandonflaherty5692]

Been watching your videos for 6 years, not just a fan of the content, but more a fan of you. Keep rocking man, youre real, and that’s what keeps me coming back . Whether its a story about your truck being stolen or a crazy acid trip, I’m here, love ya

[@palakush7650]

I agree, he is real and sensitivs. I hope he feels better..he's been through a lot

[@brycesasser6204]

Even if you don’t do psychs anymore..just know you guided me through each trip. I wish you the best and honestly thank you so much for helping me. Much love bro..

[@ThirtyVirus]

It may not feel like it to you, but from where I'm sitting you are an extremely strong person. One message that I really resonate with is "life will get better, not because time just heals everything (it doesn't), but because you will make sure of it"

[@nolaningersoll4129]

Bro seems like he is on the edge. Stay postive bro. Try to stay on the postive side

[@sarahtara5546]

He's 300k behind on his taxes, yeah bro he's Fed

[@Psyched.Substance]

@@sarahtara5546 I must have explained this poorly in the video - I meant to imply I am broke BECAUSE I had to pay those taxes. I was saving for a house lol guess not anymore. I only owe another 6 or so grand.

[@robotempire]

@@Psyched.Substancethat’s rough. Good luck. I’m a single dad tho my only child is 20 now. Good luck with everything.

[@bsod4144]

@@Psyched.Substance hey man..only way is up and this time its as your true self..embrace the shitty and look forward to the good..stay strong

[@sadhu7191]

Still fuked

[@masonengel1928]

I'm sorry dude. Addiction is brutal. You know you're in the right place and know when you're slipping and thats extremely important. Glad to have you back.

[@alays-r8l]

It is really inspiring, to see that even after all of this you are still able to keep on moving with your life. Personally am going through a medication switch right now and it has felt hopeless a lot of days, but hearing that you are starting to return back to normal made me feel like i might be able to do the same. So happy you are doing better!

[@blacklavender96]

Stay strong and keep persevering Adam! You’ll get through this but you gotta stay positive. Proud of you for staying clean and looking forward to the future of the channel, no matter what type of content you make

[@sseed8889]

Damn you look so sad and exhausted. I’m sorry to see you like this but trust you’ll get better. It’s cool to see you still have a positive mindset after all the shit you’ve been through recently

[@PragmaticOptimist03]

I’ve watched you since I was 14. I was considering DMT salvia weed lsd etc at that Age. I am very happy that I had you to look up to to prevent myself from doing stupid things when I was younger. Seeing your struggles and successes together has really molded my mindset growing into a man as far as my mental state and relationships with substances. I love you man. You really don’t know what these raw videos mean to me. wish I had the same courage to be this honest online.

[@AdrianCuyubambaDiaz]

Keep your head up, my brother. Life is throwing so much shit in my path lately, i can relate to wanting to stop trying, but we've come so far, let's just keep going! I wish a had at least a friend to encourage me to look at the positive side of things, I only have people like you on the other side of my screen, bringing a smile to my face, reminding me how good things can be, showing me there's still good people out there, and you have us, almost 3 million rooting for you wanting to see you happy. You got this! And remember, that even when things seem dark, we are always here for you. Much love.

[@loveistheanswer5924]

We could be friends. 🙂👍♥️🙏

[@brycesasser6204]

We need more people like you in the comments

[@Aquariusfalls]

Life's hard. I'm proud of you dude. Round 5yr watcher here. Let people be mad. Do what you think is best and brings joy to you and your family. Congratulations on being a grandpa!❤

[@gazza8475]

respect for you being like an open book, inspirational, i can relate and watching this helped me alot, cheers brother

[@jevgenijsalunin9820]

That's our boy! That is a guy we were waiting for! Congratulations

[@DeziiRoh]

I love you, man. Thanks for being so open with your community and sharing a great list of do’s and dont’s. Your channel could have quite literally saved my life from your safety tips to your stories of your own downfalls with psychedelics and what not. You’re a gem, I swear.

[@sjla2009]

Yeah, he actually put me off wanting to try things again. Why...when I could just watch it here. Also, I'm scared of fentanyl hiding in stuff and can't see myself testing stuff all the time...etc 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@DeziiRoh]

@@sjla2009 It just made me realize not everyone does drugs for the same reason and being around the wrong circles can really effect your drug use. As somebody who’s just fascinated by drugs in general (in a sciencey typa wayish) it made me more aware of the reality I would be facing before I started investigating mushrooms farther than just a couple grams. Some people like me are gonna try things regardless so having a person like Adam kind’ve normalize safety and admitting that he’s wrong about certain compounds is some amazing stuff.

[@kurtschloesser]

You have always been there for us, answering the questions no one else would. The least we can do is be there for you!

[@Gawillamon]

I have always had mad respect, admiration, and appreciation for your ability to put yourself out there and be authentic, vulnerable, transparent, and honest over the years!

[@simonearl3467]

Hey man, watched you for YEARS. I experimented a lot in my younger years and your videos were very educational and entertaining. But I’m grown now, and I’m clean off everything but nicotine pouches. I’m praying for you brother. I really hope you are able to find peace and restore some balance to your life and stay on the straight and narrow. I hope this videos the end of it all. All the best from a long time fan.

[@Ash-lz5kg]

i started substances at 13 and went sober at 22 thanks to seeing this guys life develop over the years

[@T0fu-Freedom]

I am 17 now drank alcohol before got to some snoop dog stuff still haven´t smoke it and this vid made me not to smoke it and give it away wil still drink like half liter of beer a year but will try stop with it too

[@yungmentalproblems]

Most cooked youtuber ive watched for years

[@Sk8nCreate]

Life cooks us all, he just documented it 👌🏼 I’m still rooting for Adam

[@PotatoMaGobinus]

nahh fr dude this is crazy never seen anyone fall off this hard ever

[@andreasiven21]

and?

[@Stephen_Viele]

I've been watching him for so long because he's real and honest. However he's also a bit of a narcissist who clearly puts himself above everyone else. As a long time viewer I've heard this same speech about 4 times. I'll show you how this video will most likely play out and I'm only 8 minutes in. Bad thing happens, I've been lying to you guys, I've been using things when I said I was sober, I'm going to be better for my kids/gf and get off this once and for all, start taking psychadelics again, Finally get better and then just repeat the same cycle about 6 months from now.

[@growersmindset]

@@Stephen_Vieleit’s a journey. he’s trying. and keeps getting beat down. he’s gonna get it.

[@MegzToyReviewz]

I have BPD & got sober 12 years ago. I know it feels impossible but don't focus on the highs. Remember how much you felt like shit remember how bad it got, remember feeling helpless & empty & numb & lost. That's what drugs are, the high never makes up for the hell.

[@BridePat]

But what I've I am low without drugs, even before I ever touched any. And taking the right thinks at the right time allows me to participate in society. Then I clearly shouldn't be avoiding them at all cost, I need to balance them. (chronical disease which can lead to immense pain and immobility + ADHD + autism + childhood trauma) I like to read comments like yours but I also want ppl to know that there are very valid reasons to take certain substances.

[@loveistheanswer5924]

Great comment! 🙂👍👍👍♥️♥️♥️ Kratom takes WAY more from me than it gives me! ... 😪

[@loveistheanswer5924]

​@@BridePatwhat are you taking? 🙂

[@BridePat]

@@loveistheanswer5924 Ok all I'm saying is. Drugs can help/ some ppl cannot function without them (bc of other shit) I just wanna provide an opposing view to the here rn streamline consens that drugs are always bad, bc that is not true.

[@a1d5]

@@loveistheanswer5924 that shit is so bad for you homie look at all the Americans celebs having issues with it

[@en4431]

If you need money keep making vids man, I think i speak for all of us when i say we'll keep watching, Adam. Your experience helps others

[@PowerRider16]

Reading through the comments others have said it better than I can, but stay strong Adam and it's great to see your face and hear your voice again.

[@flip2179]

you are so strong Adam congratulations on your grandchild and your sobriety. so happy to see you back please just know that it will get better even how messed up it feels in the moment.

[@tonirote1513]

Glad to see your self awareness and you working to do better. The best of us fr.

[@nehal0001]

Ignore the negativity in the comments here, Please take care.

[@Citann]

@@go_djentle Yeah, I lost counts how many times he's done that. I'm pretty sure new merch will come soon to ride on the wave of I'm clean for serious this time!

[@dominikschonberg6486]

Have you ever heard about toxic positivity? This dude literally lost his family because he was an emotional man-child overdosing in front of his wife and kids from ketamin because of a fight. Yet you are still enabling him, ultimately causing him to have a way worse life... Your positivity is a weak attempt to do good, but sometimes you have to face reality if you actually want to do good. It is not as if the "negative" commenter want him to have a bad life... overall he was for sure a good force in this space. But he is on the wrong path.

[@narutofan4545]

People were telling him to avoid the negativity a decade ago

[@nimtoonatty]

On the point

[@anon7661]

You're a little enabler

[@erikschone3151]

It is you what this channel is about. Viewers will return to see you, doing whatever it is you want to share with us through your videos. There is nothing more heroic than sitting with your emotions and feeling them deeply. It takes courage and true will to willingly suffer for the greater good. You got this man, just take it one step at a time. much love to you and your family 🫶🏼

[@bradleylintmore3492]

This is real wisdom

[@Skewber]

Appreciate the vulnerability and the honesty. Hang in there man you're asking the right questions. Shit ain't easy but hearing your struggles let's others relate and realize we're not alone on this rock 🙌

[@bask1876]

Being sober allows me to think clearly and it is actually quite refreshing

[@rjim1]

Me too man but it's keeping that gratitude and appreciation for that feeling that's the hard part. I'm great now but it's a gradual learning curve and gathering of wisdom of what not to do to escape the repeated behavior. Good luck, dude!

[@BridePat]

Being in pain does not allow me to think clearly it is devastating. So theres always 2 sides of a coin ya know.

[@loveistheanswer5924]

​@@BridePatwhat drugs are you taking? 🙂

[@BridePat]

@@loveistheanswer5924 rn Alcohol+novaminsulfon +speed. But usually I only consume weed, sometimes Tilidin(opiod). back in the day I took Bentos, I've got experience in LSD, LSA, shrooms, AL-LAD, 2CB, MDMA, (once) Cocain, (without knowing) fake weed. ofc caffine and nicotin but I think that was it. all over a periode of 9 years so far.

[@BridePat]

@@loveistheanswer5924 against the pain mostly weed sometimes if it is to much Tilidin.

[@ThingsWorseThanDeath]

Join the club bro.. I just found out my 5 year old daughter isn’t mine.. she’s my father’s. 5 yrs ago my 64 year old father cheated on my mother he’s married to for 40 years, and had a 2 year affair with my 28 year old girlfriend. He got her pregnant and for the last 5 years they’ve been lying pretending she’s mine. She’s not my daughter, she’s my half-sister. And oh btw, I’m pretty sure my 17 year old son who I had with a DIFFERENT girlfriend, is also my father’s son and not mine. My 52 year old father slept with my 19 year old gf, got her pregnant and for the last 17 years they’ve been lying pretending he’s my son. THEN, 12 yrs later, my then 64 yr old father slept with a DIFFERENT gf, got her pregnant as well, and for the last 5 yrs they’ve been lying pretending the 5 yr old is my daughter also. My mother is a sociopath with narcissistic personality disorder, she’s still married to my father, and she knows both kids aren’t mine, they’re my fathers. She’s severely abused me my whole life, and I think she probably gets some sadistic pleasure out of her own husband getting her own son’s (me) gf’s pregnant. It’s disgusting, insidious, and horrifically evil. My whole life has been a lie. I thought I had 3 children with 3 different gf’s. Apparently I only have one 20 yr old son who’s actually mine, and my father got 2 different gf’s pregnant and they’ve all been lying about it for 17 years. I know how you feel dude. I’m right in the middle of this chaos too. I just found this out these last couple months. Oh and all while trying to beat a serious opiate addiction too, I’ve been on methadone for a year, finally doing good and staying clean the last couple months. But trying to succeed with all the chaos going on in my life has been unreal. I’ve literally woken up in a real-life nightmare. I’m walking through a nightmare, but in real life. Anyway, thought I’d let you know you’re not alone. I don’t know how we’re gonna get through this hard part of our lives bro, but I do know that you’d be surprised what you can make it through. So let’s surprise ourselves, let’s see how resilient a human being can be. Keep pushin brother. Much love 🙏

[@LesAnderson]

God damn!

[@OoLiiMiiT3D]

Thats literally crazy. I dont even know what to say. Turn to Jesus my brother, this world is evil. And I thought I had some bad family members... thats almost unbelievable.

[@asylumental]

Your dad is a f*cking Casanova. 😂 Sorry, but damn.. 52 years with a 19yo and then 64 with a 28yo? Damn man... that's wild

[@clay6914]

wow that is cracy! you could write a book about that. But seriously I wish you all the best dude and hope the cracy part of you life is over.

[@Corrupted-file]

64 years old, and your gf let him hit it?!?! Bro, no offense, but WTF kinda 304’s you hookin’ up with?

[@GiulianoEnrique]

I’m rooting for you. Always have and always will. I’m exited for you to come out of this with a lot of knowledge that will help other people. Blessings ❤

[@bea4912]

i was so happy to see Lauren, i’m glad she’s still in your life🙂

[@CL-333]

When did you see her?

[@kokirikid817]

Just checked a friend of mine into in-patient at the VA because of a meth problem. He’s not the man I once knew, but I hope he can find that man again. I hope you can too

[@dagefall2543]

Few years ago this channel helped me figure my stuff out. And thankfully i re found this channel. Good to hear from you man. Im really eagered to see what you do next

[@ArdenTheHerbalist]

I’m Glad we keep our childlike wonder. Thank you Adam, for everything you’ve done for us.

[@IamPeaxy]

We missed you, Adam. So nice to see you again! Take care

[@brad7121]

Man this channels information really helped me when I was experimenting with drugs during 17-22, I tried everything I wanted to try and always had a good time as safe as you could be so thank you for all the information and guidance you put out, saved a lot of curious people from fucking themselves up

[@piotreksurf]

"I wasn't addicted to anything that was harmful." - PsychedSubstance

[@michaellind4387]

Denial is a river in egypt.

[@harpsichord9545]

to be fair, he was talking about what he *recently* has been addicted to, but it's still a funny thing to hear

[@Hensch]

I think he meant that it in the way that he didn't fuck up his body and has no remaining issues

[@abcdefzhij]

That is quite literally not what he said. Good job straight up lying lmao

[@abcdefzhij]

@@michaellind4387 Believing fake quotes on the internet must be too.

[@imraduin]

God damn, your blood line gets to work quick 🤣😂

[@tronert]

Bro I'm so happy to see you back! Just wanna say, I feel you. This year is just f* crazy,... Wish you good luck, health and the force to get back on track. Peace and Love from Germany

[@janbam1778]

There was never anything wrong with you in the first place. That's the real cleanliness. You are okay, you are loved, your essence is safe. I wish you all the best!

[@Islamic777resistor]

Beautiful 😍

[@katinthehat_81]

I had some trouble with the irs. I owed around 15k. Long story short, I paid attorneys to help me with this and learned the hard way. I could've saved myself 2 years and a lot of money by calling them to make arrangements to pay. No attorneys can help you out of irs debt.

[@thelawenforcementproject2705]

If one is Not earning "Commercial" income, one does Not have "Net Income". The 1040 Federal Income Tax is imposed on "net income" (also known as "taxable income"). Net Income is specifically and emphatically defined, by IRS regulations (1929, 1943 are the years I have absolute, direct knowledge of, probably more) as "commercial". Per the IR Code and IRS regulations, IF) one has had money withheld from their pay, and that money was Not commercial in nature THEN) all of those (100%) withholdings can be refunded (for up to and including 3yrs, but no longer that 3yrs). The basis for said refund is that the withholdings were "erroneously or illegally assessed". Sometimes truth is stranger than propaganda...whoops, I mean fiction.

[@thelawenforcementproject2705]

I misquoted that portion of the income tax lawS, and regulations, which provides for refund of taxes "erroneously or illegally Withheld" (not, Assessed, as I quoted previously)

[@ISLAMICSTORIES13]

@@thelawenforcementproject2705 factual. IRS is scamming people by charging income tax on wages.

[@ryanjones7851]

I’ve watched you when I was bad on drugs and you educated me enough on them to understand I just don’t need them. Thank you for the videos and especially for this one. And congratulations GRANDDADDY!!! Edit: proud for your sobriety. I’m 25 years old and still trying to get it right. PTSD is a living hell.

[@LesAnderson]

This channel never fails to shock me.

[@Dan-yh4uz]

This guy is such a fucking dumpster fire it's insane

[@Ariel737]

Oh yea… I mean he is a real human being going through real struggles. Who the f*ck is even perfect on this planet?

[@punxnotdead185]

What you just described in the first 5 minutes felt like you were talking about my life lately, I haven't slipped up too bad but I know that feeling of life just beating you down and more and more feeling like you need that break or distraction from stuff that needs to get done, smoking cigs to try and relieve stress but it isn't really working. Kinda inspiring to just hear you talk about something so relatable and talk about how what you think is helping isn't helping and making steps to crawl out of the hole and the intrusive thoughts trying to trick you back into it, life's fucking rough man, sometimes it really just hammers it down on you for what feels like no reason, but when you win you come out stronger and you'll be better equipped to deal with it when it comes back at you for another round.

[@politicallyapathetic8471]

love you man, you kept me, and alot of other dumb kids from croaking over the past 10 years. keep on fighting the goodfight, we'll all be here for you

[@Sinkler-i4kbwo]

Relapse has to be confronted, every single time.

[@paullampl1]

Appreciate you sharing your story with addiction and kratom with us. Some of us really benefit knowing other people are going through the same stuff

[@adamseidel8901]

I stumbled upon this vid a month later and seeing how there’s nothing else uploaded since, I can only send good thoughts your way and hope nothing more terrible has happened.

[@Dovah5675]

Hey man I'm 16 and u have probably saved my life dozens of time and I thank you for that man and I hope things get better for you and I hope u will be a good grandfather u are a good person u have saved more people than u can ever think everything will work out man stay safe and have fun being a grandpa ❤

[@almogvarshavski9226]

Adam because of your videos many people i know took caution and checked what they're taking. Thanks for saving people man !

[@Psillytripper]

god bless you brother... we did miss you life is tough alota people telling themselves otherwise these days.. us strangers are proud of you and love u man. stay strong.

[@RatedRLouisN.TNAwrestling]

He sounds in denial. Stating several times "hes the most clean" I hope hes not lying....hes a good dude. Hope hes okay.

[@ownmicelio]

Is like the ssme psttern again n again n sgain ...

[@joelparshley9499]

It's one of his favorite lines unfortunately... watch a few of his other videos exactly like this you'll notice I think the one he went half crazy and hiked in the mountains 2 weeks he literally used a portion of this script word for word

[@missraven88]

He doesn't seem to be lying, he even acknowledges he's said this before and feelings in different moments change. But he is trying to process life sober and that is absolutely terrifying for someone with addictions

[@joelparshley9499]

@missraven88 take a deeper look into his channel you'll find out it's 100% a lie and just a stage used to prop his KZbin back up again every 6 months to promote some new drug that supposedly he will never be addicted too lmao I'll comment back when he posts the next "I'm sober from everything but video" and before you comment I'm being mean I'm being tough and hoping he reads the comments since nobody else will tell him what he needs to hear

[@Dan-yh4uz]

​@@joelparshley9499he's literally done this for years and years lol. I have been clean for a long time and take kratom in small doses but it's nowhere as destructive as it is for this guy. Dude needs to go do cbt or get a therapist and work through his issues lol. He's said this all word for word no joke like 6 times at different phases

[@charanjeetbirdie4800]

You can’t run away, from the truth… this is one of the all time best, KZbin videos I’ve ever watched. You are brave, honest, smart, intelligent, cool and fully on your authentic path. Things can turn around and you’ll recover from this chaos and think … I’m the best I’ve ever been … I believe that for you cos you’re a resilient Survivor… BLESS YOU ❤!

[@justananomaly]

Man, I turned 19 last month, I've been watching you since I was 13. I hope you get through the tough times, Adam. You're probably the only reason I've been able to safely consume specific compounds and I cannot thank you enough for your contribution to this wonderful community.

[@DW94576]

Bro your life is so crazy. Every time you disappear you come back on some crazy shit. You’ve been so insanely substance addicted. I really hope you can get your life under control permanently for your children. Glad you’re clean right now. You really remind me of my friend before he got clean, except he was able to do it earlier in life.

[@yungmentalproblems]

they dont call him psychedsubstance for nothing

[@thomasferris3750]

I wouldn't say insanely addicted, I think most people underplay how bad their problems are, Adam just leaves it uncomfortably open

[@nohandedtoebandit]

Well that's downer comment. You shouldn't judge someone for going through things you've never experienced.

[@LogsMaggot]

@@thomasferris3750 yeeeeah idk about that, most people I know have never even tried any drugs besides nicotine and alcohol (the worst ones around), but yeah if you're referring to any other kind of problems I guess you're right then

[@DW94576]

@@nohandedtoebandit why would you assume what I’ve been through in life?

[@originalsteveo]

We're gettin fuckin old bro lol

[@raining_trees]

IKR OH MY GOSH

[@narutofan4545]

Don't become Adam

[@cuviemadeit]

for real man i started watching dude like 6-7 years ago

[@oSimYeah]

Remember watching him when I was 18-19, I'm turning 26 in 2 weeks. Adam took too much lol

[@buranopeach5245]

For real

[@Ragnacide2]

I haven't watched this channel in so long, hi dude.

[@frax7186]

thanks for being real man, very relatable.

[@amvmaker6993]

Every fall is a lesson man. Keep moving Adam!

[@Russell7]

I’m 41. I’m now 5 weeks sober from anything, taking a break. It’s been very tough…I went to hard over the last year, everyday… not all drugs are bad… they have helped but in moderation. Time heals, get enough time outside, diet, exercise, mental breaks, keep busy and you’ll get past it and you’ll know what to do.

[@jodimichelleschoenherr]

Awe! You’re not alone! ❤ Very inspiring!

[@BovineEntertainment]

if your family keeps it up like that you're gonna be a great grandfather as well

[@TSUNAMI-MAMI]

More like a great-great

[@softo-and-weto]

So Cooked

[@blackswan1983]

My dad just became a great great great grandpa because my niece just became a grandma. My bloodline works rapidly, apparently.

[@terminaldeity]

My apartment building burned down recently. I was at a regional Burning Man festival when it happened. I had planned on not drinking or taking psychedelics before the news, and decided to stick with that even after this news and stayed the weekend. I had the energy and headspace to deal with the emergency by phone. I had a clear mind, and felt fully engaged and connected with people and activities going on. I saw the excessive drug use around me and felt bad for people. They seemed hung over and spent the weekend recovering from the night before. I learned a lot about myself, and felt high on life. Whereas I normally would have taken the weekend to cut loose and take some psychs, I no longer felt like I needed drugs to have the psychedelic experience. My life is an absolute shit-show right now. I've been living at a hotel for the past two weeks, while also desperately trying to find a job (been unemployed for a couple months), trying to resolve some medical bills from a hospitalization a few months ago (also had to make a trip to the ER again last week for a head wound), but I feel grateful for everything I do have. In recent weeks and months, I've experienced a lot of trauma, but I realize that I have inner strength to not just survive, but enjoy and appreciate life on a deep level. It's great to be alive and have a working body and mind, and to be able to participate with the world around me. I'll never take anything for granted ever again. Life comes at you fast, and everything can be taken away from you in an instant. In a way, the tragedy and trauma I've experienced is the best thing that's ever happened to me. Think I'll go workout now. Take care everyone.

[@c-b4756]

Hope you’re doing well my dude! Been watching you since I started my drug journey at the age of 16, almost 10 years later I still pop by to see how you’re doing on your side of the pond.. Glad to see you’re doing better as of right now, life is a crazy rollercoaster and most of us can sympathise. If it wasn’t for you, myself and probably many many others wouldn’t have gained the knowledge and harm reduction methods needed to sensibly explore substances. You’re a pioneer on this and you’ve saved and helped many many people! All power to you brother, keep your head up and keep going, you’re a gem.

[@-ev1l562]

Tons of people just praying on others downfall. This is the guy who provided potentially life saving information that wasnt otherwise easily available to millions of people. I feel bad about whats happened in his life, and as subscribers and viewers, we are mildly responsible for his success fueling more drugs content. Hoping for nothing but the best for you.

[@DontGood]

You genuinly think this channel was the only place people could find easy available information? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 hahahahahaha what a moron

[@anon7661]

First time watching one of these?

[@DanielAnderssson]

Haha great

[@-ev1l562]

@@anon7661 First time reading context? Ive been watching since like 2018 bro

[@anon7661]

@@-ev1l562 he could shit in your hands and you'd eat it.

[@Icy.Crescent]

Welcome back Adam, just know that whatever path life takes you on to many of us you will always be the funny dude with the informational drug content! Thank you now and forever for opening my eyes to the truth of psychedelics and addiction and being one of the first content creators delivering safety awareness!!

[@lolalynnk]

Holy shit this is the realest video I’ve seen in a while. Life has gotten so overwhelming lately. It’s been really hard to not want to relieve this stress in the quickest easiest way I know how. I’m 37 I just realized that drugs do not help me either. Give yourself a break. Being a parent is hard. Especially a single parent that has to both provide for, and nurture your kids, by yourself. We’re all just trying our best to survive in this crazy world. Congratulations to your family. A new baby is always a blessing.❤

[@Manifestoronaplain]

My heart goes out to you man. You are a beautiful human being💜 For me, sitting silently in the sun can sometimes fix things...wishing you all the best☀

[@No1BirdLawyer]

Ive seen him make these types of videos like 10 times now, with more to lose each time and still talks himself into addiction. I wish him well but I’m not expecting this time to be different. The only way out is to leave it ALL behind and admit to yourself you don’t know everything. an addict’s brain is manipulative; even to its owner

[@Grassland-ix7mu]

I feel like this could be about me. How does one leave it ALL behind, if ones addiction is screens and food? Move to the woods with no electricity and supermarkets?

[@No1BirdLawyer]

@@Grassland-ix7mu when I say leave it all behind I don’t mean become a monk. Just stop ingesting chemicals. Sugar is acceptable in moderation and same with technology. It’s easier to moderate substance quantity when you aren’t doing 30 substances

[@emiloool]

Man I absolutely agree. Seeing him go back and forth between "I will never touch drugs again" and "today I tested this new Psychadelic" once again is just so depressing. Like when I first noticed this trend i thought it was funny in a really dark way but now its just sad. As you said, I also wish him the best but there have been like 5 wake up calls by now and hes fallen back into addiction every time. Adam if youre reading this FOR YOUR OWN AND YOUR FAMILYS SAKE JUST QUIT THIS SHIT ITS NOT TO LATE TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE

[@fvckyou_xm]

I mean he's in his late thirtys he has time, but yeah.

[@MrBa143]

It really does feel like the same video all over again. Perhaps one of these will in fact be the one.

[@mrnobody1456]

Stay strong grandpa

[@AtomiCZlut]

snorting lines to this bro love u

[@crimpthe3rd]

Damn it feels like it was just yesterday when I was watching your mdma videos. Grew out of that phase but I look back and am grateful for your content. Feels like I’m growing up with you man even though I just turned 30. Keep us posted man, and keep your chin up.

[@monssidus1291]

its not the chemichal addiction thats the hardest, its the memories.

[@CL-333]

You haven't been addicted to opiates then

[@littledarkone1995]

Dude is on track to be a great great grandfather before he’s 70 years old.

[@HectorHernandez-ij5yu]

Congrats grandpa !! And sorry for the bad luck with the truck !!! Looks to be a TRX !! No surprise there 😫 man sorry to hear about the struggles. Hang in there bro, I’m 38 and share similar experiences with you.

[@sneedfeed3179]

This channel is the prime example of “this is why you don’t do drugs, kids”

[@jamesdevlin2059]

Yeah the irony is ridiculous and he STILL can't see it.

[@Braxas666]

Crazy i started watching him back in 2015 and the amount of videos of just nonsense drama bullshit that have piled up over the years is astonishing. Hes so irresponsible and he will try and play it all off like hes not doing this for youtube clout and fame. Its lame. Dude is almost 40. He needs to step away from the camera and stop making himself look like an idiot to the whole world