I Backslid from God, but Then this Happened 🥺... (Testimony)

[@worshiplibrary7157]

If you're reading this, please pray for my friend Annie. She is a homeless, recovering addict. She has been through every type of pain you could imagine a person could go through. She has experienced loss, abuse, suicide attempts... And yet with Jesus, she has such a loving, strong heart. I have never met a woman like her. Please pray God will bring miracles into her life, and turn her situation around. I ask in Jesus name, Amen!!!

[@lc3207]

Praying

[@winitv3763]

Tell her to keep holding onto Jesus,he will never fail her ,I pray that all the devil stronghold in her life be destroy in Jesus mighty name.jesus am pleading with you to release Annie from from the chains of the devil in Jesus mighty name

[@ronniebattle1310]

@@winitv3763 Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)\

[@leah.7959]

Praying for Annie ❤

[@lauraantic1384]

Jesus loves you Annie ,you so special to God Bless you i love you

[@IsaiahSaldivar]

Such an amazing testimony! I have been best friends with Roy since 2011 and I can tell you right now this man loves the LORD like no other!

[@Grace.67]

Yes indeed

[@heatherschmidt109]

I LOVE this testimony. His love for Jesus knows no bounds. Praise Jesus!!!! 👏

[@janice7378]

Wow how wonderful is the Works of God 💯💯🔥

[@jennymyers4144]

I was crying within the first 3 minutes😂❤😊 God bless you all.

[@EileenonYHWH07]

Thank you , Isaiah , for your ministry as well. I was at the CORE group retreat when you preached and deeply regret not waiting around and asking for deliverance prayer- instead I left early feeling totally defeated. I pray for a second chance to Find someone as on fire for God as you are who can minister to me and help me through Delievrance and into my calling as I should have died at 19 on Good Friday but God had other plans and woke me from my coma Easter Sunday so I know I’m meant for something! Just gotta find it.

[@John_B_3]

It is 3am right now. I have been in a battle like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. This video just randomly came through in my feed. I was also raised in church. Very involved in youth group, activities, etc… things happened where I turned away from all of it and have been gone for so long. Jesus and my beliefs have always been there. Only when I want to listen. Now I’m almost 40 and something inside me is screaming to get back. I feel so lost. I’m tired of failing. This video came at such a random time… thank you for sharing your story

[@AlexSawatzky]

Hey John you got this just ask the LORD for more faith and to help you bring you closer to him to be brought back to your rightful place as his son jesus shed his blood for you that you can be called his son god sent his only begotten Son for us I pray you come back to the LORD stronger than ever accept his love

[@jacobwright5071]

YESSIR COME BACK TO HIM thus it is written if you seek the lord you will find him if you knock the door will be opened.

[@mikecheckmike]

Same boat. 45 and been away from God for a while. I’ve had this tug at my heart for a while and am coming back to Jesus day by day. Prayers for you brother. God loves us more than we can imagine 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@gillustrative]

God works through everything to reach you. I'm so glad you saw this too

[@waynedockett4212]

Same for me... I just need the Lord to help me! I need You Jesus!!!! please Father, help me in Jesus name

[@Supaster71]

I ran away from church life at 14 years old. The next time I stepped in the te doors of that church, I was burying my son. What a humbling experience. The same people I ran away from greeted me with open arms. My grief was a call. I needed God so bad 🙏🏽💕🙌🏽

[@alyssabrown6877]

I’m sorry for your loss, I will pray that you have peace beyond understanding. I know a lot of things don’t make sense but God is going to bring you to the promise land. Love you, keep your head up and pray everyday❤️

[@rochellekeels8026]

God is our strength, the solid rock, the ⚓, God Bless, Happy Holiday's ❤️

[@schneiderjudit2650]

yourmessage really spoke to me !!!as im goign through sadness. while i cannot even imagine what you goign through. may the Lord restore you and all who grieve any loss. He is the ressurection. Those in Christ never die. pleas eknow that those in Christ are mereley asleep with our loving Lord an Savoir lovingly watching them and when He returns he will wake them up. Praise to HIm forever!

[@Supaster71]

Thank you all

[@Idk77soup]

We all really do💜 Im sorry for your loss and I’m glad that you came back to him (even amidst the pain which I cannot imagine) as I myself also did not too long ago💜💜 One of the truly sad things is that people (myself included when I did) run away from God and from Jesus, because of misconceptions, because of religion, and in short, because of all these deceptions that aren’t God, because He is so loving, he’s not condemning, Jesus is pretty much the definition of Love. God is always waiting for us with open arms, no matter how many times we metaphorically stumble, and that is one of the things that’s so beautiful 💜 Much love and blessings to any and all who come across this 💜

[@dolphincarebear2]

I wasn’t raised in church and when I got with my husband at the age of 18 I’m now 41. He was raised in church and he taught me how a gf and wife was suppose to be cause all I never saw was my mom partying and cheating. Long story short my husband brought me to God and he still teaches me things I don’t understand. I’m so thankful for God bring him into my life.

[@Healedhomegirl]

Amen!

[@DCinstructions]

Hallelujah

[@emilywaldner6453]

That's amazing, Ryan! I hope that your husband continues to teach you about Biblical marriage and what Biblical womanhood is!

[@wafabian8116]

Glory to GOD

[@JudyAdams-c3x]

Satan constantly attacks me with dreams of my past sins! I was like you. I was raised in a Christian family and accepted Jesus when I was 7 . I loved Him so much. But when I became a teenager I backslid and was promiscuous , untill I married and had my sons and wanted to raise them to know the Lord. I did that and then several years later backslid again and had so much guilt. I loved the Lord all along and then years later when I was so heart broken I prayed God would take my pain He 27:30 showed me the lights from Heaven and immediately He touched me and took my heartache away and I have never been the same and I will never go back into the world again. Since then satan really hates me and attacks me in my mind! And condemns me. I can’t forgive myself for the things I had done even though I know Jesus does. Please pray for my peace about my backsliden years. Thank you and thank you for your testimony. I need to hear that. 27:30

[@cre8509]

Peace to you. You've let Jesus remove your sins; now let Him take your shame. Peace to you.

[@soybeandud4732]

I relate, thank you for your confession.

[@darlenekozlovskis6907]

I absolutely relate. I have been battling the enemy for years, my husband and adult children are not saved. I am.

[@Betweenthelines1256]

I relate to you so much crazy how similar our testimonies is i know God has forgiven me but the sorrow of back sliding hits me deep the guilt is big but i know God has my back and in time i'll learn to give myself a little bit of grace

[@JudyAdams-c3x]

@ yes between the lines, Jesus loves us, and knew before we were even born, the things we would do! He laid His life down, so we could be covered by His precious blood! I repent every day, and we will see Him one day. And probably soon!! Jesus has always been faithful to me, even when I let Him down. You jut keep on keeping on. We will be okay one day, when we are in our new bodies, and get rid of our sinful flesh. We are children God! Don’t ever forget that. I love you.🙏😘

[@jojje99]

I backslid for many years. God has delivered me from nicotine, alcohol, cocaine and some other things this year. I am no longer lukewarm thank you Jesus 🙏

[@drewski8138]

Nicotine is so hard to quit I’m 9 days

[@Cliff332Hanger]

Thats amazing! Praise the Lord!

[@jojje99]

@@drewski8138 u got this. God is good 🙏

[@averilloanthony7527]

Amen 🙏

[@YahwehisGodandYeshuaisKingiamr]

Plz pray for my husband to come back to God plz...he struggles is nicotine and other things.

[@rosegraham7045]

I’m crying right now, I have been praying for my 24 yr old son who like you grew up in the church and went to Christian school etc… in college he started to drift. I can only imagine the prayers for you behind the scenes from your parents and brothers and sisters in Christ. Honest to God every video on sermons I am putting out a plea for people to pray for Dru. When Dru was seven or eight yrs old he woke up in the night and said “ Mom, I think Gid is calling me to preach” he says he does not remember that, but I do. Watching him walk away from the Lord has been so painful there are no words to describe. Please pray for Dru to come back to God.

[@shannonfrederick9115]

My son Tyler has also walked away. Praying for your son also.

[@julierambarran460]

Amen 🙏 He will come back in God’s time. Prayers are up. God bless you mom keep praying 🙏

[@sheilajamero642]

Thank u for sharing. My oldest son claims to be an Atheist but I really don’t think he is. I pray daily for him to return to God. He is angry at God because of things that happened his childhood. I remember when he asked me a few years ago, if God is this so called loving God, why did he let me suffer. I do believe one day he will return.

[@deb9784]

Praying for all our lost sons and daughters! I've been praying for my son Jason and daughter Ashleigh for years! Believe me, I've made so many mistakes! So grateful I've acknowledged them to my children! My son Jason shouldn't have survived an accident during my pregnancy! But GOD! But oh how it's my heart's desire that they come to see and taste the goodness of the LORD for themselves!

[@yerdaddy1661]

Rose- I know your son is only on a journey that for whatever experience he is destined to experience will be for the benefit of others as they hear his incredible TESTIMONY. No one comes to the FATHER except through Jesus, the Christ and Full time Lord. Remember- He and the Holy Spirit intercede for your son. Hosea 4:6 if we are faithful confident of Yes He not forget will then you can pray for ALOT more than just a return, but a powerful life pray for his courage to share the incredible experience God is walking him through. To put that lamp HIGH. As you have the power to throw that mountain too. The most powerful people for God are not the lives from a book, but living Life as overcomers. He needs to be able to experience to understand & share to be relatable/authentic with those he'll be saving. Yes those he will be saving. Speak Life. It has the power of both, choice is yours. He's God's child too :) I pushed God with all my strength all my days- and he still won me over. "The thing I find most amazing about amazing grace is the chance to give it out- maybe that's what (God is)Love is all about" - Brandon Heath song. (I'm a parent too with stories that'll curl anyone's hair)

[@Valeria_xoxo]

I'm just 15, and I know I'm young and I have a lot more to learn. I've been Christian all my life but I'm afraid I've never really known my Father, and that breaks me, because I want to love him much more than my own life, I want to really know him, I've prayed about it but...I just don't feel a strong connection with Him, I know He hears me but my heart craves to really feel His love, not just know that He loves me but feel that He loves me..

[@Ctsone2]

God is never far from anyone, you may not feel the presence of god, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t nearby. God loves each and everyone of us very deeply, and I promise if you are praying for closeness and repenting for your sins, he will deliver. It may not be on the time you want, but he always delivers. Also the Bible says fasting is a great way to get closer to god. The only reason god is ever far from us is if we make him far, or if he’s preparing us for something greater. So if I’m your heart your truly desire him, and you show him great faith, then he will make himself known to you.

[@suesekach6541]

I have felt the same way. I wanted to feel closer to God. The only thing I felt I had to find this is to read the Bible. We won't really know God if we don't search His word to find out about what he wants from us. we will feel closer to him.

[@creativresource857]

Read John 14 14 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God[a]; believe also in me. 2 My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4 You know the way to the place where I am going.” Jesus the Way to the Father 5 Thomas said to him, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going, so how can we know the way?” 6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7 If you really know me, you will know[b] my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.” 8 Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us.” 9 Jesus answered: “Don’t you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? 10 Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in me? The words I say to you I do not speak on my own authority. Rather, it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his work. 11 Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the works themselves. 12 Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13 And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it. Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit 15 “If you love me, keep my commands. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever- 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be[c] in you. 18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21 Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them.” 22 Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, “But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?” 23 Jesus replied, “Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them. 24 Anyone who does not love me will not obey my teaching. These words you hear are not my own; they belong to the Father who sent me. 25 “All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. 28 “You heard me say, ‘I am going away and I am coming back to you.’ If you loved me, you would be glad that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I. 29 I have told you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe. 30 I will not say much more to you, for the prince of this world is coming. He has no hold over me, 31 but he comes so that the world may learn that I love the Father and do exactly what my Father has commanded me. “Come now; let us leave.

[@conniegaby6275]

Don’t give up. Stay on track! It’s a narrow road. So you want be like the world, even though you are in the world. BE DIFFERENT 🙏♥️🙌.

[@darknessfollows3194]

Sometimes the greatest prayer is us being quiet and listening. When you talk to him talk to him as you would someone here. I myself have felt his presence and what has felt like him giving me a hug just by being in silence. I I know you posted this 4 months ago so I hope everything is still good. His greatest gift and so should ours be is LOVE.

[@J.C....]

God says he will never leave us nor forsake us. No matter how many times we sin, or how many times we fall short. He waits for us with open arms to welcome us back, each and every time. Man, God is so faithful! Thank you God for your forgiveness, grace and mercy. We are recklessly loved. 🥺😪💕

[@yourbore]

right

[@CJ-dt5mh]

I have heard Jesus say that audibly & if He didn’t I might not believe it He’s so good, despite me ❤

[@marylee7989]

Amen!!!!🙏

[@tylerboyer3904]

That's a hard thing to walk out as an attic...every day asking for forgiveness for the same thing u did today and know ull do tommorow

[@CJ-dt5mh]

@@tylerboyer3904 By His love was the stars placed, earth shaped, waters told where to meet the shore..the sun when to rise & set, as well as the moon By His love you were formed in your mothers womb brother Tyler, before the foundation of the world. He knows the number of hairs on your head. He adores you more than you could ever comprehend He died for every action we make that fall short of the standard in His Word bc He loves us Tell Him sorry, and ask Him for help. When you ask, know that He will bc He loves you brother Raise your hands to the heavens and tell Him how great He is for all His works, all His creation & all that we haven’t seen or begun to imagine.. praise Him brother & let His love consume you. Let that love of His Holy Spirit be your foundation ❤️

[@daberechi1829]

Just look at him. He's totally restored for life. God's sweet little boy has returned to the waiting arms of God.

[@MrJermainehall]

It’s amazing how this brother is not afraid to be emotional. The Holy Spirit is so heavy on him. I love it

[@reignellwalker9755]

I love it!!!

[@EoDnhoJ-JohnDoE]

Because he understands being a man has nothing to do with what the world teaches you.

[@theresablaylock7699]

Amen

[@FevenBeyene-tb9vz]

You can’t control your feelings if it’s holly sprit touching you

[@Elijah-Bravo]

Man, when he asked you the third time it really hit me 💔 it’s like it was echoing when Jesus asked Peter “do you love me”

[@vivophone-bl6yh]

❤️❤️

[@joshuacapille8529]

That's where is was with that as well.

[@peacebeyondpassion2]

I was thinking the exact same thing lol

[@Jb88453]

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[@NinaNina-lo1el]

Similar like God calls Samuel 3x times ( Old Testament )

[@greghalter934]

I cried along with your testimony. As someone who at 7 gave his life to Jesus I can relate. I love how you called it a Sweet Communion with Jesus. That is exactly what I had as a kid and teen. Then a 10 year military career led me away from Him for a decade. I have since come back to Him and raised my kids to know Him. One of my boys graduates in 3 months to be pastor. God bless you RJ

[@eddiealexander9325]

@Greg Halter God Bless You Man Of God

[@BeNice524]

His testimony is too familiar and I was looking for his name and you mentioned RJ. RJ is my initials. I’m currently going through this testimony. All the way up to the dreams while trying to come back

[@danielmilliken8903]

@@peebrayen6564r u edifying ?

[@stanleystcyr4307]

AMEN

[@theresablaylock7699]

Amen

[@FairMaiden20]

I backslid from around age 13 to 28. I cried out to him with a prayer in my closet and he hugged me, loved me, gave me real joy and peace. You’re testimony is beautiful. All praise to our God who loves us unconditionally ❤.

[@shydalelewis3966]

13 to 28 thats a long time dude lol. Glad tour doing better💖

[@Romans_10.9]

@@shydalelewis3966 pls no condemnation , the good news is that she is back like the prodigal son its a time for rejoicing! 🥰🙏🏽🙌 God loves her and we love you Ashley

[@shydalelewis3966]

@@Romans_10.9 much love to you and Ashley. I wasn't condemning her I was just stating that was a long time. I thought to myself when I was 13 and what it would be like to be 28 im only 20 so I still got some years haha I'm definitely glad she's back.

[@FairMaiden20]

It was a long time. Too long and a lot of it was my own doing. God waited patiently for me and still blessed me when I didn’t know that he was. His timing is everything ♥️. May God bless both of you and protect you!

[@shydalelewis3966]

@@FairMaiden20 I did the same thing as you ash. God's timing is definitely amazing. I grew up in church but they never told me about any of this. Honestly if it wasn't for the internet I wouldnt be in this position I really don't think the internet is bad unless you know what to stay away from on here. God has used this platform to reach so many people to him and im greatful I know all of this and more about this world I hope he's done the same to you much love💖 I hope to see you rising its gonna he a crazy time soon.

[@oldmangames6593]

I cried so hard watching this. I have been tormented by a sexual demon since I was 11 or so. I repented and cried out to God watching this. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!

[@ashlotelelote]

I did too Jesus set me free from that demon

[@joey5594]

Yup I hear you same here

[@JJTIP_TOE]

Anyone else reading this. Jesus can and will set you free of sexual sin and also addiction of all types. You must call out to him in a sincere heart, ask him to set you free of the chains of sin and to give you power to stay free. As it is written , draw near to me and I will draw near to you. Seek me with all of your heart and you will surely find me. Continue to knock on God's door daily. Continue to ask him for strength to overcome all sin. And remember. A righteous man falls 7 times but he gets back up. This is your sign to Get Back Up brothers and sisters. If you want to stay up you must seek God daily. Feed your spirit with his word daily, if you stopped eating food you wouldn't wonder why it's hard to stand strong and tall. The same thing is true with your spirit, God's word is what feeds your spirit. If you can't stand up strongly and boldy it is because you Are Not feeding your spirit. The blood of Jesus triumphs over all sin, allow it to.

[@marcofonseca295]

There called spiritual spouses , you can watch john Ramirez

[@gabrielagherir3660]

I’m asking for prayer please I’ve been fighting spiritual warfare! I want a deeper relationship with God I want to walk in faith God will restore my life I’m going through a lot always depressed I know i have a calling but I just don’t know how I can have a deeper relationship with God ! I ran from God I feel so lost !! Going through spiritual warfare im asking for Prayer Please .

[@RSocash]

You remind me of my son.. he left home at 18 ,married a girl who was very disrespectful to towards us, invited us to their wedding a day before , and purposefully put us in the very last pew in the church.. we helped them for the first few years,(trying to get along with them) to no avail. They would come over our house, degraded us constantly until I had enough. He was raised in church as you were. He left church shortly after they married.. she wants nothing to do with us,my daughter or any family on both sides. He has yet to surrender to Jesus,teaching his 3 children that there is no God.. we haven’t seen them in years.. at least you came back to the Lord,praise His holy name.. please pray for Michael and his wife . Jesus is coming soon..❤

[@stefanielorimer9693]

I will pray for Michael and his family. Please pray for mine - similar story. His name is Aaron.

[@sgallegos1984]

LET'S GO!!!❤ 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥

[@iamthelightoftheworld5028]

Ex Muslim here after saw Jesus Lord Amen 🙏 All glory to God in Jesus name hallelujah 🙌

[@moneymoney257]

❤

[@excalibur9376]

❤

[@lauraantic1384]

God bless you every day

[@GoldenGraham25]

YES, JESUS!!! I’m thankful for the power He is unleashing on the earth!!!!!

[@attilajanoscsipkes6164]

Hallelujah 🙌🏼

[@mr.18s73]

I’m going through a similar season in my life, God is drawing me back to him and I’m loving it … I was so tired of being lukewarm and bitter …. I pray God uses me to reach the drug addict and gang members, just like I was . If y’all can keep me in prayer I need it Powerful testimony my brother ! Hallelujah!

[@eddiealexander9325]

Praying For You Be Strong In The Lord

[@eddiealexander9325]

Would like to have Bible Study with you

[@umadevimoodley9314]

Your testimony will save lives I believe in you

[@ronniebattle1310]

@@umadevimoodley9314 Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)*

[@thegospelchannel1018]

You’re not alone, friend.

[@josebenitez8683]

I just recently rededicated my life to Christ, I grew up Pentecostal and I was so devoted to my church I enjoyed going but as I grew up I stepped away from God and I kept going back and forth with God but this time I’m turning my life around and I’m going to serve God with all my heart and soul I’m going to give my entire life Jesus Christ 🙏🙏 I want to serve him and never look back

[@amyidziak6313]

🙏❤️✝️

[@Rene-b7z]

I want to return to the fold as well and never look back. Been going back and forth. I'm tired of the cycle. Stay strong.

[@zoelife9421]

I'm such a cry baby. Everytime someone tells their testimony of Jesus Christ and how his love surrounded them in that momemnt of forgiving them as a sinner, I remember the exact same experience I had when I got born again. It makes me cry everytime. It's the same across the board for so many of us.

[@ehizz]

You’re not a cry baby!! That’s just what happens when the Holy Spirit touches you 💗🫶🏾

[@paullaney5016]

@@ehizz ABSOLUTELY PRAISE GOD 👏 🙌 🙏 ❤️

[@chrisbajema8002]

Hahaha I’m a ole cry baby too but they ain’t tears of sorrow now are they, no they’re tears of great Joy nowdays

[@carsonfarist8590]

Amen hallelujah praise GOD same here keep doing for the LORD use your gift amen

[@viverosadriana]

That's awesome how God sent ppl to intervene on your parents divorce. My xhusband's also raised our kids in church but sadly we ended up divorcing. It's been a yr since I'm back in church and pleading God to Heal my kids from all pain but especially to bring them back to his way. We serve a God of miracles & I stand in faith HE will bring them back to God's way. God bless you

[@briangarcia8384]

I'm 29. I was raised Catholic, but I've always rejected it because the landing never stuck. Im currently dealing with some moral problems, addictions, and the shame tied to those two. But one sunday, I decided to go with my mother to church. I didn't realize how MUCH I needed to go. Even though I kind of forgot how to attend mass, it hit me so hard. Everything about the mass connected with me, and I broke down badly. It was such a cathartic and powerful moment and it felt amazing. I still feel shameful but I feel hopeful.

[@kimberleyduncan9594]

Wow, how can you not cry listening to this? I can feel your heart in this message. We love Him because He first loved us.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)**

[@ronniebattle1310]

@@_Max_33 Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)

[@peacebeyondpassion2]

Totally. I wouldn't have gave him a 2nd thought had he not reached out for me. I mean, who am I that he would even bother? After that I couldn't resist. I gotta story like those who experienced Him, but bottom line...He really loves us. I don't know why Jesus loved me and I don't know why he cared and I don't know why he sacrificed His life, Oh but I'm glad, so glad He did!

[@StarDaughterOfZionDube]

Couldn’t hold back my tears because this testimony is similar to mine , I walked away from God and went into the world , and God pursued me , and I started missing Him so much and would cry until I ran back to His arms , I’m never leaving Him 🧡📌

[@rochellekeels8026]

Amen Amen Amen Amen Amen 💖

[@elyondickson]

Don't give up, keep going an keep being that great blessing God made u to be 🤗🧡

[@StarDaughterOfZionDube]

@@rochellekeels8026 🧡🌸

[@StarDaughterOfZionDube]

@@elyondickson 🧡🌸 Amen and amen 🙏🏽

[@magslight3728]

this is a trauma bond, let it go, soul is a soul.

[@cheriemoskowitz1300]

I believe that when God calls you to ministry He will let you go through these times just to help you to have an honest understanding of those you will be ministering to And that craving you have for your relationship w Him. People who are broken need to know that Christian’s aren’t perfect and that God wants to use them too. Your testimony is powerful because of your experience. I’m so glad I found this

[@WingManDK]

Brother, Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. I am also a backslid Christian who went through very similar things but now I am finding myself back to the Lord through His unconditional love, mercy, and grace. I met the Lord compelling way in 1989 on June, 27th. I remember as a baby Christian when I got back home after being saved, I hid myself in the closet and started praying for the first time. All I said to the Lord was, "Father, I know I am a sinner and I am a human being, I know I will sin again as I live in this world and I know I will fall again, but Lord please do not forsake me if I fall." I remember at the moment the peace that I have never felt and experienced in this world overcame me and I heard the Lord saying, "I will never forsake you, my son." I remember coming out of closet with the most peaceful heart and felt as angels were dancing around me. As I was growing in faith I lost all my friends but Lord always kept me filled with Holy Spirit and I had the most best and beautiful times in my life when I was walking with Him and able to hear Him and even laugh with Him time to time. I had experienced God so many beautiful ways and His teachings. As many years gone by, I fell back into the world doing the same things as you mentioned and became numb to the sins as time passed and every time when I was trying to pull myself back to the Lord, it was getting hard and harder and all guiIts in my heart was overpowering me. I also remember one night when I was in my room, the light went off suddenly and when I turned around to go turn the light on, I saw the same figure as you mentioned standing right in front of my face which was very tall figure blacker than the darkest black anything I have ever seen in this world and with so much hate in the eyes. I remember all the goosebumps that stood up on my skin but when I reached out my hand to see if it was real and trying grab it but my hand went right through it and then it faded away and then I was reminded "Love overcomes all evil" I once had fear of these evil ones but through the love of our Jesus Christ, by His name, and by his blood I am able to push the demons out and rebuke them. I believe Lord has reason for me to hear your testimony and I thank the Lord for reminding me again when he said, "I will never forsake you my son". Once again, thank you so much for sharing what Lord has done in your life and how He has brought you back, it is really an encouragement to me. Thank you again and praise Lord the God almighty. (Please excuse my grammar)

[@MatthewMorris1997]

I've fully surrendered recently. Still a war going on and still failing but my faith and love for Jesus is much stronger & deeper, it was never shallow. Just one bad decision in my teens after my grandpa passed away caused a cycle that went on for 10 years. Glad I never drank, smoked, did drugs or dated (it would have been much worse) I've battled with anxiety, depression, fatigue for a decade too. Even get tormented while praying & praising God. Horrible things come into my head. I know it's not my thoughts, fully disagree with them. Devil is clearly not happy that I've fully surrendered to Jesus Christ. Funny thing is that I gave my life to Christ after grandpa died, had delayed shock, wasn't myself and the devil used that to ensnare me. Glad I'm in the process of being freed. Might have delayed God's plans for my life but I know He'll use what I've been through to help others. God Bless.

[@theresablaylock7699]

Hallelujah, I'm so happy for you brother in Christ, thank for sharing this, I loved it.

[@theresablaylock7699]

@@MatthewMorris1997 God's timing is always on time, thank you for sharing your with us. God has not forsaken you brother in Christ.

[@adrianserradilla9446]

I am so blessed to hear this testimony. I myself had backslid and God accepted me with open arms and he never reprimanded me. He said I love you and I will not change my mind about you. He will restore you as he did me and he will make you even better than before. The first thing he said to me, I will give you a new heart and I will take that stony stubborn heart of yours and give you a tender responsive heart and I will ;put My Spirit in you. Friend thats what he did to me and that is what he will do to you. To God be the Glory.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)*\

[@MoonlightPath1O1]

It’s crazy you talk about the dream you had. I had those “sleep paralysis” moments as well. Twice, both times where in a bed with two different men a few years apart. I knew I shouldn’t have been with them and I always felt guilty. One was a tall dark figure that glided to my side of the bed and sat on my chest and I remembered praying to God and it went away. The second time a demonic figure/creature crawled on the wall to my side of the bed and looking back now after turning my life back over to God and hearing your testimony I was in such a vulnerable state for the enemy during that time because I was also backsliding I never put the two incidents together until I watched this. I remember that feeling when I started seeking God again that feeling of missing him was so strong! Thank you for being so open!

[@CAsnowman]

Got GOOSEBUMPS when he mentioned Isaiah Saldivar waking up Gods church in america because Isaiah 100% woke me up through KZbin, and I radically came to God after growing up in very lukewarm churches and shed a over ten year long drug addiction in a month without rehab or anything other than leaning into a relationship with and seeking the Lord wholeheartedly. Jesus is a chain breaker and way maker 100% praise God.

[@randyrawdingii5135]

I've been watching Isaiah as well. Powerful, through God...

[@Jesus_is_Lord_316]

Amen!! God delivered me from over 20 years of alcoholism. NO rehab. I am set free by the blood of Jesus. John 8:36 - If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.

[@faith8303]

I was also resaved through Isaiah Saldivar KZbin account. I ran from God and blamed him for what I thought was a mistake but was really a blessing. HIs ways are not ours. I keep remaining myself that. I just kicked a 7 year weed addiction. I smoked at least once a day for the last 7 years and tonight because of God working through this young man I am free. I feel so free. Jesus is faithful!!!!!! God bless you

[@Jesus_is_Lord_316]

@@faith8303 amen sister!! God is so good!! He came to set the captives free.

[@CAsnowman]

@@faith8303 Praise God!!! I love hearing testimonies like yours and mine, he is bigger than all of these addictions and problems we face in this sinful world and it’s just so beautiful to hear about these victories through the power of Christ!!! ✝️✝️✝️ I thank God for Isaiah and his ministry waking up Gods children like us.

[@thomastessier4529]

I also backslid, as many do, for years but God never left me. And recently, He brought me back to the straight road that I want to be on for the rest of my life. I praise God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit for allowing me back into the fold and have no plans on ever leaving again. My eyes are heart have been opened and I want to do whatever His will is for my life is. So, if you are a backslider do not dispare, God is there and always will be, just come back to the fold, it is that easy, He wants you to come back.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)\

[@anthonywilliams8956]

Doubtful

[@ronniebattle1310]

@@anthonywilliams8956 Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)#

[@TylerS44]

Hello everyone. I know this is an older video but I hope someone sees this. I desperately need prayer to reconcile me my ex wife. I believe our Father can heal broken relationships. Children are involved and the pain is unbearable. Thank you. Please pray for Tyler and Tiffany and our children Wyatt, Hallie, and Leah. I made a promise to God to not cease praying about this until something happens.

[@xojenmarie]

I pray for healing for you and your family. I pray that god with soften her heart to you and to God. What the devil came to destroy, God may heal and bring to life. I pray that you may trust in Him and have faith he will do what is best..when it is best. Amen

[@TylerS44]

@@xojenmarie thank you Jen. I literally just finished praying something very similar to what you said. Please keep praying on our behalf. God bless you ✝️

[@Georgia-ok8mh]

I felt led to pray for you guys today when I saw this. I felt God's presence so strong! God's going to do something for you guys!

[@TylerS44]

@@Georgia-ok8mhOh me and you both Georgia. I’ve been seeing small breakthroughs in her lately and it’s from incessant prayer, keeping total faith, and giving it up to Him and not interfering with His process. Thank you Georgia God bless.

[@AmbrosiaWilder]

Praying for your family to be restored!! He will do it!!

[@zankishii9961]

It's difficult, overcoming the guilt of your wrongs, of backsliding. Knowing that I've been close to God and heard him in my circumstances, and that i fell away into backsliding and everything i left behind. Nothing in my life has been more difficult than overcoming that mess in my head when trying to come back to Him. I know its not a matter of works or what ive done, its a matter of surrender and the heart, and through the surrender of your heart and the renewing of your mind, your actions will follow. But man, it's hard not falling into condemnation when coming back because im hurting and yearning for Christ, and wanting to change, but still seeing myself stuck in this backslidden way, no discipline, spiritually dull, addicted, etc. Its been driving me absolutely crazy lately, and i have this odd feeling that i wont make it back to Him in time..

[@collincrippin2713]

These testimonies are such precious and powerful blessings. This one hit different. Resonated so much with my experience running back and forth and it’s just like he said. “Don’t run away. You can’t.” There is no place you can escape from the Lord’s presence. Might as well run to Him and never go back. He is faithful time and time again to welcome you back with open arms, but time is short. Let’s rise🕊🔥✝️❤️

[@asia0844]

Amen, Hallelujah 🥰❤️

[@garrettjohnson3061]

Love u brother amen let's rise

[@briendoyle4680]

haha

[@GODSgraceisenoughforusJOY]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/m4ubd5J8dsaEd9k

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)**

[@annetteaprea5481]

I’m sending this video to my 28 yo son who has strayed from God. As a baby I thanked God for him and recall saying in my spirit he’s yours Lord. I would pray through his teenage years “Lord mark my son so the enemy knows he belongs to you.” I had an encounter with the Holy Spirit on my drive back after dropping my 12 yo son off at summer school. It was the most beautiful experience and whatever has transpired since that day has only solidified my faith in God. The enemy is real and he’ll try to separate us from God and try to attack those he knows are called to serve him with a specific purpose. I ask that anyone who reads this pray for my son Michael who needs to be delivered. Pray that he’ll have a personal encounter with the living God. Time is short and is of the essence. We need to be hot for God and his purpose in our lives.

[@Roma-137]

Amen.. moms prayers are heard especially ❤ Michael is God’s son just like you are.

[@segiaalapati1378]

Amen sister. Your son is loved and I can relate. My son is also in need of hard serious genuine prayer for deliverance. He's been affected by mental disease and I'm praying for his healing and restoration each day and I'll add your son 🙏 in my prayers. Stay blessed. ❤❤❤😊

[@annetteaprea5481]

@@segiaalapati1378 Thank you sooo much I too will pray for your son. Our prodigal sons will come back home to the Lord. We serve an Almighty God who is faithful to complete what he’s started. 🙏🏼

[@LivenrightHalo2]

This is me, I've pushed towards God, Seen miracles, and I've had a harsh upbringing. When i fell from God, I've been very harsh to myself, and why i've struggled to come back to God. I nearly drank myself to death, by the grace of God, i'm still alive. I want to have a fire to God. I feel dead spiritually, and numb. I have nothing in life to work towards if not God, I just started going back to church, and i miss my relationship i used to have with God on a daily basis. My story is a bit different because I'm slowly moving towards God for the last 3 months now, and just started going back to church the week before last. It's been one day at time almost like i'm relearning to walk. I wish it could be faster but i really did a number on myself, and really don't have it in me to just fall on my knees so quickly, not because i know doesn't love me, but it's me who is struggling. I know in my heart, when i ask myself, what i want to do in this life, the only thing that matters is God. I am now just slowly moving back towards God, an underserving sinner, and really what also has scared me the most. Is seeing people i knew who believed in Jesus, but now after living a life of carnal desire, no longer do. People who i'm no better than, and it scares me, because that could be me. I'm taking it one day at a time, but slowly my heart is softening with the help of prayer, I'm relearning to develop a personal relationship with God. I don't know what my next step will be, I just know that I want to know Jesus better on a personal level.

[@thomaswilliams2049]

Christ called me to him in 2014 Wen I was 27 ..I had a zealous start to my journey with Christ I felt alive ..but very soon choices I made landed me in hot water again and I backslided for several years ..During that time God took away the addiction of alcohol cocaine and cigarettes but the worst was addiction to sex..I pray and pray that God will take this away from me ..I have had a few vivid dreams recently I can only describe that the lord Jesus is calling me back to him ..I just need to surrender all humbly and come back I feel so close I love Jesus with all my heart ..God has given me many signs recently that he still loves me and I'm his ..this video is one of them..not stumbled on by choice but by God's guidance.. amazing testimony..I'm in York England now..I'm an Englishman..York is dark spiritually but I hope God can use me to preach on the streets here God bless all and be strong in Christ Jesus Amen 🙏

[@overdadeirojesus]

Luke 22: 31-32: “Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift all of you as wheat. 32 But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail..." Jesus prayed not for Satan to stop tormenting Simon but for Simon's faith not to fail. Satan will continue tormenting us all, but let us not lose our faith and repent from sin.

[@cindyweatherly4501]

I pray for you to be healed Spirit, Soul and Body and delivered in CHRIST'S name, amen.

[@cindyweatherly4501]

Book: Every Man's Battle Any of John Bevere's books Dr. Derek Prince, an English Mighty Man of GOD, now with CHRIST - any of his books ( especially the one's about the Gifts of the HOLY SPIRIT and deliverance) Book: The One Year Devotions For Men, Stuart Briscoe, an English Mighty man of GOD, now with CHRIST The Joyful Heart Daily Meditations, Watchman Nee - The Chinese " Paul " imprisoned 20 years for CHRIST, died in Prison full of faith the Gospel written on a piece of paper under his pillow GOD will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you can bear, but you must be wise about what you WATCH and who you hang around with. Testimony: I became a Christian and began to see demons. Delafe Testimonies YOU WILL BE VICTORIOUS!!!

[@Jillian1stJohn3-9-10]

For 50 years in the church, I never had a true Relationship with God. Jesus warned us that the church would do more damage than good. Satan comes as a wolf in sheep's clothing by twisting scripture and telling us that we were all saved even though we continue to sin. We were all Religious hypocrites in the church and trying to volunteer for a many things as possible, but we were all confessing through our testimonies that we still had willful sin in our lives, so obviously none of us has Ever truly repented. Repentance actually means Turning From sin/that old way of life, and Never go back to it again...like a dog to it's own vomit. I personally would have heard God say: "I never knew you!" My name would not have been "blotted out of the Book of Life", because my sin proved that I had still never been saved in the first place, but just like a religious Pharisee that couldn't thrown a single stone. In the parable of the sower 3 out of the 4 and Never produced good fruit. All 40 Parables compare a true believer to a false believer. It didn't matter one ounce that I: said the sinner's prayer, got baptized, was mentored, went to church 3 times a week, sang in the choir, prayed, fasted, cared for the widows, the homeless and those in prison, tithed, did mission trips overseas, visited Israel, street evangelized, discipled young believers, etc. No matter how much I DID, I would always feel distant from God at the end of the day that I couldn't shake. Well it should have been Obvious that I was a lukewarm, because I was still tell white lies, I hated my neighbor, I'd steals from my employer by only working 7 hours instead of 8, I won't forgive my enemies, I had lustful thoughts, etc... so I never would never have entered the kingdom of Heaven. Then on Aug 10, 2017 at age 50, I finally surrendered my Entire Life to God for the 1st time, and then and only then was Jesus willing to Completely heal My Mind, Body, Soul and Spirit in just 1 Day!! Now I finally know what it is to be "Born Again", because everyday I am able to Love God with ALL my Heart, Mind, Soul & Strength, & my enemies more than myself. During my many years in the church, I had never once read Through my Bible. I would do a ton of Bible studies and pull a bunch of verses...out of context..which is an intended way for the church to keep the lukewarm Dumb Down. The BIBLE is God's Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth, yet most of the people in the church have never read it. Now I've read my Bible from cover to cover every single month for the last 64 months and counting... I absolutely love spending time with God more than anyone else. All worldly people, distractions and entertainment had to be gouged out and cut off, so I got rid of my TV and computer, etc. Now Jesus is always in 1ST Place, Matt 6:24. I put nothing and no one before Him; I was willing to loose family, friends, fellowship, finances, flesh, food, feelings; that were both subtle and blatant distractions. Why Jesus said "Go and sin no more". That never used to make any sense, and No Pastor could explain it, but would say it's impossible=Liars! Now I know that it is totally possible, and praise God it's not longer even a challenge! Jesus said to take EVERY thought Captive and MAKE it Obedient to Christ. So every time that Satan shoots a dart, it only takes 5 seconds to ask myself: Will this honor God or my flesh? Once I understood that there are NO gray areas, the choice was Not always easy, but it was always Obvious! It's so amazed that for over 5 years in my walk as a Wise Virgin, I have never experienced ANY: anger, bitterness, condemnation, depression, drugs, envy, fear, fornication, guilt, hopelessness, insecurity, jealousy, loneliness, materialism, pornography, rejection, shame, suicidal thoughts, unforgiveness, vanity, worry, etc. etc. etc. Everyday I am able to experience all 9 fruits of the Spirit: Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self-control. I no longer have sinful thoughts hour to hour, or minute to minute like the Foolish Virgins do. A Wise Virgins must always stay on the NARROW Road; so I picture myself walking on a tightrope that crosses over the Grand Canyon. If I take my eyes off of Jesus even for a second by the distractions of this world, it will take me to my death. People are the biggest distractions, so if we love father, mother, spouse, children more than Christ we are not worthy to be his disciple. God tells us to only think on Whatever (Whomever) is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, and all things that are excellent and praiseworthy. The way I make this happen is I Listen to my audio Bible everyday for about 10-12 hours; at home, in the car, working, grocery shopping, cleaning, exercising, etc... I have to be this persistent, because I remember who I used to be. I had a severe victim mentality. My mother had murdered my 5 month old twin sisters and then said she wanted to kill me, so I ran away from home. That same day I was kidnapped for sex trafficking, so from the age of 6 I had always struggled with having 4 multiple personality disorders. I never experienced any freedom from Doctors, Medications, Counselors, 12-Step programs, Accountability partners, Therapy, and if course the church actually did far more damage than good. They Twisted the scriptures and said If you simply say this sinner's prayer, you are guaranteed Heaven. I never had any peace or assurance even though I would say that prayer Every week...it was just empty words, because I still willfully sinned and I had never surrender my entire life over to God. Trying to depend on 10-15 feel-good verses every Sunday has never redeemed anyone from sin. I learned that it only takes "1 Day" to LISTEN to The N.T. Bible! 1ST JOHN 3:9-10 completely scared the Hell Right Out of me. 9. No one who is born of God will continue to sin, because God's seed remains in them, they cannot go on sinning, because they have been born of God. 10. This is how we KNOW who the children of God are and who the children of the Devil are!! Suddenly realized that the church lied when they taught osas. I saw that all of my religious works were all filthy rags and if I had been successful in my suicide attempt I would have gone straight to Hell. It gave me an amazing Fear, Reverence, and Awe for The Lord :0) Being Obedient to God is not "works", it's love. It's possible to stop sinning, because I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me. The Bridegroom is looking to marry the Bride that lives soley for Him by obeying and loving Him. Why would a Groom ever marry a Foolish Bride that cheated on Him during the entire engagement? Jesus knows those who truly LOVE him with all their heart, mind, soul and strength, and those who only love him some of the time. If we do not want to live For Jesus now, why would God let us live With Jesus forever? Being obedient to our sinful flesh leads to death. The same people who tell me that they've never read through their Bible in All the years that they've been "saved", also tell me that they can't even take 1 Day to Listen to the NT Bible. Their priorities are clearly worldly. Now I ask people if they can just spend just 15 MINUTES and read through then book of 1st John which is extremely eye opening! John 3:19-20 Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates (Jesus) The Light, and will not come into the light for fear that their deeds will be exposed. 2 Cor 4:3-4 Our Gospel is veiled to those who are perishing, because God has blinded the minds of unbelievers. Sadly, most people would rather believe their Pastor than to believe believe God. They are always telling people that the doubts you are having is just Satan trying to discourage you, but really it's the Holy Spirit pleading with you. I pray that because you still have breath, you can repent from sin and ask that God would let The Truth set you free from all sin, so that you Know you'll be with Him forever! I put together a list of 182 other N.T. verses that also warn us like 1st John 3:9-10 does, between a Sheep and a Goat. All of these lukewarm churches that Jesus warned us about in these last day are Everywhere now. Paul worned the church that as soon as he leaves that Wolves would come in. The greatest deception has 90% truth and only 10% of a lie that tickles your ears.. a little yeast ruins the whole batch of dough. Satan's very first Lie is still working to this day: You surely won't die if you just take just a little bite! We all need to Examine ourself to see IF we are truly in The Faith; because God will Judge every Thought, Word, Motives & Actions. 21 Repentance 39 Repent 9 Repented 5 Repents =70 X in the Bible Last year I found a YT channel called: BIBLE STUDY 101, and he makes everything 100% perfectly clear, so I pray we all have ears to hear the Truth. What sin is worth your eternal soul?

[@pinkwonderpower7906]

If this is still something you deal with, I would definitely look online for Christian groups/ or church groups that you can be a part of in person or virtual that deal with porn or sex addictions, They can walk you through your journey to freedom. Christ is with you and wants you to be whole and restored!!! You are his beloved Thomas!!! Blessings.

[@WhiteKnight37]

Psalm 94 18 When I said: “My foot is slipping,” Your loyal love, O Jehovah, kept supporting me. 19 When anxieties overwhelmed me, You comforted and soothed me.

[@Hephzibah-eq9kr]

Amen

[@lil_wildboar]

Amen

[@patsystaten5661]

Amen

[@jamesdaneke]

Is Jesus Jehovah? Are you a witness?

[@WhiteKnight37]

@notvegangoy That's an excellent question, and one that asked by many. Although Jesus is like God in every way in terms of his perfect love and personality, the Bible has this to say. The Bible’s answer Jesus’ opposers accused him of making himself equal to God. (John 5:18; 10:30-33) However, Jesus never claimed to be on the same level as Almighty God. He said: “The Father is greater than I am.”-John 14:28. Jesus’ early followers did not view him as being equal to Almighty God. For example, the apostle Paul wrote that after Jesus was resurrected, God “exalted him [Jesus] to a superior position.” Obviously, Paul did not believe that Jesus was Almighty God. Otherwise, how could God exalt Jesus to a superior position? -Philippians 2:9. In answer to your second question - Yes I am one of Jehovah's Witnesses. What faith are you if you don't mind me asking? It is so rare to have a solid faith now days of any kind In this world. All the best Sir! 👍

[@jessgo3812]

This really hit me. But also sinned so much and went downhill during 2nd year high school to the present time with drugs, alcohol, girls etc... But just last week, i felt so down, missing the feeling of loving and having Jesus in my life, i broke down in tears. I since then have lessened my sins a whole lot each day and i'm starting to read my Bible again. Praying for more strength and consistency in following Christ.

[@travistouthang341]

I hope you are staying strong

[@DivineDisciple7]

Powerful testimony, thank you for sharing. Backsliding feels like death when you come back. Because of the guilt we feel. Ashamed and embarrassed. It was so hard to forgive myself. 😪 I been there. The devil kept putting guilt over me. But he is a liar. He was tormenting my thoughts and I was having strange dreams. It was so hard. But it got better after I got baptized in water and holyghost filled with that fire 🔥 of God. Hallelujah! I'm born again. Bless you for sharing. ❤️😍💯🤗👌🏾👏🏾

[@meldfern986]

you got baptised again?

[@Aris-yd1xi]

Praise the Lord!! Thanks for sharing your amazing testimony, God bless!

[@sethrowe9394]

This is so touching . I use to be a heavy drug addict strung out on opioids and was so shy to speak out in front of people . Rededicated my life to Christ and now I love spreading the gospel telling people the truth of our lord and savior . It’s so amazing how God will let us wonder off only to come back 100x stronger . Thank you God your such a holy and righteous God but also a God of wrath

[@forgiven5919]

Praiae God for his mercy and forgiveness! I am so happy for you!

[@pikesbikesnguns7720]

I have a very similar testimony, except from I am stuck in a situation where I have extremely bad health, I have tried everything and on very strong medication, I am also self medicating to dumb my body and mind, I love the Lord with all my heart but I am in a horrible situation, I have over the last few months stopped sleeping and have insomnia, along with my health condition this has become unbearable, I have now started experiencing the demonic sleep paralysis where I am awake and seeing demons in my room and not being able to shout out or move, all I can do is scream for Jesus over and over in my mind and I will be released and I will be able to move again.. I need prayers from anyone that is willing, Iv been unwell for nearly 6 years and I am almost to scared to even pray now because of the spiritual backlash….. please pray for me … much love from the UK 🇬🇧 x

[@emmaraha8745]

I am in London and I really relate to what you are saying. Since December I had similar experiences in dreams. The name of Jesus is above all names and expressing our love for him and trust in him and faith in him is what will send our enemies running. Never be afraid to express those things in prayer. The Lord has not given us a spirit of fear but of power, love and of a sound mind. For me I felt I was rebuked by God in a minor operation in which the anesthesia failed however - or maybe it was the devil but however it was conceived God has used it for good because his tangible presence in the room both calmed and sustained me. Then 3 days later a lightning bolt landed just outside my bedroom, no storm, and just perfectly positioned between my slightly open curtains. It was a wake up call from having been luke warm for too many years. Now I am reading my Bible multiple times a day and it's 9 months on since this happened. Never be afraid to pick up your weapon of praise and prayer..it is God's enemies who should be afraid!

[@iloveavicci5907]

I’ll pray psalm 91 every day from here on in for you Pikes 🙏❤️ Jesus loves you so much and He will wipe away your tears when you get to the kingdom of heaven 🙏 We’ll all be going home soon 🙏❤️

[@Lisa-ht7jk]

When you say self medicating what are you using as I wonder if this is causing the visual demons ? Have you seen a doctor for your health problems?

[@DangoDangoNothingWrongo]

Hello my brother in Christ, I pray that you repent any sin you have hidden in your heart to God. Satan wants you to NOT pray. God loves you, and He wants us to flourish either here on in Heaven. God WANTS YOU TO PRAY; He's waiting for @pikesbikesnguns7720 to come to Him like the Prodigal Son. If you read that parable, friend, does that seem like a God that doesn't want you to pray? Luke 15:18-22: "I will arise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.”’ 20 And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. 21 And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet" YOUR SINS AND CIRCUMSTANCES ARE NOT SO BIG GOD CAN'T FREE YOU. "And you, who were dead in your trespasses and the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made alive together with him, having forgiven us all our trespasses, 14 by canceling the record of debt that stood against us with its legal demands. This he set aside, nailing it to the cross." Colossians 2:13-14 "If our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything." 1 John 3:20 God is using this Satanic situation to Christ's glory! God has you, leading you with His hand "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." Isaiah 41:10 You're not too far gone that God won't help you. Satan's best arrows will be like paper against the armor of God, so have faith in Him FIRST ("In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one." Ephesians 6:16). I pray that you renounce any pornography, any anger and bitter resentment against people, keep praying to God in every season. God wants you to go to Him, and that means lay down all evil things. ("If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9) And trusting God should be the primary focus. It might be a week, a month, a year, or more - but God's timing is perfect. Remember three things when it comes to problems regarding yourself: - Spiritual: need to be with God, praying to Him, reading His word, going to church, asking for people to pray for you, Trusting in Him when things go to Hell. - Physical: need for psychiatric medication, dieting, exercising or lack thereof - God wants us to use common sense when it comes to health. Our bodies are temples for the Holy Spirit. - Emotional: need for Christian counseling, therapy, relationships with others - God never made us as individual units to be isolated. We need a community, fellowship! So pray. Pray even when it feels uncomfortable. Pray, pray, pray. And consider the things above. Keep praying for Christ to save you. Accept Him as your Lord and Savior.

[@MC-qb1jg]

I have done and said terrible things after drinking alcohol. That feeling of separation from God, the feeling of being away from God, the sorrow of hurting people is unbearable. I pray God will forgive me, I beg for forgiveness from those I've hurt. I will never drink alcohol again.

[@gabriellagarcia5854]

I went through the same thing. But I still turned to alcohol knowing what it did to me. But one day I decided enough was enough. That took me 2 years. U can do it. Never give up. God is your rock. He loves u more than anything!! 😇

[@sandrafriel3682]

M.C. I will agree with you and pray for us both, I have been backsliding, I have not been a effective Christian, Lord forgive us, bring us on a path to you, show us the Way, in Jesus name I pray Amen

[@sandrafriel3682]

Amen

[@lauratran7638]

The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. YOU can do it.

[@danielthedork1504]

I’ll be praying for you my brother! All he wants is your surrender and for you to come home to him. He isn’t mad at you at all he loves you more then you can imagine just like a parent when they’re waiting for there son to come home and to be relieved that they’re home Luke 15:21-22. You are more then your addiction, and your mistakes. He raised lazurus from the dead and for me personally he has done so many signs and wonders even when I disobeyed and disowned him but yet he stil showed me so much love and compassion. Trust me my brother just come back home throw everything that isn’t right from you away and just surrender what you have left. I’ll be praying for you. I love you and I’m proud of you and so is Jesus 💙

[@chrisblauch2594]

Jesus has been calling for me for the last 7 months. Your testimony has brought me to tears and for me to accept THE LORD JESUS CHRIST BACK INTO MY LIFE. PRAISE GOD RJ AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR TESTIMONY. GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

[@kaylahensler950]

Please pray for my friend Ryan who has been in a long season of backsliding. He told me how numb he feels and he doesn’t know if he can come back to Jesus. I have already been praying for him and sharing encouragement with him. He desperately needs Jesus in his life again. Thank you, family ❤

[@Pyr0Ben]

on it ❤

[@kaylahensler950]

@@Pyr0Ben thank you ❤️

[@msjanedoe]

I'm not crying, you're crying. Okat, we are both crying. God's love is so powerful! I felt His love through this testimony. Praise The Father! Praise The Son!

[@Jesus_is_Lord_316]

hahaha. We’re all crying!! 😅

[@ShortRound29]

I did too. Amen

[@Itz_deasia]

Amen God’s Love for us is Everlasting 🙏🏾❤️

[@mathewbowen144]

The Church has been some of my toughest opposition after waking up and recognizing the sleepy slumber all around me. In the morning when I wake up I always hit the snooze button on my alarm clock ⏰ but if you hit snooze too many times there will be no more alarms and you will oversleep and miss your appointment. That appointment for the snoozing Christian is the Light of the Morning, Jesus Christ and loving arms of your Father. I can relate to this testimony so much; it is uncanny. Praise the Lord! Awaken to righteousness. His mercies are new every morning 🌄

[@mathewbowen144]

Ephesians 5:13-16 NKJV - But all things that are exposed are made manifest by the light, for whatever makes manifest is light. Therefore He says: “Awake, you who sleep, Arise from the dead, And Christ will give you light.” See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil.

[@viccym]

That saying ''The reason i wake up in the morning'' is the phrase i hear so many young kids say, they get up maybe only because there is a musician they really love on the internet, some great friend they look up to, and so many other things which if they didn't have they'd lose their motivation to live. If only God could become the real reason we get out of bed in the morning, because only with Him can we do it joyfully even if we're in pain. He gave us those musicians, those people that make us smile, and even if everyone else leaves, He will always be there

[@millicentselasededeadzah4502]

The Holy spirit is moving through this message. Touching hearts cutting through the stony hearts and turning them to hearts of flesh. Inclining many to hear and recognize the voice of God. He's asking the same question now "son how are you doing?"

[@hugoalmanza7615]

I dont understand how you can think that God actually spoke to him or anyone

[@getrightwithchrist77]

I was prophesied over three times by different preachers in my life and every time they said I had a calling and it was always Isaiah 60:1, and what was awesome... In church I was laying hands on people praying for everybody else and then the pastor came to me and I wasn't expecting it. This was the third time being prophesied at different times in my life and the pastor said on the third time "I have already told you purpose I'm not going to tell you again and walked away". The presence of God was so thick in our youth church. I'm 38 now.... And I finally said Lord I'm tired of being a hypocrite, Let's do this, Praise Jesus!!!!!! 👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿

[@gideonleonceelias5423]

😭😭😭 I have been Running away and now am back, I was Lost and now am Found,, Jesus thank you for not forsake me, thank you for not being tired of my evil deeds, and once again you have brought me back to your Kingdom. I love you Jesus 😭😭😭 And I need you, I want to serve you, just show me where you want me to work for your Glory, I have no more, I just have you alone, I have no one else I just have you Jesus. I love you Jesus. 😢😢 Thanks for this testimony I just Got more strength to keep moving on. Love you guys from Tanzania 🇹🇿

[@magdamakar8169]

Jesus loves you

[@stacig2189]

This is my story as well. In church 3 times a week, loving God! Mom was told I had a special calling on my life as a baby. At 2 years old, i was the only toddler actually in the front of the church at the alter every sunday praising God, mom told me that everyone would be in tears watching me. I just knew God at a young age and I knew that He was my Savior. Long story short once i got older, started backsliding. This young man cannot stop crying because of the Holy Spirit inside of him. I cry and cry and cry everytime I start talking about the goodness of God. He is so overwhelming, my Father is everything to me. I asked one of my sisters in Christ why I always cry, she told me that the Holy Spirit inside of me loves God so much - that is my natural reaction.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)**

[@wendyjomendy]

The Holy Spirit is God.

[@ronniebattle1310]

@@wendyjomendy Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)

[@christamacnaughton8223]

Son you need back with the Lord fast.

[@stacig2189]

@@wendyjomendy Yes, it’s the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and they are One.

[@7thBit]

I saw this now as I’m in a midst of major backslide all falling apart all that after experiencing so much of Jesus’ goodness, I can’t yet figure out what even triggered the breakdown- this is what I’m after, I need deliverance from an addiction that rose up and it seems impossible to overcome- I know Jesus can and I need Him to intervene, maybe this is the first sight of hope

[@fredaagyeiwaa5630]

@7thBit God please help! Do not let the enemy have us. We want to be Holy because you are. We just want to please you with our lives and we know you have the power to restore us unto yourself; cause us to return to you.Give us the strength to overcome each day and choose you. God we cry out to you. Thank you !for you are a loving Father who will not leave us.

[@alexanderbinai9583]

Power full young man, truely Jesus can do more than man do🙏

[@Lt-Rimi-19]

Same here 💔💔💔

[@federicomatta3782]

Don’t give up he next to u at all times ready to lift u up ❤

[@D4UGHTEROFABBA]

@BelieveInZion @7thBit the Lord is restoring both of you right now, in Jesus name 🤍

[@jefflowrythor]

I totally relate to this. God is so awesome, He never stops loving us He will never forsake us. I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Savior at a very early age somewhere around 6 years old. Somewhere along the many years I walked less in the spirit and more in the flesh. This happened to me more than once. I think I lived the prodigal son story at least 7 times and every time God welcomed me back, I’m 61 years old now and this last time, I was battling spiritual oppression, I finally cried out to the Lord and surrendered all to the Lord Jesus and received the Holy Spirit in His fullness. I’ve grieved the Holy Spirit so many times in the past that I quenched Him out. That was a frightening awakening. Fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. Living and walking in the Holy Spirit is such a peaceful way to live. I love your testimony and relate to it so well.

[@DillionDallas]

You can see in his eyes how he still yearns for Jesus. Such an unconditional love he has for him. God Bless him

[@lightofthedark]

'Him' for Jesus, Amen!

[@JennyOSunshine]

Please pray for me. I lost my 21 year old son to suicide in 2020. I held strong to my faith for 2 years, assuming that my deepest hopes and prayers had been answered even though it didn’t look like it. After this time, as we head toward year 3, I started getting plagued by doubts and failure etc,.. we went into the messianic movement thinking that God had revealed more of Himself to us and it all made so much sense. In the end it ended up showing me how short we fall and started feeling like it all was just hopeless. I missed Christmas etc,.. and feeling disconnected from family etc,.. I just feel very alone & bankrupt. Unsure of anything anymore. In the past months I’ve done magic mushrooms several times (for the first time) listened to new age teachings and watched trash on TV. I need some powerful prayer because I can’t seem to get there on my own.

[@thehillhouse]

Praying for you Jenny

[@violettewarfield33]

This touched my heart so much. I have been backsliding for the last 2 years and I feel so much sadness and grief over my decisions. I would beg Jesus to free me from bondage and give me direction and I still feel so lost and forgotten about. I was on fire for Jesus and I feel so wicked now. Thank you so much for your testimony 😢❤ incredible. Jesus is faithful period. I know the truth so what is wrong with me!

[@JamesLogan-q7l]

I just want to declare to you that nothing is wrong with you. God sees your heart, he knows your pain. He brought you here, and has a plan for you and your life. Take as much time as you can to just wait on him. I see you sitting waiting on his presence. Regularly finding a new rhythm of waiting on him. Stand up in an empty room and distract yourself from any distractions with an inward gaze on him

[@WingManDK]

Sister you are still a child of God and he has not forsaken you and left you. Just tell him you are tired of that life style and cry out to him. He knows your heart, pains, and aches you are going through. Let him know you miss him and the love you once had. His love never changed for you sister and if you look over your shoulder, he is still there as he was at first.

[@redlilly4016]

Praise be to God!!!Wonderful testimony!! This here brings me hope for myself and my two kids.. Jared and Jacob. Jesus has been working on me. But it’s also been a struggle, especially with my sons, whom are young adult and teenager, who don’t know Jesus, if you read this please pray with me for jared and Jacob that Our lord God to open their eyes and bring clarity To their minds for their own good. In the glorious name of Jesus Christ!! Amen. Thank you. So wonderful to hear these testimonies! Thank always be to God!!!!💚

[@redlilly4016]

@Yezenia Vasquez thank you sister!!

[@Redrosetea]

This is the best testimony I’ve heard this decade. The word luke warm is talking about the churches in revelation! That they will be dealt with. Instead of using the word luke warm it’s really unfaithful. Because once you’re saved God has a relationship with you and knows who you really are regardless of that outcome and he won’t forget it.

[@AG-cf4wn]

I can truly relate to so much of his story besides being called to be a pastor. I was raised in a Christian home and loved Jesus since I was a kid. I always desired to serve God. I even had those types of evil encounters with my dreams. I rebelled against God some years ago and am still wondering where I am with God. This tugged on my heart I’m so many ways. Pls pray for me, im struggling.

[@AG-cf4wn]

@Thea Maria Abdel Massih This was an encouragement, thanks for sharing that

[@rebuildingmyself3861]

I just wanna say that I'm so thankful for this channel!! In between listening to sermons, like if I'm not in a spiritually disciplined mindset in the moment if that makes sense, I'll listen to one of these testimonies & they ALWAYS HIT DIRECTLY IN MY HEART EVERY TIME!!! God knows exactly what we need & he meets us where we are. I'm not always open to conviction, although i know i need it & i find myself still wanting to be spiritually fed encouraged & uplifted, so the Holy Spirit will lead me to the EXACT MESSAGE that i know i needed to hear because it grips my heart with love that softens me reminding me that i literally LONG FOR JESUS!!!! The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak, it's not always easy to read my bible or listen to a sermon....but then i come here & these testimonies speak my deepest hearts desire where I'm left in tears & thanking God for what he's done in my life. Please continue to upload, these are such a blessing, more than u know.

[@Ricka_]

🎯

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)**

[@tarynbrynne]

Great to hear a testimony like this Roy. For a few months now I have been wanting to get close to god. It has crossed my mind here & there especially with struggles, feeling purposeless, anxiety & depression. I felt I had nothing else to turn to. I have been reading my bible for a few days now, praying every single day, & trying to dedicate myself to this. I am so happy I came across this video. Sometimes it is hard to stay faithful & just trust. I really needed to see this so thank you for your beautiful testimony. It truly did touch me. Amen.

[@JaKingleo]

I truly appreciate this testimony. God has been calling me as a youth pastor since I was young. I’ve been told that I will speak to the multitudes. I believe God is still equipping me, I don’t feel ready. I’ve made mistakes even as a Christian my whole life. I fall into the addiction of pornography and lust. And I fear judgment if I become a pastor. But God is doing a new thing in my life. God is breaking me from my old ways, he is speaking to me and confirming things. Now my biggest fear is not saying “yes” sooner. Right now I’m still waiting for direction I guess.

[@pngwnita139]

I love watching these testimonies from different people but this one reflects the events in my life. I feel like God led me to this video specifically because I feel like I've been failing God but he is so loving and merciful and i guess I just needed to be reminded. He is amazing! Glory be to God in the highest!

[@jaquelinegallardo1071]

I couldnt sleep at all and so I woke up at 2 am and decided to go to the gym. I was doing cardio and I normally watch Netflix but I decided to watch KZbin instead and so I saw this video. I’m currently going through the same thing except for me it’s the college life. All through out my childhood I was an alter server, sang in the church choir and even a Sunday school teacher but starting college I stopped doing all that. I would make excuses to not go to church even though I attend a catholic university . I stopped praying, and I started listening to music that i haven’t listened to before. I’m constantly having this urge to drink and just commit sin. This video has helped me see that it’s possible to go back and change. I don’t want to keep feeling empty and I really want to change my relationship with God .

[@dorothykelley1881]

Thank you for sharing...Please pray for my children-raised in Church and Christian school...Daughter-in-law has brain cancer no cure for her unless Jesus has mercy...Her name is Greta, my son John, Daughters Brenda and Connie...Thank you...Your testimony is a blessing...

[@schneiderjudit2650]

In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ , by His power alone through HIs HOly spirit your Daughter-in-law be delivered form the cancer adn all unclean spirits and all illness sickness and disease for the Glor yo fthe Lord Jesus Christ. I comman all cancer to leave forever out of her. come out of her and neevr return. come out of her brian and never rturn int he name of the Lord Jesus Christ. All praise and glor yto HIs name. LOrd and Savior fo all. All power Is His. Lord He healed all who come to You in faith. please otuch their daughte rin law and and heal them for Your glory alone. YOu are the true God and eternal life. YOu Lord Jesus Christ are the way, truth and life. All glory and hOnoru is Yours. save her soul with YOur hOly Blood and deliver her form all evil for yoru Glory and by YOur power int he name ofthe Lord Jesus Christ.

[@zachkreider5935]

Just prayed for yall

[@natalianegritto]

Lord, hear the prayers of your people, that cry out for mercy over a generation that is slipping away. Hear Dorothy’s prayer for Greta, if it is your will, show yourself to her, before it’s to late … like you did to Thomas. Like To the brothers on the road to Emmaus, let yourself be seen by her- for mercy sake… because the price that was paid, was so high, that every soul that is spared is precious. Let her children be a testimony that the Word, never returns empty… And jn the same spirit, i intercede. Though unworthy, by your merits, I am privileged to ask that this mercy be extended, to all of our children, the children of those who put their trust on you…let seeds be watered… and lead our prodigal children home. Like this beautiful young man- it is for your glory … because you make of us, new vessels … thank you - amen

[@Cliff332Hanger]

james 5:13-20 kjv

[@doraho669]

The book of Isaiah says by His stripes we are healed, my God put his healing arm upon your daughter in law.

[@magnificentglory]

I have been distancing myself away from God... Backtracking to the old lifestyle I once had before I began to serve Him. I have been living in guilt for quite a while now, but I know that God is calling me back to Him. This video came at the right time...Thank you for sharing your testimony.

[@njugunamartinari7293]

Same here brother

[@MsCG-ix6pb]

The devil makes things look good. He's entices, manipulates, deceive, lie, cheat, etc., to get you. He does it not because he loves you, but because he wants you to join him in hell.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)*\

[@akonwiegastongaston6397]

I feel like he just told my story. I received a calling at 12 was doing things for God, prophesying castingout demons and all those things. Then i went to a different school and thats where it went sour. Backslided at 18. Got into fornication and pornography. Only got revived last two years and I've been determined to work with God since then. I stopped fornication but pornography has been a fight. I came to this video so as to stir up faith in my heart, to make myself believe that God can still use me.

[@dollytan1729]

RJ,brother in Christ,thank u for sharing your testimony.I can relate to your testimony because I was a prodigal daughter.I’m in my 60s now and Jesus led me to know Him when I was 6.All I can say is all those meanderings u had in your youth are for equipping u for the assignments ahead.God wastes nothing,remember all the leftovers after feeding the 3,000 and 5,000?all were being salvaged.I believed there are seasons in our lives,the Potter knows exactly what’s HE’s doing.It is also for our spiritual growth and maturity.Just like u,after my return,I always was famished for God’s Word,still am studying His Word/Bible study.I still can recall vividly what the LORD said to me after my return,someone was praying over me and another sister came right up behind me and said,”99 sheep are in the pen,u are the only one out there,u are much ❤ed”.Yes,the LORD didn’t condemn me but the enemy will hv me condemn myself with all the shame and guilt.it took 5(the number of grace)thru pastor’s word,thru His Word romans8:1Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,PTL!if the Son has set u free u are free indeed.(this truth took some time to sink in).my journey back and full restoration took 2 years.I went through a very painful time in my marriage(mental and emotional abuse,felt very suppressed and repressed for 15 years or more before this prodigal return).All that matters for God’s children is To End Well.who dares to claim they don’t make mistakes or they are infallible?what’s important is our heart truly and genuinely repents(2chronicles7:14).Return,return all u prodigals,your AbbaFather awaits u,Return,return while there’s still daylight.No more condemnation in Christ Jesus,Amen🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🕊🕊🕊Blessings and Shalom

[@jeannierossouw9638]

Jesus loves His children so so so much!!! I feel this overwhelming sadness in my spirit for people who do not realise how much LOVE they already have. They only see the earthly and not in the heavenly realms. What I learned in my journey with the Holy Spirit is that if you are rejected by people close to you on earth. Just remember that you were chosen by our Father, our King of kings, our God, our Healer, our Redeemer and our Saviour. He loves you! He helps you! He is there for you! Not those who rejected you. God bless🙏🙏🙏

[@dianajo6301]

What beautiful God did in your life, and uses you for his Glory, mi kids raised with VeggieTales now they youth in no looking for God , doing what they want causes consequences too joung, i been no good, i.come back to Jesus after been hospital in ICU life suppor coma, God brought me back to life,Miracle praise the Lord God Almighty 🙌.. now I pray and pray 🙏 for my kids😢, your testimony touched me, yes God is not finished with us. I say by Fath in fact like Joshua : As for me and my house we shall serve the Lord . Joshua 24:15. God bless you 🙏 amazing testimony all Glory and Honor to Almighty God 🙏 ❤❤❤

[@H20Spy]

What a beautiful testimony! I was hurting bad 7 days ago and have been crying every day since. I stumbled upon this testimony and your path resembles mine in so many ways. The biggest difference is that I 'm 59.5 yrs old and I've wasted so much time. The regret of not asking him to enter my life sooner is hard to take. He's now wrapped his arms around me and I don't EVER want to stray. Thank you for making me realize I'm not the only one to love our Father before its too late. I'm a sponge as to the way of learning more about what is expected of me now.

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)\

[@victoriastephens1307]

I have backsliden and the guilt and shame are unbearable. I feel like I've done too much and for too long. I keep thinking he's done with me. I want to come back 😢😢

[@susannadsilva8817]

Oh my, feel so edified n encouraged and more in Love with God than a minute ago. Your testimony speaks so powerfully about how good our Father n Jesus is. Had tears of repentance n joy n a deep sense of peace overpowering me. Thank you so much Father for being so wonderful. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Hope to remember you in our prayers. Love how passionate God has made you. Thank you Jesus.

[@catt99mahal8]

I just couldn’t stop crying and being joyful listening to his testimony. What a wonderful journey God has allowed him to experience. Jesus thank you for all you do, being our provider, our corner stone. Thank you for your love, your mercy, and for your ultimate sacrifice to save us. We love You Father. Amen! 🙏🏼

[@mrs.m.w]

Oh man... this hit me so hard. This is beautiful. The love He has for us is overwhelming. I left too right after high school, but my leaving was because I had an encounter of a demon spirit 3 times when I was 16 and it scared me. I didn't have real church mentors to talk to about this that wouldn't think I was crazy. I wish I would have had the bold people I watch on KZbin to confirm thia is real, it's OK, and you have Jesus. About 10 years later I was in church and I met my future husband. He was married to another woman at the time , and I respected that. You never know what God will do in your life. We now serve in youth ministry. I don't want another kid to get scared like I did. However, our church is not bold enough to talk about the spiritual realm. I do to my kids. It gets me in trouble, but they deserve the truth.

[@helenabara2092]

God Almighty be Glorified and Praised be forever and ever.

[@pambelgum5790]

Please pray for my amazing son , now 33 who walked away. He’s so successful in the worlds eyes. I know the Lord is writing his story. I know I’m not alone in this trial . I love my son so much . He’s with a lovely girlfriend but she’s atheist. Thank you for praying for the church kid prodigals

[@ThisAbledVet]

Thank you!

[@kryssiicat]

I wrote a VERY VERY long comment but I wanted to thank you for this video and sharing your story. I'm going to watch this again. I needed this more than you know. I know people say that all the time but I'm in such a dark and lonely place. I did realize that I obviously have some fight or glimmer of hope left in me if I'm searching for guidance from God thru KZbin. God will always meet us where we are at. Praise the Lord God, our Father in Heaven for his unconditional love even when I cant love myself. The blood of Jesus covers me like a shield and I know the Holy Spirit stands all around me like the mightiest of all weapons.

[@mommalicha8370]

It’s 2/4/23 12:44am I came across your video. I have gone to an Apostolic church when I was little, I used to sing in the church and I’ll never forget praying and a sister whispered in my ear that I was like a diamond. That I was a rock that was going to be chiseled. I have backslid and now I have kids and I been trying to do right and been searching for church’s. Actually took my kids to a children’s service in Atwater tonight. I Listening to Christian music, praying every day. No matter how much I pray I been feeling like I’m not worthy of forgiveness because of all the Evil things I have committed and thought. I have so many dreams that I scares me and I want my children to be saved. I feel so lost and so scared of death and consequence. I was living in Manteca, Ca 9 years ago. When I heard you say you were say Manteca, I thought, how crazy this is that I come across this video out of all the videos on KZbin 🙏🏽 I needed to hear this message

[@nomfundosigwaza3617]

To God all things are possible. As long as we live let us continue, worshiping,praising Him, let us Adore him even more,let us allow Holy Spirit to take His place in our lives.

[@monikapacia3258]

I feel like God is calling me to come back to him. In the past, as a teenager, I was very close to God, then later on I lived my own life. I was ashamed and knew that it wasn't right, but somehow, I was struggling. I got married. My husband doesn't believe in God, so that makes it harder. But still, God didn't give up on me because I miss him and try to talk to him every day. My prayers are answered, so I know he does listen to me. Once you get really close to God, and you feel his presence in your life, it's simply impossible to forget that. And even if you leave for some time, you will look for God again. Thank you for your testimony. I also saw demons face near my bed a few years ago. I was worried that it's a sign that it might be too late for me. But it's still not too late. I know God is waiting for everyone to wake up. God is also waiting for me to get to know him better. Thank you.

[@jigglypuff_foryoutube1700]

It’s not to late for you or for your husband! Pray and draw nigh unto God! I know that books like the Case for Christ, podcasts like Answers in Genesis and Bible Q&A with John McArthur help me to draw closer to God. The best way is through Scripture, and prayer away from distractions. I love you and, most importantly, so does God!🙏🏼🙏🏼 Witness to your husband and pray that God will draw him in!

[@GoodKarma509]

I want Jesus in my life so bad, I've been a terrible person for the last 36 years of my worldly life. My name is jaime...can you pray for me? 😔

[@ouch000u]

*5:116 Holy Qur'an* وَإِذْ قَالَ ٱللَّهُ يَـٰعِيسَى ٱبْنَ مَرْيَمَ ءَأَنتَ قُلْتَ لِلنَّاسِ ٱتَّخِذُونِى وَأُمِّىَ إِلَـٰهَيْنِ مِن دُونِ ٱللَّهِ ۖ قَالَ سُبْحَـٰنَكَ مَا يَكُونُ لِىٓ أَنْ أَقُولَ مَا لَيْسَ لِى بِحَقٍّ ۚ إِن كُنتُ قُلْتُهُۥ فَقَدْ عَلِمْتَهُۥ ۚ تَعْلَمُ مَا فِى نَفْسِى وَلَآ أَعْلَمُ مَا فِى نَفْسِكَ ۚ إِنَّكَ أَنتَ عَلَّـٰمُ ٱلْغُيُوبِ ١١٦ When *Allah* will say, “O Jesus, son of Mary, did you tell people, “Take me and my mother as gods besides Allah?” He wills say, “Glory be to You! It is not for me to say what I have no right. Had I said so, You would have surely known it. You know what is within myself, whereas I do not know what is within Yourself. Indeed, You are the *All-Knower* of all unseen.

[@SandraAldama-ov3ib]

IN PRAYER FOR YOU RIGHT NOW IN JESUS PRECIOUS NAME

[@DonahoeShow]

Repent. Ask Jesus to come into your life and truly love and believe in him and Gods Word

[@jacquelinelarmond5138]

Jaime, we all make mistakes don't condemn yourself. Give it all to Jesus. He is the waymaker, promise keeper, light in the darkness and He loves you and so do I.❤🙏

[@fionatennant81]

Jamie tell jesus you want to give him your life and forgive you and watch your awakening god bless you jamie

[@jennylyon1576]

Roy, thank you for your testimony. God is working I have loved the Lord all my life. I am a back slider and I know Jesus has always been there for me. Through the dark into the light I will praise God all the days of my life. Pray for me and my family we're are in attack by the enemy.

[@mojomahojo8253]

I am also fighting to come back to God and just 2 days ago I had this particular demonic encounter. Hearing your testimony I am positive now that my time of deliverance is at hand.

[@jessicaconner80]

I am there too. Addiction snuck back in but he healed that for me, and I'm not abusing opiates anymore, but I relapsed on something else and I am so ashamed. I have attachments from sexual abuse, physical and mental abuse, and many other things. I listened to some of the hardest Rock N Roll, and was very worldly. I'm still learning, and I just really felt him trying to get my attention a few years ago, and I have talked to him all day, because he is my best friend, and this world really is making me weary, sad, and just disgusted because of the thing's that are being exposed. There is so many different entities? In this world that have been hidden from us, until we are worthy of the truth. This is a very BIBLICAL, SPIRITUAL war, and God is getting his army ready. I pray the lost are able to get saved. There are so many.

[@mojomahojo8253]

@@jessicaconner80 It's really upsetting and embarassing.. 1 step up and 2 steps down. It will really take a God to save us. But surely, as the Lord liveth we will not be forsaken or abandoned.

[@SarahLaughed777]

@@mojomahojo8253 today is the day of salvation. Dive in headfirst and don't even give it a second thought. He's got you!!! Praying for you and can't wait to meet you on the other side. I've backslidden HORRIBLY before and had so many consequences..... BUT GOD!!! Jesus is everything. Love you brother (or sister lol). 🙏🙏🙌🙌🙌

[@Walking_w_Jesus]

Same here! Today!

[@Cabuco2006]

Run to the Father my friend. Pray and fast and give all to the Lord!! God bless you my friend

[@TeneshaWilliams-ye7ps]

This was amazing.I don't normally watch these kind of videos but it just showed up and all i can say is that i know God is calling me too. I can relate to RJ..I've been running away from God but after watching this i realize that i have to give bk my life to God.I needed to hear this !!

[@staciebrooks2583]

After backsliding, I was reading scripture and saw a vision of Jesus putting a lamb on his shoulders. It’s so humbling. He’s so good 🙏🏻

[@52carpediem]

What a wonderful testimony! As a teen I was one of the lost sheep God came looking for and brought home! So many of my Christian friend's children have wandered from God or are struggling with living committed lives, some of mine can be included. God has put it on my heart to pray regularly for these prodigals. I encourage all of us to! God wants to use them as he is using Roy, to be a light in this dark world!

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)\

[@emihlebande]

It is 03:40 right now, I struggle to sleep and normally I watch porn but today, all I want was to indulge deeply in finding my way back to Jesus

[@biancajohnson182]

I want this relationship with God, I have been lukewarm too. I want to give Him my everything. I’m a single mom trying to do it all and feel like there’s never enough time. But I don’t want there yo be any more excuses anymore. I love God and I want this same intense relationship with Him too.

[@Allisoninspirations]

@bianca Johnson. When you make the lord your first priority He will provide everything from that. He is your living water. Drink from His well. I used to be a single mom. Went through so much and then cancer. God restored my life. Everyday I give to Him! Glory to Him always

[@sophiaisabelle027]

We appreciate hearing his testimony. You can always build your relationship with God again and again. Even if you backslid from him, God will still accept you, despite all of your flaws and sins.

[@vshah1010]

You can't build a relationship with something you have never met.

[@Breeze3444]

@@vshah1010 AND you’re here because why?

[@lois-evakwarteng9842]

@@vshah1010 “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” ‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭11‬:‭1‬ We may not see God but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t exist how about you try a pray to the Lord and see.

[@faauluulugalal5461]

I’ve been waking up from my slumber a long time n now I’m serving God thru singing, praise n worship. To God be the glory.

[@ClyzlyMiwah]

I just reconnected to God again. I was a backslider for like 4-5 years. I ended my almost 3-year relationship with a non-believer last Sunday and on that day I returned to God. On the same day, Sunday late afternoon, a woman tried to share with me about mother god and that Jesus had a wife. I had a little bit of knowledge of Theology and Apologetics and it had been something I like and so on that day, God used me right away to plant a seed on that woman and reminded me of what I used liked to study. Maybe something he called me to do. I was surprised that he still used me despite my disobedience and rebellion. 😢❤

[@MatthewMorris1997]

@ClyzlyMiwah I was stuck in a cycle for 10 years, only starting to come out of it now. Always loved Jesus and professed my faith throughout. Glad I never drank, smoke, did drugs, dated or any social life. Battled with anxiety, depression, fatigue for over a decade too. I get tormented regularly, even during prayer (sometimes it's the worst) I think the devil is angry I've surrendered my life to Christ. Still battling but definitely getting much closer to God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, just need to have the strength to resist and overcome. I'd say the majority of guys go through this one way or the other. I'm praying for revival and a culture clean up (it's getting so sick now) I'm glad God is in control of everything. Just need to give Him full control in a few areas of my life and He'll transform me. The process has been happening for a while I just wish it would speed up. Sometimes I just wish I was with Jesus and not in this body. I really hope I can walk in the Spirit soon. God bless.

[@ClyzlyMiwah]

@@MatthewMorris1997 I know exactly how that feels. I wish I was with Jesus because living in the flesh has many struggles.

[@josephoyinkan5480]

@@MatthewMorris1997 WE have to look towards God for the strength to move forward, he is our only and complete strength, if we don't say let Jesus take over in absolute faith, we can never get over our sinful nature.

[@brandonb404]

Its amazing how Jesus can reach out to you when you need him. This video touched me, I definitely needed this thank you.

[@rochellekeels8026]

Amen Amen Amen Amen, God Bless and Happy Holiday's 🎉

[@elyondickson]

God bless u bro! Draw close to him.. keep going an don't give up! You are great! ❤💯

[@kirklandoficial7485]

me too

[@hannahrachelxo2281]

It’s definitely amazing!

[@GODSgraceisenoughforusJOY]

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[@agape1love4ever41]

When I was up for days on meth, I’d be too afraid to go out of my room because I’d be tripping, and I’d see those tall black figures standing around me. I didn’t know what they were then because I was an unbeliever, but after I got saved, I realized that they were unclean spirits that were watching me. I thank God that he brought me out of that life.

[@snowman4821]

I was married in 2013, too! Praying this will be spread to others despite KZbin's algorithm. Anyone who doesn't consume Jesus-centered media should see this anyway! It's not a mistake or coincidence, God is calling you to repent and trust alone in Him.

[@LoveYou-ti3lw]

Amen

[@ronniebattle1310]

Encounter Ministries KZbin channel. (Mark Hemans)

[@tashastreet8705]

Wow. I have prayed this recently. I stopped reading my Bible and started backsliding. I prayed and told God how much I missed him and our relationship and his guidance and peace. Now I'm drawing near to the Lord and he has gave me a prison ministry writing inmates and confirmed it by putting people in my path that had a loved one who is serving life and now I'm writing them. The Lord is faithful. I had felt stagnant and wanted to know my work for his kingdom and had gotten frustrated. If you stay faithful and truly desire this he will make a way and open those door. He knows the desires of our heart. He is faithful to accept his prodigal children back in hi loving arms

[@FlowLikeWater429]

I was separating myself from God for a long time, but I have decided I want more of him, Jesus and the Holy Spirit… after reading the whole New Testament, I began turning from my sin but my past really haunts me… some of the friends I made at church are the best friends I ever feel I have right now

[@rishablessed4249]

I love how he is showing emotion for a man that’s not easy I appreciated this testimony and find it encouraging that he is free to even be free to cry no pride about it no apologies ❤

[@cindydee8475]

I want so much to be used by the Lord, however, even after 5 years some at my church still cant look past my past. The only way I know that Jesus still loves and accepts me is because He showed me in a dream. Like this man's experience, I expected judgment and condemnation but got nothing but love from Him. Thank you Jesus 🙏💖

[@believer7733]

Cindy, perhaps you need to find a Bible-based church that NEEDS YOU instead of this judgemental facility! You’ll be welcomed with open arms!

[@chaltunagash7195]

Look this people need Jesus not business financial please stop talking about business

[@Itsallsotiresome]

Hello, youtube team. Whoever you are that keeps deleting my comments that don't violate the ToS, you are only hurting yourself by being as like a stumbling block for others. If you have such a problem seeing such a variety of comments that offend your sensibilities because of your own opinions, then you need to find a different job. And you also need to grow up.

[@transmundane1]

If God says he has taken your sin and shame man shouldn't hold your past against you. Your free and forgiven from your past, find a new church

[@gabrielfedoruk5962]

I was raised by my father. He was a sinner to the core till I was born. He went into the service to get things back on track. He left the service and took me from my mother to raise me [my mother wasn't right at this time]. My father and I grew to know Christ together. In my youth I fell and fell hard. I made most sinners look like saints...people starting dying all around me...then I left Christ all together...but I always had my father who never locked a door on me. He died when my twins turned 2. I am a complete mess. Every day I would say tomorrow will be the day I change...I'm still lost...I'm so deep in the woods and have no mountain to run to anymore....I can't even pray anymore. Looking at how far I've gone away from Christ. I try to hear these testimonials...hoping some fireworks will lead me in the right direction....I truly hope anyone who doesn't fully understand the strength of satin..he's waiting for us to fall and never get up...please don't give up...the weight and loneliness is uncomprehensible...words can't convey how much I would sacrifice to be in this man's shoes...of all the things I miss-I miss the Lord more than anything...I hope you all stay strong, there is no lonlier feeling than not finding God when you used to be best friends...sorry for being so longwinded....

[@taylorj7]

Pray!!! And don’t stop praying! What you said here, you need to say to God. Just before the eclipse on the 8th, I prayed to Jesus and I was sobbing bc I felt like his spirit was leaving me and I had this dreadful feeling I would be left behind. Just the next week, the day before the eclipse, his spirits descended on me and it was so powerful. He said he wasn’t going to forsake me! And he won’t forsake you! Please pray that he will save you and bring you closer to him and do it everyday and don’t stop even if it feels like it isn’t working! You have to want him with everything in your heart! God bless you. I truly hope you win this battle. Sending you love and prayer! 🤲🏼 ✝️

[@PeaceNation34]

Just remember you may feel a million steps away from God but it only takes 1 step to get back to him. All it takes is surrender because you can't do anything on your own, it's all Jesus in his mercy that will pick you up and carry you through. We weren't meant to do this life, especially the Christian walk alone. Find a spirit filled church community that can help you in your journey of healing, God created us for community and he wants us to be interdependent, not independent of each other. Be honest, be vulnerable, ask for help from people who truly love God and serve him. Praying you let Jesus lead you into a peace and joy you've never known before. May the depth of his love cascade over every part of your being and may you truly know and feel his heart for you. "And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[b] neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow-not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below-indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39

[@ThePretender47]

I was in such a joyful place but have backslidden so much and struggling so much to get back. Condemnation, Anxiety and guild has taken over my life....I have such a long testimony as to why I am where I'm at, maybe I should share the entire story on my Channel as a start....I want to sit at the Lords feet again and talk to Him.....🥺 I miss Jesus

[@tomilolaolanisebe2382]

The arm of God is so long to draw you out of the deepest pit. I was in this situation where I backslid so much and I was literally struggling to get back on track but I kept falling even deeper every time I tried to reconcile to God. After multiple attempts, I gave up and thought there was no hope for me. In retrospect, I realized that I was struggling so much because I was depending on my own strength but when the Lord delivered me, it all became so seamless. I wasn't struggling anymore, he gave me the desire and power to seek after him again, my communion with him took off again, like I never left. I really couldn't move past your comment because I've been exactly where you are and I feel the need to encourage you with my testimony because God delivered me completely. Take time out and genuinely cry out to God and rededicate your life back to him and he will deliver you in his powerful name. Amen

[@whitehotmind]

God truly has been bringing the prodigals back home and even this morning this was my prayer because I know what it's like to be one. Thank you God for being so loving and kind! Wonderful testimony as usual! Thank you for sharing! God Bless this ministry and everyone attached!

[@chriswilliam22]

This is so awesome. I experienced something similar - I was out with some friends celebrating one of my buddies engagements and he’s a strong believer in Jesus. I had a feeling that I had to talk to him about me coming back to Jesus at some point that day and also life was weighing on me at that point, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Him not knowing this still pulls me aside and asks me, so how are you doing man? And I knew God had moved him to do this. It seemed like everything just spilled out about me coming back to Christ after years of running from Him. It was such a heavenly experience and the rest of the day was so great. Jesus is real and moving among us. I hope everyone can experience His perfect love. God bless