I tried so many times to come back to God and failed. | Phillip Blair

[@LivingBoldlyWithUyi]

Jesus help those who feel stuck in their sin! Give them the strength to turn away from their sin! In Jesus name amen!

[@jesusyeshuaelelyonelshadai6295]

Amen sister

[@iansmall882]

Amen

[@pottedgardeningbychrishaus2414]

he helps w other personal problems also

[@kengeorge3003]

MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

[@micgarn3331]

Amen please pray for me i am still stuck in self

[@martincamacho3671]

He describe my whole entire situation, I’m tired y’all. Please pray for me fr

[@sarahbuxton783]

@@annamartinez9102 me too.. and now I'm on the brink of death, I have prayed that he would bring me out of the pit.

[@YKstev0]

me too man.

[@GodlessFiend]

Why Martin

[@amjonyx8095]

Hey how are you now

[@GodsDaughter100Petersen-km4tb]

I have prayed for you and I believe God will make a way for you because He is Faithful. He loves you and He understands even when we feel as if He doesn't

[@GregChacon]

I just wanted to encourage you, saints: Don’t ever stop trusting in God. No matter how dark your situation is, there is ALWAYS hope!!! ❤️ 🔥

[@marylinelai8073]

True !

[@prayunceasingly2029]

Amen

[@99WcingPro]

Amen!

[@judyrodriguez6736]

AMEN🙋‍♀️ GOD BLESS YOU THANK YOU FOR UR ENCOURAGEMENT

[@JuanitaLRL]

@@nshadex72 Amen💕

[@abeytoby1900]

There once was a time when I was on fire for God, I used to pray every day and read my bible, but Now I've backslidden I don't pray often and it's been months since I've opened my bible. I want to get back to God but I don't know why but I can't. Please pray for me. I miss God so much. I'm a 17-year-old, Please remember me in your prayers.😢

[@NoeElyse]

I will pray for you. I came to know God at 20 yrs old, and was on fire but found myself wanting to explore what the world had to offer. Its been 6 yrs, im in repentance and praying to God for restoration. Understand how special and undeserved God's mercy is to us as sinners, dont take it lightly or loose sight of it. Its very dangerous going against God's instruction knowingly and there are consequences for it in this life trust me. I also found myself not able to repent after turning back to sin, we need God's intervention to be brought back to repentance, this is what im hoping for concerning you. Always hope, continue to pray for help, and always try again. Dont forget who you are.

[@valentianowiniger]

The greater the sinner the greater right he has to my mercy, let‘s keep trusting the LORD❤️ Don‘t worry his mercy is greater than any sin, I‘ll pray for you🙏

[@carlsmith6936]

I’ve been there easiest way to get back is share your problems don’t keep it to your self I’ll pray for you tonight ❤

[@JustinBlake-bf1bj]

Are you still struggling to get back with god

[@carlsmith6936]

@@JustinBlake-bf1bj no Justin I’m on fire for god I had three years in the wilderness god brought me back🙏

[@breathemj]

I remember it like it was last week (actually was 3 weeks ago lol) for 2 months straight I was in a world without my first love, my home, my God. A devoted man of the faith for a few years and I fell into a life of sinning. It was so miserable. I ran to pleasure because my flesh wanted it but it broke me each and every time. I remember telling God to just kill me, “I can’t stop sinning God just kill me, take me” I couldn’t stop the sin. I would even pray like God I can’t repent bc I don’t want to. It was horrible. I couldn’t sleep , I wasn’t happy , felt like the world was against me, even started to build hate for Christian’s bc I felt like they were better than me. I was so miserable, I would curse my birth , I would ask random strangers what God do they believe in ? Maybe I can serve that God because I sinned against my God. I started to find a new hope in stoicism (didn’t work) , buddhism (didn’t work) even tried to be a Muslim and Everytime they renounced Jesus Christ as son and savior my chest would hurt bad..so that didn’t work. I NEED HELP. I felt my God wanted nothing to do with me anymore. I was so upset with God “I don’t want to go to hell please I need you!” Nights were horrible, I was up til 5 am never could sleep. Hanging out with my worldly friends and I was always thinking of God and would randomly talk about him with them and they didn’t want to hear it. I was so alone without God , Jesus. My high priest I couldn’t talk to bc my mind was full of darkness. I was so hurt. I was running away from my mind and couldn’t get anywhere. Ran to pleasure to fill me up and friends …it didn’t. It never did. I cried to Jesus “please , please I beg you take me back , I won’t leave again I’m miserable I’m suffering please change my heart”. Eventually I came back. I’m 3 weeks almost a month back in the Faith, and guys … I’m so happy , content, stable. I’m so grateful and blessed. I can sleep again , smile again, just be alive again. Jesus I love you. Thankyou for taking me back. To the lost ones in sin; there’s hope in prayer. I literally would sin and then pray right after. I remember the morning after a embarrassing sexual sin .. I prayed. Something in me just couldn’t stop praying. Our Father listened. Jesus I can’t thank him enough. I never want to experience backsliding again, I’m better off dead than to live another second alienated in my mind from Jesus Christ

[@natasiachinyere]

Thank you for sharing this.. I had just went 2 months strong sober and no more sexual sin. I even got baptized… then I hit rock bottom financially and mentally and backslid with sexual sin literally last night. I feel so depressed it finally hit me after trying to act like I was okay all day to avoid the immense feelings of sadness.. I just have experienced such a peace with God and for me to sin again I just feel like I’m gonna be one of those lukewarm Christian’s forever and I know that there is no blessing in that… it’s just hitting me hard because I allowed temporary pain to make these horrible decisions and have temporary peace just to realize how much I’ve truly done by bringing sin back into my life. I just don’t even know how to feel but this gave me encouragement and I’m just going to continue to pray and just try to seek God. I have major issues and battles with loneliness but Jesus has brought me so much peace and I love him so much, I’m just sad that I’ve made Him sad again. I want to be in His will and I’m just praying that God doesn’t leave me, I don’t want his Holy Spirit to leave me, but I feel so much shame in what I did. Please keep me in your prayers.

[@breathemj]

@@natasiachinyere Sister I love you that’s first. Thankyou for sharing. Understand God loves you ! The fact you feel shame is proof that your heart knows it belongs to our dear Heavenly Father. Genesis 2:7 Adam became a living soul when God BREATHED into him. It wasn’t anything God gave him no money, food, alcohol, sex or drugs … it was the Breath of God that caused Adam to be considered a “living” soul. We can’t function without God. So keep running bac to him. He will forgive you if you are humble and of a contrite heart. I know I’m 3 weeks late but God bless you ❤️✝️🙏 please keep fighting the urges and submit to God. God will always help you in Jesus name

[@natasiachinyere]

@@breathemj Thankyou so much, I appreciate you getting back to me! I will continue to fight the urges and put my full faith into God!

[@andyhay7294]

Are you still overcoming ? 🙏

[@GailGrandel]

Thank you for this testimony. It touched me. He never gives up on us. So glad to read how you are restored.

[@justinchang7407]

Jesus is the only way to eternal life!

[@marylinelai8073]

Very true !

[@capricornforeva9334]

Yup!!

[@JuanitaLRL]

Amen 🌼🕯🙏🕯

[@drifttandemz101sidewayzz9]

Amen

[@seansswamp]

Amen!❤️ more people need to hear this

[@gracemorganspeaks]

Loving Jesus. Whoever is reading this and going through hard times, pain and delays know that God is with you and His plan is always the best.

[@JuanitaLRL]

Grace Morgan 🕯💕Amen

[@darkmatter503]

I feel like this video that he made is for me because I've been going through some tough times and it's really hard I'm just breaking Free from my old sinful habits and like you said it's like they want to put me back and I'm going through the struggle right now where they really don't want to let go and I don't want to go back to the way I used to be that person is dead and I am a new creature and Christ and every day isa struggle but I know that it's all in God's hands it's his fight not mine have to do his will not mine I struggle with this from time to time because my flesh is wantingto do the opposite so true what he says but I know I put my faith in Jesus Christ and whenever those thoughts and those desires come I pray in the moment and asked Jesus Christ togive me strength because I cannot do it on my own if I tried which I've tried so many times do it in my own strength and it wasn't possiblenothing came because he has released me from the bondage of drug addiction which was marijuana and a lot of people think that it's not an addiction but it's the worst one because it kills your desires in your motivation at least in my case although there was a lot more cynical things going.God gave me discernment and I know that there are people in my family who have done witchcraft against me and cursesto drive me crazy to not succeed in a lot of things but Jesus Christ has rescued me from all of those things there's no one like him and not like you said there's no greater feeling than when you feel the joy and peace that God gives you.

[@silversadie9342]

God bless you. 🙏♥️

[@franceshernandez515]

Thank you Brother Grace God bless you

[@Truthseeker0926]

No he is not!!!! where is he what is he doing for me?????? Abused by the world and the church!!!

[@lynnef9330]

Me too. I’m still struggling and it’s killing me a little bit every day. I’m double minded and hate myself for it. Ugh!!! 😑😑

[@noir_hero7294]

I know exactly how you feel, but more importantly, Jesus knows and he cares even more. God bless you.

[@alaskangal1973]

You aren't walking alone. God is with us in the mountains and in the valleys. I use to think that the valleys were too hard to bare. I felt such despair. Looking back at those times when the valley was so low I found gratitude in it. God always reveals things to us in the valleys. God loves you and He will leave the 99 behind for you!! Peace and blessings..... 🙂

[@joshuanai4212]

Hey Lynne, I resonate with you, but...I think God is reminding us that, it never started with us saving ourselves, but God sent his son for this reason, to save us from ourselves. I think we just need to keep on trying, Keep I’m praying, keep on letting go, and count on his strength through it all... I will be praying for you!!!

[@nevaehsoawesomestewart5910]

Aww just know I love you and keep fighting NEVER hate yourself your only human I know how you feel everytime a curse word slips out of my mouth I feel so guilty and angry at myself but I just have to remember that God is faithful and he always forgive you so keep fighting and praying hard🔥❤️

[@marylinelai8073]

Lynne F, devil is a liar, he makes you think you are worthless but NO, you are worthy, Jesus died for you dear so that you are free in Him, call upon Jesus genuinely, cry to Him, invite the Holy Spirit and enjoy yr beautiful relationship with Him ! Surrender to Him . . So worth it !

[@lonewolf30531]

I sinned again and failed him. I’m ashamed but still full of hope that he will guide me to a better life! A life with him. ✝️🙏

[@MariaNunhartova]

You need to come to the Catholic Church.

[@Jesus-Is-Lord]

@@MariaNunhartova no. You need to come the author and finisher of Faith

[@Jesus-Is-Lord]

I am glad you are still willing to turn to Him for guidance. How has it been tho? It been a month now. I hope you are growing stronger

[@virgildolph8823]

At the age of 37, the Holy Spirit was taken from me. I would not learn and accept that my salvation was NOT about ME. My service to God/Jesus and others was NOT about ME. After 30 years of chastisement, living without His Spirit, I finally learned and accepted that it was ALL about HIM. Jesus never left or forsook me. 5 or 6 times, in that 30 years, in the depths of my inequity I hit a wall, I cried out to Him. He would answer. His words would let me survive but I still had to fall deeper. After 30 years, at the age of 67, standing in my kitchen, I said out loud, not even knowing I was talking to God, I said "Is this all there is?! Is this going to be the rest of my life"?!! God/Jesus/Holy Spirit spoke. 6 years later, I still don't know if it was an audible voice or just so loud, in my mind, it sounded audible. God said "Have you had enough"? I bowed my head and said "Yes Lord". 6 months of thinking of every sin I could remember, repenting and seeking forgiveness. 6 months of thinking of everyone I had anything against and forgiving them. Some, I had to revisit, in my mind, in front of God, 5 or 6 tines before I knew I had truly forgiven them. At the end of 6 months, God gave me the first 2 visions I had ever had. I had had a very few dreams before, that I knew were from Him but never an awake vision. The first was of me and 11 others being filled and overflowing with Living Water. The second was a vision of Jesus accepting my soul I gave Him as a gift and carrying it to His Father. This was at 2 A M on the morning of 5/19/2015. 6 hours later, on the way to a prearranged golf game (I did not want to go-I just wanted to stay home and talk to Jesus) Jesus gave me back His Spirit, the Spirit if Christ, the Holy Spirit of God. All I wanted to do was pull over, run into an empty field and fall face down in front of God. Such power! It did not seem there was room in my car for His Spirit and me. All I could do was hold on to the steering wheel and I wasn't sure I could. As the Spirit began to subside, I did not know where I was or where I was going. Nothing, absolutely nothing looked familiar. I finally saw a road sign I remembered and made it to the golf club I had been to 100s of times. Worst round of golf of my life but over lunch I shared the visions with those I had played with. 6 years later, many visions and a few dreams, my Lord and God, proves to me He is able to finish what He started. We are but vessels. He made Mankind, male and female, to receive His Spirit. That is the purpose of His making mankind and placing physical life in us. We must receive His Spirit to fulfill the purpose He gave us physical life for. Jesus is the linchpin, that gathers it all together and locks it all in place. He will not throw out or loose ANY His Father gives Him. We were made for His pleasure and reflect His glory. This is only possible if we fulfill the purpose for which we were made and given life. To receive His Spirit - spiritual life.

[@elizabethasamoahasiedu6179]

"A double minded man is unstable in all His ways". LORD JESUS, help me and my dear brothers and Sisters out there..🙏🙏🙏.

[@lostagain6258]

Amen. 🙏

[@elijahlamola8149]

😞😞I failed him again

[@hilarysinei2028]

Amen 🙏

[@aaroncrutcher7360]

Me too

[@LacunaComanche]

Is that in proverbs?

[@dbenjshidzii9324]

Am also in the same situation, double minded and full of anxiety and failing everytime I tried and still struggling and asking God to forgive me and help me come out of the situation.

[@msegura6372]

Just fall into the loving arms of Jesus. He is trustworthy and will never let go! Read the Gospel of John over and over and let the Holy Spirit work in your heart. Let go of anything that is keeping you from GOD. The enemy of our souls has nothing good to offer. Turn to the good shepherd, the bread of life, the way, the , the life, the door, the one who gave his precious life for you and me. He created everything that exists and is good and wants to have a relationship with you. Open the door of your heart and let Him in. 💕💕💕💕🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

[@seansswamp]

M Segura AMEN!!❤️❤️ You said that great🙏🏾

[@michellecheriekjv4115]

...Have you been born again? The Bible says that Hearing the Gospel Call is the chosen way in which God calls us home. 📖 The Gospel is this...1 Corinthians 15:1-6 Jesus died for our sins...according to the Scriptures. Jesus was buried and rose again on the 3rd day, according to the Scriptures. He was seen of Peter, the 12, then of over 500 Brethren at once. 📖 Recognize that your a sinner in need of a Savior...and Christ Jesus is that man...God who came down from Glory and put on a flesh body. John 1:1 and John 1:14 📖 Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." 📖 Ezekiel 36:26 tells us "A new heart also will l give you and a new spirit will l put within you..." Thats telling us when God saves us...He changes us ! He gives us new affections, new desires...New Direction. He seals us with the "indwelling" Holy Spirit...the Spirit of truth. The Bible opens up and becomes "illuminated" to you...you will crave His Words. If l might suggest you start reading the Gospel of John Beloved. It will help strengthen you...it will draw you closer to God. Keep praying...Keep seeking....God is with you...l will pray for you. "Redeeming the time, for the days are evil." Ephesians 5:16 📖 May God Bless you..💕🙏

[@michellecheriekjv4115]

@leon4christ ...Brother l hope thst comment was for all of us....Thank you dear Brother...those words felt like a hug straight from heaven...you actually made me cry. I'm not used to Kindness of any sort. Ive only been saved a bit over a year and because l hurt my back in a Car accident l rarely go out. Soo l dont know any real life Christians...and all my family and my 3 friends all left me when l got saved and couldnt stop talking about God...they hated it. I have 3 prayers please. One that God save my 3 "unsaved" Children "soon". Kayla, Lindi and Matthew. They too absolutely "hate" hearing me talk about God...but how can l not...God's my everything and beyond. I read my Bible for hours a day...and am memorizing large amounts of Scriptures. But that doesn't replace a friend. Second can you ask God to send me some "Christian" friends in real life who are equally yoked. To go to church with and study the Bible with. Because if they dont love God, l will just drive them anyway like the rest. And Third can you pray for my health? Im in my 50's and am trying to get off the mediication the Doctor put me on, after the car accident. Im also trying to get my strength and health back and lose weight soo l can serve God. Thank you soo much...l rarely ask for Prayer request's but it felt like an invitation straight from Heaven. I try to help by teaching the Bible way to Salvation...like on "this" comment strand and by teaching and praying for anyone l can. God Bless you and Thank you.❤🙏💕

[@dbenjshidzii9324]

Thank s everyone 🙏

[@Kid4Christ.06]

I recently, for the trillionth time it seems like, ive come back to the feet of God. Ive never ever heard someone share such a similar story. As im writing this Im tearing up, bc I want God more than any sin, but I realize I unconsciously accepted that maybe Im the only one who who feels like this and is dealing with this. But to know that im not, it gives me hope! Ive been lost for a long time, and now i just feel so much more confident and hopeful that Im still able to become a true Christian i again. The Bible proves itself true all the time. This man has to be of God, bc this mean much more to me than anyone could ever know!

[@aaronfischer-m6b]

You made this 3 times ears ago and I needed it tonight. I have cried out just like you were saying. I am a backslider who use to preach that perfect word of our mighty champion. I’ve back slid now for over 5 years and I need prayer. I started lying for no reason, lusting at everything, been fired 3 times haven’t had my kids in church. All the while I know how to put on Jesus like a shiny coat, and I’m good at telling people how to be born again. But as CHRIST has said to others, I’m a white washed tomb, putting on Jesus over my filthy rags. And I’m so tired. Will someone please pray for me and my two little ones . Please

[@akernelofwheat4016]

Praying for you brother.

[@aaronfischer-m6b]

@@akernelofwheat4016 thank you very much, I’m thankful for the body of Christ I love you all

[@grantgibbon9618]

First step, church for your kids and you

[@zylecantago6395]

How are you, man? Just saw this. Praying for you.

[@Peter-gf8fl]

are you in church? as someone who's trying to find his way back after many failures best advice i can give at this point is to find a bible believing church some good christian friends trust me its rough you have to learn relearn and unlearn some things also be humble you said you used to preach the word.. be willing to submit and relearn everything because sometimes what we think we know we dont really know ive learnt that on my new journey get back to reading the word and praying and also try to learn on how to lean on God its hard i havent mastered that myself to just trust God and his word nothing else dont focus too much on doing the right things focus on Him

[@royline3761]

Am I the only one who feels like he was talking about me? Repentance is tough! But I know it's probably one of the greatest gifts God have ever offered. I chose to accept it. As difficult as it may be, I choose Lord Jesus

[@tyronebishop1719]

No, most of us brother

[@theservant752]

its because you have the wrong definition of repentance.

[@tyronebishop1719]

@theservant752 it means go the other way, we need to come against ourselves in agreement with God

[@theservant752]

@@tyronebishop1719 It means you change your mind from unbelief to belief in Jesus and what he did to save you. iT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR SIN! Sorry about the caps but most of you have need of someone screaming it in your ears because you are so far of in your doctrine. Salvation is simple, you simply believe and HE saves you. Not your own turning from sins or your "good"(mostly bad, not up to standard) works.

[@tyronebishop1719]

@theservant752 OK I see what you're saying and yes indeed, for me, I receive it by faith not because I deserve it but because of His grace, this is simply manifested in my outward behaviour as a willing servant (not to earn salvation, because it's impossible)

[@AprilsRedeemedAndSetFree]

In my filth, I heard Jesus say ENOUGH! And HE found me in such a wretched broken state. Praise God🙌 HE didn't leave me there, even though I deserved to be. God is Faithful and Loving❤️

[@hilarysinei2028]

Yeah.praise God am still praying for God's favor upon me too, pray with me to know him more

[@HKRUS-th9kv]

Thank God, I have felt this

[@nodramamomma8691]

Would you mind explaining what you mean by “filth”? You mean you were living in sins and He still had compassion? I’m having a hard time understanding God’s mercy and compassion and love for me. Like I wonder if He only loves His elect, or even those lost who are perishing in their sin??

[@dalt992]

@@nodramamomma8691 I feel the same way. I know he wants ALL to be saved but even though I search for Him I seem to keep getting in my own way.

[@WonderlustThing]

@@nodramamomma8691 help

[@Janicesaheed]

I got myself into sin, grew up in church, didn't ready bible ot prsy. It took me to get broken, depresssed. Almost to end my life, and Then thats when I reached out to God. Months later free from porn, masturbation, and depression. He heard my cry and saved me. For the first time I now have a relationship with Him, Ive never felt so free, my life changed. I have joy and peace. I actually am joyful. He is faithful. He is Faithful.

[@ltmltm4945]

You’re not depressed anymore?

[@StreetLove_x]

This is how I felt I’m glad God helped me many times I hated myself n tried to kill myself but God always stoped me this truly touched me thank you Jesus for taking away my pain and thank you for sharing❤️❤️❤️

[@marylinelai8073]

God is our good good Father !!!

[@prayunceasingly2029]

Sorry to hear that! This world has overwhelming suffering, sin and brokenness. But God's grace and love is greater than all that; Jesus conquered sin and death and suffered on our behalf.

[@repentandfollowjesuschrist6170]

How did u try to kill yoself?

[@patriciaking7892]

Elizabeth, I'm glad you're better 💞. I feel like I'm falling and can't get up. I've never been so depressed in my life 😭. I can't give up though. Stay blessed ❤️.

[@StreetLove_x]

Patricia King Thank you so much I been where u been I thought I’d never get out the hole I was in but when I came back to the LORD he freed me of my depression. The love I feel now is so great I wish u could experience with me

[@ZoraCeleste]

I'm going through serious depression, I haven't felt myself ever since I strayed away from My Father cause I've sinned again, again, and again, the guilt washes me over and I think to myself deeply 'I don't deserve The Lord and His Son's gift.. I'm gonna go my own way.' I always do this and I can't lift my spirits high enough to make me happy, I even look up to artists to make me happy but I still have no happiness, I had many breakdowns, negative thoughts, almost suicidal attempts (I was planning on drinking laundry soap), worshipping satan, lust, cussing, anger, anxiety, It's affecting me badly and I realize "I NEED TO SEEK HIM" and quit my sins for the GOOD and give up my life to Him cause when I control my life, I die in the inside but when The Lord, His Son, and The Holy Spirit is in my life.. I feel alive in the inside. If you can relate walk with The Lord, His Son, and The Holy Spirit today. Your not the only one alone in this. ❤

[@RichardM1366]

Jesus never left you. "I will never leave you or forsake you." The word never means never.

[@ameerajourney7914]

I’m going through the same situation right now , fighting my way back to Jesus Christ . Sometimes I feel like he gave up but I know he been testing me. I’ve been feeling bad spirits around me that give me anxiety

[@smilingheart9391]

My sister God testing only the good soldiers and you are one of them .God Bless you

[@krepler]

I feel the same way. I feel that Jesus has given up on me but I know this thought is of the devil. God will never abandon me. God bless you.

[@marylinelai8073]

Call upon the Holy Spirit, He is your beautiful Helper, He will help you for sure, He is mighty !!!!

[@odalyspio9730]

I'm in the same situation. Pray for me 🙏

[@SoundsofGladness]

@@krepler the Lord doesn't give up on his children. Remember what he did for you and me on the cross.

[@cecep7477]

I needed to hear this because I was once on fire for the Lord and now I’m back to my old sinful ways. Lord please help me😢

[@eemilohraluoma1347]

Fasting helps to reconnect to Jesus and repent from all sin and idles i backslid badly but God is merciful and faithful to restore go back to your first love

[@annamartinez9102]

Dealing with this

[@danieltnx]

Same

[@dustinthewind27]

I’m here with you, I also feel like I’ve created terrible examples for ppl by not showing Christ and representing him, I’m so low rn and I’m scared bc I’m nervous that he’s not hearing me and I just feel stuck and I’m left alone bc of those sins I’ve committed

[@cecep7477]

@@dustinthewind27 you’re not alone I’ve been struggling with the same with feeling disconnected. I start reading the word listening to sermons and delete social media for a few days then slowly get sucked back into the world. I’m terrified of going to hell my Spirit is willing but my flesh feels so weak. I started going back to church but still it feels like a chore. I’ll keep you in my prayers my brother🥹🙏🏾😢

[@steveguti6452]

Keep believing even when it's hard all things are possible with God praise God praying for everyone everyday God bless you all

[@tmhismybanner4498]

I hope you are better Steve? God bless

[@steveguti6452]

@@tmhismybanner4498 thank you for thinking about me I'm still very sick and suffers but I believe that God and the power of prayers is the best medicine we have left I'm grateful to be alive praising the Lord praying to God and praying for everyone everyday I'm praying for you and your family everyday until my last breath God bless you all

[@brysonpops206]

MAY GOD BLESS YOU TOO

[@franceshernandez515]

Thank you Brother Steve God bless you

[@midalysrivera1141]

Dios te va a sanar en su tiempo.

[@gallagher6904]

I've sinned. I've walked away from God. Please pray for me. I've really failed.

[@Infernus_Dante]

How are you now sister?

[@scottweier4285]

Been there and did that as well. Nothing better than letting God have control in your life, leading you into all righteosuness and setting you free of sin. It is very hard to get rid of yourself so Jesus can be in control, but once you do you will never want to go back!

[@rhymeskill]

Amen bro, I’m tired of being lukewarm. This has helped me immensely. I want Jesus, not a life of sin and not sin in my life. 😔🙏🏼

[@TwilaRob-yj1jn]

I was on fire for God for years, now I'm struggling to get my faith walk back, the devil really attacks you, through all sources to pull a true believer away, because he knows God could use us to make a difference. It hurts, because God is my first love, and I feel the world hates me for it

[@neilcope44]

Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs will be the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when they revile you and utter evil against you falsely in my name. Great will be your reward in heaven. If you feel distant from God then separate yourself from worldly things for a time or forever if you can. We need to be dead to the world, TV, secular music, social media, games etc they can all be distractions or even become idols. When we strip it away we make room for God, and it shows him we want him more than all these meaningless things. God bless you 🙏🏼

[@Next908]

Love when teachers are transparent man and honest and not try to seem perfect thank you for this man thank you💙

[@devontaejordan4644]

Same here bro

[@KingJosiahSnyder]

I needed this. I’m a backslider, and I’ve been pushing and repenting, but very recently had a breakthrough. Thank you brother.

[@aquila813apologetics3]

I've had a history of this too. What do you think of people who promote OSAS?

[@aquila813apologetics3]

@Citizen how u mean u dont feel bad? u mean u know ure fine?

[@Bella_bella334]

@Citizen you didn't lose it

[@jpmadison98]

@Citizen I don't know if you're still struggling, friend, but allow me to offer some words of encouragement. It is never too late for you. Repent and turn to the Lord and He will restore you no matter what you've done. If you truly seek presence with the Lord, He will "NEVER leave nor forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6, Hebrews 13:5. Jesus himself established in John 6:44 that "no one comes to Him unless the father draws them near." God wouldn't be drawing you unless there was an opportunity for restoration and repentance. Remember, God is a God of love and mercy. He's more concerned with reconciliation than condemnation! He desires all his children to be with him. God bless you!

[@ngreat4390]

It happened to me when I strayed into the new age. Repentance is a gift!

[@ceruleanc505]

AMEN, repentance is a Gift from GOD. Been there for some of it, waiting and praying on the rest.

[@rachelg.cuesta1436]

You were christian before going to new age?

[@steveguti6452]

With God everything is possible praise God praying for everyone everyday until my last breath God bless you all

[@luvmytots]

Amen

[@seansswamp]

luvmytots Amen! God is good!❤️

[@caymanwarrior6359]

Thank-you. God bless you brother! Praise God!

[@rodicadobrescu]

Steve,it seems that we folow each other in many chanels. I will pray for your health, I also am sick,would you pray for me? Thank you! Blessings my brother in Christ!🙏💖

[@steveguti6452]

@@rodicadobrescu thank you for your prayers I'm praying for you and your family everyday until my last breath God bless you all

[@drewwilson6639]

This is my story almost word for word! 3 months clean and everyday is a absolute roller coaster. Struggling with feelings that are foreign after being completely numb for so many years. Please if your reading this pray that God would see me through these tough times. Thank you and God bless 🙏

[@Sunny-oz8hm]

Drew wilson keep walking with Jesus Christ he loves you very much Drew! You can overcome any sins you committed don’t look back keep going forward with Jesus! You will win,you will defeat all the darkness in this world!, don’t be deceived by devils lie! Keep walking don’t look back! Start reading from psalms or proverbs!, Jesus got you !

[@marylinelai8073]

Drew, surrender to the Holy Spirit, only Him can help us live victoriously for sure ! Spend time with Him, He is sooo beautiful, i pray you encounter Him today !

[@patriciaking7892]

Drew, you're not alone 👍. I can relate to you oh so well. We're living in critical times hard to deal with 😭, and Satan is attacking us from every angle. It's a real spiritual warfare. We can't do this by ourselves, only with strength from Holy Spirit. I'm praying to God for strength to endure and a prayer partner. It's good to gather together with other Saints, but they're hard to find nowadays😄. In the meantime, I'll be praying for us all to endure till the end. Stay blessed ❤️.

[@FamiljenMazreku]

My brother we all someway somehow lived a destructive life and this is a known cause as when u really try to get close to God everything gets harder my brother! When I got baptised and really wanted to love for Jesus Christ I promise u brother I had real attacks and almost left the faith but Jesus never left me brother his promise was always there and always gonna be!! Today I am much better but I really surrender myself to him Bro u have to give every inch every day to him brother there's no 1 foot in the world and 1 foot in the Lord. We made a prayer chamber in one of the garderobes in my house brother that helped me alot to focus and to really just isolate myself to be with our Lord Jesus Christ! Don't ever lose hope brother trust me so many of us been there brother and it all sorted out with the help of the Lord! Seek his kingdom every day!! I love u brother! Seek help from brothers near u that u can trust!

[@julielimbert3728]

Praying for you brother

[@oseem.m4108]

This is exactly what I having now! I stand with God for a month but I find myself again doing the same sins and I feel very guilty and like totally abandoned by God! I fight to get out of but it’s very strong than me! Your testimony gives me hope and in Jesus Christ’s name I will be in permanent relationship and communion with God. Need prayers and I don’t want to continue sinning. I cray everyday in my heart but I failed always even after crying! Jesus Christ heals my soul from sins and saves me Lord.

[@tractorfone5567]

maybe you are under the accursed gospel of repenting of your sins, and being water baptised. Paul said we will be judged according to his gospel. Pauls Grace Gospel corinthians 15 1-4 is Believing on what Jesus Christ did at the cross, His death , burial and resurrection period. Boom the moment you BELIEVE that , you are Spiritual baptized , Sealed with the Holy Spirit of Promise for Eternity. Covering past, present and future sins. Get you eyes off of your sins, and keep them on Jesus Christ.

[@Striker20000]

I will pray for you🙏✝️

[@comokarenb.4615]

How are you now?

[@unionjackjohn]

I've prayed for you friend. How is your relationship between you and the Lord? I truly pray you're on the narrow path filled with the Holy Spirit. If not, keep trusting him as he will cleverer be faithful! May Jesus bless you.

[@evaamour]

@@tractorfone5567 love this! So true and so powerful, Jesus Christ is the only Way

[@LandonFerguson-o4h]

That was me...felt like I died...felt like I didn't care about god anymore and continued in sin but then I started going to church and I kept repenting and repenting and I felt so hopeless...I had no hope for myself..thought I lost salvation but I decided to turn against hopelessness..forget my pain and sorrow....now I'm hoping to let go off the sin...by the power of the holyspirt...I decided to surrender my life again..to jesus.. to christ...I decree and declare it.. even though I feel wrose...even though I felt drained and empty..even though I felt like god got tired of me and I felt like I was heading to fire..even soo I had faith...in jesus to turn my life around... on earth as it is in heaven.

[@romanrivera9992]

Please pray for me when I came to Jesus I repented and lived my most faithful years for 4 years then after I been backsliding for 8 years and my life has been an outer failer and mess. Who ever is reading this please pray for me

[@dcsflashtv2042]

Same struggle bro .... praying for you and do the same for me

[@romanrivera9992]

I will thankyou

[@ecclesiastespointofview7123]

Praying for you guys

[@willneverend777]

I am guilty of coming back to my old sin..."As a dog returns to its vomit, so fools repeat their folly." Proverbs 26:11

[@squigglyline6488]

Oh wow you beat me to the punch line I just said that

[@melindacortez1490]

God bless you brother Phillip Blair

[@RocknRoll-c4z]

Thank u Philip , thank u for being real ✊✌☺

[@phyllisg2833]

Young man. That is the most anointed, powerful, heartfelt testimony I have ever heard, and I have heard many. God bless you and keep you.👍😊

[@helenavaneden1684]

ÁMÉN....🙏🏿🌅🙏😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙌🏾🙌🙌🏿🙌🏻🙌🏽🙌🏼

[@trishwestlin-plaskon9235]

10/25/24 Mark!!!! Time is running out. Do it now! No more on the fence. Seek him while he can still be found. The enemy is prowling around and only wants to kill, steal and destroy. Jesus is your only salvation. I love you and Jesus love you. Mom

[@dalt992]

I'm down in the dumps of trying to let go of my own will and to let Jesus drive the car. Please pray for me. Thank you.

[@Mim39034]

I hope things are better for you now 🙏 I am in the same situation.

[@Leelee-ny9lt]

"If you are in control of your life, then God cannot be l" beautifully said!!!! TRUTH

[@NobodiesFan]

How do you not control your life?

[@Leelee-ny9lt]

@@NobodiesFan I'm thinking what Phillip Blair meant when he said that is this....if you personally are always about what you want then God cannot direct your path. Example: If you are saying to yourself, "Drinking with my friends and partying is not bad for me...it's ok..I'm not hurting anyone" however, God cannot direct your pathways when you are intoxicated. The spirit cannot dwell in unholy places. When your ALWAYS about the me, there's no place for the WE( GOD, Jesus Christ, and Holy Spirit). Just my thoughts. Great question!

[@elizabethrivera6996]

@ Leelee See that’s EXACTLY why I believe in self responsibility & LOA; it’s not up to God, it’s up to me. It’s my choice. Not his. I am in control of my life; I don’t believe in this religion crap. “You don’t believe in this fate crap 💩. You’re in control of your own life, remember?” -Oracle; The Matrix

[@Leelee-ny9lt]

@@elizabethrivera6996 hey, that was a year ago!!!! Usually I don't respond back to ANYONE! "Come on, Man" You quoted a movie...arghh

[@elizabethrivera6996]

@@Leelee-ny9lt it’s still true though for me anyway

[@Girlintheewild]

“For He says: “In an acceptable time I have heard you, And in the day of salvation I have helped you.” Behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.” ‭‭II Corinthians‬ ‭6:2‬ ♥️ encouragement for people! I have felt this same way and I’ve been so hurt that I figured everything late (in my opinion) but God has the divine timing. I hope this scripture helps someone.

[@Brucev7]

Cling to the Lord. Isaiah 55:6 “Seek the Lord while he may be found; call upon him while he is near;

[@jessicajopella5508]

Amen.

[@LOVEbelOwable]

Thank you sister God bless you ❤

[@mindfk394k]

Always the perfect timing

[@Streetpreaching7]

Repentance, believing in the Scripture of Jesus Christ and being BornAgain. Get out and share the Gospel if you are able

[@anderssandberg9859]

Luk 14:26 If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. Luk 14:27 And whosoever doth not bear his cross, and come after me, cannot be my disciple. Luk 14:28 For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it? Luk 14:29 Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation, and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him, Luk 14:30 Saying, This man began to build, and was not able to finish. Luk 14:31 Or what king, going to make war against another king, sitteth not down first, and consulteth whether he be able with ten thousand to meet him that cometh against him with twenty thousand? Luk 14:32 Or else, while the other is yet a great way off, he sendeth an ambassage, and desireth conditions of peace. Luk 14:33 So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsaketh not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple. Paul is testifying to Luke 14:26-33 2Co 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 2Co 12:10 Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong. Psa 18:32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. Psa 18:33 He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places. Psa 18:34 He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms. Psa 18:35 Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great. Php 2:13 For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. 1Pe 4:11 If any man speak, let him speak as the oracles of God; if any man minister, let him do it as of the ability which God giveth: that God in all things may be glorified through Jesus Christ, to whom be praise and dominion for ever and ever. Amen May God bless your family and ministry mightily Amen and Amen.

[@douglasphillips24]

I spent 30 years as a prodigal son but Jesus never gave up on me although God had every reason to do so but Jesus came running towards me at my lowest point of life & washed me clean; although I'm not the man I ought to be Thank God I'm not the man I used to be . Glory to God I've been Redeemed from total destruction of my life Jesus Has lifted me up. Awesome Testimony Brother . What seems right to a man leads too destruction but Gods Ways lead too Eternal Salvation through Jesus Christ.

[@blainhannam7478]

How are you now?

[@brendonlasalle8685]

Praise God brother!!🙏🏻 🥰🥳🖤❤️☝🏻❤️‍🔥

[@maryconte4474]

Praise the Lord, dear Brother. I was saved when I was a teen. However, I strayed away as a young adult. It took many years for me to get back to God. Two failed marriages, numerous affairs, and many trips to mental hospitals due to nervous breakdowns. I was looking for love in all the wrong places. Jesus picked me up and let me know he was there all the time. All I had to do was reach out to him and Repent!!! I even got baptized again in the name of Jesus. I was told I didn't need to get baptized again by a Pastor. However, I felt I needed to and I got a refilling of God's Holy Spirit. I now walk with God by his Grace and Mercy. I am a child of the King!!! The enemy can not deceive me anymore. I trust in God!!! I know he cares for me. I praise you Jesus!!! Hallelujah!!! Thank you, for Sharing!!!

[@mona_-dx3kz]

Same thing is happening with me bro. 😭😭😭😭😭 Please pray for me

[@garylee12345]

🙏🙏🙏💝

[@kiroro9734]

Jesus loves you, allow the holy spirit to guide you through run for the cross in Jesus name.

[@dheerajkamble1502]

It's happening with me too. Only Jesus Christ can help us.

[@Vekaparura]

Strong believe comes to those who believe strongly in GOD through Jesus Christ to teach us that nothing is greater than GOD so keep doing or living the life that you believe in GOD through Jesus Christ that you believe don't stop believing keep believing strongly in GOD

[@N3llyTCP]

I struggle with this everyday 😩.

[@venom82mlc]

Repent and live each day for his glory. 🙏

[@marylinelai8073]

Holy Spirit help you live victoriously, seek Him, have intimate time with Him !!! He loves you exceedingly . .

[@thehardertheyfall2702]

So do I and most of these followers think its so East to Repent Like breathing Ummm no its not. Many Christians have made me stumble in my walk and they don't care now I'm just about lukewarm and I have hardly no prayer life only A Hope to be in the Rapture. Many Christians left me on the streets for 10 years. No support system

[@theroseofsharon5064]

Takeheart daughter Many people who say they profess Christ as their savior will abandon you and do many things against you, but GOD will never leave you or forsake you. Believe that truth! Numbers 23:19 says that GOD is not a man that He should lie; neither the son of man that he should repent. Has He said, shall he not do it? Has He spoken shall He not make it good? I pray for you my Sister that GOD will strengthen your heart and send His servants your way so that you will be able to see and believe in the reality of His Grace and Mercy.

[@anastaziajade4604]

Wow.. this msg really spoke to me. I was baptized and delivered two years ago. A couple of weeks ago I fell into temptations. Ive been feeling so ashamed.. I fell right back into my sinful ways. The devil tricked me and I fell for it. I’ve been so heart broken and I’ve had so much resentment towards myself. Your words brought me to tears. It’s been everything I’ve been living the last couple of weeks. Please pray for me. My name is Anastazia . God bless thank you.

[@paulalexander1960]

Prayers your way. If we seek him daily on our knees and in his word he is faithful only to reveal more of himself to us. God bless

[@tractorfone5567]

maybe you are under the accursed gospel of repenting of your sins, and being water baptised. Paul said we will be judged according to his gospel. Pauls Grace Gospel corinthians 15 1-4 is Believing on what Jesus Christ did at the cross, His death , burial and resurrection period. Boom the moment you BELIEVE that , you are Spiritual baptized , Sealed with the Holy Spirit of Promise for Eternity. Covering past, present and future sins. Get you eyes off of your sins, and keep them on Jesus Christ.

[@lifeschooljesus4423]

@Anastazia: Good that this message spoke to you! But you should not let yourself put down by the devil. Jesus knew on the cross our sins and he choose to sacrifice himself once for all the sins! Because he loved you and me and all the people. You know I had sins in my life for more than 20 years and as I stopped looking at the sin, but turned to Jesus it's gone. We have to stay in his love! He is so good to you and even he can't see sin, he loves us. That is why we are free from law, because of his deeds. So we can't be proud of ourselves, but only admire him and love him back. He is interested in you! Stay loved in Jesus Christ. David from Germany

[@misstramaine1981]

God bless you sister. fast and pray, get in the throne room of God and pray on your face before the Lord. You'll be set free from habitual sin. Fast and pray. Do it now! For 24hrs! Surly you can give God 1 day of fasting. You can do it.

[@anastaziajade4604]

tractor fone no it wasn’t a curse. It was a gift I was definitely reborn and washed clean with the blood of Christ. When I was a child I knew God.. my fathers side of his family I believe has had a curse. He passed away when I was 6 months old along with his 4 brothers all from drug addiction. I didn’t really know my fathers side of the family but I did visit one summer my nana his mother when I was about about 16-17. She Had me sleep in the same room and bed that he died in. I had some weird experiences at that house that summer.. I left Massachusetts where she lived and went back to Florida and I right away quit swimming something I loved and had been dedicated to ( swam for 11 years and placed states and nationals) I slowly fell into temptations and the bondages of the flesh. I got married and we have two kids. We also all attended Church before I did my believers baptism, I just didn’t have my heart truly in it. I didn’t really understand Everyones excitement about Jesus and the gospel. I honestly shamefully sat in the back and fell asleep many Sundays. Long story short. I was having a lot of marital problems and I was on anxiety meds and adhd medications that my doctor prescribed me for betrayal trauma and my “adhd” and having a non verbal son with autism. I had tried to get off the medication because I felt like it really wasn’t good for my mental health. The withdrawals from the anxiety meds just seemed impossible and the adhd meds were the devil. I had prayed about it but my heart wasn’t truly in it or connected with God. I was walking out of the Salvation Army one Saturday afternoon and a group of college kids asked if They could pray for me. I of course said yes.. Later that night I felt this conviction that I needed to be baptized with My son that was supposed to do his believers baptism at a beach baptism in a few weeks with our church using his augmented communication device. I felt this unbelievable pull to get baptized. I called my pastor and asked if I could be baptized with my son that Sunday, I told him that it was an important day that it was my dad’s birthday. That day my pastor did a sermon unknowingly on “skeletons in the closet.” When I look back Many things had tried to stop me and get in the way of me being baptized that Sunday I really believe it was the devil. My autistic son and I were baptized that Sunday. I didn’t even know what deliverance was to be honest. I had all this wealth of knowledge after I was baptized about the Bible and God. I was praying one morning and just started speaking in tongues. My soul was washed clean.. I had no withdrawals at all and no cravings from any of the medications I was on. I didn’t even want to drink coffee.. I had forgiveness in my heart, no anxiety or fears. I was reborn because Jesus saved me and washed me clean from the curses of my family. I know what i experienced. It was THE HOLY SPIRIT and I was lead to be baptized and SAVED. God bless and thank you for your prayers. 🙏

[@cathygarrick9957]

I'm at a crossroads. Jesus Christ help me

[@onemanwolfpack3386]

Man I felt like you the same. Jesus will never leave us nor forsake us. No matter how many times we do the wrong thing he loves us. I walked away from Jesus once I walked away from him many times and I heard his voice say “I Love you” That night I started crying for my life and my spirit for Jesus. I made my choice to come back to Jesus Just crying in tears for him again. I came from walking away from him to coming back to him again and again. This night coming back to him I felt ashamed that I walked away from him I felt spiritually isolated that I made my hearts promise to him and felt unworthy to break it. I came back to him repenting from walking away from him and back in his arms once again. He set my heart on eternal flame anyway and loved me and he waited for me to return to him once again. I said Jesus I am so sorry😭 because he loves me far deeper then this world and any world combined. I owe him my all.❤️ I owe him back my heart and my all for him giving me his life so my soul will live forever!!!

[@brigittanagy9087]

Wow. I had almost the same issue. I repented in 2008, but turned away from Christ in 2015. I kept trusting God, but against Christ I had strong resistance, and at the same time I wanted Him to come back to the Earth so much, it was a very ambivalent faith. I trusted God, but I saw it was not enough. Without Christ we fall back into our carnal world, being a christian won't work without Christ :) . I had no hope, I couldn't imagine how God could recreate me, I didn't understand why I was unable to be a good christian, I tried 100 times, but I couldn't, and I had worse sins than I had before 2008. It seemed impossible to me to be in the same faith again I was in between 2008-2013. The problem started at the end of 2013 and in 2015 I wanted Jesus to go out from my life, due to the heavy problems I had between 2008-2015 (imprisoned into a flat with noisy neighbours, due to a bank loan contract which was impossible to terminate due to the economic crisis in 2008, with 5-6 hours sleeping through years, hopeless platonics, waiting for a husband from God, stomach ache - at 27 I looked and felt 45). In 2015 I got rid of the bank with God's help and moved to another place, everything seemed to be OK, and there was the option of a good start again, but by that time I was so annoyed and tired that I shouted with God and Christ all the time. The years of imprisonment in the flat were tough, but the toughest thing was to realize in 2015 that I was there alone and without money and I had to start my life again at the age of 33 and this rather increased my depression, instead of being happy about getting rid of those many bad things. In 2016 I went deeper, I met someone and he was absolutely not the right one. From the things he said I started to be in terrible fear, we split up very quickly after 2 months, and I ended up in panic sickness in summer 2016. I never knew what panic sickness is till I had it, it literally means you don't even want to go out anywhere. I didn't want to go down into the shop to buy food. I rather ate 2-3 small sandwiches I had at home. I lost weight and looked like a skeleton, my parents were literally crying about me in those times, I made them so sad. Also I didn't want to go home through 2 months to countryside to my family because I felt ashamed, I didn't want them to see me. I couldn't even look at strong colours or talk to loud-talking people, listening them was too intensive to me and I had pain when listening them. Watching the metro cars or the trams was also a pain, not to mention the noise of cars on the streets, especially the ambulance noise. By that time I didn't read the Bible for long time, I was angry and I didn't want to read it. In the panic sickness I was not even able to read it because reading things was also a pain, too much for my brain. I could read only 1 sentence from it: John 14:1 "Let not your hearts be troubled; believe in God, believe also in me." And I prayed for the manifestation of this verse in my life. If Jesus is really the Son of God, then this verse should have power on my life. By the end of 2016 things changed, I found a good job and enjoyed working there. Also I went back to the church, but I saw that things there didn't change and they are more corrupt than before. I cried out to God if there is any good church in the city, if God is still working in that city somewhere. During this time 2016-2018 I had my fights with my mind as I had angry emotions towards the ex, at nights I couldn't sleep from anger. But the days were good in the office, I loved those days. Every weekend I travelled home to countryside to my family, it was a real rehabiliation, being with them and with my dog. In 2018 I found a good church and first I was still fighting with Christ inside, but after a few months I gave up my fights and opened my heart again to Jesus. I literally shouted to Jesus in March 2019, but couldn't stay on the vine for more than 2-3 weeks. It took further 0.5 year to come back again, till I could say: "Jesus, please come back into my life and come into my family, too". And I still had to learn how to stay on the vine. To do something every day that brings me closer to God and Jesus, and helps staying in God's holy presence. I managed to do it between Nov 2019-Febr.2020, then I had problems again with falling out into carnality, I started to speak ungodly. This time the problem was that my workplace became an idol in my eyes, and I worked long hours, especially in the quarantine period, from morning till late evening. This work contract got terminated at the beginning of May, thanks God, now I can say (they fired me because I told some colleagues that they were not working well, but hindering us, the diligent ones with their continuous private chats and poor job). In May-June-July I had neuritis vestibularis, which is the worst sickness I ever had, I was dizzy through months. And I had no hope if I will ever be healthy. I read on the net that some people had this through 2 years. But B6 vitamin+Magnesium helped a lot. Through 5-6 weeks I didn't understand why God didn't heal me (I am healthy since August). And I started to go deep into the Scriptures and also I saw these rapture dream videos on youtube, and that was the point when I woke up and realized that we are very close to the rapture!! I am so happy that God allowed me these things to go through because otherwise I would be still there, working from morning till late evening, handling invoices and I wouldn't know that Jesus is coming very soon!!! And since then, in the past 2 months, even if I make mistakes, I have hope every day because I know that God is so merciful!!! And Jesus!!!! How could I describe Him????? He is a Gentleman!!!!! He was standing there 4 years long at my door, He didn't break in the door, He allowed me to realize that He was there throughout the whole time and waiting! Although I was in terrible sins between 2015-2019 and He didn't leave me! So now I have HOPE that He will take me out from this world. Thank you Jesus! Please help me keep staying in Your presence, and please help the people who are struggling with the same problems to understand, that You are the only solution and we cannot do anything from our own power in order to get saved, only You can save us - and take us out from this world in the rapture! PLEASE HELP PEOPLE TO STAY ON THE VINE, EVERY DAY! We love you! Thank you!

[@spiritofgodchannel9562]

Thank you for sharing your testimony.

[@betheyajacobson2863]

How do i keep my fire goin?

[@peacefulwater9689]

I'm freshly born again and I get up and fall every single day. The worst part is that it's almost impossible to understand what is your sin, so that you can repent of it, when you are in such state. Or, I just deny it and refuse to see it... It's very hard to force yourself to see it, because you can't understand what's going on when you fall into the backslidden state. And yes, after you realized that you have fallen into the backslidden state, you don't even want to be doing anything, you don't want to be doing anything you would be doing before getting saved, because you know that every single action that you make, every single breath, every single thought, is filled with sin, with provocation. In such state, you don't believe anything you say. Even if you are repeating a truth, you don't believe it yourself. You are lying even when you are saying the truth, because you don't believe it yourself.

[@brigittanagy9087]

@@betheyajacobson2863 with short, honest prayers, and God answers them? And Jesus is doing something with us in the background for sure, because from our own power we wouldn't be able to stand. Somehow He doesn't let us give up. My story since then became even more tough. This time in 2021/2022 there were issues in the family, sickness, cancer, agressivity, alcohol, persecution, depression, hospital, I wouldn't detail. I would highlight from my former comment that we should do something every day that keeps us on the vine. (For me today it is to be surprised on this former comment of mine, it seems yt is showing again the replies. And I was able to read my own story and get the conclusion from it.) There are tough times in life when we feel/experience imprisoned. Now I remember that 2 yrs ago I prayed " God, please keep me when I won't be able to pray for myself". And this is where I am now. I literally experience that God shows signs of responding this former prayer. I am not able to pray for myself for longer time, just maybe once or twice a year (last time when I was on an airplane :) it was a must to pray, and I was surprised to hear the inner voice I haven't heard for long time, "don't be afraid, my child" - I was surprised that God still calls me as His child). For others I can pray, for them I have more faith than for myself. God, please keep your people.

[@brigittanagy9087]

@@peacefulwater9689 me, too, since then I cannot count how many falls and standups I had. Somehow God doesn't allow me to give up, something always happens that reminds me that God is still there and still hears and answers honest prayers, even if those are angry prayers, the focus is on honesty. I think He is answering a prayer I prayed 2 yrs ago, it was "keep me when I won't be able to pray for myself".

[@dbkaran5032]

The sunset in the background is glorious🌞

[@dbkaran5032]

@@AngelDrewThomas Awww thank you so much for sharing with me .I will listen.😁👍 My brother may God continually bless you . May God open doors for you that no man can shut . I pray that Gods light will shine through you and those that hear will turn their lives around. I pray that God will anoint you to be a singing evangelist drawing huge crowds from the north ,south,east and west your audience will be larger than Bro Philip Blair. Its imperative that you remain very close to your covenant brother to win the loss for this end time army. You will not follow the ways of the celebrity gospel singers of the past. God says you are unique and made in his image and will speak and sing his heavenly language Isaiah 43:18-21. I am doing a new thing!! 😀 Always remember it's not by might nor by power but by his spirit. You will ba an anointed singing evangelist that will lift burdens and break yokes through the power of the holy ghost. When you sing demons will flee. You will be fully armoured and equipped like ephesians 6 putting on the whole armour of God. Heavens entourage will surround you at all times. DO NOT FEAR for the Lord thy God is with you. Every blessing🎉🎊🎊

[@mikerodgers2249]

This is how I feel everyday I cant seem to find my way back

[@fabiolasanchez8148]

Mike Rodgers , Jesus loves you . Run to him. God will help you❤❤❤

[@marylinelai8073]

The key is surrender to the Holy Spirit !

[@lauradurango9752]

God loves you so much! he wants u and he is always there for you

[@of6024]

FABIOLA SANCHEZ the way you phrased it does NOT help. Read again what he said...

[@tractorfone5567]

maybe you are under the accursed gospel of repenting of your sins, and being water baptised. Paul said we will be judged according to his gospel. Pauls Grace Gospel corinthians 15 1-4 is Believing on what Jesus Christ did at the cross, His death , burial and resurrection period. Boom the moment you BELIEVE that , you are Spiritual baptized , Sealed with the Holy Spirit of Promise for Eternity. Covering past, present and future sins. Get you eyes off of your sins, and keep them on Jesus Christ.

[@letstalkaboutit7983]

It's not much of sin that is holding me back .. but I feel like there's demons attached to me ... They make me lazy .. I see prayer and bible time as a burden instead of a blessing and privilege .. and I'm trying I'm trying so hard but I feel like I can't escape ... I feel like I don't even know who I am ... I want more than anything to follow and serve the Lord ... More than anything ... But I feel like I can't .. when I do pray I wish he would visit me and make me whole .. I'm impatient and when he doesn't I lose faith and the enemy comes in and steals once more . I am so tired ... So broken.. sometimes I feel like I can't even cry

[@SFLACZA]

Wow. I have been sinning with abandon. I haven’t been praying or reading my Bible or going to church because my job requires me to work Sundays. I feel so far from the life I feel I should be living. When I think to pray I just pass on it because I feel no power. I am upset that this is how I have been living but as I watched this in the park I felt a mighty wind and watched the trees being blown and I was reminded of our God’s mighty power. I pray for myself and anyone reading this to be overwhelmed by the presence of the Holy Spirit.

[@joelwilliam7295]

Maybe you should change your job cause it’s taking the place of God

[@SFLACZA]

@@joelwilliam7295 I did thanks

[@חִלולהשםחִלולהשם]

God bless you and your ministry Blessings be upon you in many more ways than one can imagine

[@seyidaniel3423]

Bro Olisa, is this you?

[@THEBLAZENATOR]

I became a Christian at the age of 12 and I always had sin in my life and it got worse and worse, tragedy after tragedy untill I was homeless living in the woods for years doing drugs and absolutely miserable untill I had a stroke but now I have two jobs and go to church every week and pray as much as I can and constantly seek his will and pray for forgiveness trusting in the Lord Jesus christ, God chastises those he loves

[@truckcountryllc9980]

" He who the Son sets free, is free indeed. "

[@Fromanotherearth]

I suffer from pcos(Polycystic ovarian syndrome) and from OCD kind of, and also from mild TBI from a car accident years ago as a child. I also have emotional problems and I even sinned a lot even behind my parents back even as a kid. I've been crapped on like my whole life. Also pray for my parents, they are Catholic but it's unbiblical.

[@nodramamomma8691]

@@Fromanotherearth Jesus, I humbly ask for you to help this child of yours who is broken and hurting over her family, along with her own tribulations. I pray you give her the strength to overcome for Your glory and for the glory of your precious blessed Son, Jesus. Open Bianca’s spiritual eyes and her heart in order for her to see, understand, and feel the overwhelming pure love you have for her and her family. Open her family’s eyes so that they may come to you, Jesus. Make a change in Bianca so great that her family and others see it and desire to come to you and get saved. Wrap your loving arms around Bianca so she can feel your love and peace for her that surpasses all understanding. This I pray in your Holy Precious, Blessed name, Jesus Christ. AMEN! 🙏🏻

[@iwantyourcookiesnow]

I am in a pit now. Bipolar disorder. 54 years old. Extreme depression and anxiety versus manic phases. Asking God why did you make me in the first place? I go through phases of suicidal ideations. Even asking God to take my life. I’m in six figure debt. Unemployment basically.

[@WiggleJimmy]

I don't know the full circumstances of your life, but I know that whatever problems you are having God and His love for you is greater than all of them. I have no idea what the future holds for you, or for me, but so long as I ask God to help me walk along the path He has for me I know it will be okay, because all roads of His design lead to Jesus Christ and peace and love through Him who saved us. Edit: I said a prayer for you. I want you to know that the same God who was with you on your day of salvation, the joy you once felt with Him is the same God who watches over you now. He knew you would feel this way one day, and He still called you. The Lord is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. The Lord is the hope. He IS the treasure.

[@janetdrews525]

I’am praying for you…I understand. I know that what we are going through will not last forever. The Lord knows all and He is using it all for His glory. It’s a test of our faith…will we thank Him and praise Him in the real tough times. God bless you.❤️🙏

[@ecclesiastespointofview7123]

Praying for you

[@bonniegreen4398]

I can’t tell you how timely this message is. This is my turning point. I’m in awesome how God will go love you back to him is so many ways. Thank you so very much for sharing this message. Hallelujah!

[@MyAdonai1995]

"Either you are in control of your life, or God is. You can't have it both ways". Great truth!

[@amwil4980]

God controlled my life when I was born again about 3 years ago During lockdown I slowly started to control my life God took a back seat I've become unrecognizable The old self I went through a real rough time Everyday I make time to pray I read the bible again The peace of the lord is starting to re enter into my heart

[@gideonsinghmog6743]

I have decided to follow Jesus my Saviour. I'm not turning back again because Jesus is the only Way, Truth and Life !!! Amen !!! Thanks for sharing your testimony!!! God bless you!!!

[@Onelightoftheworld]

That is where our adversary wants to keep us and he says we’re hopeless, but Christ says through Him there is hope.

[@Onelightoftheworld]

Angel Drew Thomas - Absolutely! I will check it out.

[@Ashleykaitlynnw]

Yep that’s what I’m dealing with right now...

[@noahtaylor710]

I'm in that pit now. I ask for prayers from believers. I've struggled with pornography for years now. I'm sick of sin being in control of my life. I feel that my heart is hardened and it scares me. I'm 25 years old now. I don't want my life to be one of sin anymore.

[@James-r9f4u]

How are you?

[@Green-cm4eb]

Oh my gosh, every time I am having a problem spiritually, I come to your video's and you're talking about the very thing I needed. I was saved in 1978 at 28 yrs old. I had so much joy. I talked about Jesus every waking minute. I had the ministry of visitation, door to door, sharing Jesus Christ. I thought I was strong. Then I slipped back. I know that can happen to anybody, any Christian. Keep reading his word, keep praying, and going to church. These things are ESSENTIAL!!!!

[@ceruleanc505]

He KNOWS!!! HE IS FAITHFUL, WE AREN'T. HE. KNOWS.

[@izzymansour7053]

Wow, how are you doing now?

[@Min_1000]

I really needed this I am struggling to get back to God and I'm crying every single day in prayer I want that inner peace and that big faith I had in him I could feel like my soul is hurt so much I know wat it feels like to have that perfect relationship with Christ If I sinned and realise it I will not continue to do that sin even though the devil puts the thought that "you already sinned so it doesn't matter if you sin a bit more" but I always said no for christ made me aware of it. Pls pray for me I'm struggling with productivity, because of phone addiction, every day I cry to God to not hide his face from me pls pray.

[@Min_1000]

@@amomentoftime1963 thankyou so much I hope the best for you too

[@Deionfits]

I’ve been struggling with similar situation, how’re you doing now?

[@JmStyles93]

Amen! Please pray for me, I need to break this cycle of sin.

[@marylinelai8073]

Surrender to God, we are nothing without His Holy Spirit, only Him can free us !!!

[@avelinaleyva2269]

Never stop praying to Jests to help you , keep asking Him over and over , you want it so much He will help you . He rides through the clouds helping His saints , giving them strength and. power. psalms 68:34-35, Deuteronomy 33:26-27.

[@amosdotl6892]

Johan. Jesus sits next to you...that's all you need to know.

[@JmStyles93]

@@amosdotl6892 That touched my heart. Thank you very much.

[@JmStyles93]

Thank you brothers and sisters in Christ.

[@lavalord363yt9]

I experienced the love of Jesus but I am not doing what he says. I want to so badly but something is wrong with me and I just don’t. Please pray for me guys to love and worship my loving and just god. Thank you for this video it is exactly how I feel right now thank the lord.

[@C74Castillo74]

Dear Saint... We all have these battles at different degrees. Begin to starve your flesh, and begin feeding your spirit with the Word of God. And fall prostrate before Him. HE is faithful beloved.. Stay in Him!

[@lavalord363yt9]

My brothers and sisters. I just wanted to share with you guys how im feeling right now. I’m at such peace I can’t even explain it. God gave me strength and motivation to read the Bible. I started reading Luke, I’m halfway done. After that I came across a bible verse whilst I was seeking answers and this specific verse literally just took so much load off my shoulders. The uncertainty, doubt, anxiety, this verse just had so much to do with how I was feeling and what I needed. Thank you god for guiding me to this verse. The verse was “Ecclesiastes 11:9 Young people, enjoy your youth. Be happy while you are still young. Do what you want to do, and follow your heart's desire. But remember that God is going to judge you for whatever you do.” I thank you to whom ever prayed for me it worked it in an instant hallelujah. Thank you guys so much. And praise GOD almighty. Thank you so much for the prayers. And thank you JESUS ❤️ I love you. Thank you to my Christian brothers and sisters. May god bless all of you.

[@biscuits2572]

I came back to the Lord still addicted, but I tried and cried and eventually Jesus rescued me from my sins.

[@warriorforyah777]

I can relate, I let doubt creep in and listened to the devil, now my life is in ruin. I had such strength in my faith prior and was given beautiful things from the Lord including a wife when I became homeless. Sadly I lost sight and became blinded to things, complaining and not realising how blessed I was by the precious blood of Christs sacrifice. I have repented but now my Godly wife has abandoned me. I have been truly humbled and my pride and sin gave the enemy a foothold to divide and destroy me. Only Yahusha saves. Thank you for sharing friend

[@SoundsofGladness]

I approve this message 100% To God be the Glory!!!

[@CJayyyyyy]

This hit home . God bless you man

[@semmiewilliams6761]

My diagnosis completely thank you Jesus for this word

[@sarahbuxton783]

I just need Jesus... Only him.

[@EricLucero]

"If you are in control of your life, God cannot be." Hits hard! Amen. I'm begging God to take the wheel. Pry my stubborn hands off it if need be. Help me Lord. 🙏

[@JHdiamond]

The Father sees all the backsliders from a long way off. He is running your way. Just keep coming after losing all, still keep coming, with the lick of faith, it is enough. Let the Father raise you up.

[@willytangkere5784]

We are still in the flesh , That’s why we. need our Lord JESUS every single second in our life

[@isakewee4200]

Amen

[@langw2461]

yes.. God help us

[@trustjesus9881]

Repent and believe in Jesus and be born again. Humble yourself before the Lord and He will lift you up. Jesus will never fail you if you have faith in Him. God bless🙏

[@danielpetrik8662]

I've fallen because of my pride, I was fighting with pride to return to the Lord, Lord want me to change, but I still fighting with pride, I want go back to the Lord

[@theurbanthirdhomestead]

For me it was my vanity.

[@ardiegeier7378]

Brother you speak truth, I know your story. I live your life! It ended when God broke me, really broke me. True towards the end of my road I asked God to take everything from me, break me. God did. Oh you so speak the true. I can say amen to all you say. God shared Psalm 118:18 with me. Psalms 118:18 NIV [18] The Lord has chastened me severely, but he has not given me over to death.

[@ZoraCeleste]

Aw Amen. ❤ How's your relationship with The Lord going?

[@ardiegeier7378]

@@ZoraCeleste Its been an ongoing journey. He has been showing me how much he loves me. He given me such a desire to study his word (Bible). My pray life has greatly increased. I am a introvert, but God has changed that, I share Christ wherever I go. When I share I find that it just flows out of me like living water. I often think I could Jesus forgive such a person like me, but then I realize I am not Jesus. I remember in Matthew the disciples ask Jesus after the sermon on the mount who can be saved. Jesus replied with God all things are possible. Jesus can save even the most terrible sinner. That's why he came. Only God knows the heart. He will not turn away a broken heart, trust his word.

[@ZoraCeleste]

@@ardiegeier7378 Oh wow, amazing! This is very precious. Amen to that! ❤ Your advocating me by this message and I understand more than what I did. I'm happy to read this message! ❤ God bless your heart.

[@BurgerSleuth-yx1ke]

Truth is God doesn’t leave us nor forsake us, and we can’t walk away from Him, He promised to always be with us. He always right there just waiting for us. God bless friends 🙏

[@ZoraCeleste]

Wow Amen. ❤

[@alexissmith7875]

❤❤❤🙏🏾 this is what i needed to hear😭😭

[@alexissmith7875]

@@AngelDrewThomas it was amazing ❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@sunnyibe223]

It's exactly my present condition right now,,,, oh lord I wanna get back to you, help me oh lord 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@SoundsofGladness]

He is waiting for you with open arms. Just run to him.

[@karollisa7022]

I completely related to this!!!! Its so easy to get caught up in worldly pleasures. Broken and bitter with horrible anxiety. Prodigal child feeding the pigs. That was me! Thank you Jesus for pulling me out of the muck! Thank you for your redemptive grace and mercy.

[@tyronebishop1719]

I've been there, I found that reading the word first thing in the morning and last thing at night, relentlessly no matter what and He will draw close to you, let the Holy Spirit guide you and listen intently to Him, and obey

[@magdalenastrzesniewska]

I recently came back to God after a year of backsliding, i struggle to fight with my flesh, repent daily and talk to God and pray everyday.

[@southkoreaupdatestv]

Please remember me in your prayers

[@magdalenastrzesniewska]

@@southkoreaupdatestv of course brother, may i ask whats your name is and what is happening so that i may pray accordingly?

[@dcsflashtv2042]

​@@magdalenastrzesniewska I'm struggling too pray for me

[@magdalenastrzesniewska]

@@dcsflashtv2042 i will 🙏

[@Idontknow-i1k]

How are you now?

[@bvillacorta13]

Your videos are always on time. God bless you 🙏

[@GregChacon]

Amen!

[@marylinelai8073]

True

[@misstramaine1981]

Yes!

[@teofello1030]

Facts

[@a.krishna3924]

everything he said.....happened to my life....and this year was the year he picked me up again and started afresh, I can't imagine going back

[@severedsolace]

I spent years backslidden and numb, feeling dead inside and I have come back and it has been a roller coaster, holding on to the faith by my finger tips currently, feeling things that I haven’t felt in over 6 years. Here’s my story not in detail. Radically Born again in 2010 but thought I could flirt with sin here and there and get away with it I guess. I was very wrong. Then in 2013 I was deceived by two false prophets which transferred the kundalini spirit to me and I was led down the darkest path of my life. Realized I had been deceived and I ran from God for 4 years, I thought I was utterly doomed and rejected by God and severely condemned, I was terrified of Him, became scared to even pray, I tried to come back in 2018, fell right back into deception but slowly but surely my eyes were opened to how deceived I’ve been and then in October last year I was delivered from the kundalini spirit, i spent 6 years in a kundalini awakened state and then finally delivered last year but it’s been one of the hardest journeys of my whole life trying to bounce back. It’s been a year since I was delivered and it has been SO HARD. I thought I was going to be stuck like that forever but nope I was delivered so that gives me hope. I am still broken beyond recognition. Even though I experienced such a radical deliverance I still battle with despair every day. This year has been one marked by many powerful spiritual attacks that have wearied me greatly at times. For those who are willing, please pray that I make a full recovery.

[@jenofthejungle3023]

This is where I'm at. Why does God make it so hard to find your way back? I'm relearning what it means to die to myself. It doesn't come with that strong desire to submit that it used to. I have to force myself to do something I don't want to do. It's so much harder. Maybe because I've been away from the love for so long? I don't know but I seriously appreciate this video. It's come at the right time.

[@SamariaJones-ow3iv]

This is exactly how I feel. How are you now?

[@purposedpeoplepraying]

How beautiful is God's creation! That sunset is confirmation that God is in control of everything. We kick sooo hard against Him refusing the peace He offers when we surrender. Be encouraged believers and surrender unbelievers. You won't regret it!

[@skidwirks7660]

Well done Phillip!!! Excellent testimony! Excellent presentation! (and beautiful sunset!)

[@lalapinilla4927]

This is the only video that describes how I feel, it so hard to just give it up.. and you don’t really know at all what to do or how to start, you are broken, you know that at some point to you want to be start alining your path but then there is that one sin that you just keep running to… this helped a lot because now I feel like I’m not the only one and that there is a way out in all of this chaos.

[@endthelogin]

Read the Bible. That’s the quickest way back to the Lord. Find the psalm that speaks to you.

[@blainhannam7478]

How are you today?

[@pabloandrespachecobobenrieth]

Such an inspiration. Thanks Jesus of my life

[@anthonypaz8336]

Everybodys first step with christ starts with us focusing on him and walking on water By focusing on christ we can then do the impossible and walk on water. But as soon as we get a glimpse of a storm that's passing by we then take our eyes off christ and let fear take control instead of christ We then begin to sink Just as we're about to drown christ lift us up and asks us why did we take our eyes off him There is nothing else God wants then to take control of the life he gave you We wants a relationship through you All our fears can be managed and fixed once you let christ take control of your life He can then move through you to save those you love the most. You just have to let go and trust in gods will

[@FoySelHew]

This is... Exactly what I'm dealing with. I've fallen greatly and I'm almost close to running away from Jesus again and my old patterns coming back. Everything else you said is happening to except I'm still not at square one. Please pray for me...

[@obi-juantacobi8552]

Honestly, as someone who has been saved by grace for 16 years, and not just strayed but actively ran from God for the past 5 years, this honestly brought me to tears, because it really spoke to me and how i felt. I really needed this, and somehow, it ended up on my feed. Thank you for being an instrument of the Lord and putting this up for me to come across years later.

[@JediLivesMatter2]

I literally don't know what to say here because I'm right there where I know I'm going to fail. Everything it seems I do is wrong. I've sinned so so much, and I want to live right but I keep failing. I'm so afraid he has forgotten me because I keep going back to bad habits. I'm so lost and I can't let go of the people I've let down or hurt over and over. I just don't know why I can't do right. But hearing this here today has restored my faith again. Because I know I'm going to keep getting knocked down over and over again. But it's not about how many times that I will get knocked down. It's all about getting up each and every time over and over again. And striving for his glory because I want the most to be standing with him in the kingdom if Heaven for all eternity. Oh how great God is always.

[@tylermelonygodsgraceuponyo3903]

Just as Solomon, my brother filling up on everything to understand the meaning of life when he realised that all is meaningless without God

[@nataliecroll7899]

I asked God today, to send me someone anyone that could speak to my heart , to let me hear a testimony that hits home, I am here , I am in that pit wanting Jesus but not knowing how to move forward , I actually feel goosebumps listening to this. this guy is who God allowed me to click on and see, please God help me walk forward to you, and thank you for me seeing this video - God bless this man who made it, Awaiting tests on for ovarian cancer can anyone who reads this please pray for me that I don’t have it, I have children and they need me I need them 🙏 I wanna reply on his grace - I cannot explain how this man is saying everything I scream in my own head 😭

[@nataliecroll7899]

Rely*

[@brendajefferson2537]

Everyone around me is being blessed and I am struggling. I dont understand how even the UNBELIVERS are being blessed and I am suffering. I give up