I can't say goodbye

august 2018
sadnessmusic.bandcamp.com

[@OneManBands]

Hey guys. Are you still coming here to visit this masterpiece?

[@griefoflinkocarinaofmajora5159]

Im here again because yesterday Sun 10 Jan 2021 i lost a person who gave me hope , who showed me how to be a human , who cared with all her heart , who opened my eyes to many things , who taught me that life isnt that bad , the only person that i would give my life for , she didnt want to leave because she doesnt love me anymore , she wanted to leave because she wants to feel safe , she live far away from me and she wants to find home , i only get to see her 7 times maximum a year , and i failed to keep her safe , i tried i swear i did , but all the stress from her parents , she doesnt want them to know because they would start making trouble for her and her life isnt fine to begin with, yesterday we listened to music , we cried together, i can still hear the sorries that she was saying while crying out her eyes and heart , i wish i could a be better lover , i wish we could go to a place that no one would find us and that we could take care of each other until the end of time , but im not going to stop here and i’ll try to find a way to be her home and be by her side again and care about her and feel her warmth forevermore , thats my only wish now

[@kaladin7487]

Any update? If you don't mind me asking. Hope you are okay

[@OneManBands]

Any update, dear friend? Stay well!

[@downedinblackhearts]

Any update, please?

[@calibvr]

are you ok? please be ok

[@dissclout47]

:(

[@sweatheart_tube]

Underground Black Metal artists constantly creating albums over the time are anonymous rockstars.

[@OneManBands]

Damián Antón Ojeda is well known

[@GallumArtemi]

@@OneManBands an interview with him has just 7k viewers. it's still esoteric and it's exactly how it should be, in a place where honesty thrives in a world where the dictations demand lies and roleplaying as things no one truly believes.

[@Burnwithme13]

She says that she loves me. She says that she might come back someday. I feel my self dying... but listening to Sadness all day is getting me to where I need to be. Thank you Damian.

[@lydie3128]

❤

[@relapsebeforedeath]

I can’t say goodbye Even though I’m never with you I can’t stop crying I want you to see it Please come here Van Aquí Quiéreme Holding dreams in your eyes And new sine in flight Orange light deep And you shine so bright Orange light deep in you Deep in autumn forest Deep in path.. Lyrics

[@alexandrpopov1545]

More people have to know that they're missing such a beauty. Can't stop listening to it as it pulling the strings of my heart exactly as I would like them to be pulled. It's not music anymore, it's the essence of life itself, it's the blood running through veins, it's the air we breathe

[@dysphxria1116]

@@niplet 😋🤡🍠🤡😢🙃😢🍽️😢😕🤐😲😕🤨😲😨😲😧😫😲😦😲😦😹🤎🙉😿🙉😿😸😹🤎💛🤎🤎💚🤎💛🤍❤️🖤💛🖤💛🤎💚🤎💛🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍🧡🖤💛🤎💚💚🤎🤎💚💜💚🤎💛🖤😻🙀😻😻😻😻🤎💛🤎💛🤎🧡🤍❤️🤍🧡🧡💛🖤💛🤎💚🤎💚🤎💚🤎💚🤎💚🤎💚🤎💚💕♥️💕💝💖💞💖💖💓💘💕♥️💌💌♥️💌♥️💌♥️💌💘💕💝💕💝💞💖💓💛💜💜💚💚💜💜💚🖤🧡🤍❤️🤍❤️🤍💛🤎💛🤎💚🤎💚🤎🤍🧡❤️🤍❤️🤍🤍🤍🤍♥️🤎❤️❤️🤎💜💛

[@OneManBands]

I gave you an upvote, and then I noticed I actually removed the upvote. It means that KZbin should allow us to give more than 1 upvote to special comments like this one. Because I'm sure I'll keep coming back to this song and I'll keep doing this thing..

[@NeanderthalDogma]

@@OneManBands lol

[@NeanderthalDogma]

@@dysphxria1116 👽💪💦😔💪💦💙😥💦👊😳👊💦👊😅😅👊🦆✊😔🏫⛺🏫💒⛺🏭💒🏤💒🗼🏨🏦🏭🏡🐨🐻🐮🐮🐻🐧🐱🐸🐺🐸🐽🐱🏨↙🔤↔🔣↙🔼↗⬆🔠↙🔣😞😞😚😝😜😃😜😃😍😚😛😝😃😉😃😍😃😜😃😝👳😐😇😟😇😈😲👲👲😬👳😬👮😲😇👿😲👳😦😺🕵👸🕵👸👼🕵👼🕵👨👵👸😿😹👱👨👼👸👶🙀🙀👶💥🙈💥👺💥💨👺🌟🙉💧🙉🙊👹✨👹👺💫👺👂👺💀👺💥💫👺💥✨💨✨💀💫👺👂👺💥👺👐👅👆👆👅👅©💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟💟

[@shiki494]

@Andrew Wayne totally agree!

[@chvne_eckhvrdt]

New Sadness is the equivalent of watching the sun set at night. This is absolutely stunning as always.

[@4grassblades]

Sometimes I stumble into these comment sections, gray and despondent, and over the course of the music playing I find myself pacified both by the melancholic melodies and the various people sharing their stories and deepest troubles. It feels nice to resonate with people, to believe that you truly aren't alone. In the end we are a whole bunch of troubled individuals.

[@kaladin7487]

Well said, friend.

[@OneManBands]

Yes, that's exactly what we are. Have a good day, my friend.

[@melancholy3806]

Same bro same..🌃🌌🥀🍂

[@ernieTrujillo]

i come here when i want to think about you

[@ALMASINFE66]

this hurts me in the most positive way i can explain

[@KORNBG]

Its exactly how i feel swalowing my tears while i am typing this.

[@PsychicEmanation]

I'll never know why people say this is dark music and it smothers you till you end your life, I mean we are here, living . Growing through the fumes that gave us light.

[@arthurdisheartenment]

Since 2016, I can't say goodbye, Mariana...

[@AstralGalaxian]

Sadness, just keeps getting better. It's the kind of music one dreams, but I feel that Damián has an incredible gift of recording it for others to experience. It reminds me of distant childhood memories, the depth is incredible, and so wholly satisfying to my being. I'm only playing sadness at the moment. It's all I need to take me there.

[@Torontonton27]

10:20 - 11:18, it's the most intensify moment of the whole song. So haunting and melancholic, but also beautiful and trying to say "there's still hope". No words for this, it's a whole new level... Amazing!

[@nanadr3am]

11:47 It is

[@Unreqvited]

i love this

[@morbidsilence2799]

I love your music :'D

[@bentol2275]

I have shown this song to many of my friends, along with other Sadness songs. It's amazing how some people see this as just noise and lacking any emotion, and then other people see this as the most beautiful piece of music ever created. This is honestly one of the most astonishing and emotional compositions I have ever heard, unbelievably beautiful. It's so sad that so many people will never understand the beauty and meaning of Black Metal, they will just see it as weird noisy shit for mentally unstable satanists. Damian, you are a fucking musical genius, few people of this Earth could ever translate emotions into music like you do, you are an amazing individual.

[@chrisgreely5958]

This is one of the greatest songs I've ever heard. So beautiful but so crushing and devastating, this feels like experiencing every emotion I've ever felt. Pure emotion.

[@OneManBands]

I can't count how many times I've listened to it.

[@OneManBands]

I can't say goodbye, we can't say goodbye! Sometimes we cling to something or someone and we just can't say goodbye to it. especially to LIFE, we never can say goodbye to life. Life is our most precious thing, and no matter how sad or down we are, thinking we no longer belong to this world, in total disappointment and hopelessness, we can't say goodbye. Enjoy your life, guys. Even in Sadness there is hope. Got it? EVEN IN *SADNESS* WE FIND HOPE! Have a nice day. Thank you, Damián.

[@ibrahimlafro]

Your comment made my day thanks man God bless ya!

[@OneManBands]

@@ibrahimlafro Take care of yourself, my friend. Thank you.

[@OneManBands]

@@SliderFury1 Well said.

[@Rafylt]

Thank you for real. now I'm healed

[@OneManBands]

@@Rafylt Have a nice day, my brother.

[@monkesaymonkedo7932]

Music is a universal language. It speaks to us in moments when we would never experience through standard social interaction. Something about Sadness gives the intensity of a higher communication and worldly emotions that cry out in a whirlwind of energy, mania and beauty. It’s like it brings purpose from the pain we’ve endured with innocence, strength and empathy. Damien’s ambitious writing gives way to a new light in the darkness. Bringing colours to a black and white world. If I knew a way to communicate music on a very intuitive level, Sadness is the perfect example of that.

[@btard3892]

Знаете, его музыка навевает старое чувство сырости и собственной ничтожности, прямиком из детства.

[@omikhlephonon]

Как это?

[@xirius5059]

@@omikhlephonon больно

[@gasmask2913]

Оно не просто навивает, а прямо показывает. Словно, ты попал в то самое детство, в котором ты был жертвой травли,домашних побоев и оскорблений

[@user-eq6ow8nv6o]

я думал у меня одного так, вероятно это связано с переживанием одиночества того времени

[@purplehaze3292]

Eternal Pain

[@eternalbliss5189]

Yup.

[@masterdoomer6295]

So sad yet so powerful. As if you're seeing a cityline from above while you feel a strong sense of loneliness and pain running through your stomach

[@marcelorodriguez4024]

Why is this so damn perfect? AAAAAAAAAA

[@OneManBands]

Right?!

[@lucahsubirata9786]

12:20 - this sequence just kills me. The sensibility in here is both pleasant and painful.

[@Obsidian-Angel]

That transition into the distorted guitars was too smooth 🔥🖤

[@Ness4300]

the best type of music is sad music, it tells a story, its personal easy too relate too, it brings so many people together, and helps us lonely people feel not so alone..

[@MelancholicKnight]

Damian nunca decepciona. He escuchado proyectos así pero siempre vuelvo a SADNESS. Captura perfectamente lo que siempre he sentido.

[@Player-od5vo]

I feel you bro

[@Finngrinder]

The ephemere fields of time won't heal anything and the tears of the one who actually could never occur. We are alone Yield to this clockwork

[@matthiaslutkehaus7959]

I have never heard anything amazing like this before.

[@Albert-sn5nh]

The combination of three types of cold - autumn night, heart and music like this. Wonder!

[@egornothing1313]

Wow Damien. I can't wait for an album

[@nimrodalon4360]

Cry cry ... beautiful

[@heathenflame]

I have nothing in life to connect to or feel proud of. Everything has been leading downward and away like the cold rain off the banks of a river that runs through the rapids and are quickly lost and unobserved. The only thing I have is a longing cathartic connection in the form of a well cultivated light within through all the turmoil and continuous suffering of life, through the constant barrage of daily routine and thoroughly suggested cookie cutter lifestyles to be imitated or suffer greatly being caught under the web... Past all that there is a yearning soul that is always grasping through the blank infinite night all around. It wasn't until I heard damian's music that I felt some resistance like there was a hologram spectre caught in the same space as me that was frozen as well but on a different wavelength. I could hear and see it clearly and knew I was not alone in my plight. I am not making this out as a happy message because I don't see life on earth as necessary especially under the restrictions of society, but I am glad there are souls to collide into even here. Retiring at 90 and dying a raisin is not noble. You have to live for yourself because almost nobody else will reflect the same energy that you cultivate deep within. You have to let that light bloom and die trying or else life is just a hollow space full of useless imagery bouncing back and forth. We all get by with distractions on a daily basis you can't even reflect much because you feel pulled to do some meaningless nonsense, but doing things doesn't change the fact that you are basically a soul trapped in limbo. Why do amazing things happen in life and then they are torn away in a most callous fashion? To suffer? To temper the soul and spirit? Perhaps pain is the catalyst for change whereas determination and self sacrifice are the tools to cultivate it. Where there is pain there is a guiding beacon pulling you to change not to get better and be in bliss but to open your eyes to transform your being in some way. You just have to take what gives you the most power and be inspired by it since it is guiding you

[@tevittu]

Its never about anything to be connected to or proud of. After you the world is gonna keep spinning, eventually everything will be forgoten. The only thing you have is your life. How about living your best life? It sounds incredibly difficult but its all on you. Every day to day decision makes you choose from being yourself or living for others.

[@Francis.L]

16 minutes of pure unadulterated catharsis, I've never felt so blown away by a single music.

[@clairelenoir]

Toujours la même hauteur, ça arrache la tête vers le haut. Et c'est jouissif La France dit "Total Respect".

[@serialgamer160]

ah, ca oui !

[@ranyl7744]

Amazing. I just don't like how melancholic this makes me. If you look into the darkness you won't see anything else and I really try to avoid it

[@o2977]

Thank you..just thank you

[@timak474]

Very beautiful and emotional thing! A mixture of old and new Sadness... I love it....

[@xxxCARVEDMANXxxx]

Your music makes me from hollow to whole. Thank you for sharing

[@browar3341]

It is hard to live with hollow heart. Nothing seems to be able to fill it.

[@Riley_MDS]

been a year since the death of my grandma... I wished i could repay her, but she died before i have a chance to do so... I felt guilty and i unable to say goodbye to her, I wished she never died, I wanted to repay her before she died, but she did... I was too late. I didn't deserve a goodbye for her, knowing that my guilt will remain in my heart until i die...

[@lvpvsarcts8744]

I hope you feel better.

[@fukingidiot9156]

Sadness is amazing, their music really speaks to me in a way words just can't

[@OneManBands]

True that

[@20my10world]

Tu seras mon étoile, adieu petit cœur

[@projectinfernisrecords]

As always, absolutely beautiful

[@soulless9010]

wonderful as always..

[@Ravenous-crows]

It is beautiful, thank you very much for sharing it. I loved it.

[@patryk8930]

This music is just beautiful. Thanks for sharing this. This is so emotional, much music lacks in emotionallity nowadays but this masterpiece is just unutterably great. Thanks for this!

[@hateyergutz]

Sorry to argue genre but this used to be called DSBM. Now it sounds more like skramz without the screaming. Or explosions in the sky with vocals (something I’ve always wanted) either way I love it.

[@charaznable3874]

my daily therapy is this guys channel 。。。。。love it

[@relapsebeforedeath]

really hard to believe she genuinely left me. after everything she said, its hard to not be hurt still. she was really great but she found someone greater. life is horrible, love is pain. guess you can’t expect much

[@raulrojas3599]

stunning

[@Hikodgpat28]

He escuchado todas las canciones.....estoy pasando un mal momento., por qué primero Té amé, tengo que Dejar y Seguir, pero No puedo decir adiós 😞

[@arthurdisheartenment]

Ojalá tú puedas...

[@Naylore]

just perfect... no words

[@rhaimon2100]

Colour me awed, its wonderful.

[@nikolzorzou7572]

Your music it's like poetry. Majestic.

[@barbarianblood2316]

Burial +Volor Flex + Black Metal = this right here. Perfect.

[@B.M.Skyforest]

Perfection

[@heathenflame]

Let's agree to agree

[@Vanhaomena]

Just like your own songs!

[@B.M.Skyforest]

@@Vanhaomena aw thanks ^^

[@BlizzardSnostorm]

Beautiful.

[@ShiroHichigo1]

cant say goodbye cause I never had you....

[@northsuicide5010]

same...

[@bazaruzdeathstep3935]

Bro...

[@xxxCARVEDMANXxxx]

dude... :(

[@foreheads766]

[@TheCommentVEVO]

Cringe

[@user-vc2yi6rj8t]

Imagine being this talented

[@yesimgur8896]

"hoşçakal" diyemiyoruz bazen.hep bir yanımız kalmayı arzuluyor

[@karekumas1877]

bitkilerden farkımız yok ayrılınca eskisi gibi olmuyor hiçbir şey

[@antoninospezzano]

Beautiful

[@C45732]

Such beauty and perfection

[@Joebyron72]

Please come back.

[@icarusael]

We are many wishing the same. If only they knew.

[@Joebyron72]

@@icarusael I meant the channel that uploads these songs, but damn bro I hope you get over her/him

[@icarusael]

@@Joebyron72 😂 thought it was just a sentence thrown in the air because it fits the mood. When I am busy, I don’t think about her, but the second I am alone in my thoughts, I miss her. Especially when I listen to music like this... I will always remember that one night, the song The Untouchable Words Between from Sadness... it killed me. God I was laying in bed beside my ex that just told me she had cheated and was leaving me, she was sleeping like a baby, I was trying to act like a stoic brave man, no emotion, just going through, and well in the middle of the night I was listening to this one song and I freaking exploded. All my emotions at once freaking spilled out of my face 😂 man I started thinking about random stuff from my youth and added it to the pile of sad thought... I never ever cried that much in my entire life, I was still trying to not wake her up but I couldn’t stop shaking and eventually woke her up... it felt like every single sad thing I had accumulated through my life came back to hunt me down on that night, I cried so much it got me sick, and never once did it made me feel better or free or anything. I was traumatized for the rest of my days 😂 I don’t ever want to feel that again... Been two years since it happened, still remember it as if it happened an hour ago. It makes me laugh to talk about it that way, and I know I am not alone living through heartbreak, but my goodness it was something.

[@Joebyron72]

@@icarusael goddamn bro I can’t even imagine, but I’m glad you’re doing better now. You’re a stronger man for having dealt with it the way you did!

[@circleofveins8028]

​​@@icarusaelin my situation he came back, my biggest wish came true and? We left each other and im left with the biggest agony and pain i have ever felt before, sometimes u should be happy somebody doesnt come back to you, because this time they might hurt u even more than the last time, i hope u heal.

[@foreheads766]

how can music feel this great

[@foreheads766]

huh, hello me from the past

[@masterdoomer6295]

Where are you gone?

[@abysmalvoid9136]

Ahhhhhhhh ... Feeds my void.

[@chimmybox]

beautiful

[@dxcu1860]

you will never know how much i love u

[@SebasTian-xd4gs]

la extrañare toda mi puta vida.

[@viscente666]

igual...

[@sergiocuellar2137]

Last month and yesterday I tried to comitte suicide, this song and this band is helping me to carry on I can't die yet, y'all know

[@circleofveins8028]

Hello there I hope u are alive and well

[@sergiocuellar2137]

@@circleofveins8028I'm okay, never been so good like I'm right now

[@PHILLIPAYx]

never thought I'd be that guy but...why isn't this on spotify??

[@ileiad]

It just keeps getting harder and harder.

[@pluzj9003]

Thanks to you.

[@BenTanriyim]

Sadness ❤

[@glowingdawn9179]

I noticed it's been about 5 months without an upload. I hope you're okay, music or not. I can't even say it about myself, but you are something special and the world needs more people like you on it.

[@foreverrain-cm7qw]

I was thinking about that too. You would think especially now with corona he would be working on more music/videos. I don't care if he makes more music because he has made enough to last a lifetime but I would feel really bad though if something happened to him. I have been listening to him since I was 13 and he inspired me to make my own music so I would be heartbroken if he died.

[@glowingdawn9179]

@@foreverrain-cm7qw corona might not be helping actually. I have similar mental health problems I think and oddly enough the isolation has gone deeper. As if you didn't feel hopeless enough for no reason, now the world is giving you some damn good ones to not really care. Maybe it's just me. I also thought 2020 would be my last year, and now all this shit happens. That's why I worry about him so much. He hasn't posted at all in 2020

[@amerykanskipierdolic6346]

@@glowingdawn9179 he's fine he launched his new album 15 days ago sadnessmusic.bandcamp.com/album/hiraeth

[@theAZJA0016]

2022 now but still I can't say goodbye... 16/11

[@Diabolical___666]

u r a genius

[@IceLove]

Thank you very much elkiensad

[@NoTalentGuy]

Sadness has it beautiful sides too

[@NoTalentGuy]

I can't live without her

[@leonardzz835]

😔🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇🖤 Que triste es extrañar a alguien que no te extraña.

[@Rorschach-wp5ed]

это волшебно

[@orlandogreyeyes8871]

I'm not ready to say goodbye to my wife ....I love you so much my beautiful lovely wife..

[@bloodjoe]

So, this guy and me have the same name. At least when people thank him, I can imagine that they're talking to me, instead. Stay strong everyone.

[@OneManBands]

Thanks, Damiano

[@HollowBxstion]

The untitled album is Damian's best project, I said it.

[@sonofvenuspoma1744]

Te amo y siempre estaré contigo pase lo que pase porque te amo, gracias por existir. No me queda mucho, pero soy feliz por ti... Palabras que deseo oir de el

[@kennie6350]

goat.

[@redpissbottle]

insane

[@alexisaguilar2496]

This is Sadness? :')

[@OneManBands]

Yeah, my friend, Sadness in its pure form.

[@dawidmejka8783]

Clicked "like" after first 30 seconds.

[@akuemre]

çok canım acıyor...

[@romaincoquette9130]

8:39 Banging.

[@helloddddd]

It was in summer. We was good friends and often walked together. Once it was raining and I gave her my jacket. I can’t believe she was so beautiful, her eyes... now we in love. When she is not on my side i turn on this song

[@tausif19]

Is “I can’t say goodbye” the name of the song? Because I have found some sadness songs on KZbin where the name of the video isn’t the name of the song.

[@nicobassvinomioraizcubica4613]

gracias Sadness por recordarme quien puutas soy !!! ♥

[@insanity_dog4417]

9:21 Souvenirs d'un Autre Monde

[@alafosca5724]

I can't say goodbye

[@necrotizing]

This song is genuinely so fuckin good

[@ThxCountxss]

Dear Snow, Hi, I hope you will find this comment somehow. Im crossing my fingers with my eyes closed, wishing for that day to happen. So I know I have said this & to this very moment still I am the same person you know who will stay true to the words Ive said all those times before. And we may have ended but here I am letting you know once more that this ending has made peace with me still loving you the same & I have nothing but all the best wishes & prayers for you in the path you have taken. May God protect you & may the angels hold you when the quiet deafening nights come to visit. I will always be proud of you, my love. Be you & stay true. Hari Ini, Besok & Akhirnya, Your Summer x