Only 9 days in, last night I almost backslid but I stood firm. Made a covenant with God a week ago, now I’m doing everything in my power to keep my promise out of respect for him and to not miss out on my blessings. Respect to whoever is on the same journey.
@Itsreallyhymn4 ай бұрын
“all vices are, are a persons effort to find that frequency of home” 🔥 that’s a bar!!!
@Mike_ICP6 ай бұрын
Quit drinking forever 3 months ago.. vivid dreams rolling in. It’s Amazin’
@twinpyramid59856 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥
@andrewroles34176 ай бұрын
Hey if you don't mind me asking what other experiences did you gain from dening your flesh.
@Mike_ICP6 ай бұрын
@@andrewroles3417 I felt tenderness inside my heart to friends and family, animals etc a realization of my own mortality I lost my father a few weeks after I quit. Waves of shame for how poorly I treated people and moments of euphoria realizing I was free and once again the main character. Realization of my past being out of my control and awakening to my failure to follow through on long term decisions/opportunities due to short term coping strategies. I found out I was really hurt nearly broken and I’m still learning.. I did not know I was an alcoholic. I am trying to replace the time I would have spent with productivity and ADVENTURE. I also am trying to be candid and honest which can be super euphoric when you tell somebody how beautiful they are without hesitation and no attachment for positive response, security in your own being.. ok no matter what. That everything is fine, I find myself realizing things are fine randomly and enjoying relief from the types of moments I used to have where things weren’t and I was not in control. I’m able to decide for myself and not “see what happens” lost most friends appearance of new ones. It feels like I can create a relationship now with a woman if I find one I like and not just if one happens to fall into my lap. I see life as more cause and effect. Life is coming from me, not at me. Hope this helps anyone wondering about the upside of the idea.
@Mike_ICP6 ай бұрын
@@andrewroles3417 its hard to put it together in a single comment brother. I would summarize it as a new found tenderness inside in regards to all of gods creations. The lack of having to be on guard, moments that arise out of nowhere that “everything is ok” keep coming to me. It’s so relieving, and most people wouldn’t understand because it’s normal to know that everything is ok.. I was trying to hold everything together perpetually.. the moments that used to arise randomly would be shameful and anxiety provoking. It’s amazing to be the main character in life, I feel capable of creating new relationships. I was coping with my past through using. I feel there is weight behind my thoughts and actions and they are not derailed in real time by my struggles. I would look back and wonder why I didn’t follow through on things I had planned to. Things don’t all fall into place. But now I’m secure in my identity and need no reassurance that I’m enough. Using made me very insecure, I could not face rejection I would instead withdraw myself to a safer enviornment where feedback would not be able to find me. I give very bold compliments now without anticipation or expectation of any outcome or response. I used to rely on relationships with women to fall into my lap, now it feels like I’m in charge and get to decide who is best to bring along the journey from here on out. I lost my father a few weeks after I quit and it’s been a catalyst for sure allowing me to leave it i the past. I just love waking up in the morning without the a sense of regret,and anxiety and instead I find myself wondering what sort of adventure would be the most fun to persue. It frees up so many resources mentally that are now ready to be put into use. I also see the struggle in others more clearly who are still in the cycle. I am an alcoholic that simply does not use anymore. I’ve been watching soul for years, he was a great resource to have to make it to the other side. Hope this helps.
@jermaineroberts27056 ай бұрын
Same thing happened when I stopped smoking weed after 26 years.... I never dreamed until I stopped smoking. Now, I dream almost every night.
@PermanentGogeta666 ай бұрын
Day 30 no alcohol and day 2 of zero coffee/energy drinks i wanna reach full conciseness 👑 thank you soul
@unclemose6 ай бұрын
New level of character development ! Put yourself at the point of nut up or shut up 🤝🏽 ONCE YOU SEE IT, YOU CANT UNSEE IT!
@OJ19746 ай бұрын
Sitting here debating on going on a fast and here pops up this video. . *greenlight *
@marquaviussims80106 ай бұрын
I'm going on one myself 💯
@itareaforeman83646 ай бұрын
Great things happen! No alcohol/wine or weed almost 10mths in 🙌 this week I’m challenging myself to no tv or social media for a week, just KZbin since I learn from those I follow, this week will be about more exercises, more journaling, more writing poetry, more reading & more time in nature! I love this journey I’m on it’s so healing, I eat pretty healthy & have cleaned house on people who aren’t healthy for my journey, solitude is necessary! Great message you given it was right on time for me & confirmation that I’m on the right path 💚
@FollowtheleaderChristJesusАй бұрын
Strong message thank you for the direct honesty and blesses on your journey. 🙏
@alreel91475 ай бұрын
Been off weed for 3 months. Alcohol for 2 and now omw with nicotine. Didnt really have to force them. I just got bored actually of the same ol after years of escapism. Now im on my purpose.
@marine17855 ай бұрын
good shit bro fr
@toncreates74656 ай бұрын
I've been on a binge for the last month. Revisiting ALL my vices. And halfway through, I realized that something, deep down is... off. You hit it right on the head soul. Vices are just poor supplementation for truth.
@andrewroles34176 ай бұрын
Wow that is deep 😢💯
@ymanihunt912Ай бұрын
Though a woman, your videos really register with me. Speak on brother.
@everettnoel6 ай бұрын
I’m currently doing this Soul, cutting out a few things. Staying on my purpose, and avoiding my vices.
@yeahdatsjay5 ай бұрын
Just rolled up a fat one and put it on the air while watching this. 😮💨😤. Great video my brotha.
@bloodrawiseedifferent16556 ай бұрын
FACTS 💯!!! No lies told here.. salute Soul!!!
@rockstartonyx6 ай бұрын
Well needed soul
@damanoscarletta55646 ай бұрын
Absolute truth bro 🎯I’m starting to understand self which is making me be more honest with self to even here the SOURCE -ENERGY speak to me
@Pullupaseat6 ай бұрын
Good word and brain food 🍽️
@SaiyanBlade5 ай бұрын
Thank you for your content, soul 🙏🏾 you’ve been a male mentor of mine going on 5 years now. Peace & blessings brother.
@immortalmindz-conversation70215 ай бұрын
@@SaiyanBlade 🫱🏾🫲🏽💯
@nasiirthainfamous5 ай бұрын
Bruh u touching souls on this one💯💯💯💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾
@sunset27986 ай бұрын
Peace King you speak nothing but truth stay Great my Good Brother 💪🏾♥️💯
@deanofdisplacement5 ай бұрын
Having control over your vices will most definitly cause you to level up as a man. However.... it will have absolutely zero impact on "forcing" your calcified 3rd eye to open. Makes for a catchy video title though. Big thumbs up to all the people in the comments who are realizing the impact of staying in forward motion! Y'all are killin it! KEEP GOIN'!
@trechinotre37425 ай бұрын
Your wrong bro... Still does
5 ай бұрын
Bs. Yes it does
@trechinotre37425 ай бұрын
Facts he probably still unlearnt he thinks he knows but he don't lbs
@devenherbert35796 ай бұрын
Truth 👏🏾
@tyronewilliams68895 ай бұрын
Great topic
@royalhooks68106 ай бұрын
Good talk
@AliciaHodges-j1k5 ай бұрын
This is very real! That caffeine tho…
@essex09266 ай бұрын
Dopamine addiction
@showpentheartist5 ай бұрын
Love that song at the end. PRICE
@taahirthegreat6 ай бұрын
Deny yourself 💯
@immortalmindz-conversation70216 ай бұрын
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@twinpyramid59856 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥💯
@LVMILL11565 ай бұрын
Stay thirsty for knowledge my friends🤙🏾
@BLUE204566 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@RealMoshehSupreme6 ай бұрын
🔥🔥🔥
@chasethemoney4l6 ай бұрын
Doing this now
@789ave5 ай бұрын
You get mad then u get richer
@justicehoward1115 ай бұрын
That’s dope
@fireblade89056 ай бұрын
This has happened to me. Wife dried up and left me. It can happen to the best of us.