I Don't Enjoy Doing Art

[@sander1133]

I work in coding, making and fixing automations. I definitely "do art" for fun and relaxation and it is fun to learn new techniques and trying them out. I have no other set goal than to create something I enjoy looking at. You are adding stress to all you do, not everything has to be a struggle. :)

[@richardlewis1257]

What an interesting video. I have followed you for a while and your journey with Evolve got me to sign up for the program. You are an inspiration to those who watch your channel. You talked about jumping from interest to interest and it sounds like my entire life. I'm 67, and everything fascinates. I love learning new things. I've always taken jobs that I thought would be interesting. I didn't take them for the money even though I made a lot of money at some of them. I've worked on a cattle ranch, worked on the trading floor of the stock exchange, been an executive in a regional company and so much more. I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up and that is okay. Do what interests you and when it stops being interesting do something else. Life is too short. I wish you all the best and I'm sure you will be successful in anything you want to do.

[@Mithrilda]

That sounds so lovely! Living a a life full of different experiences and learning unique lessons at each stop along the way. Taking the first step toward that is quite the puzzle 😅 thank you so much for sharing!

[@pejoly2]

Thanks Richard. Glad you are following that inner guide, but it sounds like that is how you are wired, and the root of that inner child. Even though I believe we are all eternal, time is precious, and a constantly expanding experience is the most exciting way to live. Just think, every new experience brings you closer to being the most exciting man on earth! Be great!!

[@lynkkx]

@richard and @mithrilda thanks for sharing your experiences, I can kind of relate to both of not knowing if I really like art etc and jumping from interest to interest. And it feels overwhelming most of the time not knowing where im going in my life and am no longer young with a lots of time to diddle daddle around things. I learned music for bit because I love listening to music (jumped from guitart and piano, then I learned a bit of coding for similar reasoning of love of playing games, and now it's art and drawing. I love learning new things ( I even tried learning japanese at one point) but in the end I always seem to just lose motivation and drop whatever im learning completely, leaving me to be one of those people with alot of basic skills but master of none type deal.. It really sucks not being able to find something that you can sustain motivation in. I am at a loss and I know the worth of time and hate to take it for granted, but the fear of dying a failure seems so real that its just depression day after day. It wouldn't be bad if I made money from any of the things I have done then it wouldn't have been a complete waste of time. but the skills I have just aren't adequate enough to compete with actual professionals in their field, so that makes it worse. Soon i'll be a homeless person with nothing to show but basic talents not worth anyones time begging for a buck just to get something to eat. I do intend to keep at art for a bit and have ordered a kamvas 22 plus, probably a bit excessive for a complete newbie but I don't have the funds to keep upgrading hardware so I got it as a 1rst and last time deal buy. if it breaks on me then im just screwed lol

[@aprilynnebarrett3239]

Mithrilda! You are an inspiration! You are an amazing human! I have had a cement wall blocking my progress in my art. Your communication in this video has been therapeutic for me. I believe you are a multifaceted young woman that has many ways to express you! You are not a fake. You are authentically you!

[@Mithrilda]

Wow, thank you so much for this, I really appreciate your kind words :)

[@lumenart7328]

Your videos have been helping me get back to drawing again. I've recently started to have fun drawing again, but haven't build the habit to draw every yet. I'm actually grateful to have found your channel, keep doing what you're doing friend :D

[@StellaLuscia]

18:27 this part reminds me of that quote: “A jack of all trades is a master of none, but oftentimes better than a master of one.” It’s nice that you’re trying out new things ^^ im sure they’ll prove to be valuable in some way

[@cgooch_]

I strongly identify with this video from start to finish. I remember when you began your journey some years ago and I’m thrilled to see where you’ve landed - but what fascinates me most is how similar our positions are internally. Like… I look back at my artwork over the years and it’s ever changing. I haven’t found that one medium I truly live and thrive in. Anyhow… this is just a well articulated video and series of ideas, concepts, and feelings.

[@FinessenceSL]

I completely relate to the I hate practice but I enjoy art way of thinking. There's so many ways to learn and so many teachers of they don't get straight to the point I just don't want to do it. I enjoy art the most when I'm just drawing or following simple tutorials. Now I just do it like it Nike.

[@TohokuMatt]

I don't create art for fun, I only study. But I enjoy the process. I want to get good though so that is my motivation to grind it. I love figure drawing and portraits though so I enjoy just cranking out drawings for practice. I want to do a personal project though, I need something to force me out of my comfort zone so I am slowly working on that now.

[@vampy6779]

I just want to thank you so much for this filming this video. The part about feeling like , even if you do eventually master all the technical skills needed to create art, that you’ll find that you actually have nothing inside to express made me tear up because I feel that way ALL the time, and I thought I was the only one. Thank you. It’s so reassuring to hear that creativity is also another skill you can practice.

[@WilliamBilsters]

Hi Mithril! As usual your videos are inspiring and I really learn about myself as a beginner artist whenever I watch your videos. I hope you don't mind a little story time. It's quite long but who knows, maybe you'll be able to pick up something with it: My love for drawing started when I was eleven or twelve years old and I was into anime that time. I, too, want to learn how to make great art and at that time, I was aspiring to be a mangaka artist so I looked for whatever resources I could find to learn how to draw. Unfortunately, I was too self-aware and critical at myself at that age, and I find myself frustrated why I can't replicate with what I see. So I practiced more and while there were some sections I improved on such as drawing the head, eyes, and hair, I still feel like my art wasn't good enough. It was until I turned 15 that I decided to call it quits. Throughout those years I've been practicing on and off (because of frustrations) and I still can't replicate that beautiful piece I want to draw. Down to the T. When I entered college, there was this persistent feeling in me that I still want to draw. Sure my dreams of being a mangaka has pretty much vanished but I still want to draw. Not to make money, but for something I want to do for myself. So I picked up the pencil again and my mentality from when I was a frustrated teenager was still there. I didn't lose the mechanical drawing skills I've learned (to my surprise) but my art still hasn't improved, which is understandable since I took a long ass break. So I tossed my sketchpad again and moved on. Now in my twenties, the feeling is still there; I NEED to learn how to draw. When I was 27, I started drawing again and I noticed that I was improving, little by little. It's not as bad from when I was eleven and I'm surprised I still haven't lost the technical skills. But I'm still too critical with myself, so-yet again, I stopped drawing. And now here I am. Me, at 29 years old. I'm an aspiring writer and writing a novel and getting it traditionally published is my next dream for myself when I stopped drawing at age 15. But the desire to draw is still there. So I finally asked myself, "What is it do I really want to get out of drawing?" I mean, it's not to make money out of it, that's for sure, and then something clicked with me. I want to learn how to draw so that someday-when I'm ready to find a literary agent and have an editor buy my debut novel, I want to make great art as a marketing tool, to hopefully bring attention to my novel by drawing the characters in my book. With a new motivation for myself, I picked up the pencil one last time and I'm happy to say that I now enjoy every moment of it. I draw because I'm having fun. I finally have that renewed sense of hope and motivation as to WHY I want to learn how to draw. Maybe fifteen-year old me was meant to fail at first. If I didn't, I wouldn't be able to discover my love for writing (I have 4 books finished now and I plan to query an agent next year). It's not like my dream to be a good artist has completely died. It's just that I can use writing and drawing to reach my dreams of becoming an author. I recently bought a sketchbook and I made my first drawing entry. It's not perfect but I love what I drew (still in anime style), knowing that someday I'll improve and be able to use my drawings to complement my writing. I'm trying to learn the drawing fundamentals because I know it's something I need to improve. -- If you made it this far, thank you for taking the time in reading this. I know practicing can get boring and tedious but think of it this way: Dancers train with their group so they'll be good at dancing on their own free time; writers write books because we love it and have something to say or want to entertain through words. Same goes for artists. We practice because we want to get better, and when we're tired from practicing, we draw whatever we want and don't have to think about anything else. You're not a fraud when you don't do art for pleasure or for money. Thank you for listening to my ramblings and good luck! P.S.: You made the right choice playing Phoenix Wright. I suggest you play Danganronpa too. It's also a murder mystery visual novel and like the Phoenix Wright series, it's a good mystery game.

[@racheldenton2765]

thanks for sharing!

[@WilliamBilsters]

@@racheldenton2765 You're welcome!

[@DuBstepAnDa98]

I like making art more for the creative problem solving that comes with it. It's why I'm deciding on pursuing a career in concept art for it (Which funnily it's going to be the CABC course on Brainstorm that you mentioned in the video lol). Though idk if I'll be successful with it, it's better to try than not lol. This video is super relatable though; I've had the same thoughts. If it means anything to you, art can be a major part of your life, but it's 100% valid for it to not BE your life. It's perfectly fine to have other passions/pursuits going on. Atleast that's how I see it.

[@Mithrilda]

The problem solving aspect really speaks to me too! As well as being able to get that mentorship from professional artists while on the job and all that. Why concept art in particular to pursue this? Also, I'm eyeing CABC, but I don't feel like my fundamentals are strong enough yet since they go fast and expect you to know a lot already, alas.

[@DuBstepAnDa98]

@@Mithrilda From what I've read online, videos I watched, and doing *some* self-imposed exercises like character design and weapon design, it seems that problem solving aspect is a big part of concept art and for me it's fulfilling and fun. Also, the CABC didn't have any prerequisites I needed to do, and I feel my fundamentals are (hopefully lol) good enough (especially since concept art - from what I know - is more about the design and how quickly you're able to get your ideas across than how pretty the drawing/painting is). I think you could absolutely do the course cause your fundamentals look waaaay better than mine lmao.

[@FuzzyWhisper]

I relate to so much in this video that I don't know where to start, so let me just thank you for sharing your experience. I admire your ability to talk about your art journey in such a well considered and engaging way. You're definitely not alone in your struggles. I can't tell you what a relief it is to see my own experiences reflected in your videos. Your thoughtfulness and persistence are a real inspiration. I hope you remember that when you find yourself doubting what you have to offer!

[@evilmarc]

That 2B in the first second of the video reminds me of crying at the Nier soundtrack because the music is so overwhelmingly beautiful. I hope to create something to stir emotions like that someday for someone

[@Mithrilda]

Same experience here. Thats why I keep drawing her haha, I really love that game

[@pejoly2]

I have been watching you for a week, probably 8-10 videos. I am interested in Evolve, but find the personal transformation more interesting than the skill acquisition. I have found there is an ebb and flow to everything in life. Life is becoming aware of something you desire, a passion, or even a thorn in the side, then deciding to pursue it, but it involves a lot of failing and frustration until you gain the skills, which can only happen through the contrast of failure. I am so excited for you for becoming aware of so much desire and contrast, and to be learning the skill of life which is such a rare thing at any age. I believe Evolve is a great vehicle to develop critical life skills, and the skilled at art. Art is skill. Skill, passion, and experience is art. Life is art.

[@j.s.elliot7121]

I definitely understand the desire to make beautiful things. It's really a big part of why I like landscapes. And the urge to create in general? Well, that's why I write. With the right research and words, I can make pretty much anything! And judging from my master list of projects that is about 80 IPs strong, I need to get cracking! (While I have some criticisms about the story direction of Stardew Valley, and the somewhat shallow character depth, I can acknowledge and admire the effort it takes to be a one-man army with video games. I fully anticipate the coding and music parts to be difficult for me on my video game bucket list item, particularly being the fact that I'm hearing impaired.) Always finding new things to learn is only a plus, though. You find new connections between subjects even unexpectedly, and it enriches your experience both in the learning process and in the application process as you come up with new ways to use the knowledge you've gained. The pivots you're talking about are just the next step in your progression of personal assets, if you want to think of it that way. And they really kind of are. I'm glad that you're allowing yourself to fully explore this option in your life. As for creativity being a skill, I can 100% assure you that it is. It's a muscle that you exercise and build up. The more I write, the faster and more productive I am. I find it easier to get into the flow state when I have more time to dedicate to it. While I'm not at that level of art yet, I've been writing pretty consistently for nineteen years now - with gaps enforced by life where it had to be squeezed in on the margins, and I learned that if I don't get time to write and create, I in fact get even more stressed than I already was. The skill with art will come, as will the flow state of complete immersion that is unlocked with skill and familiarity. You and I both just need more time (though you definitely got a head start! 😉 ). Also, thanks for the little shoutout. 😊

[@Tenno2270]

Thank you for this video. It is truly inspiring for me as I have always felt this type of way. I'm 20, starting my art journey with Draw a Box and other recourses so while listening to you talk about your experiences it was like you expressed the exact same emotions that I couldn't begin to put into words. I want to make art because I wish to make my own fan art and express my emotions on a canvas or piece of paper... but mainly fan art haha. In all seriousness though, Thank you again for this video. I am certain it will be helpful for every artist out there and even individuals like myself who are just beginning their journey.

[@janeylane87]

I just found this channel and I'm hooked! Yess girl! The creativity thing is my thing tooo! Im much older 34, but I hella lagged on not wanting to do art because I felt like, what do I got to say? But yup it's just having to do it, challenge yourself a bit, and get in the habit of it, and problem solving with folks. I went back to school took a figure drawing class and found out some fun stuff about myself and art. I didn't know what I was doing the ideas were terrible but it felt soooo good to try and see my wheels in my head turn. Also yes talent is a myth, I think it was Michelangelo who said, ''If you knew how much work went into it, you wouldn't call it genius." I love your channel so much! Your work is so goood!!!! I love it! I hope to get there too!

[@TheAmazinRaven]

Sis the grapes in this painting are so beautiful they gave me craving grapes now lmao. But honestly it’s been a joy watching you grow in skill & reminds me that I can also grow in my own drawing & painting skills.

[@racheldenton2765]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts! Love seeing your progress, you’ve come so far!!

[@SayuIchi]

Thank you for talking about this. I've started Drawabox for the second time a few days ago. I resonate with a lot you talked about. I'm in a bit of a blank now. Do i enjoy art? Or do i maybe just, almost like, envy artists for being able to create and express themselves so beautifully? Need to think about it. Learn how to not go about it in my perfectionist manner. Because my goal feels too far off to reach sometimes.

[@TanKLoveR]

I get what you mean about not enjoying studying and practicing, nobody likes it I guess or most people don't, I feel like I spend most of my time practicing my skills so that at some point I can draw the things I WANT to draw in beautiful detail and for now I DON'T do that cause it will come out terrible lol. I honestly don't know how to cope with that part, I have this idea in my head of what my art will look like at some point in the future and if I draw the things I want to draw now with my skills and knowledge being incomplete it will kinda ruin that idea and maybe it will make me not want to keep practicing. Sometimes I do try to just to see where I'm at and most of the times it's awful and I become annoyed, other times it turns out OKAY like better than expected but somehow I still feel dissatisfied? idk why. Anyway to answer your question, I guess I don't have that thing that I feel it's mine and that I'm good at it, I used to be part of the group of people who thought art was a thing you were born knowing how to do, I didn't know you could just LEARN how to draw and get good at it through constant practice lol, seems stupid to think that way idk why society thinks this way about art. And I just want to be good at it and make money off of it, also I want to enjoy it and draw/paint beautiful things I like but I honestly don't know how to get there. BTW I wanted to recommend to you this new Anime on netflix called Blue Period, I think you will greatly enjoy it, it is about a high school student who discovers art and makes a U turn to become an artist and I just love it to pieces, you should give it a watch.

[@leilaceleste9093]

This video really resonated with me. I’ve had the same exact fear (like to a T) that you shared with us, for years. It’s stunted my development as an artist a lot because it made me so unconfident in my work. I always felt like my art had to be special, has to be unique, has to have meaning to be important. Thanks to your video, I feel a lot less insecure and I no longer believe that creativity is an inherent talent. If I can learn to be creative, like I’ve learned to draw, I would be so happy. Thank you so much for sharing this video with us. It’s really had an impact :)

[@ranzu3138]

Just aaw your drawabox video, went into your channel... And damn... You have really improved a lot, like a LOT I want to see your journey, you are inspiring!

[@devernepersonal3636]

your message in this is the best thing in the world.

[@aungureanu614]

Thank you so much for this video. I can relate to every single thing you went through. This whole time I thought it was just my problem but it’s very refreshing to hear it’s not just me. It somehow makes it feel easier to overcome. Lastly, your painting is amazing!

[@Mithrilda]

Thank you so much! And I'm glad to help :))

[@heatherbloom5426]

I relate to you in so many ways. I have enrolled into a graphic design degree but wanting to do art inside. Plus being into chronic depression, fighting it and trying to find whether ill do gud in art or design. Trying to work on my own on drawing and completing all the stressful college design assignments and studying even i dont like to do them(sometimes i do like them). Questioning my desire of drawing that whether i shud leave it n pursue design for a living and days of doing nothing (nor art neither design) coz of depression . Its been a struggle man. I totally connect to you in this regard. I hope we find our better ways ♥️~ Rafia

[@peterwurst6753]

I kinda drew since I was a kid, and started to really practice about 3 yrs ago. But since quite some time whenever I draw an artwork I'm just so unsatisfied adn feel like I'm forcing myself. (Studying art itself however didn't feel like that.) So I wondered if I really like doing art. Well although your video obviously can't just make my doubts disappear, I do feel more passionate to go on pursuing art even if it's more for making money, knowing more about art, growing an ig account, rather than for the sake of drawing itself. So well yeah thx

[@Magicme79]

I love disappearing into the process of making something. And still, for some reason, I have a really hard time actually getting started…

[@superyamchama5659]

This sums up my whole experience with wanting to learn art period. I really appreciate this video

[@Mithrilda]

Glad to help :)

[@superyamchama5659]

You did more than that if I'm being honest ^^

[@Azami0001]

The thing with me is that I enjoy art, particularly anime and 3d art, simply because it's just looks cool and flashy. There's a part of me that wants to learn something like drawing or 3d modeling simply for fun and for art itself. But I'm finding it hard to motivate myself to do these kinds of activities as a beginner due to how much information and knowledge I need to get. I don't even know if it's possible to teach myself because art classes can be expensive. The only artsy activity I ever did and where I was truly motivated to do was martial arts. The thrill of fighting and sparring and looking like a badass is what made me want to be a martial artist but unfortunately I had to quit due to injury risk. Ever since I quit, I've been wanting to do an activity that inspires the creativity in me while also being something that looks cool and fun. But again, finding it hard to find the right motivation.

[@artifexmom3824]

That’s interesting Milthrilda and thanks for sharing your story. To be honest, that’s amazing painting and your digital arts too Milthrilda.☺️❤️ Hello and I’m #12.5k+☺️👍🏻 Keep safe.🙏🏻

[@oceanebezault7982]

What an interesting video, as I say few months ago I follow courses with an art prof who is also my coach since one and an half years. (For his KZbin channel look at Hitart, may be not only in french? I don't know ) I study art, but I'm also a mother and a wife and sick with many handicaps, and I'm 41, so I always think I 'm an artist in loading... I' ve too many idea and creativity and my head is constantly in activity, but if I want to do something I need some skills and my prof is here for that. I love study. But my worst fear is to fail and sometimes I can't do exercises because of that fear. So in that way I don't enjoy the process. I want to expose my art, and I don't really know if one day I will but it's my goal. You're young and that's great for you, I 'm not and it' s an additional obstacle and pressure...

[@RacoteroGaming]

Fuck, this video hit me in the best moment it could. I0m finally trying to take art seriously, after years of procastinating it, and having a really bad mentality towards drawing, and finally starting to learn to draw just for fun, and this video reflects exactly how i feel about many things. I really liked watching this, thanks.

[@akizaizayoi4763]

I haven't totally watched this video. So I am commenting based on the title of the video. But I could relate. Because in most cases, I am a lazy person. I mostly do not enjoy the process. But I do love the end product. Lately I don't draw. I prefer 3D modeling because the latter is more automated and is leaning more towards knowledge on the tools of the software compared to drawing where it's based on one's skills. I will be sure to watch this video later.

[@carriekorb46]

19:40 you are not alone. Thanks for voicing this.

[@wulfsnack3594]

I like to view a passion as something you desire/love enough to suffer* through the undesirable times for. Relevant to your thoughts, a passion for drawing may mean you'll suffer through the boring practice while finding enjoyment in self-expression through creation of your own art. *The root of passion (and patient) comes from the Latin pati- meaning 'to suffer'. Art requires both passion and patience!

[@-_--_-1253]

Sorry for the wall of text but your reflection really resonated with me. I appreciate the realistic look on your art journey and it's amazing that you appear to know yourself so well that you can describe your concerns in such detail. I kind of want to reflect on myself as well. I realize that everything comes with work, but I guess I find myself jealous of people's work ethic or that some can improve faster than others and have an easier time learning without judging themselves every step of the way. I always feel discouraged when I hear people give up on something or when I'm told that something is near impossible to do, but I think that's really my mind's way of keeping myself safe from uncomfortable situations. The ironic thing is that to actually grow and learn and be happy, you have to continually challenge your mind to do these things. In your case it seems like you finally gained what you may have been looking for with art this whole time, the ability to enjoy it, if only for a little. I'm a perfectionist and to combat that mindset I took up art to prove to myself that if I can stick to something and see results, that I won't have a reason to keep doubting myself. Also I suck eggs at creative expression and I've always admired those who've had that ability and it's something I want to cultivate. There's something special about creating a piece of work that's entirely your own. It feels like what you do actually means something and I want to know the rush of feeling like you can do anything once you've put the effort to be good at it. I just wish I could see the top of the hill that I'm climbing. That's probably the most difficult part of the journey, but the most important aspect that I need to accept by putting all my focus on getting better. I might consider uploading videos to log my progress and keep myself honest. Anyway thanks for coming to my TEDTalk.

[@Mithrilda]

I'd encourage you to make videos if that's something you're interested in! It's a fun skill to develop and has surprisingly been something people have been very interested in during job interviews lol.

[@-_--_-1253]

@@Mithrilda Thanks for responding! I'm definitely interested and with your encouragement, I think I will start doing that. It'd be a good way to serve as a cookie jar when a need a reminder of all the effort I put in.

[@immortalgraveyard2099]

I cried a bit, because currently I have a lot of simmilar thoughts as you did.

[@devernepersonal3636]

my reasons are that i see the world very differently. nearly everything i see i see beauty in. i have sooo many ideas. plus i hope to be known well. i have trouble getting the ideas out of myself. getting the skills is the first major step to Daniel Foltas " i created this painting, but i didn't start here." which i think we all want to reach some day.

[@BlueOsprey]

I recently came across this yt channel called Chommang_Drawing. He says to beginners that it’s OK for your art to look bad, because if you can see something that looks wrong, that means you know how it’s supposed to look to be correct. So simply fix it. So just draw and do art and it’s OK if it turns out bad. Just go again. I find that it’s been helpful for me to tell myself that it’s OK for the art to look bad. It’s not the last thing I’ll make. So just make the effort to make the next one better

[@Mithrilda]

Yes, I absolutely believe it...on an intellectual level. I have a harder time putting it into practice 😅

[@jesseruizart]

Lynda Barrys definition of a drawing is that it’s an experience. It’s a great idea to give yourself up to the experience of making art. Art making isn’t easy sometimes. But it’s an entirely open ended endeavor. Art can be literally anything! I believe that when you’re a beginner, and focused on learning techniques, the left side of the brain is overactive and could hinder your progress or enjoyment. Just keep going! Don’t give up. It’s important to keep LOOKING at lots of different art as well. Get into museums and small local galleries.

[@d42]

its like youre speaking out of my mind

[@sylphanru6587]

HI MITHRILDAAA its Rebecca from James' class! also carol dweck is a kween hopefully we can take more classes soon together!!!

[@peterwurst6753]

Really love this video

[@lambogenie5048]

For someone who doesn't 'enjoy' doing art your canvas paintings are pretty good. I wish I have the resources to study it too (broke) but for now all I have are my pencils and pens. If you have time listen to 'Vienna' by Billy Joel. Just a suggestion, hehe :)

[@DragmoraProductions]

The key to art is that it is not about thinking about it its a skill that is from your soul. They have test if on old People with alcimers and other with memmory loss and the thing is that even thou they dont rember how to draw or play instrument they can just do it. So when u try to draw listen to classical music or meditation like zen music and u will enjoy doing art more.

[@melissagarrick.3288]

Only 8 minutes into the video, and you had already said so many things I relate with, but I've never been able to admit to anyone, not even myself.

[@Mithrilda]

I'm so glad to help :)

[@lbh515]

I don't know why i make art, maybe because of spite, i guess i started because there were these kids in my class who seemed to enjoy it so much, so i tried it too and well i *hated* it. My drawings wouldn't turn the way i wanted them to so i decided to keep going until i started to like the final result. It wasn't fun, it was stressful, but im thankful that i didn't give up I learned (and still learning) so much during the process.... also thats some good looking grapes

[@katiedillon1890]

I find I feel pretty similarly to you re: liking the outcome of creating art (well sometimes) as opposed to really enjoying the process. Given that you feel this way, how do you stay motivated to keep working on art? Personally I want to improve but have a hard time sitting down to do even exercises/practices because a) there's so much I need to improve on and b) I'm not sure I necessarily enjoy the process!

[@mostafanazari5244]

Thank you for sharing that Thoughts:)

[@Mithrilda]

Glad to help :)

[@JS-ys2uk]

The cherub creeps me out with its shadowed stare

[@Lickiecat]

The 50% rule in drawabox is really good for this problem of not having fun or being in a state of flow.. In that at least 50% of the time you draw needs to be for the sake of drawing itself. (it works for other skills as well) The only problem I have with it is that I just end up doodling any random garbage that comes into my brain :3 Nothing that looks particularly good. But I am only on lesson 1 and hopefully that will improve as time goes on..

[@Count2Two2Times]

I'm in the hospital right now. Your videos help me. Thank you

[@Mithrilda]

I'm sorry to hear. I'm glad I can help a little bit

[@louisklein9207]

You turn to social media because it’s easy to and it’s lazy. Not everyone enjoys are but something made you want to learn it. Your skills have grown after watching this video but it sounds like all you’re doing is drills and not playing. If you wanted to learn the saxophone you can’t spend 3 years playing skill drills and never playing music. If you want to learn art you must be painting what you enjoy. You can only paint spheres and cubes for so long. You also keep starting over so you’re stuck in learning hell. Here is a small piece of advice. Decide what you want to paint and get a tutor or a coach and practice getting better at that. Internet learning will only take you so far. At some point you need an actual teacher to help you break through your frustrations

[@Lucasrisca]

this is a very good video!

[@elainebeck4328]

Did you leave the Evolve program or just the in person in NJ?

[@Mithrilda]

I left the in person in NJ! I've been working through the rest of block 4 (quite slowly)

[@JTMC93]

Perhaps you could share the Skillshare course?

[@Mithrilda]

Ah, forgot to list it! Added to the description

[@JTMC93]

@@Mithrilda yay! Thanks.

[@JTMC93]

@@Mithrilda But seeing your journey is inspiring. Thank you for being you. And thank you for being authentic with your journey.

[@flovisser3381]

Can you please contact me about the actual cost for the evolve program

[@Mithrilda]

They have all the prices listed on the website and you can contact customer support for clarification. I believe they raised their prices recently

[@JessiTheBestiGaming]

I really think it's because you're looking at art in a logical and methodical way.. and while you do need some fundamentals and some logic.. you need to let the creativity flow. You have to relax, and let yourself switch over to creative mode. You're stressing too much basically.. let it flow. You don't have to be perfect

[@brap97]

She doesnt like being bad at things.

[@coyoteblue4027]

Wait who's Kevin?

[@ordinarydragon8764]

Bruh- xD

[@evanfoster437]

Clownish!

[@doomermario]

try animating