I Don't Like Filming Art Videos Anymore

[@BayleeJae]

Thank you everyone for the kind and supportive comments! It's thanks to all of you that I am able to do what I do, so thanks for sticking with me whenever I make changes. I'm not abandoning this channel, but the videos might be different and less frequent. Who knows what you'll see! I'm leaving it open for any type of creative content.

[@eva9292]

Don't worry about changing your content, when you do something with joy and passion, those feeling transfer to your creations, whether those are drawings, paintings or videos. If you enjoy it, we'll do aswell! Stay positive and focus on yourself 💪

[@kadicollantine4734]

I have watched you for years we are happy that you have shared so many tips but we dont want to watch vidios knowing that it's getting you you down do what you like the people who like it will stay and watch and people that dont like it will leave do you we will be behind you all the way x stay safe we love you x

[@nadinedargham8023]

Hi Baylee, I watch your videos partially because of your art (because it’s beautiful!) and also partially because of your personality. So, if you need to shift your focus that makes you happy and advance more as a person - do it. Sometimes it’s actually harder to take the first step, and I’m glad that you are! I know I’m gonna be here and watch every single art piece you post, whether it is speed painting or animation or a 10sec clip - I’ll be here. I’ll probably end up following your second channel too, even though I’m not a huge fan of vlogs 🤫. Much love, Nadine from Malaysia ❤️

[@cherdidi88]

A good video is one you're passionate about, hearing the joy and excitement in your voice about your freedom to do what you want makes me happy for you. You'll still have an audience who will route for you because we enjoy you as a person as well as your art.

[@artatjules]

I'd much rather watch something you're excited about than something you feel you have to produce for you tube, art should be made because you want to not need to, I think it shows in the end result. Stay safe and be happy

[@SuperRaedizzle]

I'm sorry to hear Baylee. I can def understand how hard it is to keep up with the endless game of youtube, especially with youtube constantly changing the algorithm. As a part of your fan base we want nothing more than to see you thrive, enjoy yourself and your content! you never, ever EVER let us down girl. You're one of the brightest stars in the art community. So many art youtubers wouldn't be here without you (including me). Take your time, upload what you want, enjoy yourself, keep on thriving and improving and it'll naturally fall into place 💗

[@bubblybeauty5828]

SuperRaeDizzle love your videos!

[@indesomniac]

honestly, i prefer videos without multiple camera angles - i find it distracting and more difficult to focus and see what the artist is doing! top-down like this is best imo oh! and i forgot to say but this turned out super lovely!

[@lynnleigha580]

Exactly what I was saying. I prefer the "top down" one angle videos. I tend to get dizzy when they flip around so much, it gets hard to watch

[@mjpete27]

Simple can be better or best!

[@deidreweeks-palomino9239]

Agreed!

[@CowgirlEm]

Me too! I enjoy seeing all the art at once 😊

[@BelindaShort]

Agreed. I like just watching the art

[@lilredhead17]

I actually don't mind this camera angle, its kind of nice to actually have a clear view every second. And I also do not mind how often you make a video. I've been following you for years, when I see Baylee, I watch. Even if it's been a month.

[@deidreweeks-palomino9239]

I prefer this angle to any other!

[@BelindaShort]

Agree I like this angle a lot

[@strawberrymins]

SAME

[@DamTraMegDai]

Same

[@tikibaybee1]

Exactly. We come for her and the art

[@jillianetuk5189]

I'm sorry that you dont like filming art videos anymore your very talented and I really love your art and thanks for being honest

[@STICKYArt]

As a fellow creator It’s a lot of work! Also to do YT full time does not pay well :( and there are so many hours in a week) to make a living working 80-100 hours a week is not sustainable.

[@jillianetuk5189]

@@STICKYArt true

[@tammyhelitz]

*you’re (but true comment)

[@STICKYArt]

I have found way to many artists “over working” on this platform. It’s not healthy and the benefit on this platform is declining. I have put in 10 hours on uploads to get 100 views. I have limited my filming games and editing for YT to 10 hours a week and my commissions are what actually are worth the time and pay my bills. Great video Baylee Jay!

[@button.house101]

Wow you have some rlly good videos and art.

[@cazmakesart]

Hi sticky! Always fun to find someone you know on another video! You might not know me, but I found out about you by Eve Harvey Art

[@YellowMelle]

Right, it's hard to know what to focus on, b/c most youtubers don't actually get paid at all... I started because it seemed like a necessary tool to lead to sales and commissions, but dang, it's a lot of work for ten years only to achieve maybe one commission per month, if super lucky. :/

[@STICKYArt]

Goo Galore thanks so much :)

[@victoriagiordano1321]

I just checked out your channel really nice!!!!!!

[@viviemorton14]

I’m going to be honest, I wouldn’t mind if this channel became more than just ART. If you did gaming I’d watch, if you crafted I’d watch, if you just made a video about your cats I’d watch. I mean many of the popular youtubers do different things and shake up there content. I feel like your sweet bubbly personality make your channel interesting. For example if you did more stuff like your childhood ghost stories video ( the one we’re you drew the bunnies) I’d watch that it be really cool if you animated your stories. Or maybe did a short let’s plays idk I just feel like you shouldn’t limit your channel to just recording art. ❤️

[@moonlampje79]

very well spoken and I totally agree!

[@jonnawhite1989]

Yes!! I agree with you! Shes so sweet!

[@SarasStudio]

Well said hundred percent agree

[@BiteSizedCrafter]

VictoriaWasHere :) this! All of this! Thank you!

[@jessica-leetang8903]

couldn't of said it myself better

[@dulciemoon5496]

Sometimes our feelings shift and that’s when we realise we have grown in to change and change is ok. The most important thing is that you ENJOY what you do and keep yourself as sane as possible! Love your vlogs all the same x I’ll be here supporting you no matter what you ever decide to do :) 🖤💙

[@lynnleigha580]

Amen

[@katcalico9142]

100%

[@darleneiglehart6605]

P

[@gooberbirb]

If the title is true, then take a break if you need to! sometimes we lose passion in parts of our lives but that’s okay. we have plenty of your videos to enjoy if you decide to stop for a while.

[@IIAlexII101]

I honestly don't think this neccesairly is about a breather but a Lifestyle. If you watch her vlogs you see how much other stuff she has going on.

[@SarasStudio]

nonirue hey nonirue lol

[@andra2352]

I agree but ur profile pic lmao

[@tommy079]

I think you missed her point. She doesn't seem like she needs a break. It looks like she's thriving and at peace.

[@gooberbirb]

xxLightse True! She has a busy lifestyle and some hobbies may need to take a backseat

[@inixte]

I've been following you since I was probably about 13, and I'm almost 21. Your art brought me here but your personality made me stay all these years. No matter what you feel like creating I'll always enjoy it, whether it's in KZbin video form or not

[@themintkitten]

Bailey: Speedpaintkngs with boring voice over are out. And then there is me. I loove watching speedpaintings where people just ramble about their concept in the piece and they way they worked it out and stumbled across errors. One can learn so much from that;;

[@EllieMandyArt]

Nyako facts!! That is extremely discouraging to hear one of the top top artists talk about speed paintings are out... 🙄

[@littlelady9801]

Yep, I also like when its just a digital speedpaint with songs Like the ones Emala jiss does But in my opinion she would be free to do what she enjoys

[@teampokepals763]

I think the problem is that they tend to be too niche and repetitive to be successful in KZbin's algorithm. If you look at the ones with the most views, they tend to have traits all successful youtube videos have: being topical, having some sort of gimmick (for art, that's usually being technically impressive like photo-realism or using MS Paint), or attracting children, an active fanbase, or horny people, yet even those videos tend to be one-hit-wonders. Speedpaints still have their audience, but for someone looking for a livable income, the base audience isn't big enough to support that goal, and I imagine doing MLP/creepypasta/FNAF/Undertale speedpaints specifically to appease the algorithm would burn out most people over the age of 14. KZbin hasn't been very hospitable for artists just trying to do art in a long time.

[@eveynchavez1519]

Yeah word I just think she's trying to stay relevant than stay true to her art. But what would I know KZbin is probably really hard :\

[@chamomilyeart4685]

I love speed painting too haha

[@rileyk0808]

take as long as you need. you should do what you enjoy and we will all support whatever you do. you deserve to be happy and i just want you to be happy❤️

[@zhonglikinnie5198]

Is no one gonna talk about THE AMAZING ART WORK SHE MADE🔥

[@BayleeJae]

Thank you!

[@zhonglikinnie5198]

Baylee Jae np ;^;✨

[@jenthulhu]

IKR?! GoodNESS that's some beautiful stuff!

[@SoCraftastic]

So much respect for you, Baylee.

[@priyankamehta9426]

" Changing hobby for career, taints the whole thing" I agree to that point. You are awesome and we all love you. So take your next step keeping yourself first and then thinking of others. If you won't be happy doing it, nobody will be happy watching it. And we enjoy watching you enjoy your own art. That is kind of the charm of it.

[@chibiiiwerewolf]

Honestly KZbin is not very artist friendly, I myself literally just started here and am already feeling burned out of it and discouraged. Please feel free to take a break if You need too! ♥️

[@AlottaBoulchit]

I've been trying to start a KZbin for years but constantly giving up because I feel discouraged by it. You hear so much from popular youtubers about the burnout and stress and chasing the algorithm so you start to think "why even bother if it's just going to make you miserable in the end?" The crappy part is these days yt popularity is the quickest way to financial freedom for an artist if you can get it to work.

[@nekoloverx3]

​@@AlottaBoulchit I think what might help is thinking about why you're making videos - is it to eventually make a living? If so then worrying about what popular youtubers worry about might be productive but if you're just doing it for fun it might be less stressful to use this platform for what ever you're personally making videos for. I've been making youtube videos to try to document my journey as an artist and learn more about my process and I feel almost no stress about it - obviously I'd like more views but I'm not making money off of it so it's fun for me. Finding your motivation can make things a lot more enjoyable, at least for me. I'm kind of rambling, my bad. I hope what I've said makes sense and maybe gives you some inspiration.

[@AlottaBoulchit]

@@nekoloverx3 hehe I'm a rambler myself so I totally got you 💖 Yeah I understand what you're saying! With the channel I wanted to start i just wanted to do things I enjoyed. Like I've heard "people don't like" when channels have different video content to what they subscribed for so it was encouraged people make multiple channels dedicated to one or a few related topics. That feels like a huge hassle I wouldn't want to do. LOL So I was just gonna keep all my stuff under one roof. They're my interests and my projects and I just wanted to share them. If people joined me that's great. Though not gonna lie I want to be able to make a living with my art too. LOL So worrying about that part of running a channel is important to keep in mind as well. Sometimes it just feels so daunting and editing feels scary. The thought of doing all this and coming out empty also feels scary. Haha

[@chibiiiwerewolf]

@@nekoloverx3 I've pretty much turned to this mindset as well, I'm now treating My channel as an archive or sorts to keep all My speedpaints together. It's been a lot better for Me to think about it that way. 😊

[@EllieMandyArt]

INSANE WEREWOLF YOU NEEEEEED TO KEEP GOING YOURE CONSTANT Af! I can see so much potential in you!!! Keep going honey!

[@soop5050]

Never have I ever clicked on a video so fast in my life. I haven't watched it yet but I'm scared.

[@cymaeri]

I can totally relate waaaaaah

[@smammy228]

Bella Means Same

[@anawilson7641]

Same😂

[@paincreatesfame]

same •^• I know I shouldn’t be scared but I am lol also hello fellow clikkie ||-//

[@soop5050]

@@paincreatesfame hello 😳😳

[@perrypixellette]

Make sure to watch the ENTIRE video before jumpingtoconclusions! Baylee isn't quitting making videos! There will be changes in her content but she is NOT quitting making videos!

[@ivyhammett-aron8012]

I've been subscribed for years-like since the teal hair era-and the evolution of your art over the years has always inspired me to draw with my own style and not copy someone else's. That being said, I would much rather see less videos if it means that you get to spend more time on and have more fun with the videos you do post. I understand that the number of views is an important aspect to consider when youtube is a main source of income though. Thanks for sharing your perspective here :)

[@caseolum]

Your relationship with your art and work is the most important thing and I’m sure we’ll all support whatever decisions you make :)

[@BentleyHouseMinis]

Great discussion topic! I had a talk with myself a while ago that I am a miniaturist first and a youtuber second. I still love both but I had to decide that I wouldn't let my art take a back seat to trends and the algorithm. I think it has led to more slower growth... BUT I feel like the people that do subscribe really want to be there and enjoy what I enjoy also. I like your idea of writing down all the things you don't like to do and making changes from there. Thanks for the encouragement!💖

[@damaas9094]

Wow i just found ur chanel through this comment and it is dreams come true 💟

[@peachbubble4851]

Honestly, you do you. I stopped watching trending videos and challenges a long time ago. Might be cause I’m getting older and could care less about those but I’d rather watch a video where the artist really enjoyed making so do what YOU feel like doing, film what YOU want whether that be an oil painting or an animation, we’ll still be here (well I will anyways) watching whatever you put out. Looking forward to your next art project and looking forward to your next vlog (excited for Vlune if you’re still doing it?) Btw this is such a lovely piece. Really enjoyed watching it come together.

[@carolynpaints]

i see this same internal conflict happening w a lot of creators who make it big on the internet. It’s really easy to lose passion for your hobbies when they become a job especially when it becomes less about making what you love and more about making something entertaining/popular. I really hope you take time for yourself to make art that you love instead of needing to make something bc you feel obligated to. You definitely deserve a break from the constant pressure of creating for an audience! We support/love you sm Baylee no matter what! 💞💞

[@emmabates8106]

I actually love watching speed paints. Do whatever you want to do.

[@AlottaBoulchit]

I love them too and they don't need to have special conversations either. I personally don't care if every video is an explanation of the process with similarities between each piece. Repetition is one way that people learn things and as an artist always on the look out for new ways of doing things... I'd then be able to learn from them. Lmao Maybe I'm just odd but I do watch other good artists to try and absorb their processes because I'm most fascinated by how others do their work and how different or similar it is to my own. 😂

[@PancyrArtVideos]

I relate to this title so hard. I find I paint differently when the camera is on, it's so weird, like I am still alone, but I know the camera is on so it's changes things.

[@mooravity8140]

Am I the only one who still loves watching speed paint videos?!😭

[@ThatAnxiousArtist]

No, I absolutely love speed paints!

[@MsLinaTina]

I love speed paints and art creation. In fact it's the main thing I watch. But i agree with Baylee what's being said is important too. It has to be interesting.

[@RosieRosieCool]

I prefer the speed paints too, it makes it about the art, not just about the entertainment. And about digital speed paints, they're not boring. I'd watch a speed paint over a vlog any day

[@mooravity8140]

@@RosieRosieCool Exactly! I prefer just the plain old art videos rather than the challenges and entertainment videos

[@smudged4090]

I don't like them as much as I used to. They don't entertain me as much as before, but some do interest me and I'll watch them if I have the time.

[@bronwynecg]

This whole “chasing KZbin algorithm “ thing is the reason people need to stop using KZbin as a source of income. It just ruins everything.

[@AlottaBoulchit]

Chasing the algorithm sucks but you can't deny that being popular on KZbin gives the opportunity to have good income. Even if your income no longer comes from ads and instead comes from outside sources or personal shops.. those wouldn't have been possible if you weren't in demand from having KZbin popularity.

[@Orynae]

@@AlottaBoulchit I agree, not to mention that the main reason people become youtubers is that they love what they're doing! KZbin is a unique opportunity for people to make a living with unconventional activities. Just because their interests shift or they tire of doing the same thing, doesn't mean that they were coerced by the algorithm from the very start lol

[@pendlera2959]

If the algorithm pushes people to create too often or to invest too much time/money, then it's going to make people burn out more quickly. While coercion is a bit too strong of a word, we do need to acknowledge that KZbin has a monopoly here, and working too hard and getting some pay vs going at your own pace and getting no pay are both bad options. When people have to choose between multiple bad options, you can't blame them for their suffering.

[@riseabove3133]

It’s also why people lose interest in watching KZbin. The more YT manipulates suggested video away from what matches what the viewer likes to watch - and pushes toward what KZbin WANTS us to watch... the less interesting the whole thing is. I also find all the “high production value” kind of a turn off. Google ruined KZbin’s charm. Might as well just watch cable TV with what they’ve turned YT into. Good video, Baylee. Very honest and genuine struggle.

[@geekconn558]

See, the reason why I love watching your vlogs and streams is because you’re typically doing things and talking about things that you love. I love hearing about store prep and packaging, I love hearing you discuss room changes and your stream setups. It’s so much more engaging, even this video where you just speak your feelings.

[@MataNataM]

Appreciate the honesty. Here’s some for ya: I actually didn’t watch this video at all but rather backgrounded it and listened to it while drawing :) So yeah it is interesting. Good luck on whatever you decide to do going forward!

[@kkrav3n]

Sometimes you need to express yourself. I appreciate that, don't hold back. Keep doing you, boo! 💜

[@perrypixellette]

When you watch the streams and the vlogs and you knew this was coming Good for you Baylee!

[@KristelS_]

Oh my gosh Pearpear, I didn't know you made KZbin videos 😅 I know what I'm binging after this vid👀

[@perrypixellette]

@@KristelS_ HahaSweat hai kristels uwu

[@nayha2802]

When I first discovered your channel (from the marker comparison video ages ago), I really enjoyed the painting videos and the more in depth videos such as the marker one. I noticed myself not really watching anymore in recent years but I still stayed with the vlog channel, but I'm glad you're prioritizing your art over the art videos! I'm excited to watch the upcoming videos you'll be making!

[@WeblightDreams]

I think we as artists have all been here one time or other. I am also struggling in finding joy in filming my videos. Editing also takes so much out of one and most don't understand just how much work goes into each video.

[@button.house101]

Your art is really good❤️❤️I just checked it out and they are amazing

[@myfanwynia]

Love your channel!! 💗🌷🖐🎨

[@TheColourCave]

Weblight Dreams totally with you on the editing!

[@WeblightDreams]

@@button.house101 Aw thank you so much. :) It's comments like these that keep us going.

[@WeblightDreams]

@@myfanwynia Thank you, I love your channel too. :)

[@pimpurcabbges7437]

I respect your feelings and thoughts coming from a really young person. I am approaching the age where I ultimately decide what I want to do with life. Whether I nurture my skills in art or pursue a passion in veterinary medicine. So when you honestly speak on how hard it has been and how you shared your doubts and fears it helped me further brace my decision in pursuing art. I have never felt this determined before and even now i feel its unfair how little time I have to bring my ideas to life. The things limiting me are time and the human body. I wish I could work forever in improving. So uhm thank you so much! I don’t know for how long I’ve been a subscriber and I’ll be honest I don’t know when I stopped watching Art KZbinrs. But I know for sure that you all inspired me so much to work harder and for that I’m grateful. I hope our words made this whole journey worthwhile even when you’re struggling. I don’t know if it’s meant to be this emotional for you or anyone but for me it is. 😊 thank you 🙏🏼 Do what makes you happy. As long as you’re not running from your fears then I’ll still support you from the heart

[@honeydewdrizzle5738]

no one: literally no one: Me: Had a heart attack when i saw the title

[@yara_arta6778]

Same 😱

[@demonheart13]

Everyone: hyperventilating Literally Everyone: quickly going insane No one: (calmly) I'm sure it'll be fine

[@lilyunicorns8978]

Same

[@ΔεαΚ]

@@demonheart13 that no one is me tho

[@Jess-in1ux]

Same

[@eleanortallman6364]

I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. We love you and your artwork! Don’t let something you love become something you hate. I would be willing to watch paint with Baylee! Long projects, multiple videos, simple filming, I just enjoy seeing what you do! I watch videos to relax and learn new things. I watch these for inspiration. You don’t have to push yourself too far to chase the KZbin algorithm. I look forward to seeing everything you do in your future!

[@wolflover411]

Obviously I can’t speak for everyone but personally, I’m here for YOU, Baylee. Any sort of content you put out I’m interested in because it’s YOU. You are what makes these videos interesting and fun for me to watch. I’m so excited to see what the future brings for this channel! Do what makes you happy, a lot of us will always be ready to click that video when it comes out. In the mean time we’ll see you on the vlogs and streams ;)

[@AmyMade]

Thank you for this. This video truly expressed what I’ve been feeling about KZbin and art. I want to keep creating but making them into videos changes the experience completely. Especially when I put pressure on myself regarding views and stuff.

[@ninam2164]

Do whatever you want or whatever you're comfortable with doing! I discovered your art channel quite a few years ago and I stayed not only for the art, but mostly for you! I love your vlogs and your livestreams. Don't feel pressured to do something you're not happy with because you're only going to hate it more. Your happiness and mental health come first ❤❤❤

[@PrincessofIce1]

I'm really enjoying this new era of KZbin where content creators are able to create a more healthy work schedule and still support themselves. Whatever works for you, do it.

[@mullemarie5859]

You did a beautiful job with this study, absolutely beautiful. I've always thought your biggest strengths in art were 1) your technical skills and 2) the patience you have with your art. I think it's wonderful news that you're ready to have the same kind of patience with yourself

[@inkiwell]

I watch EVERY Vlog, you are like a family member. I have watched you since the beginning. Keep doing what makes you happy and we will see that come through in your spirit.

[@jordanalia7350]

Well, first of all: the piece you did on this video is beautiful! As for what you're feeling I just hope you do what's better for you. I love your art videos (and yes, I do watch them to see the art, you talking it's a bonus) but if this isn't your thing anymore, do what you have to do. I wish you all the best!

[@sambeawesome]

Definitely can't blame you. I don't get much of any enjoyment out of making videos anymore either. That's why I switched to streaming, and what a difference. The live interaction is great. Go where the fun is, especially since you have other areas of income to help cover you. Also great job with this piece, I like the idea of taking a chunk out of the reference and painting just that. (And the heart canvas, too cute!) Reminds me of a middle school project we did in art class xD I should try it again some time :)

[@ashegranger]

I enjoy these videos so much, I’d rather you be real with us rather then pushing out videos as fast as possible. I never enjoyed the sketch book tour videos because I could tell it wasn’t something you were happy with. Watching you make content you’re happy with is so exciting to watch the process and your thoughts on it.

[@chantelmartin8434]

Hey Baylee, I've watched you for a few years now and I am so thankful for how honest you are in this video (about KZbin, about your art, about your business, etc.). I feel like some of your videos are made or titled for "clicks" (as you've admitted) and therefore it makes the content not worth the hype. But this was AMAZING! I too am someone who worked 40+hours a week in the creative field. Four years ago, I quit my job to work someplace completely different so that I don't get burnt out or sacrifice my creativity producing content I would not otherwise do. Having a job where I don't dive head-first into art, means that when I get home, I am happily diving head-first into the art that I want to do. A lot of people don't understand that creative types are finicky from the start--it's how we make things that are unique, spontaneous and reflective of how we're feeling at that moment. I used to think that wanting a change from the daily routine of constantly making art meant that I wasn't as passionate as I thought but the truth is, art comes from change. Mediums and technique change, but so do people. I admire and want to thank you again for your honesty. Whatever you decide to do, you will excel. And who knows, you might come back to it later. Just as you left animation and are considering going back to it again. Will continue to support :)

[@suemew]

Thank you for your honesty! Constant sharing can be exhausting. Please take a break to recharge, we will wait for you! ❤️

[@Buzzzy-bee]

I luv your art

[@suemew]

Glamouroki Aw thanks so much!! 💜

[@abernathie47]

I’ve seen a lot of youtubers making similar videos about falling out of love with what they’re filming because of the stress of being a youtuber. I honestly don’t care what the format of the video is or if there’s fancy angle changes or just a straight speed paint. I’ll watch what you want to put up when you want to put it up and be happier knowing that you’re in a happier and healthier state of mind because you’re not feeling trapped. You do you, because we love you

[@mochapig2399]

It's fine I totally understand

[@xLoesje123]

I've recently started rewatching all of your vlogs (again) and the best thing about doing that is seeing the enthousiasm you put into the art. I hope you'll find a way to put that enthousiasm back into the videos, no matter how often they get posted. I adore your vlogs and it's so nice that you're so honest with us, really gives the feeling that I know you! It would be great just to see a happy Baylee creating something she absolutely loves and loves doing, than to have a video once a week! Love you Baylee!

[@pinkkrystalz7610]

I still enjoy watching speed paint videos regardless if they're "dead."

[@TAFalling]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. I've been subscribed to your channel since I was 12 and I'm 19 now. Take as much time as you need to take a break, relax, do anything you need or want. It's never good to force yourself to do something you don't want to do because you may end up hating it. I used to draw a lot but I stopped because I didn't really find it fun anymore. However recently I started sketching again and I've found a new love for drawing. Don't limit yourself and don't force yourself. We are all here for you :)

[@SeaLemonDIY]

Welcome to the 'over it' club 😉

[@julilabrada7391]

Beautiful study. Honestly, when you first bought the oil paints, I was super excited to see you use them more and I was super excited when this video came out. I remember in a vlog you were talking about how stressed you were because one of your videos weren't getting as much views and you did literally everything to try to make it more appealing and at the moment I felt really bad because I saw the struggle since a the time KZbin was you #1 priority so hearing you be able to move to make a store made me super happy for all of success. I see what you mean about speedpaints being super boring and honestly whenever I am watching a sketchbook tour or a speedpaint I usually have it sped up just to see how the art unfolds. I think an interesting video for this channel could be just a monthly- 3 month update of all the work you have done. One of other favorite artists only records her painting when she feels like recording and she rarely uploads. So for example you could work in several things you want to work on and just put it all in one video together and then seperate them for Instagram, Twitter, Tiktok, etc. Just know I think you are doing a wonderful job and I love the way your art has progressed since I first started watching you (via the time you made an intro for Daily Bumps). Keep at it girl! You got this!

[@julilabrada7391]

Came here to give insight and wrote a whole goddang essay. I'm sorry 😂

[@martigeonart7583]

I would love to see animation. You going to art school was the reason i had the balls to do so myself. Im now an illustration and animation major and i absolutely love animation. I love your current videos and i have loved them for more than six years. But seeing you want to evolve is just amazing, motivating and inspiring

[@MrsMrMoney]

First of all this art is absolutely breathtaking. So gorgeous Baylee! Secondly, you do what makes you happy and what makes you feel most productive within your comfort zone. You have so much on your plate and KZbin should make you happy and what makes you feel the most fulfilled. I completely understand feeling rushed to upload content and then in turn feeling rushed to finish your current project. I love your content, be it art videos, vlogs, or just live-streams. Forget keeping up with “The Jones’” and focus on quality and what makes you feel the most creative and happy. You have a faithful following that will more than likely watch whatever content you put up. I’m actually excited to see art by you that is more from the heart and time consuming than rushed for contents sake. Don’t feel like you have failed. Your priorities have shifted for the good!!!! I’m proud of you Baylee!

[@kyliesketches2271]

Also your art turned out soooo beautifully 😍 and you have inspired me to try that study too

[@hollybrownvideos]

My therapist actually tells me the writing every possibility is perfect in not letting anxiety make your decisions for you. - I think what interest me the most on KZbin when I watch artists on KZbin now, after years of being on here - it’s not really what people do but who people are. Podcast type content is usually what I go to or getting information or vlogs about people’s experiences- basically speedpaints have been dead since 2012. I think this is why the art community is highly volatile and isolated into subsections- for instance, I follow TONS of comic artists on KZbin but they stick to themselves. What makes you so unique Baylee is that you have success in everything you do and even though this sounds great, it could end tomorrow or become unhealthy for you. I think people like you, and no matter what you decide I trust that people will like what you decide to do.

[@kiannielopez93]

I watch repaints all the time where they use techniques in every video such as rerooting and doing the faceup and I dont get bored.

[@cherylm.5106]

Baylee, I am so proud and inspired by your growth as an artist, business professional, and KZbin creator. I remember when most of your time was dedicated to working at the animation studio, pulling late nights doing art in the little apartment, and paying off student loans. It was amazing to see you evolve your art career and your passion as a creator on multiple platforms. Congratulations on all your success! I hope the art community on KZbin can become a space for creative freedom again and not cage artists into chasing trends and views. You have worked so hard and you deserve to have fun with whatever you do next!

[@ewbecca4679]

Everything aside, I love this art soO much. It’s so gorgeous ahhh!! I think everyone who has been around for a while will agree with me in saying that we will stick by you whatever path you choose and I personally just click on every of your videos regardless on what you’re doing or making. So take your time! Do things you enjoy, and most importantly have fun :)

[@cinnyslittlefriends1379]

I love when art channels do things other than art! Don’t worry about doing the same things. We’ll love whatever you post!

[@spicyy_dicey5580]

Really pretty painting. I’m glad you’re staying true to yourself, do what you love and to yourself own limits.

[@thesleepydot]

I’ll stay here whatever you decide! It’s sad hearing you talk about pushing yourself too much, and obsessing over being productive, and neglecting friendships and more, especially since I can relate at least a bit to everything. :(( It’s great that you have improved over the years and that you continue to try to get better! Wish you the best xx

[@thesleepydot]

Oh, and the painting looks incredible!!

[@cha0ticm0nster19]

Take a break if you need one. And like you said you don't rely on KZbin to pay your bills. Do what you want to do and post what you want post! Just do what makes you happy!

[@SarasStudio]

As a KZbinr even though a really small one I know I can get tiring however I think it’s super fun. If you’re getting bored we totally understand!

[@gracemarmaduke8999]

I 100% understand where you're coming from! I'm an artist who draws 4 times a day at least but i haven't done any art in 5 week (longest I haven't done any art). I'm happy to say I'm painting and drawing again, but I needed a break to realize how much I missed it, and other aspects i didn't miss! You need to do what's right for you and let the true you shine through (screw it if no one else like it!) ❤ We are all always here to love and support you no matter what!

[@perrypixellette]

I know I've said this before, but I really enjoy watching whatever content you make Baylee! I'll follow you through whatever content you decide to make! I'm glad you're going to make content not becuase of the algorithm but yourself! I support you ❤

[@piagebot2943]

I absolutely loved your art videos! I support you no matter what content you make because I’m here for you! Your art is a huge bonus as I love seeing your process, but I’d rather you be happy about your work rather than feeling forced to do artwork just because you have to. I can’t wait to see what you have in store for the future, and I hope you’re happy and healthy❤️❤️

[@SarasStudio]

Who else died a little bit inside when I saw the title? Just me? OK 👌

[@Dee-id3ck]

Me

[@EmeraldYakumo]

Not me. This was coming for quite awhile now.

[@ShimmerGlow_Second]

Sara Bethie Me! My soul left my body when I ready the title

[@Sugar735]

I'm happy you put this out. I'm having the same issue with my channel, I'm known for junk journals and it's the last thing I want to do anymore, and it's gotten people kind of upset. But I've just lost the fun in it, and like you I've started thinking of video ideas before actual art ideas first. But people just don't seem to understand the work behind filming art in an entertaining way.

[@AnonymousLeeches]

if you really need to you can take a break. it's okay to take a break sometimes ♥︎

[@JamieLikesBatman]

As a long time subscriber (4+ years) I feel like, yeah I'll miss seeing new Baylee videos, but knowing that she'll be feeling so much happier and less stressed, is 100 percent worth it. Content Creators shouldn't feel worn out, or chained to their computers etc. Just for views.

[@hannahh7903]

I personally like procreate videos as long as they zoom in on whatever section they are working on.

[@birdieofdeath2647]

I almost never comment on videos. At 12:41 I started to tear up. Thank you, I really needed to hear that

[@lureart3136]

You've worked so hard to be in this position, to achieve this success, to gain this community. We love your work and will keep wanting to watch your content. But everyone deserves a rest. You really deserve a good rest. Do what you love, explore new things and come back refreshed. We'll be here for you. ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️

[@kaylaoreilly9338]

Baylee, This piece is beautiful, I love the way you focused on just one part of the painting. As a fan who has been watching your videos for at least 4 years, I think you need to do what you want to do. If you're happy with it, the supportive fans who enjoy your art will be happy for you. You need to take care of you and enjoy life. Art needs to be fun and full of passion instead of pressure all the time. Good luck and enjoy your new posting plan!!

[@damushroomcookie]

I'm glad you were honest about your feelings, it's okay to feel that way since we tend to get tired of certain passions of ours. But we'll still support you nonetheless ^^

[@munyjiji]

I remember watching you when I was a little kid. You inspired me to start drawing, in fact, i recall making a channel years ago just to post the video i made of me coloring your linearity. And the reason i thought it would be so great to post was because i learned that art can be shaded and blended and so many other things by your channel. Even though i grew up watching you, im not that same person anymore. And neither are you. So no matter which direction you grow to, art related or not, ill be here for you as you were for me. Thank you bailee

[@victorianeu]

i used to watch her videos religiously every week for 4 years. then, she started to feel not happy making them anymore. i dont know like the vibe changed and i stopped watching her. honestly i think she does need a break because her videos just aren’t the same...

[@sammyisakitty]

Baylee just do what you want. I can’t stop you from doing what you think that makes you happy.

[@bubblepuffs]

First of all; this painting turned out so amazing! Second; as someone who watches the vlogs and the streams I knew this video was coming, and I’m so glad you are so honest with us and most importantly to yourself. ❤️ And so I’m gonna be honest too. When you did Vlarch I realized just how much I love your vlogs. Even to the point where I prefer them over the art videos (which is very surprising since I don’t watch any other vlogs). I have become more interested in you as a person than you as an Art KZbinr (even though you are my number 1). There’s so many other talented artists here on KZbin, but only one Baylee. And in the vlogs I get to see and know her more. Your awesome personality isn’t really visible in the art videos. And I also love the streams, where it’s like a dysfunctional but very loving family 😂 I guess I’m trying to say that I’m not here because of nice thumbnails and algorithm. I’m here because it’s you. So I’ll stay no matter what you do or how often you post ❤️

[@badyuff]

I’ve been watching you since your zkittyz channel and I’ve seen you grow and shift through so many different creative phases. It’s okay to change and not like the things you used to do, it’s a fundamental aspect of your artistic journey and your supporters understand :)

[@aalaelsadig9368]

Baylee, almost halfway through I feel very inclined to pause and tell you that there actually is a market online for speedpaints and 'art-focused art videos' on KZbin. I understand that it doesn't seem like that but recently I realised that art KZbin is larger than I thought and there IS a way to do things that aren't 'gimmicky'. I'm confident you can try out these ideas or methods to creating KZbin videos and I believe there is an audience for them. Please don't feel you have to do things this way just so that people would watch Q~Q

[@Mindabble]

Oh gawd, you have no idea how validating this is to hear. Everything you are talking about is something that has either crossed my mind or been a huge wake up call. I tried for a while to have a video out every week while also juggling school/work. After realizing I was angry at "having" to be at a birthday party because I wasn't at home, in front of my computer, editing videos, I had to stop myself and reevaluate my priorities. Last year I graduated as a graphic designer and was ecstatic to start freelancing. I tried getting back into KZbin, but I ended up completely neglecting my budding business. Also, videos felt like a chore, and in extension of that, art felt like a chore. Again, I had to reevaluate. Now, I primarily do vlogs, both, as you talked about, I find them much more easy to watch while working on other stuff and it's so much easier to get business stuff done while vlogging. Now, KZbin is no longer stressing me out, but somehow some kind of cozy documentation of my work-life. Today, I've been working on a watercolour piece while filming and I kept getting irritated at the camera being all up in my business, haha. I just wanted to push it away. This is a part of a series already ongoing, so I will probably keep filming, but I do have to take a REALLY hard look at how. Thank you for this video. Do what makes you happy, do what makes your days work. Much love 💚

[@berinahodzic8708]

You could do art vids on tiktok. They're great to watch cuz they're quick and fun. Also I love the idea of doing animations

[@5tudi0jenny]

I love listening to you talk and I think that's why ideally enjoy your vlogs. But I've seen an improvement in my own art bc I watch your art videos. And i super appreciate the time and effort you put into a lot of your art! I look forward to anything you post, no matter when it's posted

[@Ghaniyahgillani]

Me:Reads title Also me: Noooooooooooooooooooo WAIT SOMEBODY OTHER THAN ME LIKED MY COMMENT LIKE NO JOKE TYSMMMM

[@yessy6265]

I personally like to watch videos that you're passionate about, because you can just feel the love and attention a piece has! Glad you were finally able to share your thoughts and I can't wait to see whatever new pieces you come up with!

[@impact_1152]

I want a new camera to film my videos I need agh Ike what do you recommend?❤️🌹

[@Sakuems]

this was not a surprising video and i'm glad you're making the change that will make you happy. It took me a while myself to realize I didn't like filming art videos anymore, it became more obvious as my etsy store started to be my main income source and youtube wasn't bringing anything, It got to a point where I was so unhappy the content I was making that it made no sense to keep recording. ATM i'm still filming stuff that will be posted on my channel but there's zero expectations or pressure to do any of it, i'm going to record the content that makes me happy. I'm sure you'll find it ! also this painting study is showing me and people that your skillsket is way higher than what you're used to show us. It feels like to me you're not diving into your art enough because of pressure to post and I believe it's the right time to start making what your heart really wants :) I'm looking foward to see anything you'll create ! I personnaly enjoyed looking at this timelaspe because it was different from what you post usually. I stopped making artvideos because nowadays it's not just the art that people want to see, it's the crazy entertainment content. and to me that content is actually not what I like to watch. I guess you get the audience you asked for ultimately but what matters when you're not relying on income from youtube is not what people would like to watch but what YOU like to watch and what you like to make. I personnally stopped watching a lot of "older" art youtubers that went on the entertainment root more than the art route. I started following other creators that had a narrative and still an entertaintment aspect like Minnie Small or Jean Reno. It's still focused on art but the editing is so on point it feels very relaxing and interesting. It's like a vlog mixed with a topic and art all together. It's still focused a lot on the process of the art piece. I'm so on board with everything you said, no relying on income from YT allowed me so much freedom. I reposted recently and had like 1000 views. It bummed me a bit, I was expecting low views, but what bothered me more is the 71K subs that didn't see it. KZbin hides our content :( I do watch your vlogs every time (sometimes I need to catch up lol) but I haven't watched ur art videos in 4 months. It just means it doesn't appeal to me but what matters is does it appeal to you ? do you want to watch your own content ? if not, then you know what to do :) go Bayls !

[@kyliesketches2271]

The title scares me... haha but I love your vlogs so I think I’ll be ok 😂

[@cyancelsius7492]

Dang... I remember when I first discovered your channel back in 2015. You’ve gone through so many changes since then. And your art has improved so much! I fully support your decision to cut back on videos. At least for me, your personality is what makes your content good and original above all else. So as Long as you spend your precious hours doing what you love, you’re on the right track. I’m 17 now and will continue watching your vlogs, and other content as long as it’s around. Thanks for the amazing videos and stay true to yourself.

[@ladyseshiiria]

This sounds like a mental health issue and a burn out issue. Self care is important.

[@rennybolick]

It's not a mental health issue, and it isn't burn out either, she just doesn't want to make art videos anymore and there is nothing wrong with that.

[@martinaspohr2663]

It is refreshing to hear your view points. You are not a failure! I truly believe you have to have a balance in your life. Do what works for you. I am so glad that you sharing your thoughts; that you are keeping it real. Best wishes in whatever path you decided to follow. Success comes with doing. Keep up the good work. 😊

[@maggiedake]

GIRL IM STRAIGHT HAVING A HEART ATTACK RN BUT IM WATCHING THE ADS FOR YOU BUT IDK WHAT TO EXPECT AHHHHHHHHH IM DYYYYYYYYING😭😣

[@godzandheros]

who the fuck says speed paints are dead? I'd watch real time paintings/art/drawings ALL day if I could. idc if there is a voice over or not, the process of watching someone draw/paint/colour is so soothing and therapeutic to me also massive paint swatching videos fucking LOVE

[@jasminehawken1203]

Awww bummer.... But don't it's how you feel 😥💜💜

[@cutiewolf8281]

Bayle, I've been watching your videos for 8 years. I started watching them when I was a really young kid, finding out about art, now I'm 19 years old and I've finished art high school because of the inspirations you're videos 8 years ago gave me. I'm applying for the applied arts college and you are the reason everything started for me. Right now, I don't even like cartoon girls illustrations anymore but I still watch you because you've been an inspiraing woman to me. As an artist, I understand your emotions about youtube and art. Don't think about video, think about yourself and your own art. Things you create represent you and do it for yourself and I'm sure even then you will be an inspiration to some new kids. Always do what ever suits you, I wish you all the best and thank you for helping me find my way! Love you Bayle, greetings from Serbia!

[@anafrancio]

I watch this channel for a few years... I discovered copics through you. So think of me as friend lmao I feel like the quality of your art dropped. Not because you're not evolving, but because you've been pushing yourself into those challenges for the entertainment and being quick and etc... This video, the painting is soooooo beautiful! I remember you said you would do like 1 video per week than out of nowhere you changed your mind to 2 videos again and I got surprised. And I think that drained you. I'm not into vlogs in general but I do like seeing the updates related to art like your store, or the diamond painting. So, please, take your time. Focus on you and your art. I like speedpaints, I also like when you do dumbass stuff like poppy or squidward art. I really think you need this time off, and worry less with the views and more with the practice. Like you did with the diamond painting. I know you live from this (or at least used to), but the more you force it the worst you will feel, and so will be video. AND PLEASE DO THE OIL PAINTS ALREADY, THEY'RE LIKE YOUR NEW YEAR'S GOAL FOR 2? 3 YEARS? HSUSHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHSHDHDHDU I would gladly wait two months for a video if you have to. You own this to yourself and your mental health. As for me, like I said, think of me as a friend. I'll support you and watch the video whenever it comes 💛