i don't love you anymore...

[@AruarianMusic]

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[@xiutrr810]

she actually tells him some worse shit after lmao , she tells dude she fucked his best friend

[@coffeemouth_]

i fucking hate the feeling of falling out of love. it makes you question every aspect of yourself. it makes you feel like something is terribly wrong with you. it fills you up to the fucking brim with guilt and uncertainty.

[@omgirl2200]

megs i hate the feeling of falling out of love and wanting to leave everything behind and yet days pass by i still want him. And the process goes on. Is this still love? I’m unsure.

[@gadafireal1140]

megs i hate that to i feel like its going to happen to me soon again

[@brittanyaguirre5276]

"My eyes don't light up when you walk into a room anymore"

[@thebootlegboy]

that's legit the worst thing someone can say to you

[@holyhat5873]

the bootleg boy happened to me just a while ago ha

[@holyhat5873]

Same

[@Lazarus98849]

Same man, it's the worst experience second to death

[@holyhat5873]

Lets make a support group ha xD

[@bennigloan9641]

saintCloud599 not at all, the worst thing is the death of a beloved person. I couldnt care less for not being loved anymore by somebody who lets love slip away in a second. Thats why you can always fall in love again with somebody new. Dont be a pussy, go find one. It will be warm and cozy just like the one before :) thats life, hang in there it'll be over soon

[@222vessel]

how cool would it be if we all met up and just chilled on a mid-warm darknight in a opened forest area to be sad and just talk about love, life and just everything to eachother

[@lollol-ss7kh]

that would be fukin dope, my friend

[@vampcute]

I’ll join you in this deep thought talk ( = u=)y

[@basielu]

can there be s'mores?

[@mysticcatstudios6683]

sausagekay uchiha Of course. That is a requirement

[@lizbethmartinez8788]

Man that would be great

[@savi_ru]

"did i actually love her, or the idea of loving her and having an actual purpose in life for a while?"

[@kylaligayo2366]

Actual purpose? 🤔

[@shigglezz684]

He loved her, his purpose is to simply be alive.

[@zanmanduran8834]

Fuck man

[@666LordShinnok666]

@@shigglezz684 Yo bro, I'm new to the club...

[@kimgafvert8624]

This one hit me hard 😔

[@roiael]

"she said i don't love you anymore, i said was it love at all or just the void i momentarily filled?.."

[@jamaldavis831]

Dammit man, you win out again.

[@shlomorday6292]

What is this void that expands in us and threatens to swallow us?, why does it exist?. Are we born with it?

[@deafgate7473]

This Channel inspired me to make music and I've finally made one😃😄... please check it out on my channel .. and support indie artist.. thank you so much

[@eduardocabada7367]

existential void. It exists because we are conscious of our own existence and often enough we don't have a clue on how we ought to exist and what for... Life is meaningless, and creating your own purpose (which would only be an illusion) is very tough. Some can't handle it, so they just become the ordinary office worker whose path is pretty much defined by society and capitalism. Some others try new things and take risks. The idea is to do ''something'' with your life in order to fill some of that existential void.

[@bluemooninthedaylight8073]

deaf fly Such wit!

[@oswaldshat6519]

Yesterday we held hands Discussing a future together Looked at the setting sun Across the shore Today you tell me You don't love me any more

[@bobsteins4435]

Flip Flop that happened to me, I dont think I meant to be loved. Back to my cave of electronics and weed.

[@ogfaIlen]

fuck, ive been there homie. one thing i thought about though, is that moments like that - where you can just chill and smoke and play some v games and be by yourself... you've gotta enjoy times like that. Ive been in that position too many times but in hindsight it's always nice because eventually you're going to miss that time where you were independent, not constrained by anyone or anything, and free to make yourself happy and love yourself... you'll find someone soon like everyone does and then you'll suddenly appreciate moments like that. i know it sounds cheesy af but learning to love yourself is the most important. idk, just my 2 cents / what i've learned so far. hope you have a great day :)

[@Cheddahbiscuitz]

Flip Flop damn this comment for some reason really hit home for me man

[@22Tech]

real men feel ma boi

[@sfiabong7360]

That's deep

[@onikattt333]

*breaks up with girlfriend* *gets this notification a minute later* Literally the timing was impossibly good

[@joeill620]

Ari Ali hope you are doing alright man

[@AruarianMusic]

:(

[@somelatinodude4582]

Life is just a big damn joke isn’t it?

[@flannthony4257]

I like how the white is exactly the same as the white of the youtube interface and it all blends perfectly

[@miralysmaederi4779]

She was here, standing right in front of me... I don't know how, but i knew this was coming... I said "You're gonna tell me something I can guess by the expression on your face right ? Is this how these days will end up ? If you are going to say something of this kind, then just forget about using "anymore" in your sentence, because it will just be harder for you and I to think our relation went well until now..." She said it... I smiled... She started to cry... I did too, i'm not emotionally strong... We lost ourselves in the dark, our memories vanishing as time goes on... And then today, 3 years after, i just learned that she died in a car accident with her new boyfriend... Life is a fucking torture, ain't it ?

[@therealgeodripp]

shit. I can see that putting someone in a strange place. how are you doin?

[@alizanadeem5393]

hey...you alright?

[@miralysmaederi4779]

Ho ! Thank you for asking. That is truely what i need, support... Well it's been 1 month... I'm starting to get over it... Nearly fell in depression, but I had the chance of having very supportive friends. Guess this world is not full of despair. Anyway, thank you, and I wish your life to be better than mine ! ^^

[@zero-wolf5519]

Arkenyx Emeriel Damn man that has to be the worst pain

[@dimsum3329]

you doing ok my man?

[@modeak47]

And yet I still miss him

[@nanda_gamedev]

yup...

[@modeak47]

Fuck , so its not just me godamn...

[@nanda_gamedev]

Faggot Far from it. It's been so long since she left me, I don't even know what I still like about her myself... I actually know it wouldn't ever work again, but I'd still take her back immediately.. Anyway, I actually just want to say it's normal and it hurts and it's okay. You're not alone :)

[@modeak47]

thats the point

[@circiniuzz]

me too

[@CalugaMen]

I don't love you, but I want the best for you. I'm not the best and right now I'm not okay. But I'm on meds now, maybe when I feel better in the head we could be together. Just don't wait for me, I'll go after you.

[@monicalee6615]

This.♥ Sometimes we need to find ourselves, love ourselves before we can give our best to the other. It may hurt, but it has to be done.

[@delightfulsadness2675]

It's so confusing when you don't love someone but you miss them to the point you stay up at night thinking about how bad you hurt them...

[@violetquartz8817]

Delightful Sadness ugh I know this

[@violetquartz8817]

Except I was the one broken up with

[@jessicafinozzi]

holy shit, yes

[@minicc26]

I feel the same exact way. Its like you wish you could've loved then, you wanted to. But you couldn't and you feel terrible horrible guilty inside for not being able to. You miss them and in a way love them but never the love they could ever want and deserve. I wish i could've loved him. But i cant and i don't and it hurts, and i know it hurts him more..

[@valiantrose651]

minicc26 That's exactly how I feel with my boyfriend... Im going to have to do something about this soon. He loves me so dearly I'm his everything.. But he isnt my everything. I wish I could love him how he loves me, I want to badly. But I can't. I just can't.

[@imme1601]

He coldly looked into her almost black eyes, not expressing much emotion, or thought. "I... don't love you anymore..." He sighed, as those words sunk into her conscience, her face said that she was okay, but of course, that wasn't the case. She tried to forget him, whether it was drinking, sleeping, trying to focus on her hobbies, or studying, the memory of him would always pop up into her head. She didn't know if she should be sad or mad. Mad about the fact that she couldn't learn to stop loving him, or sad that he doesn't feel the same way that she did, and still does. She felt empty, not really doing much to fill the gap in her mind. Until that moment, she was happy and loved him with every bone in her body. Will she ever let go? this thought filled her mind.

[@ErickBass360]

I'm afraid of this.

[@imme1601]

Why?

[@ErickBass360]

I'm about to be that guy, the one that says it. I don't love her anymore, but i'm afraid that i will hurt her a lot.

[@imme1601]

She'll be fine, we all have to move on somehow

[@ErickBass360]

I guess so, but it won't be easy.

[@matheusvasques8919]

It reminds me of a phrase from the movie "Her". That says, "Love is a form of socially acceptable insanity".

[@Trippze]

that movie was gay

[@kNNtheST4RR]

gay okay

[@vulnerablerummy]

g4eY 0kEi

[@notadoc9697]

Nice quote but nothing could be farther from the truth

[@AcidtigerLP]

Fantastic movie!

[@mualla8154]

i told her i didn't love her anymore she stared at me with blank eyes i didn't know what else to say and because maybe it was all my fault apologies tumbled out of my mouth one after the other in the hopes that they would make the words hurt less it wasn't enough i could see it in her eyes the way we both sat in the silence a bittersweet smile on her face she looked at me one last time 'this is the end, isn't it?'

[@kadiemartin8879]

i felt that

[@allyromero3000]

Why doesn't this have way more likes?! So beautiful honestly

[@gee8648]

This couldn't have come at a better time, these words that are still echoing in my head as I listen to this.

[@DucktorQuackers]

hurts more when you realized it never love at all. :/

[@Trippze]

never was never? tf?

[@DucktorQuackers]

didnt realize that oops :P

[@nighteyes360]

you edited your comment and it still is missing a word

[@elijahdonaldson7645]

It sucks when you have a lose the person that is closest to you. Someone you put all you're love into.

[@moondoor9031]

Sometimes I wonder how it's possible for love to make you feel good and bad at the same time. ♡

[@dpt5969]

i thought i was happy before i listened to this tracklist

[@tristanramirez4274]

Daniel Nanwood same here

[@xskiilerx]

me 2 damn :(

[@acidiclove3368]

Do I even know what love feels like anymore? Everything just seems so empty. I often feel alone even in the company of others. It's like I'm cut off from the world, from reality. I've thought I've felt love, but I wonder if I really did.. I don't know anymore

[@Thattgirl6789]

I can't believe i took him back a second time...i was hoping that we could start over and develop something more real than we had the first time we were together....but lately it seems like I've been a burden to him..that i bother him just by my existence... We talked last night on the phone not once did u tell me you loved me not once did you show any kind of affection...you've been like that lately...i think that we lost our connection and the truth is....you don't love me anymore..and the truth is i don't love you anymore either...

[@Scott-lm3xg]

if you ever need to talk to someone my snap is: scott_tom14

[@Thattgirl6789]

Scott Thomas thank you i will add you

[@BlackCanti]

Try to say it without any tear in your eyes. Otherwise it's useless... because you know we all miss the person who we remember with this tunes.

[@Thattgirl6789]

Daniel Black Canti It's like more like a numb feeling

[@memmas]

I’m going through the same thing, even the taking him back. I don’t want to tell him that I don’t love him anymore, but his lack of affection is tearing me apart.

[@Anivia33]

She said this to me 2 weeks ago, went with a "friend" of mine.... And now im drunk, crying to this... Holy shit, i love her, why did she do this to me

[@SurufuroOsu]

C'mon dude. I know you will pass through this. It's hard i know, i lived the same situation but please. Don't get down on this and rise up. You are a fantastic person

[@Dem0n]

Fuck her man, she doesn't deserve you anyway.

[@MekSoLydian]

It's gonna hurt for a while... but one day you'll be able to channel that sadness into positive change. Not for her, but for ***yourself***. Keep your chin up!

[@niccotinepatch]

stop saying this, people fall out of love, that happens

[@Anivia33]

Nele Napier she fucked with him, when we were still together, lied about it, saying stuff like "Don't worry, trust me, i love you, im yours..." She didnt fall out of love,in fait, to this day, she still love me even tho she says otherwise... She kept saying she wanted To build something with me, until yesterday, were she said that it was done for good... So i went to a bar and got smashed. I was with a girl, a good friend of mine, and she saw it (snap story) she immediatly asked who the girl was... Man, she isnt even sure of what she really desire... it just twist my fking mind...

[@bailiefuchs5770]

It felt amazing to be with him. He comforted me in all the ways I needed and it felt like he was my soulmate. We talked about moving in together and eventually starting something in time. I was unsure of him at first, but the more we hung out, the more I laughed. The more I felt like I could tell him everything. All of my secrets. We broke up after spring break. Now I wake up realizing we aren't together anymore. It's all so empty. I wanna go back and fix it all with him... but he will never love me again in the same way, he said. My heart just... aches. I want the feeling of love back again.

[@bink6565]

this comment section is teaching me a lot about heartbreak lol it sounds genuinely terrible but you'll get through it, you won't feel like this forever. hang in there ♥

[@Lucifer-kb9nx]

I look around I see faces, I see laughing, I see her The room becomes one big blur as I make my way towards her She turns to look at me Her baby blue eyes meet mine dirty brown ones She walks away Of course who will dance with a fool Who RIPPED HIS PANTS

[@laniii2404]

LMFAO STOP

[@cosmiclattee6847]

IM CRYING BECAUSE OF THIS LMAO

[@ollieologys]

i remember when you called late at night and told me those five simple yet heart-wrenching words and suddenly i realized as i listened to the dullness and pity in your voice that you were the one who fueled my urge to keep pushing forward and now you had thrown me back to the start and i had no strength to continue.

[@kawaiinibba2684]

i remember everything so vividly. it was a dark, rainy day at her house. i had just walked over there to sleep over. and after an hour, that's when she said, "i don't love you anymore. i'm sorry." sorry? you expect sorry to fix everything? well guess what? it doesn't. i still think about it to this day. i think about it so much, i can't concentrate on school shit. whenever we pass each other, we don't look at each other, it's turning into a battlefield in my mind. my mind starts to melt, i'm near the stairs. i jump, everyone starts rushing towards me. except... you weren't there. you meet me in the hospital, you say "i'm sorry." that word fucking sickens me. when i return home, she's there. i decide to spend time. i start to feel some sort of energy between us. i lean in a bit, but i regret everything i do next. i close my eyes, slowly moves towards her. she pushes me away and says that she has a new lover. it's been a few days, and you have a new lover? i start thinking by myself again, crying. i grab a knife and i start cutting. it felt good. but... this could've been avoided if i didn't exist. i would make the world better if i die. no one would change, the world would go on. but a note to her: i love you, but i wish you loved me too.

[@BeefWagon]

All these people who fell in love but felt the pain of when it finally goes away yet here I am, in love with someone who won't ever love me back. So is love worth something to experience? I can't tell, really. Guess either way, it sucks since love can turn to be a lose-lose situation. (Didn't mean to sound dramatic, just wanted to spill my thoughts among everyone else's)

[@SurufuroOsu]

Pastrus S Love is exactly that. It can be the most amazing and warm feeling in all your live. But it also can be the one that makes you drown in life

[@okairii6863]

Pastrus S I never thought a comment would hit me so hard, this was very relatable :’)

[@PanosGr44]

I still remember what she said I don't think I love you no more You never seem to call me lately But I don't think she knew me at all Cause I thought I'd never have to say this But I'm no liar and I never hid anything You should of seen it coming to this Just know I'm not singing for an ex though I'm just singing because its over, yeah

[@SatinCash]

came and went like the summertime.

[@MermaidMan-kc8of]

Yeah Eden is a nice singer ;D

[@sfiabong7360]

…

[@mintra7235]

Eden!! ❤❤

[@rhysbodrell8005]

PanosGr44 fucking love Eden

[@5nanometers]

First song's dialogue is from the movie "Closer"

[@oyasumi8859]

and piano sample is from NIN Ghosts album

[@dascodraws6040]

She utters those words... Moments later you feel fine... then you think, do you even know what love is?... with a simple question sparks a realization that cuts deeply to the core... You're now in pieces.

[@timemachines04]

"i'm sorry, i think you're worthy of someone better, i don't think i love you anymore"

[@primplum]

Someone said that to me but I still don’t understand what he meant even though it’s so obvious. 😂

[@AruarianMusic]

or do i?

[@jamaldavis831]

i'm sure of of it, that i do.

[@stayclose37]

we don't care bro

[@ZombieSolace]

hey, vsauce. Michael here.

[@lamedead9601]

I know I do like a lame haha

[@Metalwrath2]

Unfortunately, i do

[@vernonrobinson8767]

ah, that hurt me so much at the start of it but, I love this so much 💕

[@daltonoooo3242]

nothing can break the darkness pain I have inside. although I have a long background to the empty void that is my life, this dealing of emptyness won't fade. thank you for your beautiful music.

[@aleksandra6131]

I was so deep in love with someone who didn't feel that way about me, and once I was talking to him and staring at him I just felt the "I don't love you anymore" and it was so fckn good to be free of this shit.

[@dereinetypausufg]

So in love with this channel

[@Greyshirk]

I dont love this channel anymore good bye. (Not really)

[@gizoid5526]

" you didnt say i love you so I got bored of you and thought the relationship was a drag. I lied to you cause I thought that it would be awkward to tell you the truth." Well this seems like my kind of mix

[@morgan-zl2du]

These words, they broke my heart. It was,... so, so unexpected. I sat next to her, on the rusted metal bench outside of the subway, the rain damping my hair. She started to cry. I asked her, "What's wrong?" She looked at me with the most sincere eyes and said these heart shattering words. "I'm sorry. I don't love you anymore."

[@imleonwhoru]

she always wondered why i used to say " it is what it is" she thought it was the coldest thing for someone to think that way, it was after all the years of hearing those five little words that birthed that saying.

[@kaleid1014]

these are the words I'm trying to repeat to myself, sometimes are about how hard I try to forget you, and other thoughts I could erase, but in the end, all that remains with you is the feeling of emptiness with someone that isn't here, and probabilities of "what would it be if...", simply kills me inside.

[@rough2316]

I see, black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be Dead, filling my head with different enemies Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times Death and I are companions, it's here at all times I won’t love, won’t trust, I won't die I can’t feel, but managed to steal your heart love Was dirt poor, now fuck whores and want love It seems that anything offered could be enough but It’s time Body falls so I don’t know who to call at all Alone, and my heart, got tat Of it broke I’m so fucking numb, my life has succumb To hatred and death, alone In the snow

[@rhysbodrell8005]

I prefer never

[@nebuchadnezzar47]

this brings me back to a very cold and dark place... but somehow i cant stop listening to it... it is beautiful... i miss u... i always will...

[@ThomasTumasyan]

same here :I

[@OldgoodAle]

Had to tell this to a GF a week ago, 1.5 years long relations. She says, that still loves me. But I'm just having a void in a heart-shaped-box with her name on a label, fuck... I hate myself for this.

[@ErickBass360]

I'm about to do it. Our relationship is 4.5 years long. I think is the best because that, i don't love her anymore. But i'm afraid to hurt her a lot.

[@bigred8097]

Shit hurts, a lot; to be honest they do usually get over it. In a sense, I think its the best thing to do.

[@mysticcatstudios6683]

I understand this. My ex is still wildly in love with me, but I feel nothing. I don't want to hurt her, but it's hard. I would hate myself if I admitted I never felt anything in her kiss and felt empty the second we started "dating". I broke up with her about a month after. It's so hard to do, but the right thing for everyone involved. At least I hope so.

[@ErickBass360]

After all... It's the best thing to do. Time heals any wound.

[@alaskanovak3352]

My ex and I are in really good terms and I told him that I love him but he said he doesn’t love me back but he loves me as a person and if he will ever feel something for me again he’ll get back together with me. But, on the other hand, he said the chances aren’t that high. Should I have hope?

[@Champagne002]

Tried hard to fight for him but it was all pointless. When they break up with you it's over thing's can never be the same again. I'm happy I can finally say "I don't love you anymore." I've moved on and feel much better with myself. Thank you for this

[@jamaldavis831]

She loved me never once willing to break her amends, only until my last heart shattered apart and hit the ground at broken ends. -Jamal Davis

[@a_durian]

did u just quote yourself

[@donquijote429]

lol

[@sfiabong7360]

Beautiful quote

[@jamaldavis831]

thank you ma'am.

[@Arctagon]

I don't get it. Is there supposed to be a comma in there? 'She loved me, never once ... '? Or 'She loved me never once ...'? Makes quite a big difference.

[@lovemecom3832]

It’s really painful but that’s the reality of life. If someone don’t love you anymore just set her/him free. don’t force yourself to be with her/him. just go find yourself and fix yourself I know it’s hard but in the long run you will be fine in God’s time. Just don’t lose hope. Just keep on believing to yourself.

[@Jirasu]

I'd give anything to go back in time two years ago and tell you how I felt. So I don't have this empty feeling in my chest and the missing piece of my heart that you have, and always will have. So you know there is someone out there, in within all the bullshit the world throws at you, who cares about you more than anything. So you know just how special and meaningful our time together was to me. So you know that no matter what your past was, there was only one future and it was us, together forever. I'd give anything to make that a reality.

[@aerildrafiawyn5770]

I've been through a couple situations where the guy I was with fell out of love with me. Either they found someone else or situations made it too difficult for us to stay together. I was devastated when I heard they didn't love me anymore. It took me a long time to recover and feel even halfway like myself again. But I've learned from those times that you don't necessarily need to be with someone to be happy. It's nice to have someone to love but it's not guaranteed that they will always love you back. Sometimes being alone and able to do whatever you want to do is the best thing, even if you don't know it at the time. Just something I've learned, in case anyone cares.

[@ExistanceLilyRose]

Thanks !

[@taistired]

i want a spotify playlist of this masterpiece. beautiful. ♡

[@oscarmarroquin4374]

such a blissfull feeling, fatherhood.

[@HaSTaxHaX]

feeling this way...

[@jajurrian]

fuck man, me too... i wanna love her so bad though :(

[@HaSTaxHaX]

I want too, man... but sometimes things don't go as we want... and I've lived it so many times I'm not even sad nor angry anymore...I'm just... tired... tired of having the same results over and over again everytime I try to be nice to someone... ... who cares anymore

[@SuperKeithers]

I feel that Hastaxhax, who really does care anymore. Maybe you're better off not trying so hard and just reflecting what love comes your way. Not saying much will, but it takes out the not being reciprocated part.

[@Kill-JiII]

to whomever is reading this.... I am currently in a relationship with a beautiful girl....and its been about 3 and a half months since we've started....I thought I loved her but I guess it was just an attempt to fill a void in my heart and lately.....everything seems to run a muck....my grip is starting to loosen....and the more and more we talk....the less I feel that grip....im at that stage where idk what to choose between....staying and pretending that I love her because I don't want to break her heart....shes an amazing girl and she deserves nothing less than to have someones full and utter admiration....im just not that guy....so idk what to do....my head is in the drains and I'm sick of breaking someones heart....let alone mine....can someone plz help

[@bbyboy6580]

*i don't love you anymore* Is the most shattering sentence you can ever hear

[@latenightthinker4737]

this channel's timing is so good it's scary

[@syl.7753]

I hate me now because I don't feel like I'm the happiest person when I'm with you anymore because I'm uncomfortable when you still tell me that you love me because I really can't tell you I love you back because I don't want to hurt you will you understand me? I wish I could love you like back then I wish I could tell you I love you with siincerity I wish you didn't love me that much I wish you've never met me cause I don't want to hurt you so if I tell you someday... Will you forgive me?

[@robokenny]

maybe i don't love you anymore too.

[@holyhat5873]

Cosmix now that i can get behind

[@ohZopy]

I think I still love her :( my heart still need to heal.......... if there exists a heal for it...

[@holyhat5873]

You'll be healed soons

[@ThomasTumasyan]

Time is key. Go out, don't waste your time or you'll regret it...... trust me

[@hohus492]

That void in someones heart when someone tells that to you..

[@Jaysin412]

That opening spoken word..... absolutely DESTROYS me everytime I hear it. Broken hearts are hard to mend...

[@ViottisGaming]

Love can save you, and it can kill you... stay strong everyone

[@pohs7465]

heavy bass is under rated with these types of songs

[@sadbaconburgers4722]

i lost that feeling a while ago.... i just didn't want to hurt you

[@zweirdz7706]

3 months, 3 MONTHS LATER... and you’re still in my mind ugh

[@sevencakesters]

debating if i want to finish listening to this or not. painful but painfully good

[@pinpin6669]

Man, your playlists and artworks are incredible.

[@indymaximus1566]

It took me three years to get over her, I still wondered if she still loved me, but the way I feel about her now I couldn't tell her that I love her anymore, even though I said I'd love her forever and always. I wonder sometimes if she felt the same back when she left me

[@BlackCanti]

Indy Maximus thanks... Now I know I'm not the only one. And this is normal, just another part of the process. Just trying to live "normally" give people a fake smile and tell my parents I'm ok. But inside feeling everything about her. Trying to avoid the reality and attached to the vicious circle we used to call relationship, just me and she, she was hurting me and I was letting her do it.

[@emeraldeyedstruggler3362]

If she or he left u If u truly loved them U ll get over it whether u want it or not(I know it seems impossible , but dont worry it ll come to an end ) And u ll feel much stronger U know what , write a note say what u want to do for now , and after a month look at the same note

[@myhlosic]

Marley and Eldia I I want to be happy again He gave me joy and I feel like that’s been stolen away I want his love back but I know I’ll never get it again And I just want to find someone or something that can make me happy I have to fake my emotions around everybody I know I hate that too it feels so dishonest I Just One day I’ll be happy right? :’) Until then I’ll keep holding out my arm with my heart in my hand searching for my happiness

[@JeanPierreLeChat]

Pauline Time to read it :)

[@hood6743]

Any insult or petty hate can be yelled at my face and I won't cry, I'll laugh instead but when someone I love says "I don't love you anymore." Those words... can pretty much get me to cry and hate my existence more than ever

[@buryzenekable]

I still remember you

[@sweatymcb_lls]

Its 2:06am and im in my room crying when i should be sleeping thanks Aruarian😒

[@Disyd]

Shit man , you’re still wandering,dancing around the inner back of my mind. Still holding the good pieces we once solved together..

[@hiiixd9]

Am I the only one that can just lie in bed and listen to this song for hours? This song gets me so lost in my thoughts, it's insane.

[@Gerkola]

It actually makes me sad seeing some of the sad things people write. It makes me sad because I can relate to them. I understand what they are feeling. I've been through that. It can be so tough sometimes. I hate that people have to feel the way I do. If anyone needs to vent, I'm more than happy to. I'll be there for you. ❤️

[@just_julia_things]

There's a difference with being in love with someone from being in love with the idea of loving someone

[@DiViNiTYxKiLlEr]

A year and four months. Almost two years if we count the months we’ve been separate. You were my world, my everything; I gave you my heart and you gave me yours. Then six months ago the words “I think it’s best if we separated” flew out of your mouth. Words that I never thought you would say..today, I still feel the void you left. I still feel the pain you caused. I’m damaged from the things you did and said to me. Yet, I still love you. It’s insane; I’m even with someone else and I still feel attached to you. I wish we didn’t fall in love with each other. Maybe today would’ve been completely different..I want to hate you..I want to resent you..but I can’t..why you ask...well Because I love you...

[@charlotte8369]

Your music is so aesthetic, I love it

[@charlotte8369]

Huh

[@mostfrozenburrito]

I open my eyes and exhale into the night. My heart beats out an unrecognizable melody - one where you are gone and I am still lost. Now I know that I cannot and I do not love you anymore.

[@SWRoyalFlush]

I love the first song mix, Ghosts is one of my favorite albums and this is one the best chorus progressions Trent Reznor has put out imo.

[@maggiemad.]

The clock read 12:45 am and my mind did not keep a second of silence, I still remembered it as if it had happened a few minutes ago. I remembered how the rain fell slowly over her sad eyes. I remembered how her gaze marked another story. I remembered that time had stopped and the seconds seemed to be an eternity. "What are you thinking?" I said, fearing her response. She smiled at me and replied: "Do you really want to know what I think? because sometimes I wonder ... I wonder if this is all there is... if the clock will keep on ticking, if the days will continue to pass and people will continue with their disguise as a false smile and their mask of "everything is under control", because while the years pass, the more I contradict myself and the more I question my reality and existence itself. I quickly interrupted her and hugged her hard, feeling her heart beat go as fast as it could and I remembered how her tears covered my jacket. That was the last time I saw her, the last moment we shared.I struggled to understand her, since she was always so unpredictable and pretended to be cold-hearted. I remember that she used to walk in the early morning, to distract herself from the noises in her head. I remember that every night she would stare at the moon to distract herself from her emotions. I remember that she would wear yellow, because she felt she was capturing happiness. she had a revolution inside her, she was difficult to understand and more than anything, difficult to have her trapped in my arms. She kept chaos and calm at the same time in an unexplainable way. She preferred oblivion over compromise and self-consciousness over a reputation. I never knew what she was thinking, since her mind was everywhere and nowhere at the same time. Her eyes reminded me of a little girl who looked at the world for the first time. When she was dressed she was art, and when naked she was poetry. She was honest, she was real, and more than anything she was the most beautiful contradiction.

[@xombiegriffin]

Love is the most powerful emotion there is

[@summergirl4567]

I told him I'd always love him. I just couldn't figure out in what way it was now. He broke up with me last night. I couldn't love him the way he needed, they way he loves me - strong, stable, clear, without doubt. But I love him - I'll always love him. Part of me wants to hold onto the unfairness, that he broke up with me two days after I figured out what I could do to help us. I finally had an answer that wasn't, 'I don't know'. That we finally had a night of normalcy the day before, laughing in the grocery store and talking about our futures, just hanging out like I always wanted, like we never got to do before. His hands pulling me close, his touch calming my anxiety. But then I remember, that he deserves someone who is capable of passion, of the kind of initiation it takes to be in a long distance relationship, someone who is madly in love with every wonderful and terrible thing about him. He deserves someone whose emotions and self knowledge are stable, someone who feels he's their best friend first and foremost. And the last couple of months have shown me, maybe I'm not capable of that kind of love for anyone anymore. When did I turn into this person; why is this trauma only manifesting now? I can't hold such basic desires, or his exhaustion, against him. He wants to start over. That he's not breaking up with me because he doesn't love me anymore or that I'm not good enough, but that we can barely even function as friends, going days without talking to each other. That maybe when he can love me without wanting to be with me, we can build a proper foundation. We can find a way to not lose each other completely. I love him, I'll always love him; I am so incredibly, deeply fond of him and will probably never fully get over him and how much I had loved him, how much he had loved me. But maybe, like my ability to love passionately, this will just be another thing my depression has taken from me.

[@dumbkid790]

Makes me miss people I have lost and makes me forget the people I still have

[@aliciamchaney6808]

Always loving you more and forever love light and music have an awesome day epic vibes

[@vickisigh2674]

omg city girl is on here! and it's my favorite song too aaa

[@RathUwu]

"I dont love you anymore... goodbye" I got chills..

[@Milliecherrycoke]

20:35 There is a feeling in every one of us that yearns for love Sometimes at the wrong time, with the wrong person If my biological urge to eat hadn’t spurred my decision to walk to a convenience store that night If I hadn’t asked you to come along If we didn’t decide to race each other to the light where it met that moment when the car full of other eager souls made that turn directly in our path If they hadn’t met our energy and shouted into that night asking to join them on a late adventure hike If we hadn’t shouted back Answered from within our hungry souls If we hadn’t gone with them another night to drink and laugh If we didn’t have that fight If I didn’t feel the need to fill the loneliness inside If I was brave enough to make my feelings and thoughts shake the hand of the voice for words to come out right Would I still meet the person whose sweet words poisoned my mind Brought ease to the tremor of my heart Only momentarily, yet just enough just enough time to take what’s mine. Never again Never the same.

[@JeanPierreLeChat]

Miris it will be great with Hôtel Books or September Stories singer

[@tteokoraa]

I loved him. I did. I still remember when we were laying down and I was looking into his eyes and holding his face and just thinking to myself, "I love you so damn much." Yesterday, 1st of February was his birthday. 7th of February it would've been a year since we got together. I haven't cried that much in a while. We were together for 10months. And I just... stopped loving him. I stopped loving him. It hurts. Knowing I hurt him. We haven't spoken in a month. When we broke up, my mother yelled at me. She told me she was ashamed I was her daughter, that I could do something like that. She told me to get back together with him, to try. But it hurt. It wasn't what I wanted. I was selfish for once in my life and she told me she's ashamed of me for it. For thinking with my own brain. Now I find myself searching for something, or rather, someone new. I met an amazing guy. But I rushed it too much. I just feel like I'm wandering the world, just looking for someone who will show me affection. Who will make me feel warm and happy. Always searching. I'm just... lonely.

[@JeanPierreLeChat]

Aurora Hey, keep it up, life is a big mess, sure, but its also a fabulous gift, and u have to pass through those horrible experiences, cause they make u strong at the end. And u'll end to appreciate all of the Little pleasure gave by the life when u will understand it. Stay strong, u have support

[@snowstormkitten]

The comment section is like lyrics to my soul

[@wassabi5865]

Thank you for this. I needed it. I’ve always wonder why people who seem so in love say goodbye. And now I know. Projecting your desires and not seeing me for me. I wonder if you realize by now I let go of your hand and walked away. I need something real. I hope I have the strength to stay away.

[@br4x371]

The beat is fire but at the same time you can think and relax to it.

[@jm5483]

Hearing those words isn't the worst feeling in the world, It's not hearing them and being left with a false hope for something that once was but can never be again, having them play with your heart even after they've already torn it apart. Being lead on because some part of you holds out for the day they say the still love you; once you've come to a point where you're tired of their shit, you'll let go, and you might feel bad at first but eventually you come to understand that they turned their back on you and it's time to walk away.

[@creaturemoon1546]

These beats make my sad soul feel better

[@kayleeo5666]

I love these songs so much so peaceful...almost makes me forget what he said to me...

[@mistahnogood6098]

Instant tears.. why? Feelz bruh... losing something you can't replace. Time with someone you love.

[@arani5896]

It’s almost been two years since we broke up. All because I messed up and I regret it every single day. Although the days are a lot more tolerable, I still can’t get the thought of being with him out of my mind. Do I really love him or am I just simply lonely? I tell myself that I wish him all the best, but what do I truly want deep down? Something I’ve yet to figure out. I need to forgive myself for my mistakes. I messed up, but I need to move on for myself. I need to seek happiness within myself. I will never find happiness with him. He’s in a better place. All I have left is myself. I need to love myself and adore my own presence. But, how does one do that?

[@stemaster]

The beginning hits hard. An ex of mine threw that line at me before breaking up. The words " I was just lonely." have been engraved on my brain ever since.

[@cherryclouds1027]

What am I doing, I was never in a relationship.