the awfulest feeling in the world ~ sad lofi hip hop mix

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Low fi Music

Low fi Music

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@LowfiMusic
@LowfiMusic 4 жыл бұрын
EDIT DEC 2023: the heartbrokenest feeling in the world - sad lofi hip hop mix💔👉 kzbin.info/www/bejne/gXqQfJ-rhrSqfdk Want to listen more lofi beats 👉 lowfi.fanlink.tv/Lowfi 💔 EDIT MAY 2023 : Want to listen more lofi beats? lowfi.fanlink.to/Lowfi I am making new rotation of this soothing lofi aesthetic playlist, so follow it to not miss the next rotation More sad lofi compilation the loneliest feeling in the world → kzbin.info/www/bejne/bXKreHdnftumqbs the awfulest feeling in the world → kzbin.info/www/bejne/m5nWq6Old6-Hbrs the saddest feeling in the world → kzbin.info/www/bejne/naDVi4GveKiGb5o the darkest feeling in the world → kzbin.info/www/bejne/epyzomNpmKpooMU the painfullest feeling in the world → kzbin.info/www/bejne/iHq6iousnJ2eic0 the loneliest feeling in the world (again) → kzbin.info/www/bejne/jpDRgat_h75qZq8 Exclusive bonus for the ones reading this: the sad lofi mixes will come back very soon :) EDIT MAY 2021 5M views, that's so huge! Many thanks to everyone. To celebrate that milestone, a made a new sad lofi mix the painfullest feeling in the world 💔👉 kzbin.info/www/bejne/iHq6iousnJ2eic0 Hello everyone. There are more and more people listening this lofi mix. I wanted to thank all of you!
@danieldevera4122
@danieldevera4122 4 жыл бұрын
You didn't even bother if was feeling okay. thanks.
@Ch3zrn
@Ch3zrn 3 жыл бұрын
:0
@charlesbinguan4491
@charlesbinguan4491 3 жыл бұрын
can i use one of the songs for my background video??
@alssteiner3348
@alssteiner3348 3 жыл бұрын
I really love this You did wondful job Thank you so muchhh 😭😭😭🤧💜💜💜💜💜
@alssteiner3348
@alssteiner3348 3 жыл бұрын
I wish i could use a song to sing to
@zzzpai7837
@zzzpai7837 4 жыл бұрын
dude, its been so long since i was actually happy, sometimes i wonder what happened to me, i used to be so happy
@manicjukebox
@manicjukebox 4 жыл бұрын
same :(
@factoryman1129
@factoryman1129 3 жыл бұрын
same
@norman469
@norman469 3 жыл бұрын
you grew up and thats the most crushing feeling for me
@funmariobros2773
@funmariobros2773 3 жыл бұрын
quarantine fcked me up so maybe same for u
@bearseatfishy
@bearseatfishy 3 жыл бұрын
Play video games. They congratulate you.
@jdoriginals9223
@jdoriginals9223 4 жыл бұрын
You ever feel like never wanting to let go but deep down in your heart you know you have to let it go
@rayr3387
@rayr3387 4 жыл бұрын
yeah :/ when there's nothing that can be done, it hurts but what choice do u have but to let it go... letting it encapsulate ur mind won't make things go the way u want it to
@stvrkx
@stvrkx 4 жыл бұрын
its hard to let go..but sometimes harder to leave it there.., Believe me.., you're already.. full of All of what makes you, you..This said.., the only thing better than knowing is, the feeling of learning.., And the world is a field filled with stuff that can makes you reach higher feels, ..so distract yourself , not substrate, look on how to search, then search for what you've maybe overlooked then, zone in and breath as slowly as life is short, Peace out. Steve b.
@zekie2488
@zekie2488 4 жыл бұрын
Man is it hard..
@ahmedaraf501
@ahmedaraf501 4 жыл бұрын
dude that hit hard really hard in fact... thank you.
@KonnoOC
@KonnoOC 4 жыл бұрын
For me it's the opposite. I always let go but every not and then deep down I know I shouldn't
@lmaomaxx
@lmaomaxx 3 жыл бұрын
i feel like such a disappointment, like i don't do enough, i never am enough sometimes. to my parents always giving me what i want and i struggle to give them even the simplest things like good grades or shit like that, i jus wanna make them proud yet all i do is let everyone around me down while i walk around with a positive attitude in public but when i get home it's as the title says, "the awfulest feeling in the world"
@LiftingEasy747
@LiftingEasy747 3 жыл бұрын
buddy, i've been through the exact same feeling. I also suffered with grades but then, I got pissed off at myself, my parents did so much for me and i cant do a simple thing. Then i became the best of myself. You just gotta push through it. Be happy, and i hope you have a good day
@zarashaikh4187
@zarashaikh4187 3 жыл бұрын
hey Ik how u feel. ur not alone
@ФасхутдиновАмир
@ФасхутдиновАмир 3 жыл бұрын
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@zarashaikh4187
@zarashaikh4187 3 жыл бұрын
@@ФасхутдиновАмир what
@ФасхутдиновАмир
@ФасхутдиновАмир 3 жыл бұрын
@@zarashaikh4187 i just said that his words are really deep and the problem he deal with is really serious nowadays
@kiraerzaskywalker782
@kiraerzaskywalker782 4 жыл бұрын
See you space cowboy...
@nicholasdalessandro9133
@nicholasdalessandro9133 4 жыл бұрын
The photo alone made me sooo fucking sad... RIP Spike, Julia, Ed, and Ein.
@cohensmith6100
@cohensmith6100 3 жыл бұрын
Who?
@franciscocasero4566
@franciscocasero4566 3 жыл бұрын
Stop it every time I hear “see you space cowboy” I cream😂😂
@Andres_g1120
@Andres_g1120 3 жыл бұрын
@@franciscocasero4566 cream?
@123forafurry
@123forafurry 3 жыл бұрын
@@franciscocasero4566 Oop
@PandorasTub
@PandorasTub 3 жыл бұрын
You don't understand how lonely the world gets until your stuck, waiting for someone to love you, heck, even somebody to like you or care about you. I don't have anybody to say "I love you" to, or "you're my friend" or "I love to hang out with you" to. I'm literally just sitting here, waiting for the end of the school year and lock down so I can work and maybe meet somebody, anybody...
@kristianp6111
@kristianp6111 3 жыл бұрын
idk who you are but i love you
@sluttyslut-tt6rm
@sluttyslut-tt6rm 3 жыл бұрын
hey stranger, I luv u and I appreciate u, when ass this corona shit will end u will meet many amazing ppl, im manifesting that for u, wish u the best
@regina-yq9yx
@regina-yq9yx 3 жыл бұрын
if you want I can give you my Instagram @, we can talk about it there.
@livingonneptune4109
@livingonneptune4109 3 жыл бұрын
Do you have discord? I wanna be your friend...
@xpxthy
@xpxthy 3 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling, bro. I’ve tried so hard to push those feelings down, and now that I’ve been successful bedsides some weak points, I can’t help but yearn to be able to openly say what I want back.
@Arendium
@Arendium 4 жыл бұрын
I wish I could cry.
@bryce_hello
@bryce_hello 3 жыл бұрын
You lost the ability too huh? Been 7 years for me
@pathernn
@pathernn 3 жыл бұрын
I'm 14 and that's deep
@tano1901
@tano1901 3 жыл бұрын
@@pathernn touch grass you filthy redditor
@1i949
@1i949 3 жыл бұрын
@@pathernn leave
@pathernn
@pathernn 3 жыл бұрын
@Jacob Patrick Wendorf I wanted to make bad jokes to humiliate you, but you already doing bad meme videos and playing on mobile
@Essentialamalgame
@Essentialamalgame 3 жыл бұрын
Pain is your only friend... your only ally... It tells you when you're badly wounded... it tells you when you're not feeling well... but the best part about pain... it tells you, you aren't dead.. it tells you you can keep fighting!
@ikira2464
@ikira2464 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you mate I’m going through hard times just those few words helped
@abdelkaderahmed496
@abdelkaderahmed496 2 жыл бұрын
The best part about pain that it does not lie.
@HassanAhmed-rn7ob
@HassanAhmed-rn7ob 2 жыл бұрын
@@abdelkaderahmed496 ever heard of phantom pain, referred pain .....
@djvic4u
@djvic4u Жыл бұрын
@@HassanAhmed-rn7ob not the right comment section to say this bud...
@adomanialol
@adomanialol 4 жыл бұрын
i dont know if anyone will read this, but, im struggling too. im with you. i dont believe in fate but right now we need to believe that it gets better, as for me, i dont know. i love, and care for you. you will be okay
@uncultured22.
@uncultured22. 4 жыл бұрын
You will be okay too.
@Rizard_Wizard
@Rizard_Wizard 4 жыл бұрын
The comments are a better place than my mind
@p1ssn3ko49
@p1ssn3ko49 4 жыл бұрын
Thank u i really needed this :D
@annakaraivanova5521
@annakaraivanova5521 4 жыл бұрын
Aww thank you:) you made my day better, hope you're doing well, we care for you too!
@2ddistortion111
@2ddistortion111 4 жыл бұрын
no
@bothatguyyoudontknow
@bothatguyyoudontknow 3 жыл бұрын
It's been 8 years today when the light of my life was snuffed out 😔 losing your best friend and love of your life is never easy nor does it get easy as the days pass.
@DieWildenFinger
@DieWildenFinger 3 жыл бұрын
Omg i feel so sorry for you.
@almaii3
@almaii3 3 жыл бұрын
im so sorry ♡
@camfigueroa2043
@camfigueroa2043 2 жыл бұрын
im so sorry, all i can say is that i hope life will get better and that people are here for you
@officialbucko2915
@officialbucko2915 4 жыл бұрын
everything beautiful start with dirt on my friends. look at the flowers. we wouldn’t have those beautiful flowers without some dirt on it. Let your sadness not define the rest of your life guys. Everything will be alright :)
@danielroov3056
@danielroov3056 4 жыл бұрын
great comment !
@irina.-.9242
@irina.-.9242 4 жыл бұрын
It s funny how just a comment makes me wanna live :) thank you stranger
@cohensmith6100
@cohensmith6100 3 жыл бұрын
@@irina.-.9242 aye idk u and ydl me but never give up fr. Life is shity a lot pf the time but if you keep going through it youll be better in the end. Life is shitty for everyone involved in one way or another at some point. But you will get through it keet someone that makes u forget what was making you sad. Youll makr it through this form one stranger to another i wish you good luck
@xphoenixfire6362
@xphoenixfire6362 3 жыл бұрын
Somehow this comment made me feel a bit better, thanks man.
@officialbucko2915
@officialbucko2915 3 жыл бұрын
@@xphoenixfire6362 keep going bro I believe in you, no one deserves an inside insanity. Everything that happens right now will make you stronger in the future never forget that! :)
@alexbeltran8193
@alexbeltran8193 4 жыл бұрын
i dont wanna die, I just want relief
@SIatter
@SIatter 4 жыл бұрын
damn true
@hello-pd5kh
@hello-pd5kh 4 жыл бұрын
You'll find relief in Jesus Christ, trust me.
@shrub2476
@shrub2476 4 жыл бұрын
@@hello-pd5kh well i mean he isn't real, but believe Alex can find relief without death
@hello-pd5kh
@hello-pd5kh 4 жыл бұрын
@@shrub2476 How would you know that?
@shrub2476
@shrub2476 4 жыл бұрын
@@hello-pd5kh bc science, how do u know hes real?
@w00zyhead
@w00zyhead 3 жыл бұрын
Broken dreams ✅ Unrequited love ✅ Lost time ✅ Welcome to the human condition.
@Noisey_fox
@Noisey_fox 2 жыл бұрын
Welcome to the Matrix
@Zynfinity
@Zynfinity 3 жыл бұрын
I'm here to help me let all my tears out. Can't just cry dry. This helps me a lot. Thank you for this. It hurts to be separated without a deep reason. Everything in my room reminds me of her. She applied the wallpaper, her painting's still hanging, some of her stuff is still here. She broke up with me to save me, to free me from her unpredictable emotions. But that's what I signed up for, to be with her, to grow with her. She's an amazing girl, no doubts. I just can't accept it. I really love her. But now, she ended our story.
@Rizard_Wizard
@Rizard_Wizard 4 жыл бұрын
The Comments Are A Better Place Tham My Mind
@V1v1ds
@V1v1ds 4 жыл бұрын
I feel ya man
@sdplito
@sdplito 4 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@cohensmith6100
@cohensmith6100 3 жыл бұрын
Bot
@Rizard_Wizard
@Rizard_Wizard 3 жыл бұрын
@@cohensmith6100 bro same
@caligula3006
@caligula3006 3 жыл бұрын
@Milano Don’t do that, rise above everyone and those that did you wrong.
@elijahhussey5535
@elijahhussey5535 4 жыл бұрын
You ever feel like an asteroid in space? There’s trillions of other planetary bodies with a moon or a star to keep them warm. But there you are differing so far away that no one notices. Alone. No one to talk to no one to stay warm with, all because your not enough. In a universe with unlimited stars and things out there you’re all alone. That’s me. Im all alone.
@manicjukebox
@manicjukebox 4 жыл бұрын
times will get better :) please check out my music!
@aidopotato222
@aidopotato222 4 жыл бұрын
To an extent. There are other planets like us,.cold and desolate. Alone and hopeless. With no real comfort but the hopes we.have. you can see them across the galaxy, just out of reach. So let's be lonely together...
@gogodcastro
@gogodcastro 3 жыл бұрын
I can understand being sad and theres is nothing wrong about it, we are human, sometimes we are happy, sometimes we are sad. i wish you can go through this dark and cold universe and find your solar system, it can be a long journey, but eventually you will find it dont worry. I really hope you have a happy life, take care friend!
@happysappyfangirl3162
@happysappyfangirl3162 3 жыл бұрын
Just remember, there are other asteroids out there too. Some people might understand. Other people see you, and call you a shooting star, and are in awe of the lovely light you give off
@shrektheogre5007
@shrektheogre5007 3 жыл бұрын
I do not ever feel like an asteroid in space. I do not even know what an asteroid is. I'm just an ogre! No need to add any more layers to the equation than are neccessary.
@SheLuvBasic
@SheLuvBasic 4 жыл бұрын
it feels almost like everything reminds me of her and it hurts.
@ok-tj7xc
@ok-tj7xc 4 жыл бұрын
you'll get through it king
@DieWildenFinger
@DieWildenFinger 3 жыл бұрын
Hang in there . Its hard but you'll make it .
@draconbacon6395
@draconbacon6395 3 жыл бұрын
How are you doing friend?
@ewenthomasfillingham
@ewenthomasfillingham 2 жыл бұрын
We believe in you... stay strong.
@iconiccat4190
@iconiccat4190 4 жыл бұрын
Is it me or like when you're so mad or sad you don't know what you are saying and you end up regretting it and later on you feel guilty for that little thing (2022) Edit: Yk it's so sad because I'm like this still except it's all gotten worse. Please if you are reading this, get help when you need it from the start.
@miulinn
@miulinn 4 жыл бұрын
same '-'
@DieWildenFinger
@DieWildenFinger 3 жыл бұрын
I think i habe anger issues so i really can relate to that
@Ploksi.
@Ploksi. 2 жыл бұрын
same...
@jhost1258
@jhost1258 4 жыл бұрын
I came here feeling it an tried to look through the comments for all the amazing warm things you guys say but there wasn’t anything there, that is the awfulest feeling in the world
@killersloth8779
@killersloth8779 4 жыл бұрын
Its ok. You know we love you.
@jhost1258
@jhost1258 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks it means a lot
@shrektheogre5007
@shrektheogre5007 3 жыл бұрын
Well maybe you should look elsewhere and get the hell out of my swamp!
@lukeviar6411
@lukeviar6411 2 жыл бұрын
Are you doing better?
@clycts7825
@clycts7825 4 жыл бұрын
Ever get the feeling of emptiness, it's insane how they many loved ones we know can betray us in a second and leave our side.
@stoicsingh472
@stoicsingh472 3 жыл бұрын
no because I have never been that close to someone to begin with and never will be
@clycts7825
@clycts7825 3 жыл бұрын
@@stoicsingh472 Um okay?
@clycts7825
@clycts7825 3 жыл бұрын
@Majid Osman Um majid osman stfu?
@LordGarchomp
@LordGarchomp 3 жыл бұрын
felt emptiness due to myself and no other person
@dragonoi8123
@dragonoi8123 3 жыл бұрын
I can’t cry anymore. That’s how much I’m used to the pain. That’s how long it’s been. I listen to this music for one reason. It makes me happy, I never felt happier. So I just wanted to say thank you for the vids you make. You’ve helped me and I’m sure many other people. Thank you so so much, I deeply appreciate you
@michaeljames9548
@michaeljames9548 3 жыл бұрын
"You were afraid they would abandon you, so you abandoned them." -Grencia Mars.
@babybowser2927
@babybowser2927 3 жыл бұрын
For anyone reading this right now, I love you. I am not just saying that to make you feel better either, I know a lot of people are hurting and it pains me as well. But I know that you have a soul and a heart, I know that you have what it takes to be what you want to be. I am here to support you even if it feels like no one is. I promise you that I will be there with you the entire time. I love you
@bleronseferi8822
@bleronseferi8822 2 жыл бұрын
bro if u have this account rn bro i just wanna say that u made my day bro
@acidraindrop9963
@acidraindrop9963 3 жыл бұрын
At this point, it's not even the hearthbreak that hurts, it's just the thought that I could somehow fix it, even if deep down I know I can't
@gabibraun4932
@gabibraun4932 3 жыл бұрын
sameeee app esti roman lol
@reppasbubba
@reppasbubba 3 жыл бұрын
I’m reading comments about letting go and shit. Cmon people, if it’s that important don’t let go. Keep the dream alive, even if it’s just for you. Don’t give up, anything is possible. If your heart wants it, go for it. The easiest way to live without regrets is leave it all on the table. Shoot for moon, even if you miss you’ll land amongst the stars.
@salamispy3138
@salamispy3138 3 жыл бұрын
I’m just listening because I like the music and miss my boyfriend. :( He’s not dead or anything, just not here.
@Lucifer-jm7wj
@Lucifer-jm7wj 4 жыл бұрын
The most important thing i ever owned was my imagination. Now it has faded away. I cant imagine being happy anymore. So i just feel the way i feel. Cant put makeup on it. There was and there is still nothing. But the difference is that now its my only thought. Where are my feelings
@ibelieveinjesusinmyspareti2861
@ibelieveinjesusinmyspareti2861 4 жыл бұрын
that's true but keep looking if you get out of this you'll be invincible
@stickyschannel8497
@stickyschannel8497 3 жыл бұрын
@@ibelieveinjesusinmyspareti2861 thank you, you're helping me too
@sentobread
@sentobread 4 жыл бұрын
hello Have a good morning/afternoon/night, wherever you are hopefully your life will get better soon c:
@wesleyross8534
@wesleyross8534 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙁
@sentobread
@sentobread 3 жыл бұрын
@@wesleyross8534 np :> You’re important, remember that
@wesleyross8534
@wesleyross8534 3 жыл бұрын
I needed that 😔❤
@livingonneptune4109
@livingonneptune4109 3 жыл бұрын
I hope it gets better too. Life these days for everyone is just... hard. Everything sucks, everyone's dying, the world is falling to pieces, there's covid, and global warming, and standards are just getting higher fir everything. Also, I hope things get better for you too, I know how it feels to say or do something encouraging others while dying on the inside, it's okay.
@sentobread
@sentobread 3 жыл бұрын
@@livingonneptune4109 I really hope you’re okay, if you need to vent you can always dm me on insta to vent ^-^
@nakanoyuko
@nakanoyuko 4 жыл бұрын
you ever spill your heart out on something like this and get no likes
@sable3321
@sable3321 4 жыл бұрын
it'll be okay chief
@livingonneptune4109
@livingonneptune4109 3 жыл бұрын
All the time man, everyone seems to get special attention for their promblems, online and irl, while the rest of us are left just as broken as we started and feeling more alone. It's okay, maybe someday they'll notice that we've always been here. Maybe someday...
@kindablessed4991
@kindablessed4991 3 жыл бұрын
it feels shitty but u cant depend on likes for your mood. it's unhealthy
@OGNISTYSZKQAJDII
@OGNISTYSZKQAJDII 3 жыл бұрын
its not about the likes...
@livingonneptune4109
@livingonneptune4109 3 жыл бұрын
@@OGNISTYSZKQAJDII well the likes just make you feel like someone understands you know? That's why I like getting likes on my comments, it shows me people understand and relate
@V1v1ds
@V1v1ds 4 жыл бұрын
sad *smokes to numb the pain* just sad and high afterwards
@renseloxibillo529
@renseloxibillo529 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@khaotickai91
@khaotickai91 4 жыл бұрын
i feel you
@dhimitrisuarez6348
@dhimitrisuarez6348 3 жыл бұрын
I feel you bro 💔f
@averagejoe7767
@averagejoe7767 3 жыл бұрын
Weed is for losers. Cigarettes and violence are the ultimate way to chase one's blues
@LowfiMusic
@LowfiMusic 4 жыл бұрын
the awfulest feeling in the world :(
@livingonneptune4109
@livingonneptune4109 3 жыл бұрын
Is the way I feel each night when I'm finally alone
@iamrinthunderstrike
@iamrinthunderstrike 3 жыл бұрын
realizing you’re hurting everyone by uncontrollably hurting yourself so you find no solution anymore and give up
@ambermclrn5277
@ambermclrn5277 3 жыл бұрын
lately i’ve just been so stressed, I feel like I annoy my friends, my parents and my boyfriend so much. At this point i’ve started to pick up an eating disorder because I feel like i don’t deserve food and just everytime I eat I feel like everyone’s watching and judging me and I just can’t stand the feeling so the closet thing to food that I eat is just gum to distract from it. I’ve been trying my hardest to make everyone happy and to do good in school but all my teachers tell me “it’s not good enough” or “you should have sorted that out yourself” and then my friends think i’m joking or doing it for attention so I don’t like to tell them. I also don’t feel like I should get help because I feel like i’m just going to make a scene and make everyone worried about me which I don’t want. the only thing really keeping me here is music, the music makes me feel better and like i’m safe and worry free
@sadvalentinez
@sadvalentinez 3 жыл бұрын
The feelings or energy I get from this playlist is accepting defeat. That feeling of letting go, having that mentality of it is what it is. Whether your going through a break up, you lost connection with someone, or lost someone due to death, you accept that things had to end that way and begin a new chapter without them. You wish things ended differently, but theirs no turning back. Taking it slow, being able to recover. Getting back on your feet to see what the world has to offer after losing you thought would be forever. That “Last Goodbye” you didn't want. You wanted a “This Is Forever”. Rethinking life decisions. Maybe in another lifetime, It can be forever. P.S. Please stay strong.
@Essentialamalgame
@Essentialamalgame 3 жыл бұрын
"Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!"
@Christian-mv5tp
@Christian-mv5tp 3 жыл бұрын
First time going home, after my deployment to iraq, it was like looking through eyes of grey, everything was still there and it all felt off, like I wasn't meant to be there anymore, it's been hard to shake that feeling and to find a way to relate to loved ones..
@ScientistLoz
@ScientistLoz 4 жыл бұрын
14:00 I heard the theme elsewhere, then suddenly I remembered. Same Chords only an octave higher is Good Charlotte - I don't Wanna be in love... Now I cannot unhear it.
@aumua2876
@aumua2876 4 жыл бұрын
Life is meant to be lived... Everyone has ups and downs, be it big or small things. Sadness and depression is a big part of what makes us humans... Or rather People
@aumua2876
@aumua2876 3 жыл бұрын
@Dark Times Good Times then i guess you wouldnt be a human
@kshitijbansal18
@kshitijbansal18 4 жыл бұрын
These lo-fi channels are coming out of nowhere with these awesome playlists and great thumbnails...damn makes my nights a whole lot better. Thanks for that!
@amadeuskyouma1314
@amadeuskyouma1314 3 жыл бұрын
reading all these comments makes me wanna share something of mine. I used to be such a happy kid, not a thought in the world about anything ever going wrong or how I'd end up how I am right now. I think about a girl I cared way too much about, knowing that she doesn't think of me in the same way, or ever would. I feel like an imposter among my friends, like i'm always the odd one out in the group. That i don't belong here with them, or even in this world. The feeling of love and how drastically it can alter your brains sources of happiness is truly astounding to me. I used to have so many outlets to be happy, but they feel like they're slipping further and further away each day I live. Whats the point of anything, ill be dead eventually so why care about this world and its people. I regret so much how i feel like ive closed myself off of what it even means to be alive. All i hope for now is just the next time im high, when my brain focuses on the beauty of the world instead of the ugliness of myself. I loathe how badly ive conditioned my brain. But maybe sharing this can result in something better. I dont know what better looks like, but as long as im apathetic towards my life, i dont think ill ever escape from this thinking. These songs and comments make me see that im not the only one thats so very lost in this cruel world. Maybe there's a path somewhere to something better
@theobject9551
@theobject9551 3 жыл бұрын
That brokenness you feel isn’t because you’re sub-human or lesser than anyone else. We all have it in our own way, and we also all have our own beauty. We can’t outrun our brokenness but we can acknowledge and let it changes us. I don’t know how to fix myself either, but I know that beyond this world there is a world where we can be fixed, not by ourselves but by someone who is truly perfect. There we can finally find our true purpose and rejoice in the one being that is strong in our weakness. I don’t know if you could tell this, but I’m talking about Jesus Christ. Well you may not believe in Him, I can tell you that while I still stumble, nothing is better than knowing that He still loves me. If you read all of this, I just have to say, while I may not be perfect and kind enough to love you, Jesus does.
@berry_flavored72
@berry_flavored72 3 жыл бұрын
when someone gives you "cheesy advice" they actually do mean it! I used to dismiss these words as I thought it was just mock concern for me but as I got out of my depression I recognized how much power these words and phrases had truly held, what I'm saying is please try to take those words to heart. I'm rooting for you all! ❤️
@Kyutie-i6u
@Kyutie-i6u 3 жыл бұрын
Being alone doesn't make me sad, It's just giving me peace in mind and heart,
@raulmontenegro2006
@raulmontenegro2006 4 жыл бұрын
and the loneliest feeling in the world? wao this is amazing, after one year
@Jay-mz8vg
@Jay-mz8vg 3 жыл бұрын
I can’t heal your wounds even though I want to...I’m trying to heal mine. Wherever you are right now, what ever you’re thinking, grow. That’s all I want for you. Love yourself. Maybe we’ll meet again, someday, somehow....
@thinkfastdude1824
@thinkfastdude1824 3 жыл бұрын
if i could give an example of how i carry myself and helping others it'd be this comment. so for that. thank you!
@bigbrother2047
@bigbrother2047 3 жыл бұрын
Most of the time I feel depressed, And sometimes emptiness takes over.... Laughs for no reason, People around me wonders. I want to get away from everything. Just want to be alone and be with myself... (Wanted to cry but ended up screaming inside.)
@Eclipse-nu7dl
@Eclipse-nu7dl 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we have bad days but we jus gotta realize that flowers need rainy days to grow, and it’s the same for us... So don’t worry, just look forward to the future. You’ll realize how much you’ve grown since then.
@Inkyshroom
@Inkyshroom 4 жыл бұрын
How much rain do i need to grow before it stops raining?
@NobodyAwsum
@NobodyAwsum 4 жыл бұрын
Eventually, most plants will drown from too much water. It's been raining for 20 years. There are no flowers anymore. Its just a swamp here.
@Eclipse-nu7dl
@Eclipse-nu7dl 4 жыл бұрын
@@NobodyAwsum the rain will always stop. Even if it’s been 20 years it will stop. Once it is over you will realize how strong you really were. Stay strong g
@FshEditZ
@FshEditZ 4 жыл бұрын
Finally a song I can use to cope with my depression
@renegade3169
@renegade3169 4 жыл бұрын
i only ask that you remember this comment, not for any reason except that i’m here to tell you it’s ok to cry and it’s ok to hurt we all get like that, just because someone is happy doesn’t mean they’re not affected by deep sadness from the past or in the future life is like that so please, keep getting up out of bed and do those things you need to do because the only person that can help you is yourself be independent and pick yourself up, drag yourself even one day at a time 💗
@thegirlwithglasses3672
@thegirlwithglasses3672 3 жыл бұрын
I'm trying to understand people so that I can write about something really great. maybe if I write good enough I can help people hurting like you. thank you to everybody who has commented and shared their awful feelings. I'm sorry you have to go through this. my heart feels elevated. this pain you feel, I think, will scar you but will mend you too. mend you to be something, at the very least, better. time does not stop. this will fade, but you have to try in order to do so. thanks, guys.
@clariza7485
@clariza7485 4 жыл бұрын
i used to listen to the loneliest feeling in the world to go to sleep (cause that’s the thing that has been able to make me go to sleep) and decided to change it up a bit :) thank youa
@aidopotato222
@aidopotato222 4 жыл бұрын
Hey, I love you. Keep your chin up. We love you, we're here for you, if you need to cry you can cry on my shoulder. I love you so much, you are beautiful, don't let anyone take that statement away. Nothing can change how beautiful you are. Nothing.
@shrektheogre5007
@shrektheogre5007 3 жыл бұрын
How can I cry on your shoulder? I do not even know where you are or what this is. Can you kindly direct me back to Far Far Away?
@adora6282
@adora6282 3 жыл бұрын
not even sure what im feeling rn i just know that i wish i didnt feel this way
@lxrdnik3002
@lxrdnik3002 3 жыл бұрын
It'll get better Find something to do N jus chill i guess
@Iuceit
@Iuceit 3 жыл бұрын
Crying is the best worst feeling in the world.
@eunoia.sounds
@eunoia.sounds 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve found this community of us through a heartbreak myself. It’s a horrible feeling. I’m not alone, but I mentally feel alone. It was my fault for my struggles with depression. I’d give everything up to have that back. Sometimes things just don’t go that route. I’m struggling to get by on a day to day basis. If you are too, don’t feel afraid to reach out. If anyone can relate to the pain it’s me. Much love my brothers & sisters of sadness 😪💔
@kuraismind1896
@kuraismind1896 3 жыл бұрын
Life is honestly going pretty well, I have a bunch of people around me with mutual love, my music is doing pretty good, I'm about to turn 18 in 15 days, I'm graduating in 3 months, I'm moving to California in August, and I have a girl that I'm vibing with very well. Despite all of this I can't shake this feeling of emptiness. It's as if something small but crucial is missing. I can be perfectly fine and then a wave of depression hits me. It happens frequently and I cannot figure out why. I thought my battle with depression ended last year but I guess it hasn't. It's the worse feeling in the world to fake your happiness to cover up how you really feel because you don't know why you feel that way. I want to speak about it so bad but I know they won't understand. Even I don't understand why I feel like this. There's days where I don't want to move or even speak to anybody and I feel like I'm drifting away from everybody. It's like I'm falling into an abyss but everybody around me is oblivious to it. I feel like my life isn't mine. I feel like a bystander in my own life. Edit: I’m currently 19 goin on 20 in march, and I’ve gotta say, it’s been a hell of a ride these past 2 years. Still searching for my purpose but doin so in a much better headspace
@ioanetuia4250
@ioanetuia4250 2 жыл бұрын
That situation is hard, and confusing. Many have been in your shoes both famous people and silent heroes. The thing that saved me was growing a relationship and knowledge of Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. It's something I would recommend because it helped me every day of my life, as well, I've become a happier and brighter person.
@pugforce8315
@pugforce8315 Жыл бұрын
Hey man, just want to let you know that a lot of people feel this way, you’re normal. I felt this way for a long time until i found my faith in jesus. I know it may sound silly but you are loved. Have a good day for me.
@beepboop4177
@beepboop4177 Жыл бұрын
I couldn't have explained this feeling better than you have. It's been 2 years since you last wrote this, I hope you have created a better mindset and have a safe place to reach out too when you feel those downs. I hope you have people that, even if they may not understand why you feel what you do, understand how to be there for you when you do feel it. And i hope, even if you still don't understand why you may feel what you feel as you get those downs, that you understand you are and have people and places you can lead yourself too for comfort understanding and just love. You've got this!! We all do :)
@p0trck216
@p0trck216 4 жыл бұрын
Everybody feels sad sometimes and everyone has the right to. There is no right or wrong feelings someone can have they're just emotions. If you are having trouble in life just know after the rain there is always a rainbow. Take these quotes I learned from Disney to heart. ` ` Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift. That is why they call it the present. ` ` - Oogway ` ` When it gets hard you know what you gotta do? Just keep swimming, just keep swimming. ` ` If you don't travel through the dark tunnel then you won't see the light on the other side. You have to endure or try to fix the problems you are having or you won't be able to see the beauty this world contains.
@Cat-wi1rn
@Cat-wi1rn 4 жыл бұрын
Oogway is from DreamWorks but good quote :)
@khalidzidan5271
@khalidzidan5271 4 жыл бұрын
thanks, man today I learn something hehe
@beo451
@beo451 4 жыл бұрын
Who els loves a sad lofi with random sad quotes about love.....well.... i do
@qeltan
@qeltan 4 жыл бұрын
this is a safe place, where nobody will judge you so feel free to comment whats on your mind/ keeping you up and maybe we can help each other out :)
@purl2303
@purl2303 4 жыл бұрын
I met a really really really cool girl, I can’t stop thinking if she will cheat, hate me, judge me, leave me, or if I will mess something up. I just wanna be happy.
@theo3358
@theo3358 4 жыл бұрын
@@purl2303 its gonna be okay bud,u just gotta try to trust her a lil bit more,if she's nice she's not gonna hate or judge you i promise,talk to her ab this,mayba ask her about what she thinks,u can do this,i belive in you!have a good day/night fren
@purl2303
@purl2303 4 жыл бұрын
@@theo3358 thank you man
@nueal7581
@nueal7581 4 жыл бұрын
@@purl2303 you got this bro
@youngmelo9534
@youngmelo9534 4 жыл бұрын
Been thinkin about that person for 5 months straight... I know I should let go but my mind just doesn’t wanna accept that if she wanted to talk to me she would’ve done so long ago. Just sad of how it ended tbh cuz I did a lot... tried to open myself up a lot... i found myself deeply in love before even knowing... and even faster than that... she was gone.. she ran away from me without an explanation... I just dunno why it’s still in my head after all this time... I hate myself for making me suffer like that for someone who obviously doesn’t give a...
@Zx1da303
@Zx1da303 3 жыл бұрын
I miss being happy I don’t even know what happened 💀
@weedsegull3271
@weedsegull3271 3 жыл бұрын
Reality slapped you across the face just like the rest of us. Some of us were hit hard, and others not so much...
@Exaspatial
@Exaspatial 3 жыл бұрын
@@weedsegull3271 Exactly how I feel. But the thing is, I can't remember ever being truly happy for anything or anyone. I just don't care and probably never really will..
@Hitkendlofi
@Hitkendlofi 2 жыл бұрын
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
@NoName-uv7oz
@NoName-uv7oz 3 жыл бұрын
I feel so stuck just reliving the same day of not being happy and feeling more pain as time goes on as I slowly grow older everyday
@TreesFallrs
@TreesFallrs 3 жыл бұрын
9 months passed still can’t let go. I see her face and relive the memories in my head every morning, and I’m numb. I wish I had someone who wanted me but I don’t think that would make me happy anymore.
@psychedeli9485
@psychedeli9485 3 жыл бұрын
darkness and light one without the other and we’d lose our sight I suffer from depression as well as some others in this comment section. most of us want to just get away but accepting the darker parts of ourselves I feel is part of the process of understanding how to make things better. sadness hurts but it’s also a good teacher, take what you can from the pain and forge a better road for yourself. i hope that life treats everybody kindly.
@lol-sf9fd
@lol-sf9fd 3 жыл бұрын
it's sad when I think about it i don't remember genuinely feeling happy anymore.
@chrisclift443
@chrisclift443 3 жыл бұрын
This music hurts and helps so much. Reading the comments and understanding so many other people go through such silent, unique and different understandings of pain. Like the music itself, reading all of your comments gives me such a bittersweet relief. And I thank you all for sharing your thoughts. Even if it seems like you're just venting or ranting on and on while no one cares, realise you are giving feeling to others. who may have lacked emotions lately.
@bentucker1038
@bentucker1038 2 жыл бұрын
There is no answer really and for people like me that doesn’t make sense there has to be a answer. But there is not i could never solve my own problems they have to solve themselves with time but how much longer can i wait? not long enough i have a feeling. Little i have left in my heart my mind to feel. I just want to be relieved. Sounds cliche but thats really what it is. Its relief i want.
@I3eyond
@I3eyond 4 жыл бұрын
This has been hitting lately, its been on repeat for awhile now
@Na-jx2vg
@Na-jx2vg 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so done. My heart has been broke a million times. I'm sick of getting hurt and let down. I just want for once to quit fighting, to finally be at peace. You said I was the one. You said we were going to get married one day, that you would love me forever and protect me at all costs. You promised I was all you ever wanted, that you would never do anything to hurt me. You promised... You told me that my eyes were the color of the ocean You told me I was calm like the sea That you loved every depth of me But as soon as I let you in, as soon as I let you see all of my feelings, suddenly I was too much for you. You said you were ready to love me, and I trusted you, but I think in truth, you were never ready to commit. As soon as you said goodbye, you walked into anothers arms You promised me she was nothing, you promised me I was all you would ever need but you traded me out for her, while loving her the entire time behind my back. Why? Why did you have to do it? I thought we were forever....you told me we were
@midnightgunner680
@midnightgunner680 3 жыл бұрын
Reality I can still hear your voice in my dreams it feels so real. But I know it's just an illusion, just a dream. You are so far away yet I can still feel you. I try to forget but when I close my eyes I still see you. Your sweet smell, your gentle touch, such a beautiful memory. Yet you would not believe how much it haunts me. It enveloped in the air just like an invisible mist as I remember our first kiss and how it felt surreal. Could it be that it was all for me? No, it's not real we were never meant to be. Time slowed down, I could not hear a sound. Our heart beat was the only thing moving around. We were together and nothing else matter. You were mine and I was yours. Together we did say forever. But yet you buried me like I did not matter. To you I became worthless, useless, a nobody. I want to say thank you because I finally became free. I held you and sheltered you from life. Yet you turned around and stabbed me in the back with your knife. It is the beginning I remember the most. You were real now you're just a ghost. I remember that smile and your beautiful eyes. They are now engraved in my mind just like a bad lie. I will forever be grateful for the lesson you thought me. Because of you I became the man I always was meant to be. I have to go to sleep now and I want to tell you that I am sorry. Because when you became a memory, it meant you will never get to lay beside me.
@mr.stevenson7005
@mr.stevenson7005 3 жыл бұрын
Suicidal thoughts, crippling depression, and no one who understands... sometimes I wish I did pull that trigger.. but I couldn’t do it, so I lived on with this pain.. born with a heart that aches, a soul that’s broken, and a mind that imprisons me. Love is what keeps people alive.. but sometimes I can’t feel anything at all, I’m left wondering if I am even alive at all.. my heart still beats, my lungs takes breaths, I’m still here.. but why. Why do I feel so worthless, I remember yelling up to the heavens at God saying “Why! God! Why!” As I hold a blade to my heart, I never died that day.. I feel like pain makes the strongest people.. maybe that’s why I feel the way I do. The pain is here to teach me, to be patient, to be kind even to others who wronged me. Pain is one of the best teachers, but always one of the harshest. If you read all this. I love you... and God bless your beautiful soul. Let the storm pass, it if often said the brightest stars come at the darkest nights......
@LeilaSaylor
@LeilaSaylor 3 жыл бұрын
Oh. i was trying to make myself cry because i haven't in a while and i really needed to. this helped me cry so thank you.
@sovereignxoxo
@sovereignxoxo 4 жыл бұрын
I don't know how to put my feelings into words. I guess that's something I learned from you. I want to scream and cry but right before I do I forget why.
@vapourousshades6349
@vapourousshades6349 3 жыл бұрын
I've been feeling so bad lately that depression and crying have become my comfort zone, as long as I'm just crying I feel at peace
@megayosiyah2306
@megayosiyah2306 2 жыл бұрын
I wish I could cry but I have dry eyes
@victorvelloso6903
@victorvelloso6903 3 жыл бұрын
these songs make you think about what you're doing with your life...
@mr.wong_fellow8989
@mr.wong_fellow8989 3 жыл бұрын
It's just like a dream like I don't remember when I wake up😴
@hazley5404
@hazley5404 2 жыл бұрын
We are all broken, that's how the light gets in. And some souls are too beautiful for this world, and so they leave. Your soul is so beautiful and yes you may be broken but this world needs some light and it sure needs some beauty, don't stay for others stay because YOU deserve another chance.
@ainarodriguez2714
@ainarodriguez2714 4 жыл бұрын
merry Christmas
@des6964
@des6964 3 жыл бұрын
"there's a reason I stopped smiling"
@josephnowak6802
@josephnowak6802 3 жыл бұрын
I hope you find one to start again
@user-bs7iw9se4u
@user-bs7iw9se4u 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t even know how to smile anymore
@shrektheogre5007
@shrektheogre5007 3 жыл бұрын
Is it cause your ugly? That's not too much of worry of mine. My teeth are fantastic! And my mighty roar more than makes up for a cheap smile.
@des6964
@des6964 3 жыл бұрын
@@shrektheogre5007 bro, u literally just made that account, and ur already calling me out lol
@loganfulmer2744
@loganfulmer2744 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@klaus5957
@klaus5957 3 жыл бұрын
blue moment ( 13:35 ) hits different when youre all alone
@d1ego963
@d1ego963 3 жыл бұрын
I feel so empty right now. All days are the same to me, I can’t even feel excited or happy for something. It’s just as if I were a robot doing a routine for the rest of its life.
@WolfClawz32
@WolfClawz32 3 жыл бұрын
Lately things have been going well, I recently got promoted, moved out as I saved up to get my own place, changing my diet and hitting the gym but... it's not enough for me to feel happy, I don't know if it's the lack of love or the constant thought of being good enough. I don't know where to go in life but the only thing that keeps me from ending it all is the thought of my own mother being sad.
@ok-tj7xc
@ok-tj7xc 4 жыл бұрын
it's truly the most awful feeling.
@bunnymusic5678
@bunnymusic5678 2 жыл бұрын
I miss waking up in the morning and feeling excited. Now all I feel is disappointment that I have to live through another day.
@meganai3555
@meganai3555 3 жыл бұрын
As my mental state has gotten worse, I've considered more and more just taking all my... sadness, anxiety, negativity, whatever the hell it is at this point, and hiding it from everyone I know, just throwing it into drawings or characters or games so I don't burden and worry them anymore. They're all too wonderful to deserve dealing with my shitty low points, and they have their own problems, anyway.
@pilzz03
@pilzz03 4 жыл бұрын
this is actually insanely good
@snapjim6075
@snapjim6075 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I lay and wonder how different everything would be if I reached out to you and took the chance, or at least tried to say a proper goodbye. I'm so sorry and so happy that I lived a year knowing you loved me and I loved you. As much as it hurt both of us in the end, I'm glad it was with you. We met at the wrong time I guess. Be happy. Live well. I'll do the same; so please, leave my dreams.
@manicjukebox
@manicjukebox 4 жыл бұрын
amazing, did you write this? i write songs i'd appreciated it if you could check em out :)
@ringofdeath13
@ringofdeath13 2 жыл бұрын
The cello that comes in around the 1 minute mark sounds great
@boomtoob343
@boomtoob343 3 жыл бұрын
for some reason this feels very comforting
@OnePassingMoon
@OnePassingMoon 4 жыл бұрын
idk what to do anymore, everytime i try to get my life back together i just end up with more problems.
@bryce_hello
@bryce_hello 3 жыл бұрын
Just live life as a background character, focus on making yourself content and work to stay that way
@OnePassingMoon
@OnePassingMoon 3 жыл бұрын
@@bryce_hello no
@AndroideAndrews
@AndroideAndrews 3 жыл бұрын
estamos todos no mesmo barco.. sim estamos...
@shrektheogre5007
@shrektheogre5007 3 жыл бұрын
@@OnePassingMoon Sorry, not everyone can be a main character. But don't worry, if they ever make another movie about my life I can include you as a background character. The pay isn't great, and you can't unionize.
@paulievu
@paulievu 2 жыл бұрын
Your not alone, I feel just like you do. Everything reminds me of her…and every day that passes the pain just gets worst and worst..holding on and never giving up but I still her…life isn’t easy…I hope everyone here finds what there looking for..I’m sorry who ever hurt you…
@ahmedsyed8826
@ahmedsyed8826 3 жыл бұрын
This constant pain is killing me slowly
@hannalark5444
@hannalark5444 3 жыл бұрын
I was so happy, I’m not even supposed to be sad I’m supposed to be happy. It hurts to think of happy memories when I realize I havnt even made a new happy memory in 5 years. I’m hurting and I tell myself it’s ok and other people have it worse and I shouldn’t complain. I tell myself I don’t need help when I know I do. I don’t want to die, I don’t want to think about dying my life isn’t over yet but still, I convince myself it is. I miss her, I miss my brothers, I miss my friends and my family. I know things change, but I’m tired of change. I just want to crawl in a ball and stay in bed forever I want to cry and bawl my eyes out, I want to let it all out and tell myself everything is ok. But I don’t have time for that. Sure everyone says to take time for yourself and how important self care is but I don’t have time for self care. I know I’m just a stupid high schooler I’ve got everything going good except for my grades. It hurts to realize that, what I’ve done is nobody’s fault and that it’s mine when I tell myself I’m in this mess because of my own doing it hurts to know I’m right. I would say “I want someone to hold me” or “ I want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok” but I know that’s not what I want I don’t want somebody else I don’t want help but deep down I know I need it. I don’t even care when I start to cry in public because nobody really cares they see me cry and do nothing. Some days I’m full of life and others I’m an empty shell and a disappointment. I’m too tired and exhausted to do anything but I tell myself I’m being lazy and nothing is wrong with me. I want so badly to speak out and say I’m not okay, I’m tired and I can’t stand it anymore I want to be happy, I want to be ok but , that’ll never happen. Sorry for the vent hope nobody sees this
@catswithcattitudes2728
@catswithcattitudes2728 3 жыл бұрын
Aha! Too late, I have, indeed, seen your comment! Okay, now for the seriousness. Don't apologize, it's okay to vent. Sometimes we just need to let it all out and it's actually good to release whatever's on our chest. It's okay to be sad. We can't be happy all the time, and we won't be happy all the time. We don't know when we'll be happy again, we don't when things will get better, but we must wait patiently and be ready for whatever comes our way. Yes, things do change, and looking too far into the future can become a frightening habit. Instead, we must take one step at a time. We can't eat a big piece of cake all at once or else we'd feel sick. We have to work at it, one bite at a time. The future will come when it comes, change will come when it comes, but our job is to live one day at a time, slowly and steadily, focusing on what's in front of us instead of what's in the distance. The mind is sometimes the fiercest, deadliest battleground. We know the truth, but we feel the lies. It's good that you're acknowledging that taking care of yourself is important, that's the first step. The next is figuring out how to put that into action. I know you know this, but it is urgent to figure out how to care for ourselves because we can only bend so far before we break. So, perhaps now you simply can't do that yet. But keep self care in the back of your head so you don't forget the importance of it. That way, when you find the right opportunity, you'll be able to focus on your wellbeing when you can. And even though, sure, others have things worse, everyone struggles. Everyone suffers one way or another, and we all suffer in different ways. But just because people are different doesn't make them any less human, nor does it make feelings any less important or real. It's perfectly all right to feel upset or frustrated or unhappy. You're not a stupid high schooler, you're a maturing young person who is going through some hardships. And we all make mistakes, we all do things that we regret, but all we can do is learn from them, forgive ourselves for it, and then move on, ready to do our best. We go through highs and lows, we don't understand what we're feeling, and that's all right. We have to adjust to whatever we're given and sometimes questioning what we feel doesn't help much. We won't solve everything in one day, and things won't improve in just one day. We must sit and wait patiently for whatever comes. Keep fighting, I believe in you!
@lennytriem1942
@lennytriem1942 3 жыл бұрын
The beginnings of a lot of these songs sound like Jon Brion pieces that could be in Eternal Sunshine, I had brief moments of surprise and joy. That's not to say the other songs they turned out to be weren't good. This is a very beautiful playlist.
@ok-tj7xc
@ok-tj7xc 4 жыл бұрын
i feel so numb, i hate it.
@shahxad6533
@shahxad6533 2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go.🧡
@nosoyharoldg8563
@nosoyharoldg8563 3 жыл бұрын
Cowboy Bebop me da mucha nostalgia, y con estas canciones y la imagen de fondo hace de la madrugada tan serena. See you space cowboy...
@jammy4152
@jammy4152 3 жыл бұрын
Perfect to cry for an hour
@GRUUUUUVY
@GRUUUUUVY 4 жыл бұрын
Looking back, I honestly never thought I'd be without her. Not ever. But now I am. Sometimes I feel ok. And sometimes it's worse than I imagined it could be. 10 years is a long time. We had our ups and downs. But all I think about now are the good days, and the love that held us together for so long. The love that we no longer share.
@blasty1014
@blasty1014 2 жыл бұрын
When you feel that hopeless, never-ending feeling... It kills you from the inside... It hurts so bad
@Vordenker007
@Vordenker007 3 жыл бұрын
The spike and Faye pictures make it even sadder
@luzy7959
@luzy7959 2 жыл бұрын
Some times you just really want to sleep till things get fixed... it doesn't matter if you sleep a month or two hell maybe a year... But it doesn't happen you just wake up a couple of hours later dealing with the same old shit and nothing has changed...
@oogabooga6000
@oogabooga6000 4 жыл бұрын
i edited this comment so my teachers or parents dont find what i just wrote 0_0
@darkhero4504
@darkhero4504 4 жыл бұрын
Right now buddie , expect that I'm in bed
@thatpianokidlawson6693
@thatpianokidlawson6693 4 жыл бұрын
Doing that same thing
@johntapp7980
@johntapp7980 4 жыл бұрын
All the time man. I always say to myself I’m doing my best guess with what i have
@steamynoodles507
@steamynoodles507 4 жыл бұрын
too often
@freetolisten
@freetolisten 4 жыл бұрын
just dont use your real name, internet should be a place where you can share anything without fear
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