i feel numb (playlist)

[@SadHoursDrive]

Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/44mHnMc 💙

[@folixzyn]

i miss my parents, i lost both them when I was 5, and now Ive turned 16 years old. sounds crazy, right? every year i visit their graveyard with my older brother, the thing is when u realise that ur parents wont be there anymore, look around, there are many children who are at that point when they are making core memories. i would go to the other Universe where my parents would be alive cuz i rlly dont remember who is my mom, i lost her when i was 3. i am jealous of happy families, i am happy that there are teens who actually do their best for their family. for someone family is a hope to live a good life. i would take a car and drive far away from city and just drive. sometimes i become hopeless cuz of the thoughts that hit me hardly. i want some love, i wanna be happy, i wanna be a child who gets up at night from a scary dream and goes for his parents room to feel safe and sleep in their hugs. i hope i will be cured one day. sometimes i imagine that i am having a convo with my parents, like they are here. peace out and have a good life

[@Saturn.gachaa]

Im really sorry if you need to talk I’m here. Lost my grandpa 3 days before my 5 grade graduation. Wish he was there because he said “*my name*, I will be there and congratulate you.” But he died..

[@CobroxYT]

who raised you then

[@JayRiverOSC]

they could have been in foster care or a relative could have raised them. There are many ways to take care of a child whoe lost their parents. I would know my bestfriend is in foster care @CobroxYT.

[@JayRiverOSC]

@@Saturn.gachaaawhh sorry that happened

[@Imxone]

Love that lonely atmosphere🖤 Thanks for the beautiful playlist

[@danielesanino6433]

Love this deep lonely trip atmosphere too! Great work

[@biskoot5163]

i don't have depression...i've cured myself of it but my anxiety still remains...i still somehow feel numb on the inside. like i don't feel sad or happy or...anything really. people have hurt me too like how they hurt everyone else and it's i'm used to all kinds of pain now. if someone leaves me, idc. if they insult me, idc. my parents being a pain in the ass, idc. and even if i die one day, idc. i've got dreams and goals too but i don't feel anything. idk how to explain

[@kittyphom]

I love this. The video of the driving and the music

[@pb.pb.pb.pb.]

Excellent 😊 my brain is being massaged 💙

[@markmiranda2870]

Title is literally how I feel right now. I am so numbed, nothing feels good anymore. I know I have depression. I am trying to go to therapy in two weeks so if it'll help. Knowing a video like this exist brings me a bit of some feel good.

[@bjrkah1941]

Sorry if its rude to just bud in but I heard therapy is mostly to figure out whats causing it/why ur feeling what ur feeling but not exactly how to fix it. Just a heads up. I Hope its gonna get better

[@markmiranda2870]

@@bjrkah1941 Thats fine I just like to know why I am feeling this way.

[@CobroxYT]

fixed yet?

[@markmiranda2870]

@@CobroxYT its a process dude...i'm not "fixed" but i do feel way better than i did when i posted this comment. slowly having consistency in my workouts again

[@Cheetoziinakafomo]

this is awesome, keep doing this great work!

[@PureGamingpro]

I like this atmosphere when driving and its dark like this through the country side. Just your headlights. Do u edit this too and make it darker? Could you tell me what app or software or do u just use a darker tone filter on YT?

[@andreimadalin6143]

Dușmani pe muzică 😢

[@atlas17998]

Hi I love your content is it okay if I use your gameplay as a background video?

[@zzyaa]

can i scream to hard life??

[@weeb6942O]

Of course

[@iVel0_0]

I wanna too

[@sanchitsingh4598]

peace.

[@TimeFleeting]

Beautiful video! 💥

[@Antent]

wow! thank you 💙

[@sincxre]

how to make endless night in fh4?

[@JayRiverOSC]

PLEASE DONT VENT IN THE REPLIES *it makes me feel like i have no use being heard* My family has a big yelling problem. They all say “this is the time we put an end to this madness, we shall not expose our offspring to verbal abuse!” But the problem is… they don’t end it SO I WILL. I will NEVER abuse my child by any means. And if it comes to it i will be the guardian of my siblings children. I will never let another child go through what i did and i will not pass up an opportunity to help a child out… not again! And if these are my last words so be it! I shall stand my ground. My family will be happy by any cost and when i make my children sad i will apologize and NOT flip it around and make it about me! I will not take “special candy” or “looney juice” for my childs safety i wont let my life repeat but through my offsprings eyes… and bullying is not an option i will take action to help my kids. They’ll know what true love is, i will make my kids happy,and they’ll learn to love like i will. Thank you for reading.❤

[@unkown5425]

the gta car lol

[@mohamadnoranifar5085]

is your channel monetized in youtub

[@Why_do_I_have_subcribers]

Amazing video as always!✨💗🤗🤗

[@Manuelrs_xd]

make a video that lasts more hours bro❤🙏

[@CosSer]

wich game is it?

[@angery_lettuce]

FH4

[@vladws6427]

what kind of game ?

[@angery_lettuce]

FH4

[@vladws6427]

@@angery_lettuce ty

[@pabloarguello1564]

Name of the game?

[@danielesanino6433]

Assetto corsa

[@kythe5715]

forza horizon 4

[@angery_lettuce]

FH4

[@PureGamingpro]

Is this forza horizon 5 still?

[@angery_lettuce]

FH4

[@andreimadalin6143]

Prieteni mei baga reclame le e rău de masina😂

[@andreimadalin6143]

Bă pe mine mă inpute mă

[@andreimadalin6143]

Mai inputete și tu😂