I Had a BREAKDOWN in Madeira 😩🇵🇹

[@keithnisbet]

My dear Henry...over these few years I've been watching you've become a Top Tier Landscape Photographer. Leave the self doubt behind. You've created more great work (especially the recent Advent series), given so much positive energy and advice to so many. You ABSOLUTELY DESERVE every blessing that comes your way! Enjoy!!!

[@timothydalton8023]

How true my friend! You put it perfectly.

[@timschaeffer8874]

I agree. 101% !! 🤟

[@mikeandrew7889]

Well said Keith! I couldn't agree more.

[@mel_booklover]

Well said Keith. I totally agree.

[@JonAngle]

Just seen this Henry . I get those feelings all the time . I call it discombobulation . It comes from being in new environment and disappears once I get grounded and settle in . I noticed once you found a niche your familiar with ,you were more settled and grounded . It’s all part of being human. Well done on another honest video and your photography eye and skills are top rate .

[@bergis65]

Thanks

[@patrickhenryjolly]

Henry, I am a 62 year old photography hobbiest, and your videos provide so much encouragement to me, and countless others around the globe. You're human, and not every day is perfect and not every photography outing clicks. But I know I can speak for every viewer you have, that we enjoy being part of your journey. Keep up the great work!

[@JudeStreicherPhoto]

Imposter syndrome is such a natural feeling for artists especially when you're on a new adventure like this one. I'm so happy you decided to take your talents to a new challenge in a new location. I love seeing you tinker with the scenes and find yourself through your natural expression! Well done especially on the seaside images. I absolutely love them! That sunset shot - pure FIRE! And NEVER EVER EVER apologize for expressing yourself and your feelings. That's exactly why I am enjoying your videos so much. You're real. And in a world where more and more feels fake, I greatly appreciate how genuine and honest you are with us!

[@keefr22]

You never came across as being ungrateful Henry - what you did come across as is human. We all have down days and that is just, well, human! And the shots that you did get were, as usual, stunning - and as good, if not often better, than any of the other many landscape photographer's channels I wtch on youtube! Just keep being yourself, 'tis why we all love your videos!! Keith

[@martinshaw6925]

Cheer up mate and, I'll see ya on the next adventure, OUT!

[@typhoon-7]

Henry... Mate... Are you a good enough photographer?? Of course. We are all following and watching you wishing we had the vision, talent and dedication you have. The effort you put in is clear and the passion for the work is genuinely up there with the best on KZbin. It happens to us all in our lives, those moments where you wobble. Then you went down there and got lost in the photography again when the waves were crashing in. You're an inspiration to me anyway so thank you for that. Keep your chin up fella. Loving your work.

[@treacadelic]

Henry. Question yourself as much as you like, but please listen to the answers coming back from your community. You're a fantastic photographer, a wonderful KZbin video creator, and a thoroughly sound fella. Your effort and skill means you're fully deserving of being in your position.

[@fmurray4769]

Henry, my heart goes out to you. Everyone has doubts and when these envelope what one feels most passionate about it can leave us with both mental and physical discomfort. You have been working so hard producing wonderful photos and stories you have not taken the time to sit back and appreciate the gift you have. You have great ability to embrace the challenges that nature has thrown at you. You don’t wait for the perfect conditions but you have shown me how to enjoy every photo opportunity using a little bit of lateral thinking. Remember that you can’t achieve everything in one day so pace yourself and enjoy life to the full and it will reflect in your photography.

[@chrisparker5684]

Hi Henry - thanks for your honesty. I think it's quite common for us landscape photographers to have real 'down' days. Try just taking it one day at a time, and don't put too much pressure on yourself to get great photos every time you go out. You're probably still pretty exhausted after your Advent series. You'll be back - as enthusiastic as ever!!

[@stro8202]

What a great video, I'm sitting watching this next to my hospital bed. These are some of my favourite photos you've taken no other word but stunning👏

[@devinmcnamara1026]

Henry, others have said it already, but you need to hear it a million times over. You're a top shelf landscape photographer. Period. Your videos are a huge encouragement and source of enjoyment to a TON of us hobby photographers. Not only do you take amazing photographs and have a really keen eye for composition and editing, but you make it REALLY fun to watch! Thanks for everything you do and the work you put in for all of us that ride along!

[@saffylooloo]

Listen mate, we all love that you wear your heart on yer sleeve but dont ever feel that your not good enough ! Thats the road to ruin. We all love what you do and watching your adventures, you have just put out an awesome months worth of videos and i for 1 wish you could do them like that all the time buddy. You enjoy your holibob's and look forward to many more years of vid's

[@LisaFrostPhoto]

You don't come across as ungrateful, just honest, and I think many of us really appreciate it - I certainly do. I've been having some moments over the past year wondering if I'm just not good enough to build a bigger audience on here. I've also had a lot of things come up throughout the year getting in the way of all I've wanted to create - thankfully none of them too big, but it can wear me down at times. But what I've realised (for myself) that my self doubts come up when I focus on things outside of my control - such as what others think of me. When I can just focus on the beauty and the creativity, all is well. I do think different landscapes, and conditions, can certainly influence our feelings too. Funnily enough, what comes to mind was my recent trip to the Lake District for the first time. Inspired by your video at High Rigg, my partner and I spent a day there, and had a fantastic time (thank you, as I'd never have visited without that video). Then the next day, because we were tired and needed something easier, we walked around Buttermere. The light was flat and grey all day. There were lots of people. I really just wasn't feeling it, and I think when we're away from home, we can put extra pressure on ourselves because we don't want to "waste" the opportunity. But not every day in life is going to be awesome. And that quote at the end of the video really summed it up. It reminds me of this poem by Rumi This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they’re a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond.

[@tessa2264]

Henry ... never change! Nowadays, on social media, so many people work so hard trying to be someone and something they are not. Your photography and enthusiasm are truly inspiring don't doubt it. Your videos are real and we can all relate to them. Keep them coming and don't be so hard on yourself mate!

[@lonewolfphotography01]

Henry , firstly thank you for this video, and the amazing photographs. Secondly, we all feel exactly as you have done at times . That emotion of am I good enough, will people expect more than I'm capable of , the pressure to produce something every trip !! My point , you are always an inspiration to me and I'm sure all your followers. We get bad days , bad weeks. Sometimes just walking without the camera helps , no pressure, sometimes it helps to talk about it . Just know you are appreciated mate .. if one thing isn't working another will .

[@christophergodfrey3009]

Henry, put that self doubt right in the bin. You have inspired more people than you think, including myself. You are truly good enough. You are an amazing photographer.

[@malcolmreah7769]

This has to be one of the most enlightening videos you have put out henry, it is good to see the darker side of being a photographer, it is not all light and joy as i have found on some occasions, it was good see that you came out of your mini slump (for the want of a better word) and got back to your usual enthusiastic self and produced some fantastic images

[@AllThingsOcean]

Hands down, one of my favorite videos of yours. As viewers, we can look at your life with envy, but when you open up about the not so great emotions in what should be a wonderful experience, it just shows that we are all human and can experience a range of emotions regardless of our surroundings - and that's ok. Keep doing you, we love it all 🙌 ❤

[@johnwphotography]

Hi Henry, I’ve only been watching your content for the past few months, but I love your honesty and natural style. You are an amazing photographer, keep grinding through the highs and lows and it will continue to pay off for you. I went to Madeira last April and also struggled there, in the beautiful mountains, Fanal Forrest and all around the island. I think because it’s known as a photographers paradise I think we go with higher expectations thank normal. I ended up with maybe 5 images I love out of over a thousand taken over a few days. Keep at it buddy!

[@ianbarnes1406]

To be honest, as someone who has been taking photos for the best part of 50 years, the quality of your photos is secondary to why I watch your videos. It's the locations, adventures, and enthusiasm you exude that keep me coming back

[@denisemcintosh3388]

Well done Henry - talking it out really does help and it was great to see your mood improve over the course of the video. You worked so hard before Christmas and we loved watching you but maybe you needed more of a break. Get back in the landscapes you love and just be you.

[@randyschwager2515]

Life is a roller coaster my friend! We all have ups and downs! I believe the huge mass of loyal followers you have verifies your ability and the coastal images you created on this journey were amazing! Top shelf photography! Keep doing what you are doing…and thanks for taking me along!

[@Stracman]

Bless you Henry, you never come across as ungrateful. Your honesty is so endearing that we can relate to the places you find yourself and follow you wherever you go, both in body and mind!

[@janchristiaens1014]

You doubting if we need you is exactly why we need you. Thanks for being honest, real, human, you. 💪💪

[@ebonyfellowes]

Henry, don't ever feel like you can't share how you're feeling. I love your honesty and realistic approach in every video. If you are selling a print of the colour photograph with the stack, I would love to purchase it. Keep up the hard work!

[@hikingtheoutdoors]

Dear, Henry. I had also breakdowns on my outdoors adventures, hiking up and down the mountains, having the privilege to see the most beautiful coastline sunrises and still had those moments of breakdown, BUT, people like you gives me energy every time I see you videos. I think should be normal to have ups and downs and the most important, knowking that the path we walk is still ahead. Cheers from here, Spain, Pyrenees Mountains, and take care of yourself. You are a true blessing. 😀

[@malcolmhouse7285]

OMG Henry, we all get low points in our life and battling through makes us better people. You inspire so many people, let me tell you when I was battling the Big C for the last couple of years and felt my world was ending and never be able to take another picture and get outside, feel the breeze,the sun,rain and wind. One thing I looked forward to every week was watching your videos .They gave me hope and joy, the wow factor and just maybe I will again. I’m on the mend so thank you . Hope when you read this it makes you smile. Cheers buddy look forward to the next episode.

[@briankennerley5833]

I’m going to very honest Henry, having watched and followed you for some time now, it might sound silly but this video will do so much for you and so many of your followers. You’ve excelled yourself over the advent series and have knocked it out of the park, by the looks of it the early part of the video , you need a much deserved break (or a good Cumberland sausage n brown sauce barm) I’m struggling myself at present and it’s the likes of your weekly videos, Nigel Danson’s, Mark Denny’s etc etc that keep me inspired. Mark Denny posted a bit of a heartfelt video recently, which was also very touching. I think as humans we are sometimes scared of showing emotions, especially males. But once we get things off our chests , life gets so much easier. Stick with it my friend as your images, enthusiasm and emotions are the reason why you are so respected in the landscape Photography/KZbin genre. That’s something you can’t buy. Keep on going 👍🏻 and if you do decide to have a rest, you can’t have more than a week off 😂😂 we couldn’t cope. P.s need an update on your OM5 as I’ve bought one myself 😅😅

[@susansurgey]

You are so honest, and thank you so much for that! What a journey you have had, and not just in miles travelled. You've just had the most amazing december, running around doing fabulous videos every day, and most people would sit back and take it easy after such a feat, but not yiu, nope, you plant yourself firmly out of your comfort zone, and take yourself on the "biggest photography adventure yet!"... And the best is, instead of making a glossy lovely video where everything is just perfect, you allow yourself to connect to your emotions, acknowledge them, and then analyse them, sharing all this with us ❤ that is an enormous trust you're putting into us, and thank you for that... Thank you for sharing warts and all ❤ I can really relate to a lot of what you say, and seeing you find motivation even when you feel so down about everything is just pure inspiration ❤ don't change, keep being you, and thank you for letting us in ❤

[@jimtipton8888]

Henry Turner, you're officially my favorite KZbin landscape photo channel. Your enthusiasm, willingness to be vulnerable, technical savvy , great eye all make you a complete package for me. Been a joy watching this channel grow!

[@KarySchump]

Henry, we love you and your photography. You're great! However, thank you for sharing your self-doubts. I think we all have these from time-to-time, regardless of our abilities and efforts, and it can be related to photography, or other things, like work, family, relationships, etc. Thanks again for sharing and I hope that you can see you're amazing!! Have a wonderful trip in Portugal!! It looks amazing!!

[@sandrariggins6690]

Your honest, authentic presence is so refreshing. While I am sorry that you had a hard time at first on this trip...you continue to inspire all of us (much less talented) photographers! Showing how you worked your way out of this funk was so helpful to others. I had a much smaller experience on a trip to Canada last year where I believe I had first created unrealistic expectations and until I slowed down and remembered to enjoy the process in this new locale I also found myself feeling anxious and over my head. Don't let this curb further travel excursions outside of your beloved Britain...you have so much to share with the world AND yourself!

[@pauloviegasphotography]

Hello from Portugal!!! You know what I admire the most in you? Your honesty! I've been doing landscape photos for quite a while and often I used to ask myself the same questions, but within time I realised we're worthy and I think that different places/Weather might make us feel sad/broken down, but it's all a matter of feeling, at least for me, since I photograph with my soul. By the way it's tosta de atum, and it's yummi. If you ever consider visiting the south of Portugal ler me know, there are loads of seascapes you'd love. Cheers

[@stevewickmagician]

One of the many reasons I enjoy your videos and your photographs is the passion you carry for the natural world. This is something you can't fake and no one can ever take away from you. Sometimes when we find ourselves in a different place it takes time and something a little more familiar to help us feel comfortable again. I loved this video because you did show us something that most of us feel at times, but you also overcame it. Cheers and Thanks. Great photos as always too!!

[@Trish12303]

Henry, you don’t sound ungrateful, you sound like a human. We all have ups and downs. You shouldn’t feel badly about feeling a bit melancholy. You are a joy to watch for so many of us!! Beautiful images!!

[@loribeasley1956]

Oh Henry, how many times have I felt uncomfortable out of my comfort zone and questioned myself. I find that it is a necessary passage of life for positive growth, and a learning experience that tells me I belong here and are worthy of the moment. You are more than good enough to be here, and you have proven it in the photographs and perseverance to overcome your doubts. Growth is sometimes painful, but a necessity for moving forward. Well done, Henry!

[@fabiancanaval1082]

Your honesty makes you. We all have ups and downs. Your images reflect your true self. They express your true feelings. Amazing!

[@chriswilliams9754]

Some of the shots in this video are not only brilliant - they’re inspirational. The fact that you are in touch with your own emotions and wellbeing is also truly inspirational. Thank you.

[@juanitakelly3082]

Everyone has down times Henry, for whatever reasons. It gives perspective to the rebound and makes us even more grateful when the creativity pops back out again! You have been working hard. Just throw your arms in the air and yell "WHEEEE!!!" as you ride the roller coaster of life!!

[@lynnrust4495]

Dear Henry, thank so much for posting this video! Your honesty and candour is refreshing to see and truly validates that our feelings, no matter what they are, are important to acknowledge, embrace and reflect upon. Truly, I have had many times where I find myself uninspired to pick up my camera, with self doubt creeping in, so to see that you, an amazing, talented professional photographer, struggle with these same thoughts at times, makes me realize that it is part of the process to improve and grow. You are such an inspiration and I love your stunning photos and wonderful videos sharing your experiences! Looking forward to the next one!

[@sjsent4553]

Your honesty is refreshing. Take that pain and turn it into something great

[@fotiss8883]

Hey Henry, what you're feeling is completely normal. Everyone has their ups and downs. We can't always be at an all time high! Every once in a while we have a slump! You'll get through this. I've been watching your videos for a few months now and I've told my wife multiple times "I love this guy's passion about photography!" We can clearly tell you love what you do. This feeling will go away, you just have to fight through it!

[@mcs3015]

Your honesty is truly a gift. Thanks for respecting us enough to share these thoughts. There ARE people who face these doubts. You’re a hero, Henry.

[@marlenehazlehurst8666]

In the time that I have been watching your channel, you have grown into an amazing talent. You worked so hard all December, you are bound to be exhausted. Your station is one of the most original on KZbin. Your honesty is refreshing and we all identify with the emotions you go through. Take heart, we love you the way you are...or maybe on a cheerier note you are just as mad as we are....lol...keep on doing what you do. You can hold your own with the best.

[@bobkent007]

Sounds like anxiety, I get it when I am away from home and cannot explain why that is. Maybe as you said, the landscape made you feel more at home and safe. Sounds crazy I know, but I would guess you would not have felt like that if your girlfriend had been with you. I used to call it home sickness as people still do, but I think it is more about feeling safe and is anxiety based. On my bucket list of places to visit....maybe one day. Great photos Henry 🙂

[@ianslingsby3415]

Love your honesty. i have to admit i suffer from the same feelings , i try to use my photography to make me feel better. it's just for me. i can't imagine the pressure you place on yourself, i suffer the same way with my work. It's ok to be open and honest. I think the appreciation through your channel and comments shows you are far from alone.

[@martinthody9335]

Dear Henry, thank you so much for deciding to share this. One of the reasons I follow you, apart from the fact you’re an extremely accomplished photographer, is your honesty and enthusiasm which are truly inspiring to me as a hobbyist. Don’t beat yourself up! The monochrome of the sea stacks was beautiful - I’d put that on my wall!

[@alanpinn2266]

Henry - Don't be so hard on yourself! You absolutely deserve to be there and taking in all that Madeira has to offer. You've worked so hard over the past few years - and especially the past month on your Advent series. Perhaps you're just a bit exhausted? The anticipation and excitement of a trip and a new location can sometimes be overpowering and create an emotional roller-coaster. You shouldn't doubt your ability as a pro photographer and your deserving of being on the trip. Hopefully it all worked out in the end (I can't wait to see the next video). Keep up the good work and great video's. You inspire us all with you enthusiasm! Cheers!

[@isotechimages.9130]

Glad you released this video Henry because social media does try to create this unrealistic happy, happy, joy, joy, you just being human and keeping it real.

[@littlesue2633]

Thank you for sharing your emotions. You are only human after all. Its great that you tell us how you feel. xxx

[@johnallan1965]

Self-doubt is a part of being human, sometimes as photographers we punish ourselfs with high expectations, The joy of getting good images is overwhelming at times, it's a part of who we are and what we do as photographers, another great video keep them coming,

[@jeteli74]

He there Henry, thanks for this great video ! You are a top fotographer, don't doubt yourself. Love to see your honesty!

[@pascalthiebaud]

From dramatic black & white to glorious light. A beautiful therapy Henri. Nature photography Has often been a way to express, to connect, to heal for many photographers...as me. Life is like a movie. The first 10 minutes are the most important (childhood) the end we know it (dead) what will make the film interesting is all that will happen between these 2 moments, as in Pretty Woman.Take care.

[@rlau68]

Thanks for persevering Henry! You're doing great! Wonderful shots, looking forward to the next adventure!

[@geordielad82uk]

Landscape Photography is never always a given, but can also be overwhelming, which I'm sure all people suffer from. You always have to put the effort in & work woth what you got. Sometimes due to other photographers on KZbin that have been to locations you always aim to look at doing something different to stand out. This is the job we choose & have to work threw it.

[@shootNbreezeIRL]

Henry you kept it real. You take time out to let others know its not always smiles and laughter. There are times in life we question many things. Sometimes we force ourselves into wanting something when we actually don't need it. There are days we regret not having the camera with us but there are days we enjoy we don't have the camera with us. I understand your channel is landscape photography but that doesn't necessarily mean you have to have a landscape photo on every episode. So look after yourself and the wee chats are a good place to start.

[@bryanlong4920]

Henry, I love the honesty. I can totally relate. Sometimes I will get to a location and just feel completely meh and struggle to find anything. I am at the early stages of my photography journey and also understand the imposter syndrome. But it is photographers like you that inspire me. Firstly with your passion and excitement and then your honesty. Seeing video's like this help me feel better for when I am struggling. Thank you for being you and showing us all sides of this journey.

[@alricci]

I’ve really enjoyed following your journey. Thanks for being real, Henry.

[@PracticingPhotography]

So, Mr. Henry, if you were always happy life would be boring. Its times like this that shows your strong character and great person we see from week to week with your videos. You share so much that I feel like you are a friend that I have talked to for a long time. We all experience lows and that is part of us. Its not always a bed of roses and keep your passion going. You are loved by many.

[@aineoneill9053]

Wonderful recovery from a dark night of the soul. Very inspiring and stunning photos. Thank you for sharing.

[@RobertJohnson-dy5db]

Henry, we follow your adventures because of your authenticity…never change mate. Most of us recognise those feelings, normal and natural, but that doesn’t mean they are any easier to reconcile for each of us. I think your honesty is so valuable and wish more people would be this way in everyday life. Perhaps your advent series took a toll on your reserves…whatever the reasons, there is always another day…keep smiling🤛💪

[@RussWeymouthPhotography]

I also get days where I just don't feel like it, either making a video or being inspired for photography. I've learnt not to force anything on those days and just enjoy exploring and being out in nature. Love the last shot with the warm atmospheric light 🌅

[@paulstillwell]

Art is the pursuit of emotion, thought, and inspiration. Nobody will connect with every location, and that's ok. It is so important to let everyone in on more than just the success. You and we learn a lot more from failure than success. You can't possibly connect with every landscape you enter and it is important to share that for both new and experienced artists. You've made a great video that shows an artists reality. Well done!

[@marycarron5118]

Thanks for such an honest and heartfelt video, Henry. I think it's completely understandable that you feel like that in a landscape to which you have no emotional connection. I have often felt similar feelings. The landscape might be new and beautiful but if I don't have that emotional connection I don't know what to shoot. It's interesting that as soon as you established a connection to the sea you were off! Don't beat yourself up, it just makes you a more thoughtful, rounded photographer who needs to invest emotionally in a place before coming away with any worthwhile photos, and that's what makes you great. Thank you, Henry, for just being you.

[@LauMagroTheFrenchKOInection]

There are probably two elements in there. Firstly, when the majority of regular youtubers were taking a break over Xmas, you did an advent series. Massive amount of work. And straight after that, as your body needed to chill out, you go to Madeira, unknown place. Clashing feelings perhaps. That place with the trees is so iconic. But full of cars, full of people, which is not you. And it shows how level headed you are, you question yourself. And that in itself demonstrates that you thrive for better. That's positive. Unknown places are scary and sometimes can be disappointing too. Went to Croatia last sept thinking I was going to do great with the sea, the rocks and the trees... well the best places was actually the (sad) ruins from the Kosovo war. Chill out boy, may be when we travel we expect too much of ourselves.

[@mlibrarianus]

So sorry you went through this but I can SOOO relate. I get Imposter Syndrome a lot. So it makes me feel good to know that someone more advanced than me suffers it too. I do know that if my head isn't in the game my photography suffers. Glad you came through it. We love ya Henry!

[@SteveChick02]

Love your honesty mate. I have imposter syndrome all the time in my job and in my photography aspirations and It really is natural. I use it to push myself to constantly improve. I have been following you for a few years and have loved watching you develop (no pun intended). Believe in yourself, you are more than good enough.

[@patrickyott]

Henry -- your thought process around "what does this area mean to me" is spot on. My grandson and I often talk about "happy places" where we feel at home (even if its 1000's of miles from Boston) and when I'm in one of those places, my photos tend to really speak to the place and not some abstract theory of a "beautiful landscape".

[@alexbehrendtinthedirtyoldt9993]

Thank you for sharing your REAL self with us. Your living the dream, sometimes things overwhelm us, this is just another part of living but talking about it is key.

[@michaelcaselli2716]

You made some beautiful art, Henry! Thank you!!! And, dare I say, the ‘darker’ side we saw of you, was just as passionate, genuine, and deliberate as you always are. Revel in the fact that in facing your fears, your regrets will be few. Blessings, Henry!

[@petesalter727]

Well that’s cheered me right up! 😂 We are all complex souls, Henry - we can’t be ‘buzzing’ all the time. Perfectly normal to feel these things from time to time. Thank you for your honesty! You’re a wonderful fella and a wonderful photographer. Keep on doing your thing. Your videos entertain and inspire!

[@mrbook2]

Thank you, Henry. I think that you are absolutely right that your honesty helps the rest of us understand that everyone has bad days and everyone feels down on themselves sometimes. Your work and your channel are an inspiration to all of us, and I thank you for bringing us along through the ups, and the downs! Truly, thank you for what you do.

[@alasdairmackenzie905]

Henry. You come across as an honest decent bloke who just happens to be a first class landscape photographer. I know that we photographers, if we are honest, doubt our own abilities from time to time but please do not doubt yours. Your enthusiasm shines through all of your work, even when you get yourself into some pretty grotty situations and come out with images which defy the odds. Chin up mate !

[@markberry5542]

Henry, If your not true to yourself then we can't see the truth in you. This is a inspirational film, not just for the photography. Us humans tend to hide emotions especially negative and we all have down days. Being open and talking about how you feel is a great healer, as the saying goes "It's ok, not to be ok" looking forward to the next. Keep doing what you doing 🙂

[@juliacruttenden5907]

Henry I love watching u not only cause u are a fantastic photographer but also cause u are so real and honest. Never change that

[@RolandandSandy]

One of the most inspiring aspects of your videos, man, other than fantastic photos, is your openness and honesty. Good grief, I’ve walked in the mire of self doubt so much. You help pull me along, keeping me saying, well, if Henry’s out there, I can be, too!! rock on! We are all in this together.

[@wmarlee1]

Henry ... that black and white of the sea stack was breath taking. On another note ... I loved how real you were in this video. We all have days when we second guess ourselves ... we can't be happy, bubbly people 24/7. Thanks for showing us your realness.

[@paulbonge6617]

Henry, never feel less than, nor "Up to the task." You're a good photographer, be grateful for what you do and take pride in your work as it pleases you, NOT anyone else. By the way, @ 3:46 why are you apologizing to us, look at that mass of star-like ground cover (ferns?) behind you! Stop talking to us and photograph THAT! Having said that, they need more light perhaps.

[@williamrobinson1453]

Henry, you are MORE than good enough. You are also a good soul who brings joy to those of us who are not in a position to see these wonderful places for ourselves.

[@cheahdavid7453]

dont give up, we all experience hard time. you influence me so much. love your works.

[@fmgypsy333]

Oh Henry such stunning photos by a true artist, the sunset was beautiful! I feel the emotions in the photos and I heard it too in your voice and descriptions. If a photo is a moment in time then let it capture just that! Well done , Kathy

[@carolhill-maxfield1059]

Henry I’ve learned so much from your videos! Maybe I’ve learned more because you make the emotional connection with what you are doing! That’s what those watching appreciate so much. So, if you don’t feel it , we appreciate that too. It’s real! Thank you for your heartfelt honesty. !💕

[@axisproductionsltd]

Best video yet. Think we all have self doubt and it’s usually the pressure we put on ourselves. I know when I go out I expect epic shots. And it can’t always happen.

[@VlirisTv]

Ah Henry, you are entitled to days when you feel not so good. The moment you do feel good again will then feel extra good. Thank you for your honesty! For me it is recognisable: being in a great place and still not feeling well. I am someone who over-analyses but have since learned to then think: so be it. Then peace comes and I can try to enjoy myself. You did take some stunning photos: they reflect your emotions, beautifully!

[@gyundoanyumer1800]

Hi Henry. Don’t forget that you started photography in 🇨🇦and 🇳🇿(if I remember correctly). I think you got so attached to photographing Britain 🇬🇧 and you haven’t been for quite a long time abroad for photography and it’s completely normal to feel a bit weird. After few more trips I think you will be more enjoying it. Great video as usual.

[@trevorpayne2749]

You epitomise “keeping it real” - this adds to the appeal of your videos. Love those sea stack images. With just a few nights there you were putting yourself under some pressure to get a result and that may have compounded your negative feelings after the Fanal forest failed to inspire you.

[@KennyMcIver]

Like your honesty mate! We all get these feelings - means you're a creative soul. Ride the wave and the ups and down, your emotion is your eye to the image.

[@joao.s.cardoso]

This was a great video. The way you show the struggle and the way you overcame it, is a level os honesty that we don't usually see on this platform. We all been there. Sometimes we even just satay at home. But as you've shown so well on this video, even on our darkest hour, there is always a way to look at things in a different perspective, and in this case was for you to get back to a more familiar place to recharge your batteries. Cheers!

[@hungaryspring]

Down days are just that, Henry, down days. Tomorrow always comes. Upright and forward, friend, always upright and forward. Stunning work.

[@luis_soares_photography]

I understand you Henry. You need to put your feelings into the photos you take, and it's obvious that you try to convey those feelings in the images you share. Maybe that's why you were unsure whether it was worth photographing the forest scene. But I'm glad you managed to cancel out that negativity in that beautiful setting on the coast. The photos are fantastic. All of them. I wish I could do what you do as a profession, but here in Portugal there isn't much of a market for landscape photographers. It really is a privilege that is far from my reach. For now I will continue to dream of that day, and in the meantime I'll keep on enjoying your videos.

[@BruceCampbellLCSW]

Hello Henry. I am an amateur photography, but also a psychotherapist specializing in artists. I would encourage you to consider the negative feelings as part of your development as a photographer. We tend to achieve a level of mastery as we progress, then we get challenged, sometimes by new techniques or new subjects. The discomfort is the sign that you are growing. Keep up the excellent work

[@sharoncrawford01]

Hi Henry, I think we all have times where we don't connect with a landscape, or the conditions for whatever reason. As an emotionally driven person like you, I also need to feel moved by somewhere to want to take a photo of it, it's not just about taking a 'good' composition for me. I want to feel the heart of a place, and have that reflected in my photography. I also imagine you would be feeling under quite a bit of pressure, given this was your first dedicated photography trip abroad. Needing to get 'the shot' to justify the trip. No justification required Henry. You're an awesome photographer, honest and real. It was so great to feel your enthusiasm return in the 2nd half of the video, and your shots certainly reflected that. Never stop being real and wearing your heart on your sleeve Henry. I have no doubt that it's one of the reasons you have so many loyal followers, along with your fab images and the banter of course. Hope you enjoyed the rest of your trip.

[@billballard2019]

Thank you for this video. I understand, to a point, where you're coming from. I live on my sailboat, and sail and take pictures for a living. And sometimes, I absolutely loath it. Most times, I don't. My dear old mum used to say to me, "why aren't you happy where you are; you always want to be where you're not..." It's only now, I understand that applies to where I am in my head, and not just where I am in the world. You do good work, Henry. All shall pass.

[@bradzaruba9686]

You are a hoot, even when you are down. There were some lovely shots. Keep up the hard work. We love it.

[@antheablackmore5838]

Oh Henry what an emotionally charged video, it’s got me in tears. I can so relate , my son saved for several years to leave UK and cycle from Los Angeles upto Canada to tour British Columbia ,and then fly onto Vietnam…a complete dream only to arrive in Los Angeles with his bike to phone me 2 days in saying exactly what you were saying ! I tried everything to get him to carry on, but he was questioning everything and I believed was on the precipice of a breakdown….I payed for his return flight home , he worked on himself and a coup,e of months later went to BC hired a jeep , drove through thick snowfall along the Parkfields ice way….climbed mountains, flew on to Vietnam. After years of saving again he just completed solo 2,600 miles of the Pacific Crest Trail 2022 ! So from his breakdown he went onto achieve, LA and that cycle was just the wrong place at the wrong time. It’s so inspirational and to see you overcoming your “ breakdown” so eloquently and incredibly special you share this with us….none of us are infallible. Absolutely fabulous photographs , well done and never forget what an incredibly special young man and photographer you are, be very very proud x

[@DarioCanadaPhotography]

Great to see you chose my home island for your first photography trip abroad! Can't wait to see your Fanal photos (obviously) and maybe watch some Janela stacks as well! Enjoy!! Ohhh and enjoy the food most of all!!!

[@henrywilliam8506]

You were simply overwhelmed by the location you found yourself in and you pressured yourself too much. Don't underestimate your ability. Great vlog!!!

[@donaldgould1293]

Thank you Henry for your honesty. We all have moods and doubts and it is refreshing in this world to hear someone share these. There is no questioning your ability as a landscape photographer and you have you best years ahead. Keep going the way you are.