I have been struggling. | Bobcat (the rabbit) got mastitis. Dealing with seasonal depression.

[@Leaf411]

You're not 'too soft', hun. You're a caring, compassionate and responsible person. Anyone can judge from the outside looking in, it's easier than seeking to understand. Ignore the negative folks and bear in mind, "They don't know." As in they don't know your full situation and experiences that weigh into your choices made or how you run things. And everyone experiences burnout, perfectly natural. Find what helps to lighten the load on your mind and remember it can and will get better with time and effort. You got this! ;)

[@kelleyheard5790]

I think talking about it helps more than anything.

[@fredolsen1014]

I don't think you did anything wrong. Stuff just happens, you are one of the most caring people I've seen. You don't have to be tough to homestead

[@connecticutwormsgardens]

You're not alone. Anyone who raises animals and lives a hands-on lifestyle feels overwhelmed and burned out sometimes. I'm a lot older than you. I've been breeding rabbits for 48 years and have had various other farm animals as well. I know exactly what you're describing. As you said, it gets better. If it doesn't, it's important to re-evaluate whether you're truly happy with your lifestyle or if you're just doing it because it's what you're used to. Hope you feel better soon. Hug from Connecticut 😊😊

[@lesliebooth5623]

I think you're awesome! You are one of my favorite homestead utubers. Always so much information and compassion.

[@graphguy]

When you live where there is winter... seasonal depression is fairly common. I know it is not an option for everyone, but I moved. I went to a state that really doesn't have Winters like I knew in the mid-west. This was a godsend for me. I wish for peace for you.

[@79PoisonBreaker]

Some people build small greenhouses to enjoy spending time in (not plants but reading a book and such relaxing activities) to help fight seasonal depression up here in canada where winter can get really long. Growing plants indoors helps me but we are each different, find what helps brightening up your energy and see you in next vid. take care.

[@danielgriff2659]

THIS! You can get a uvb light to help too.

[@Cara-he8qn]

I don't know if you follow Roots & Refuge, but one of my favourite phrases from Jess is "The cheap seats boo the loudest." The most negativity will come from the people with the least investment in your success. On another note, I processed my first litter yesterday, and your butchering video was immensely helpful. Thank you!

[@juleswins3]

I think the cold, cloudy, gloomy days have an effect on everyone. We don’t have as many down here in Oklahoma as you have in Indiana but we sometimes have a week or two of them and people get down and cranky. It’s like our moods match the weather!

[@gigitheobald1486]

Hugs. As you said, things DO get better…

[@sandyj.thomas7425]

I, also SUFFER from depression. You described my lfe very well. Don't let your critics get you down. They have a problem worse than you. They lack compassion, understanding, and manners. I love your videos and am looking forward to goat birthing. GOD Bless you, always.

[@sherrybee111]

Best wishes for you and your bunnies. I also suffer from a seasonal disorder in the winter. I would consider mine to be mild. I live in Indiana also. It's harder through a lot of gray days. I have found that St. John's wort helps me a lot. I only take one a day and it really does seem to help. Maybe you could give it a try.

[@susanrodman]

You are not alone. I struggle terribly during the winter. ❤

[@lookforahomeinpueblo]

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[@Osmosus787]

Just wanted to say I'm pretty sure you just saved my rabbit. I had no clue about mastitis and I just caught it early on because of this video. Thanks so much! Also sending prayers for way to help with your seasonal depression! ❤

[@CountryRhoadsHomestead]

You are doing a wonderful job. ❤️ The value of an animal can be completely different to some people. Praying that you feel better soon. 🙏

[@HegenerHomestead]

There's more of us who care a lot than you think. I didn't grow up with this either, and butchering, culling, dealing with frozen kits and everything... It gets to you sometimes. I've been a lot more stressed out with it myself lately. The important thing is that we are willing and able to do what needs to be done to improve our herds, and limit suffering as much as possible. We are still willing to take responsibility for our animals and not let them end up in shelters or bad homes. It's ok to love your animals deeply, besides, it's you bloody rabbitry and you can do what you want! Hope you feel better. Try not to heed the naysayers. I hope Bobcat gets better, if not, you did the best you could and you can't fault yourself for that.

[@stephentackitt8683]

You’re with her everyday and nobody knows more of what to do than you. I hope your Bobcat gets well soon.

[@katedijkers7827]

I always learn from you. This time I was amazed to see those 11 bunnies being accepted by their foster mother. I know you can do this with newborns but did not know it can happen later down the road. So that reinforces the tip about breeding 2 does on or near the same day. Hope you will feel better soon. Spring is on the way. Take care!

[@rockbellranch]

Thank you for this video Tiffany 💕 It's really been a rough season.. It really suck's being in a low. But spring is so close, and you're absolutely right. The sun will shine, and I'll get to start my seeds, and plan my garden. The chicken yard will dry up, and my eggs will be clean again. It's so close!! But until then, this season will continue. While I hate to hear that such a season is upon you as well, it's nice to be reminded that you're not alone. So I'm sending you a big hug, and a happy kidding season! Because we are all here together 💕 and we have your back.

[@onedazinn998]

You aren't alone - I'm 65 yrs old & just talked about the lack of sunshine to my husband and it does affect us. My mother purposely had her home built with a large southern window to aid her with winter depression. The sun does lift our spirits or lack of it definitely affects us...my mother suffered from it even more than me. They do have UV therapy lamps you might consider to trying as well as nutritional supplements. You are amazing with your animals & my go to source for all things rabbits. Spring is coming! :) hang in there & I hope your bunny mamma recovers & is given another chance.

[@bugs825]

I needed this today. Despite being in Florida, where we have sun 13 months a year, we still struggle with motivation. This doesn't factor in any of the chaos going on around the world. I just keep reminding myself that this stress is coming from blessings that need to be managed. You have been an invaluable source in our next homestead step towards self sufficientness. Thanks for all you do daily Tiffany and don't believe any of those lies being whispered into your ear! Keep rockin!

[@victornowlin9092]

Can you imagine what our fore parents would do without blinking an eye regarding Bobcat? At least nowadays we do deal with it by talking and sharing it with others via media. What a good way for reaching others who may have doubts about their homestead conflicts. I can honestly say that you are healthier than those who don't give shit. You are dealing with it and healing. God bless young Lady.

[@gildow1031]

screwt the negative people, your doing a grate job, your a beuiful person. do what yo u think is right. 😃

[@mandy853]

You’re so right we all feel overwhelmed at different seasons of our lives. Thank goodness for your farm animals to help you along during the low times.❤And Oh my goodness that little baby nursing on Chevra!!🥰

[@RabbitryandYarns]

1. KZbin is a wild place, therefore: 2. "If you take the high road, it's never crowded." Warren Buffett. 3. Sending you good vibes from one KZbinr to another. :)

[@marthalynn7948]

I am so sorry, so hang in there!

[@GennaRoman]

Thank you for this I really needed to hear that I am not alone ❤

[@angelaworkman2419]

who wrote rules saying you can’t have pets and be a homesteader! Being attached to your animals only makes you a better homesteader because you’re looking out for their welfare more. You are more likely to discover issues quicker. Everyone is different and you have high empathy, there is no fault in that. Love and Sunshine for you!!! ❤❤❤

[@anthonylott4569]

GOD LOVE YOU IN WILL BE WITH YOU ALL THE TIME

[@mashandcompany]

It is not easy staying positive, especially when things seem to never have an end

[@sadiejane244]

Anyone saying you’re too soft is probably too hardened. You should always feel compassion for you animals. It should make you feel something when an animal is hurting.

[@theserenecrane]

Oh! Thanks for sharing. It has been hard for me to do hard culls on does that I have so much hope for but then things happen and tough decisions have to be made. Every breeder doe that gets a name keeps the name forever and they are remembered. Hugs!!

[@lizzydouglas5782]

Thank you for your transparency and openness. I’m moving from the west coast to Alabama and I’m concerned with having to deal with SAD during the winter. I need the sun. Making the move is needed for us and excited for homesteading. Your videos have been priceless for me and this one has helped so much!

[@katechampney756]

I am glad Bobcat made it through and sorry about you going through this. I know any breeder can face this someday. Glad you are in tune with your rabbits and caught it before it was a complete tragedy. We are closer to spring every day now 🤞

[@TeresaSauza-nb7di]

I totally get you. You are such a caring and compassionate person. May God bless you.☺

[@kyliecuevas4193]

The seasonal depression had me too. I’m working through it. I hope Bobcats feeling better 😘

[@tdh8102]

Thanks!

[@TealStoneHomestead]

Thank you so much for your support! 😊

[@zannaB60]

My sympathies to you and Bobcat. Hugs, Zanna

[@jimmiemeeks9795]

Never let them take your smile 😁 thank u for sharing. It's a journey and y'all r doing a great job 😊

[@dbales8288]

I really want you to know that I support you 100%! You are awesome, just the way you are! Thank you for sharing your struggles and allowing us to be a part of your life, both ups and downs. I too, have struggled with my share of depression and anxiety. I appreciate you talking about it to help destigmatize mental health. So glad to know the sun is out and brightening up your day! Take good care. {{HUGS}}

[@BrianBetron]

That is a lot to share. Nice job. You are needed and loved here.

[@christinahardgrove1938]

My prayers are with you and Bobcat. That He may carry you through

[@mikhu1234]

I really relate to this, in so many ways! Inflammation issues are tough to describe as people just don’t understand, and you’re not to soft- caring is necessary for thriving animals it isn’t a weakness ❤️ I’m glad you’re sharing about it, I’m sure it will be validating for many people

[@lanterncreekfarm]

Seasonal depression stinks!! Last winter I cried myself to sleep every night, it was very rough. I totally get it! Hopefully the sun will come out soon!! I am looking forward to spring babies! We just bred for our first kits of 2024. I hope things start looking up for you!! ❤ -Kenzie from Lantern Creek farm! If anyone is interested please check out of KZbin channel!

[@zachrhoads7042]

Thank you for sharing your message I deal with a lot of what you are talking about you do amazing you got this we all got this have a great day!!!

[@jenniferbunker2757]

You are awesome!!! One day at a time you got this ❤

[@happytailzhomestead6887]

Girl, you are not alone in that overstimulated and shut down stuff. I've learned to just allow myself a day or two to just let things be and process things and, REST. It really helps. I swear the hard stuff always happens at the exact same time too. It will pass, the good always returns.

[@anp1207]

You’re not alone and if you and Jamison ever want to visit 5-0 farm in Hawaii please reach out

[@cleatuselder311]

You are a sweet person we can tell you do a awesome job with your animals

[@reniervandervyver]

I think you are awesome

[@rossellaforniglia8139]

You are awesome, I believe in you!

[@s4ta440]

Poor bobcat! It’s so hard! You’re doing the right things for your animals. I don’t think that makes you “not tough enough to homestead”. We can homestead AND have compassion. Those 2 things aren’t opposites.

[@rachellestringer]

Feeling you during this winter depression. I seem to get worse and worse, then there's a sunny day and I feel my over the top self agin, like 🙄🙄 it's that simple???? 😂😂😂 loving you girlie ❤ the animals love and need us too ❤❤❤

[@tracybruring7560]

I think i know what may have caused this. Next time you breed ND to your cremes you may want to make sure a normal sized litter is available to add a couple of larger kits to this litter. the little ones may not have been able to drain enough milk to prevent it

[@rachellestringer]

I was wondering that theoretically as well, although she said some of those kits looked normal sized? It was still a big litter right, 11?

[@TealStoneHomestead]

Yes, a litter of 11 kits. Some are pretty small, others are pretty normal sized so far. It’s a good theory but not sure if that was it or not? I may never know.

[@rachellestringer]

@TealStoneHomestead it's where the mind wants to go, but just feels like a stretch. 🤷🏼 like the difference would be so so so slight, right??

[@jackd.ripper7613]

I have SAD/Clinical Depression too. I have it in Alaska where the winters are 7 months long. There is 103 inches of snow on the ground. It's -21 F right now. More snow on the way tomorrow. I can't get out of the house to the store for days at a time. I'm pushing 71. I live alone. Taking care of the rabbits is difficult. But they and the cat are keeping me alive. Sorry for the ramble... I watched your vid and could relate. I can't wait for summer!

[@katierobbins7962]

Who is anyone to say you are to “soft” to homestead? I homestead because it makes me happy, why would we do It if it didn’t bring us joy? You are a STRONG person to make the decision you are making. You love her but are still strong enough to realize she may need to be culled. I hope she heals all up for you ♥️❤️. Your rabbits are lucky to be with someone who is such an ethical and knowledgeable breeder. Unfortunately the internet has given a lot of people the ability to be nasty without consequence.

[@TheCripeCrew]

Hugs from central Indiana ❤ Social media is such a two edged sword. One the one hand I’ve discovered wonderful content creators like you, and on the other hand my daughter has been bullied so badly on Instagram to the point of an attempted suicide. (She’s doing better now) I’ll be praying for you, Bobcat, and for uncomplicated goat kiddings.

[@rachellestringer]

Instagram is so toxic. Like, intentionally, outwardly, blatantly, in a way no other social is. Scrolling IG (I'm a notorious comment reader) and by the time I put my phone down hours later, I'm in the worst mood. Angry, hateful, depressed, hurtful. Something *cue mermaid man * EEEEEEVILLLLLLLL is going on over there!!!!

[@TealStoneHomestead]

I am so sorry to hear about that @TheCripeCrew. Like Rachelle said, Instagram (and TikTok) and Facebook are the absolute worst when it comes to people bullying. I’m not sure where all the hatred comes from. I wish you all the best!

[@juliancooper-uu9ll]

Hello From ontario calif. U.S.A lol Love all Your Videos🐆🐹🦄🦤🦢

[@Look2heaven]

I struggle with a lot of the same stuff emotionally and I have to say starting to have my own rabbits has helped so much

[@HomesteadHere]

Thank you for being so open and honest. I moved to Ct from FL and I have felt extremely low during the winters here too. You are an an inspiration to many of us. Thank you!

[@vonnielangman5978]

You're a good person ❤

[@TamPNW]

Hey! I am very proud of you. You give all of your animals the best life you can. That is more than evident. I'm sorry you're having a tough time with Bobcat. I hope she recovers okay. I bet you anything, the people making the negative comments have never ran a homestead with working animals for a year or more. Running a homestead is hard, for many reasons. Sending you love and hope for all the best.

[@jenniferfritz342]

I learn so much from you. Thanks so much for sharing your knowledge of rabbits and homesteading with myself and many others. Keep it up!! ❤😊

[@lindsynelson589]

Thank you for sharing. Sharing the toughness isn't easy. I do appreciate it because there's times I feel alone and misunderstood with mental health. Since I've started watching your journey, I am proud of what you're accomplishing!

[@heavenly-dreamsdairygoats]

I who have been dealing with rheumatoid arthritis since 2008, all the way till 2017 when my eyes started losing sight, bc my RA was attacking them. I had to change my eating habits and my lifestyle. We all have our down days and some days it seems to hard to handle. We are making two of your grow out hutches this weekend I will be videoing the process. And building another stackable for my new two Blue New Zealand doe's I'm getting this weekend also. We are 13 days till the kidding season starts. I have days where I go out to do chores and come back in. I can't wait for spring. Which the weather feels like it already. We have so much to do at our farm this year. Lots to change. Thank you for sharing. Till next time God Bless.

[@KatWest20]

First of all... you are an amazing person and you're so very talented with caring for animals! All of us who follow you closely do so because of how knowledgeable you are, and I love your compassion and love for your animals!!! Please don't let yourself feel upset and down because of butthead people. The hard choices are called hard for a reason. I have personally learned so much from you and wouldn't be at the point that I am with my rabbitry if it wasn't for you. ❤ Prayers lifted up for you Tiffany! Hugs

[@serenaprososki286]

I really enjoy and look forward to all your videos and content. We too breed rabbits / Nigerian dwarfs and I understand all of the decisions you have to make. Culling is hard… I try never to have to… but sometimes it’s necessary. Thank you for always keeping it real and being honest. Makes me feel not so alone!

[@amyb5339]

Step back and look at the sky, and remember the wonder you had when you saw a first baby animal of any type. Maybe get your vitamin D level checked. We get precious little sun in the Midwest in the winter. If you are not taking a vit D supplement, consider it. It has helped me greatly. You have inspired me. I watched quite a number of your vlogs when I essentially rescued a pair of silver fox. She kindled a week after I had her. Talk about a nervous wreck. I figured out it was biblical, and the story is pretty funny. But thank you for your channel and content. You are SO helpful.

[@harleysistert1]

Thank you for your transparency and for being vulnerable; you have shown a strength of character that is genuine and endearing. Your honesty blessed me as it is a rare quality in KZbin-land. And, your heart encouraged me to persevere regardless of my circumstances. Thank you and God bless.

[@michaelcurtis640]

Stay strong you inspire so many and help us who have no idea how to raise rabbits to your awesome level. Thank you for all your videos!! Always remember they are your animals and you give them a great life. Being soft doesn't even come into play you're caring that's a huge difference.

[@justinekeesee6495]

I'm so sorry that when you finally had success with your project it was met with a major issue at the same time. I know its hard but don't give up! I have loved watching you work on a new breed and it is so inspiring. I appreciate you being honest about your burnout as well. May God replenish you and may you continue to enjoy your amazing farm life! I know things aren't perfect but just remember where you are verses where you were and I think that is a great way to encourage yourself.

[@bansku9661]

Hyvä video 😊🐇♥️

[@roxyroller1977oxo]

Thank you Tiffany for sharing part of yourself that can be really difficult to share or put into words. It really helps us other mere mortals that have the same struggles. As for the negative nancies; there is a type of person in the world that really feeds on judging others and ripping them apart. Unfortunately those types of people do no possess the ability to self-reflect upon their own shortcomings and translate that into compassion for others. No matter what you do, they will find something wrong and they will come for you. It is a "them" problem, not a "you" problem. Much love from Canada!

[@melaniebaize9160]

Thank you so much for your videos! Your honesty and openness is so refreshing. As a fellow homesteader who also struggles with mental health you are so so appreciated! 💕

[@ashleyperigo3199]

❤❤ oh I totally feel you girl I've got a situation going in my head right now that I am dealing with and it is not fun. My thoughts and prayers go out to you with this hard decision. You are doing such great job.

[@chrstinamercado2205]

Thank you for sharing. I just got a breeding trio who will be old enough for breeding in fall. They are our first experience with meat rabbits. I had weight loss surgery a year ago and have struggled to get adequate protein since surgery. I appreciate learning for people like you and the stories you share. I just found you last night.

[@HomesteadHomie_]

Go online and buy fish antibiotics. They are the same as normal and they can be bought online or over the counter!! They have them in most of the antibiotics and they work amazing for my rabbits, chickens, and even us if needed. ❤

[@AngelsMyName]

Honestly, when your animals have a sickness (pray it's not often) please please share what you do for your situation? I learn A LOT from you. The fact that you're compassionate and so caring to your animals is the very reason why I follow you and take your advice. Thank you for the time you take to tell the world how to do things. And PLEASE, if you can, show us all what you do when complications arise. That way beginners like me at least have an idea where to start if it happens to us.

[@TealStoneHomestead]

I would have definitely shared this process, though it’s the first time I’ve ever dealt with something like this. I hesitate to share procedures I do that are health or medical related with the rabbits, because I’m not a vet. I did a live video on Instagram (now a reel) giving Bobcat her first shot.

[@RottieDad213]

I absolutely love your content. Thank you for sharing your knowledge. It is so appreciated ❤

[@79PoisonBreaker]

Do you think this could possibly be due to size ? What I mean by that is was bobcat producing milk for much larger kits and she over produced milk causing the infection as the kits could not keep up? IF you continue the project perhaps fostering some extra kits to relieve the pressure could help.

[@faeleaf174]

This is an interesting theory. I used to have a friend who crossed Flemishes with Mini Rex though, and this was never an issue. It could be a case of bad luck or something else.

[@blyss333]

Bobcat had 11 kits. I don't think she was over producing, and I can't imagine giving extra kits would have helped. Judging by the scabs on only 4 of her nipples, I assumed the 11 kits were overworking those 4 (and ignoring 4) and once the bleeding and scabs start, mastitis usually isn't far behind. I honestly think it is a fluke thing, and am thankful Tiffany caught it in time!

[@jenyoung1187]

Have you started your seeds for the year yet? I've started some of my onions and shallots and celery and good grief, I think this was my most emotionally stable January in memory.

[@TealStoneHomestead]

Getting ready to start them this coming week 😊

[@emmacarpenter9859]

Thank you so much for touching on these topics. I would have done the same thing and have made similar decisions with other animals on our farm, some a good ending, some not. You have helped us so much in starting with rabbits and they have been extremely rewarding on our homestead! Keep doing what youre doing!

[@CerberusOnFire]

There is nobody online that knows you or your rabbits better than you do. People will always have their own opinions, it's just how it is. You have enough support out here to ignore the negative comments and thrive in a like minded group that you brought together. Celebrate your successes, learn from your mistakes, but don't take any of it so seriously that your lose your emotional health or give up on sharing with your fans. =] In North Idaho, we get so little sun in the winter that almost everyone needs to get on Vitamin D to help combat seasonal depression. I hear Alaska is worse. I try not to place any real obligations on myself in Dec-Feb. Those are my get by months, then I get energized again in the spring. Healthy eating, Vitamin D, a daily dose from a light that matches the sunlight wavelengths all help me.

[@halfacrehomestead1889]

I relate to this so much! Thank you for sharing ❤

[@aubreyescobarm.ed.6282]

Keep up the great work. Your videos are my favorite.

[@TealStoneHomestead]

Thank you so much for your support!! ❤️

[@glynischamberlain9126]

Redmomd Clay will act as a "pull" for infection!!! Really! Used for human mastitis. Please try it, and use a wooden spoofn to mix, not metal. I'm praying for uoi and her, both.

[@jesseherbert2585]

Have you tried medical ketogenic diet (checking blood ketone levels)? Has helped my adult child who was in institutions for several months. Apparently it helps depression as well, in some cases there is immediate cessation of symptoms. Do your own research, but it helps so many things that I'm guessing it will one day be known as a "cure all" for mental health problems (though other micro nutrient issues and toxic loading likely need addressing too). Bless you for your amazing efforts with rabbits, we are just starting on our journey with these amazing mamals.

[@Msmeomeo]

I also raise beautiful rabbits & I will share and build them beautiful natural houses

[@tjduff]

Seasonal depression can usuallly be fixed by taking high amounts of vitamin D3 along with vitamin K2. You can safely take a ton of D3 as long as you pair it with K2. 50K IU of D3 is perfectly fine.

[@danielgriff2659]

50K is pretty high... 10K is perfectly fine.

[@danielgriff2659]

50K is 10 Bronson brand pills a day...

[@Someone2simple67]

I am a truck driver who has no place, I fantasize about farming. It is work but make list if that will help you

[@danielgriff2659]

Have you tried getting a UVB lamp to give yourself a few more hours of "daylight"? Many think it works. Also supplement D3 in the winter.. Bronson D3+K2. 10K iu a day.

[@TealStoneHomestead]

I do supplement D3 + K2. I’ll be placing plant grow lights near the tiny house couch this week so I was actually wondering what effect those will have on my mood as well!

[@danielgriff2659]

Make sure its a real UVB source, not all plant bulbs give true UVB so are not that effective. You can FEEL uvb on your skin.. I had a veiled Chameleon that HAD to have it so I spent a lot of time with a UVB lamp in the room.. helped for me. Arcadia makes a good one..T5 or T8 tube light. The bulbs wear out after a year.. the coating provides teh UVB somehow and it wears off the bulb. Hope this helps! @@TealStoneHomestead

[@peggyjay6791]

Hey you did nothing wrong. Mommas regulate there milk for what is being taken from the baby’s. There bodies adjust. And don’t let anyone tell you different. Your animals you do you! There are always favorites. And as for seasonal depression, I deal with it almost yearly. Six or seven years ago I started taking vitamin D. What an eye opener. It worked for me. Take 5000 mg daily.

[@oreointhesky]

Absolutely hate the concept that homesteaders aren’t allowed to be “soft”. Listen, I am not somebody known to be emotionally soft. I am the type to tell someone “I understand your feelings, it’s okay to feel this way, but you need to stop wallowing”. Very much a “pick yourself up” type. And I also think anyone who talks about how homesteaders can’t be “soft” is likely just hardened off as a defense mechanism and is emotionally bypassing issues, getting angry when other people take time to pause and think while they don’t allow themselves the same. Homesteaders can be “soft”, that’s emotional processing - we’re SUPPOSED to do that, it increases our efficiency.

[@Live_n_LearnHobbystead]

Quick question, I thought I saw it in one of your other videos but I couldn't find it and was wondering for newborns, what's the best way to foster babies from one mom to another? I have a doe that didn't feed her last litter and I'm giving her another chance but just in case I want to know the best way to foster babies to another mom because I bred 2 does at the same time. Thank you in advance! You're amazing! Love your videos. Every. Single. One. You keep it real and that's one reason why I enjoy following you.

[@ironleatherwood1357]

God bless you dear. Yes, we all experience highs and lows. I am a Christian and still do, however I am never alone, my God sustains me. Philippians 4:6-7 New International Version 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. God bless

[@billcox2243]

I don’t know if this helps but just to let you know fish antibiotics are not as strictly regulated as other pet meds. I know people that are stocking up on fish antibiotics for use in off grid or apocalypse situations.

[@cassieskrazylife2185]

What is a good thing that I can put in my rabbits cage that will keep them entertained ( but no bells lol)

[@Seishin.Elayah]

you do everything you can. why not keep her company? if you love him and have a special relationship. or find him another family for company? is it possible ? Thank you for sharing this despite the harsh laws of the internet and human stupidity. I'm learning a lot from your videos before having my own farm in a few months.

[@edherrmann182]

What works best for mastitis? LA 200 or Penn g ? Or possibly BP 48? I don’t think I’ll have a problem with procuring antibiotics. I use to be in the hog business. Other things I always had on hand was oxytocin, lincomix, oxy tetracycline and gentamicin for greasy pig skin issue and coccidiosis. I miss having hogs. I raised rabbits many years ago. I have the need to take care of animals in my retirement years.