I have cancer & nearly died...

support my recovery here ! www.gofundme.com/f/vrq8hb-che...
so its been awhile... I hope the last 10 months has treated everyone better than it has me!
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[@alyxeon]

Follow my Instagram for updates :3 Instagram.com/alyxeon if anyone feels the need to support me, thank you ❤ gofund.me/3736772b

[@thepaceyturtle7182]

Hey, I'm so sorry to hear about what you've been going through the last 10 months. I can't imagine the strength that must've took. You're so brave, and will be here when you decide to comeback to the KZbin xD. Just FYI, don't let your hair stop you from uploading, the buzz cut is a slay.

[@elnorteno5204]

I don't even know what to say, I hope you get better quickly :( Besides, I don't want to be rude, you said you don't like being bald but I think it looks cool, sorry if I offend you I know it's a sensitive matter I just wanna send love ❤

[@azriieen]

Wishing you a speedy recovery!

[@mosessimon5184]

I hope you’re recovering well. I’m glad to see you back again. Just remember to take care, be happy and live life ❤

[@sehunWonWoo]

I want to give you all the support possible. I'm all the way here in Thailand and that you've reach people all over the world. May you have a speedy recovery and a clean bill of health for the rest of your life. Sending love and virtual hugs.

[@pritamrajvicky2943]

You will get better..You are a great person,nothing will happen to you!

[@PrincessSakura11]

I’m so sorry to hear of the illness Brandon. You’re wonderful, and look lovely hair or no hair, don’t worry. Hoping you healing and a complete recovery very soon. Please don’t stress too much and get your rest, do the things you enjoy, and do things you want to do. When I’m down or having a hard time I’ll watch some amazing shows and dramas like Brooklyn 99 or My Love from the Star (kdrama) or Love Between Fairy and Devil (cdrama), I don’t know if you want to see them but just incase they cheer you up 🤍🤍🌸 So happy to see you!! Hoping you a lot of strength, you’re amazing!

[@Zepar0001]

I was looking for baby monster reaction video 30mins ago and thought I haven’t watched your videos for a while and I found out what happened to you from this one. Stay strong and I wish you a speedy recovery 👍

[@user-vw3lq2sv2w]

My mother and her sister were both diagnosed with cancer this past year. They had a really tough time. But knowing they had cancer made family time even more precious and enjoyable for me and them😊 Wishing you lots of smiles and a speedy recovery🫶🏻

[@VVfanXXLx3]

Because yall are h Jabbed guys. Ever heared of supercancer?

[@jasonk4315]

Both jabbed I take it. mRNA turbo cancer. Need to go beyond Traditional therapies

[@I_LOVE_EVERGLOW_3]

Stay strong ❤

[@chaengparklover]

Welcome back ❤ Praying for your totally healing 🙏🙏

[@mikebel74]

I’ve been down this road that nobody wants to travel myself. Godspeed, my friend. I have a gut feeling that you’ll beat this. You’re you’re young and strong. Look at Lance. Forget the drug stuff, but he beat this cancer. It had even metastasized widely. My hopes and prayers are that you’ll be around for the next eclipse in 2045 and way beyond that. All the best to you!

[@grimm5631]

Hoping for your speedy recovery 🙏🤞🙌

[@ajlove_34]

Wow... I'm so sorry to hear about all that's happened to you. I'll be praying for you and wish you a speedy recovery 💕

[@BrettMurphynorthps]

I was wondering where you went to. I'm glad you're still standing. Hoping for a speedy recovery. Health first!

[@minimasuo]

I am SO sorry that you've been through this, but I'm also so glad to see that it hasn't robbed you of your spirit. You can't keep a good man down. 😊 I would love for you to upload - just be sure not to deplete too much of your energy doing it! ❤

[@jaorehem]

I was searching for you and i found this, hope you get better 🙏

[@iSheree]

I am almost in remission too. I am fortunate that I got to keep my hair. I hope you achieve full remission! Wishing you all the best.

[@tiha6093]

It was worrisome to see you missing, i wish you a speedy recovery and tbh i think what matters most is your health, if you feel that uploading would lift off some of your worries or stress then do i, if it will be a bother to you, then dont. Do what you feel most comfortable with!! Sending virtual hug 🫂 ❤

[@KallenSC]

Don't surrender and keep fighting! I lost my father and sister in 2019, they lost fight with cancer.

[@jackimatsumoto5045]

Just want to cheer you on! Cancer is awful. Sending you healing to overcome your cancer!!! I was diagnosed with breast cancer 2021 and went through tough treatments 2022. They got to get more and BETTER treatments to cure all cancers!!!!

[@nangpinntip3167]

i can see the pain through your voice which is different from your original voice. Very pleased and joyful to see you again. I was waiting for you!!!! Hair is not an issue for us so feel free to upload more videos.

[@hangbui0830]

I don’t know if it happened to me, would I be strong like you. You keep doing well. Just stay strong and hope you get well soon.

[@pjmendoza914]

Wishing you a speedy recovery! Get well sooooonest! Sending hugs & prayers!

[@kent9657]

I am praying for your fast recovery! Get well soon!!!!

[@tanyam2349]

Wishing you a speedy recovery ❤

[@ladysjoyce_]

praying for your healing!!

[@purplelsa]

You are such a strong individual. I pray for you and I am really happy you are in remission. *virtual hugs*

[@imyeex1]

wishing you healthy and a full recovery ❤

[@Priyanka-wf4qe]

Sorry to hear about this, get well soonest! Wishing you a speedy recovery💫🤍

[@bomage0m]

stay strong and hope you speedy recovery ✨🥺

[@iamthemoon5808]

OMG, praying you a speedy recovery 🥺❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@bangtanniie]

Get well soon, wishing you the speediest recovery 💜✨🫂

[@alinsofan501]

much much health and all the best in the recovery!

[@Ayzlxn]

Omg, praying for a speedy recovery ❤

[@wintertaengoo]

Oh my god, I'm so sorry for what you've been through the past 10 months... I can't even begin to imagine how hard and scary it was and I wish you know how strong and brave you are for fighting through it. Also, I know how you feel about your hair because it's the same for me, but do know that the buzz cut is also a slay on you so don't let it stop you from uploading videos if you want to. On the bright side, once you recover completely and your hair grows back I know you'll be stronger just like how your hair will be and will be even more beautiful than you and your hair already was. Sending you lots of love and wishing you a quick, speedy recovery💕

[@sandrarivera1262]

Hope you're doing better and you continue to heal mentally and physically 🤍

[@afreen0210]

Wishing you a speedy recovery. Take care of yourself and also a good rest. Fighting 💕

[@RudeMekanicals]

Brother, so sorry to hear all that, sending you good vibes, take care of yourself and wishing you a solid recovery!

[@Leo.whoaaa]

I’m so sorry that you had to go through all of this. Sending you prayers and love ❤ And of course we DO wanna hear more from you. So please keep us posted whether it be a KZbin video or an Insta post

[@_nabinathapa_7870]

Wishing you healthy and a full recovery❤❤

[@TurboPNW509]

Dude you're a freaking machine! Hats off to you, man!

[@violeta8445]

I hope you will feel better soon ❤ wishing you a speedy recovery!!

[@juliadawn33]

That is so scary. I'm glad you came through it to tell everyone about it. Good luck on your final scan and in your healing process.

[@TriedOfLife]

Wishing u a speedy recovery 🙏🙏

[@sb1363]

So glad to see you! I lost one of my very best friends from high school last month to lung cancer (never smoked, didnt drink, super healthy), and its crazy how young its been hitting people lately. And yes! Please post! Beanies are cool. I get the upset tho - Cammie had waist-length purple hair since we were 15, and losing that was...a lot. 😢 But whenever you're ready to come back, we'll be here 💕

[@alyxeon]

I’m so sorry to hear that /: cancer fucking sucks.

[@jasonk4315]

It's not crazy anymore.. it's quite common since the mRNA vaccines. And chemo doesn't work...never really did, but now only makes it worse. Need to consider alternatives.

[@xKevmachinex]

sounds like that new hyper cancer that mysterious showed up in the last few years. stay strong.

[@jasonk4315]

Yeah. mRNA induced turbo cancer. Chemo is not going to help. Need to use other methods.

[@carmosilva3589]

Sorry for being a bit late, I have also not been doing great (IBS) and I really hope everything gets better for you! Sending strenght and wish you the smoothest recovery ❤️❤️

[@malmylo]

wish you speedy recovery we love you

[@Miguel-ih3ts]

I am just so glad that you’re getting better and i wish nothing but your health to gets better and all the love for you brandon, i wish you a speedy recovery and please don’t forget that we all love you and want whats the best for you 🥹🤍 do not push yourself but thanks for the video we really missed you so much.

[@grimalkin3522]

Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to hear this. I was wondering where you went but I hope you'll get better soon.

[@baggchaser2211]

Praying that you go into full remission 🙏🏾

[@justkaitlaninnit9822]

I was actually recently thinking about you and your videos, it's nice to see you again however I am sorry for what has been going on. This month will actually mark 10 years since my grandma unfortunately passed away but to see you're still here is amazing! I wish you a speedy and smooth recovery. You're doing incredible!

[@mandupicante9344]

i admire and appreciate the fact that you made this video. you could have made this a lot more vague if you wanted to but you chose to describe your experience and treatment from start to finish. i’m a nursing student and i greatly appreciate you taking the time to film this. i’m glad you’re here to tell your story and i wish you health now and in the future

[@pichiiwang7903]

I've been watching your channel since the beginning. Sorry to hear the story May everything be better💪

[@alyssaothd8439]

sending lots of love and support to you! Wishing you have speedy recovery.

[@taeddlr]

omg brandon im so so sorry honey :( i wish you a speedy recovery you're still young and have a life ahead of you im rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️

[@Vionified]

Loved your reaction videos, because of your personality. Hope you find strength & are able to continue doing what you love ❤

[@Earthling247]

Dude, that all sucks. You’re doing a lot better now which is great. I recently had an outpatient surgery to remove renal cell carcinoma. Took weeks for the intubation pain to clear up. Keep up the fight and I’m routing for you to beat it.

[@niconico5165]

i'm just glad you are back. i know what cancer is like it can really fck the vibe but i love it when ppl get back up after. the way u share what uve gone thru was super chill with u occasionally mentioning how u almost died T__T but im sooo happy u r recovering well and i am sure the scans will come out great. u LOOK GREAT! we love the beanie!

[@SAMPAna78]

I’m so sorry you had to go through that. May God strengthen you during this period ❤

[@dingo.p]

Damn, I'm so sorry for what you have been through. I hope you'll feel better and better. You'll get there! 💪 And don't be so hard on yourself, you look great without hair, truly, it's suits you well.

[@Imnotyou321]

Praying for you. Hope you recover soon

[@Nana22pop]

Praying for a full recovery very very soon 🙏 sending all my love and good energy to you ❤

[@SamM-jd3fm]

What a hero you are! Wish you the best!

[@MaryK02]

You are very strong mentally and physically and you are not alone. Even though we are strangers i am praying for your speedy recovery. Sending lots of healing, strength and positive energy and prayers to you and your family and friends. You'll be back stronger 🍀❤️🙏

[@louern123]

bless you 🙏🏻. hope you have full remission soon 🙏🏻

[@besticalAL]

I hope you get better real soon and stay strong bro. I’m always happy to see your video since you very first video on youtube. I’m your big fan😭

[@catlady6464]

You are kind of adorable, even without hair.🤗 I am glad you are on the mend finally from the cancer. I am sorry you had to go through that. Take care and keep us posted when you can. 💙

[@user-rg9kg6qh6v]

Thank you for sharing such a personal story, man. Hope you the fastest remission, btw - buzz cut rocks 💪

[@jennadonatelli]

You look great and great job fighting the good fight... Much love either way ❤

[@Talaylove]

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾for speedy recovery u got this 💪🏾

[@blakekolein9118]

oh so that's why 😢 You're so strongg!

[@Shagim99]

I hope you will recover fast and become stronger then ever ✊

[@shykoreangirl]

hey im so glad to hear from you!

[@vjtimothy9623]

Omg i hope you feel better!

[@nunnapatwiangthong5773]

I were happy to see your videos with smiling, i really want to say thank you for those and i hope u recovery soon.

[@leannajohnson4494]

I can't imagine what this has been like but I'm so glad that you're doing better! Sending you love and healing vibes 💜

[@ronnietear]

Hey Brandon…sending love & prayers your way!🙏💕Wishing you a speedy recovery…you got this!!😉

[@litab6313]

Stay strong Brandon 🔥I wish you recover quickly.

[@arumdwi3106]

😢😢 Im sorry to hear this bad news from you, thats why we havent seen you for svrl months long. May youll be recovered very SOON.. ❤❤❤ may GOD always fill your heart and soul to go through this journey. ❤

[@ConnieCP2374]

I hope you get better and get well.❤

[@moinkiq33567]

My God!! I was worried why you were missing but I didn't think it was because of something as serious as cancer!! my friend, you are a warrior 🥺 I can't imagine how hard it was to go through this, I'm so happy that you got better!! But keep focusing on your recovery. Of course, we subscribers are very happy to see you back and for the new videos. I myself would come back here to rewatch your old videos from time to time, but even so, keep focusing on your recovery, ok? 🩷 You're still beautiful even if you're bald, don't worry about that! keep going well! you are strong! 🩷🩷🫶🏽 sorry for any mistakes, I'm using Google translate 😅

[@erickandrean4186]

I hope everything is well🥺 get well soon

[@CaribbeanQueen72xx]

Don’t worry about your hair , you’re a very handsome young man either way 🥰🥰🙏🏾. You’ve survived a battle with a demon, and you’ve conquered , trust me you’re amazing , the hair is nothing . I can only imagine your family with such news. May you remain in remission forever🙏🏾❤️. I will subscribe .

[@MonaLisa-we4kw]

I missed you, I'm sorry about what happened, but I'm very happy that you're, back, I wish you all the best, I always love watching your videos. I'm glad you're back, I wish you a good recovery, I'm rooting for you❤️☺️

[@sinitsuanphairoch]

Get well soon and stay strong❤

[@Sk-rj9jf]

I missed your videos sooo much, we love you so much , wishing you a speedy recover. ❤❤❤

[@sylviarogier1]

You have a great attitude about this. Very positive and realistic.

[@danburzo9366]

Hi, Im so happy to see you back on youtube and im so proud of you. You ve been throught a lot. I wish you all the best. God bless you and Im sure He will take care of you. Just let all your worries in His strong arm and please have a strong faith in Him. It will get better 💓

[@Campanilla1102]

Im so sorry but its true you have been lucky in an unlucky situation. I hope you recover for everything, take care 😊

[@Lina__lily]

Ohhh my god hope u Will okay and you will Healing

[@BAHTATS]

Omg im so sorry to hear that, I hope you get better asap dear.

[@serotonin_highs]

Welcome back!! cancer is not an easy thing for anyone but nonetheless you're here and that's what matters

[@meit2241]

Welcome back king 👑 hopefully you get better you got this!

[@iamluthfiana]

Keep fighting brandon ❤ my mom got cancer 2 years ago and still fighting till now. I just wanna say youre such amazing soul so please hang on there ❤ I hope you get better, just hang on and keep fighting 🥰 cause youre precious ❤

[@tara7049]

I’m sending you the love and support ❤❤

[@mistershadey]

Proud of you, take it easy and you look absolutely fine ❤️

[@daybyday9227]

You will get more better and better trust me!❤❤ We will always right here supporting u! I know it’s been such a hard time in your life but tomorrow is gonna be better than yesterday😊💕 The most important things more than physical health issues is mental health and I know u strong brandon!! You been through a lots of things and that’s make u more stronger💪🏻& don’t worry abt ur hair style u still handsome😎😎