I just got diagnosed with ADHD...

[@GenCavox]

The most unsurprising title I have seen in a while

[@JazzaVlog]

Lol

[@CosmicECLIPSEanimations12]

Real tho😂

[@shannonbannanie4370]

I could see it about 4 yrs ago...

[@Lovely_lulu_]

@@shannonbannanie4370so do I

[@dhalamander]

Same thought 😅 welcome to the community @JazzaVlog ☺️

[@katdbr3857]

Sometimes just having the answer is so comforting.

[@JazzaVlog]

This 100%

[@raelewis9957]

this is so true! when I found out that I had Turner's all the pieces just fit and everything made sense!

[@GuanoLad]

When ADHD started to be talked about as a thing, people would say that now they have an excuse for their erratic behaviour. But no, it's not an _excuse,_ it's an *explanation* - now address it, work on yourself, now armed with some knowledge about who you are that you didn't have before.

[@StergiosMekras]

@@GuanoLad To be fair, many people either self-diagnose or are mis-diagnosed as having ADHD, then use it as an excuse. Which, in turn, makes things even trickier for those that actually have it. Seen too much of that, even in RL. ...and I say this as someone who most likely has similar tendencies. But yeah, actually knowing that you have it is kinda important.

[@xaviermcgettigan8968]

so accurate! It really opened up more room for compassion towards myself, game changer.

[@PazWasHere]

ONE OF US!! ONE OF US!!!

[@Jupiterussy]

ONE OF US!

[@d.j.murphy2960]

Gooble-gobble, gooble-gobble!!

[@saragruber1019]

As a late diagnosed member of the neurospicy club, I am 0% surprised by this announcement.

[@heidi4639]

LoL, saw the thumbnail and i was like "so, is this news...? bc duh.." with love to jazza ofc

[@anokartist2352]

Saw the video, looked at it for a second and said "yeah that makes sense" and almost didn't even watch the video.

[@3vanescent96]

Same brother 😂

[@cachitagarcia]

Well, it was refreshing to hear about your diagnosis. I just got mine too (I am 52), and it was pretty hard to get my doctors to evaluate me because they couldn't believe that someone with a successful academic career and a PhD could have ADHD. I never thought to ask for an evaluation because I didn't realize that my mood fluctuations, creativity, tendency to complete other people's sentences, and disorganization were due to ADHD. The funniest and most paradoxical thing is that my field is gifted education and creativity! 😂😂😂😂😂 I can spot giftedness and ADHD in my students almost with my eyes closed, but it took me 50 years to realize it in myself. ADHD in girls tends to be frequently undiagnosed. I am glad to know that we are in the same club ❤

[@dees3179]

Same same. Congratulations on your career. Sounds like Your students are lucky to have you as a mentor.

[@ima.ekenes]

My guess would be that Jazza is highly gifted too, hope he gets to look into that as well!

[@cachitagarcia]

​@@dees3179 I dream that you are right. Now I work with teachers, policy makers and recently school librarians ❤

[@cachitagarcia]

​@@ima.ekenes Yes, he is! I am totally sure. He fits the profile of "twice exceptional" (2e). I just discovered that I am too. This means a person can be both gifted and have a disability (though I don't like that term). It signifies that we simultaneously deal with the challenges and superpowers of both labels (gifted or talented + ADHD). The good thing about the diagnosis is that now I understand myself better and value my achievements and intensity more. I also punish myself less for my challenges.

[@ElisaShaffer]

As a 42-year-old woman, pursuing a PhD, working full time, mom of two, and a wife - getting my ADHD diagnosis just 2 months ago has been refreshing. This is exactly the same feeling and experiences I've had as you @cachitagarcia. It's so nice to get the diagnosis because it explains so much.

[@kelseyaustin444]

Me, as a late-diagnosed ADHDer: “he’s gotta know right? Maybe not. I didn’t know!” Welcome to the club, friend!

[@StuFisher]

As someone who both: a) has ADHD, and b) watched you for years.. I'll just file this in the - "Well of course" file

[@notsew008]

Literally laughed when i saw this. I got diagnosed last month. Saw this and was like....yeah that tracks

[@chikzdigmohawkz]

On the subject of medication - I just want to remind everyone that if your brain doesn't make enough neurotransmitters, store-bought is more than fine. You're not medicating away your neurodivergence, you're not suppressing it, and medication is not a crutch. It is one tool among many other tools & accommodations that help navigate the world.

[@MsAriesQueen]

This is not for everyone tho either. Personally I hate medication for my adhd. Yes it made me focus more but also made me feel numb and zombie like. But my mum loved it cuz I stopped bouncing of the roof and actually did my work in class. It didn't stop me from still struggling with subjects I don't understand.

[@pinemartin6604]

Fun fact, we aren't taking medication for neurotransmitters for ADHD. We have low dopamine but benefit from cns stimulants.

[@more_beans29]

I was diagnosed with ADHD at 25. The one thing I tell people about why it helps to be diagnosed, even if its so late, is EXACTLY what you've described. It's so important to be kind to yourself and having a diagnosis allows you to forgive yourself when your ADHD makes you struggle. I've always armchair diagnosed you with ADHD, Jazza, because I saw it immediately. I have a Masters and was a teacher when I was diagnosed, so so many professionals were not convinced that I had it because I had a Masters, but never asked me about how I much I struggled to get it. So thank you Jazza, you are such an inspiration to so many little ADHD kids out there looking for a great role model :)

[@moodchanger3470]

i had a neurologist tell me he didn't think I had autism last week because of how hard I was masking, I just got diagnosed last year with ADHD at 32. My psychiatrist however is convinced I also have autism and we are working towards getting me tested and officially diagnosed.

[@Mr.Fulton]

I think most of us kinda already knew, Jazza. Surprised you are just now finding out. But hey, it's inspired so many of your great works.

[@AzraelThanatos]

Yeah, I'd figured he already knew...

[@chronischgeheilt]

Tbf, there is Just VERY impulsive and curious people on the earth, more goes into it as you all probably know. But yeah I am Not really surprised X-D

[@trixynetex9692]

I found the best part of getting a diagnosis was the ability to go "oh, so that's why things are how they are" Appreciate the message at the end there. Something I've been struggling to articulate for a while now, so thank you Jazza 💕

[@AhmedAldoori]

Welcome to the club brother!

[@16taysia]

We have t-shirts! 😂❤

[@LumiBie]

Miss your videos Ahmed! Hope you’re doing well! You, Sycra and Jazza were all my inspirations to continue art, similar to Jazza I was always getting in trouble in school for drawing in classes I shouldn’t be. I watched you since I was 14 and I’m now 24 😅 I’ve been a professional tattoo artist for the past 6 years. Can’t thank you guys enough

[@cameronc269]

Beat me by 4 days

[@pokepawchannel]

Me, also an ADHDer who has watched your videos for a while now, just by reading the title: Wait, are your telling me that you were uninformed about this?? Anyways, welcome to the club! You'll see the world through other lens and everything starts making sense. Hope you find the best treatment for you :3

[@Eldr1tchGl1tch]

ikr same! I just assumed he knew XD

[@ehizellbob6091]

Simply having a piece of paper that says "yep this is why" does wonders for the mental health of late diagnosis people. Welcome to the club (even though you've been here a long time 🙃)

[@tsirakura1684]

The most unsurprising announcement ever

[@FulmoStudio]

Funny thing is... I got diagnosed with ADHD like two years ago...(and so many things suddenly made sense!) and since then I've noticed that like 90% of creators I watch on youtube got recently diagnosed as well... It's like a magnet! We feel and attract eachother 😅

[@the_Pons]

Also, KZbin is probably a platform that caters well to people with ADHD, might be a bit of a convergence spot 😊

[@onecoding]

It took me 30 years to get my Autism diagnosis. There were hints along the way but the official diagnosis really created clarity and understanding. Now that you definitely know you can handle things differently. Anyways, I'm happy for you.

[@MrStyles784]

Same - I was first identified as autistic by an autistic friend in my early 20s, but didn't get my formal diagnosis until I was almost 40. In some ways, nothing changed, while in others, the impact has been huge (and entirely positive)

[@mejzzwejz713]

I'm autistic and as such there is some delayed auditory processing and often also a slight delay in finding the words. This meant I had all but vanished from social interactions. Now I have some amazing friends who won't let me vanish and one of my best friends has ADHD. Whenever we have a call they're tuned into my 'weird breathing things' so they know I'm about to say something and they'll give me a window. I can tell that when we speak about the stuff we're passionate about, we don't just vibe and understand each other - we complete each other's ideas. Mine would be endless narrow tubes without them, theirs would be a vast tube system viewed from the top with no insight into whether they're structurally sound. Finding your tribe is the most important thing. Welcome to the club Jazza

[@thebestestoneever]

I think you are one of the best examples of how ADHD/ADD is a Superpower. Glad you now know and I think it will only help you unlock more of the super powers. My great nephew uses his in his amazing imagination and I can't wait to see where it takes him in life :)

[@namtellectjoonal7230]

All my favourite KZbinrs from my teens are getting diagnosed with adhd, I love it haha I guess I recognized my people before I even knew what was up with my brain

[@Artistjames2330]

well that explains why your creativity was all over the place in a good way.

[@rebecccaaa]

As another who got diagnosed as an adult after years of suspecting it. It's such a relief knowing that all of the things you've struggled with are justified and not just you being lazy or unable to do them.

[@carolinelabbott2451]

I was diagnosed ASD late, and the person who assessed me told me to look into ADHD too. Took me a few extra years to seek out that ADHD diagnosis as I needed the time to get used to taking better care of myself as an Autistic and to unlearn the negative thoughts I had about myself (retarded/dumb failure of a human being). Also managed to get into therapy to help with that just recently. Working on improving my self image. Learning why and what works for my brain, and accepting that is my normal, is a long process. But getting there. 😊 Thankfully my offspring have had the answers earlier in their lives to have healthier self image and management of their lives. 😊

[@Eggsther]

Also happy you started a journey of being sober

[@yellheahtris]

I hope this doesn't detract too much from the point of the video, but I sincerely hope you know and understand just how far you have gone through this. It is s o easy to sit in the things we find comfort / familiarity in, even if they're damaging to us. To have the foresite, and then the willpower to cut the things that you find aren't working for you out of your life, and then to stick with it, can be a sisyphus level task. That level of confidence in yourself, and the "I know I can be doing things differently and better" is incredibly admirable. Its also *so* satisfying seeing how far you've blown past those report comments! Haha! I would expect nothing less of you, Jazza : ) The reports.. those dreaded reports. I was extremely lucky to have been diagnosed very early on into my life, however, I was too young and uneducated on what ADHD was, to really understand why I wasn't performing in classes the same way my friends, and siblings were. I would have to have monthly meetings with my teachers and my parents, while they basically sat there for an hour, telling my parents how "If you would just slow down, you would get this." "If you would just listen and take better notes, you would have an A." "If you would just speak up when you don't understand something, you would be doing so much better." Hearing you talk about your reports as well was both heartbreaking, and actually a little comforting. To see someone so successful and confident in themselves also having had this leash wrapped around them is inspiring. And you are exactly right, as soon as you're in a different area, you're the king of the castle! I spent my time in school wishing I was writing, or singing, or practicing speech instead! I wasn't just someone who was distracted in class and got low Bs and Cs in classes - I was also someone who was a multi-qualifier for state and nationals for speech and debate, earning 1st at state for music competitions, and writing 2k words every single day after school to publish online. Once I entered Uni, its like I started living a different life because of the freedom I found for myself! The best year of my life is my freshman year of Uni. Knowing you're more than how you're labeled by others is life (and personality) saving. You are an incredible example of such. All in all (and I apologize for how long this is haha!) This was a video I definitely think I needed to hear. I'm very happy for you that you have some closure and answers, even if it means nothing changes for you, sometimes just knowing and understanding can patch a lot of holes. And thank you for sharing your journey through all of this. I couldn't imagine that was all easy to say again! You're a good noodle, Jazza! : D

[@dees3179]

All of the ‘if you just’. Grrrrrrr, like we want to be that way. Looking back it’s always so clear.

[@kerryoneill1210]

I can relate to "doing things my own way" as I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome at 33. I had to teach myself a lot of things that people take for granted, like interacting with colleagues. When I got the diagnosis, I was happy but scared at the same. It allowed me to not only understand myself but also work on my weaker areas, like providing long-winded answers or staring at someone too long.

[@ShintogaDeathAngel]

I was diagnosed at 17, but wasn’t told for another 10 years and given somewhat lame excuses for that, one of them being that my parents just thought it was part of who I was now, so shouldn’t matter. But it helped me a lot to find out, so I would have very much appreciated knowing sooner and I am kind of angry that they felt they could decide to hide it from me.

[@the_Pons]

@@ShintogaDeathAngel Jeez, yeah, I see why you would be upset, that a bit crappy of them 😕 Especially since you where almost 18, they should of a least told you when then

[@intothezombieapocalypse]

Im glad to hear you stopped drinking. I used to drink a bottle of rum a night. it was bad. when i drank, it would be a 12 pack of beer by myself. Since im Canadian most people around me who drink, drink like a six pack to themselves at a gathering. i couldnt just start drinking and then just stop at a couple. I have been 5 years sober now and i realized how people were treating me. I am used miniature painting and now terrain making as a way to get that want to drink at the very back of my mind and not even around. and now im almost at the playtesting phase of my Skirmish RPG table top game ive been working on for the past year. Watching all your videos has been fun. Take care of yourself and your family Jazza!!! Love from the great white north my friend!!! by the way... im about to start work on my own Cast Greyskull for my gaming table ;)

[@stillnotstill]

Oh thank you for sharing this, congrats and best wishes!

[@jimmyrepine8952]

At 53 I was diagnosed with ADHD this past October. That tracks with all your varied interest. That makes the amount of content you produce even more amazing.

[@Official_NotNeo]

Makes sense fr, no wonder i liked your videos so much

[@BentleyHouseMinis]

I have also been diagnosed with ADHD and it was very freeing for me. It explained a lot of things I struggled with but also helped me understand my giant rushes of creativity that have made my art work and channel grow. I am glad I can now name 'executive disfunction' and realize that I just need to walk away from something rather than feeling like I am 'lazy'. I also realize that some of my projects need to wait until my brain has room for the hyper focus which kicks in at the beginning of things. There are a lot of things I want to do but I know time crunches will stifle the beautiful creative process that can come out of ADHD! In short, understanding my brain better makes me a happier artist! I am glad you are on such a positive path forward, Jazza!

[@CarlytheQueenofChaos]

As a fellow adhder and someone on the autism spectrum I am not surprised at all.

[@dianes6590]

While most long to be a follower, us outliers can only😮 be unique. I didn't discover I had dyslexia until I was 30. And, I have ADD, which is usual for those with learning disabilities. I never wanted to be like anyone else. It bored me to death. But, like you, I received reports that I needed to talk less, pay attention more, and play well with my peers. I, instead, only wanted to doodle in my notebooks, and day dream of being an adventurer. In spite of all odds, I managed to make that dream a reality. I became an environmental journalist and illustrated my own articles. Like you said, there are difficulties with these types of diagnosis, but the perks are so worth it. Thanks for sharing Jazza. We need more like you.

[@Silvertaurus_]

What changes now with official diagnosis is .. access to meds (i know how sily it sound). There are days in life of ADHD person, when you want to do something - something easy, just sit and do, write something, read something, pay bills, clean room/kitchen. But your head tells you it will inflict you nearly physical pain to start it - you will do absolutely anything to avoid doing what is just small chore. You sit to desk, in front of the computer, but your thoughts will travel the world before focusing on monitor - and suddenly it's hour later and you haven't done anything. In those days, small pill just quiet your mind. Anything you was struggling to do, suddenly (well .. in 30-60min before it kicks in) its just "sit and do" in 5 min - and you just awe that normal people can do it like that. Now with official diagnose, you are not on your own with struggles but doctor knows what you are going throgh, know how to help you and is allowed to do it.

[@fernandaramirez3351]

Sometimes it’s just nice to have proof you’re not actually stupid just have a brain that looks different from others. I remember saying it out loud, “I’m not stupid” and feeling relief that there was a reason I saw the world the way I do

[@volrath__]

Totally unsurprising! Welcome to the club! We did get a cake to celebrate, but we forgot where we put it 😂 I was diagnosed last year... And I have exactly the same battles and revelations... It's truly liberating to finally be able to see and know why you are who you are... I just wish I knew before I was 37, because so much of my life has been a struggle, and looking back so much would have been different if I knew myself better... But guess that's just hindsight... When the assessor told me I scored highly my instant reaction was to throw my arms in the air and exclaim "finally a test I have done well on!" Which is probably the most ADHD reaction possible 🤣

[@Mlie]

Welcome to the late diagnosed-club! ❤️ It sucks not getting the answer sooner. I got my adhd and autism diagnosis a few months ago - at 33. Living a whole life with these struggles sure leaves its marks. But now it’s all about getting to know oneself completely ❤️

[@zachdowell8821]

How is this surprising? You are fantastic but also scattered constantly. ❤

[@benjewell3234]

Sending love! A surprise, but also at the same time, not a surprise at all. And there you go, you mentioned it 2 seconds in.

[@allerleivonanisai]

Congratulations to your diagnosis! It can be such a relief to just know. Also it opens up the access to help/medication if needed in the future, or for occasions when the "focus on boring stuff" is vital. And yeah to officially having a superpower ❤ welcome to the club.

[@Gwenx]

I felt like my Autism diagnosis was important for me to just get confirmed, it didn't really change anything much, but it explains *EVERYTHING*, and for some people that might be helpful, that why I would always encourage people to seek a diagnosis if they are thinking about it. I rather want to know so i can plan ahead, help and understand myself better then i want to feel alien, wrong, not good enough. So happy to hear so many people are seeking the diagnosis, and using that to get a new perspective on themselves

[@caityedwards6068]

Welcome to the club! I was diagnosed as AuDHD this year at 33. Being medicated for my adhd has been life changing! Also.. for those of us with adhd..KZbin is my favourite because I can watch videos in 2x speed and it’s so much easier to get through the content I want to watch! Congrats dude!

[@brikhouse22]

When i was diagnosed at 44 suddenly my whole life made sense. Its very eye opening.

[@mquentaro]

ADHD is also collection of different symptoms jumbled in a bag and you get a random number of them assigned to you. I've got the over mobile joints, stomach issues and the neurological clumsiness, besides the bad memory, anxiety, depression and inattentiveness. Time is soup and paperwork sucks, who made me the boss of me. :D

[@Bluefoxx]

i would get your kids tested especially your little girl. its harder to diagnose ADHD in girls and often goes unnoticed because they can mask it well, but for their own ease of mind when they are older i would get them diagnosed.

[@ljjumble]

You are so lucky you feel that way and have succeeded at navigating around some of the bigger obstacles neurodivergents can face. I hope you continue to feel that way. Also, don't discount the extraordinary resilience that you had to have maintained to get where you are in a neurotypical world. It's a feat and an inspiration. While my adult diagnosis has given me access to tools and means to mitigate some of the deficits my ADHD causes, it very much still leaves me feeling grief for what could have been had I been diagnosed earlier. I find myself both extremely happy and jealous that you haven't experienced my dumpster fire life

[@megannottage6739]

I am glad you are learning about yourself and learning about adhd.

[@vickydibba4771]

Thank you for sharing this with us Jazza, and with all the background information as well. The fact you thrived while been told you weren't following the "rules" just shows how dedicated to your own needs you've been. (Yours is one of the stories that rarely get told because it has a positive outcome and goes against the mould of a "typical" ADHD diagnosis)

[@mollypawlowski888]

I was diagnosed at 25, and it made a lot of things from my childhood and young adulthood make so much sense! I’m also a business owner and pretty successful, and have always used my adhd as a super power!

[@user-10021]

What area do you work in? I’m in the same boat but have a failed business where in discussions other owners also say you can only max get a part time income out instead of living off it fully :/

[@Skaos87]

Still on the (burecratical) journey myself and so happy for you to have certainty Jazza! Much love!

[@RedRockingBird]

Most definitely a super power, I'm sure I'm the same, wouldn't be anywhere near as creative without it ❤❤❤ imo those teachers were harsh!

[@paulabird7485]

I’m now waiting for an ADHD assessment, I’m very sure I am, like Jazza my school reports sound like that and I was diagnosed with hyperactive as a child (put down to food colourings) had the issue of trying and failing to fix in the box that other made me feel I had to fit in. The twist is I have helped lots of kids (including two of my own) get assessed for ADHD and ASD. Helping all those kids feel okay to be me is now helping my with my own mental health journey. Love watching you Jazza with the kids at first and now sometimes on my own. Your energy and skills are why I enjoy watching you and I wanted to wish you luck with making your own unique box that you are shaping. ❤

[@denisbeaudry5396]

I was diagnosed 2 years ago at age 48 and it changed my life. I stopped feeling like it was just me who was lazy, spontaneous, unmotivated and got bored with work as soon as learning curve was complete. I was also having to make excuses for why I had an unusual amount of hobbies that I would bounce from month to month. Now I can realize what I am doing, why and how to change it using CBT therapy and was also given proper medication after a year of trials and have never felt better about myself. Wish I would have known sooner as it really highlights and explains my past and reasons for doing what I was doing. Anyway I am happy for you and wish you the best.

[@ryuk4300]

As someone who has adhd, struggels with weed addiction and as someone who wants to become an artist this realy helps !! I can relate so mutch to your shool experience its crazy thx for that :)

[@ronniethezombie]

As someone who was diagnosed with ADHD in her 30's, I feel you. But knowing why your brain works the way that it does is a nice relief. The past 3 years has been better since finding out

[@angelfish3243]

Hey, I just found out I have it last year, and finding out really helped me emotionally and physically.

[@Vickie-Bligh]

About an hour after I saw this, I stumbled across a video of yours from 11 years ago: "Draw My Life". Wow, talk about coincidence. Hugs and know you make a difference and that going your own way, with or without any kind of diagnosis or guidance, can be done.

[@DavidLitvakB]

I've received my diagnosis earlier this year. I resonate with ABSOLUTELY everything you've just shared. I've also had a successful career despite my lack of attention and easy distractability, because I chose the software world, which similarly to art, you're doing "new" things pretty much constantly, and whenever you find a solution to a complicated problem, the dopamine hits hard. My kids are now growing up and starting to face the world more and more, and I feel like having the information and resources I have now, I'm significantly better prepared to help them grow well and not be afraid of their differences. Thank you

[@Rag3Dart]

Thank you for making this. I have ASD and grew up relying heavily on masking, to the point that I ended up having a bit of an identity crisis a while back. I relate to a lot of what you mentioned and though I’m still trying to figure out my own way of doing things, it’s reassuring to know that others like me have actually succeeded.

[@hayesc]

That doesn't surprise me one bit! I got my official diagnosis almost a year ago at 35 years old. Nothing really changed from that point other than accepting I have it and learning tools that work with it. The neurodivergent club is awesome!

[@anialapczynska2782]

I love how Jazza has always been this open abt everything, I've been wayvhing him for so so long. I'm talking back to the 1 marker and 3 marker challenges and all that stuff

[@kathymarshall220]

Congratulations on getting your diagnosis! ❤ I’m pretty sure I’ve commented about my journey to finding out I’m autistic last year at age 41 before, but I absolutely relate to the whole school report thing! When I was going through mine all I could think was “how on earth did nobody see it back then?” 😂 It really is just getting those answers that makes all the difference though, isn’t it? I explain it as going through your whole life feeling like you’re a broken horse, only to find out that you’ve been a perfect zebra all along! The difference might not seem big to observers, but after spending years knowing we didn’t quite fit and feeling like it’s some kind of personal failing, learning that we were never meant to function like that is so incredibly freeing, and that’s huge! ❤

[@marsim84]

Great video. I didn't get diagnosed until into my 30's and my report cards and everything you said is identical, just swap drawing for learning magic. When I first read about what traits are commonly associated with ADHD, my mind was blown. It was like the worlds most specific horoscope. Things finally made sense.

[@HaitianDIH]

Oh my word. 100%. I was diagnosed finally about 2 years ago at 31. It has literally given me such a great perspective on how I think and why I do what I do. It such a gift though, because I teach Ballet to many other “neuro spicy” kiddos, and I am able to relate to them and get on a level that they are comfortable with. Perk of being an ADHD individual… self medicating with coffee 😉

[@annnoyez]

Welcome too the club. I was diagnosed after my 4 kids where diagnosed with adhd... it was a relief... everything fell in place... it made me more calm about myself... so good luck...❤

[@TheListeningBen]

Hooray you let go of the “boring CEO” straitjacket idea! I was a bit worried how long that went on for, people tend to get depressed after that. Sometimes we have to go down a path to see whether it’s for us. :) You’re a Visionary in need of an Integrator, but a PA will do for now. Congrats on the diagnosis, the certainty sounds helpful. Be ready for all the memories coming up as you reevaluate your past with this new understanding… at least that’s what happened to me with my Autistic revelation two years ago this month. :)

[@lonewolfheart1697]

I admire you so much, Jazza... your candid and vulnerable videos help so many people, I'm sure. You are an inspiration. Knowledge is power. I'm diagnosed with depression and anxiety, which meant I could lean on the facts instead of spiralling and being confused and blaming myself for so much. I'm sure I'm neurodiverse too; more on the slow attention end; I only recently found out about a condition called Slow Processing Speed which I'm sure I have had my whole life... too often have I been called slow and stupid... now I find out about this condition and that it affects all levels of intelligence. I was always the "daydreamer" in my school reports and "needs to pay attention". My boyfriend is on the ADHD spectrum (undiagnosed), and he's like you; workaholic and struggles to slow down, etc. Anyway, much admiration to you, sir.

[@volrath__]

Self reflection, discovering alcohol, caffeine and sugar is harming you, eating disorder, Jazza, this video is honestly you holding a mirror up to me I really need to work on the caffeine and sugar thing but yeah I really identify with so much of this video Thank you for having such an open conversation about this!

[@Puddymom]

I was also diagnosed late with adhd, you just made me realize I’m a sugar/chocolate addict and I need to work on that.

[@Eggsther]

That part when you described how it felt being in a mold while working is how I felt when I had my OJT during 12th grade as an IT assistant in BPO offices. I felt awful and also like an idiot even if we were mostly just observing what to do cause we were just there for OJT for like a month I was a STEM student but during that one month of hell I learned that that kind of field of course wasnt for me (I was supposed to be pursing computer engineering lol) One drop out later (I tried multi media arts but felt limited and stuck in a box, the course name is a scam lol), I'm back on college again, turning second year this upcoming semester as a communication arts student and found the broadness of the course very freeing that I dont even wanna have a specialization, I just wanna know all areas lmao.

[@Froakster]

Oh my goodness Jazza, we both had similar reports in school 😂 From to the drawing pictures and not paying attention to me cutting people off while speaking because I what I wanted to say was important for me but was afraid of if I did not say it in that moment I would forget which happened often. I totally agree being neurodivergent is a super power and once I am hyper focused on any project there is no stopping me from completing the task especially if it's a project I'm interested in. Thank you SO much Jazza for being open on your experience and is settling to know I am not the only one. ☺️ It also explains why I have been a fan of your channels for years now 😂 The spontaneous videos and art mixed into one, that's how I think and it makes sense it's like a language that only a person who has ADHD can understand and relate too and I Love it!! Much love to you Jazza! 🫂

[@gwenhyfarbeati]

i must have missed all the "i might haves" because i assumed you already knew/were diagnosed LOL one of the reasons i enjoy your channels so much is because i see a lot of my struggles and such in you, and seeing how you get around stuff has helped me on occasion!

[@cait4969]

I just found out recently that I probably have adhd, so seeing some of my childhood youtubers find out the same thing is a huge comfort! Ive not seen your stuff in a hot second but I hope you're doing well!

[@angelfish3243]

Literally same! Lol

[@cait4969]

@@angelfish3243 it's sooo funny that we're all finding out at the same time LMAO

[@angelfish3243]

Ikr lmaooo ​@@cait4969

[@lucienverse]

I had to open youtube to see this when I saw the notification on my phone 😂 Its always so nice seeing someone whos successful with ADHD. Its a reminder that we can function.

[@GeekySquidoo]

Welcome to the neurodivergent club :) Thank you for using your platform to share this seriously personal journey, you will have some serious ripple effects from this blog in such a good and positive way. Honestly belive that most of the greats are/were neurodivergent in some way. If you feel like a rabbit hole, look at Walt Disney’s story. Pretty sure he was undiagnosed ADHD when it boils down to it. Thank you for being such an inspiration!

[@lagggoat7170]

Welcome to the club Honestly especially on KZbin it almost feels like being a youtuber and having ADHD goes hand in hand

[@geekygrl10]

I recently have been diagnosed also, but with OCD instead of ADHD. I definitely relate to being able to give yourself more grace once you know. ❤️

[@emmadilemma00]

I totally relate to this. I was only diagnosed earlier this year as a 24 year old with a Masters degree... If I ever brought it up when I was younger it was rebuffed with me being good at school and well behaved. It's so exciting that the understanding of these things is growing all the time- so people who are considered "successful" are less likely to be brushed off now.

[@meandbean7807]

Thank you for sharing Jazza. I've just been referred for assessment for a different condition and I don't know how to feel about it all. Seeing you embrace your diagnosis is helpful to me, especially also being in my 30's, processing why I'm like I am and how it's made things difficult throughout my life.

[@imjayhime]

I had ADD growing up (idk if I still have it, but I do have misophonia, and caffeine doesn’t affect my brain… Those are apparently linked to ADD/ADHD), and it was really hard as an artist. I could never finish what I started (mainly writing), but as an adult, I’ve gotten better at staying focused, and I’m now writing a novel. So whether I have ADD or not doesn’t matter, because I’ve overcome the things that I used to struggle with. You’ve clearly been able to do the same, and I’m proud of you. Glad you stopped drinking heavily, and that you’re taking better care of yourself! You do seem to be happier ❤

[@scarcosplay]

This! This was incredibly valuable! I was recently diagnosed with ADD(I actually think I have ADHD) and I like you have been told my whole school life that I need to try more and be better. and when I couldn't focus I drew pictures. I am unemployed but have found my superpower in costuming and prop making. I can focus on the nitty-gritty parts and the obscure details and finishing a prop gives me such a boost.

[@nefertitimontoya]

ADD is actually no longer in the DSM (from what I understand), and has been replaced by ADHD

[@scarcosplay]

@@nefertitimontoya yeah... here in DK we still get diagnosed with ADD but I mostly just say ADHD

[@HigimuraStudios]

It's always good to know more about yourself. Just started talking to my therapist to see if I'm neurospicy, too. Good luck on your journey. 🍀

[@riahren]

I can really relate, starting to go down the road of being diagnosed.

[@womble901]

I've appreciated that you've not just assumed and self-diagnosed. You sought a professional and made the effort to understand your body and do things that would be beneficial regardless of a diagnosis. There's so much stuff online these days that say "you might have condition x if you do xyz" and then lists a bunch of vague and arbitrary things. I also appreciate that not everyone can afford to get a professional diagnosis or have access to one.

[@dees3179]

Waiting lists are actual multiple years long. I’ve been on one for five years and have no hope of reaching the top. And then you have to get an assessor who will actually properly assess you. Things have improved, but where I am we have to be referred by the doctor, and mine thought it appropriate to tell me he doesn’t believe in ADHD, he thinks it doesn’t exist. Dude. It can be seen on brain scans. Medication works differently if you have it. 🤦🏼‍♀️🤯 But paying for private diagnosis means that you can’t get medication (if that’s what’s suitable for you) without still waiting for the NHS assessment. So diagnosis is not accessible for all, no.

[@womble901]

@@dees3179 oh my goodness, a doctor who doesn't believe in ADHD? I'm quite fortunate in Australia, I've had psychiatric care for 14 years. Sometimes it's been totally free of cost. I hope you can get the care you need in a timely manner!

[@FeldiArts]

I'm hopefully getting my diagnosis in august. Not surprised that you got it XD I see a lot of me in your school reports so I'm rather certain to get my diagnosis. I just wish I could actually finish everything I start and not get discouraged in the middle by my own critical brain... even though you're just 3 years older than me, you're kind of a role model for me to achieve greater stuff.

[@Froakster]

Oh and another thing I have noticed about ADHD superpower is that, we have a different perspective and way of thinking than none ADHD individuals which in my career has helped the company I work in different situations. My colleagues and boss respect my opinion and seek my perspective when they need someone to think out of the box. I work as Sign Language (ASL) interpreter for the Deaf community and my perspective on how to support the Deaf community more being neurodivergent has helped me in my field. 😁

[@chronischgeheilt]

Thanks for being so open with us. Even tho I'm not hugely surprised,I am really excited. For one of course that you have answers, but also it is hugely comforting/motivating/empowering/inspiring (for me as ADHDer with all the guilt trips etc.) to see someone so wholeheartedly investing their ADHD traits into their work and turning it all into something awesome.

[@MishaRosePantoja]

Welcome to the club!!! Us late diagnosed ADHDer need to stick together!!! 🎉 It does take a while to get a hint that something that is going on with you is something more. For me it was the pandemic to realise I needed to find the answered and it a relief to know at 27yrs that my struggles were more then mental blocks and lapses of depression. It help me get clarification on my own habits and figured out how to balance my mental & physical health better and get more out of my creativity. Helps to feel that you were never the outcast but a unique being with a different outlook on the world. As knowing helps you adjust and set up better support for the neurospicyness and heal from not knowing. It a confirmation and to some a label but it helps guide the part of you that had been lost to a happier self. 😊 I'm so glad that you found a way to manage everything and succeed. Your creativity makes my day ever since highschool with your tutorials so i've seen your channel grow and evolve with the love of exploration and experimentation into different art forms. The ups and downs of life that ended up with your creative studio and now boss to creative employees while keeping true to yourself. Keep on the path you are on because you are succeeding at life at your own pace!!! Which is all anyone can hope to achieve.❤🎉

[@Rawlins9088]

The amount of comfort you gave me telling us this even though I had a feeling. Is astounding, my son has ADHD we found out last year and I have just let him be himself. I've nuged him into the world of art and he has just grown so so much. He went from being so frustrated with himself because he couldn't draw very well to drawing cars better to free handing a monster. Anyway thank you for sharing your art and experiences, and sending love to you and your family.

[@rogue3398]

I'm going through this journey myself. I was diagnosed a few years ago and started a medication that has helped some, but I didn't feel comfortable telling my doctor about my coping mechanisms. I know I feel better and happier without them, but every time I've lost someone close to me I've found myself back there. I'm now 18 days clean one and more determined than ever to stay that way, and I've decided to quit caffeine as well (but more gradually), which I've been using daily since I was maybe 7, so I don't even know who I am without it. It feels like I have a long way still to go, but hearing stories like yours is very inspiring to me. Thank you for being open about your journey and your struggles. Maybe one day I'll turn my bad school habits into a business too.

[@TheNightSign]

I want to wish you good luck on your journey!

[@cgayle92cg]

Also a late diagnosed ADHDer here. I'm glad you're figuring it all out! It's very gratifying to have that official answer as to why we are different.

[@crazymanmot]

I was about to comment the "this changes nothing" line if I felt like you needed, glad to hear you already get that Jazza. The diagnosis just helps give you a bit of peace of mind knowing it isn't anything else, in my humble opinion. Either way, since you have the diagnosis enjoy the PWD discount :)

[@bambiraptor9]

I'm glad you received an official diagnosis 🎉 Your story about working retail and failing at it, carving your own path with your art resonated with me. I'm still trying to figure out how to earn an income with my art and stories, it's brutal out here. 😅 And welcome to Club Neurospicy...you can check in any time you like, but you can never leave 🎸

[@lisamarklesparkles]

I think this video diagnosed ME 😅😅😅😅 it was so comforting to hear another creative talk about their struggles to "fit into the mold"! Thank you for sharing this with us!!

[@Kargoneth]

Good on you for overcoming alcoholism.

[@vikkibunton3416]

You've done remarkably well as someone who has this condition, and wasn't aware- it is evident unfortunately due to how hard I've seen you be to yourself throughout the years. You've been an utter inspiration to me and so many other people neurodivergent and neurotypicals alike and have unknowingly given us such comfort and community, a sense of belonging. You sharing your struggles on your platform have helped me with my neurodivergent struggles, through some really dark times. I am so excited to see how you thrive, now with the knowledge and hopefully growing compassion for yourself now you’ve a diagnosis. As someone who recieved her diagnosis just over a year ago; believe me, it changes so much- I am so happy for you!

[@CaedenV]

Welcome to the club! Clearly you are one of us lol. What it changes are 2 things; 1) Knowing what you are fighting is half the battle. Getting appropriate lifestyle and habits in place, and fully letting go of some social norms that are simply impractical is an amazing boon. 2) If you choose to go down the medication route, you will have the option to. I struggled with undiagnosed ADHD until I was in my mid-30s... and frankly, I could cope without meds for most of that time. Life always seemed hard... but if I worked really hard I could do things. But when I had kids, and got on a more demanding work track to afford supporting a family... my natural coping mechanisms broke down. Tried the non-medicated route for a few months and it did help with facing life knowing what I was struggling with, but in a lot of ways it was too little too late. Getting on meds was life-changing for me. I would prefer not to need them, and when life gets to a stage where life isn't as demanding I may try to get off of them... but for the moment, oh boy! I just can't imagine doing what I do every day without the meds to fill the gap. The capacity to focus on what I want to focus on, instead of being captive to any and everything that came across my path... wow! So liberating! Sleep and food have a bigger effect than the meds, but even when I am doing everything in life 'right' then my best days are worse than a normal day but with the meds to help pull life into focus a bit. And when I have really rough days where I am not eating and sleeping well (like today), then the meds help me get back on track in a day or two instead of 7-10 days to get back on a good rhythm. It really makes such a difference. Also; super curious about alcohol as a coping mechanism for adhd. I enjoy a good strong drink... but my ADHD makes me so extremely depleted that I feel hung over every morning with or without alcohol. Drinking makes the mornings so much worse, that it really dampens any desire to drink. Coffee and soda first thing in the morning has always been a staple of my life, not because I enjoy it... just because the world doesn't make sense until I get some stimulants in the system.

[@SchelinArt]

I've been watching your videos since well before you had children and always felt like it was a space I could go to stop the noise. I went straight into a burning wall of exhaustion syndrome and depression which led to an ADHD diagnosis at 27, and part of my 4-year recovery journey was following along with your content and doing art along with you, daily. I guess I felt at home through your content because we were actually in the same brain-family. Welcome to the club, Josiah, and welcome to the uncensored world of you ❤ I wish you the best!😊

[@LuckyParadox]

Thank you for making this and sharing. As someone who also is on this exact same journey, it’s reassuring that other people have this same mindset and hours about their path.

[@ryderoreilly9807]

Welcome to the club Jazza as someone who was diagnosed in New Zealand at 37 (f) two months ago I could tell you had ADHD! It's nice to know that all the anxiety, forgetfulness and sensitivity to rejection isn't all in our heads. You're an amazing, we're all here for you!

[@bec11mort]

I always try to explain to my students how ADHD can be an amazing ability and you're a perfect example of that Jazza. You harness the positives and have used it to be so successful. Thank you for officially sharing this for all of the kids who feel limited by a diagnosis.

[@artbyvargen8450]

I've followed you for quite a while (a few years or more). I got diagnosed with ADHD at age 26, and I've found myself drawn towards people like myself without knowing their possible diagnosis. The fact that you're now diagnosed, and talking about being dependent on a substance (whether it's alcohol or caffiene), hits close to home. Thank you for sharing ❤