I’m alive.. life update TW : loss, mental health, realness 💙

[@pinupstitcher7561]

Friend hurt hits differently. It’s sad when you find out that they don’t care as much as you did in the friendship. Give yourself grace grief doesn’t have a timeline.

[@peace-love-on-the-right]

It's so good to see you again. I certainly wish it was under different circumstances. So much to say. I'm sending postive vibes your way.

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much!

[@mkgray09]

I lost my Dad a year and half ago. I k own the pain you are going through. I find comfort knowing that I will see my Dad again in heaven. Your Dad would want you to be happy. :)

[@amieerica]

I’m sorry you’re feeling that pain too 💙

[@Shorty743743]

My heart is breaking for you. Your "friends" failed you miserably and it ISN'T fine. You deserve so much better!🥺

[@amieerica]

Thank you 🩵 it definitely hurt but I’m trying to let that go and just focus on healing ❤️‍🩹 thank you for being here!

[@kaydencarter1388]

I’m so sorry girl that you have been dealing with so much. The most important thing is your mental and physical health so take the time you need to heal. I’ve lost friends throughout my life dealing with similar issues and situations and i was devastated for a long time but after I got through that i realized how much my life has improved for the better. Loss sucks whether it’s in death or choosing to walk away from something or someone that is no longer good for you. Just take one day at a time and it will get better and the people that really love and care for you will still be there

[@Vrod_916]

I am truly sorry for your loss! Stay strong and I hope the best for you girly, I loved watching your videos since you first started :)

[@michellem4115]

This just breaks my heart to hear. Loss is never easy and grief is truly never the same. As someone who was able to catch your live this week you being authentically you is what most want. Find your glimmers daily to help get through the dark, heavy times. Having a traumatic experience coupled with the harsh reality of those you thought were closest didn’t care in a darkest time is really hard to overcome to build healthier, supportive friendships in the future. Your content is the space you need to feel seen, valid, and heard. Take your time getting back into it but don’t lose your safe space you’ve created for yourself. On another note - this seems like a FaceTime call with a friends (parasocial relationship sure) but I just wanted to give you a hug and say I’m getting in my car like I would with my friends. ❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you so very much 🩵 nodding along as I read your comment, I really appreciate you being here!

[@victoriarazo8790]

I’m so sorry you’re going through all of this! My heart goes to you girly.

[@PamelaH_HappyVibes]

I’m sending you some love! When I lost my Mom, I was at a complete loss of what to do. It took years for me to be able to put one foot in front of the other. You are seen, you are heard!

[@amieerica]

I’m sorry you went through that .. I completely understand the feeling 💙 thank you

[@teacherlovesbeauty]

You've lived through some incredible loss. Give yourself grace. Do what you can when you can. There is no timeline for grieving. ❤❤

[@amieerica]

You are so right .. thank you 💙

[@vickichilders988]

I am so sorry that you are going through this. I do not have any words of wisdom, I am sorry. I am here (your channel) at the request of Leeann.

[@brittanyrose1185]

Sending you the love and support that you need. I’m sorry you’re struggling so much, I miss seeing you and your videos!

[@Teddy5045]

I’m so sry ! Sending you love ❤️

[@Katsbeautyspace]

Sending you a big hug. Loss is very devastating. Wishing you all the best.

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 💙

[@SLDearing]

You’re not alone, Amie. We’re here. I’m sorry for all of your loss, and I’m sorry you’re struggling. I wish I had something enlightening to share, but depression is real, and disappointment is real. I hate that your friends were not there for you. That’s devastating. It’s not fine. I’m so sorry. I’ve always loved your content, cause it’s real. And I’m pretty sure I’ll always watch. It’s not a horrible video, this is your experience and I think you for sharing it with us. You’re going to need to take the time you need. I’m not sure my ramblings mean anything. But you’re not alone. I see you. ❤

[@amieerica]

They mean quite a lot. Thank you for being here 💙

[@CampAndyC]

Oh Amie, I’m so sorry you’re struggling right now. You’re definitely not alone. 💗

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 🩵 it’s good to see your name pop up!

[@CampAndyC]

@@amieericaI’m here!! Just in the shadows, not as active.

[@aundrealauzon]

I am so sorry you are going through all this. I'm sending you all the love and healing. Bright days are ahead, I promise! I'm always here for you! Xo

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 🩵

[@DewieRoberts]

I'm so sorry you are struggling. Big hugs, u r loved!

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 🤍

[@Wrinnie]

I am so sorry for the losses you have experienced. I hope better days are coming soon for you. Sending well wishes. A lot of the feelings you expressed in this video resonate with me. Thank you for the reminder that we are not alone. Take care of yourself. ❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much! 💙

[@ceci_gee]

I’m so sorry you are going through this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@stephanieireland4887]

Hugs to you!!! i hope you are able to find happiness and peace. hang in there, it will get better. life is a roller coaster ride.

[@amieerica]

Thank you for being here! 🩵

[@jcindyaguayo340]

So sorry beautiful your so strong ❤❤❤,i like your KZbin ❤

[@claudiamamabearglover1123]

I am so sorry you are going through this. I do Pray for peace and so much more. I will just say You are not alone in this. My heart goes out to you. Sending all my love and prayers. ❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 🩵

[@samantharuber9498]

I’m so happy that you uploaded this video. I’ve been worried about you and am sending you so much ❤️! I’m so sorry that you don’t feel supported by your mom and friends. We are very different ages but I’ve always felt connected to you because I also lost my mom as a child and love cats and collect toy type things. (Wholeheartedly believe this is due to the loss of loved ones as a child) I wish you all the best and Zach an easy surgery and quick recovery! You deserve all the good things Amie and I really hope they are just around the corner! 💕💗

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much! I definitely agree about the collection (squishmallows for me) it just reminds me of a happy, simple time before all the pain I think. 🩵

[@barbarathenailpusher]

big huggies .....Leann Serano re introduced me back to ya....anyhow -I remember back in the day the Dad Jokes - I have a neighborhood brake shop that always has a Dad Joke on their sign and have always remembered you and the Dad Jokes - so this week on the sign "What is a cow with no milk? A Milk Dud " I hope just for a brief moment a smile was put on your face and maybe a chuckle...sending you much huggies and lovies!!!!

[@dianeguy7452]

I do watch you here and there for the make up I have watched videos where you’ve talked about your loss and my heart has always gone out to you having not seen you in a bit. I can tell you that you are an extremely self-aware young woman I’m 65 so I’m allowed to say that lol you have a really good grip on what you’re struggling with and why and I feel like that’s a big part of the battle solved. It sounds like you’re in therapy if you’re not I really hope you try it because what you need now now that you know the reasons why you need coping mechanisms, and they’re not easy it’s definitely easier said than done but I pray that little by little you will see some sort of light at the end of the tunnel little by little. I really hope things get better.❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much for being here! I’ll definitely get to a better place with time 💙

[@Itsjustmaria43]

Hi Aimee!!! I listen to every word you said. Sending you hugs.

[@amieerica]

You're the best!

[@MelissaLampson-j2x]

I love you and I pray and hope you feel better soon!! I have missed you and I am very sorry about your loss .❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much 💙

[@carolinebattison700]

Sending you a virtual hugs ❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you!

[@jenn2077]

❤❤❤ I’m not sure how to start this but I have been watching you for a long time but have never really commented but after watching this video I feel very much as if I can relate to you more than ever. Thank you for ur honesty and openness cause now I’m not feeling so alone. There is sooo much comfort in knowing others understand the feelings I too are having. I wish so much to just be able to give u a big hug and know we both understand. Sending you sooo much love and understanding. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@amieerica]

I’m so glad I can help you feel understood - it really is hard feeling alone in regards to our pain 💙 thank you so much for watching and commenting!

[@LeannSerao]

I want to say several things, but dont don't want it to be a long read. 1. You are enough 2. It doesn’t get better, it just gets different 3.my heart breaks for you amd the pain you are in. I'll comment more later, but know you are loved

[@danielleault93]

Perfectly said!!!❤❤

[@amieerica]

Thank you Leann 💙 number 2 - EXACTLY .. I’ve always hated the “it’ll get easier” or “times heals..” I completely agree with you and feel like we just get stronger and become a little better equipped to handle the pain

[@LeannSerao]

@@amieerica 💗💗💗💗

[@Rawest26]

Sending love ❤

[@Itsjustmaria43]

Keep posting with no editing and we will shower you with as much support as we can from up far.

[@juliaruiz3551]

I missed watching your videos🙂

[@louisewarren6472]

I’m not feel bad for saying this, but friends don’t do friends like that. I hope in the future you will find real friends and I feel like here we are your real friends.!! get up every day honey and try to press through because I feel your pain!! if nothing else get on here and talk to us, honey. We will listen.

[@amieerica]

Thank you so much Louise 🤍

[@NotToday722]

Do you have a P.O. Box?

[@amieerica]

No, not at the moment