It’s so comforting to see you express the saddness. That’s human. This was your HOME! Be in tune with it. When we lost our home to a sewage flood, I was pushed quickly through the emotions. What helped was a quote saying “if it’s sad when it ends it was pretty great during”. Both excitement and saddness can coexist 😢
@annajoie7002 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful sentiment!! 👏🏼💜🥺
@ritwikadasgupta32972 жыл бұрын
This is gonna be so emotional Niki, we’ve watched you and your music grow out of this apartment but can’t wait for your new journey ❤
@roennmiller90102 жыл бұрын
its impressive that you understand the greiving process because you are grieving. I think you are doing so well and Im so proud of you girlie! You have an army of support and we are all here for you! We love you and are so excited to begin this chapter with you! Ily!
@marisaGDoliveira2 жыл бұрын
Niki, it was not just a closet .. it was a portal for all magic worlds ✨ .. for personal and collective healing. Thank you for everything u’ve inspired for all of us ❤️
@laurencolangelo28662 жыл бұрын
Like you said you have done so so much growth in that apartment but just imagine how much more growth you’ll go through in your new house! ~growth can also sometimes feel like loss~
@meghanmcdermott49222 жыл бұрын
You do a really beautiful job at stopping to actually feel your full scale of emotions and I really admire that. Congrats on this beautiful new chapter you have worked so hard for!
@B_xxxxx2 жыл бұрын
We’ve watched you grow as a person and you’ll continue to grow in your new house. You’ll make better memories in your new house and I’m so excited to see you excited and when you smile that makes me smile! I’m so proud of you! You’re an icon, Niki, we love you! ❤
@ashleyacosta21522 жыл бұрын
Sometimes when you go through a transition and big changes in life, your environment has to change with you- to give you more room to grow and explore yourself in another chapter.
@martinklovesariana2 жыл бұрын
this era will be slaying nikiiiii
@wsol31342 жыл бұрын
that made me so emotional, i remembered my childhood house that i still dream about, there was a good memory and bad too but i still missing everything.
@josiekateb2 жыл бұрын
im so grateful for this video today, niki. its just been a really stressful day today, and this turned it all around! we love you, and your true supporters dont care if you are sad bc that's just human. you just may the only one that you see out of all the ppl around you that is brave enough to express it! wishing all the best for you xxx
@caitlynknight4852 жыл бұрын
Girlllllllll I’m so proud of you of how far you came. This is the chapter in your life is just starting so sit back and relax because this is going to be a crazy ride. You deserve this queen because you been through a lot and I love that old era can’t believe that I said old but you know what I mean.
@JoannaRoseline2 жыл бұрын
Going through major changes in my life, it’s so comforting watching you do the same and be emo but excited about everything. I feel so empowered by you, thanks Niki ❤
@B_xxxxx2 жыл бұрын
Whatever you ever go through just know everyone’s there for you! Good luck Niki ❤
@cierra162 жыл бұрын
I’m so excited for this new chapter you’re entering!💜
@corinarose_2 жыл бұрын
The era of you moving into this house and filming videos in your closet is when I fell in love with your content. I finally discovered you as this incredible editor and youtuber and singer. I am so happy that you and gabby are on good terms with each other and that you get to start a new chapter of your life.
@lmg71792 жыл бұрын
Its not the closet people are attached to niki, its YOU!! You have a whole ass house girl!!! Dont be sad you're leaving something that can never truly be yours. Better times ahead!
@TheTenchii2 жыл бұрын
You saying youve been living in a transition for a long time, its time for a new chapter - thats the feeling i've been having, you explained it perfectly.... You are going to be okay, trust that process.
@JessicaNavarroOfficial2 жыл бұрын
Congrats on the new house, Niki! It's so beautiful!!! 🖤 Let yourself feel, there's no shame in crying and it's super normal when you're letting go of something *in this case, a place* that you love. xo
@yasmink3772 жыл бұрын
i started watching your channel in this apartment, its sad to see it go but im so excited to see you thriving in a new era, love you niki🤍
@kaseybeem2 жыл бұрын
the most relatable and real youtuber i watch.
@KamrynDuke2 жыл бұрын
So excited for your new chapter and to see the memories you make in this house 🥹🖤
@jxlietmarie80982 жыл бұрын
Although it’s sad to leave your apartment, it’s gonna be so exciting to decorate a new and bigger space as your own forever home.
@suzievargas8412 жыл бұрын
I’m literally crying right now I remember when you first moved into that apartment and now your leaving it it’s so crazy you’ve grown so much Niki we are all so fucking proud of you u have no idea your kicking ass girl it’s gonna feel all weird and different but just imagine the growth and the change your gonna have in this next chapter we are all excited to see what’s next love you Niki ❤
@hookedandhemmed2 жыл бұрын
I was happy to move out of my apartment but it definitely took some time for my house to feel like my home. We had a lot of work to do cuz it was a fixer upper. But it's been six months and it finally feels homey. It's definitely a weird feeling when you know you wanna move but the transition is a lot.
@cielasouzaf2 жыл бұрын
Niki, i am so happy for u, even though it must be hard to close a cycle, i am sure that this new phase of your life is gonna be awesome!!!!❤🇧🇷
@sarahkayjay_2 жыл бұрын
I am so happy for you Niki and this huge milestone! You're entering a new era and you're going to rock it 💚🖤 I can't wait to follow along on these vlogs and see what you do with your new space 😍 feel all those feels girl, as a taurus myself, it's so hard to change and move but we need that transition sometimes and this is your time 💚☺
@laurenchat2 жыл бұрын
Your so successful for being in ur 20s you deserve everything good in life, I been watching y’all sense I was 13 I can’t believe u built a house of ur dreams congrats
@rebeccamcauley45472 жыл бұрын
Delighted to have another home-based vlog so soon you are treating us lately Niki. Enjoying this new series! Brilliant as ever! This is so fortunate looking forward to this Brilliant space 🧡💫
@irisbraden2 жыл бұрын
My parents have been divorced for 4 years and I have gotten used to them living a couple blocks down from each other. My mom is currently pregnant with her bf’s child and we are moving about 35-40 minutes away. I’ll still be able to see my dad the same amount I’ll see my mom but I feel like everything is being taken away from me that I love. Seeing you go through similar change to mine helps me so much. I try talking to people but they just don’t truly understand what it feels like. So if you’re ever feeling down just know you help and impact so many peoples lives in many ways all the time. I love you Niki❤️
@elizabethpowell70512 жыл бұрын
holy shit!! i love the new closet and this new era. take your time and take care of yourself niki
@teryn79042 жыл бұрын
These emotions reminded me of how I felt when I moved out of my parents house to live with my boyfriend. But now I'm never happier living with my boyfriend now. Moving and the emotions that come with it is so sad, but really worth it in the end.
@marisol7772 жыл бұрын
How you express your emotions and keep it so real is so comforting. I see your growth and I understand and feel your attachment to things 😭 a lot has changed in my life recently to this really helped. You got this and I’m proud of your growth may this new chapter bring you happiness
@Shelbyann19972 жыл бұрын
This is such a bitter sweet vlog! I loved how you went and accepted every emotion with moving. Change is so hard sometimes but its how we learn to grow💖 I'm 25 and pregnant with my first child due in February (its a 💝girl) so my whole life is changing but I know its for the better💫💛
@chloemorrison23432 жыл бұрын
Very excited to see what you do with your new home! It's gonna be a scary and amazing journey
@kennidysteele5952 жыл бұрын
niki i have watched you for a very long time now and to see you grow up is so special and deserve the world and more and i hope you love your next chapter.
@arikas_designs232 жыл бұрын
Niki, I love these videos. I started getting into you're videos when you moved into this apartment and watched every single video since then! I wish I had a closet room I could escape to. I just have a colorful basement room to escape to. I honestly need a closet room because I have so many clothes it's not even funny. I love you're videos Niki!
@rmannayr21292 жыл бұрын
CONGRATS ON YOUR NEW HOUSE NIKI!
@lucindacarrasco61072 жыл бұрын
I can relate to this feeling 100%It's been 1 year since I left my mobile home and moved into my new home!It took me awhile to get use to my house.(Even though it's way better!)The change was hard for me!
@kittyrodriguez71792 жыл бұрын
Aww, I totally get it!! Happy/ sad tears. This is a big change and this home has been so good to you. Excited for this new chapter and the new look you’ll have 🥰🥰🥰happy for you!!💕
@ellentorres711 Жыл бұрын
@ 5:45 through @ 5:55 so deep what you said. I loved it❤ I get the same way every time I have to move. The space will always exist in your heart, in your memories, in your photos and in your KZbin videos we can always go back and relive those memories & even though it makes us melancholic just be excited for new memories you will make in your brand new home you have worked so hard for!!❤️❤️🙌🏼🫶✨
@kelseybickimer2 жыл бұрын
Cried right along with you! Thank you for sharing your emotions, it was your home - - love seeing you grow. Can't wait to see the new home!
@claudiastokic15862 жыл бұрын
i love how real this is and how real you are, thank you for always sharing
@theshadyhipster72052 жыл бұрын
tbh I enjoy you being this vulnerable showing that its hard to go through change. I appreciate it a lot. I agree its hard seeing you move the closet you've been through so much and the next chapter is going to be so much better than this one. I love this :3 thank you for making a space on the internet to express yourself
@ambrehello2 жыл бұрын
hi niki, thank u for sharing ur emotions w us. honestly kinda sad too because the closet videos were my absolute favorite videos and the vibe was so comforting there but i’m so excited for this new chapter for u! love u 🤍
@emilyjane77272 жыл бұрын
think positive about the bad memories that had happened in the apartment and not the new house, this new house was the change you needed, full of positive vibes, and this house will make you become the best version of yourself and in a place that holds no bad memories
@britt80992 жыл бұрын
Honestly I love this, this is how I felt when moving cross country I was sooo sad leaving but sooo excited to leave
@CourtneyRhodes132 жыл бұрын
It is very inspiring to see you express your emotions. It takes a strong person to show your emotions in front of people let alone millions.💙
@vevegirl232 жыл бұрын
It's so amazing to see you express how you actually feel in these vlogs, it is what makes you human and yes we have watched you go through phases and change. But it's all for the better and think of it this way your gonna have more space to put things and be hopefully less messy and more organized. although I am sad to say goodbye to this apartment for good I am excited about this brand new chapter and I can't wait to see what comes next I'm so excited for this new journey that we are gonna have together as always ilysm! your number one fan VeVe!
@elisariosproductions2 жыл бұрын
Niki you got me crying over the screen but I’m really proud of you of how much you’ve grown and making all these changes changes that are going to be really hard to do but you’re doing it and I’m proud of you❤
@elisazouza2 жыл бұрын
im exciteddd to see the aesthetics of your new place!!!
@lavenderandchaos2 жыл бұрын
I don’t think it’s a Taurus thing, as much as it’s just your personality. Change is scary, I cried when I moved out of my apartment too and into a house. It was the first apartment I had after getting into recovery and owning a home is intimidating as hell. It’s okay to mourn the space that was yours for all these years, where you made all these memories, and went through a lot of stuff in. I’m so incredibly proud of you though 🤍
@AnthonysRockinWorld2 жыл бұрын
I hope the new place you're at you had the best time ever!
@audry4442 жыл бұрын
GURLL IM SO PROUD OF YOU n also im ditching world cup to watch ur video
@CedeJacobs2 жыл бұрын
growth looks so good on u boo 🤎 cheers to making new memories in ur new home 🥂
@rebeccamcauley45472 жыл бұрын
Completely agree with you there ✨️🧡
@kirarentz84022 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you niki you have come so far in this journey its you as a youtuber I feel personally connected to not the closet you
@sloanefield67412 жыл бұрын
I’m SO emotional every single time I move, especially for me these past couple of years while I’m in college I’ve been grappling with feeling settled. Seeing you talk about the emotional part of everything and sharing your struggles too makes me feel so seen! Moving is exciting but also crazy and depressing for people like us who definitely identify as homebodies and you just get it!! + Colleen Ballinger has been moving too and sharing in a lot of your feelings, if you need a little extra emotional support she also totally gets it. Sending you all the good vibes on this new journey!! 💕
@princesalopez.2 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for youu 🎉 congratulations on the new house I can’t wait to see what you do with it 😊 I’m ready for this new era of your life I’ve been watching for so many years now
@ariakatherine13912 жыл бұрын
i am so proud of u niki
@Booksandtaylor132 жыл бұрын
I will definitely miss the apartment but I’m so pumped for your new house. 🤍
@TheHaleyHernandez2 жыл бұрын
You are incredible girl. It’s ok to cry and be sensitive and just let yourself feel the motions. I am the same exact way tbh 💕
@annajoie7002 жыл бұрын
I can absolutely relate to all your emotions and seeing you express them was so beautiful and cathartic! Light and peace to you on your new journey!! 💜🥺🙏🏼
@irisbraden2 жыл бұрын
I love you Niki! You are amazing and make me smile!❤️
@michelleandtim3542 жыл бұрын
So many of us experienced our tower card moments over the past few years. It’s uphill from here. You got this!
@pm_foxie_92922 жыл бұрын
I can’t wait for this journey you’re so so amazing and this is going g to be amazing for you and you’re so amazing so beautiful and so so strong we love you ❤ I’ve watched you for year and years and years seeing you grow into this amazing beautiful person is the best we love you
@samiprettteyes2 жыл бұрын
I’m so excited for your next chapter . I’m literally crying because I’m thinking about moving out because I want feel independent.
@SuperAbbie182 жыл бұрын
We watched you leave the apartment and now seeing you in a new one it's gonna make so many memories
@haileybloxham72342 жыл бұрын
Ahhh yes I have been following you since the orange hair era😭😔 I'm gonna miss that place even though I was never there but I hope this new place starts a new chapter a d I hope it's a good one for you
@aeishabrown2 жыл бұрын
Love this journey for you Niki, I can’t wait to see how this journey progresses❤p.s the new house looks amazing!😍
@goflou2 жыл бұрын
I kinda wish I ran into this vlog a couple of days later so it wouldn't be so long until the next one 😭 Loving your channel lately Niki
@elizabethglenn6952 жыл бұрын
Moving is so hard, and people dont talk about this enough. I mean its your home, your homeostasis is being uprooted. It is unsettling and takes time to acclimate! Its okay honey, go through the emotions, its normal!!! Love u niki! ❤
@minadomalewski96032 жыл бұрын
I’ve moved from New Jersey to North Carolina and it was the hardest thing I’ve done. but it gets better ❤
@kerribowen1842 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your new house Niki ! So happy for you and how far you have come 😢❤❤❤❤
@Kikisop2 жыл бұрын
I love you Niki, I wish you a amazing start in your new 🏡 💕
@amandagerr9572 жыл бұрын
Niki is the only person that can turn moving into a NEWWWW house into something sad. 🫠
@StellaRose.2 жыл бұрын
You didn’t understand her at all.
@zookie28062 жыл бұрын
I agree…. So sad moving from her own apartment to her own house. Im all for KZbinrs showing their houses and us viewers living “vicariously” thru them but don’t make a clickbait title about being sad when probably more than half the commenters on here don’t live in their own house let alone own one. Kinda sorta tone deafy. Can we also stop talking in the third person?
@amandagerr9572 жыл бұрын
@@StellaRose. I do understand but she’s doing to much! It’s like she has to be negative about everything lol. She could get proposed to and she’ll be like I’m crying because I miss being single 🫠💀
@amandagerr9572 жыл бұрын
@@zookie2806 ‼️‼️‼️
@StellaRose.2 жыл бұрын
@@amandagerr957 this generation is too sensitive/ gets too offended also sucks, Yea you for sure didn’t understand her at all lol I would be crying too because of the memories of the apartment.
@devynn.m2 жыл бұрын
Love you so much, im so proud of you!
@elisazouza2 жыл бұрын
the forest green bed omg I NEEEED ITTTT also feel like adding green earthy elements will suit you but also moon stuff !!!!!
@navkaurx2 жыл бұрын
Hey Niki!!! I’ve never commented on your videos but you feel like a bigger sister to me. This will be a new and exciting chapter of your life. It will only get better!! ❤ every change is challenging
@kassiestahl41592 жыл бұрын
You m so excited to see this new chapter and am also so sad to see you leave the apartment. I also totally feel like something happened this year because I feel like there has been so much change in everyone’s lives this year. I love you niki❤
@Rachthepisces2 жыл бұрын
Seeing you in camo is a 2017 throw back 🥺🥺🥺💙💙💙 Also the new closet will be beautiful and gorgeous, I just know it!
@taylorbottomly2 жыл бұрын
i’m rly gonna miss seeing u vlog in the old closet but i’m super excited to see the makeover for ur new one and all of the memories u will make in that one 🥲
@megandozier29342 жыл бұрын
So proud of you niki!!! ❤️❤️
@officiaMarysa2 жыл бұрын
baby girl i am so happy for you and sad and happy for you at the same time change yes you might not like it but it always a good things just keep your head up and stay strong you got this Niki #newnikicomesoon
@bella710212 жыл бұрын
we are so proud of you enjoy your pretty new home
@Shelby_World2 жыл бұрын
Love you so much Niki. Thank you so much for being so real on your channel. 🧡❤️
@nerdysophie182 жыл бұрын
We are so proud of you Niki for growing and I know it might not be easy but your so strong and so many wonderful things are going to come your way ❤
@aferfera2 жыл бұрын
if you’re looking at it like “I became the woman i’m supposed to be in this apartment”, also look at it like “now I can explore this newfound womanhood in my brand new home”.
@lianaotten1822 жыл бұрын
I love how much you loved this apartment. Came a long way
@marionanndickson41552 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your new house Niki, it’s absolutely gorgeous. You’ve genuinely worked your ass off for things like this in life so you deserve it all, you’ll be so busy with your new stage in life that you’ll be fine. So excited for you, moving on can be hard but it’s normal to move onto new stages in life.😊💚💛🧡
@Pompanojavi2 жыл бұрын
I feel like we would be SUCH good friends 😩 we’re both so emotional and sentimental. I love crying
@belieberfromnyc2 жыл бұрын
I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE UPCOMING VLOGSSSSSSSSS!!!!!
@princess_bratty_savage212 жыл бұрын
I’m so excited for the new vibes in this house niki💙💙💙
@tragically.rachel2 жыл бұрын
The apartment was the base of where many changes happened... But that's not to say they are done yet! This new house will bring its own life milestones, 2023 will be an exciting year for you I bet!!
@xeniacourtneyplecerda29502 жыл бұрын
OMG I started crying when Niki started watering up. During pandemic your vlogs was I always look up to every week and to leave the apartment where I started watching youuuu grrrrr its heartbreaking☹☹☹
@VickyyTran2 жыл бұрын
Never clicked so fast. So proud of u Niki!
@nadia99382 жыл бұрын
Its is sad that your leaving your appartment but you are going to start a new chapter and that's exciting you moving a new house. Beautiful girl. I am proud of you moving and get though it. Sending lots of love from nz. The memory,s will stay with you forever. Sending lots of love from nz. Congratulations on your new house I am so happy to you. 🤗❤
@AnthonysRockinWorld2 жыл бұрын
I love that you said here's to adulting and then suddenly your music video pops up! It's a pregame going tonight! lol
@shaemondell18272 жыл бұрын
Your new journey awaits you on your spiritual path it's all about undoing and letting go of those layers u will always have the memories niki embrace what's coming for you and let go what u no longer need 🥰🥰🥰may peace be thy journey luv and light niki 🥰🥰🥰
@tiffany88152 жыл бұрын
You straight up look like a Kardashian with this hair & I'm living for it!!!!
@PlanetaVenusPodcast2 жыл бұрын
im moving as well from my old apartment to my new one and i understand this so much😭💖