I’m not okay. (Sorry for the sadness) 😩

[@RevisionWithEve]

omg so i've been off my phone all day, been feeling so anxious and worried and stressed and upset, i think we are all feeling it today - see you tomorrow my love we will SMASH this x

[@raphaelchinwuko4243]

1). I think you’re just being human, having these sorts of feelings. 2). This video makes COMPLETE sense. 3). In my opinion, it helps SO much vocalising these feelings of anxiety. Saying it out makes it not as big an issue as you think it might be. 4). You’re amazing and your videos/endeavours are inspiring - you’re actually making a positive difference in people’s lives. So, if anyone feels like having a laugh (about God knows what🤷🏾‍♂️ ), they can buzz off! 😊 pay no attention to the negativity!❤️ All the best in your final year Vee❤️👊🏾

[@hry6690]

Preach! 😩🙏🏾

[@TheFlowerGirl77]

Ok lovely, it’s time for me to be a Mama. You are an AMAZING young lady who MANY MANY people have had nothing but positive feelings created by when you are being your authentic self, THE MOST. Young people, no matter what university they attend, are often immature and jealous of what they, themselves don’t have in their character. You are positive, optimistic, super hard working, kindhearted, very, very keen to help others (my little girl is testament to that, I promise. You made her life tremendously better just by being kind and she adores you and loves, loves, loves seeing your smile!), gentle, considerate, and focused on helping to change the world. MANY of those “haters” act that way because they are not all or any of those things and rather than try to find a means to improve themselves, they choose instead to try to bring others down. It’s a very immature and selfish way to act, and it will only ever serve to make them feel even worse about themselves, never better. It’s ok to want to be “normal,” and “unnoticed,” and even though these “haters” act like you aren’t either of those, I promise you, in this magnificent world of over 7.4 billion people, you are absolutely “normal,” and are worthy of being “noticed,” because you are changing the world. Let’s see those “haters” try to do the same. Who you are and what you stand for should only ever be about you, not for the sake of someone else, not for the sake of even us, but for you - be happy to be yourself and that positivity and energy and enthusiasm will not just become infectious to those of us on the outside, but will continue to open doors for you that those “haters,” will NEVER have! You came from some extremely normal but even trying conditions to gain a place on that Access course by being yourself. You then went on to get that place at the full uni by being yourself. You then created an amazing platform for helping others by being yourself. You sought and were accepted into that internship by being yourself. You put together some exceptional access opportunities to even more underrepresented individuals by being yourself and you were AMAZING at doing it to such an extent that people are STILL talking about with nothing but positivity. And now you are about to complete an undergraduate degree in the field you are passionate for, by being yourself. Vee, you don’t have to be happy all the time. You don’t have to be super excited all the time. It is quite ok to feel blue and anxious and worried and - human. Of course. You don’t need to apologise for having real feelings and you don’t have to justify yourself to those who wish to tear you down either. By being yourself your success rate, so far, is 100%, and those are pretty amazing statistics! Cry, be upset, feel hurt, feel angry, take time to just be alone with your own thoughts - whatever you need to do, if it is what you are feeling in the moment, you don’t have to have us “permit” you to feel like every human being feels. Then, when you feel ready, get back on that super amazing positive outlook and be yourself - your true self - and let those “haters,” keep feeling bad about themselves because you have things to do, goals to achieve and lives to touch and they can suck it! We love you dearly. You are a wonderful young woman who isn’t afraid to speak her mind. That is the sign of a true leader and Vee - you were born to lead and even if there are failures along the way - welcome to the club of successful people all around the world! Failure is just a deep part of what gets us to success, but never holds us back! Ask Bill Gates, ask Oprah, ask Ellen, ask Barack Obama, ask your good friend Malala, they’ll tell you they failed so many times and how doubts about themselves so many times and were ready to give up many, many times yet - well, they are Bill Gates, Oprah, Ellen, Barack Obama and yes, even though she is young and is carrying A LOT on her shoulders (I mean A LOT), Malala. We love you gorgeous young lady! Makeup, no makeup, wig, no wig. None of us who truly believe in you care. We care about you because you are genuine and that - that is the most beautiful characteristic you possess above all else and you will be successful because you are you. I promise. With Great Adoration and Belief, Rose 🌹 and Ariadne

[@sarahrxssell]

Rose Richardson I love this! ❤️

[@amela6692]

kind words do make a difference thank you ✨

[@itsbabyjj6263]

So beautifully said ❤️👏🏾 People like you make the world a better place!

[@katieboyle8085]

Absolutely wonderfully said. So happy for people like you!

[@KaelynGraceApple]

If you ever need a friend at Oxford, I just moved here from the U.S.and am feeling anxious about this year as well

[@xaira6863]

you came to us wiggless and makupless, but sis YOU ARE STILL GORGEOUS ! but the feeling of anxiety in terms of going back to Oxford ( obviously for a different reason). Sis at the end of the day, other people's opinions aren't going to get YOU into SECURING THAT BAG. there are so many people that love you and what your channel has done. ;D

[@rosii6432]

you know what vee, the greatest lessons i learned in life is when i was by myself and reflects in my mind. This is your life vee, do not care about what people say, you are beautiful, ambotious, black woman. People who make fun of you are not worht your time, dont car eabout them. Be yourself, chase your career, and remember that ist your life and do the best of it, you only have yourself in the end of the day. Your youtube is a brand and can open op major doors for you, keep going, you got thiss!!! You are really inspirirng and people look up to you. Sorry for my spelling just needed to get this out, cause you are so amazing

[@ebieeve]

👏👏👏

[@hermelagebremedhin4301]

Rose This needs to be pinned

[@charchar1300]

Don't apologise, for your appearance, your emotions, when you upload, how you upload, we are all here for your authentic self, you will slay this final year, people who make fun of don't have an ounce of integrity or drive that you do, you will better them all and come out on top ♥️👏💪

[@elifsu4450]

your energy and positivity has made so many of my days, please don't let go of ur cheerful and beautiful personality for the sake of others. you're precious

[@misstadiwa2011]

Aww, you're such an amazing person and you have such a lovely personality. So many of us love watching your content because it's amazing, you're amazing! I feel like some people will always have something to say and you can't stop them, but what's super important is being true to yourself and your character and keeping your peace. I love you so much, you are so inspiring and I am definitely sending lots of love and light your way. I hope you have a fantastic final year and you continue to flourish because you deserve the best and only the best.✨✨✨

[@Carolina-zl3qq]

You don't need to apologize for your feelings ❤️ you are amazing and you can get through this!

[@Oddolive8]

Hey Vee, I totally understand where you’re coming from. I deal with severe social anxiety and it can be hindering sometimes especially when 90% of the time it is just u and ur self consciousness and not anyone else. Just know this, your videos have helped me a great deal and seeing ur character and personality, I wish I could meet you and be your friend because you’re just a super awesome person! And also don’t be afraid to be yourself and go for what you want! At the end of the day, you live your life for you and the people who truly care about you will stick with you. Honestly, I’m sure your friends love you and everyone here loves you. And remember you worked super hard to get where u are right now. I pray you have a great last year at Oxford ❤️❤️

[@reetaa261]

You are an amazing human being! Your positive energy is so strong, that it even radiates to your viewers 💖 I know its easier said then done, but please don't listen to those people that talk about you behind your back, they don't see this amazing personality of yours which is a true gift ✨ I really hope you have an amazing third year that bring you peace, prosperity and happiness 💞. (P. S. I've just started uni and I'm a complete emotional wreck 😣) Also for a side note, your skin is fabulous and I love how real you are! 😍

[@reetaa261]

@@drveekativhu Love you moreee 💘💘💝💖

[@_mapIe_]

I want to give you a virtual hug from here 💛. Your channel has brought me many joys and grins and laugh and motivation and everything. Watching your videos just make me happy and motivated, but I'm sad that one of my sources of happiness, your youtube channel, got made fun of by your peers. Just know Vee, that you have all of Vee's fam in your back. And there are lots of people that adore and love you 🤗💛. And also, that I'll virtually tackle those people that make you sad to the ground 😡😡💛. One sunflower to make your day 🌻:DD.

[@xxxAnnieROXxxx]

it be like that sometimes b, but I'm so glad you shared how you're feeling. It's scary sometimes to admit that we don't feel our best, but there is bravery and strength in being soft. The good news and the bad news is that other people are out of your control. You've got a warmth and kindness in you that is so special, and a community that backs you HARD CORE. Let yourself feel what you need to feel, and be kind to yourself. You're not alone! Lots of love always xxx

[@ilhankadir4149]

Your prayer at the end really got to me and you seem like you are a very kind soul. I really hope you have a great final year because I really do understand the struggle of finding genuine friends at Uni. I also hope that you don't hold on to peoples negative comments, and I know it's soo much easier said than done, but at the end of the day the only thing that matters is what the people closest to you think and they will always be supporting you, especially when you're building yourself up doing something like youtube. I really hope you're able to establish a friend group of people who love and support you unconditionally, and you continue posting videos and growing your channel, because the people who laugh at you now will be the same people that claim to be your friend once you're successful. Sending much love 💕💕💕

[@Lovedomi]

You're so sweet, thank you for being very authentic and genuine. You're not alone, and we totally understand you. I believe in you, and you should believe in you too! I understand you so much, I've just started uni and planned on re-inventing myself to be the cool calm kid, but every time the energetic/overly friendly and outgoing girl always seems to come out. I guess that's a sign for us to just be ourselves, huh?😊. Love youuu 💗

[@Jemmifit]

Also LOL. When you said let’s pray everyone close your eyes the way I closed by eyes so quick 😂 AMEN! This will be a good year ❤️

[@natalielaurenciakipuw1015]

Aww dear Vee...YOU ARE OK 😘...JUST KEEP BEING YOU girl and remember that this all will pass too sending you my warmest hug

[@mldw6071]

hello vee, i'm a big fan of your precious soul! i understand that feeling when people around you makes fun of you. it SUUUUUUCKKSSSS. even tho it's kinda normalized but STILL. i hope you'll find someone who would appreciate your posts since your posts saved my ass in uni dkjflkajflaf lots lof love!

[@louisebazelaire1406]

You are such an amazing woman Vee ! Doesn't matter if you not everyones cup of tea. They are missing out, you don't :-) ! And thank you for the motivation, the great energy you are sharing, so much appreciated ! You rock !

[@Jemmifit]

I completely understand this girl. But I can relate to this and my 9-5 job. The best thing you can do, is just tell yourself that you’re great and TRY not to care. But I understand. You’re human and this is a normal reaction. But just be your authentic self and you will attract the right people for you ❤️

[@gatiuppal]

We are always here for you !!! You will make the best memories in your last year and everyone around you believes in you 💕🥺 Ly

[@itsbabyjj6263]

Vee you are honestly the most pure hearted an amazing person, you don’t know how much you inspire me. You are phenomenal and I am so happy to see a real, genuine KZbinr who is truly great and will influence the world in a positive way. Your godly and your positive energy just spills from the screen and lights up the life of all the people who watch you. You make me so happy and excited about life. The qualities you possess as a person is so beautiful and touching that it doesn’t matter what any hater can try and say. They can never bring you down. They can never be you and will remain in their nasty ugly personality 🤢 ...while you keep shining and spreading your positivity!!! Love you so much. The whole world supports you 💞💞💞

[@tishaaupindi]

The people that love you in this world,(your KZbin family),are more compared to the people who make fun off you. People who make fun of you are just projecting how insecure they are about themselves.It absolutely takes a whole lot of courage to do what you are doing and you should be super proud of yourself. Only you can decide how your final year should be,don't let people's mean comments define you.💖

[@Kittykatgoroar4]

Oh Vee i get you 100%, its so hard to deal with people having negative thoughts about you - regardless of how much self love you have. You can do this, and you are *changing* lives.

[@tanyachimbwanda4948]

Aaaawwww Veeeeee, sending you lots of love and support ❤️ You are brilliant and theres nothing anyone can say to take that away from you. Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable with us.

[@eve8372]

We all love and support you! 🙏❤️ Thank you for opening up and being so honest about how you feel! If people judge you for your KZbin videos then they don't know you, you're such a kind, generous, positive, outgoing person and even though I've only ever seen you on my phone screen I feel like you're family too x Stay strong Vee 🤗 ♥️ ( also I can't wait for your video with Eve!)

[@hry6690]

Hi Vee. Thanks for sharing this with us. Firstly, it's okay to feel that way, but pleaseee don't let those thoughts and the opion of others make you stop being who you are. You are a real inspiration for many young people like myself, and it would be so unfair that you stop being an inspiration just because of some people's perception! Wish you the best 🙏🏾😊

[@lubnaxo1414]

Sis you're the baddest!! Don't allow these people to shrink you! They want to be you and they are projecting their insecurities on you and want to put you down so you're not your happy and authentic self. You be you and think in a year this won't matter and you don't want to regret putting youtube on hold for their petty opions. You're a Queen so own it sis! 💖💖

[@JA-jx9uk]

You are so amazing and it breaks my heart that people have done this to you. But even if it happens again, there will be some people who will stick by u and those r ur true friends and the only ones u shld care abt. Ik it's hard tho♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️but ur strong remember xxx

[@maevemulchrone8000]

You are amazing, totally naturally to feel like this but you are going to get through this! 💛💛💛

[@yourfave31]

You are fearfully and wonderfully made, Vee. Your personality is that way for a reason. You have no idea how many people’s days you have made brighter just by being the bubbly you that you are. Your purpose is so great and the calling that God has put on your life too. You can’t let fear of man - what people would think or say about you - stop you from being yourself. In my opinion, we need more people like you. The world is such a dark place and it’s so refreshing to watch your videos because it’s filled with positivity. I just pray that your final year goes amazingly and you secure a 1st degree!! You’ve got this, God is with you.

[@naa_saka]

Hope you feel better. God will help you, I will pray for you. I felt the same way when I went to yr 9. I felt the same pressure. You can do it, I believe in you now, you need to believe in yourself. Love you and thank you for all your videos and do what you want to do, be you.❤😊

[@sarahleanne2839]

Vee. You are literally sunshine in human form. You are such a cool person. Anyone who wants to make fun of you isn't worth a dime, honestly. Thank you for sharing though. It helps to see someone as confident and as cool as you still worries about these things too. Nobody ever talks about it xxx - here's to a fantastic final year! x

[@nokwandamundoza983]

💕 You’re the most inspiring you tuber I’ve watched. Your courage and personality is such an energy the world needs. You inspired me to start my own channel. People talk but they’ll never be on your same level. You’re made to do this by God and he’s the only person to judge. Keep the energy it’s amazing. Big up to my Zim girl 🇿🇼💕

[@liamiller6665]

I feel u, trust me, it gets better. Always put your mental health first. I love u, we love u 💖

[@uju4615]

Be Anxious for Nothing Vee...... wishing you a very successful 3rd year.

[@morayoofficial8281]

Praying for you 🤗🥰🥰you’ll crush itttt

[@nadine6680]

Vee i hope you have an amazing year!! Whatever happens never forget who your real friends are and please always be yourself. I've once tried to be somebody that I'm not because I'm this shy and quiet person... but being someone i was not just made me feel weird, uncomfortable and unhappy with myself. You will attract the people that are meant to be in your life. So keep doing you ❤❤❤ I'm happy you shared this because i can relate to most of what is being said in the video. Have an amazing year and stay true to yourself 💕💕 you are amazing. So glad I'm part of your KZbin fam ❤

[@sarah.93.31]

No one but you decides how you feel. Period. No one has that power, only you. Much love to you Vee. Have the best 3rd year eva!! ❤️✌🏻

[@VictoriaTunmishay]

I relate with this sm❤️ 2nd year was also AWFUL, then deleted most of my videos and now post once in 20 yrs lol 😆

[@luciatejedornieto3932]

Don't worry we are with you and I am completely sure you'll nail your final year ❤️❤️

[@sophiehindman8123]

I've never seen a youtuber ask their audience to pray for them before but I was so happy when you spontaneously did it. I prayed with you

[@dionnetakudzwachasi2110]

You are amazing , dont let anyone make you think otherwise...YOU ROCK!!

[@stella9caro7]

They should be greatful for what they have and focus on their own career. I hope and pray that things will get better for you. I'm sure your real friends will also have your back during your final year and please try to still have a great time. Don't change for anyone. And it's amazing that you put out this video despite it being more of a private issue and showing such vulnerability. If anyone actually watches this and then thinks it's fun to bully you in anyway: sorry but you don't belong in Oxford. In fact you don't even deserve to consider yourself an adult because it's just utterly disgraceful to make fun of someone who openly tells you (even if it's just through a video) that they are hurting due to YOUR actions.

[@isobelcookic]

i'm sorry u have to go through this shit - hope it gets easier and that people realise how pointless and immature it is to make comments about your social media x

[@thamsanqafikelephi1656]

I don't know you personally, but this video got me 😭💔

[@annadowns3262]

Honestly we are all feeling the same! Third year is hard and scary. You are not alone!!!

[@annadowns3262]

@@drveekativhu thanks for uploading this!

[@Dan-ro4ly]

From a KZbin perspective you seem like my perfect friend ahahah ❤️

[@tempennys]

Your skin is gorgeous! And you don't need a wig girl! The anxiety is totally understandable. Just keep going, everyone is too busy worried about themselves. But I understand the self consciousness and the worry.

[@BuildItfromNirvana]

I'd be laughing all the way to the 30.9k followers who think you're outstanding! We love you Vee. Whoever has something to laugh about does not deserve to be blessed with your attention!

[@blessingogundipe9727]

I love this raw real talk in your feels type of video ❤I wish I could give you a hug and meet you in person.lots of love from London

[@blessingogundipe9727]

@@drveekativhu I would love that 💛

[@estefanibowen3536]

Be yourself! Have fun.

[@tom.cresswell]

I'm so annoyed at myself because i seem to be motivated to study the night before school and when the time comes i back down and make excuses for myself. I'm also struggling a little in my science classes and i wish i could do more because i want to do well. i'm so angry at myself.

[@PlanningNerd]

Oh, Vee, don't worry. It doesn't matter what random people think, you have your true friends, and you are very brave because it takes courage to do what you do on here. The people who make fun of you are not worth your time, energy and worry. xxx

[@elifsu4450]

I love u, please take care of yourself :( !

[@hasos5577]

You are you, I love it!!

[@jo0861]

If it’s any consolation, I’m not okay to.. but I hope you will feel better soon!

[@jo0861]

Vee Kativhu Update: I’m a dramatic 16 year old so I’m feeling better for now LOL

[@TheWaterCooler-1]

Darling, if people have opinions about your personality, then they clearly have their own insecurities about themselves and quite frankly, t not your issue. Yes of course it'll get to you but you will be doing yourself injustice if you're anything but yourself. I would love to have more friends like you who are positive and bubbly. You're nice. This is not a crime.

[@noname-ze9pe]

Hope you are doing great now ❤️

[@murugindungu5643]

You look lovely Vee.

[@shamika8055]

❤❤❤

[@loveiseverything003]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@ninthusiva7546]

There is only one eve, Eve Cornwell

[@musamalibob5646]

Can I come to help you

[@yohaangokhale4386]

You do you boo boo

[@TeeMakesBeatz]

Why would people say things about you 😢 that's annoying

[@diata7636]

You're much better wigless, it compliments better your face. It is going to be alright tho !

[@diata7636]

Dont mind them ! Do you Vee, do you !