I'm scared I'll lose the love of my life - Hey, Stranger! #2

[@mandyellis876]

Sarah’s father’s greatest gift to her is his absence! She is an absolutely phenomenal individual, no thanks to him! My experience was that my friend (the guy I thought I’d end up with) died in an accident whilst travelling overseas. We were 26 at the time and I was trying to get in touch with him after several years absence. I’d sent a letter to his next post restante, but he died before he got there. When someone dies, death is final and all hope is removed permanently. It’s very hard to make peace with it. Even now, 28 years later it can still be hard at times to accept what happened cannot be changed.

[@darcieturner5423]

Wow. This is the first time I've ever heard someone say the words I am a product of rape; besides myself. My father also happens to be a child molestor ironically. I think I will forever remember this moment, and appreciate it as the first time in my 43 years I've ever felt connected in such a way. Its strange, I never imagined I would hear another voice besides my own say those words. It feels less lonely xo

[@rustyshackleford2185]

Wow im a male and have also suffered like this im sorry you went thru that

[@emlcshares]

Crazy her dad was the district attorney and was super by the book “education, wealth, justice” I wonder if he ever paid for his crimes wtf wait I’m watching still and she just said he tried to touch his own daughter?!?!?! This is so messed up and she is still so kind, positive and forgiving

[@michaelhernon8163]

There's 2 sides to every story.

[@mekawwi]

She is a very smart, forgiving, tough and kind person. Respect

[@michaelhernon8163]

Take forgiving out & fake in .

[@aesopsinspiration]

Not sure why this was recommended, but WHY AM I SO LATE???! This is the channel/podcast I never knew I needed.

[@vergo7091]

At first I was like oh here comes another person who is afraid of love but when it went deep I got goosebumps. I really hope people afraid of love can over come this fear and find love again.❤️

[@stephaniem2743]

Sarah is such a beautiful person with a wonderful smile! Thank you, Sarah and Thoraya, for sharing these incredible stories.

[@alidapretorius5890]

This girl is special. Forgiving, kind, fun. I wish she would hear that it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all.

[@ashleyhendrick6456]

Sarah is such an angel.

[@Brdrswrld]

Sarah is such an amazing person. Introspective, thoughtful and able to find clarity and move on. I hope someday to find someone like her. She seems very down to earth and beautiful all in one. I hope she is able to find the relationship she deserves.

[@alexarivera3354]

I definitely want to know what happened!! Follow up needed

[@Juicyum]

This channel will absolutely reach its full potential

[@seandunn1128]

Remarkably healthy, both Sarah and the venue. Thank you for your talent and grace.

[@seandunn1128]

And, maybe, one day I will share my story if I meet you in the park. Grace and love survive but sometimes it's black and blue for a few years.

[@louiserichardson6272]

This was so refreshing and hopeful to watch. What a strong woman and a being of such light and love. I hope everything works out well for her and I am grateful to watch a video of someone who I aspire to be like mindset wise. Thanks you Thorya

[@leomarilyn4232]

Sarah its not your responsibility to parent your father, your mother Love and Grace for you and the Value of the human being you are today, all the beauty and joy your Mom devoted to you and not planting any kind of shame or harm about how you came to life and the result of the pregnancy your Mom survived and lost a sense of trust and I believe your right its in your DNA your Mom refused and rejected your father and he forced himself into her life yet he went on with his life not caring about the harm he did and any consequence to her or you, I don't know if the love of your mothers life was really the one and only true love for her but he was the only and the last choice that she had to share her heart with after he was long gone she had you to give all the love left in her to you, save yourself and please stay away from that man who had no right to be your father its natural that you cant connect with him because he knows what he did was criminal to both you and your mother you are the victims of your story he deserves nothing from you or your mother your mothers has had a heavy heart to love you regardless of how you came to be her child, He created that for you. Have you ever told him that you know the truth and what he tried to do to you. He's no good as a human in your life. Protect your heart sweet love, there is someone who will give you all the love you hope for he will love you more than you can imagine and should you have children they will get to know you as a women who loves and is loved

[@mekawwi]

I hope Sarah finds the right person and lives with him happily forever ❤

[@nyccowgirl1]

Her story is very similar to mine and her sharing her fear I realized is basically my fear. I just turned 50 and have known him for almost 20 years...still not sure what forces keep us apart. And while I have resigned myself to us probably not getting together in this life time (as part of me believes we have a twin flame journey), if I were to be completely honest with myself, like her mom, I want to believe that we'll end up together eventually. Wow, that was hard to just admit that to myself.

[@kikael3777]

"New world allstar" honey, it will changed your life forever. Twin flame journey is just The True spiritual journey and "getting" your other self is just cherry on the cake.

[@hellokitty-nl]

Same here. 22 years now. Weird how we seem unable to come together even though we are each other's Love of our Life .

[@sarah_haywood]

❤️🫶🏼❤️

[@lisac.kleckner3576]

You are amazing Thoraya. I just experienced you for the first time ever with this interview with Sarah on Facebook watch. Awesome. I am forever hooked!! You asked for a review on Apple, I logged in and found you but I don't see where to leave it?! 5 stars? I say 1000 STARS ARE YOU!!! Thank you for your heart, ears and soul and thank you beautiful Sarah as well.Blessings Always, Lis

[@raquellefloch5805]

I hope so much for Sarah! So courageous of her to share her truth as she did ! I hope she connects with the love of her life! Would love to see an update of her story.... to hear if all went well for her !!!!! She deserves it!

[@cherylbo888]

So sorry for the pain you've been through. You didn't deserve that. That you still want him in your life, even though he shown no remorse is very much daddy issues. I hope you heal from that, because you deserve more that this. Mom romanticized something that didn't happen. It's sometimes easier to stay away from the life you want afraid to actually have it and take the risk of losing it. It's loving what you can't have, because you are afraid of rejection so you do it first. It's tought but it needs more self love first❤❤❤

[@ramseyisidrotaitanohermal3687]

I have seen a few of your videos. That is interesting. The work and effort you embrace, to encourage people to come out with the stories of almost everyones past wether it is good or bad, special or horrific, amazing or traumatic. This work that you do is absolutely incredible. 92% of people world wide wont even open up about what brought them to where they are standing today. Some are failures some are heart breaks. And what i tell others also is that there is no greater teacher than failure. If you possibly can, make it out here in the pacific on the marianas island of Guam🇬🇺 and do what you do up there.

[@laelladickerson5905]

Wow much more forgiving than me. Definitely update us when possible

[@ItsJordiee]

I love this so much ! It’s so beautiful to hear all these stories. How the is so much behind one question. It goes deep. I appreciate it & I am obsessed. Keep doing what you’re doing !

[@Nicole-yk4bu]

WAITING FOR THE FOLLOW UP🤣

[@ggukie2600]

Thank you for also putting the english subtitles.This is the kind of contents that I really need xx

[@Celeste-in-Oz]

Wow their stories are so fascinating! Thank you for sharing. Talk about star-crossed love 😢

[@randallsmerna384]

The DA sexually assaulted his own daughter and he's the DA? WTF?

[@maarjalueck7145]

Follow up plzzzzz. I was listening to the podcast and had to come over to KZbin just to ask for a follow up.

[@sallymartin6184]

Knowing your story more than anyone! "To be human Is Err...To Forgive Is Divine

[@justinvreeland2095]

Whomever she finds and chooses to love and commit openly to doing so, she is going to love so deeply, genuinely, completely, intensely that it will show and shine to all who witness it. Would that we all could experience such joy, connectedness and fulfillment.

[@wensmith6752]

Awesome young lady!! Very inspiring!!

[@PatriciaBrown1711]

Sarah is such a strong woman and i believe she will fall in love with the person she will be with for a long time. Respect Sarah and thank you for sharing this.

[@PatriciaBrown1711]

Just realised she is in love with someone but has not ever told him this but i think they would have been together by now if it was meant to be . Sorry just my thoughts. Good luck Sarah.

[@johnrowland3105]

Wow !......I discovered this channel today by accident and have been listening all day !

[@jroc09]

How does this channel not have millions of views

[@TexasGarza]

Sarah, love your rollerskating

[@audreymai2773]

Please make more of these! I never knew about this channel.

[@khlifimarwen9592]

Same , so refreshing !

[@hellokitty-nl]

Me too. Always watching your other channel and now all of a sudden this came up in my feed. New subscriber and looking forward to binge watching 😀

[@reneetree]

If I could “like” this video 100 times, I would 💖

[@BestLife1133]

Very compelling content.

[@void2078]

this is SO AMAZING

[@furbabies3937]

I’m scared to love anyone as they all go once I love them , so I’m not loving no more, I’m disconnecting my mind n feelings from everyone but I still love my dogs as they’ll always love me

[@vybranttanaka]

hey there i am a knew subscriber , are you gonna do a follow up on her love story.

[@Danny09Boy1]

The moms story… 😢

[@paulamarshall3810]

You stepped across a line with peer pressure!

[@Artofjoe]

Sarah, and anybody else in a similar scenario, you just have to rip the bandaid off. I was in love with a childhood friend for around 10 years before I told them how I felt. It only gets harder with time as you feel like you're putting more and more on the line.

[@Michele-W.]

It’s childhood trauma. There is actually a GREAT channel called: Crappy Childhood Fairy. This story is like one of this channel.

[@patriciacole8773]

Kudos on those rose colored glasses. And most importantly knowing when they obscure the view ❣️ Even husbands can be the rapist in their wife’s life. And I’ve realized that many men marry to have the opportunity/access to the woman they will [legally?] rape for as long as she is stuck there. That whole saying that women give sex to get love while men give love to get sex, falls apart when men don’t love. Like she said. And btw, I was 15 when my dad tried putting his hand in my pants. And my family didn’t believe me because mom planned to leave us with him while she went to visit her dad ( also a creep) so they said I was making it up to get to go. Just glad mom didn’t make me stay at dad’s ever again. My take years later is that when men don’t use self control in other areas of their lives like drinking drugs diet money education then they get used to doing whatever they want to. This whole world has taught men they own their wife and children. Those are lies. We may be their responsibility. Which means they are able or unable to respond to wife and child healthy or it’s sick.So if that man you are looking at marrying doesn’t know how to respond in a healthy way DO NOT MOVE FORWARD TO MARRIAGE. In fact keep your distance. The wisest thing this lady said was realizing when someone doesn’t know how to love , you won’t ever be the one to teach them. We make the decision at 9 years old to be for or against abuse. From there we either grow in maturity or we are Predatorial towards “real” people. It’s what narcissism is.

[@jessicashipp7513]

Wow. What a powerful creature

[@Reefraction]

She reminds me of Rae Lynn Nelson. Willie Nelson’s Grandughter who is also a singer

[@chriswilson6032]

For me. I am set in my ways. I am scared to put myself out there. Also, plenty of fish. I know! I put myself out there. I tried. Spent money! Did not work. To me. Having a woman that loves me and shows that,is the ultimate goal of a man. Find a woman that loves you, that you want and build a life about that. I work and buy stuff for my subaru. I think love avoids me!😊

[@ShawnPeerson]

Positive vibes are so refreshing!

[@kurtmengao5277]

I waiting for my own "Sarah" for my all life,and I have 44 years old.And yes,I don't speak or write english,so sorry.

[@randallsmerna384]

Go for broke, Sarah. No regrets!

[@aesopsinspiration]

OMG...I'm the product of a r@pe too, and I've never married. I'm almost as old as sh!t now, so I'm finally okay with it all.

[@furbabies3937]

Mad I’ve got the same sling as her on same arm 😂

[@sarah_haywood]

Ohh boo! Hope you’re all healed now! 🫶🏼❤️

[@imhereforthepopcorn]

Is he harry styles 🤣?

[@clintoni856]

When I see these videos I can't help but think when this new age loose sex mindset and if moralized how many people have actually blindly had sex with people before they know them do they ever think about could that have been my family and I am certain that it happens more often than not because they don't take time nowadays to get to know the people that they decide to lay down with it's very sad😢 one of the reasons that I personally have never slept with anyone but then the first couple of years that I've met them kind of giving myself time to know just about everything I could possibly know about them as well as their family. In my favor I at least know for a fact that I don't have any children out there because I don't know about and I don't regret that part! And it's also the reason that I have almost always dated outside of my race just in case, no guarantees however minimalizing the possibility! That's got to be hard😢

[@honkhonk5181]

_M O G G E D_

[@alexarivera3354]

Anyone here from TikTok..?

[@LJ-sx8qr]

Meeeee

[@Jesus_is_the_way__]

Alex from the Ville?

[@k.c.8872]

GOD forgives so can we

[@AshleynicoleA]

Woooooooooooowww omg

[@randallsmerna384]

There you go people - This wonderful gal is a product of r*pe and yet she's here and lovely and beautiful. So many people would have denied her rightful chance to live her life. And while I know it was awful for her mother to experience, I'll bet you there's not a day that goes by that the mother doesn't completely cherish this wonderful gift.

[@michaelhernon8163]

I would like to hear her dad's side of the story.

[@semir9112]

What? God and forgiveness? God was killing his chosen people for not liking the tasteless food he gave them.

[@wh0sc4nd1ce]

That is extremely out of context

[@randallsmerna384]

It's much deeper than that. Find it!

[@rawstarmusic]

She's 35 this took so long and she still doesn't have a partner and having family and children of her own.

[@bladex264]

'Not everyone has to go to college, get a "good" job, get married and have children.

[@Gwanmei]

This is a feminist story to look good on their side.

[@isa____896]

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