Thank you for being so honest, sincere, authentic. It's a big step when you begin to see the compensatory structures that have been ruling you. Just keep seeing them, confessing them to yourself and to God, forgiving yourself, and they will dissipate, in time. I have my own story of abuse, so I speak from experience, with love and compassion. Be well my friend.
@shaunmcinnis1960Күн бұрын
Respect for being vulnerable for the sake of helping others.
@rjsimpkins29112 күн бұрын
You are a real gangster today, as you tell this story. The body stores the trauma. I've known much adversity, but not this kind, you make it so relatable. This message is something KZbin really needs. Thanks!
@jimmlygoodnessКүн бұрын
So glad you got clean man! Wishing you peace and happiness and healing.
@markbaldwin44362 күн бұрын
It sounds like a lifelong process of recovery. Happy for you that you made it through the substance abuse years and are able to reflect back now.
@Dorothyinstead2 күн бұрын
We spend our adult lives overcoming our childhood.
@Sheeeeshack19 сағат бұрын
Takes courage. Brave, brave man. Much respect, sir. 🤛
@reswoffordКүн бұрын
Mee too age (7) by an off duty female nurse, and an assistant scout master (13). It wrecked me. Still traumatized.
@willislangerhansel238221 сағат бұрын
that's bc you're not a man, how do you get unwillingly violated by a female.
@johne72122 күн бұрын
So very sorry to hear. You are very brave. Hang in there and God bless.
@ska122 күн бұрын
It is very interesting to hear your story and your insecurity. I feel the same. my early age experience seems affecting my whole life. Being not being able to do what I liked to do at young age, being bullied. Being coward scared to fight back.
@ArsenalAK47AZ2 күн бұрын
Good message!
@ironnerd25112 күн бұрын
I hope you can find the peace you deserve.
@markwilliams3994Сағат бұрын
Me too, but didn’t go far. 10 years old. Yes, these guys are predators. They will use any opportunity. Police officer, Priest, Minister, teacher, parent, could be anyone. I also started with the drugs and struggled with it for 40 years.
@randont2 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing. It takes courage. I don't know what damaged me so much. But I don't know if I will ever overcome what I'm dealing with.
@sonofhibbs4425Күн бұрын
That’s the fear, right? That you won’t recover? I understand. Fears thankfully aren’t always truth. In fact the fear is often a part of the same demon that has you. Do keep that in mind. To put pieces back where they belong. Like a messy room that looks impossible to ever get to a state of semblance and peaceful order, but bit by bit, you can. Daunting? HELL YES. Impossible, no. Do seek some help if you feel you need it….especially from those who have overcome themselves. The work is worth it.
@tecnoblix4 күн бұрын
This reminds me of all the memes I see where GenXers are saying they drank out of hoses, rode bikes without helmets, and were free range all day and they came out of it just fine. No. No we didn't. It's all cope. I'm sorry you went through that. I wish you well.
@jm7804Күн бұрын
FACTS
@orb3946Күн бұрын
Sorry to hear that brother. Stay strong. Stay healthy, keep working out. You have handled it well. It's not your fault.
@jackpaperhands2 күн бұрын
Sucks man, sorry to hear.
@tjburr196818 сағат бұрын
Bet i am not the only one who was hoping to hear about you taking the bat to him. Or more about what happened to him afterwards?
@randyjones44642 күн бұрын
Hey buddy keep doing what you're doing it's working. But don't be a pelethon person 😮 work out freak. Just kidding 😊 And I Hope nothing but the best for you buddy and I have got my mental wounds that have never healed either but life keeps going. And keep doing what you're doing and I also wake up early for no reason other than my mind 🧠😮.✌️👍