i'm tired.

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emotionalscribbles

emotionalscribbles

Ай бұрын

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Tracklist:
Te Laisserai Des Mots - Patrick Watson
Where Is My Love - Syml (Acoustic Version)
To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra
Color Me Blue - Akane
Fourth Of July- Sufjan Stevens
Quiet Resource - Evelyn Stein
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Пікірлер: 257
@cutehoney14
@cutehoney14 8 күн бұрын
i want a place where it feels like home..no matter where or who it is..just somewhere where i can be myself and dont have to feel anxious about it, where i can sleep and rest through the lonely nights without questioning my whole being
@pedogum
@pedogum 6 күн бұрын
Couldnt agree more.. :(
@koobagdarrell1893
@koobagdarrell1893 6 күн бұрын
😌✌🏼❤️
@sorrowhillcollection4372
@sorrowhillcollection4372 6 күн бұрын
That place exists somewhere. You might not see it from where you stand sit or sleep….but it is there. The journey isn’t easy. But it is doable. You know that because you are on it right now. Remember that you could find it the day after you give up the search. So don’t give up….keep looking for that place. Look high and low. Because someone somewhere is looking for it as well. And you and your surroundings are exactly what they search for. I’ll keep you and your journey in my thoughts dear stranger.
@cutehoney14
@cutehoney14 6 күн бұрын
@@sorrowhillcollection4372 thank You for your Kind words! But right now i can’t feel nothing at all, while on some other days my Body feels Like it has been burried deep under the ground covered in sand and Stones. ⚰️
@chicanova1359
@chicanova1359 6 күн бұрын
Why not write about it? I mean let's do that and write this in a kind of wattpad story only for ourselves. This could also help us to make our goals clearer and more visible for us. I'll try..
@mellwalker1394
@mellwalker1394 14 күн бұрын
I cant even cry anymore
@adarshpal8033
@adarshpal8033 12 күн бұрын
couldnt agree more ... same dude
@idk_9023
@idk_9023 10 күн бұрын
Me too here..
@Itsyourgirltina919
@Itsyourgirltina919 7 күн бұрын
Glad we're on the same page.
@mikoslavv
@mikoslavv 6 күн бұрын
everything will be alright 🌟
@davidgaitan7321
@davidgaitan7321 3 күн бұрын
Same dude. I do not know what is more brutal. If crying a lot or want to cry a lot but can't
@parkercity1972
@parkercity1972 5 күн бұрын
The problem for me is sadness is the only thing I know i can feel. I don't cry, i don't feel happy, i feel nothing, the only thing i can feel anymore is sad.
@davidgaitan7321
@davidgaitan7321 3 күн бұрын
This is how I feel now
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
🥺 it's so hard to feel like this, but one day passes, my friend, I can listen to you if you want🤍
@user-px8vz6gx4h
@user-px8vz6gx4h 6 күн бұрын
im tired. im tired of putting i smile on my face im tired of not being happy im tired of not having friends or anyone just being lonely im tired of every time that i eat i have to look in a mirror just to see every time how i hate my body im tired of fighting everyday just to get out of bed im tired of not being able to open up im tired of not eating regularly im tired of life im just so god dam tired
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df 5 күн бұрын
Dont give up dear ,Dont get tired keep trying ❣️we are with you and try to seek help though its not easy but do.l wish you happiness and peace in your heart
@jiafeiussy
@jiafeiussy 10 күн бұрын
i just need a real big hug
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx 10 күн бұрын
I feel you I wish that too and now I wish that I can give you this big hug 🫂
@Silent-hill-y4k
@Silent-hill-y4k 8 күн бұрын
I know what you mean :/
@Itsyourgirltina919
@Itsyourgirltina919 7 күн бұрын
You can watch Channies room to get big hugs.
@kamkamjj8374
@kamkamjj8374 6 күн бұрын
I hug you tightly, bro
@AXEL78_K
@AXEL78_K 6 күн бұрын
🫂🫂🫂
@corlinest
@corlinest 14 күн бұрын
I lost my light, I lost my hope.
@Skibidityalet127
@Skibidityalet127 13 күн бұрын
Держись ❤
@user-dp5tw3kc2o
@user-dp5tw3kc2o 12 күн бұрын
Me also
@user-lj3gl1hj7r
@user-lj3gl1hj7r 12 күн бұрын
FEEL HUGGED BY ME WITH LOTS OF LOVE.🫂
@maxskc
@maxskc 11 күн бұрын
I lost everything because of me 🤬 Im not living, I'm just surviving and waiting for that day.............☠️
@rachelwylie6011
@rachelwylie6011 8 күн бұрын
Have your hope in christ ❤️
@Leman-pg1bv
@Leman-pg1bv 16 күн бұрын
I'm sick of these situations I'm in. They're disgusting. I hate. They're all masters at breaking heart. I can't enjoy life. I don't feel well. I can't put my sentences together. I can't do anything. I don't recognize myself. I don't know what I want. There's nothing that connects me to life. I don't know what to do. I'm tired. I'm glad at least this place is here and you guys are here. I love these songs, thank you 🤍
@priscillamiramon
@priscillamiramon 16 күн бұрын
I pray you find peace. It's been getting more difficult to raise myself up. But I truly agree with your comment. God bless ❤
@Leman-pg1bv
@Leman-pg1bv 16 күн бұрын
​@@priscillamiramon Thank you so much 🥺❤️
@priscillamiramon
@priscillamiramon 16 күн бұрын
@Leman-pg1bv you're welcome, life is...painful..trials and errors..but you are not alone.
@Leman-pg1bv
@Leman-pg1bv 16 күн бұрын
​@@priscillamiramonIt is... I know I'm not alone.. 🖤
@user-lj3gl1hj7r
@user-lj3gl1hj7r 12 күн бұрын
FEEL HUGGED BY ME WITH LOTS OF LOVE.🫂
@thurstonspurs437
@thurstonspurs437 11 күн бұрын
Everything that comes together. Eventually falls apart
@hannyeli9152
@hannyeli9152 12 күн бұрын
Everything is temporary, this moment is temporary too I want to tell you something. You can, I know the process it can be worse, but everything is going to be okay, everything has a solution. You're brave, please Don't let sadness take over you ❤
@downpourstorm
@downpourstorm 2 күн бұрын
i'm just tired, i'm tried of crying every night over this guy.. like i've never fallen for someone this deeply and even after rejection i still love him. It's like I'm waiting for a glimpse of us to happen one day. so many mixed signals, I wanna talk to him about this but I can't risk losing the friendship.
@ClaraBow2-mq3pw
@ClaraBow2-mq3pw 13 күн бұрын
I hope everyone reading this comment is doing well during these strange times. I wish you all the best, good luck and stay healthy! ps. I love that kind of sound. It's been helping me fall asleep for years and helps to relieve stress. Thank you very much!♡
@martin_mike_lspd
@martin_mike_lspd 13 күн бұрын
ım very alone and ım very bad. :(
@a.brgs_
@a.brgs_ 13 күн бұрын
​@@martin_mike_lspdyeah me too bro..
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
the pain is temporary and will be passed
@arshasudhikumar9031
@arshasudhikumar9031 15 күн бұрын
Life of regrets.... Life of nothingness.... Life if numbness..... My life lately...... .💔
@user-lj3gl1hj7r
@user-lj3gl1hj7r 12 күн бұрын
Feel hugged by me🫂
@arshasudhikumar9031
@arshasudhikumar9031 12 күн бұрын
@@user-lj3gl1hj7r ❤️‍🩹
@Lanakaysey
@Lanakaysey 11 күн бұрын
m.. i have smt to teII u and any1 who reads this. Youre not alone. It may feel like it. But someone is out there Maybe not close They may be far You might not even know who they are But someone in this world will be here and ready to help when you need it. Youve still got so much to live for You might not know what to live for or have anyone to live for. But live for me Live for the daylight Live for the fresh air Live for the rain Live for the young one that was once happy, youre not broken, youre just experiencing the shit life throws at you. Youre strong, tough soul . Crying does not make you weak. You are loved by people You are loved by me. You are a good person You are beautiful Youre human, youre going to make mistakes, mistakes do not make you a bad person. I love you. If you even need someone to talk to I will always And i mean always be here. Because you matter.
@arshasudhikumar9031
@arshasudhikumar9031 11 күн бұрын
@@Lanakaysey thankyou dear... I hope you have a good life ahead of you.... I will also try to be a better version of myself ❤️‍🩹
@luisoliveira7416
@luisoliveira7416 9 күн бұрын
Q​@@Lanakaysey
@ufcgirl
@ufcgirl 11 күн бұрын
My long-term boyfriend and I ended our relationship two months ago. He has a new girlfriend now and seems happy. I moved to a different country and feel very miserable; I miss him and miss us. Recently, I discovered that I'm pregnant with his baby, but I haven't told anyone except my best friend. It's been 24 days since I last spoke to my ex. I'm feeling depressed and just want to open up. I feel very alone.
@user-eo6uc6ml7g
@user-eo6uc6ml7g 7 күн бұрын
Ваш комментарий убил что-то во мне. Держитесь. Постарайтесь сделать вашего ребёнка счасиливым. Хотелось узнать, ваш бывший парень знает о вашем ребенке? Если да, то мне вас безумно жаль. Крепитесь, сильный человек!!!
@pedogum
@pedogum 6 күн бұрын
You have to tell him. And are u okay ıf u want we can talk babe..
@erikaespinoza4571
@erikaespinoza4571 6 күн бұрын
I’m on the same boat. I got no response from him. But I know I got this💪🏻 we got this mami, stay positive!
@ufcgirl
@ufcgirl 5 күн бұрын
@@erikaespinoza4571 Why don't we ever got any response??? But yes, we do got this! 🫡💪
@LaurenMarwood-y2o
@LaurenMarwood-y2o 10 күн бұрын
My heart aches as I hold in all of the pain and put on a smile, I just wish that I could feel happy but I don't know what that feels like anymore.
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
you will remember when the time is right
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df 5 күн бұрын
My prayers are with you deae❣️,l hope you find happiness soon
@ElidaAguilar-g9t
@ElidaAguilar-g9t 10 күн бұрын
i miss you dad i can even cry more i lost all my hope.........
@Sky-bz2ru
@Sky-bz2ru 9 күн бұрын
Awwwwww stopppp I know how that feels
@ennoco5390
@ennoco5390 8 күн бұрын
I also lost my dad at 11
@summertime101-re9qt
@summertime101-re9qt 4 күн бұрын
Hey it's okay I miss my dad too I wish I could have told him sorry I was mean to him but I miss him so much I wish i could help him he is homeless and i can't help him 😭
@summertime101-re9qt
@summertime101-re9qt 4 күн бұрын
​@@ennoco5390I lost my dad at 11 too and I am 11 right now 😭
@UnknownUser-mx1ky
@UnknownUser-mx1ky 8 күн бұрын
I have been holding on for so long, just surviving, fighting every day just to see the next morning. I am losing this fight. I want to live but there is no way I can make it through. I gave everything and it's okay if I can't make it. Not everyone does
@user-ze8yv7rp1m
@user-ze8yv7rp1m 8 күн бұрын
🫂❤️‍🩹
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
do not do this
@zuzulele
@zuzulele 7 күн бұрын
glad you're still here
@clapclap5890
@clapclap5890 6 күн бұрын
i'll see you at the gym mate,
@DominiqueBruscas
@DominiqueBruscas 7 күн бұрын
All of these comments are so real
@ItSurfWay_I9164
@ItSurfWay_I9164 14 күн бұрын
I am tired with this momentum of life
@Sarah.Seagraves
@Sarah.Seagraves 12 күн бұрын
Heyy do you need someone to talk to?
@xoxolawclub2424
@xoxolawclub2424 10 күн бұрын
I'm tired too😢
@idk_9023
@idk_9023 10 күн бұрын
Me too 😢
@jyoti-zr4zh
@jyoti-zr4zh 8 күн бұрын
Things are getting hard , each passing day . This world feels so suffocating as if its chocking me
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df 5 күн бұрын
Keep trying my dear ,God loves you so do l.l wish you recovery from whatever you are going through,l wish you happiness too❣️
@lzmlaura
@lzmlaura 4 күн бұрын
I started attempts at 8 years old. None of my family members understand me. I’m alone. Why do I feel this way? I’m still so young but life doesn’t treat me right. I’m so tired of trying everyday. I just want this nightmare to leave, but it just seems like it’s attached to me. Why? Why me?
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
No, no, wait. You can tell me.I am on your side.you are worth surviving because there must be a reason for being in the world. Life is not fair to everyone, but you have to create your own beautiful story.😊I don't know your belief, but God loves good people and helps them.Listening to you makes me happy.🤍🖤💪🏻
@Aniki_BigBrother
@Aniki_BigBrother 12 күн бұрын
Я устал. Я перестал верить во что либо. Вечно один, со своими мыслями. Они убивают меня. Я режу себя чтобы отогнать их. Я потерял всё что было. Я не помню когда я улыбался по настоящему, когда радовался чему то. Я боюсь людей, я не выхожу днём из дома, только по ночам. Я один со своими кошмарами которые стали реальностью. Я хочу проснуться, убежать от этого, но не получается.
@zuzulele
@zuzulele 7 күн бұрын
I don't leave the house during the day, I only leave at night. I wish I didn't understand this sentence...
@Aisi-i5h
@Aisi-i5h 7 күн бұрын
Понимаю вас. Это безумно грустно. Но нужно стараться жить дальше. Не нужно прятаться. Давайте выйдем из зоны комфорта. Будем делать то что нам нравится. Не будем думать о мнениях других. Попробуем стать счастливыми. Даже если не получится,или не полегчает,то ничего страшного. Ведь мы ничего не теряем от того,что попробуем. Ведь мы живём не вечно,не нужно тратить время на прятки. Нужно получить удовольствие от жизни. Попробуйте жить ради себя. Хотите выходите на улицу днём,не хотите не выходите. Но не прятайтесь от всех из-за страха. Когда нибудь мы все покинем этот свет.Какая наша цель в этой жизни? Получать удовольствие. А для этого нужно жить ради себя. Удачи вам. Надеюсь вам станет лучше.
@zuzulele
@zuzulele 6 күн бұрын
@@Aisi-i5h Thank you for your words. I hope I can make it.
@wassupboii3186
@wassupboii3186 7 күн бұрын
and today he left like nothing ever happened, calling me all sort of names. I couldn't cry.
@ayandamolodi2735
@ayandamolodi2735 4 күн бұрын
I'm very sorry 😢 You are special ❤ You are loved ❤ You are precious in the eyes of God❤
@wassupboii3186
@wassupboii3186 4 күн бұрын
@@ayandamolodi2735 thank you so so much for putting a smile on my face in this darkness of the night, stay safe and cherished 🫀
@preyuli5555
@preyuli5555 5 күн бұрын
Just need big hug 🥺
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
I think I do too. I can listen to your problems if you want.🤍
@Puupsik_Erika
@Puupsik_Erika 6 күн бұрын
I lost my happiness I lost my hope I losy self love I lost it, i am depressed
@Therecoverylog
@Therecoverylog 10 күн бұрын
I was so happy when i turned 20. I had my life figured out i had a steady job my g1 and i was doing well then i had to leave home bc of abuse and then i turned 21. I found out i had a cyst on my brain that they wont remove bc it could kill me and i needed to be on bed rest i lost my job my license and all my hope. Im watching everything i loved and cared about crash and burn. I lay on my bed listening to this while my bf is out of town crying bc i miss him and im having to deal with the stress of the apartment. We might be losing it bc of rude roomates and i just have to sit here and tell him everythings ok because he went to his buddies to destress not knowing all of this would happen. Everything was fine before he left the minute he did everything went to shit but i want him to be happy so he only knows a small portion of whats happening. And i i cant take it anymore and im breaking as i write this. I just wish he knew how happy i am that hes at least happy other than that im broken and fighting way too many battles. And i hope he never finds out bc he has enough stress as it is and i dont want to add more to his plate i live him to the edge of the earth and if anything happened to him idk what i would do. My whole life was crashing and even though it still is he rescued me as best as he could. If it wernt for him i never would have found out about the cyst until it was too late so i thank him everyday. He saved my life. But now im getting worse and he knows that thats why hes soo stressed his buddy is staying here looking after me while hes gone and im grateful.
@user-ze8yv7rp1m
@user-ze8yv7rp1m 8 күн бұрын
😢🫂❤️‍🩹
@Firehawk587
@Firehawk587 6 күн бұрын
its currently 6am,i have sleep paralysis and i couldn't wake up yesterday,it scared the shit out of me so im pulling an all nighter which probably doesn't help but im too scared to sleep in case that happens again,this playlist really helped me so thank you for making this. also anyone got any tips on how to help me? idk why i have sleep paralysis but its probably because of lack of sleep,could someone help me out? i have really bad mental health conditions which ik isnt an excuse but i struggle sleeping because of it
@Meow0193
@Meow0193 2 күн бұрын
Sleep paralysis often happens because of stress, if you rest enough or even how you lay in your sleep. It's more common to get a sleep paralysis when sleeping on your back. It'll only get 'worse' if you stay awake all night. You said you are in a bad state of mental health, do you maybe have someone to talk about your problems, maybe even a therapist? You can bring the risk of a paralysis down when you eat a balanced diet, quite smoking if you smoke, have a good sleep schedule, etc. I'm not a doctor or something, but these are somethings that helped me. Hope this helps :)
@DavidDalgety-dr1yq
@DavidDalgety-dr1yq 5 күн бұрын
Trying to stay strong for everyone but it's hard when you are All alone 😢😢😢
@eternitymaldonado8396
@eternitymaldonado8396 13 күн бұрын
Wanna go away far far away from everything. If your in nyc and wanna smoke n chill n just be sad together hi im here ♥️
@maxskc
@maxskc 11 күн бұрын
Let's go to Silent hill.....
@Silent-hill-y4k
@Silent-hill-y4k 8 күн бұрын
​@@maxskcSILENT HILL, IM COMING WITH.
@user-go3ee9ej8s
@user-go3ee9ej8s 2 күн бұрын
all of us may have a bad day or month or a year but maybe your sun will shine at the end , dont give up in yourself , in life , n happiness ,cuz u deserve it so fight for it , i love u and you did good enough for today just have some rest , i hope i could give u a real big hug to make u feel safe but at the end u are your only safe space , i love you..
@_highlie_4830
@_highlie_4830 12 күн бұрын
(Isaiah 41:10) Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. (Deuteronomy 31:6) Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.” Remember GOD IS WITH YOU as long as you have faith in him. Talk to him, believe in him, and cast to him all the heavy burdens your carrying and he will help you. With God everything is POSSIBLE.
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
god is a very good reason to keep pushing
@maabmoe
@maabmoe 15 күн бұрын
I’m confused. making a lot of decisions I don’t know if I’m right or… I’m not sure about anything all i know is I have to keep moving forward without turning back to realize what I did
@243CJ
@243CJ 11 күн бұрын
Hunn, as someone who had this same outlook for most of my life, I need to say that's not always the answer. Yes, it can be sometimes, but not forever. Sometimes you go through something. And you need to take a moment, look back, and ask yourself how you felt about the situation. Not just analyzing in a logistical way. 'That hurt me deeply.' 'I feel really guilty about that.' It sounds bad, I know, but feelings are a project. You need to work on them to make it what you want them to be. For me, it was to understand.
@alindamedi4562
@alindamedi4562 8 күн бұрын
I cried so much 😭
@SimcaaStehlikova
@SimcaaStehlikova 4 күн бұрын
Come hereee Huggie
@ferryvandenbergh6943
@ferryvandenbergh6943 15 күн бұрын
Thanks for this 🥺🥺
@kylievanzyl
@kylievanzyl 11 күн бұрын
When everything just builds up in that bottle you keep your emotions in and eventually cracks... Yea I am at breaking point...
@ContentFromTheVoid903
@ContentFromTheVoid903 15 күн бұрын
Im going to highschool next year...so yay. I feel like its going to be like last year... I had no friends. I was emotionally bullied like hell. everyone hated and blamed me for everything. my name was I everything for no reason... the only reason people would be nice to be was because they tolerated me. Im tired. Im stressed. and I'm fucking numb and honestly I'm not even excited for next year or collage for that matter. Im. Scared. Im scared to let people in. I'm scared to trust anyone because in the end everyone around me...there assholes. i hate people. i hate talking to people, socializing. I keep breaking down and forcing myself to suck it the fuck up. everyone keeps telling me to "Ignore it" and "What they say won't matter" BUT IT HURTS. I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING FAILURE. i feel like my parents don't even understand. The entire summer I've just been in my room, door closed, light off, and scrolling. all day. i forget to eat sometimes. i basically have to force myself to do anything. my parents force me to leave the house even when I don't mentally feel like it but you know what? I just tell myself "Its for them. I can't worry them." I wanna drop out of school. i wanna quit and run away from everything. but I tell myself... "Its for them" WELL WHAT ABOUT ME. I never asked to go to school. i never asked to be bullied or even bullied by my teachers who just don't give a shit because there asses don't get paid enough. I Feel like an asshole and I probably am. Everyone says "Lets be friends" but doesn't plan on staying. every friend, any person I have trusted has either, bullied me, or used me because they were a narcissit. well I won't be a goddamn doormat for people. IM NOT A THARIPIST IM JUST A KID. People tell me to let things go, but they don't understand because there not the ones dealing with my shit. there not in my head, haveing my emotial problems, paranoia. everywhere. everytime. When I'm alone, when I'm in public, I feel paranoid and scared, that either something is gonna happen and everything I love, my happiness. will be taken in a second. I am a windsheild. I scratch, crack and break. I am replaced and redamaged. I am a Windsheild.
@FaridaForum
@FaridaForum 14 күн бұрын
Hey, be who u want, don't care what others say. Even if you do care, act like you don't and u eventually won't. Go to school to learn, I've learned in life, when your alone, it's good sometimes because it means your secure enough to not need others company. If u need someone to talk to I'm here. We can talk about it, and if u really want I can give u some advice. ❤
@pattysirius5472
@pattysirius5472 14 күн бұрын
Same here.. Raped as a child 3 Times from 3 diffrent family members. 3 diffrent ocasions when I was 4. All my life I was sexsulized, beated, bullies in school, no friends... My ex from 8 years beated me, I did 3 abortions. Im 28 years old, moved 28 Times. Now I have finaly home. But with 51 year old man. I have a baby with him. Im just tired. Of never ending battle for life.
@ContentFromTheVoid903
@ContentFromTheVoid903 13 күн бұрын
@@FaridaForum thanks 🙏🏾
@tarekhadla6998
@tarekhadla6998 12 күн бұрын
The only friend here is you, be a friend to yourself and build ur own world ❤build your personality, this world doesn't deserve a sadness it needs ignorance. If they bullying you just smile to them tell them okay just okay and be happy coz this cowards doesn't deserve to get attention fron you ❤
@ContentFromTheVoid903
@ContentFromTheVoid903 12 күн бұрын
@@tarekhadla6998 ty the comments are actually helping because I kind of just typed it thinking no one really cared to respond
@kingslayer357justice9
@kingslayer357justice9 3 күн бұрын
This song makes me feel like I've never been alive before ❤😊
@leanadistelrath5284
@leanadistelrath5284 9 күн бұрын
ich kann das alles nicht mehr...
@QueenBen-dj9ql
@QueenBen-dj9ql 2 күн бұрын
We, all here feel depressed, and i pray God heals all of our wounds and never let them repeat itself. those who looking for jobs God should provide good job for them, those looking for a partner God should provide partners for them, those with sickness God will heal them 🎉Amen🤍
@Soy_anny
@Soy_anny 12 күн бұрын
As vezes dá vontade de desistir de tudo...
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
remember the times you didn’t feel like that and maybe recall some memories
@jordynnmckenzie3269
@jordynnmckenzie3269 2 күн бұрын
Ill be 18 in 5 days and im not excited for it. Because only 5 days ago marked the 5th year that my mom has left life, and left me alone. She wont be able to see how far ive come just for her, i want my moms hug again, i want my moms laughter again, i want my moms love again. I keep trying to write notes to her, even though she wont ever see them. I dont think i can find my way without my mom. The pain doesnt get better, it doesnt go way, and i can never stop thinking about her. I need my mom, sometimes i even forget to breathe without her. I close my eyes and imagine her saying shes proud of me but im slowly starting to forget the sound of her, and the way she smells. My worst fear is forgetting her though i know i never will. Grief doesnt get easier, thats the painful truth. It only gets harder, but its not about how it feels or how you show it or manage your it. Its how you use it to keep taking another step, for that person you once lost who cant anymore. So for my mother, i will keep going and hope one day when i reach my final time, my final moment ill see her and she can give me that motherly hug i so desperately crave, and whisper in my ear that she is proud of me and i can close my eyes and my soul can finally rest peacefully, alongside my mother. If you lost someone physically through death, or they simply just left or even mentally abandoned you its okay to grieve that person you once knew, and its okay to be selfish. It wont get easier, but for that person you loved who is gone, and for yourself, dont stop moving forward, as you can only be truly happy, and better if you allow yourself to.
@mayankob
@mayankob 15 күн бұрын
You deserve alot of success
@RARANASHTATTOO
@RARANASHTATTOO 8 күн бұрын
relate for this kind of music
@HolostaticMusic
@HolostaticMusic 14 күн бұрын
God i felt this
@AleirisMarrero
@AleirisMarrero 10 күн бұрын
😢💔My heart that broke
@Garro_n
@Garro_n 3 күн бұрын
A hug is better then anything Because it will always have u
@jacquelinepeck2434
@jacquelinepeck2434 10 күн бұрын
This song is in my head and I’m thinking on my grandpa I’m crying so badly 😭
@MilkyWay____meh
@MilkyWay____meh 6 күн бұрын
I miss my grandpa…I can’t even accept that he died more than 2 years ago.
@himert589
@himert589 16 күн бұрын
u have some nice ones
@-dai6742
@-dai6742 12 күн бұрын
I don’t know why many of teenagers looking for sadness and misery…go and make your memories for your children and family
@OMGKAYXO
@OMGKAYXO 11 күн бұрын
we’re not looking for it, it comes along. after being bullied for years, left out, you get used to it after years and years. it’s not us looking for sadness the sadness just comes. we can’t make memories without being left out or being made fun of or being hurt by it from being made fun of. if this clears a little something.
@243CJ
@243CJ 11 күн бұрын
Sometimes, other people search out these things to know other people feel what they're feeling too. It's not about being stuck. It's an outreached hand. I wish I had these communities to help me through some of the stuff I went through in high school.
@inesx3071
@inesx3071 10 күн бұрын
Maybe I should put an evil spell on you, so you join this crowd of teenagers embraced by hopelessness, loneliness, no children or family, only some of memories which you almost forgot... so you finally know. careful what you say, ha ha
@mchan9999
@mchan9999 10 күн бұрын
Im studying but ok
@kylievanzyl
@kylievanzyl 10 күн бұрын
@@-dai6742 Why do you think we look for sadness?? Who the hell looks for sadness, we try to look for happiness but then adults, other kids who are suffering bring you down and the scary thing is when the adults that made you depressed go and say we are looking for sadness... Most of us are really depressed and suffering because of adults that say we are looking for sadness instead of helping us, comforting us, I may only be 13 but damn it hurts... What happened in our generation?? What went wrong??
@user-od2ib5be5t
@user-od2ib5be5t 6 күн бұрын
To everyone in the comments tell yourself that you are worthy and that you are who you want to be remind your self that your amazing smart and very every gorgeous no need for crying when you can smile more everyone loves you❤
@user-od2ib5be5t
@user-od2ib5be5t 6 күн бұрын
Love yourself no matter what you have done you are you and that's amazing 😊
@user-dx1fv7oh4g
@user-dx1fv7oh4g 11 күн бұрын
one thing i can say some times i just wanna sleep forever
@wynethbelvis1676
@wynethbelvis1676 20 күн бұрын
Thank You
@marialugo2619
@marialugo2619 4 күн бұрын
I wish I could disappear and never come back
@JASMINEJohn-f8n
@JASMINEJohn-f8n 14 күн бұрын
I dont think i can do this anymore. i am very tired of everything . I have no family , no friends, I have nobody to share anything , i have a lot regret idk ,what to do ,i am going to do it
@user-jp7qp3yp6p
@user-jp7qp3yp6p 13 күн бұрын
Hi..I know that feeling, I've experinced it when I was 9 or 10. The pandemic just started that time. I was so frustrated, curious of what is happening. I just got my first period that time, so I wasn't really expecting the changes. It feels like, I stepped in to a new world. I was depressed as I feel like nobody cares. I felt like I was not important, that I was just a mistake. People start to say bad things about me, making me hate myself, making me blame myself. But I realized...at the end of the day, the only thing that can make me happy, understands me and comfort me the way I wanted was MYSELF. I cut off my communication with the toxic people around me, even if its a member of my own family. I start to appreciate small things that I do, and small things God gave me. My own family still say bad things about me, but I only remember one thing 'I'll prove you wrong'....I'll prove you that I am not a mistake, cause God planned me. I'll prove you that I can be successful, without your help, just myself and the people that truly cares for me.
@user-fj9xk2uh3u
@user-fj9xk2uh3u 12 күн бұрын
Please don't... You have purpose here. Even if there's no one right now.. SOME ONE on this earth waiting to meet you or that will be on this earth or would potentially be on this earth If you just stay.. future husband or kids... Maybe you're here I share your battle that you fought and won and save lives.. please don't give up on yourself bc there's people that exists that need you. You are WORTHY of love. You ARE loved and you're never alone.
@JASMINEJohn-f8n
@JASMINEJohn-f8n 12 күн бұрын
@user-fj9xk2uh3u Thank you a lot , I was feeling down again, and then I saw your message . Thank you a lot .
@JASMINEJohn-f8n
@JASMINEJohn-f8n 12 күн бұрын
@user-jp7qp3yp6p I feel very proud of you, girl. I am sorry u have to go, though, all of this . Be strong
@user-fj9xk2uh3u
@user-fj9xk2uh3u 12 күн бұрын
@@JASMINEJohn-f8n kzbin.info/www/bejne/qZvRhqZsjZh2h8Usi=xLAAByNZv4coVzHC
@HindM-p1k
@HindM-p1k Күн бұрын
يارب خذ روحي و ريحني و ريح اهلي
@Xiafools
@Xiafools 12 күн бұрын
I can’t do this anymore I’m tired..most of my friends are turning against me fighting with me my mom dosent even see me as her own daughter anymore and the people who would make me happy keeps leaving me.. I’m tired it hurts so much I can’t stop..I just wanna live in peace it’s affecting me so much I want it to stop and the fact I can’t even tell my own mum .. hurts and I’m tired of my life I js wanna run away so fast and get out of this shitty life I’m so sick of it the only person who made me feel so special and loved left me like I was nothing to them anymore I feel like killing myself i need help.. I just wanna be loved….
@user-ov5sx7zp4g
@user-ov5sx7zp4g 21 сағат бұрын
Accepting apology but trust denied, my classmates said that until the end we will be friends then one day they came up to my crush and started talking bullshit about my secrets I told them and then I was bullied and no one to talk to then one day they came and apologized I accepted but I don't trust them anymore.
@MountainMysticWV
@MountainMysticWV 12 күн бұрын
I am just going to say it, this Storm is temporary! I can take this one! It's the waiting for the next awful one to hit that sucks! But... I've beat everything thus far, so why not just get through this one and try to *not anticipate * the next.
@Joseadautosilvaarcanjoma-dc3bp
@Joseadautosilvaarcanjoma-dc3bp 5 күн бұрын
Vaibe dessa música sad,eu choro ouvindo
@Los_amantes_de_Stray_Kids
@Los_amantes_de_Stray_Kids Күн бұрын
Necesito un lugar donde encuentre paz, no importa el lugar ni con quién sea pero necesito paz😢 necesito unos brazos que me rodeen y un susurro en mi oreja que me diga que todo estará bien y que me quiere... por favor que esta paz llegue a mi😔
@SavPMA
@SavPMA 11 күн бұрын
I've been contemplating it for about a month straight now (ofc ive wanted to in the past but not for this long) and i know i want to leave a note i just dont know what ot would say
@jujumeier
@jujumeier 14 күн бұрын
I'm tired, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm criticized for everything I do. I don't know what the right way to live is anymore.
@ThabisoPenyenye
@ThabisoPenyenye 13 күн бұрын
It doesn't matter what other people say about you. Find what is right and pursue it
@jujumeier
@jujumeier 13 күн бұрын
@@ThabisoPenyenye thanks that is really helpful!
@alexam5519
@alexam5519 14 күн бұрын
I'm so empty. I'm desperate to feel something, something real. Just to know I'm alive cause, honestly I died a long a go and I'm a walking corpse now. I think it's my time to go. Im gone anyways.
@_Rosemaryy_
@_Rosemaryy_ 13 күн бұрын
Don’t do anything to hurt yourself, please.
@user-fj9xk2uh3u
@user-fj9xk2uh3u 12 күн бұрын
God loves you. You're never alone. Don't let the devil win your fight... In the powerful name of Jesus Christ I pray over you.. bless your soul. Live strong.. live happy. Amen💜
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx 10 күн бұрын
Pov : this picture is me now 😭💔 Gys I'm done I have nothing to lose or someone I want to hug so tightly and cry and cry until my eyes bleed from crying. I'm really very tired 😭
@GurchikDeCat
@GurchikDeCat 8 күн бұрын
as you said give yourself a chance and you need to honestly think with yourself and hold on for someone or something and maybe try to recall some good memories or create once and to grief someone is to have loved his fully
@matiasleone4743
@matiasleone4743 13 күн бұрын
Dios si estas ahi y se que si...perdoname por querer dejar de ser algo inocente.esta vida es dura padre espero que lo sepas entender,me siento tan vacio y solo que quiero dejar de ser tan bueno,para rellenar ese vacío que siento,es parte de querer superarme también,perdoname
@ccoop15
@ccoop15 14 күн бұрын
I hate myself so much.
@majasz3876
@majasz3876 12 күн бұрын
Don't hate your self. Imagine your childhood self hearing that you hate them. I believe many people love you and i hope you will also learn to see how worthy you are. I know it may be difficult at times you deserve all of that love.
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx 10 күн бұрын
Same I wish that i was never born 😭
@tutiseok
@tutiseok 10 күн бұрын
estoy en uno de mis puntos mas bajos que ya ni siquiera puedo llorar es un tipo de dolor que se siente muy cruel
@user-jd8cv8tm7o
@user-jd8cv8tm7o 8 күн бұрын
I lost myself
@broken8216
@broken8216 12 күн бұрын
You must go for helping you!!!!!!!❤
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df 14 күн бұрын
lf you need someone to talk to ,l can help,dont be shy no need of trusting me just l can atleast be a good shoulder to lean on ,just say hi
@user-zd4wk2is2j
@user-zd4wk2is2j 6 күн бұрын
Hi.. just soo tired rn ….ig?
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df
@KamikaziMireille-hz3df 5 күн бұрын
l don’t still use ig but l can give you my whatsapp nmbr,then delete it later
@Charlotte-kv3de
@Charlotte-kv3de 13 күн бұрын
C'est la troisième playlist avec exactement les memes musiques xD
@elisseleigh
@elisseleigh 12 күн бұрын
Imagine this. Imagine losing a boyfriend who's your baby dad. Imagine having a 2 months old baby boy without my boyfriend here. Imagine my boyfriend only got to see him everyday for 36 days. Imagine my boy being 36 days old seeing his dad everyday. Imagine thinking your boyfriend was only fucking around when I thought he was just scaring me. Imagine you go downstairs thinking your boyfriend is alive standing on his feet, just to go to him hanging thinking he was only kidding. Imagine my boy crying every night with me till we both fall asleep. Imagine that's my very first love that I got to experience everything with. Imagine me drinking since June 6 dropping off my baby to go out and numb everything. Imagine going downstairs chugging alcohol looking at where he died, crying, drinking till you don't give a fuck nomore. And Imagine me doing the same on the same spot until I got caught by my boyfriends sister and watching her cry while your regretting what you did while hanging. Imagine a week later your mom telling you "if your going to do that then why are you still here still?" "That's my story of me.
@elisseleigh
@elisseleigh 12 күн бұрын
Just imagine how depressed I really am.
@elisseleigh
@elisseleigh 12 күн бұрын
And imagine I have reasons to leave anytime.
@elisseleigh
@elisseleigh 12 күн бұрын
I'm tired.
@-FredandGeorge-
@-FredandGeorge- 9 күн бұрын
You have a reason, it may seem like a dim light in the distance but that light leads the way, sometimes on unexpected paths, unexpected moments, unexpected pain, unexpected joy and so much more. But that dim little light has a big purpose just as you do! It may be difficult right now but don’t drink away your pain, it’ll only make things worse in the long run I know you just want to numb your pain, you might even feel as though that’s the only solution but that’s not true! Take time to heal but don’t let that healing turn into a pool of pain and alcohol, try talking to someone close to you. If you don’t know what to say just simply state what you’ve said here. Stay strong you’ve got this!
@elisseleigh
@elisseleigh 5 күн бұрын
@@-FredandGeorge- idky but thank you for taking the time to reply thank you, but I'm doing okay just finished crying , deactivated my Facebook. I'm sober for 6 days now! I'm gonna stay strong for my baby that's just turned 3 months actually as I see the time he was born April 18 but thank you I'm good now
@Winterbear284
@Winterbear284 6 күн бұрын
I'm so lonely, all my life I've been alone, because it's my fault, because I'm boring, ugly, simple, useless, I'm so useless for everything that I shouldn't exist, I'm a waste
@valleekillian6047
@valleekillian6047 6 күн бұрын
I'd prefer don't have any feelings 😔
@vuongluu3228
@vuongluu3228 4 күн бұрын
💌
@Rayannemorland-f8y
@Rayannemorland-f8y 5 күн бұрын
I'm so tired of life😢
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
What's the problem.if you want You can tell me 🤍
@armandolicea1165
@armandolicea1165 14 күн бұрын
I’m in the same shit but different place.
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx
@DuaBouhadjeb-xx6vx 10 күн бұрын
Me too shit 😭😭😭😭
@Vra____9
@Vra____9 8 күн бұрын
I don't promise to live forever....🤍🤍
@Mini_Studio99
@Mini_Studio99 6 күн бұрын
I am really tired 😓😢
@RiseBran2
@RiseBran2 10 күн бұрын
Man, woman, God love you and hope uou
@aina.18
@aina.18 21 сағат бұрын
life...........................................................
@meandmusic3363
@meandmusic3363 2 күн бұрын
لو سحمتِ برنامجك للتصميم ايش؟
@sohiza
@sohiza 6 күн бұрын
Oh😢
@c3li4_png54
@c3li4_png54 3 күн бұрын
Why do i feel like this again
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
How are you feeling?
@itsmelaaCartier
@itsmelaaCartier 3 күн бұрын
I don’t know anymore . I’m just here
@rasbe7210
@rasbe7210 4 күн бұрын
poor Emma
@carolross4727
@carolross4727 3 күн бұрын
I can’t do this anymore..
@VCS-y6n
@VCS-y6n 10 күн бұрын
Eu confiei em você. Confiei que você estava sendo verdadeiro. Confiei no seu amor. No fim eu fui só mais uma. Apenas mais uma que no final não foi suficiente pra você, não é? Eu não entendo, pq só eu estou triste e machuca? Pq pra você tá tudo bem e normal? Eu queria gritar tudo isso que está dentro de mim. Toda essa dor, mágoa e frustração. Queria poder te ferir na mesma maneira. Mas na real, tudo o que eu queria era poder esquecer. Simplesmente viver e te esquecer. Então por favor, se algum dia você foi verdadeiro comigo, simplesmente vá embora. Por favor, vá embora.
@subhendudas9519
@subhendudas9519 2 күн бұрын
I don't know whether you are there are not listening to this or ever will. Just wanted you to know that I found home in you but you left. Had everything, I am homeless now. Can you please just come back so that I could rest. My eyes are dried up it doesn't spill water anymore it spills blood. Rpita. Please come home.
@markiANDalinaaa
@markiANDalinaaa 4 күн бұрын
я просто хочу побыть одна.. В радиусе 10 метров никого! пожалуйста.. Всю мою жизнь всегда кто то рядом, отылекает, мешает, не даёт спать, шумит... Я хочу просто оглохнуть. Я не хочу никого слышать! Чёрт возьми, все всегда крутятся рядом, но почему? Почему я всегда одинока? Единственное счастье в моей жизни, кроме моментов когда опекуны уезжают оба на работу- читать романы и слушать музыку. Я всё ещё думаю о суициде.. Я не хочу жить. Я устала. Я вас всех ненавижу. Вы почти всегдя рядом, но почему вы никогда не видели моё я? почему вы никогда не приходили утешить меня? Почему вы противны мне? Я так хочу побыть одна. Просто одна. в радиусе 10 метров, в закрытом пространстве. В тишине. Неужели я многого прошу? просто оставьте меня. Прекратите, оставьте меня одну! Вы все мне противны. Вы не видите МЕНЯ как личность. Вы видите во мне только возможное будущее. Вы на самом деле не хотите мне счастья. Вы просто все лицемеры! Вам плевать на мои чуства! Вы говорите, что я выйду замуж так, будто это обязательно сбудется. Вы говорите мне чтобы я не занималась своим любимым делом, ведь в этой сфере я не выйду замуж. Вы не думаете о том, чего хочу я, подорузомевая, что у меня может быть только одно счастье. Вы заставляете меня выслушивать все эти ваши речи, а потом говорите, что всё это, все эти раны на моём сердце - забота обо мне. Вы просто сбрендили! Вы выносите мне мозг и тратите моё время, заставляя меня выслушивать речи о том, какое счастье иметь детей, а после крттиккете своих отпрысков, которых не сумели воспитать по человечески. Я вас ненавижу. Лицемеры. И я такая же. Я терплю вас. Тётушка, с днём рождения! да, я оооочень вас люблю. Такие лживые речи мне приходится плести. Я просто не смогу противостоять вам. Но как только я достигну совершеннолетия, я сразу-же сьеду! я обещаю. Уж лучше голодная смерть, чем то, что терплю я сейчас рядом с матерью. Хотя, от смерти голодной я недалека, учитывая количество приёмов пищи в день. И то, что половину из них я готовлю себе сама, когда думаю что уже пора было бы перекусить. Я вас ненавижу. Отца, который всё время на работе, который не уделял мне внимания с 8 лет, и только недавно начал пытаться поддерживать контакт. Мать, с которой я живу. Которая из-за своей лени неспособна даже вовремя убрать гнилой хлеб. Которая не обращала внимания на мои чуства с того самого момента, когда я решила молчать о них. Я вас ненавижу. Я всех ненавижу. Даже себя. Я ничтожна. Глупа, уродлива, слишком чуствительна, ленива, бесталанна. Я ненавижу в себе всё. Я ненавижу вечь мир. И я не могу это выплеснуть. Мне остаётся лишь молчать. Мне остаётся хранить всё внутри себя. Но я боюсь... Баюсь когда - нибудь выплеснуть всё это на кого-нибудь. Я не хочу быть как отец Я не хочу орать. Я не хочу проявлять анрессию. Я не хочу никого бить... Я хочу исчезнуть. Я не хочу испытывать этого. Я хочу пустоты Покоя. Хоть день. А лучше вечность.
@user-dp5tw3kc2o
@user-dp5tw3kc2o 12 күн бұрын
No one sees me no one need me no one cares for me all of them hurt destroyed me
@laniewathen8827
@laniewathen8827 4 күн бұрын
I just hate being used for my body and criticized on everything. To me that sucks.
@user-lc5wd5my1f
@user-lc5wd5my1f 4 күн бұрын
Ur to young for that bro don't talk to weirdo's
@erica3590
@erica3590 10 күн бұрын
I’m not tired , I’m just confused and so are you if haven’t found the solution.
@Thequeen20065
@Thequeen20065 10 күн бұрын
Even my brother hate me 🙁 . I only have him but he doesn't even love me .for no reason. Mabye I'm the problem.
@ZdawgWatchesBall
@ZdawgWatchesBall 6 күн бұрын
why me why did all this happen to me?
@AnalystOfTheTruth
@AnalystOfTheTruth 10 күн бұрын
Oh i thought this was sleep music xD
@AlishiaKunkel-p2o
@AlishiaKunkel-p2o 9 күн бұрын
I always use music like this for it. I think its very comforting in a Kind of way
@user-iw3gi1yy6r
@user-iw3gi1yy6r 2 күн бұрын
At this pont i wanna die i cant do this anymore my mom and dad hate each oder i dont see my baby sister i got my hart broken to many times only my mom been there for me rn im crying and my cat trying make me happy i try to tell my bff about it she not listening to me bc she playing roblox with my ex yea i saw it like all i need is a hug friends a home i feel safe in😭
@berna9445
@berna9445 2 күн бұрын
You are very strong, I believe in you. Create your own story. I want to give you a big hug right now because I felt the same way as you. I can listen to you if you want🤍
@SamanthaMendez-dt1vv
@SamanthaMendez-dt1vv 27 күн бұрын
Yo llorando embarazada😢
@evelingvanegas6139
@evelingvanegas6139 20 күн бұрын
Ánimo.❤🫂
@lahijadegiyuutan
@lahijadegiyuutan 5 күн бұрын
Y yo solo escucho musica pa dalir de mi putita realidad
@Xha._.primrose
@Xha._.primrose 13 күн бұрын
Jesus loves you and cares for you…you are never alone even if you feel like you are. Please repent and believe the gospel ❤️❤️.
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