life is unfair to you, you feel tired ( slowed down )

[@Zai16800]

I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is all fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it,I hope y'all are okay and thankful

[@JuzTroll]

❤

[@Zai16800]

can't believe this comment got a hundred and two likes LOL😭😭

[@tazekds214]

Wow....

[@soulking4474]

you get it

[@nicolerobison3526]

Felt like this for the longest started when I was 13 I’m 18 now I only wish I had spoken up about it then maybe I wouldn’t be so deep in my depression and eating disorder please speak up mental health is real and just important as your physical health stay safe❤

[@shayla-l0v3]

I still can't believe strangers understand me more then my own family and friends.

[@FatushiHimura]

Sometimes I wish everyone experienced the love and happiness I feel when around my friends and family... I wish I could allow others to experience it with me... But at the moment all I can do is wish you well, say I love and respect you, and that I wish you and everyone else live a prosperous life full of happiness and joy..

[@dbl_kid]

Love ya man❤

[@Toe-Eater26]

You're scared your friends and family wouldn't think of you the way they always have if you were to tell them so you don't. Your friends and family don't know about things like your sadness because you aren't trustful with opening up. (Not that I'm telling you to, I have not done that either.

[@KennethDagansan-nr1pb]

This is life

[@aniclipser]

That's because we feel exactly what you feel.. even if the reasons are different, what it causes is the same

[@kalejohnson4425]

Its 12 36am on the 25th of December 2023. Ive cried the whole night, sitting up listening to this playlist. I dont want to die, i dont want to live like this. Im 20, im just 20. Im terrified of the future, i hate my present, i miss the past when i was young innocent and impressionable. When the world was just a big place to explore and not a ferris wheel cycle of weird experiences. 2024 is around the corner, I just want fate to be kind to me. This year i had to find myself from the ruins of 2022. I pray 2024 will be the year i fly. There are two options, you make life worth something or you suffer. Refuse to suffer.

[@redhoodproduction904]

U will be okay , almost everyone feels like this from 18-20 ,it's just your hormones changing

[@sima7364]

u will be okay, cas you ar so kind person, im proud of you

[@navneetshalvinprasad858]

Yoo my guy. I know what you are going through and I feel so sorry about it bro. I'm in the same situation. Atleast we ain't alone here. We gonna make it brother. Let's beleive in ourselves and from our 21st year, we will take first steps of success my bro. Let's try bit more harder and maybe we will success. Do not leave any stones unturned bro. I may just be a stranger, but I'm always here for you bro. Stay strong and safe bro 🫶🏾💪🏽

[@orphanshumor]

It's alright. I am going through it as well hunny. I am sorry for everything that has went on in the last 3 years of your life. It will get better, but it will go through difficulties and hardships.

[@sandraryabikova4557]

I really hope 2024 will be a great year for you. I know it’s hard i’ve been there. Please keep going. Take it day by day don’t worry about the next day just think of getting to the end of the day. I will be praying for you. For peace and strength. For comfort. I hope you’ll continue to fight. Though i do not know you and you do not know me just take it one day at a time. You got this!

[@avaiafrancis8656]

“It’s gets harder when you grow up” I don’t know how much harder I can take.

[@MichealChan66]

It does but you’ll also figure it out :) I’m 33 and I game and work and I figure it out daily

[@SunnysideBismolLover69-xl4xm]

Things will get better, I promise. I know it may seem shitty right now and I know the worlds fucked up….But there is a side that’s Beautiful to life, and trust me: It’s worth making it to that side of life…..Stay strong buddy, stay strong always

[@pocketshrimp17]

It doesn’t get harder, it just gets different. Your worries change, your hopes and dreams do too. It takes different things to make you happy and different things to make you sad. But don’t worry, it does not get harder.

[@_stressed.mind_]

Me too man, me too...

[@kplays2836]

Hard enough to possess an actual weight that its impossible to take more steps

[@janethossein7748]

dear stranger, I hope that you get everything that you ever wanted

[@misarisoatyrolia]

You too...dear stranger ♥️

[@evabalceraite8699]

I just wanted her and i cant get her

[@Guy_4012]

You too

[@dravenshub]

I cant get her back, she lost feelings...

[@janethossein7748]

@@dravenshub you lose things so they can get replaced with something much better❤ stay strong you got this!!

[@chadhayes4945]

Surrounded by people, and yet completely alone..

[@Jaylenskye-h3c]

i understand you bro that fucking hurts my ears are always open you matter bro

[@skzclara5655]

Im here again. Yes

[@kishitsukishima]

no lie even more in middle/grade school....

[@_stressed.mind_]

Are you... Me?

[@jakegames5750]

agreed, life punches you right in the face and it just goes all downhill

[@Astro_304]

I feel like people never understand how bad it can get sometimes. "Why don't you shower?" "I can't" "Why can't you just talk to me?" "I can't" "Why didn't you tell us it got that bad?" "I can't" It's all "mental health matters!" until you see the scars, and the ugly side of it. When you can't do the simple things. You don't have the will to eat, sleep, shower, keep your room clean. It's not always "Im sad" its a bone chilling, health destroying void that takes root in your body and soul till you feel like you can't go on anymore. How do you function when the void takes place in your body and soul? I can always feel it in the back of my mind, itching, scratching, clawing its way to the forefront of everything. There is no way to avoid it, Somehow it will always find a way to swallow you whole. You see, the void is not a forgiving thing, and neither is your mind. They both work in tandem to try and destroy you, and you must work with all your might to fight your way out. There comes a point where the itching scratching, and clawing is too much, and that is where loved ones come in. But what if they are too late? What if the void has brought you too far down to be retrieved, what if you don’t think you are worth saving? Sometimes I sit here and I think about everything that has led me to today. Not everything that I have experienced is happy or fun. I wish I could sit here and say that I love everything, and I have no hate at all. But that would be a lie, and this is not something I want to lie about. Everyday, the thoughts in my head drive me to madness with how much I think. I am an over thinker, it’s literally what I do. These thoughts are not light and fun like the person I strive to be, but everyday I try and do better. People don't understand how bad it can get for one person, people don't understand how hard it is to just try.

[@MichealChan66]

Trying can be impossible at times ❤ just know you are loved and I understand you and I love you ❤ I’m 33 and proof it gets better, I’ve been at those times of where I can’t shower I can’t eat I can’t get up and I’m just in bed. It gets better love ❤ just love yourself enough to not give up also keep on trying and let your beautiful emotions in, their strangers that wish to be welcomed in. It hurts but the emotion goes after a while once it’s been comforted ❤ seems impossible now but life gets better. It also gets worse, it’s how life works; gotta have the bad times to appreciate the good times ❤

[@saniyahsykes7334]

Your amazing please don’t feel this way I love you your an amazing person and your a blessing and a gift please forgive and forget you will get what you asked for I promise.

[@DocToBeDiaries]

How r u doing mate ....r u okay

[@Katzenliebhaber10]

Sounds just like me.

[@Hestia_113]

i cried when i read this

[@grim6836]

During the day your laughing and smiling with the people you love, at night it hits you hard like a tital wave.

[@Dontouchmeimscared]

This is me everyday...

[@kurqnkov2299]

"never trust how you feel about your life after 22:00" yeah well i trusted it tonight. bad decision

[@charlotteedits8705]

That’s what I’m doing right now. On my own listening to sad music.

[@KenziHiscock]

23:00

[@KenziHiscock]

11:00

[@heaven-b6h]

To whoever is reading this , you will get success and health . I know you are a good person .you are not alone ❤

[@Rohan-y3w3s]

If I am not alone. Then why am I feeling lonely? 😔

[@pwlxsh]

Thank you❤ I just got broken up with

[@heaven-b6h]

​@@pwlxsh❤

[@heaven-b6h]

​@@Rohan-y3w3sLoneliness is just a chance to find yourself, and when you do, you will realise you're amazing. So take this time to dance with yourself , sing your favourite song, and remember that you're capable of making your own happiness❤ everything will be okey

[@hiro.438]

I'm bad and alone.

[@Whisp_VR]

I got saved by a friend online that I didn’t even know in real life. My legs were shaking and eyes twitching I couldn’t feel any of my limbs just type to him. I still twitch and feel limbless which is due to my sleep deprivation I get from my insomnia. It’s 12:00 on a school day I wanted to listen to calming music and saw this video and read the comments. Made me feel better and more value’d than I really am. To those that are reading don’t give up cause someone said something or someone did something. Your value’d by more people than you can imagine. Me on the other hand am fine…But you might be different. Don’t suffer in silence reach out to someone. It helps a lot. Strangers reading this you should know that you mean something❤

[@Nolongerhere2]

I love abbygale miller she saved me

[@rawr845]

I love ur comments🤧 , thanks for make me feels there's still hope for me . Feels really heavy at this time😔

[@cinematicsxiao]

0:00 the night we met - Lord Huron 3:59 apocalypse 8:14 roslyn 14:45 je te laisserai des mots 17:57 when the party’s over 22:04 lovely 26:28 where’s my love 29:57 the night we met (again ?)

[@Waffle_Catttt]

Thank you, i hope you have a lovley night!✨

[@fff_uiui]

Thank you!!!!!!!

[@титербурогл]

Спасибо Вам большое

[@austin5929]

Because since the night they met, they were each other’s beginning and end.

[@cinematicsxiao]

@@austin5929 omg it actually does make sense

[@cotaotamao]

I know no one will see this but that’s okay. I’m so hurt though. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I want to be loved by someone. I want to feel happy. So I hope that maybe if you’ve come across this, you remember that you will never be alone. I’m very proud of you. You’re doing a great job.

[@GamesONE-rt8oh]

Thanks, i feel the same way right now…..but please don’t end it..I have tired it before it’s not worth it..I may be falling to the same place but don’t let it hurt you.❤😊

[@raghavsharma1758]

U got this bro, and listen a permanent solution is no good to temporary problems

[@kaedyn1717]

i've been feeling the same way lately... it's tiring i know. it's both heartbreaking and comforting to know others out there feel what you feel. you're doing a great job too, and i'm proud of how far you've come

[@lebohangmoloi5385]

That’s an encouraging message and I’m glad you sent this message yesterday so I guess you will see mine also, you’re also loved ❤️.

[@GamesONE-rt8oh]

@@cotaotamao I love you guys all!! Keep going!

[@turtleman03]

We've all been victims of theft: time stole our youth and society stole our innocence.

[@mona9108]

Being blamed for everything is just tiring, it just make me wanna give up.

[@daffrinfrani342]

Don't give up 💗

[@nyanakai]

you can do it, just keep going, never give up. you got this, you're stronger than you think you are and all of the bad things are no match for your strength. keep going, man, i believe in you ❤

[@АнтонДушкин-б1о]

​@@nyanakailet's be friends? do you have tg?

[@Kris__gk17]

The fact that the day you are smiley and laughing but at night sadness hits you like a truck

[@sarahsbeih1898]

It feels weird how when I’m at home I’m a completely different person

[@goiabaexistencialista7042]

I spent more than 4 hours narrating an RPG session laughing and feeling happy, after that I'm spending the night awake crying desperately

[@nyanakai]

it's when i'm trying to fall asleep, in the dark with only my thoughts, that's when i feel it everyone here really gets each other, and it's really nice to know we aren't alone. virtual hugs if you're reading this, you got this man

[@avaiafrancis8656]

My body is always hurting but I hate telling people because they never believe me

[@MichealChan66]

Might be from all the pain in life. It gets better love ❤

[@Roxanafoxxana]

Same, chronic pain, arthritis and a bunch more, im in my 20's, never got to enjoy life

[@_.tears.0f.blood._]

I lost my best friend of 5+ years on April 7, 2024 due to suicide... She always struggled and I was always there for her.. There is no soul like hers out there, hell, no one can even compare.. I think about you everyday. I love you, and I miss you, Molly Keith.. Fly High.. LLMK, forever 15 ❤🤍🕊

[@CalvinThomas-tu1zz]

I so sorry for your loss. Lost my best friend too so I understand how you feel. It never gets easier, you just learn how to live without them

[@Tristan_Sylvain]

@@CalvinThomas-tu1zz Sorry for your losses everyone. In my case I lost 2 best friends, and ironically it does get easier. Friendship is a present thing, deceased ones will be kept alive in our memories and it is up to us to decide to cherish them or let it go away to focus on the present and the future. God bless our lost loved ones.

[@deanbalthazor2380]

Lost mine about 4 years ago due to a car accident. We were both suicidal & understood eachother perfectly. Always thought we would die together in a car accident or doing some crazy shit. It's been so hard to fuckin live without his presence after it being there for 15 years. He left behind a beautiful daughter & I made him a promise that if anything happened to him I'd stay to help take care of his daughter & that's mostly why I'm still fuckin here as much as I don't want to be. I can't break that promise.

[@ablaamir-s5c]

pov : everything around you starts to lose its meaning you can't eat , can't sleep, can't laugh, can't cry , can't speak, can't communicate....and you start feeling that there is a long distance between you and yourself

[@8Bit-Game]

The only person that hasn't hurt me is myself the rest spot on

[@TabithaBriones]

I wish it was like that for me I hurt myself a lot and fail every day I wanna cry but if I do it’s not like anybody is actually gonna care they just say I’m fine or people have it worse they don’t hear anything honestly its getting harder and harder

[@My-Equestrian-Life]

I’m in that never ending loophole and I don’t know when it’s going to end but I don’t want to die nor do I want to live…

[@COZYBEAN18]

True

[@fuckaboutme]

that means losing yourself

[@lilah_jean-fg1yy]

for anyone reading this. I am sooooo proud of you even though you are here crying you made it this far, if you are thinking about ending it think about how your younger self would feel people who care about you would feel even if you think nobody cares I do! Me and my bsf for over 5 years aren't friends anymore I am here crying to. BUTTTTT you are gorgeoues/handsome, if you are crying bc you don't like what you look like think about how God feels you were created in gods own creation he made you how he wanted you to be. No you aren't perfect but you are enough!! If you feel like venting I am here to talk!!!

[@bigheartbabye]

This made me cry thank you sm I giggle at the God creation part crazy cause I've said that to so many people and still trying my best over here trying not to say "I hate myself" in situations or after the awkward situations .. sometimes I would think life would be better if I was just gone, already know people in my life or at school don't really care about me so they dont have to pretend..❤

[@lilah_jean-fg1yy]

@@bigheartbabye I know that's what you think but believe me a lot of people care about you. I wouldn't be better if you were gone bc you only live once and you need to think like this. Everyday even if you don't like what you see in the mirror say you are gorgeous your going to have a good day. And don't spend your time trying for others try for yourself. Don't worry about what you look like or wear other people are worrying. Anyways have a great day!

[@oliviarrr99]

this flowers for you 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

[@Attqc]

Your not alone bro.. every like on this comment has your back. We love you and care for you so stay for just a little longer. 🫶🏼

[@AbigailAllred-dk9pw]

It's funny I ran across your comment....I'm sitting in my bathroom floor a knife in my hand...and YOU...I don't even know you....I saw your comment...and I dropped the knife...I started crying...and I looked at my arm....I had already cut it a few times not big cuts tho...And I realized....I'm only twelve...and while I have a toxic mother, a dead father and an institutionalized brother......Does someone want to talk to me...?

[@Attqc]

@@AbigailAllred-dk9pwdon’t ever turn to self harm.. even if it’s just talking to your future self via a diary or your notes is much better than turning to self harm. There’s always someone willing to listen. You’ll never be alone even though it sure does feel like it. Even when you don’t realize it. T Trust me someone’s always out there worried about you, thinking of you, hoping to see you again, WISHING to see you again. So please. Never again turn to self harm. We are all here to listen to you and help you get through anything with a guaranteed smile at the end. You’re still very young. I have been through quite a bit and I can definitely say that self harm accomplishes nothing. It doesn’t help. It doesn’t heal. It doesn’t love. It doesn’t talk back. It doesn’t listen. It causes more pain. So please. No more! I thought I wouldn’t ever and I mean ever get through it and I’m living and walking proof that I did and that you can do the exact same! You’ve already showed us you’re more than capable of being strong enough to over come it by being brave enough to speak out and ask for help. You are already 10x stronger than you thought you were and we are all here to help you continue to get even stronger as days go by so that eventually you’ll be able to make others smile with how strong and confident you are in that no matter what. You’ve always got the world watching your back.

[@Lover_GaBi]

⁠the decision to hurt your self it’s the worst decision the decision to stay in silence it’s not the best so talk with me or someone you trust about it,We all love you so much,and I undestand…I am 6 months clean

[@saraiahslife]

No matter how hard I try to stay positive, I always end up in this very dark place at the end of the night. I’m in college and I like it a lot, and before I used to be so depressed, almost failing classes. Now in the beginning of college, I wasn’t facing any depression. But for the past few weeks, I’ve been struggling so much. I’m not doing any work in classes. I just feel physically exhausted and I feel so alone and I want to talk to someone about it but I feel like it’s never going to go away. I just want to be understood. I can’t control my anxiety. I can’t control my emotions any longer. I know God is telling me to get up and have faith in yourself but it’s so hard. I can barely eat, drink, sleep. I can barely do the hobbies that I once enjoyed. I feel numb, empty, alone.

[@Kio-fm6nm]

I know how you feel. I know. And it's okay. It is. I've been in that same dark lonely place for three years. I couldn't understand. I mean, I'm working out, I'm trying to eat, I'm trying to be better in school, why do I still hurt so much? For me, I never dealt with how I felt. Never. I was overwhelmed with everything and I didn't know how to deal with it. My point is, I know exactly how you feel. Our biggest enemy is ourselves. That's the truth. It is us. We hold ourselves from getting help. We hold ourselves from being relaxed. It's us. People can only say and so much for us. We need to be better. We need to take that first step that's so scary. And we can.❤ I did, I'm finally starting to see progress. It's so rewarding.❤ Don't you dare let anyone break you down. You're working so much and I feel through your typing how tired it is. Buuut, I know you're awesome. Oh how exciting your healing journey will be!! I'm so happy for you!❤ Don't give up. I know it's hard. I know ❤ That dark cycle of thinking I was in has been exhausting. Emotionally? Mentally? I was tired. I was so so tired. I couldn't keep up with everything. I couldn't. I had no faith in me. I had no intention to help me.

[@Kio-fm6nm]

My anxiety was through the roof. I was suicidal. I almost started building eating disorders. I didn't wanna do anything. I wasn't motivated at all. I know. I know how each word feels. You start thinking, why am I even here? You have all these overwhelming feelings and second guess yourself and all the progress you've made. You deserve happiness. You deserve that thing you want. You deserve peace. You deserve that sweet treat you saw the other day. You deserve that dress that you thought suits you well. You deserve comfort food. You deserve good grades. You deserve it. But, you need to work for it. And that takes time. I know. But it's so so so rewarding. And sooooooo worth it. Trust God ❤ Just know, God will NEVER, give you more then you can bare. ❤

[@ValeriaKim-oj6lu]

Can I talk to you about this? I want to support you, because I also once felt the same way

[@itsashleyaalways]

I genuinely needed to read this.. I just said this to myself not even a minute ago and you took my words out my mouth. This silent hurt is sooo painful and i have people around me but I still don’t feel heard or seen.. I’m sitting in the dark alone trying to understand why I still end up so sad at the end of the day

[@salimabdi1145]

You are beautiful

[@GretaVanFleetGroupie]

One day you’re laughing until it hurts, thinking, or hoping it will last forever. Then, one day, you’re thinking back, wishing you’d appreciated it more. Time flies, and so much changes.

[@azikbutt]

time flies and keep making things worse 🙃

[@YESSirrrr-hn7yb]

my family doesnt even know i suffer like this.

[@lebohangmoloi5385]

It will be alright

[@AfganGaming-vb3lq]

Me too. I can't tell them

[@YuutaKazper]

Thank you ​@@lebohangmoloi5385

[@Justapjogangurl]

Mine too every day put on a fake smile try to be happy it’s dumb

[@star30.12]

Samee and if you tell them they get you wrong believe me I tried

[@ambervarebrook75]

I picture unaliving myself more than I do living. I don’t see peace on earth anymore. I know my time is soon. No one should have to feel that way and I hope none of you do. Wishing everyone healing

[@kevintaylor189]

Please don't leave earth is so beautiful. You are so beautiful and you are worth so much to me even though we have never met and probably will never meet in person. But just whatever you don't do it please for me. I am asking only 1 thing please stay alive for a bit longer. I love you so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so SO FUCKING MUCH!

[@asanteshoo1480]

are you okay?

[@star30.12]

People always say don't do it it's worth living but why if we suffer so much we can leave amd the suffer will end so why not. I am not couraging someone to do it. But I want to leave also 😕

[@eleftherias54]

You matter.You are much more than enough.I love you.❤

[@sndsaka]

Tired from everything, i failed in my student, i'm sick, i don't have the person who make me feel better and say to me everything is gonna be okay don't worry i'm with u, i'am 16 and i really learnt from that world this life is very hard and need someone who be strong 💔

[@MichealChan66]

I’m here and your stone ❤ and you got this saka you got this. Being a teen was the hardest thing in my life and tested me so badly. I’m 33 now and I’m here to say keep fighting and keep on going because it does get easier, life’s full of ups and downs all the time love ❤

[@TatevAvagyan]

Oh my sweetie , you are strong, you can, pray to God and ask him for strength, because he who asks receives, he who seeks finds. Work day and night with faith, I believe in you,You are just tired, believe me no one deserves your tears, you are more than you think. I love you❤️

[@danialirfan4932]

dont wory im always be your side because im need someone too☺ sorry for my bad english writing.

[@oliviarrr99]

i want to give u flowers 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷 this is for you

[@abundantlyblessed7238]

Are you ok ?

[@Kelly_1703]

hearing this so I can go to sleep cause it’s 2 am now and I’m lost in my thoughts, these kind of playlists just give me an inner peace and it helps me escape reality. I hope we all heal from the things we don’t talk about..love you

[@louachaidi502]

Same

[@LordCodeEye]

As we all may believe we’re fine, the truth is that we live in a past, hidden from the present and actively seeking while avoiding the future because we are unable to move from the past! So the present can’t start our future because the past keeps repeating itself in our mind but not in the moment. We are survivors from all greed and fear and that’s who we are and nothing wrong can come from us without deciding to move forward while accepting the new us.

[@DyslexicPrincess]

here I am, sitting outside at 2am wishing everything would get better knowing damn well it won't, it's tiring trying to pull myself together living in a household like mine.

[@itzyaboycarllll]

it’s 1:24 in the morning. my entire family is asleep. i’m awake. listening and crying to this. my parents think i’m fine :) and i can’t tell them or anyone that i’m not :(

[@LordCodeEye]

We can’t tell them because it’ll hurt them more but it’ll be harder for us to tell the pain to go away if we choose to allow our shadow to tournament what we have remaining. I am strong but I’m also scared of change because I’ll have to grow even though I’m not sure how i lost all important things and still trapped inside my fear. We must and have but one life and without it we would be stuck forever so dear friends please keep living and find hope one last time so we can all see each other again

[@FatushiHimura]

​@LordCodeEye For some reason when I see people suffer, I feel the same pain as them. I know what it's like to suffer, for I've undergone suicidal thoughts on countless occasions, but i know for a fact its not right if i simply listened to those thoughts... You deserve happiness, you deserve to feel loved, you deserve so much more than this and for that im sorry.

[@FatushiHimura]

I hope you are fine, to be honest, it's hard to tell your parents about your sadness. But please don't let that cloud your mind, don't allow it to mislead you. You loved, you respected, you deserve to feel loved and happy... I love you, I respect you, and i want you to prosper.

[@Roux0808]

Idk who or old you are but it doesn’t matter, I literally cried while writing this, I feel u bro and I hope you are getting better. Idk how conservative are your parents or how strict but mine are really conservative and not really strict but when they always said “People your age never experienced anything difficult” one day I snapped and unloaded my year of depression. Today May 12th is the second anniversary of my suicide attempt that my parents will never know. Back to the story my parents thought I was mentally insane and now my mom doesn’t like me as much as my brother. My dad is real nice and the sweetest person I ever met and he was supportive a lot but he still thinks depression doesn’t exist 🫤

[@itzyaboycarllll]

@@Roux0808 my parents are definitely the strict like “i didn’t feel like this when i was your age.” but they didn’t have the influences that we do that make us feel the way we do. they also think that if they didn’t feel like this at one point, that i shouldn’t feel like this now. i am very sorry about your experience. i can totally relate and understand where you’re coming from, and your feelings are 100% valid. like you said, idk who you are, but i love you and you’re definitely worth being in this world and only deserve the best no matter your circumstances🤍 (i’m also always here for you if you need anything)🙂

[@Karlaagamerof]

I recently became a mom of the most beautiful baby in the world.. I’m currently dealing with the postpartum healing and it has been so hard to handle, I’m currently grieving the old me which will never come back because now I’m a mom. I have been crying and suffering in silence because I don’t want to feel a burden to my partner or his family that is currently helping us. I want to show off that I’m strong but in reality I’m not. My body is so sore and painful.. but it has to be strong to take care of my baby. Oh to be a mom… my journey is just starting and how hard it feels already. Now I’m just crying listening to this and hoping to feel better and stronger..

[@duzooczu]

I know you can do it, you already went through so much like pregnacy and birth, postpartum depression is something that happens and you need to be strong, you'll be fine and i know it❤️ full love for you and your baby

[@Nadiow613]

Oh poor you. Girl is sad because she became a mom. Get the fuck out of here

[@MeganNichol-j8x]

Your a strong beautiful mama!! You are always still you though and I’m sure the ones who do know you are very fortunate and grateful your in their lives wether any of you know it or not. We are important all of us and it hurts to see all this hurt 😔 you are amazing 🥲

[@AubreeSmith-g1p]

Im 13. I listened to this playlist on repeat for 14 hours going home. As soon as i got home i still had this playing. After everyone went to sleep, i shut my door and slid down it. I cryed the hole night. I don’t want to die but i don’t want to live. Almost all my friends are in a relationship and all i got is a broken heart. Never felt loved even by my parents. The only person i feel loved and safe by is my closest bff. She has been there for me since 5th grade. I wish everyone didnt have to go through this pain.

[@lorenraft89]

At least you have bff that could take care if you, but I understand you, the more you get older the worse it gets

[@blooberrys9905]

Hey, I rlly do hope it gets better for you. You know there's always gonna be a phase in life when you feel like no one in the world loves you but trust me there are people who do love you. I thought I was the same as you, but I realized I had people around me who do love e so much. You will meet more people like your bff who will love you endlessly and who will make you feel loved. So, what I'm trying to get at is, love yourself fiercely and strongly until you find people who love you the same. Offering my love to you from my side of the screen, just know that there's always at least one person who loves you ❤

[@Vantee_7]

Hey! I hope you're doing okay now. Take care of yourself, you're so strong 🫂🫶🏽

[@lorenraft89]

@@Vantee_7 you meant me or him?

[@Vantee_7]

@@lorenraft89 Both of you. I hope you have a great day, take good care and eat well 🫶🏽

[@Minh-bj7hg]

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

[@ryancostelli8298]

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

[@DrYou-Mbbs_edu]

didnt even realize i had tears sreaming down by the time i reached the end of it.. strnges words feel more comforting than your own people..lifes pretty weird isnt it? thank you for writing this love, hope you have a great day

[@ValeriaKim-oj6lu]

I'm smilng after your words :) I wanna be your girlfriend.. OMG. Сould you give me your instagram? I want to chat with you some more. I hope you're doing well and I love you :)

[@Youre_enoughXX]

Thank you so so much. I just started crying reading this. This means the world to me!! You’re a truly amazing person.

[@dorsa_hrf]

Thank you I really needed that ❤

[@EP_SLEEPY]

00:00 - 3:58 = The night we met - Lord Huron 3:59 - 8:13 = Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex 8:14 - 14:37 = Roslyn - Bon Iver 14:38 - 17:52 = Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson 17:53 - 21:53 = when the party’s over - Billie Eilish 21:54 - 25:58 = lovely - Billie Eilish 25:59 - 29:53 = where’s my love - SYML the songs repeat 59:47 - outro (no idea sorry) If you want I can time stamp the other half that’s repeated (P.s I think some of the songs are covers [last 3] because they sound a little different to the normal versions)

[@Harijukuxbri]

thank u for the timestamp

[@эээнупон]

Спасибо тебе, добрый человек

[@EmmaBlack-x2w]

I’m low key loosing my mind and always crying but this playlist hits different thank you

[@olawalesamad6447]

go to the gym

[@EmmaBlack-x2w]

@@olawalesamad6447 ???

[@-._.7771]

I actually really hate dark. But here I am. Sitting here. In dark again. I hate it but i love it at the same time. I feel scared and afraid but then i also feel peaceful here. Idk what to feel anymore. I dont even know what im feeling.. im just a teenager. I have push everything in me to stay alive, to think positive. But then, once i finally tried to be happy, everything crumbled. everything went wrong. And now im just tired. I just need to keep living for my kitten only rn. They are the only ones that i feel comfortable with. Sadly my father doesnt even want to keep them. But i still take care of them. I hope i can grow up with them :))

[@moyabramwell8142]

Tears running from my eyes rn while listening an reading yall comments😢😢 It's okay not to be okay 😢

[@darkaca]

It's crazy how these songs aren't actually sad but in context it's heartbreaking.

[@LionelLOREDO]

Yes I know what u mean

[@jashansidhujashan5748]

I am so tired from my life it’s just I should have been born . Everyone compared me to other people .no matter how much efforts I put to complete a task but I never get appreciation . It feels like I wasted a life by being born

[@braidennewell8369]

I've been stuck up the first song for an hour. I can't stop crying. I feel so understood.

[@SkyeTheArabianRedFox]

scolling through the comments to see all of them has been hearted just makes me feel seen :)

[@happinesskanu4568]

Why is being a teenager so hard, now I want to go back to how I was before, a child who didn't know anything about the world, someone who was free and cheerful Who agrees with me?? 😢

[@leasaliba7028]

Honestly same

[@aditigarg74644]

I don’t want to go back I had a rough childhood and still my suffering are not going away I am just stuck in life

[@maisiegardiner9835]

Same with me

[@vugiakhanhnong-qq6cb]

Well.. you know, your childhood is exactly what a kid need to keep going on their way. its one of the most important pillar to build your humanity and your strength for the future. and being a teenager , suffering from the hardness and cruelness in the society is also one of it too. If you dont face the pain and dont have to suffer , you wont get any experience for the future and easily give up if you ever falls down.

[@vugiakhanhnong-qq6cb]

So you should see it as a step for personal development instead of seeing it as an obstacle

[@ESlopsxplr]

Just know, you are worth the entire world. There is nothing I have for you but love. You are an amazing person, and I am so proud of the person you have become.

[@evabalceraite8699]

Just wish that she had the same thing i had for her Love

[@nmunbmfbf]

I feel like dying because of my terrible acne. I really give up. Every time I look in the mirror, I think about how hard it is to be depressed. Is there anyone with the same pain as me? We all have our own problems and wounds.Hope it will heal.

[@cheyannebrennan7178]

For whom needs to hear this, you matter and you are needed. Don’t forget that.

[@SontoLucia]

Unfortunately no one needs me

[@Blonde.booknerd]

If you are reading this, hey love. I just wanted to say I’m glad you’re around. I am so proud of you. From one stranger to another, hang in there. And keep your chin up. You got this, I believe in you. Always remember, go eat, drink water, shower and sleep. You got this! You are doing a fantastic job. You are enough, you have joy around you, I am SO proud of you for getting up when you fall, eating a meal, drinking water- EVERYTHING. You are wonderful and I’m so glad you exist. Again, you got this! Keep pushing, ok? I got to go. IM SO PROUD OF YOU! Buh-bye loves❤❤

[@TestiDoin_BaddieTingz]

thank you this made me cry and made me feel loved, thank you

[@adesitaa7267]

I said, “I need to hear one song to close the day” and yap here I’m. but I realized that the day have passed rn lol.

[@sharoncarpedieme8701]

@fedup132same tho😅

[@thatpianoman4350]

Are you polish?

[@courtt444]

My dad is dying, he is currently in the ICU fighting his battle against ALS. i feel lost, sad, and tired. I’m terrified of thinking about my life without him. I’m an absolute wreck, and he’s not even gone yet. This just gets me to thinking, how am i going to be when he’s actually gone? I’m not ready.

[@Straykidsluv65]

I am so sorry

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@arianaismother.]

i am sending my warmest wishes and the best of luck to u and ur dad. just know there are people out jn this world that truly care for u💗 i love u stay strong🤍

[@canaldoorochi4788]

Como ele está ?

[@Llluuukkkaaa]

I think u and ur dad are together now and he survived. But in case he didnt make it, remember ur and ur dads best memories u still have them. And if its still hard my father is alive but i dont have any memory of us together except fighting arguing, and cussing. So anyways god bless u and ur father! Thank you for being good human

[@Mysterious_Person.87]

We might already living in the uncertain future of life, but our Spirit to live the life is more stronger than ever. ❤

[@ITSJUSTGISS]

it's sad how i don't feel understood by the people i surround myself with but here i am listening to this playlist and reading these comment which make me feel better knowing im not alone, physically yes but i feel at comfort getting advice and assurance from the comments, giving me hope that things will turn around , it will take time and you know what i want a happiness because we all deserve it so im going to get it and i hope you will too❤

[@ara.va02]

I'm really tired rn, I miss my old self seeing me smile but now my happiness is gone. My depression and thoughts keeps on getting worse I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have someone to let out my feelings, I always feel like if I let it out to other people I feel like I'm bothering them. Now here I am listening to this playlist and helping me letting my feelings out.

[@MeganNichol-j8x]

Man I feel this rn I’m crying alone at 2:26 pm but I can’t not. I miss everyone and everything. I’m so goddamn alone in this life I want him to be the same but he’s gone. I’m gone man. Stay strong fellow first time lifer ❤

[@itz._mandy4life462]

Couldn’t be more relatable

[@aver661]

I just cried so hard that my stomach started hurting. No, not the anxious hurting. The kind where you felt like you physically hurt yourself, like someone just punched you in the stomach. And boy, does it hurt.

[@GunjanSingh-b7p]

Ooh feeling sad for you..

[@aver661]

I’ve gotten better since then :)

[@GunjanSingh-b7p]

@@aver661 may I know from where are you..?? If you don't mind 🤗

[@aver661]

@@GunjanSingh-b7p WHY 🤓

[@YamiSanchez-we8rg]

As a 14 year old life has gotten weirder and harder for me. I am not sure if that's how I am supposed to feel but I do. Listening to this song makes me sad but happy in a kind of way. I love life at times but gosh sometimes it could be a pain.

[@MichealChan66]

Being a teen is a nightmare but you’ll get through it :) it becomes better and makes more sense and you’ll feel more stable :) I’m 33 I’ve got some life experiences

[@lucasgaming1698]

To everyone: your feelings are valid. Not matter why you are feeling that way or if you don’t even have a reason to feel that way. We all feel things. So if you need to, cry because it’s worse to hold it in.

[@RubyDafemboy]

All I’ve ever wanted in life was a good job and a handshake from my dad and a hug and the words I’m proud of you from my mother but have I ever gotten that,no no I did not… just a constant reminder that I was an accident and completely un wanted and I hope that when I’m gone those words haunt them more then they do now

[@MichealChan66]

Parents are awful to their children. Prove them wrong, keep going and better yourself :) you are not their words, their words are horrible. I love you ❤

[@Camila-e3s]

teenage years for me so far suck. i really don’t want it to be that way but when any little thing is going right for me something has to come and mess things up. idk what im gonna do anymore.

[@BLaqSTV]

I listen this at gym to remember all the memories and knowing that pain build us not destroying us😊

[@Finnley511]

Everyone thinks that I'm happy just because I'm smiling, I'm always there for people when they need me but as soon as I need help no one is willing to help me. I'm laughing during the day but I cry myself to sleep every night.

[@kageyagojo]

same here, but i can help u,do u think you are okayy?

[@Ben-q9i1j]

I woke up one day tired as a teenager. The kind of tiredness that sleep doesn't help. The kind of tiredness that makes life so bleak and unhappy. I'm 22 and nothing has changed. I want to close my eyes and drift away for an eternity. Maybe then I'll be better.

[@HighRoller6863]

We’re here for you don’t do it

[@HighRoller6863]

Life is bumpy but once you make it it gets better

[@HighRoller6863]

I promise

[@oliviarrr99]

this flowers for you 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷💖

[@rose-fm5lx]

I wish everyone listening to this blessings and hope for the future to come. As we get older it'll get harder but it's the journey that'll make it worth it.

[@lostfountain595]

The thing that drives us in life, is fighting for something, whether that be small or big. It's not that we lose that fight, we pick the wrong thing to fight for to keep us going.

[@lil.jossy.]

its currently 10:43 July 17 2024. listening to this playlist about to call a hotline i have been suffering due to a disorder that is fairly rare but i dont feel like i can take one more day of this its effected my mental health terribly just 11 months ago i had 0 problems i was living my best life and now im here typing this because how much im suffering i dont want to leave people to fly high but i feel like i have no choice because either you will or you wont.

[@Kuinn27]

*Years ago, when I was 13, I felt comforted by strangers on the internet, and up until now I still am* *years have passed yet remained the same* - a little note from me to future me

[@Priyanka....-we3eu]

And we'll comfort each other till eternity....I wish we all could ever meet and comfort each other in person...🙃

[@sommert1360]

95' bb over here..life doesn't get harder...the choices YOU make are the steps the path to your future.

[@RobinFarmer-x3t]

I've been going through depression for as long as i can remember and I'll be 32 this year. I just want to say that no matter what your going through, you are enough, you are worthy, and I'm so proud of you. The world would change without you. You are needed and loved more than you'll ever know. You're amazing.

[@geoffreychang9220]

just wrapped up a marathon League of Legends session with my old college crew. We haven't all logged in together for ages, but tonight was like slipping back in time. Between the nostalgia, the trash talk, and our epic fails, it felt like no time had passed at all. Moments like these remind me that it's not just about winning or the grind, but about laughing so hard that you're crying and reconnecting over a shared love for the game. Hold onto your squad, the real world buff they give is priceless.

[@Maeluvssu]

Currently 8:32 pm. A Wednesday night. I'm bawling my eyes thinking about how much I've screwed up in life. My mother is my reason why I wanna end it. But there's people that I just can't leave in this shitty place we call our world. I'm expected to be perfect, to be great, this and that. But why can't I just be left alone. For one fucking day I just wanna be able to actually enjoy my day. My time.. But I just can't do this anymore. I can't fucking do it anymore, I'm tired and I'm fucking done. I'm done trying, I'm done caring. I just want it to stop. All the pain, the suffering, suffocating feeling I have everyday. Why won't it just stop. Please. Just let it end.

[@scoredzuess0353]

Currently 12:48 on a Thursday night staying up because I was hoping I’d get to call someone but that didn’t end up working. This whole life thing sucks ass. Now it might be easier to end it and pass the pain on to someone else, but is that what you want to be remembered as. A statistic, a number, someone who committed. No your gonna be yourself , it might get harder or eaiser but just giving up isn’t an option. Your are here, you are unique. One day you’ll look back on this moment and realize it could’ve ended and the pain would’ve stopped. But your gonna say I’m glad I pushed the this shit whole and made this myself. You got this, don’t worry your not alone

[@maddi675]

I don't leave sweetie. It'll get better i promise, just give life time. Do you have someone you could talk to about how you're feeling, like a therapist or a trusted adult or family member? No one is perfect hon, but just know that you're trying your best and it doesn't matter what anyone else wants you to be or how they want you to act. And i know that you may not see this or even listen to what i'm typing and that i am just some random person but please try, if one night things get bad and you need to let it all out then scream into your pillow or cry till you have no tears left. Just please don't leave, there are people who love you and care about you. It may not seem like it but there is, they may not show it but they care, they care so much. Love you and just want you to try and talk to someone about this if you haven't already.

[@Shishi_wanjiru]

This is why I'm here too. I just want a day from my mum tbh🥹

[@laracarria]

Currently monday, 18.09. 11.47pm... How are you doing? What happen the last 11 days? 🥺 I know im just a stranger, one of millions... maybe another soul who is telling you that life can be funny and joyable... but i think you already know this. I want to tell you its ok to feel down. I have weeks, literally weeks and days where I feel the same like you feel/felt. I guess we all do... but the strong is that we keep going ❤️. With every hurtful and annoyed, shitty life, we keep going... Pls do me a favor and search for help if you need any. It can be found Everywhere. :) If you dont need it its fine aswell, just dont end your life yet.... death will find his own way to you when he thinks its time 😘🖤

[@Lucyxo-vc5yp]

Currently 1:50 am on a Wednesday morning, am to is crying, cutting and crying knowing i to have fucked up this world, at the start of this year i was raped 3 times then got pregnant i thought i was gonna be for beaten by my dad than i already have been, a few weeks later i found out i had a miscarriage, k told my friends well who at the time i thought were my friends they didn't believe me and we stopped being friends, i have been bullied my whole life never stopped once and i think to my self everyday why cant we just be left alone to our peace hoping something will get better but it never does, i have just been writing my goodbye notes to my mum my bestfriends and the one boy and the one who i thought i was friends w but has made me want to go, but I've realized, life is all abt making mistakes and learning from them, when u realize there's people out there that do still love and care for u it will soon get better maybe not right away but yk that n its gonna get better, ive been in this boat of suicidal thoughts since i was 8 now look im 15 in 6 months. not everything has to be bad ive had some real good times, like i have it real bad im the therapist friend and the mother of my friend group so i trap my feelings hoping they will go away to make room for other peoples problems, not how life works sadly ive founded out that i have in a good space and that i shpould love myself for who i am and u should to im always here for u xo Lots of Love always and forever Lucy xoxo

[@macoroni7791]

It's my senior year in highschool I've been an athlete for most of my life now, i do almost every sport and this year I worked my ass off to meet my goals, I wanted to make state for powerlifting and this was the year, yet I recently injured myself during a basketball game and I tore my acl and meniscus, so I'll need surgery. I felt like I really hit rock bottom, and it's been hard to see the positive lately. I have to depend on others a lot, and it's hard to even do simple things on my own, I feel so empty and useless, like a burden to my parents. Music is such a beautiful way to express how everything feels, and this playlist comforts me so much in this vulnerable moment.

[@rishikasharmaxc.2735]

We'll pray for u get well soon ..

[@abundantlyblessed7238]

Are you ok now it’s been some time

[@macoroni7791]

@abundantlyblessed7238 Yes, I'm doing better now. Even though it was a long healing process of learning how to walk and use my leg again , it's helped me learn how to be grateful for what I have and realize that I can do anything. I'm now two months away from going to boot camp for the Marines.

[@Rubydrawz]

I'm crying because my band teacher's baby has cancer. He's a great man and he doesn't deserve this, and neither does his baby. And this world is so hard to live in. I'm an empath, so I feel everyone around me's pain, especially people I care about. I feel and see their suffering but I can't do anything to save them or help them. There's so much suffering in the world, and I can't do anything to help them. I feel so dry, burnt out, drained, cracked, tired, and about to break. I would just like to go numb for a bit, to stop the feeling and the thinking. The constant feeling. The deep, passionate constant feeling. It's so hard. It's so so hard

[@TheunisJ]

I've been struggling with loneliness, rejection, depression, unresolved childhood trauma from 20 years ago. Someone I worked with gifted me and a few colleagues fortune cookies as a thank-you present. Mine said: "Life is not fair, get used it." Made me feel pretty despondent.

[@MarsheEspiritu]

Hey stranger, I'm so proud of you! Keep fighting! ❤❤❤

[@saint_195]

i just want to be happy again, im acting like im fine half the time but tbh, I always feel like everything’s my fault & I constantly overthink about the choices I’ve made in the past & it’s exhausting drowning in it every single day. I miss them more and more everyday even though I know it was wrong the way they treated me. I want to go back to me when I felt normal which was before covid. ive felt lost ever since. im searching for the old me every single day. ill find her again one day.

[@ElianaMartinez-pw8uz]

I wish life was fair…so I can see my friends alive and happy

[@Ellie-vy6uu]

I hope it gets better for all of us I hope one day we look into the past and be happy for not Giving up remember everyone you matter even if you dont see it you matter to the world and I hope you k ow it I hope it gets better for all of us going through something ❤

[@teenagerdaydream]

This playlist gave me peace. Even with all the trauma that has happened in my life. This gave me peace at mind made me feel like there was somewhere quite for me to just exist thank you so very much

[@viavilivia]

reading these comments really make me feel sad for everyone that’s going through things silently, i get some people might not understand you but you have the world who will totally understand you, hope you are all doing well and live the life you have been given to the fullest 🙂

[@Straykidsluv65]

Life,what did I do wrong?

[@-r0se-]

Nothing, you did nothing wrong and don't blame yourself or think you did something to deserve whatever ails you. Life is often unfair, cruel, and merciless without discrimination for race or age. Just know that things will get better, I promise. While we linger in the darkness we often forget the light that lies just out of our grasp. Even though it sucks you have to remain strong and keep going as life, though cruel and unfair, is full of many joys and wonders. It'll be okay, I promise. Just know that even if I don't know you and I'm just some random person on the internet trying to make people feel better, I love you. No matter what age, race, gender, ethnicity, sexuality, appearance, whatever, I don't care. I love you and I believe you can do this. Things will get better, just remain strong and push through

[@zoeclemens3099]

There is no way to do something wrong. Its just a game of dominoes.

[@felinekinaci]

01:36 24 march 2024. i cried the whole night, until there were no tears left. why did people need to treat me this way? why couldn't i just be normal? why am i reacting mad at everyone? why can't i be pretty? why do i need to be the therappist friend even if im struggling? why don't my parents want me in their house? why are people thinking im overreacting? why did he need to leave? why am i fat? why can't i eat like a normal person? why am i insecure? i have 100 more questions that i want to ask but no one ever listens.

[@ESlopsxplr]

Hey, I’ll listen.

[@seth1989rtv]

I used to be a 15 year old sobbing ag night due to hating myself from internalized homophobia amongst other things…but i held onto hope that i would grow out of it. While i did grow out of the internal homophobia, the depression that stemmed from it lingered and here I am, 8 years later, 23 years old, struggling to think what i am supposed to do. I just have no direction in life, and when I make steps in a good direction, something or someone hurts it. And I tumble down. And I just hate myself. I just want to have a stable and enjoyable life, but i guess that’s too much to ask life/the universe/god/whoever the fuck 💔😔 if anyone sees this, i hope someday you can make it out of the cycle of depression and anxiety. You deserve it ❤️

[@avgeek-n8b]

this is one of the only things that get me through life. thanks man for this

[@abundantlyblessed7238]

The comments have me in tears from my own issues and reading others. I’m sorry please stay strong and know your purpose doesn’t always come to you early and we need good people. Stay strong your tribe is here

[@piperwebb9905]

I listen to all your playlists and they are all amazing great for just a chill day or even a sad one❤

[@lamblandking8517]

Как же такие плейлисты спасают, когда пишешь фанфики. Грустные любовные плейлисты, связанные с печалью и одиночеством это всё для меня. Атмосфера с ними и настроение сразу становятся лучше. Правда, моё настроение сразу уходит куда-то вниз...

[@СезимШералиева-у7щ]

Я стараюсь я пытаюсь улыбнуться себе но не могу мне не разрешает моя разбитая душа, которую уже не спасти, я стала дружить сама собой, или я скажу с ума😊💔🥀

[@СезимШералиева-у7щ]

Просто я не могу уже стараться потому что, мне не кому стараться, да и зачем мне это, я люблю того кто меня не любит....

[@SahebaThakuriPandey]

Idk but all I want is to make my parents proud but I just can't make it this is the playlist I was searching for thanks for this thing

[@-r0se-]

It sucks, I understand because I relate. But I just want to let you know that even though your parents think their child can't be anything but perfect, no is perfect and that's okay. You're enough. You don't have to constantly try and please them because people like them will never be pleased unless you're perfect and that's just not possible. Even though it hurts, a lot, it's okay to not be okay and things will get better I promise you. You may not be able to make your parents proud, but that doesn't stop others like me from realizing how amazing you are. I know I don't know I thing about you, but I believe in you and you just have to keep your head held high an keep going. Things will get better, promise

[@dorsa_hrf]

I'm in the same situation,it's hard I understand you ❤

[@bigheartbabye]

Im really sad, and it's very comforting tò pray and listen to sad music because u feel like no one misses u until you're really gone, and i like somone that likes me, but its been 7 months already, been waiting all summer, this abt to be my last summer trying, but ill always love them the same i cross my heart but thay somone makes me cry somtimes because of jealously and i pretend im sick just to cry

[@Alondra2cool._]

i need the spotify playlist this is honestly the best playlist on KZbin ever made💖!

[@CorporalCanada29]

It's freshly until 2024 and im just not ready for it. It hasn't started great and I hope it doesn't get worse or that my depression won't get worse I just want to feel free for once. For all that feel that your alone. Your never alone❤

[@FatushiHimura]

I've felt depressed before... Suicidal even... But you know it's not worth it, I want to feel happiness even if I have to feel shit along the way... That's why I live, I seek happiness. I want to see everyone on the internet and in real life to bask in happiness i seek, i can only wish you get better.

[@Zoeyrbart]

As a teenager diagnosed with depression this playlist is how I feel on a daily basis.

[@bloodmoon7599]

"born to love, forced to bottle it in"

[@chill_night]

Sad songs are like rainy days for the soul-sometimes you need them to grow

[@jadedekeyser8164]

In the day you fake smile en in the night's you cry on this song for hours

[@leahastle-wy7gw]

Writing this comment so whenever someone likes it i will rememeber this video ❤

[@moladjarfmerelesz4626]

😢❤

[@TeeReynolds]

❤

[@jonathansteinfort2975]

@leahastle-wy7gw ❤

[@leonardopop1905]

😢❤❤

[@misarisoatyrolia]

Thanks ❤ ...you too

[@Straykidsluv65]

Dinner ✅ Happiness ❌ Friends❌ Crying ✅ Sleeping❌

[@viraglauber7271]

Bruuh yall so depressed

[@Lucky_Angel..]

Why are you crying?

[@malia_444]

​@@viraglauber7271exists. Depression exist. Better be kind than commenting shits

[@lynfyluvfy]

i'm scared of society , they like to mocking ppl and didn't care anything abt others feeling except for their own.

[@DavianMaag]

life is hard and the pain hurts more the days go by,but I hope y'all stay safe and turn to God when your at your lowest. bye now

[@Crazydog-lady23]

You ever get that feeling that no matter how hard you try or how much effort you put into the thing you love that it's never seen I have been raising my siblings since my parents got a divorce and while my mom works from 12pm to 3am I'm home with my sibling watching and caring for them and I never get a thank you or feel seen I feel like a slave and I don't have anyone to say this to cause I don't know anyone who can relate but this sister gets me through it all makes me feel like I'm not alone like all the fake smiles and laughs were worth being ignored so thank you ❤❤❤

[@Azraaisdecaying]

Small little vent I just want to get it off my chest :) I lost my dad last year and I haven't been the same, he was the boy version on me he made me the person I am today I'm still fairly young the grief is making a huge impact on my schooling and I don't know what to do. I just want to him to hold me in he's arms and stroke my hair and to tell me things are gonna be alright the hardest things are that he isn't gonna walk me down the aisle and my brothers aren't gonna have an amazing father to look up to. Everything just hurts man I just want my dad back.We had so many plans together and it never happened I know I'm never gonna see him in this lifetime again and I just can't bring myself to it. 2 week before he's death we were on holiday for he's birthday he kept the pain that he had inside because he didn't want to make us feel worried for him when we got back my mom had to rush him into the emergency and he spent a few days there including on my birthday he sent my a voice mail of him singing happy birthday to me and I can just hear him struggling to keep in the tears. I miss him so much I don't wanna brag but he wasn't just my dad he was my bestfriend he always made me laugh without even trying he just got me perfectly played video games with me and taught me so much stuff. In all lifetimes I'll look for you dad I love you so much and I'll forever be your little princess

[@miapeterson]

Gilded lily Beautiful girl Skin gleams in the sun Laugh overcomes sorrows Smile contagious Soul pure and kind Beautiful girl, why do you cry? Why do you paint over your face Glare at your reflection until she shatters hug the toilet bowl when lonely Beautiful girl don't you see? You're the rose in a garden of weeds The Star in the Night An angel sent from heaven Oh beautiful girl You can't fix something that's not broken Gild the lily For your already perfect

[@shooting.stxr_]

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love your problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love your hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. from the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

[@NOAH-NMrl]

Thank you .... I love you for how you are too, don't worry you are not alone in this horrible world

[@EllaMcbeath-jg9ex]

thank you stranger, i just started sobbing

[@DanaYoun]

Thank you.. :)

[@mercykiaritha]

Thank you stranger.... This made my night....I Love you too

[@jessygill644]

I love u more stranger.. tq ❤ may lord bless your kind heart

[@Evgeniiche_hehe]

I am so grateful for this video! Thank you so so much, Lost Dreams! I was so close to relapsing, and thankfully I didn't, because of this video. I hope that everyone whos watching this vid/ reading this comment will heal from everything that has affected their mental health in a bad way. Take care, and hope you have a beautiful rest of your day/night/evening/morning!

[@calebnick.6098]

all i want is a friend.. Why do i have to be such a terrible person

[@ESlopsxplr]

Now you have one

[@MichealChan66]

Hey we have our good side just like our bad side, a true friend accepts both sides also some times people make us out worse than we really are. I love you cale ❤

[@erobot8333]

Loving someone who doesnt view you the way you want them to is hard. Because their eyes is a reflexion of your existence and what you put out in the world... so looking at my ugliness hurt me. I wish i could overcome what ive become. The worst part is when they trust you with your thoughts. Thinking you're the best version of yourself, when really you just wanna be closer to them to become more like them and feel their comfort. Then you pause and think, think about the comfort you feel when ever you're around them. Think of your chemistry and how you manage to communicate perfectly without the use of words, genually feel confident in public just by their presence, and think about how good they feel in intimacy and you realize, maybe they are more than just a friend ? Seing them be physical with others hurts. And as i hurt silently I become that darkness. The part of me that truly is ugly. The thing that only me sees in the reflection of his eyes. A world of mirrors, where i can only see others as who i could of been, not being able to find my uniqueness. For fuck sake, im tired of viewing my self in envy. Why cant i just be the one for them? why am I not enough ? Do you even see me with envy when ever you sleep with me or is it just out of pitty? Deep in my heart i know the answer to that question... So asking it is just an act. The result is still the same. I'm the only shattered mirror in the room. Fuck..

[@thatonegirl6236]

couldn't have said it better myself