I MISS YOU MOM!! | Ren - Mackay (Rock Artist Reaction)

[@RenMakesMusic]

I love you brother and im so sorry for your loss, shes deffinitley proud of u ❤

[@killskillzprod666]

❤

[@chelseahaley8350]

Today is the anniversary of losing my mom to Cancer, so this was extra special for me! ❤ Had me all up in my feels as well!

[@JoseCastro-ql7bf]

❤❤❤❤

[@FischtankProductions]

Love you too bro. Thank you for everything.

[@MargaretKichenama]

@@FischtankProductions Thank You for sharing❤

[@sharis9095]

A year ago I sat alone in the hospital and held my Mom's hand while she past. A few days later was the first time I heard Ren. Somehow his video's got through the shock and helped me feel. I really needed to feel the loss and I was so numb I just couldn't. I found myself doing the full Ren rabbit hole because I needed something to distract me when I was alone. I don't know if I'll ever be able to thank him for that, he really helped me through a devastating time. This one had me in tears too, but that's Ren's superpower, whether it's sadness and loss, or joy and laughter, Ren makes you feel.

[@bkkidd2112]

Thanks for a beautiful reaction and sharing your love for your mom

[@Ken_Smith]

After losing my dad over the summer then Fisch’s mom who was like another mother to me, I realize more and more everyday that it’s best to let your emotions out as they come. We all experience loss, but our loved ones would want us to remember and honor them. But more importantly keep moving forward and live our best lives. Love you bro. 🫂

[@amyl9864]

I lost my mom last year to cancer - she was in home hospice for two months prior to her passing on April 13th. My siblings and I split time to be there with her and my dad. It was hard being there and watching her die and it was equally as hard not being there. Thank-you for summing up the emotions I felt while listening and watching the video.

[@sigally]

Just when you think you've gone through the grief, boom, it just hits. ❤❤❤❤

[@jasonremy1627]

I was brought to tears in the first 30 seconds when I watched this. It's so beautiful.

[@Dani.G1975]

My mum was killed when i was 9 months old... i would do anything just to have a single memory of her. Cherish those memories, smile with those memories and know she loved you. That is gold right there x

[@garywillow6578]

You just broke my heart with that statement. Reminds me to cherish all that I have in my life. Thank you for making me more human than I was yesterday.

[@Dani.G1975]

@@garywillow6578 thank you x

[@amandacollins2854]

The world is kaos hyped up in a gossip fuelled frenzy at the moment and along comes Ren ,who creates a still ,calm, beautiful space where we can find the things that really matter . Amazing reaction , my sincere condolences. Enduring the forever ,ever changing pain of grief is very hard to endure on a daily basis . Some things are just so enormous we just have to grow bigger to accommodate them. You won't notice you have grown but it will show itself in the compassion you show others .❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Shiroar]

I’m sorry for your loss 🫂 I’m very rarely into purely instrumental music, but this somehow felt like Ren was playing words. A stunning and perfect tribute to his friend 🖤🐰🕳️

[@petethescalemodeller6130]

I remember my best mate of thirty years Jason , when I hear this .. miss you buddy .. I lost it to mate , tears are flowing..

[@gwynethzen77]

We love you so much, Fisch! Big hugs for you. Thank you being open and honest with us and thank you Ren for eliciting such real emotions from us. ❤

[@MissMeKate]

Sending you so much love Fisch. ❤

[@tracysusanklein]

My mom passed March 26 th. 7 yrs ago. What i miss most are the chats we had. Mother to daughter. They are what I cling to when life gets hard.

[@PissedOffCanuck]

Lost my mom 7yrs ago too, March 30th. Hold on to those thoughts, she's watching over you. 🙏

[@Emilie-one]

Thank you for such a real and honest reaction. The song is beautiful and touched me too. So sorry for the loss of your mother.❤

[@craiggrant8600]

I know how you feel bud! Lost my mom to cancer 7 years ago! Stay strong and keep doing what you do!

[@JimiClownshoes]

I lost my Dad to cancer and was there holding his hand when he went...i feel you here brother. You've captured the feelings perfectly here. Love to you and my condolences from over here in the UK ❤️❤️❤️

[@clarelwc2849]

I lost a dear friend - cancer, mid November, was able to care for him and be with him at the end, and this song speaks to me similarly, the circle of life, the fragility, the strength of so many (inspiring!) - all the emotions... So sorry for your loss, sending you a hug from North Wales, UK, love your reactions btw, much love

[@Puklii]

this is beautiful masterpiece... I love this song, i love piano... (sorry my bad english) Respect from Hungary

[@jamesdodson2022]

I lost my mom 2 years ago on December 19 to lung cancer. I was there with her when dhe took her last breath. Its something you will never forget. i made sure i told her how much i loved her and that i couldn't have asked for a better mother.

[@christophCymru]

RIP to.your Mum. Big love

[@rudyb.]

I am thinking of you today my Brother. Peace be with you and keep on going. Those of us left behind have to keep moving. Beautiful piano music by Ren. Thank you for this reaction.

[@WinterWonderland-1143]

❤️. Ren is the masterpiece package❤️ I’m also so sorry to hear about your mom. Hold on to those memories ❤️

[@salishseamermaid]

Such a beautiful piece. Much love, friend. ❤

[@libby215]

Keep processing friend - you're doing it amazingly 🌻

[@alexiaspaedt-mcintosh5311]

Fantastic reaction... I think we were all sobbing this time. Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable. Lots of love to you!

[@miltoncardoso6910]

Love from Portugal

[@Kimava62]

Thank you for sharing your feelings, that’s how Ren intended us to share our pain and love, ❤️

[@MrSlizanger]

The REN effect. Thank you so much for sharing this. Much love fischtank

[@FrauEausS]

Bro, one of the best authentic possible reactions I've seen. What else should do justice to this peace of music than sharing from the inside out. My sincerest condolences. 🕊

[@davideastham]

Virtual hugs to you.🫂 I was with my mom when she passed several year ago as well. It will be something I will never forget and something I can't really talk about at the same time. Love to you and to anyone that has lost someone ❤

[@JohnSmith-ud9ex]

Melancholy and whimsical..... Reflections of life.... Condolences on your loss. Hugs.

[@nicholeswanson8212]

I cried with you. I lost my Mom 27 years ago. I don't think the hurt ever ends but the beauty continues. ...and it's sooo beautiful. She brought that and it's still here

[@JulitaPio]

I am so sorry for your loss, sending hugs❤️

[@KitstormUno]

It's amazing how Ren can make you feel with no words, speaking with the music. So beautiful.

[@LadyGX]

Sorry for your loss, man. I just knew I’d see Ren in your comments sending love, too. Special song from a special soul.❤

[@Faith-il2wx]

So sorry for your loss it’s so hard to unravel the emotions. Thank you for your reaction and your humanity. ❤

[@sonicfear4472]

Wow, what a beautiful piano solo! As usual Ren surprises us, no lyrics, no words, just a rollercoaster of emotions played out on the keys of the piano...Sometimes there are no words and it's through music one can still communicate and express their thoughts and emotion...No Words Needed. I too lost my mom last May, she suffered from COPD and towards the end, I was taking care of her with in-home Hospice. I totally get what you said about there being bittersweet emotions that are born out of her passing. Hold tight to the best memories and use them to keep your own flame alight...Peace Brother.

[@lordvitae]

7:50 I had to listen to it at least 3 or 4 times on my own before checking out other folks reactions.

[@thebearmn]

Most of us have said the word thousands of times, yet Mom can still catch in our throat long after they're gone. And thankfully the love that's wrapped around that word, for most of us, is eternal. That's one place I find my comfort, and I'm grateful for my mother every day. My mother's talents were many, especially music, and the love of it was something we shared. I in turn am grateful for the love of music my children have, and the understanding that is the Limitless way to share almost anything with anyone no matter who they are or where they're from. Ren, the gift sharing the universal language.💙 I'm so very sorry for your loss✌️

[@HSoul10]

I wish nothing but the best for you. Thank you for sharing and connecting with us. I’m sorry for your loss

[@Whimsicalbrainpan]

You are one of my favorite Ren reactors and you certainly didn't disappoint. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you. Much love. ❤❤❤

[@musochickburns8212]

Ren as always... so moving... so expressive.. such skill and authenticity. I'm sorry for both of you and anyone else out there who lost someone special 💕💔🥲

[@kellyt5341]

Wonderful way of expressing all the feelings. Your explanation was beautiful. 🤗

[@hey-its-me7129]

I'm so sorry for your loss hun. I lost my Momma Christmas Eve 2012 to cancer. I haven't been the same since. But we both have a beautiful angel watching over us. ❤

[@DogDocKat]

I’m sorry for your loss of your Mom. Ren can say so much, even without words. Such a beautiful song 💜💜💜

[@brandongil419]

Shewww!!!! Christmas Eve brother I'm sorry. Anytime it's hard but especially when it's around a family holiday or a birthday its never the same. My grandmother was around Thanksgiving and it was hard to continue on with gathering for the holiday that year but we did and it helped. So keep those nearby for that comfort my brother. 🙏

[@SGI999]

What words can I write about this composition and performance? None needed. I held my beautiful Mum’s hand as she passed. I still hadn’t cried all these years since she’s been gone… my first tears for my mum today. Thank you for your reaction lovely man. Bless♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ This is the first time to hear this and I’m glad it was with you darlin’

[@MoreKellBellPlease]

Fisch, i lost my dad on Christmas Eve (2009). And I, too, was there for his last breath. So Hard. Hugs. Ren made me cry also.

[@yilomina2047]

I was with my mom in the hospital when she died in October of 2019 ... I know those tears. I'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt reaction with us.

[@grace1162]

God bless as the saying goes we never lose our loved ones as they are always there in our memories and hearts xx

[@herzenskoenig1982]

God bless your heart and your mum. She's awaiting you in his eternal peace. 😢🙏♥️

[@dancerbird76]

💜….sorry about your mum. I was thinking of my mum during the premiere…..10 years since we lost her. Sometimes words aren’t needed…..the music says it all.

[@greglecig5549]

Such beauty in this one person. He touches souls like no one I’ve ever seen. So sorry for your loss ❤

[@Barzo7]

Thank you for sharing ❤

[@TanyaQueen182]

I think my mom was with me tonight listening to this for the fist time. I'm sure your mom is with you too. Big love from Florida.

[@dianesnowflake]

Sending you massive hugs, thank you for being so open and vulnerable. We've got you. 🫂

[@marianneszijj]

I’m sorry for such a huge loss. You actually remind me of my Dad, who unexpectedly passed away more than 25 years ago, 3 days before his 47th birthday. He was a musician like you. His name was Darryl Kutz ❤️ You should check out his video called, Holy Smoke, he sang with Starbuck in the 1970s Don Kirshner’s Rock Concert. Epic performance and he was just a vessel for music, a musician’s musician, just like Ren. Never got to say goodbye to him… but hopefully he knew how loved he was….. 💔

[@brendabromley5528]

So sorry for your loss I lost my mom in Aug 2023. A beautiful piece of music🖤🖤🖤 This was filmed at Drumheller, Alberta. Canada - not more than an hour and a half from where I grew up... amongst the Hoodoo's... so cool to see!! RIP Callum

[@braca977]

No worries man. This is actually your best reaction. ❤ we love you 💪💪💪

[@Lou-xq9br]

❤ #ren Bless ya, sending love 💕

[@suesee4855]

Thank you for sharing... I get it. There's something about the way the music resonates through the mountains that makes it truly unique. It seems to reach further than the skies. Much love ❤️ Sue

[@AlexMH1991]

There is something about instrumental piano songs that always makes me so emotional. I lost my grandma on Tuesday and this brought me to tears. Also I feel just like you said about your mom, my grandma was very sick and we spent the last seven motnhs constantly in and out of hospital with her and it was SO DAMN HARD, I am glad she is resting in peace now and that I have so many great memories with her but I miss her so fucking much and I don't think I've still processed that I won't ever see her again. Sending you much love man I love how Ren always makes me feel so many emotions all at once and how talented he is.

[@judithboggs2196]

I also said good-bye to my brother in December 2023. 🫂 His birthday was March 26. He would have been 70 years old. I am 71.... I miss him. 🫂 He is with God now and cannot come back to me, but one day I will go to him. That is our hope in this world whe loved ones leave us behind. 🫂 God's peace, my friend, in your days of sorrowing. Love and peace, Ren and all who are grieving loved ones.

[@TheDougMan]

Wonderful reaction. My condolences on your loss. Any Mom’s absence is profound.

[@daviddobbins9896]

Fisch keep doing your music…it’s the best way for you to honor your mom. Put all those memories and pain on paper…🙏🏻

[@christinehutchinson767]

Big ❤my friend 🕊️🕊️🕊️

[@fledits]

What a beautiful piece of art. This would make such an incredible movie score.

[@pettyeddie2000]

I just want to extend my condolences to you for the loss of your mother. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family. 🙏🙏

[@belgand5555]

Hugs to you and I’m sorry… Ren is the soul here for our hearts to know what being human is.. Thank you… ♥️🫶🏻♥️

[@aimee_susan]

Sending you so much love and the softest landings. Losing my mom was the most profoundly gutting experience of my life - please know that so many of us see you, and we understand. Holding you in my heart. Big hugs right back at you. 💜

[@MrEfreeman]

Im Sorry for you loss. I lost my mother in 2007 and I miss her every day. This piece brought tears to my eyes quicker than lightning. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. We love you.

[@krikat3485]

You made me cry. Ren has managed to bring the memory of everybody who is gone from our lives. So sorry to hear about your Mom. It is the kind of loss it takes a very long time to get over.

[@captainkaveman5482]

Lost my little brother Jeffery Mackay in 2018. Haven’t cried in years, this touched me. Also filmed in drum Alberta last place I got to take him. I’m not crying your crying

[@violindylan]

I loved the honesty of your reaction. Sorry for your loss, but thank you so much for sharing.

[@cmalta897]

I cried too Just beautiful

[@Vigges666]

ren made you cry & you made me cry. much love goes out to you man. 💙 sorry for your loss.

[@sistermoon1970]

So sorry for your loss 🫶 it really felt like a song of grief and releasing a little bit of the hurt and filling it with love ❤

[@Tealomen]

Sorry for your loss but I appreciate the beauty in talking about her. I hope it brings you healing ❤

[@marleyblood5213]

Sorry for the loss of your mom. I'm in a grief puddle right now, too, as I just lost a good friend (chosen family) and wasn't able to be there at the very end. We are all precious. Beautiful, heart-felt reaction. 💕

[@debthecpn]

A beautiful meaningful reaction. Brings us all together because we have all felt that loss. ❤

[@parkersgaming201]

Sending you love, light, and healing, Brother ⭐️

[@carolineyates4746]

so sorry you last your mum, I lost my mum in 2009 and i still get sad sometimes but you start to remember the good times more as time goes on and smile more too x

[@bhudzietz333]

Oh man, thank you for sharing about your mom and that experience. My mom passed away 13 years ago from cancer and I held her hand right before she passed as well and the way you explained it all hit so hard. My dog of 15 1/2 years passed away this January with her head laying on my foot, and the pain, relief, anger, sadness, etc. is almost impossible to even describe. I feel ya brother, hang in there, and thank you for what you do.

[@RobertAustin-l4p]

There is nothing to write ! I am sorry for your loss and that Rens loss is still such a raw nerve on his heart. And yes you feel it ! 😓😓💔💔 Not quite what I was expecting but typical of Ren, it could not be anything else. GREAT !!

[@mrdarengilbert3907]

Thank you bro for sharing parts of your life, for some of us it helps us cope with ours. Respect to you. And God bless your mum 🙏 Take care bro Daz

[@helenajrgensen3157]

My condolences to you with your mother 🙏❤ I completely understand what you are talking about. Held my father's hand as he took his last breath. Pure music here - was like Ren was playing on my heart strings.

[@lorihutcheon5363]

I too just lost my mom a couple of months ago! Sounds like we were both blessed with the best💝 This was so moving on my first listen (thinking about my childhood friend that I too lost tragically at the age of 16) This time it’s my mama and agree this beautiful arrangement takes you on a journey of raw emotions that can’t be articulated with words! Ren clearly understands how to express himself musically when words fall short! What a gift we have found in this extraordinary human being❣️ Keep the love coming and Blessings for your healing heart🙏

[@FischtankProductions]

Big hugs to you.

[@Dog-Maniac]

Very sorry for your tremendous loss 💚 Thank you for sharing

[@billstewart9132]

Your a good man who feels music and cares about people you love.

[@mldkenny]

Ren is so special and loved he dropped in on your channel. You have a wonderful community behind you rooting for things to become less painful for you. When I listen to this piece it just makes me feel what heaven must be like! Keep strong our friend.

[@TobiiRheaStarr]

Such a beautiful piece. So sorry for your loss my friend. Your mom would be so proud of you. Sending you lots of love 🖤

[@aknomis]

Soooo amazing. Your reaction and Rens music make my eyes second time up tu tears. Love from Europe-Austria

[@robertparsons8835]

Music can capture every emotion a person is feeling. It's an amazing thing that we are able to experience . Just like a painting. It's in the eyes of the beholder. Much love brother 🙏

[@behinddreaming]

Beautifully honest reaction ❤ I was already crying listening to this beautiful piece. Now I'm crying a lot more. I'm sorry you lost your Mum. My Mum died in 2019 and the hole she left is still there. I keep reminding myself that her pain is gone now, after years of illness. Sometimes it helps. Other times remembering her words & laughter helps. Thank you for sharing X

[@moonyep5075]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Wish you much strenght in the time to come...my condolences 🥀

[@jhayley72]

So sorry for your loss. Love watching your reactions especially to Ren you always show so much support and respect for him ❤

[@mikep83]

Sorry for your loss bro. I was there 5 years ago when my dad passed and feel that hole comment every single day. Thanks for the raw and honest reaction. Peace

[@brendengames7818]

I'm from around the same area as ren and actually from where this video was filmed and I love him and his music and I love your reactions

[@sampanther8854]

Big hugs all around 🤗❤️✌️