i quit youtube

if anyone needs absolutely any help at all, please reach out.
I know I'll probably get asked about my therapist, so this is their email:
[e-mail]
Remember, you are NEVER alone. and there is always a solution.
thank you for being so patient with me throughout, i couldnt have done this without everyones constant support :c
i love all 20,638 of you!!
ig: itsjustmia__

[@rida5160]

it feels like im looking into a mirror and listening to the things i can never say out loud myself.

[@saiqa9426]

Trueeee

[@hhhjjj4623]

True

[@humnakammran3249]

Everything you said was so Relatable, how us desi kids can't really go to our parents for our depression/ anxiety because they almost never take it seriously. Hope it gets better for everyone out there

[@alveenakhan3699]

Thank you for talking about this!!

[@alina8938]

Same yar depression is worse thing it happens in our lives especially during teenage life

[@iqranawaz7991]

i love how ramsha's just lying there vibing, while u're pouring ur heart out, also mianihil bro start talking very highly of yourself even if you're not that good tell urself u're good, even if you can't do sth tell yourself u can, just START SPEAKING HIGHLY OF YOURSELF, everbody stop depricating urself for being funny it doesn't help at all, and then look at your life at a 180. MASHALLAH MASHALLAH MASHALLAH aisay hi khush raho :')

[@wardahkhn]

ok haven't seen the vid fully yet-but like don't scare my heart like this man.....ur legit the only pakistani vlogger I can watch that is relatable and just purely authentic.

[@abeeramasood5386]

Im literally going through the same thing as you. Failing exams stressed out for not accepted in any university! Im glad I found you you have actually cured me. Same as you I studied what people asked me to and not what I was passionate to study. Now I'm here crying all day regretting y wasn't I bold enough to choose what I loved to do. My mum is so tensed for me and when I see her I get so worried and then cry even more. I've lost hope almost

[@hehehe5212]

Omg my sis name is areeba masood

[@hehehe5212]

Same lol

[@fatimasyed4502]

Same Man , I've failed too for the very first time in my life. And now my dream university have rejected me twice . But here I am again applying for the same university with a new hope :)

[@Elixer_]

@@fatimasyed4502 insha'Allah you will get it ...don't lose hope even if you don't because something better will happen for sure.🌸💫

[@MustafaBabar]

This video actually refreshed my mindset ❤️ Thankyou

[@THEQUEEN-gl5gh]

Ohhhh hooooo mustafa u here?

[@unaizaomar6158]

I'm 14 and I just relate to all of this that you're saying I'm just shocked. I'm proud of the fact that you pulled yourself out of that situation with the help of others. Keep it up. You matter and you are loved and I look up to you. You're a motivation to me and others. ❤️

[@pakfortniteteam1953]

Same bro

[@humanbean6815]

Talk to Allah trust me u will feel sooooo good just try it for once

[@peanutbutter5891]

Frm YouthClub?

[@humanbean6815]

@@peanutbutter5891 yessss #ycsquadddd

[@peanutbutter5891]

@@humanbean6815 yo ✌️❤️

[@humanbean6815]

@@peanutbutter5891 r u from islamabad?

[@peanutbutter5891]

@@humanbean6815 my uni will start in feb so in Feb I'll be in Islamabad Inn'Shaa'Allah.

[@justquratulain]

Imagine that toxic friend watching her video.

[@absolutemedman3003]

Explains the dislikes 😡

[@MysticalEducator]

shes 21- im 15 and i relate-

[@samanilyas1607]

SHES 21????????

[@asjal10]

@@samanilyas1607 yeah lol😂

[@presidentofallblinks2604]

whaaatttttttt wait a

[@samanilyas1607]

@@asjal10 oh ma gawd

[@fajjarschefhouse6035]

Her mom is my school teacher saima raza

[@unscriptedwithdrishti]

I literally thought she was 16 until he said she was 21 i still cant believe

[@jazicious3109]

He said???? Until she said

[@lowkeylaraib]

She*

[@umamahrehan9524]

Sis tbh your soul is longing for Allah. He is with you sis. Talk with Him. Tell Him how you are feeling although He know but He is the only listener who listens to us when we can't find anyone else. I also went through this phase but Alhumdullilah I found Allah. I found my purpose of Life. Now I know that whether people love me or not there is someone who loves me more than my mom. Who loves me unconditionally ❣️ This was the only thing my heart and soul was wanting me to realize and now Alhumdullilah I am content with my life, whatever is happening is under Almighty's control "And He is best of the disposer of all affairs" I hope you get what I want to say 🙂 Much love and God bless ❤️

[@humanbean6815]

Indeed🥺🥺🥺

[@farahabidii]

IN CONCLUSION,WE STAN HARDER 🤲🏼😌😌🙏🏼

[@arsalnasir9875]

Was literally thinking about your vlogs yesterday and here you are❤️

[@Anywaysssssssss8]

Minahil i missed u so much ♥️♥️♥️♥️😫😫😫

[@muffim7146]

@@Anywaysssssssss8 can I know where her father is, like I'm not being rude or something just wanna know becoz she said nothing about him and also I'm a recent subsriber so not being negative

[@hassanrehman9357]

BINGEE WATCHED YOUR WHOLE CHANNEL DUDE! you grew so much and it’s honestly amazing and beautiful and i hope someday you make videos again cuz id love to see them c:

[@idkwhyamihere7948]

Thanku sooo much minahil for being so honest like i feel lesa alone🥺 plus i miss you Plz upload if u fee like it

[@hudazakir9702]

Omgg girl stay strong! I can feel the pain in your eyes..it happens dont worry we all r behind your back supporting you. I also have depression sometimes even tho I'm just 13. But you will make it ameen. Inshallah Allah sab behtar kre ga

[@farahabidii]

4 MINS 27 SECS INTO THE VID MY RESPECT FOR HER WENT 📈📈📈

[@nidasuleman5644]

OMG THIS IS SOOOOO RELATABLE!!! i’m so proud that you’ve come this far, that you’ve fought all your battles. there are still people who fight their battles in silent but i’m so so so happy for you that you went to a therapist and finally you feel better. i always wished for a sister, someone who’d be my side 24/7 and listen to all my problems, but that just never happened and now i feel like i see a sister in you, i have always loved you from beginning and will always love you. your vidoes has always, ALWAYSSS made me less depressed, and even if i didn’t wanna laugh or smile, you, your videos did. i love you, AND MASHALLAHHH AND SHUKAR HAI YOU ARE BACKKKKK, THE QUEEN IS BACK BITCHESSSSSSS😩😩🤝❤️❤️

[@ayeshaahmed6825]

The dislikes are her toxic friends different accounts

[@winterbear254]

Where are you girlieeeee! Misssd youuuuuu, plz come backkkk!🥺🥺😭😭😭

[@anayasaimtoo9809]

She has a tiktok!!!!

[@aiman-bm5zu]

“please Allah if you’re watching this” 💀💀💀

[@ZaeeNAH]

And here I am, watching this 2 years later again:(

[@MysticalEducator]

21:25 to 21:40 is the best thing you'll ever see in your life

[@minahil2109]

please come back!! I really miss your vlogss

[@princessfrozen4998]

This is becoming every teenagers situation now days you had depression

[@urwaamalikk]

I knew something was wrong with you . Inshallah everything will be okay minahil . All of us go through times like this . Just remember there are some people who would understand you no matter what.

[@jazicious3109]

Now i am running in my whole house saying "THERAPY" i just noticed this is my third message!!!!!! love your videos😄😄❤❤❤

[@islamicstatus9145]

SOOO HAPPY FOR U THAT U RECOVERED...❤️❤️❤️ AND I LITERALLY LOVED THAT😍😍 FUNNY AND JOLLY MINAHIL AT THE END PART PF THE VIDEO..STAY SAME LIKE THAT ALWAYSS PLEASEEE❤️❤️❤️❤️ AND YUP YOUR EXISTENCE MATTER ALOT TO US(UR SUBSCRIBERS)❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE TO WATCH YOUR VIDEOSSS..PLEASE DONT STOP MAKING VIDEOS 🥺🤧❤️

[@riyakhan8503]

This video has to been the most relatable and amazing video eva , girl I am literally your stan now ❤👀

[@Fatima-gc6zs]

Love youu girllll !!!! Really missed your energy and videos And also Alhamdulillah & Mashallah that you are feeling better now. ❤❤🎉🙌

[@saimgilani9498]

Thank godddddddd yaaarr you came backkkkkkk i don't know how many times i checked my notification or your channel

[@shahmeen3995]

GURLLL U ARE LITERALLY THE QUEENNN!!!👑👑❤❤ I was so stressed out bcz of everything thats happening around me and in my life ....but after watching THIS i am actually feeling ALOTTT POSITIVE ♥️♥️ ALL THE LOVE TO YOU 💖❤

[@maryamaslam4572]

I really admire you for addressing the depression, toxic friends and stress of future ambiguities. I understand how soul-crushing experiences you must be having due to all that and you honestly needed that break. Because if we can't figure out what's best for us, then how can other person do that for us. I am so proud of you girl. I really hope you will be admitted to the university which will be best for you.

[@maryamansari4591]

Ufff ive just met this cutie . so humble so down to earth💛💛💛💛💛🌻🌻🌻

[@anushasaeed1729]

ive been through this phase 2 years back and taking medical help and from people around me made me way better now. Alhumdulliah! Dont ever feel sorry for yourself get up and do what you want. Allah has sent you in this world and he has a plan for you.

[@jannathaider]

MashaAllah, so happy to know that you are feeling better... Life is tough but you have options.. lots of duas for you, I made dua for you always whenever I remember you.

[@manalzzzay_5592]

SO PROUD OF YOU , MISSED U SO FREAKING BADDDDDDDDDDDD.... GURL YOU STAY STRONG OK?? AUR BSS APNE AAP KO KHUSH REKHO THATSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ITTTT

[@mairasaleem9522]

I’m glad you are feeling much better now and all the stressful time is over , mental health comes first , you can take a break for as long as you want and come back better than ever , i’ll wait for my crackhead to return with full swag , A QUEEN SHE IS AND DESERVES ALL THE HAPPINESS

[@IrfanAhmed-bt6nf]

Salam,my name is rabiya and I'm 16. I'm literally missing you since 5 months,qasam se minahil wapis aojao If you can you were my fav Pak youtuber💖💜😭

[@noorulhudhan.6442]

crying through out the whole video. all I can say is thank you for reminding me it gets better.

[@areebarupani6390]

I can so feel and relate with you😭 Im glad you spoke about it and reached out for help

[@sweetpeprika2976]

if you see this comment just let you know i really miss you mia🙃

[@aleenas997]

I'm glad you decided to talk about this. I feel like so many people go through this and suffer from mental health issues but it is not talked about as much. I'm glad you're back and can't wait for more videos❤️

[@김태형7-n5f]

Its been a year since you quit youtube ..😢 Am really missing your videos ... You are one of the youtuber i wanted to meet in real life ...

[@yeehaw4690]

minahil i can understand how you feel im so sorry you had to go through all that but please know there will be better times. We all love you and girllll you rock!!!!

[@simransatija5140]

I can totally relate to you. More power to you girl. ❤🥺 I've been watching your videos from a long time and I think you've grown up into an amazing person.Thank you so much for uploading this and sharing with us. Love from India❤❤

[@ifrahsiddiqui7897]

I came back to this and I gotta tell you how much I love you and relate to it more than I could ever tell you. You’re my inspiration min, for starting KZbin and for wanting better for myself. I love you so so soooo much and feel incredibly lucky to call u my friend

[@annabiyahoor5256]

i never saw u on youtube and this is my first time watching ur video and i love this and the way u talk about urself and ur condition girrrrrrllllllll u have won my heart(not only mine i think u have won the hearts of everyone by this video)

[@aminahshahid8878]

Trying praying and connecting to spirituality , that's the only thing which helped me when I had been going through the same , it's going to be hard but totally worth the effort, spirituality will make you see the purpose which you have been searching for, it has brought me from having frequent suicidal thoughts , panic attacks, anxiety, dangerously low self-esteem to being a person I had always wanted to be

[@fatimaqureshi5796]

You won't believe I continued checking your channel every month to see if you had uploaded any video because I just love your videos and vlogs. Really missed you. Well, I too have such kind of anxiety attacks and stress cause I couldn't crack a damn easy entrance exam and I feel that I'm just aimless and a loser .

[@ghosty8610]

Dang wil she come back or what?

[@alishbaarshad8270]

I'm missing my online class to listen this life lessons by THE PROFESSOR MINAHIL haha🥂😂

[@cloudylits9163]

i have just clicked on the video and I'm writing this! sis i have been waiting for your youtube like a lot and I saw your new video I was so excited! OK BYE

[@Abdullah-yz5fk]

Anyway. I wish the best for u Minahil ❤ stay strong girl!🌟

[@irbabinteali7871]

This is really upsetting! And relate to this so much I have just been through it all and it’s terrible even I had no clue how everything was going downhill and all of a sudden everything hits you:( but just keep your head up and know everything gets better❤️

[@ansharahassan7561]

Hahahahaha love , MaSha Allah. We all are so glad that you're doing much better and you're happy. May Allah protect you from evil eyes and keep you happy InSha Allah❤

[@moon-archives]

You're such an entertainer...I just love you so much.. may you always stay the happiest masha'Allah

[@max-st2el]

Im actually crying at the fact that we both went thru the same thing at the same time and when i heard the eating stufff ufff allah ye din kisi ko na dikhaye ... mashallah and i pray for u to be happy with everything u desire for love u ♡♡♡

[@hamnakhalid6377]

this video just made my day

[@rahatlaiq6066]

I am happy to see you like that MashAllah. After listening to you it feels like yeah that's the things which I was facing since Feb. I want to speak but I can't I was quiet and behaves fake in front of everyone they thought I am happy but inner me I know what I was facing I am still stuck in this episode. Need lots of energy to escape from this trauma.

[@samanrizwan7473]

Alhamdulillah glad to hear you’re better than everrrr!!!♥️♥️

[@anumiftikhar1715]

MashaAllah x100 for your growth. So proud of you for being so strong to get out of that phase.

[@aafiyashaikh8964]

This feels so relatable I mean from grades , toxic friends to not being able to get up and eat each and everything is relatable to me it feels like you are saying all the words that is hidden in my head🙃 Inshallah I'll get better soon

[@faryhazaidi8985]

I feel you, and i can relate to you. But more power to you and MashaAllah💕💕

[@hibashamim3979]

I really appreciate the fact that you came out and explained how you felt. Some of now realize that we are not alone who keep over-thinking our abilities and insecurities. Kudos girl

[@saniaf258]

We LOVE to see you thrive! MASHALLAH MASHALLAH MASHALLAH. Stay blessed and thank you for promoting your positive experience with therapy

[@viewpoint810]

You're right adults have this thought that why would we be going through something u better make a good connection with allah and do offer namaz you'll see the difference

[@ffatima14]

You're so so so so strong and we all love you so much. Keep up the good work, nothing can hold you back. You make people smile and that's so amazing. You're the only person I wait for to upload a video and relate to a whole other level. You're strong and you're you. Love u May Allah bless you and your family MASHALLAH

[@aiman-bm5zu]

im so proud of you minahil! stay happy love💞👊🏻

[@samrakhan14]

I loveee you Minahil. You are amazing. More power to you gurl....❤️💕

[@farhamansha3942]

I'm currently trying to get in govt medical college for two years and I can understand you.All day I do is to curl up and cry.I feel like it's lack of disbelief in Allah which is driving all teens to this depression spot.

[@ritabouy6765]

No it's not girl. getting in a govt med school is SO hard ik because im also a med student. only prayers for you. it gets better.

[@farhamansha3942]

@@ritabouy6765 I hope!

[@qurankashmiri]

Asalamualaikum I was waiting for you yaar Wallahi I pta kyu missed you Although from day b4 yesterday I started watching your video Ma sha Allah now you can help others also who are in depression Allah swt loves you

[@wajiehaamjadraja4159]

Aap sy aik chez pouchni thi... Ky aap ny ab video upload nahi karni? Ab mai aap ko unsubscribe krr dn?? Plz tell me

[@ayzashahzad9968]

💖I hope you feel better forever.... Your not dumb or stupid gurl ...... Your smart and strong..... InshaAllah you will have the best possible future.

[@ayeshariaz8185]

I'm quite happy to see you back n yes you are more than amazing❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sunduskhalid8512]

i love you. I'm soo happy that you feel better now. I hope you keep shining like the star you are Minahil :)

[@tafseerbydrfarhathashmi9919]

ooooofffffffffff finalllyyyy now i couldd watchhh all your shenanigansss againnnnn........ i loveee youuuu minahillllll.... khush raho yaarrrrr, glad u got over that shit and yeah best of luck for your future🥺♥️💯😍

[@yahoooo846]

MaShaAllah 💜💜 grades pay nhi Jana 😂...btw I'm genuinely so happy for you. Your humor and personality is no another level😂💯.( Even tho I just saw your two or three videos but still it feels like talking to a friend😂✌).Allah esay he khush rakhy Ameen 💜 just know that Allah has created you and he creates everything for a purpose, so chill sistaarr..only thing which kepts me going is that we shouldn't be worried about our future and which path to choose cuz it's all in the hands of Allah and he knows what's BEST for us ❤️ so always be positive 💜

[@desibeauty6932]

WE LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU🥺😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Im also going through shit ur video will help ,e thanku😭❤️

[@maryamejaz464]

Hahaha I was literally tearing up and then boom! old crazy minahil popped up! 😂❤️ You are so strong and you deserve all the happiness in the world. Love you ❤️

[@sanawasim2006]

I LOVE YOUU SOO MUCHH QUEEN🥺❤️ STAY STRONGG💃

[@zspov936]

Jab me college me thi to i wrnt through the same things, university ki fikr ,or future ki fikr, marks kam aa gye, or aesa lgta tha k no one would understand, i could never talk about it to anyone, had minor panic attacks but us moment me pta ni chalta tha, har choti choti bat pr rona aa jata tha, i never had the courage to take my life lekin me dua krti thi k i want to die, but eventually I got out of it, it only made me stronger , so if any of you are goi g through tough time , have faith in yourself, you are stronger than you can imagine 💗

[@justusama7015]

Have been watching old vlogs and look who just uploaded a new video. Hehe. More power to you ✨✌️

[@zaibunnissamahesar774]

I love you Minahil❤ i am really happy that you are at a better mental place now❤ you go girl❤ lots of love and support❤ Allah is with you❤ and yes MASHAALLAH❤

[@itsaashir5748]

Yarr i was missing your vlogz from so long.....finally you uploaded......i am doing olevels from the city school

[@SAM-ml9bl]

I was literally in the exact same situation a couple weeks ago. Thank God I'm out of that situation. Desi parents and then especially pashtun parents never get it, they think we're being ungrateful and will instantly start lecturing u about how others r going through worse etc. I totally feel u Manahil.

[@theuniverse5474]

8:50 I have been through something similar and for me my fathers hug was the medicine. It doesnt HAVE to be your father but you do need warm hugs. And you need to talk about it, to someone close to you. So they actually care. 16:48 That role was played by my baba.

[@rumaisahkhan4491]

Bestieee come backkk!💖💖💖💖

[@beastboysupper4353]

Good luck we always have ur back…hopefully everything gets better soon

[@Itwasagoodtime646]

She is right she actually quit KZbin

[@zoecrimson417]

thank you for talking about this ❤️ the respect I have for you now >>>

[@laibaqureshi9398]

So glad that you're mentally at peace now.. and look at you Glowingg girl!!! MaShaAllah 🌸🌸💞💞

[@urwaahmed5977]

This is the first time ever I have seen any of your videos. KZbin recommended it and I am so glad that I came across this video. Alot of prayers for you and your therapist, the way you are talking about her it shows how great of a professional and how amazing as a human she is. Idk why this video is making me feel good in so many ways. GIRL THAT THERAPY SONG❤️❤️❤️😂😂

[@fizaasif9263]

I really didn’t know I liked you this much or related to you this much until after this video! Watching you share your struggles and coming out of it so strong and happy mA mA, makes my heart full! 😭💗 Going through something similar but ain’t got supportive family, khair anyways! ALWAYS STAY HAPPY MINAHILL IA! ❤️

[@vintaekth]

I knew i loved you for a reason 💕 Thank you so much for taking of your health 💗 this is what matters the most .you're a gem looking forward to your new content

[@Abdullah-yz5fk]

I can't believe how much people are being toxic in the comment section..Like yaar koi apko apni life k bare me bta rha hai or apko apni bakwaas ki pari hvi hai!!! Such toxic people. Agar apko ye baat nahi pasnd just leave. Go watch something else man.. But NO.. some people are saying "acha hva KZbin chor diya" ya "abhi therapy ki or zroorat hai" such negative people!!!!!! Or is tarha ki bakwaas kar k kehte hain k "me respect se keh raha/ rahi hoon"....SERIOUSLY?

[@hooriarizwan4174]

Its so relatable I'm literally in tears You gave words to my situation Altho i know all of this but accepting it is so hard MORE POWER TO YOU MANAHIL

[@amnazia7624]

I hope you feel better by now and come out as a much more stronger person, I actually miss watching your videos. Please start making videos again, I am going through a weird phase in my life and I am watching this video for the third time as I can totally relate with you. You are amazing. Stay blessed. 💕

[@areeba321]

I am going through same situation since last 2 yrs . Pray for me that i get admisssion in my dream college . Every word of you is same as mine with little difference.