I did meth for 11 years. But I also just celebrated 17 years clean. God is so good!! I'm proud of all of you for your recovery!
@BASEBALLHISTOR Жыл бұрын
I have almost 9 years off pills ,meth, and alcohol,..god is great ,god is good .
@shenanigans-love Жыл бұрын
@@BASEBALLHISTOR that is so awesome!! God is so so good!
@hermeuscomplete1779 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations I am Proud of you as Well, Ive not quite made a year yet, but Im on my way with you as well 💚 Stay Blessed Beautiful Friend 😊 😍 God Definitely is Amazing I couldn't make it without his Grace and Love
@hermeuscomplete1779 Жыл бұрын
@Bruce owings aka countrydad Congratulations to you as well, yes God is Great I am Very Proud of You Stay Blessed Beautiful Friend 😊 😍 😍 😍
@shenanigans-love Жыл бұрын
@@hermeuscomplete1779 YES!! Amen!! I'm so thankful to the Father for saving you 💕 I love hearing about what God has done for others.. those are my favorite stories/testimonies.
@greggdorst3025 Жыл бұрын
I did meth for 25 years. I shot it for 20 years. I'm now 45 and this September marks 4 years of being clean.
@MiiDusa Жыл бұрын
So so very proud of you! What an amazing accomplishment indeed! If no one has told you lately, I love you & you are appreciated! Keep fighting & stay strong. ❤️❤️
@assiabenslimane2589 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations..that is over due
@annemariekrux3575 Жыл бұрын
Wauw! That is really something! Congrats amd bless you❤
@jeonlyxoxo Жыл бұрын
Well done. Are on other meds?
@itsjustsarah1608 Жыл бұрын
Praise God
@PoiBoiBill Жыл бұрын
It was 5 years, after I quit, before I was able to stop missing it daily. And then one day I found a small bag of crystal, in a parking lot, and without even thinking about it I just through it in the trash. I cried that night knowing the struggle was finally over.
@nevercashingout Жыл бұрын
wow amazing story. i’m happy for you
@naelyneurkopfen9741 Жыл бұрын
I hope you realize just how beautiful that is. I'm proud of you.❤️
@kerenkares4473 Жыл бұрын
I was addicted to alcohol The only time I didn't drink alcohol was when I was pregnant with my daughters other than that I drank it everyday I couldn't go a week without it after I accepted Christ as my Savior I walked past a liquor store for a whole year and never went inside I didn't even know it was a liquor store...before I got delivered I would have hit that liquor store and several others in the neighborhood😔...that's the day I realized CHRIST had taken the taste of alcohol out of my mouth and it NO LONGER controlled my life's decision's I've been free 24 years ✌🏽😎🙏🏽💞
@pootube2024 Жыл бұрын
Excellent brother!You made it through the otherside!❤
@DKApo-md2we Жыл бұрын
Rock on mate 🙏
@Sophiazimmelmusic Жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my mom, she’s had a problem with drugs since she was a teenager, she had me at 21 and kept doing drugs. I finally moved in with my dad when I was nine. But when I was 11 she gave birth to my sister, a year and a half later my brother, after that I helped CPS get my siblings away from her, then a few months ago she had another baby. I’m 15 now, and am so scared of drugs that whenever my friends smoke pot I leave the house. I get so triggered when kids at my school talk about it, like it’s awesome, they just don’t understand the pain that drugs cause.
@thegmom78125 ай бұрын
Absolutely !!! Stay safe and clean !!! Best wishes for you 😅
@danielleburke874 ай бұрын
I'm sorry your mother did get the help she needed. I'm glad u helped your sibling get away from that. I was an addict for 6 years I got clean when my daughter and son were around 9 and 10 years old. I've been clean for 3 years now. I couldn't put my kids thru it anymore, and it's the only reason I got clean
@Sophiazimmelmusic4 ай бұрын
@@danielleburke87 ya we figured out a couple days ago she’s not clean, she relapsed
@AMunoz-rh9cz4 ай бұрын
You are brave and wonderful. May you and your siblings make a new wonderful life for yourselves. Your courage is an inspiration to us all.
@peterparker36313 ай бұрын
I completely agree with you. Out of wanting to belong I hung out and did drugs my entire twenties. I am 37 now and from my PoV now it was pure shit. The so called joy from drugs is nonsensical it's such a forced way of living you are trapped and in denial that is all. Thank God I found meditation breathing and mountaineering at 30. Completely changed my life. The joy of being aware on your feet and living life healthy is incomparable to the empty days of drugs
@thelastgeneration5862 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations to all who are in recovery. And to those are still suffering, you are loved...there is a way out. Please never give up.
@zak4tt4ck Жыл бұрын
Congratulations to those who never took meth 👏
@rudy_2299 Жыл бұрын
@@zak4tt4ck exactly, smart people smoke cannabis
@jaykay2104 Жыл бұрын
U can still tell
@andreajohnson43766 ай бұрын
Beautiful comment❤
@Thepateisgreat6 ай бұрын
No I am not 😞
@edwardzimmer2171 Жыл бұрын
It’s a miracle you are alive. Glad you turned your life around. God is with you.
@Barkingdog1978 Жыл бұрын
I started using meth when I was about eighteen and I got involved with people that were making it and within three months I had my life threatened and I saw a beaker of red phosphate blow up in a guy's face and I saw another guy get internal bleeding. I quit for 10 years and then one day I decided to use again until I ended up homeless. Then I went about five years without using and use again and ended up picking up about 15 felonies. It's been 5 months of clean and sober living now and I feel really good, I'm about to get a job at a nonprofit as a counselor for people that struggle with mental health issues
@Barkingdog197811 ай бұрын
@josephmartin5483 I don't have the job yet, it's easy to pick up 15 felonies, specially when you're using hard.
@Daveyboy_RS37 ай бұрын
With everything that you just explained, I find it hard to believe that they would put you in a position to cancel people who struggle with mental health. You lived on the streets for most of your life, seen some horribly traumatic things, lived through horribly traumatic things that I'm sure you haven't worked through, have a book full of cases you caught.... And just because you've kept your nose clean for 5 months You're handed a job as a mental health counselor?? NOPE... I'm glad you are better, but You're no mental health counselor. Unless you work at a methadone clinic simply distributing doses to people. But that would be the extent of it
@mimikemorgan.shoots26436 ай бұрын
And then after everything is going well for you, you will do it all again. Cesspool of a life... well existence
@jeannemaxwell31735 ай бұрын
Don't ever give up on recovery. Sometimes it takes us more than several serious attempts before we lay it down for good.
@David-by1oz5 ай бұрын
Good for you. Stay sober! You got this. When struggling pray and talk to God. He will fill you with the holy spirit
@gilwg1233 Жыл бұрын
This is why it's dangerous to try a drug even once. Your brain remembers the feeling and wants to do it again. That's the trap.
@doracampos2088 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely! I’m 41 and worked in the night club industry for like 10 yrs. I was surrounded by illegal money, drugs and bad influence. Thank God I always knew I would never even try any of these things because all of them take you straight to a nightmare. I saw good healthy beautiful people turned ugly, shady, greedy and addicted. My advice is always love yourself enough to never feel like you have to prove yourself to the wrong people. Trying something just to fit in is how people get hooked.
@charbar311226 Жыл бұрын
Exactly!
@bryanspindle4455 Жыл бұрын
I am so thankful l never had any interest in or curiosity about drugs. I have suffered from depression my whole life but l never sought to try and mask my feelings with substance abuse.
@Tavat Жыл бұрын
@@bryanspindle4455 That’s pretty sad. Drugs are awesome. Mushrooms are like a silver bullet against depression. If you can get past the stigma and get some shrooms and do them in a safe comfortable spot, you’ll do more for mind than an SSRI ever could.
@Tavat Жыл бұрын
Lame
@carlosescarffullette9429 Жыл бұрын
That drug is evil. One hit is all it took for me too. For the next 3 years all I kept looking for was that same feeling from that first hit I took. A 3 year roller coaster ride and many regrets. 16 years sober now. God bless you all who recovered and pray for those who need help.
@raymondanthony7952 Жыл бұрын
I did 6 years. I'm a month sober and talk too my therapist about it. I robbed a lady in the parking lot, got caught, went too jail, have a felony charge (October) I got stabbed in 2020, I got shot at, all in those 6 years. . Meth ain't no joke, it's not easy to come off of either
@carlosescarffullette9429 Жыл бұрын
God bless you brother. Take one day at a time. I had to recognize that I was and still am an addict. The mental and physical craving was intense. One day at a time. It gets better and you feel compassion for those people you notice and know are on meth. At lease I did. Congrats on your sobriety. I wish you the best.
@lisaberi5977 Жыл бұрын
@@carlosescarffullette9429 praying for your total healing from this drug and the craving 🙏🙏
@Mia-Elemental Жыл бұрын
When I was 17 my first bf (19) and addicted to meth and other drugs introduced me to meth and I took one hit and it was the best high I ever felt. I remember after that no way could I continue doing it because I knew I would want to keep doing it. I went back to my regular boring weed and broke up with my bf.
@Trenscendent7 ай бұрын
I had a hit and found it totally overrated. Anxious and jittery isn't appealing to me at all.
@Maddslovesvolleyball6 ай бұрын
My mom did meth for about 5-7 years. And left me for it. I remember all the days where my dad would try and plan to let us see her so she can have custody but she would never show up to the park where we would meet. She would be in bed, smoking, or doing whatever because she was so high. I remember I used to cry every night because I just didn’t understand why she didn’t want to see me. As I got older I realized what she was doing and why she did it. It broke my heart seeing how many times she went in and out of jail. She is clean now.. I don’t know how long it was for. But growing up without an active mother was really hard. People would make fun of me for it and I cried all. The. Time. I pray that nobody has to go through this. It is very hard. I ended up with depression and anxiety bc I feared that everyone who walked into my life would just leave me at any sudden moment. I’m very glad that she stopped doing drugs because she could have died from it. And I’m very glad she is sober and doing well. I talk to her now and she seems pretty okay. God is good. I hope you all have an amazing day.
@zacharyelian28915 ай бұрын
That's sad and I really feel for you....I went through the same thing basically except my dad was on all kinds of drugs and never made any attempt to reach out, it was like I didn't exist and the only time I would speak to him or visit was only when I made the initiative and called or asked to spend the weekend with him...he's clean today though but like before unless I reach out to him I'll never hear from him....
@Maddslovesvolleyball5 ай бұрын
@@zacharyelian2891 I’m sorry you had to go through that.. nobody should ever have to. I hope things got better for you🩷.
@irmafranco22275 ай бұрын
You are amazing. I can relate to the pain of rejection from mother
@Maddslovesvolleyball5 ай бұрын
@@irmafranco2227 thank you🩷 it’s always hard dealing with rejection especially from the ones you love.
@gioclarkson33875 ай бұрын
Womp womp
@kevinbiggs3987 Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you. I have 2 1/2 years sober. I was honored to give my sister her 2 year sober chip today. Keep up the fight. Stay in the moment. Trust your higher power
@K3nnyOnDaBeat Жыл бұрын
🙏🏽
@brokenbutterfly3178 Жыл бұрын
Do you miss it?
@bernicegreen6743 Жыл бұрын
This is so sad. God Bless you.
@Deesteelersfan79 Жыл бұрын
@@brokenbutterfly3178 You don’t understand addiction do you? I’m sober now not from meth but another substance that is killing the youth. And I’ve been sober since 4/09/21 after 15 years. Keep your head up and keep walking that line, be proud of your accomplishments, during your recovery ❤
@AbrahamForJesus Жыл бұрын
Trust in Jesus Christ, for by no other name can we obtain life!
@samanthamc2817 Жыл бұрын
My addiction started with adhd meds. From there it escalated into methamphetamines. I will be celebrating 11 years clean in June. It’s an easy trap to fall into. God bless those who have found the help they needed
@lemonyellow3117 Жыл бұрын
God bless those who need help
@M.ShahPeace Жыл бұрын
I have adhd and was diagnosed at 36. I refused adhd meds after researching them. I struggle but I get through every day with my strong will and the support of my husband. Congratulations on 11 years 👏🏾
@BriannaGold Жыл бұрын
Same
@tony666__ Жыл бұрын
I have adhd and stopped getting meds since I was getting high off them They are not the worst drugs to take but I stopped using them
@ledflaplin20017 ай бұрын
Did you ever have to Sell your used underwear on the street for money? How much per pair? Ever took a dump in an alley while you smoked cigs and were high on drugs?
@kaleefskinner153 Жыл бұрын
Facts. I'm still in recovery.. always will be. Stay strong. Stay connected.
@melissaowens1559 Жыл бұрын
No way black people do meth TOO WOW PRAYERS
@Riversidecountyie Жыл бұрын
Bro 😂😂the fuck is facts
@tessy1111 Жыл бұрын
Stay strong, you got this!!!!
@Not.Uncle. Жыл бұрын
@@melissaowens1559 bro
@HarveyBiirdmanHD Жыл бұрын
Did you ever try adderall, if so would you say it's basically the same thing?
@jacobhernandez4851 Жыл бұрын
I had a 29. Year day and night run with bathtub crank , crystal, and glass. I would love to have a full set of teeth back. But I don't have a extra $28k just sitting around lol. But one night I just got to my camp to chill for the night . I remember packing a bowl at the same time i told God I was tired.. and in mid of getting ready to take a hot something came over me. I looked at the pipe and I threw it. I got in my sleeping bag and woke up feeling 100% new. That was on 8/17/18. Now I am 4 years, 8 months and 7 days clean.. got a job my driver's license back,and my family. God is good.
@yousaywhatification11 ай бұрын
That's incredible buddy, I'm glad God pulled you out of that life. Meth is a serious drug, but nothing for God to help you out of. Thanks for sharing, God bless you sir. I pray you're clean the rest of your life 🙏. I know God has a good plan for you. Take care.
@quantumtechcrypto708011 ай бұрын
You are good. One life.
@caddisguy504211 ай бұрын
Praise God. 💝
@jesusisking401011 ай бұрын
Amen BROTHER
@Allgoodvideosforyou11 ай бұрын
Congratulations! It's hard
@besj8160 Жыл бұрын
I lost my son 40 years old, alcoholic. A niece at 39 alcohol and drugs. Another niece a meth addict at 48. I detest alcohol and drugs. Young lives destroyed!😢
@Oconsean345 ай бұрын
That must be so hard. I can imagine how you feel, promise me you will stay away from that stuff or anything like it I can’t imagine how you are feeling. Stay 💪
@corvettechad274 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear this. I can't even imagine the pain you're going through.
@jamiegarrett38693 ай бұрын
Alcohol and norco 10's help you make it through the day.
@kanemclaren5991Ай бұрын
Sorry to hear. I detest a world so inverted, bizarre, enslaving, torturous & traumatic that it drives people to turn to literal poisons to try & numb the pain they are experiencing as a direct result of the the reality they are forced to non-consensually & intensely endure.
@arias6720 Жыл бұрын
Been sober for 3.5 yrs and super happy. Glad I have my teeth because a smile is everything.
@Krim138 Жыл бұрын
Yup 3 years here too!
@Valentinathevamp Жыл бұрын
Congrats. I always feel real pity for anyone with a yuck mouth.
@lamaretheridge9000 Жыл бұрын
5yrs clean never thought I would make it this far but it can be done.
@ishtlutz1261 Жыл бұрын
You quit at the PERFECT TIME. Because meth doesn’t EXIST anymore. 3.5 years ago is exactly when it changed. No more up for more than 2 days. No dilated pupils. Not at all. No clammy skin, no sweating from doing nothing. Nobody even played cards or dice anymore. It felt like you were sober - to be honest. It started turning brown but sometimes orange in the pipe.. It’s not the same at all. It was no fun. It tastes different. You can get eat food immediately after. NO one peeks out the blinds for hours anymore. The most you’ll get out of it Is a light burst of short-lived hyperactivity - which won’t last long, & of which the exact equivalent can be obtained……. With a double shot Mocha from Starbucks. Why do you think so many people are on opioids? It the meth didn’t turn to Bunk.. (most people wouldn’t even be MESSIN with fentanyl or heroin).
@Knowledgeandententertainment Жыл бұрын
@@lamaretheridge9000so u feel normal now ?
@rosabensing9000 Жыл бұрын
I felt like I invited a demon in! I didn't care about anything but getting high. Thank my Father God, I haven't done that evil drug in 25 years!
@nicolebenson4517 Жыл бұрын
Praise God Rosa! ❤🙏🏻
@brettwilson7680 Жыл бұрын
It's definitely opening gateways to the demonic. At times i felt like i was a puppet for thr demonic while on that drug. I had extremely low to zero impulse control while on that drug and no inhibitions. I haven't touched that stuff for 12 years, thank the lord. It's not only a terrible drug physically but spiritually it's even worse for people.
@rosabensing9000 Жыл бұрын
@jesuschristisyhwh sorry. It's just really bad stuff
@ruffandrelax290 Жыл бұрын
You did and God willing you won !! Continued strength friend !
@Jatastic Жыл бұрын
pharisee calling out sin@jesuschristisyhwh
@Kelseysophia Жыл бұрын
That’s why when I tried it years ago a few times, me and my husband looked to each other and said NO more, and stopped forever because we knew how addictive and destructive it would’ve been. Our lives were already in shambles, and we were battling a preexisting drug addition to painkillers, but glad we jumped off this one before it got severe! I praise God every day I’ve been sober for 7 years(:
@jomansson5742 Жыл бұрын
I watched these users finally get some, then they spent the night in the bedroom, each person scrolling through Facebook. That was it.
@Stampedby__bonetti Жыл бұрын
@@jomansson5742Does it make a person more inclined to binge scroll/post on social media? I have someone I know on Facebook, and they are ALWAYS talking about conspiracy theories and crazy ass stuff lol. It literally seems like he’s on FB ALLL DAY EVERY DAM DAYY with the same crazy ass conspiracy theory shit talking about how the worlds gonna end and Jesus is coming lol. This person is always preaching about peace and love but he talks the biggest amount of shit in his FB posts talking about how he’s gonnna shoot people smh 🙄 it’s honestly worrisome, just recently he started posting about suicide:/ have thought about reaching out to him but he just seems wayy too far gone 😔 Was just curious because I’ve suspected for awhile now this person is a meth addict.
@patrickledbetter1 Жыл бұрын
Good job, girl.
@kingkongkong2204 Жыл бұрын
Depends how cheap and good quality is it you get sm.all bag just enough to want more big bag need more
@hannah-em2jc11 ай бұрын
@@jomansson5742on meth?
@sindeeesquibel51987 ай бұрын
I have a similar story. I'm in recovery from meth, 25 months clean w/ my daughter. Hallelujah! Jesus freed me from this bondage w/ meth .
@imnotimpressed4207 ай бұрын
How do you people even exist? 😂😂😂😂😂
@MandoGaytan-hr5od3 ай бұрын
Amen only he can do it the lord almighty
@jerryt405320 күн бұрын
Praise God. God came to seek and save the Lost! 🙌🏾🙏🏽.
@robdalton4528 Жыл бұрын
Glad you got out of it early. I was a methhead for over eighteen years. The 26th of this month will be eleven years clean for me. That shit is pure evil.
@waytrumedia7854 Жыл бұрын
Damn, I bet that truly is a remarkable feeling. tragically one I will never know in this life. I too hate that shit it has completely destroyed my family
@perfectfit7131 Жыл бұрын
@@waytrumedia7854 I believe in you, you will know the feeling of recovery. YOU CAN DO THIS. YOU CAN AND WILL DO THIS. YOU WILL DO THIS. KEEP ME UPDATED ON THIS POST I WANT TO CELEBRATE YOUR RECOVERY DATE WITH YOU. 🎉🎉💜💜
@k.k8000 Жыл бұрын
@@waytrumedia7854 Come back to read our comments. God our father in heaven. Addictions are sent by the devil. It has no place in us. I cancel the assignments of the enemy on this person life. I bind up and cast this addiction back to hell. God move on this person behalf, Not tomorrow, not next month, not next year but right now. I ask that you cleanse this person from head to toe. Make him new, free from any and all addictions. You have all power & you give us the authority to make them move. @waytru it’s nothing but demons keeping you bound. It’s a stronghold but in the mighty name of Jesus he gave you authority. You have authority over satan and his minions. Cast them out force them to leave!!! They can’t live there in you anymore. Cry out to God for help Amen. I pray in Jesus name that you are delivered, you are strong, you are free.
@waytrumedia7854 Жыл бұрын
@@k.k8000 first off the whole concept of "The Devil' didn't even show up in history until 500 years after the death of Christ, I do believe that demons or negative spirits do reside amongst us somewhere I do feel and hear spirits around me but I don't believe any of them to be bad and I did cry out to "God" once actually at a very messed up time in my life with an untainted soul and that's when I realized, as I was being burned with a hot coat hanger that there is no "God" and if there is then he has got some fucking explaining to do
@misskriss848 Жыл бұрын
God is so good!!!
@BraedenHill Жыл бұрын
Keep it up girl! I was addicted for 15 years... I'm so glad u didn't have to go that long! God bless u beautiful lady!
@ryancarver9901 Жыл бұрын
Try it for 32yrs!!! April 15th I will be celebrating my 1 yr of sobriety. I contribute it 100% to a 1 on 1 real talk with God one night . I never looked back never had even one withdrawal.
@ChristSkindedbabyEli Жыл бұрын
HALLELUJAH JESUS!!!
@madinechaney3043 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on breaking free. 🙏🙏🙏 Keep leaning on God.. 👍
@BrickBuilder50 Жыл бұрын
If you’re talking to God one to one you’re probably still on the meth by the sounds of it, and it’s making you delusional
@Olds_Gold Жыл бұрын
Lucky you on the withdrawal thing. I cant get through it without using
@cincin4515 Жыл бұрын
So your god only helps a select few? Nice god.
@karap2825 Жыл бұрын
I did meth, went to the feds, got set up. Lost everything I'm now proud to be almost 6 years clean.. Im so proud of you 🎉 God is good all the time
@jurkhappyrejekt328 Жыл бұрын
Wtf...
@RickTurner4454 Жыл бұрын
@Deng Nicca 😂😂🤣🤣
@Rayne_333 Жыл бұрын
I am so incredibly proud of every single one of you that have survived addiction. You guys are so damn strong! Freaking rockstars! 🎉🙌🏼
@gregpitts2903 Жыл бұрын
I was an meth addict for 22 yrs clean for 13 years and I'm here to let you know that life sober is so much better when your not chasing the high your family doesn't worry anymore and that alone is a good reason to be clean so if you quit it's hard but you can do it
@timogden4394 ай бұрын
I know I am so much better off clean but it doesn't stop me from wanting to get high so badly. I crave it like nobodies business. I have God, a good job, and a loving supportive family and I know I'm better off without drugs but I can't get past this urge. It eats at me seems like everyday.
@jerryt405320 күн бұрын
Praise God !
@CoolAdam247 Жыл бұрын
I've always been aware of addiction and when I was young I was hooked on coke and every time I would have it around my gf at the time she would always ask to try some and I would always shut her down and say no. At the time she thought I was being greedy or a junkie and would get upset but I always kept in mind that I did not want her hooked like I was and that women are way more vulnerable than men when it comes to being exploited when addicted to drugs. I'm still not clean and she is now happily married with children and my heart warms up knowing I did the right thing and seeing the results of me saying no to her is honestly beautiful. ♥️
@rawmaterialpubgnewstate7509 Жыл бұрын
You got this man you should be aiming for the same goals living a healthy life w/ a happy beautiful family! Stay blessed 🙌🏽😁
@PROJECT.LUKE.ONE.75 Жыл бұрын
Perseverance by the grace of God. Through Christ you have the strength to overcome all sin and addictions, Amen!
@505yoyo Жыл бұрын
Meth is evil I have been clean from this for 17 1/2 years it's a choice you make everyday to stay clean. ❤ God is good 🙏
@아기곰-i4g Жыл бұрын
You can be clean forever man, let Jesus help you ❤
@nancyhon406 Жыл бұрын
Pls get HELP. U OWE IT TO YRSELF. You are Waiting To STOP... JUST NEED A NUDGE IN THE right DIRECTION. 😊
@michelespier5879 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your courageous testimony. Prayers, hugs and love.🙏🏽🤗🥰
@SpanishAngels2020 Жыл бұрын
My brother died in 2019 from the consequences of a 30 year meth addiction. It destroyed him through the years and until his death, it destroyed our family, his son and most importantly, my mother. I would see him “tweaking “ for days, hearing things and no way to help. I remember hearing a drug counselor say once that most people never kick addiction, they either become too old or too sick or die from it. It was horrible to watch his once beautiful life spiral. I miss him, who he used to be. 💙😰 I loved him in good times. I hated what happened and what it did to our family. All the dysfunction and enabling that goes along with addiction in a family. The ripple affect literally takes your breath away.
@jaredclark8705 Жыл бұрын
Her dealer turned her out. He knew what he was doing
@grafenr.3405 Жыл бұрын
Exactly dealer was looking for another client
@dannypadilla4625 Жыл бұрын
The dope man got her and her booty just dropped.
@altogetherseparate2189 Жыл бұрын
She didn't go into some of the things she had to do to maintain the habit for her loser boyfriend.
@dddd717 Жыл бұрын
Females always get turned out. Especially on meth.
@eveliinatistelgren172 Жыл бұрын
Turned her out like american prison punks?
@liahknowsbest5092 Жыл бұрын
👏🏽🙌🏽You are mentally strong. Thank God you're here to tell others your testimony 💯🙏🏽
@1LordTez Жыл бұрын
The mentally strong are the ones who listened when everyone around them said "just say no to drugs." No matter how hard life gets the mentally strong don't turn to drugs. Peer pressure doesn't exist to the mentally strong. We lead. We don't follow.
@dioneberts1715 Жыл бұрын
@@1LordTez facts
@andyrangel4771 Жыл бұрын
Amen,I totally understand Went thru this for 9 years been sober for 7 mths now Thanks to God!
@Cajunbebe Жыл бұрын
Prayers for your continued recovery!!!
@r-trippin5078 Жыл бұрын
Be done go play golf get sun.
@andyrangel4771 Жыл бұрын
Thank You all so much!
@Harriet217 Жыл бұрын
Relapse
@shaionnaharris179 Жыл бұрын
I’m 2 years clean off meth and I’m so proud of how far I’ve came… I started smoking meth at 15 I fell into a terrible lifestyle and was manipulated and abused. but I’m 20 now and I feel like this is a new beginning for me and I can finally breath fresh air god is good🙏🏾❤️
@theartistcherrypi6454 Жыл бұрын
Praise God for your victory in Jesus Christ! Stay strong sister, God’s got you! ❤
@markdaigle4030 Жыл бұрын
This is 100% the BRUTAL truth.
@mikielikesittube Жыл бұрын
Brutal , not really. It’s sound disingenuous to me.
@jaiyabyrd4177 Жыл бұрын
@@mikielikesittube Why?
@jaiyabyrd4177 Жыл бұрын
@@mikielikesittube Why?
@woodstock6792 Жыл бұрын
That was the least brutal story I've heard of drug addiction and I shot dope for years and meth sucks if you wanna just stay awake theres better drugs
@bobbeezel2593 Жыл бұрын
Yes it is
@seancliften9344 Жыл бұрын
I wish I never hit that puddle again but I cleaned up I’ve been clean for 13 years straight
@FUYT888 Жыл бұрын
Good luck to you sir.
@linehandibew6205 Жыл бұрын
Nights and weekends??? Same here 11-5-14 8 years and some months clean 😏
@deathbyvanity1955 Жыл бұрын
whats "hit that puddle"?
@cheesypoofs-vp7uj Жыл бұрын
@@deathbyvanity1955 It becomes a dark liquid and bubbles when you hit it.
@SuperBobby1967 Жыл бұрын
May God and Jesus guide you.
@BossladyXD Жыл бұрын
I wish my family would stop… sucks when u can’t force someone to quit. They have to WANT to quit.
@kimberlymayes4061 Жыл бұрын
It'd be nice if my sister wanted to quit!
@kimberlymayes406111 ай бұрын
@josephmartin5483 you've got to be kidding me!!!?? It's not ok at all!! Drugs kill, ruin lives, ruin families. How you can say what you said, blows my mind!
@kimberlymayes406111 ай бұрын
@josephmartin5483 no, because if they didn't use drugs, they wouldn't be in trouble. Marijuana is the only drug that I'd vote to be legal. Meth has ruined my sister not the legal system.
@uncertaintytoworldpeace365010 ай бұрын
@@kimberlymayes4061prisons keep us safe from troublemakers. Unless they burn the plant. Then it’s fine… because nature man!!
@jacquelinekirwiniratni251210 ай бұрын
@josephmartin5483I can half way agree with you… adderall can be like meth if abused… I take it to this day and I’ve abused adderall in the past… only reason why I decided to say yes to my psychiatrist giving me one last chance on adderall for my adhd is because of the fact that I have a timed safe… I’ve been back on it for 2 months now and I’m thriving But for meth, that shit is different… I was on that shit for 7 or 8 months and I’m happy to be off that trash ass shit!!! That shit is Satan himself… and in the meth game, you find no good people and just people who are into throwing other people under the bus… my old drug dealer is blocked because of the fact that she tried to get me to help her slash her affair partners tires, she’d harass her affair partners wife, and she was also a stalker… I was also psychotic asf everyday while on that shit, I was highly dysfunctional, I was paranoid asf, I’d be stupid asf at times, and it’d cause me to go into occasional violent rages too… I get what you’re saying about the legal system too but at the same time, there’s a good reason why meth is illegal… meth is also illegal because it can also be laced with shit like fentanyl and just take look at all the bad shit that’s in meth too… also, ask yourself why the fuck drugs such as fentanyl, heroin, and tranq are illegal too… nowadays, you don’t know if you’re really buying methamphetamine or even a prescription pills and especially if your pills are coming from off the streets too
@nicoleendsley1669 Жыл бұрын
I tried it a few times and I didn't like the come down. I felt like I was going to die. I tried going to sleep and couldn't for 3days. I thought fuck that I like my sleep to much. To anyone struggling with addiction I truly hope you find away out of it. Praying for all of you.
@amandaburleson2035 Жыл бұрын
lol i smoked meth and all it did was make me hella horny, i felt really warm, cozy, confident and calm. it shot off an apple watch alert that my heart rate was too high as i was staying still , it wanted to make sure i was ok... and then i fell asleep like 2 hours later... never felt the need to try it again. but i take adderall every day...
@M4G4M4N Жыл бұрын
Same did it a couple times and that come down is horrible. I thank God I never got addicted to that shit
@leslierenee3900 Жыл бұрын
I would be bat shit crazy being up for weeks! I'm not worth two cents already if I get in bed too late. I'm grateful for my life. Thank you Jesus ❤️ May God bless this lady and others that are out here living her story.
@brando3098 Жыл бұрын
Pray for me? My addiction has gotten out of control to where im sneaking it behind my family.
@leslierenee3900 Жыл бұрын
@@brando3098 If I had anything to say, it would be to minimize your surroundings and point of contacts to disable your resources that are feeding your habit.
@RapidShotzZ Жыл бұрын
God is good, Always. Never did meth or cocaine in my life but after I got into an accident I started taking a butt load of opiates that should’ve killed me. I stopped cold turkey and got sick mentally and physically even after year of dry out. I ended up on 100ml of methadone but now I’m at 13ml I should be finished in a few months. I still have health problems and could legally take butt loads of pain pills but I love feeling my emotions. I couldn’t feel my emotions at 100mg but I could feel everything at 13 ml and can’t wait to be done. I’d rather feel pain than to feel high because pain allows me to know I’m aware and alive inside. Best of luck and wish you well in your sobriety.👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@katrinab7657 Жыл бұрын
@@brando3098 im praying for you this morning. That the love and power of God cover you. Whenever you feel an urge, call upon the name of Jesus. Say it out loud. Plead the blood of Jesus. When He died and was resurrected, he conquered every sin and sickness. Drugs and addiction are really You're in a spiritual battle for your life and your soul. "In the name of Jesus, Son of God, and by the power of the blood He shed on Calvary for the cleansing of sins and the healing of our bodies, I claim that you have no hold in this man. Loose your hold on him and free him from all demonic activity and spiritual attacks. Drugs are a weapon, but no weapon formed against him shall prosper. He is *more than a conqueror* through Jesus, our Savior that loves him. I love you and believe the best is coming ❤️
@katrinab7657 Жыл бұрын
@@RapidShotzZ I'm praying for you too and I'll add that God is a healer. Miraculous healing happens, even today. Im grateful you're getting past the addiction. God's desire for you is to prosper and be in health, even as your soul prospers. I hope that you are a saved Believer, if not, I pray that you come to know Jesus Christ as your Savior and Redeemer. The Great God of the universe loves you so much that He cares about your pain and afflictions. I pray on your behalf that He heals and restores your body, strengthening bones and joints, healing from the cellular level, to the tissue, organ, system levels, so that it's better than before the accident. And healing emotionally and spiritually as well. Be greatly blessed
@erikbaez5494 Жыл бұрын
I've been 14yrs clean i spend a decade hooked on that was a dark world God bless u that u made it out
@Seeklip196T7 ай бұрын
It's amazing this woman still has a beautiful face. No meth chin. No sores. The grace of God.
@girl-cb4cg3 ай бұрын
What is meth chin
@thewiseguy3529Ай бұрын
Meth chin? 😂 That's a new one to me. People have that shape of face before they ever started meth bud
@dan00420 Жыл бұрын
For everyone trying to solve the meth puzzle...it's Satan.
@davidnoonan7893 Жыл бұрын
Yes sir, straight from the pits of hell. Same with cocaine and any other drug. I even feel that way about marijuana, and the fact that most states legalized it, and some states are legalizing mushrooms and psychedelics, it just proves Satan is the ruler of this world, he knows his time is short, and he’s opening up every avenue to bring down Gods people.
@sandydouglas2914 Жыл бұрын
Amen !!!
@Lizzy_333 Жыл бұрын
Amen! 👌🏼
@thomasnickel1278 Жыл бұрын
Correct
@dan00420 Жыл бұрын
He not in the attic, but you look. He's not under the house like you heard. There's nothing under your skin. Nobody's following you down the street. You've done sorcery and this is how Lucifer introduces himself. Repent and obey the Lord Jesus.
@Kush333 Жыл бұрын
that man who gave you your first dose of Meth, was actually the devil in disguise. Let that sink in.
@joaho3302 Жыл бұрын
In the end you chose to do it.
@joaho3302 Жыл бұрын
Let that sink in
@Galaxi-AT Жыл бұрын
@@joaho3302 she didn’t know what she was smoking. Which is also dumb af but still she didn’t willingly choose to smoke meth
@Kush333 Жыл бұрын
@@Galaxi-AT you can make choices in life, some make good choices, some make bad, and the results can be deadly.
@DBSUK Жыл бұрын
@@joaho3302 while i agree with this, if that person had not offered it, it would never have been taken.....
@Concert643 Жыл бұрын
Don’t hang out with people that do drugs…nothing good comes from it…
@Jojo-ru1rz Жыл бұрын
Period
@chrigerosen3752 Жыл бұрын
Exactly. But so many people don’t want to hear it. They don’t want to hear it, until this happens, then it’s everyone else’s fault for doing it.
@nicos105411 ай бұрын
Noted, i wont hang out with anyone who drinks coffe or alcohol anymore👍
@Concert64311 ай бұрын
@@nicos1054 that’s good to hear lol…
@Concert64311 ай бұрын
@@nicos1054 but those two things are definitely not methamphetamine
@overall_bargain Жыл бұрын
I actually used to be a meth needle Junkie in Vancouver Canada during my twenties I am now 41 years old I have a lot of Health complications but at least I am sober now at one point I thought I'd never get sober. I'm very happy to see that you're still alive you're doing great stay away from that shit
@kingtr35ive72 Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you for quitting 🌷
@LeaemmaRyte Жыл бұрын
My gosh, poor girl. I'm glad to see she's recovered.
@toxicsaiyan7109 Жыл бұрын
She is lying it's all bs.
@KillieKellah11 ай бұрын
I literally spent (wasted) my 20s chasing pain pills, then heroin and fentanyl. I would beg, borrow, and steal, my whole existence revolved around getting that next hit.. Been clean now since July 2017 when I walked into that methadone clinic.. I don't even recognize who I was back then, I never thought I'd have a happy life as I do now. Methadone literally saved my life id have been dead by now without it.
@KAMMD Жыл бұрын
I grateful to have had access to a medical detox and a 5 month rehab program !
@Free-uw4jl Жыл бұрын
Poor girl. Thank God she managed to overcome her addiction. Well done!
@nicolejohnston8597 Жыл бұрын
Seeing things like this make me more sad, my mom has done meth my whole life (28 years). I’ve given her ultimatums, I’ve stopped talking to her, I told her how I felt, broke down several times in front of her, tried rehab a hundred times, even took her to court to try and have them force her to get clean or go to jail, nothing works. I’ve never had a “normal” mom. She’s so far gone now, I’m not sure she could be “normal”. I don’t think she will ever stop, nothing has given her that want to quit. Im so scared we will get a call one day she died from OD or fentanyl or someone killed her. I don’t even look up at her when she comes around. I can’t bring myself to look at her, it kills me inside to see her like she is. I love my mom and just want her to be healthy and happy. She’s never been above rock bottom, I want her to have what everyone else has. A home, car, job, my kids to see her, holidays together, there’s just so much I want for her.
@farrahbluestone2455 Жыл бұрын
My heart hurts for you Couldn't imagine what you have gone through. God can turn it around. he is a miracle worker. I have tears in my eyes writing this. I don't know you, but I am saying a prayer for you and your family. God bless you!!
@yobabybubba Жыл бұрын
So sorry 🙏🏻
@marleneflores2743 Жыл бұрын
You're so precious. I gave my kids everything and never got the devotion you give your drugged up indifferent mom. Shame on her for throwing away your precious valuable love and care. Sick foolish. I know what you feel all 5 of my siblings have been doing meth for decades and were in our 60's and they haven't learned! I gave up on them and refuse to be abused used by them again. They stick together and I'm the "bitch" and hard to get along with. Yeah right, monsters users liars, etc. Stop torturing yourself and stop letting her affect you for another second. I raised my niece since 9 yrs old and saw the damage my sis methhead did to her. After l raised her she told her daughter, my niece l raised, that l stoled her. She never bothered to do the steps or parenting classes ordered from the court to retain custody of her kid back. Just dumped her on me with no consideration of what or how it would affect my life. I'd already raised my 2 kids and it was hard to start taking care of another child again. It broke up my marriage bc he didn't want to raise another kid. My sister too is so far gone you can't even communicate with her on an adult level. She's so far gone. Good luck to you and God bless❤❤❤
@jaym.1106 Жыл бұрын
Don't give up, I am praying for you and your family may God protect and save her before it's too late. I stand in agreement with you. Amen!!
@fixitdude9748 Жыл бұрын
Be strong
@MichaelNowell724 Жыл бұрын
My dad died of meth 3 years ago. I miss him every day.
@Mary-iq8gz5 ай бұрын
😢
@skyegirl22 Жыл бұрын
My boyfriend was clean for almost 3 years before he relapsed and passed away. I miss him so much every day. It’s heartbreaking. We wanted to spend our whole lives together.. If anyone out there reads this that is struggling with this horrible evil drug, please be safe and I love you
@mialoveall5812 Жыл бұрын
So sorry you went through this. So sorry he was lost because of this. I pray GOD blesses you and his family and keeps you all in HIS perfect peace. ❤🙏🏻❤
@firstnamelastname948511 ай бұрын
I'm very sorry for your loss. If I may ask what specifically was his cause of death? Usually it's a slower progression thar eventually kills but can't say I can recall someone dying suddenly. Not to say it can't happen because I'm sure it can and does. Again I'm so very sorry for your loss.
@shoshafogel47808 ай бұрын
He's watching over you and is waiting to embrace you again somewhere over the rainbow. 🌈 ❤
@bentopp8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss, I can’t understand the realness of your pain. I’m sure the last thing he wants is for you to suffer. Please try to live a full life and do it in your man’s name❤️
@4MINKI447 ай бұрын
not an addict, but i love you. i’m so fucking sorry. i can’t even begin to imagine how absolutely heart tearing that must’ve been. i can’t fathom it at all. may he rest in peace, and may you find happiness again one day, in some way. you are so utterly incredible for surviving that, too. again- i love you. X
@chrissiebronx9662 Жыл бұрын
That's why you don't use someone else's stuff... he knew he would make her strung out
@_Y.Not_ Жыл бұрын
No, that's why you don't do drugs, problem solved. Her choice
@amandaburleson2035 Жыл бұрын
@@_Y.Not_ you can do drugs and liek not get addicted you know, i tried meth, it made my heart rate go so high that my apple watch was giving me alerts asking if i was ok, or needed medical help. becasue i was sitting down and it was dangerously high, but i was actually feeling so calm cozy warm confident and horny. i fell alseep like 2 hours later like a baby. try it and only the losers get addicted. it was my first and last time...
@loyaltyloyalty2707 Жыл бұрын
SHE ISNT LYING, I BEEN DOWN THAT ROAD.... GLORY BE TO GOD FOR DELIVERANCE...
@KingdomKeys53 Жыл бұрын
Her description of “deteriorating” is the perfect word- Meth deteriorates your body, your mind, and your soul. Thank Jesus for saving my soul!
@mets2562 Жыл бұрын
People say "everything in moderation". But sometimes once is all you need to become completely overwhelmed with addiction. This is a lesson in not letting your guard down. Some demons lock the door behind them after they walk in, and stand in front of the door 🚪 handing you links 🔗 that you'll voluntarily add to the chain that's keeping you bound.
@pigglywiggly5886 ай бұрын
I mean no one gets addicted with one hit, that's baloney, trust me, it takes going back to it again, then again, increasing frequency, then you look in the mirror and don't recognize the monster you see, I am currently clean and have no want to do drugs ever again, but it took 9 years of destroying my life, myself, every relationship, every potential partner, every friend, and being addicted to methamphetamine, fentanyl and heroin, cocaine and doing everything I could get my hands on, I'm still piecing together the broken shambles of my life, but am much happier sober 😊
@jaizim7356 ай бұрын
@ Piggly wiggly, I disagree sometimes that IS all u need is a '1' time event ... Maybe just maybe it is a pre-disposed genetic issue... Everybodys body is DIFFERENT...!! Much love 😘 and Respect to those who have overcome and r still going through ANY ADDITION 🎉❤🎉❤
@illuminerd37575 ай бұрын
Some people it will, others it won't. I didn't want to become dependent so I said once is enough.
@johnbutler86385 ай бұрын
@@pigglywiggly588so true. That bs about one hit I was hooked is completely an excuse and a way to pass blame unto the drug. Like it wasn’t MY fault I was instantly hooked it sounds good but that’s not how it works. It’s dangerous telling ppl that. Thy think they are different when they use on weekends only for a year. Then one day there full blown addicts and can’t figure out wtf happened. 😢
@timogden4394 ай бұрын
@@pigglywiggly588some drugs can have you addicted after just one hit. It happened to me on bath salts. It was called pump it and it was a pink powder. I snorted a line of it and never wanted to stop after that. It put me through he'll and back but I'm good now. Just be careful judging others by your subjective experience. What's true for you may not be true for everyone.
@phinebrowngirl5467 Жыл бұрын
This is why I never tried drugs, never wanted to smoke.. saw enough crackheads and what drugs did to people in my youth. Aids epidemic/poor health, families in turmoil, homelessness, kids being placed in foster care, people getting 20+yrs in prison for selling and killing for drugs. All of that scared the shit outta me.
@englishmenintown862211 ай бұрын
Good It's absolute hell.
@shelbeepollino90087 ай бұрын
Same. My mom was hooked all through my childhood, had my brother and I in all kinds of crazy situations. Made me too scared to even smoke weed 🤣 It’s a life ruiner!
@ledflaplin20017 ай бұрын
Yes, you’ll end up selling your used under wear on the street for $10 a pair. $13 if it’s a thong!!
@autsept7116 Жыл бұрын
It is so evil to expose someone to drugs like that.
@ILUVJTN1 Жыл бұрын
I agree he knew she would want it again but also i find it hard to believe she wouldnt have asked during the procccess
@_Y.Not_ Жыл бұрын
All she had to do was say no, this was her choice. I've been exposed to drugs many times, I said no, its really not that hard, my choice.
@god1stothers2ndmelast14 Жыл бұрын
Those who peddle this DEATH AND HELLFIRE POISON TO OTHERS ARE SURE TO BURST HELL WIDE OPEN,IF THEY DO NOT REPENT!!!!!
@TrollsRUs Жыл бұрын
@drake09ification you're mocking someone for refusing to take drugs?
@Michael77333 Жыл бұрын
@@_Y.Not_ stupid answer that! If she even knew what drug it was before hand i bet she would of said no thats without explaining what it does
@mashione Жыл бұрын
I was lost in meth for 20 years, I got clean and asked Jesus to enter my heart and mind and he saved me. God is great, don't matter what you've done if you're lost in addiction call out to God he will answer
@bernardguynunns5658 Жыл бұрын
Speaking as someone who is not tempted at all with drugs I am so pleased this beautiful young woman has been set free. God bless you!
@OhKayinAustin Жыл бұрын
I wasn't either until I was 40! Never in my life. Don't be so cocksure
@evildisaster8149 Жыл бұрын
But you are still an addict.. Choose your addiction..
@AmbitiouslyVicious Жыл бұрын
My older brother and dad were victims of this drug. Being a bystander at such a young age, seeing what it does to people- it swore me off of all drugs (aside from weed but even that I don’t like consuming too much of) being a bystander, I saw my loved ones literally disappear- looking into my dads eyes and not seeing him, just two vacant eyes staring through me…that shit is terrifying. It’s like soulless bro. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone- either side. Drugs are getting scarier and scarier these days, it’s better to just completely avoid them.
@deliajones9541 Жыл бұрын
Its all so cut up and stepped on its not worth maybe dying from 1 hit, what would my kids think? I think about that part.
@charlottebankston4408 Жыл бұрын
I remember seeing my ex one day. When I looked on his eyes, he was no longer there - like his soul was gone. He was dead within a year
@karanfield4229 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you went through that. Seeing yr family using would've been so hard. God bless you.🎉❤
@Nightmareman3 Жыл бұрын
Everyone knows what meth is about! EVERYONE! You and your dad are NOT f'king "victims".
@cbozz70637 ай бұрын
youre not alone, live for yourself
@farfromirrational Жыл бұрын
To anyone doing meth that reads this. It is destroying you. Your friends are not your friends. The lifestyle you've become accustomed to is what is holding you back. Move, stay clean, avoid the people who are stuck no matter how much you think you can help them. Your mind is playing tricks on you, trust in sobriety above all else. The pain will subside, your life will improve. It may be slower than you'd like, but it is time to take that first step. I believe in you.
@eroc747 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@ayrefik6089 Жыл бұрын
@Mark KZbin is something meth heads spend hours on… especially in the comment section
@toby9754 Жыл бұрын
Very true my friends are not my friends
@ishtlutz1261 Жыл бұрын
@@toby9754 Youre friends aren’t necessarily going to be your friends if you DON’T do “meth” - just so you know.
@ishtlutz1261 Жыл бұрын
@@ayrefik6089 Hey we don’t judge. Glad to have you here
@andreromanfitness10928 ай бұрын
I can understand maybe years ago when we didn't know exactly how bad that shit was for you. But in the current day and age with everything we know about meth and other hard drugs, why on earth would anyone ever pick that shit up in the first place? Blows my mind.
@charronfamilyconnect5 ай бұрын
People seem to be getting stupider than smarter with technology and this so called info. Age?
@garyolsen41605 ай бұрын
Probably because most of it isn't true.
@holliknosho12514 ай бұрын
I was fully aware of the dangers and I still tried it. I got a lot of shit done. It's a good thing that I can't get my hands on it again.
@charronfamilyconnect4 ай бұрын
@@holliknosho1251 then why try it then? What does it prove, being a dumb blonde?
@SiMihRai4 ай бұрын
When you are broke inside you just want to feel good...and drugs are the "easy way" but this is just an anesthezic ....
@lindarose8668 Жыл бұрын
Correction: praise God that you’re sober now!
@3807shawn Жыл бұрын
Naa praise yourself
@amosfwo4609 Жыл бұрын
@@3807shawn exactly
@giantfatberg Жыл бұрын
@@amosfwo4609 exactly squared
@captainorangesburner Жыл бұрын
Don't diminish their efforts. They did it not god
@annieirish2229 Жыл бұрын
Linda Rose Amen! Thanks be to God for sure!!!
@Kfles Жыл бұрын
This is very true. My parents were meth cooks, and I ended up getting on it. For 6 years straight. I’m 24 now, 3 years sober, and I wish I had never touched it. When I tell you, 6 years felt like 2 years.. it’s true. I love life going by slow. These past three years I have more memories than I did of those 6 years
@carloslego1 Жыл бұрын
So you tellin me you started at an age that wasn’t even legal to buy alcohol?
@Kfles Жыл бұрын
@@carloslego1 yeah. But I stopped drugs and alcohol at 21 and I’ve been sober 3 years. Isn’t that ironic? Lol.
@victoras.cn2eurmciordoxoas204 Жыл бұрын
Stay strong 💪🏽…
@redneckgirl2894 Жыл бұрын
SO proud of you 👏 ❤ Keep staying strong and know you are thought of! You ARE relevant!
@Kfles Жыл бұрын
@@redneckgirl2894 thank you so much❤️
@eddiehill2112 Жыл бұрын
Her biggest mistake was the initial decision to callously smoke what she didn’t know
@Kolistwaky9161 Жыл бұрын
She wanted to be high.
@jesse_- Жыл бұрын
Exactly! She and anyone else that does this stuff lack brains or they didn’t go to school where they taught you drugs were bad. It’s like we learn over and over again how addicting and horrible these drugs are, but people still do them and get hooked. I am no saint, and I used to drink beer and I still smoke weed on occasion, but that’s pretty much it for me. I have seen and heard too many stories about people getting hooked on cocaine, meth, heroin after just one use. Knowing that, why would anyone even take the risk? Not too smart! I don’t feel bad for anyone that brings this upon themselves. Morons!
@hollyjlrs Жыл бұрын
@@jesse_- well aren't you just so much better than everyone else! NO drig addicts wake up one morning and go, I know exactly what this is going to do to me but I'm going to do it anyway and ruin my perfect life. 99.9% of them have either been abused as a child, or have mental health problems and taking drugs is an escape. Its self medication. Thank goodness you know better than EVERY clinical study on the subject. You're wasted in the youtube comment section 🙄
@Whoreallyknows Жыл бұрын
The first mistake is choosing the wrong friends. I believe that’s where it starts for most people.
@loneranger9485 Жыл бұрын
How else do u become to know ?
@frankfehr6417 Жыл бұрын
I'm about 13 to 14 years clean from drugs and I'm never going back thanks to the good Lord
@kathybutler135 Жыл бұрын
Good to here
@the_piper001 Жыл бұрын
quiter
@Harriet217 Жыл бұрын
God isnt real
@chanceweslowski7792 Жыл бұрын
Amen! God bless!
@kfed9411 ай бұрын
Almost 3 years ago I took my first hit of meth. I regret it ever since. Was 2 months clean and just recently relapsed....pray anyone going through this to realize your not alone ❤
@jeannemaxwell31735 ай бұрын
Father God in the name of Jesus I pray you will take this person by th hand and walk them down the path of life. Lord show them YOUR ways for their path in life for with you, your path. Help this person to choose your good and resist the enemy and his kill, steal, destroy plan for their lives. Show them your ways Jesus. God bless
@TheSavageTruth-k2i Жыл бұрын
Im Sober from meth addiction too. I've backslid but haven't went on a Benge for 2 years. God is so great. Hallelujah praise God. I love you all and anyone out there getting sober, God bless you and stay in the word. God got me and so many more through this war. And the war is never finished. I battle principalities daily. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about relapsing but I pray and keep God close to my heart and he help me pull through the think. Stay tough and and never give up. I love you all!! Goodnight!!!
@samuelmashpow9854 Жыл бұрын
She’s lucky she was able to kick the habit before her beautiful features faded away. I’m very happy for her and others on their recovery
@GODSWORD11 Жыл бұрын
Hush 🤫 son
@nickkirschner3719 Жыл бұрын
What are you talking about? See how messed up her face is from picking at shit?
@milo6373 Жыл бұрын
harder for girls to kick the habit 🤔✌️🙏☝️👍
@zillaman7674 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful features Are we watching the same video
@hectormejia5090 Жыл бұрын
@@milo6373 whats the reasoning. Access?
@JonasCorrea Жыл бұрын
When people tell you never do drugs, REMEMBER!!!!! NEVER DO DRUGS!
@JordanBess Жыл бұрын
I was smoking weed for 2 years straight non stop but then i found God and now i been sober for 4 months 🙏 🙏🙏
@rawlyrare Жыл бұрын
Weed is gods medicine.
@rivkaruthgolan Жыл бұрын
Wow! Be careful who you trust when you take something, people!
@woodstock6792 Жыл бұрын
No one shoved a meth bowl in her mouth
@_Y.Not_ Жыл бұрын
or.....here's a thought....just don't take "something"
@shannongrant8591 Жыл бұрын
Damn!!! I love sleeping. That poor thing. Your body heals during sleep. I'm always trying to sleep😂
@followthepinkline Жыл бұрын
Praise God for her deliverance and freedom from addiction ❤
@brandennfinch Жыл бұрын
Struggling tonight God gave me your testimony 5yrs sober from heroine But the addiction still lives It's tricky trying me on the regular ❤
@marvinwilliamsjr.2293 Жыл бұрын
respect to those who was strong enough to shake back.
@gerrynowaynoche Жыл бұрын
One way to avoid getting addicted to meth. Don't get near meth or people on meth.
@bobbisue313 Жыл бұрын
Everybody on go. Dont ya know
@Pilot333 Жыл бұрын
Glad you survived it . Praying for your determination.
@ipt3000 Жыл бұрын
Please if anyone here can pray for my fiancé Israel who lives in Havana Cuba - he is struggling with addiction - not to meth but other incredibly harmful things - and I think it is masking a mental disorder of borderline bc he has all symptoms - he needs intercessory prayer - he is a believer but trapped and under spiritual attack - I really believe if he treats the borderline disorder, I believe he will be freed from this incredible desire for these substances that are just making everything worse. All prayers are welcome - thank you.
@englishmenintown862211 ай бұрын
How is he doing?
@crainxk762610 ай бұрын
How is he ???
@MSMIH Жыл бұрын
U are a beautiful woman and I'm happy u regained your strength
@james_b1279 Жыл бұрын
Know that you're not alone and stopping is possible, do not give up on yourself.
@tracyjosey7164 Жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for your sobriety. I'm 21 yrs clean from crack...HALLELUJAH Thank You Jesus Amen
@SlCKB0Y-sb1kg6 ай бұрын
allahu akbar!
@CookiesCreations-tm5ts5 ай бұрын
that’s so beautiful proud of you tracy❤
@patkearney932010 ай бұрын
Your honesty is beautiful and meaningful if a bright beautiful intelligent woman can fall into this trap what hope is there for the less fortunate young woman. I thank you for your honesty and kindness in your comment. Love from Ireland 🇮🇪.
@Megadeadpeople Жыл бұрын
After losing my father, I’m currently teetering on the edge of concern and actual addiction. I watch these videos often to help me.
@cga5075 Жыл бұрын
Prayers for you my friend.
@mialoveall5812 Жыл бұрын
Pray that you seek God in these moments HIS perfect peace is like nothing on earth. There is nothing to compare and it is totally free to you. Just ask HIM and HE will show you. Praying that GOD will bless you and keep you in HIS perfect peace. ❤🙏🏻❤
@pstewart5443 Жыл бұрын
I worked as a booking officer at a local prison. I have seen the effects of meth and crack on these people, their lives, and their loved ones. It's so horrible. Watched them deteriorate each time I would book them, then release them a little healthier, then book them and it was worse each time.
@eduardooquendo9774 Жыл бұрын
I'm glad that you recover from that addition, God bless you 🙏
@ClassicRock-SER6 ай бұрын
I could never be talked into smoking that crap ! I’m very proud of the people who have quit though. 🙏🙏‼️
@Xbox12469 Жыл бұрын
“But that that high was so addicting… that I didn’t care”. Goosebumps
@marcussmithwick6326 Жыл бұрын
They've done studies on rats where the rats had a choice of either food or meth. The meth released so many "feel good" chemicals that they make the brain see meth as of more importance than eating. All the rats chose meth and starved to death.
@primate4 Жыл бұрын
You have to be strong enough to 1. Hang with the right people. 2. Be strong enough to say no no matter how strong the pressure from others. 3. Cut those people out of your life forever!
@navilgonzalez4013 Жыл бұрын
Yes! Exactly.
@hhholmes714 Жыл бұрын
Period
@missvida6251 Жыл бұрын
I snorted meth once thinking it was “fishscale” but me and some friends were scammed by a dealer. My nose burned like hell and I felt like the highest I've ever been in my life! It was a gross high. But I was high nonetheless. I will never take that stuff again.
@reapertone7980 Жыл бұрын
Heal on! I have never done anything outside of Cigarettes, weed and alcohol, but I am inspired by your comments here. compels me to break away from my own addictions.
@LindaKirk-b4j Жыл бұрын
What you doing is drugs Stop all of it It could take you into some bad stuff
@LidLovesLyrics11 ай бұрын
Amen agreed in Jesus Christ name sake..
@Teena-o1xАй бұрын
I love y’all story and so glad y’all are doing well Praise God ❤❤keep telling your story it could help someone that’s going through that problem ❤
@vixtorherrera6685 Жыл бұрын
I can understand it happened to me as well and I overcame thanks to GOD
@moomray13 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely one-hundred-percent to Jesus Christ
@marillion4th393 Жыл бұрын
Amen! 🙏 there are no impossibles for Him
@captainorangesburner Жыл бұрын
Thank yourself you did it
@doesntmatter5263 Жыл бұрын
Do you thank him when bad things happen?
@kylesadirtbag5937 Жыл бұрын
It’s amazing how a substance can forcefully make an addict disregard self preservation
@lalasworld7870 Жыл бұрын
It's a disease
@eugenependarvis7861 Жыл бұрын
😢
@Gatsu_Gambino Жыл бұрын
@@lalasworld7870 its a choice...
@tobsmonster2 Жыл бұрын
@@Gatsu_Gambino you choosing to be an idiot is a choice, addiction is different
@waytrumedia7854 Жыл бұрын
Its amazing how society makes addicts feel as though they are not worth preserving
@brettwilson7680 Жыл бұрын
I'm amazed people can recover mentally after taking it heavily for years. I did it here and there in my youth, it had some addicting qualities I would seek, but then after being up for three days, regret heavily after all the dumb shit I did while high. That and for a 3 day high it would take a month for my brain to feel normal again. I have been clean for 12 years.
@willytompkins8115 Жыл бұрын
What kinds of feelings did you get in your brain when you stopped using it? How was your behavior?
@brettwilson7680 Жыл бұрын
@@willytompkins8115 I would go into phychosis. This was 12 years ago, back when meth wasn't that pure. I hear it's 99 percent pure now and just a little is throwing people into extreme phychotic behaviors. Personally I would go into a deep dark, very dark depression that was almost unbearable. I would get the extreme high, that would last several days, and then coming down the extreme lows. My brain is very sensitive to any drugs and I just didn't heal with a few days of sleep, like some people. That extreme depression and lack of pleasure for anything would take me a month to heal from almost every time. If I only did it for one day, then generally I would be okay after two or three days. But I would always binge for 3-5 days.
@madinechaney3043 Жыл бұрын
Glad you got free... Congratulations!
@dionst.michael14825 ай бұрын
The comments make me cry. I wouldn’t wish this on my mortal enemy. I pray for anyone powerless over their addictions. Have a blessed day 😢
@christophermcdonough1353 Жыл бұрын
You are s walking miracle!! Can't believe you were able to get off of it!! You look great, may you look back in 50 years and say I have been clean for 50 plus years!!!
@trublgrl Жыл бұрын
Eff that guy for giving you meth without telling you, but eff you for taking a hit of something without knowing what it was.
@bigtrout Жыл бұрын
Bet good money she smoked weed first. Find any addict anywhere and virtually every one smoked weed first.
@robertaldana3661 Жыл бұрын
I did crank for almost 10 yrs until i had enough and checked myself into rehab at 30 yrs old. Graduated the program and I'm 60 now and have never touched it since. 👍👍
@thomasrodriguez-fh9yn2 ай бұрын
YOU CAN GET SOBER. YOU’RE WORTH IT. God bless anyone going thru a tough time.
@Starkesea Жыл бұрын
That's exactly how I feel about alcohol.... I just feel myself slowly dying inside. I'm glad I'm trying to get a grip on it and really understand my addiction and how to address it
@catalintimofti1117 Жыл бұрын
Good luck brother get a good addiction go gym 💪
@GinaT5678 Жыл бұрын
You can do it! Keep God first in everything you do.
@theurbanthirdhomestead Жыл бұрын
Not sure if you're still struggling with cravings, but L-glutamine helps!
@briannahuseman4787 Жыл бұрын
I was the same. God told me recently to get rid of alcohol indefinitely. It was a hard choice to obey. So I told God “ lord I want to obey you so as I do this please take away the desire I have for wine and drinks” and literally I started noticing lately how I have 0 desire for it anymore !!!! God can do that for you and give you a new desire 🤍 and self control
@Gtacasinoheist Жыл бұрын
Im with you on that its a battle i dont think im ever gonna win