rip x the devil in miami lied and took him in miami
@lisd58926 жыл бұрын
Nostalgic Sunday 😭💔
@morningstar78966 жыл бұрын
Sonic Black 💔💔💔💔
@hecker533410 ай бұрын
2020 just got even crazier.
@cool499208 ай бұрын
2022 just got even crazier >>>>>>>> 2020 just got even crazier
@alexCeuVe4 ай бұрын
2023 and 2024 just got even more crazier
@FPSWildlifeAngler2 ай бұрын
its 2025 in 3 months
@Thecoolersilly2 ай бұрын
@@FPSWildlifeAngler SHUT UP 2020 IS NOT ABOUT TO BE 5 YEARS AGO
@legualschreibt8057 жыл бұрын
The piano is smooth af
@monojuice6 жыл бұрын
Stellar eh, beat drop ruins it
@Prymistic6 жыл бұрын
MonoJuice hell yea its all chill then its some random beat drop lmao
@prodbyfaith0n6 жыл бұрын
still is alasen's sample
@monojuice6 жыл бұрын
deftlaw no one said it isn’t
@Prymistic6 жыл бұрын
lmao ikr i was thinking the same thing but i was gonna leave him be
@organizedchaos6246 жыл бұрын
"Songs to listen to in the dark at 3 a.m. while thinking about the past"
@levongd16904 жыл бұрын
You got me...😩😧
@777-x8v4 жыл бұрын
@@levongd1690 youre replying to a 2 year old comment
@levongd16904 жыл бұрын
@@777-x8v idc...its still true
@keirahill77664 жыл бұрын
Literally tho and it gives out the most weirdest vibe, ya get me? 🥴
@arturs68484 жыл бұрын
it’s like actually 3am
@kr4mp5 жыл бұрын
This song was a secret message, let me fill you in. The title, "I spoke to the devil in Miami, and he said everything would be fine" is literal. Miami is where X sold his soul to Satan for fame and fortune, when he was 17 (hence his albums name). I will now go into my take on this songs lyrical breakdown. (one thing to note is that he is telling a chronological story of the "conversation" he has with Satan) Intro - "It will all be over soon" ---- X was aware that his death was going to be very soon Verse - "I'm always where the sun dont shine, the tears dont show, wont hurt me now 'cause hearts been broke, i hate myself, but it wont show, i constantly lose all my remorse" ---- he starts off by telling us that before he sold his soul, he was very depressed Verse - "And its ten for the wolf, and three for the shepherd" --- in this analogy Satan is the wolf while X is the shepherd. If you arent familiar with this story, a wolf once stayed by a flock of sheep led by a shepherd for a long time, but never did anything to the sheep. One day, the shepherd left his flock with the wolf, for he trusted the wolf. When the shepherd came back to his flock, they were all dead. Through the wolf's cunning, he deceived the shepherd. Satan deceived X into selling his soul for fame and fortune, but in the end, Satan won the trade. Verse - "and it's one for the sheep who Led by your leopard, often gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a bite of your apple, give me All you can offer" ---- In this analogy, X is the sheep, while Satan (or one of his demons) is the leopard. Satan used his PERCEPTION (satan is a master deceiver) to deceive X into TAKING A BITE OF HIS APPLE (or selling his soul), in exchange for all Satan could offer X (fame and fortune) Verse - "now I'm trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze, couldn't control the pace Where is this going?" ---- Since trading his soul to the devil, X is no longer himself, now all he can do is ask himself the question "Where do 'I' go from here?" Verse - "Heartless is recklessness" ---- Remember earlier in the song when X said his heart was broke? Well, because he was heartless, he did not care about anything and was reckless because of it, which led to him selling his soul to the devil. Verse - " it's War with the pacifist to word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map," ----- X doesn't know whether to side with God or Satan, so for the time being he chooses neither. Verse - " my Lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he Said he would save me if I gave him one thing you needed "What is this thing?", I pleaded boy, it's the key to even, yeah" ---- Satan tells X what he wants from him, Jahsey Onfroy's Key To Heaven.... his soul. Verse - "And as I spoke, my fangs were shown Taken aback, he smiles and tells me "What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine" Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima" ---- By this point in the song the deal has been made, X sold his soul to Satan. Satan tells X that soon enough he will receive the fame and fortune he craved, but what SATAN craved, he already has, Anima Vestra. (anima vestra means YOUR SOUL).
@garciatempensoniv37004 жыл бұрын
It all makes sense now. Thank you.
@chosensonas4 жыл бұрын
Holy fuck this is creepy
@TheSapphirePlayzImTSPZ4 жыл бұрын
Wtf dude that’s insane. Must’ve Took a lot of time
@aaezrt71154 жыл бұрын
UnderKiller it ain’t that deep bruh
@Vandalae4 жыл бұрын
Then in before I close my eyes he asks for forgiveness but doesnt know if its too late for him or not. Later in train food he predicts his death.
@ครภ-ข1ณ4 жыл бұрын
This song should be soundtrack in minecraft
@birmaniaobando53074 жыл бұрын
I'd play more
@thetrashcanking4 жыл бұрын
Nah this is too dark for even minecraft
@mlvndzn4 жыл бұрын
You could probably get it into minecraft.
@doodlesploit8434 жыл бұрын
but minecraft with depression and sadness and no happy people to talk to if ur down u cant do anything about it the song all they would do is listen to it and get sadder and sadder
@thetrashcanking4 жыл бұрын
@@doodlesploit843 Bruh you know like mostly kids play the game right?
@calebwilliams22096 жыл бұрын
Shoutout to all the real fans of jah, lovely seeing you here
@darrenlinklater40316 жыл бұрын
Caleb Williams ❤️
@ohyeahyeah61456 жыл бұрын
LLJ 🤙
@luishrt20116 жыл бұрын
Here bro🤙🏾 i hear him two months before Look AT Me cames out
@luishrt20116 жыл бұрын
Miss him too much🎶😭💔...
@imi36156 жыл бұрын
No such thing as real fans, quit acting like an idiot.
@viperr066 жыл бұрын
This instrumental makes me feel alone walking in silent streets on a foggy day edit: no im not depressed its just experience ._. edit 2: y'all stop arguing im not depressed or want attention its just an experience for god sake
@ragingblast7325 жыл бұрын
I do this every friday night in the autumn/winter times. It honestly is so relaxing and clears your mind.
@kd21465 жыл бұрын
Fake depressed wanting antention
@ragingblast7325 жыл бұрын
k d you don’t have to be depressed for a song to put you in a scenario that you feel associates with the song itself lmao
@popisolation5 жыл бұрын
Those peaceful walks at 4:00 are the best the refreshing air to the silence of the city almost makes you wonder is it a dream or are you in a real world, the peaceful loneliness is something all should experience.
@celt33315 жыл бұрын
Night
@mallakplayz51054 жыл бұрын
This instrumental background music makes me think about life 😔
@braydenbratcher37304 жыл бұрын
True
@alaracelik31614 жыл бұрын
Same dude.
@sharkclipper27994 жыл бұрын
Same, I wish we could go back. Before the pandemic and Before x died :(
@bigstev67583 жыл бұрын
Same
@d4rk0o3 жыл бұрын
Same://
@therocksrightnut6094 жыл бұрын
“I would want to make at least 5 million kids happy.” You definitely did X. R.I.P
@lemonke53412 жыл бұрын
LMAO TheRocksRightNut saying this i can't take it seriously bro
@thatoneguy-ll2jh9 ай бұрын
@@lemonke5341shutup
@akeiio3944 жыл бұрын
I like this but it gives me really sad and weird vibes
@krypton45844 жыл бұрын
Dude same
@piercemartin48464 жыл бұрын
I’m just really depressed right now, so it always gives me sad vibes
@piercemartin48463 жыл бұрын
@Brayden Rice not really, but trying to get through it emotionally. I haven’t been able to see some of my family in 5 months cause of the pandemic. I also haven’t seen some friends in 10 months.
@edwxrdw78703 жыл бұрын
@@piercemartin4846 stay strong bud. You’re not alone there. Hopefully some sense of normality where we can see our friends and loved ones returns before too long
@piercemartin48463 жыл бұрын
@@edwxrdw7870 yeah, hopefully
@shuba65414 жыл бұрын
Hearing this while staring at him, feels really sad :(
@mauserc96644 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@moaswrld4 жыл бұрын
yeah I wished I had a chance to at least meet him 😔
@trixfendii39973 жыл бұрын
bro you made me cry
@luiscarlossantossouza52233 жыл бұрын
@@moaswrld wow I just remember x every time I listen to this song. BR 😔
@janaaljandan44263 жыл бұрын
This song, just the instrumental it’s self gives me goosebumps and shivers down my spine
@HudanV02 жыл бұрын
How
@professionalhater_x19792 жыл бұрын
Right
@OfficialXSaken7 ай бұрын
@@HudanV0 idk how to explain it, but its just unsettling to me. The trumpet sound, the piano, the pieces are just laid out in such a way
@Kounnah5 жыл бұрын
The year is 2019 and you are laughing at the pictures online. The pictures are funny because you understand the contextual foundation of the jokes. This understanding makes you feel included, as if you're part of an inside-joke. You look to your left, then to your right. You're actually alone. You've felt alone for years, but the pictures online help you to forget that. The pictures online make you feel like you're having genuine shared experience. You know deep down the experience is not genuine, because there is a void in your heart that even the dankest meme could never fill.
@tomasciganpal78975 жыл бұрын
Bro I just seen it on Instagram
@jennykanura76275 жыл бұрын
Dats deep bro
@beanphoenix4 жыл бұрын
As mods say when they see a truly dank meme:dank
@hiiipowerbass23374 жыл бұрын
2020. pshhh fucking wrong af
@rosewolf35594 жыл бұрын
It's 2020...the worst year in my life...
@TheCrazyOne23 жыл бұрын
"What the hell kinda name is Soap. Eh? How'd a moppet like you pass selection?"
@Brandonnnnnnnnnnn4826 жыл бұрын
He knew it, he saw it coming, he knew were he was going to die.💔
@chipotle_godd6 жыл бұрын
of course he did everyone knows there going to die everything happens for a reason something jahseh understood well
@bigpapilocsta55206 жыл бұрын
I Think think he meant that x knew he was going to die early/Young
@michaelballesteros12016 жыл бұрын
Young Trapking and that it was going to be in his hometown
@princessparis22896 жыл бұрын
Lil Brandi《》《》《》《 think so to
@kurtbaker50386 жыл бұрын
He wanted to die he just felt too guilty
@1llucaas2327 жыл бұрын
I wrote a letter to my future self while listening to this on repeat, that shit was peaceful asf😌
@bradynroberts65644 жыл бұрын
Damn this comment just hits hard in 2020
@fromunderthecorkdre4 жыл бұрын
@@bradynroberts6564 it really does 😩
@davielano52604 жыл бұрын
Gavagahovaitegakhfg
@bradynroberts65644 жыл бұрын
Davi Elano ?
@martinazunino48674 жыл бұрын
..Well?
@Erzxh6 жыл бұрын
X was more than just a rapper to some people, he was more than an artist, he was an inspiration. I myself, and I speak for many others, know that he made a positive impact on many others life’s, and helped people through tough times. X had his past, and although it may have been a bumpy road, that didn’t stop him. And it reminds us that nobody’s perfect. His music and his personality was a light in the dark for some people, but sadly that light has faded too early. It’s a shame we lost someone who made such an impact, at such a young age, so soon. R.I.P X ♥️
@otfcody76235 жыл бұрын
stfu
@omgtey5 жыл бұрын
yourmom42069 don’t tell him to stfu
@omgtey5 жыл бұрын
yourmom42069 he’s right x did have a different impact he inspired me to do different things and he was a really great artist but he was more than a artist he was a angel from heaven and now he has served his time on earth and he has went back to Jesus were he belongs having fun on the island with Tupac biggie, and micheal Jackson.
@otfcody76235 жыл бұрын
stfu
@Doctorphil-ob3jb5 жыл бұрын
@@otfcody7623 this mans trolling too hard lol. X was a great rapper tho
@WizzOfIzz8 ай бұрын
“2020 just got even crazier” ahh beat
@Messenger1.0 Жыл бұрын
End of a movie.. this song plays as the camera slowly zooms out showing the aftermath of the end of the world. No animals or humans in sight. Just ash, smoke and silence… and for the first time in forever there is finally peace on earth.
@kylelawson29847 жыл бұрын
If you're thinking about posting your lyrics in this comment section, don't.
@giuseppelebeau25467 жыл бұрын
But this is good, right? soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix
@DoritoMcDew7 жыл бұрын
if only people were smart enough to listen
@ridgejordan18597 жыл бұрын
I know ppl's lyrics are trash too lmao
@bendingbananas65406 жыл бұрын
Lol I literally just saw one under your comment😅
@italianmuscle95806 жыл бұрын
👍🏼👍🏼
@mcpastel86276 жыл бұрын
the first song i heard by him... i wish i'd gotten into his music sooner rest in peace, you will most definitely been missed by so many.
@xtyoloxyt85312 жыл бұрын
Damn you still here?
@karambitss2 жыл бұрын
@@xtyoloxyt8531 I am.
@feliccbruh40566 жыл бұрын
its beautiful Rip x
@VIVALAVERSA2 жыл бұрын
His music was Anger and Depression as a sound. No one in hiphop like him could portrait it so good like him. His songs hit the emotion and the mental state so perfectly its like he feels EXACTLY the same thing. Its very odd.
@KalaschniKlown2 жыл бұрын
One of the most heartbreakingly beautiful melody’s to come the 2010s, no matter how many times it repeats you can’t stop listening You did good xxxtentacion, very good *Bless*
@ravenortega8296 жыл бұрын
At the end of the day he was a human being...
@alwwqe6 жыл бұрын
facts
@Blaz7023 жыл бұрын
It sure dont feel like it
@ZephinorPGR Жыл бұрын
I'm wondering whether you're gonna come back to this as some sort of nostalgia. or when youre finally at the lowest point of your life? Lets see how your story will fold, Zephinor.
@spike64084 жыл бұрын
When i hear this song i feel like my last Moment in life and i saw my moments when i was happy
@IbelieveinCJ4 жыл бұрын
It’ll be fine. You’ll get through it. Whatever it is, will pass. And things will be better.
@lliora4 жыл бұрын
this helped me. thanks
@nexusmeepster78104 жыл бұрын
Thanks pal
@minhxuan29822 жыл бұрын
thanks brother
@Sondercameup Жыл бұрын
Thanks i need this rn
@jackteckers3654 Жыл бұрын
God bless u bru🙏🏿❤️✝️
@jeremyguerrero5575 жыл бұрын
Every soul that has spoken and moved the world into balance I ask yall too move thru me so I can bring more love and open the heart of thos who haven't felt love
@shareef53807 жыл бұрын
This beat could explains my lonely ness
@MullerFan283 жыл бұрын
@Fargo 030 bruh
@user-ud4jv3 жыл бұрын
loneliness*
@adrianna9914 жыл бұрын
I turn this on, put my headphones in, turn off the lights and go under my cover. it makes me feel so many feelings.😕
@cjbeenreal81584 жыл бұрын
i can see this song playing at my funeral while i sit on a tree next to my grave and no one sees me
@YOURBOYCB8 ай бұрын
Real
@Jplex.4 жыл бұрын
Whenever I needa clear my head I listen to this. The whole instrumental is just mind numbing
@CarlJohnson-zw4vq4 жыл бұрын
This hits diff when its raining, It's get my mind outta things and is so relaxing. I'm a fan of Jah since 2016. Ngl he was like a big brother to me.
@Davertine2 жыл бұрын
Even CJ From Grove st. Has Excelent taste in music :D
@EscapeVibes.3 жыл бұрын
song still gives me chills..
@ClarenceJones49 ай бұрын
2020 JUST GOT EVEN CRAZIER!
@Worldwide-pt4vd6 жыл бұрын
RIP XXX!!
@apexlegendsisbetterthanfor3075 жыл бұрын
Now it sounds like you are exited with the exclamation mark shame on you
@Orthosaur7532 Жыл бұрын
A moment of deep silent for people who are still searching for this song... I have been searching it for well over two years. Farewell, love God, and Amen ❤
@Yonatan... Жыл бұрын
Luckily I know Reddit Although I got perma banned yesterday It’s my third account
@Orthosaur753211 ай бұрын
@@Yonatan...Live life, bro. We need to cut down on internet access.
@Sir_Sectrix6 ай бұрын
@@Yonatan...being banned off Reddit is a badge of honour my guy
@Yonatan...6 ай бұрын
@@Sir_Sectrix I just got banned on my fourth and fifth account as well
@S3verusMyG2 жыл бұрын
Damn, so many legends being put down the past two decades. RIP to all of them
@sanskiee21266 жыл бұрын
For everyone commenting things like, X could have been saved if he had faith in god No one can be saved by anything, It was X's time to go And no one could have changed what happened, don't get me wrong I loved that guy and he got me through a lot of hard times in my life but at the end of the day, It is what it is, and without X I'll never be the same. He stopped me from doing so much shit in my life that I wouldn't be able to take back, For example, suicide, self harming, etc. He did not only impact my life, but millions of other kids just like me Going through a hard time in their life or fighting depression I'm so grateful to X and his music, If he wasn't in my life I would probably be dead right now or be killing people and selling drugs R.I.P X, forever in our hearts. - Thanks for all the likes
Here' something I wrote last year and I thought it would sound good with this instrumental; i cant do this. | 10/14/16 the frustration the temptation the abrasion all i need right now is you, right by my side. i cant abide. I’ve always tried to stay strong dont know my rights from my wrongs. rolling down hills. popping them pills. getting the chills dont know how to feel. when you cant keep it real. staring at the ceiling. getting the feeling. that you’re lying to me. trying to be a little secretive. i dont wanna live. nor do i wanna give into these thoughts. i dont wanna be impactive. i just wish to be attractive. looking in the mirror. i just got a shiver. thinking ‘bout the river. the separation. the medication. this fucked up little situation. its all a mess. i cant confess. to the things i do when youre nowhere near. i somewhat fear. that this situation is a bit unclear. im all alone. on my phone. feeling faded. feeling degraded. feeling like you traded me in. or just tossed me away in the bin. frustration temptation abrasion seperation medication fucked up little situation feeling very sore feeling more degraded than i've ever been before. -kathrine
@atomiccelestial74287 жыл бұрын
It's Kathrxne c; That's one of the best I've seen in a long time.
@giuseppelebeau25467 жыл бұрын
You'll feel this if you ever struggled with depression... soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix
@dawndayquinones59557 жыл бұрын
It's Kathrxne c; damn that's deep 😔
@arixbi49027 жыл бұрын
Can i make a video on these amazing lyrics? like make a song with em ill give you creds
@mangkipoem17 жыл бұрын
holy shit this is good
@iamjdx7 жыл бұрын
Im literally just getting into X's music. I fucking love it. These more heartfelt beats get me. That being said I'm trying to evolve so I wrote a little something to this kinda like a freestyle few minutes thing. If anyone could give me some critiques try guide me that'd be amazing. I spoke to the angels I lay awake Pray the lord My breath he takes I sleep all day I pray the lord The devil he keep away My friends don't know me I don't know myself I hope they know If all goes well Maybe this feeling Will drown itself Self pity a self portrait Talked to god last night Told him I don't want to But this my fate Can't keep wishing I don't keep struggling Staring at the mirror Behind me the scene Me on my bed Finally free I talked to them The angels he sent Asked them if my Life was worth more What am hurting for Is my soul beautiful Why am I so harmful To the ones I love I need that place above I need you I need your love I lay in bed Eyes to the ceiling Just waiting For the feeling My heart stop beating Cradled me in they arms The angels he sent Friends of god Finding peace inside of me Came so easily When every breath finally left me I talked to the angels Asked if it'd be okay They replied this way Not if earth is where I stay
@vvs25087 жыл бұрын
Jay Dee Fucking Majestic That Was Good.
@iamjdx7 жыл бұрын
Votxed thank you man! Means a lot to hear good things about written
@heartsofcarnage6 жыл бұрын
NXBDY bro I felt that shit
@joaninhavoavoa6 жыл бұрын
god that was really really good. i sang along 💕
@Elesounds6 жыл бұрын
Bruh don't post lyrics on videos because no one is gonna know the flow you used, make a video or something but posting lyrics ain't gonna do nothing
@taiyeione4 жыл бұрын
he is forever a mood I want to live in
@Zaquifiles3 жыл бұрын
"what is real will prosper" words ive kept close for all my life
@iiwoofyii66176 жыл бұрын
This is really wierd he got shot dead in miami
@Nuji0x6 жыл бұрын
woah..
@toethief93326 жыл бұрын
II WOOFY II HES from Miami soo
@ouid11336 жыл бұрын
@@toethief9332 hes from plantation Florida, Broward county
@VaquOfficial6 жыл бұрын
He died in Deerfield Beach
@SubscribersChallengeWith-md7dp6 жыл бұрын
Vaqu! In Miami Florida
@whyb0rns4 жыл бұрын
june 18th 2020 2 years ❤️🕊
@hgay34334 жыл бұрын
This song gives me weird vibes like idk how to feel vibes it’s between creepy and beautiful it almost sounds supernatural
@justas7504 жыл бұрын
me too
@kyauyss3 жыл бұрын
Same here, this vibe is so strange
@Goldieboi3 жыл бұрын
It's something you would hear when you looked at Liminal Space Photos.
@Tetopettenson13 жыл бұрын
@@Goldieboi oh hell nah the liminal spaces are creepy i dont want to look at it
@gasmaskd29422 жыл бұрын
Well he spoke to the devil in Miami ..this is low-key demonic but it must've been a sad devil oh well 👿😔
@reconnaissancekaren88873 жыл бұрын
I’ve been looking for this song for a long time
@moisesdejesus25354 жыл бұрын
I can feel the sound, the white sound behind... The piano, the chords, in the night, the tragedy, the darkness and lonely take my soul. Rest in peace X🌎
@xevenax6 жыл бұрын
for kids who think he didn't believe in god, listen to before i close my eyes by him. the whole song is legit a full on prayer that is in bibles.
@less05x125 жыл бұрын
This will always be in my heart
@viraqjit7 жыл бұрын
I get those goosebumps everytime i hear this.
@Blossom_ninix_xx Жыл бұрын
Dude, it's been five years after this comment, are you okay?
@cashhh_07 Жыл бұрын
@@Blossom_ninix_xx probably
@celine824kb2 жыл бұрын
so it’s 2022 now, i come back to this video alot, just miss you so fucking much X, we ALL miss you so much. This audio definitely doesn’t help 😢😣😣💔
@NotCareAnybody2 жыл бұрын
x's songs always bring back memories they make me very sentimental, I wish he were with us ... may he rest in peace
@marsv59211 ай бұрын
I've been listening to this since we were quarantined. Oh man the things that have happened in the last few years. Blessings everyone!
@eltrapo51965 жыл бұрын
Clean my slate I’ve lost it all I can’t restart Can’t stop this fall I run a fever Trying to escape I’m no believer In second chances Starting over again It’s too late now It has happened The past is written And the pen is gone It can’t be changed The pain is prolonged When will it stop I got so numb Please help me I can’t feel love I’ve disrespected Myself And the god above Just dragging along Writing this song I realized All I do is wrong please tell me I’m wrong I feel like a ghost Anger I feel the most I wish to be happy If only I could Oh lord save me I’m just misunderstood I can’t see my visions bleared Bringing it back to all the laughs I shared I know people care I just don’t care I’m just sitting there thinking where I belong maybe I’m wrong Maybe I’m just emo Or fake depressed I think it’s much less Than I make it seem I’m trapped in this dream That I’m just blown over I swear I’m going over
@danielboyd69274 жыл бұрын
When i listen to this i just remember the void of no feeling im in. No one around me just my sad excuse for an existence
@billydonovan97087 жыл бұрын
With every inch I have left/ when the wind can't catch my breath/ feelings of loneliness/ hold me close alone stoned again/ can't pick up the phone my friend/ heroin swallowed you/ I'm feeling hollow to/ I wish I can shed a tear there just no more left in here/ dissapointed despise my crisis/ the lies tighten my weakness like vices/ open my mind before I die with all my ancestors/ its been years and i still can't land better/ I wake up with a heart race/ no one understands this is a hard place/ Diagnosed with anxiety/ darkness providing me/ a room with a dying tree/ no water pouring/ the roots are screaming/ I stare at it closely/ so numb no meaning/ I hate feelings/ someone please give it life and feed it/ In the morning i start off with a hit of marijuana/ addiction runs through me I'm just like my father/ teder toter/ with getting heated like saunas/ cheap insecure but got a bucket full of talent/ throw it away saying fuck it it doesn't matter/ I hate chatters with the devil/ life dont feel right I just thought I should write u guys this letter/ I think of suicide sometimes/ but I'm to blind to climb/ out of this sight of mind/ hide behind the blinds/form a twisted mentality/ brain is a world war 2 restrained battlefield/ deranged im crumbling from the beat of my heart/ its deep might as well sleep with the sharks/ I dont even like my creation of art/ its ugly and so am I/ I want to grow and I'm only talking about wings to show when i fly/ bring me high/ hug my grandmother I never want to say goodbye/ I'm falling she tries/ to grip me/ flash backs of the past sickly/ spread through my head quickly /12 taking meds flipping/ someone I need help fix me.../in the pot I melt swiftly/ ejject reset this misphit/ they ditched me/ in the pit life's such a bitch isint she/ I'm jealous of my friends and this isint pretend/ I think about all the things they can do easily/ pick me up than throw me down/ hit me I dont care what happens/ I miss being a little kid laughing/ playing at the park after school never even attended mark a tally a fool/ staring at the papers they layed on my stool/ it felt like the darkest alley/ small classes small shell/ tall gates raw hell/ i dont feel so well well I sat in a well/ it collapsed all around me burying myself/ bruises and welts/ I'm glad everyone is happy/ kicking it back/ taking snaps acting/ like life is one big fashion/ blunts passing/ drunk crashing/ crap rappers/ who think its cool to be a asshole/ shitting on what I brewed since a tadpole/ if any of you think you can rap stay away from me kid/ I'll look you in the face feel the pain from my ribs/ than tare you to bits/ I have chemicals pumping me like a gas station/ ask me about my past hate it/ some say my sickness is like sacred craft/ wrapped in love aching/ wait patient grab the match put it to the black paintings/ watch as the amazing fire blaze takes it/ now all your problems were just a fable you think having none makes you stable
@godmodluck91605 жыл бұрын
M
@r.nmb94 жыл бұрын
K
@wilsond38744 жыл бұрын
billy in his feels
@chxriqq4 жыл бұрын
@@wilsond3874 SKSLLSOSKSMENDKSLK LMAOOO
@lesunshineworshiper112 жыл бұрын
Masterpiece
@garretbasso43364 жыл бұрын
I listen to it to remind me that life isn’t always sad and filled with heart break. My life has been filled with hopelessness and heartbreak but I excape listening to his music and I will always be thankful and grateful to have his music and although I never got to see him in person I miss him dearly he changed my life. I’m not a day 1 x fan but a really big fan of his work. I hope your with your friends jahseh, I hope I get to meet you up there🕊
@iran19248 ай бұрын
After 4 years, I am the first who liked youf comment. How are you?
@natewhite23454 жыл бұрын
there’s nothing like just listening to this... thinking about when we were kids and laughing and playing without a care in the world. what happened... why did everything go this way? i know i’m still a kid but even being 17 and just knowing something went wrong somewhere is giving me chills. i miss the times when i would hang out with my cousins and brothers and play games all day all night and go to the park and play on the swings and get ice cream with them and just have a blast. it’s all just fading slowly. As a kid i thought growing up would be so fun and being an adult would be so cool. But now knowing that it’s like this and i know it’s not gonna get any better it’s just weird. Most of my family isn’t around to hangout or do anything. Just wanna find the right place to be..
@hashira11055 жыл бұрын
Rip X. I only found out about him after his death
@garciatempensoniv37004 жыл бұрын
...same
@ok_george4 жыл бұрын
epic stefan same
@topher71584 жыл бұрын
Same here bro
@Terminator-z2r4 жыл бұрын
This is so nostalgic for me.... Idk why
@alastor14192 жыл бұрын
Ikr Everytime I play this song , my life flashbacks before my eyes. Every memory. Every nostalgic event.
@pulchi91426 жыл бұрын
1 month ago today. We lost a legend Long Live King x
@masontylerwyattellis15755 жыл бұрын
Listening to this makes me feel.feel alone without x
@Harmonylovesfrieza11 ай бұрын
The piano is smooth af rest in peace x we will remember you
@jacobtorrisi28425 жыл бұрын
Fell from heaven Lost my heart Can I get it? Soul and body Feel ripped apart No answer Have you resented Me as a child That was given to you As a present from the earth To the heavens So I'll shine amongst the stars Falling asleep against a stone Counting rocks That shoot past my home Before I close my eyes I wisper a suddle tone.
@slavickahzi75904 жыл бұрын
Everybody gangsta till they hear a shot in Miami😔 Rest In peace legend. Hope to see you one day
@coastline41276 жыл бұрын
Clean my slate I’ve lost it all But can’t restart Can’t stop this fall Got a nervous sweat I run a fever Try to escape But I’m no believer In second chances Starting over again And it’s too late now; Too much has happened The past is written The pen is gone It can’t be changed The pain is prolonged When will it stop, I’ve gone so numb Please help me out I can’t feel no love. Call me a ghost I’m just going along Not thinking twice Just singing this song And it tells me that I only do wrong I want to be happy If only I could I need you to save me I’m misunderstood.
@gray_9r4y6 ай бұрын
2017: what a dramatic song 2024: door moves by itslef
@sabrepulse08 Жыл бұрын
Some how, this song makes me want to go back to where I lived for most of my life (So far) and it makes me sad thinking of it... I just wanna go there...
@Амина-л3х7 ай бұрын
Мы живём в матрице, только мы влядеемь этим времени , но пока что я не понял как владеть, я стараюсь сделать и управлять и остановить всё что происходит, не кто не знает что мы головоломке находимся.
@Амина-л3х7 ай бұрын
Мы одиноки в этом мире
@Амина-л3х7 ай бұрын
Мы одиноки в этом матрице и застряли
@louishaha_11177 ай бұрын
Please keep me updated!!!
@smcevo6 ай бұрын
yes
@setxxet3 жыл бұрын
this shit sends chills down you spine damn
@silverr21106 жыл бұрын
To free X to R.I.P X you will be missed
@xyizerzxc2 жыл бұрын
I'm from Russia and I really like to listen to music. It's 2 o'clock in the morning, I'm damn sleepy, but I'm waiting for the dawn to this song. For some reason, I'm very sad.
@Wilson_Does_Stuff9 ай бұрын
This song makes me feel a sense of sadness and extreme dread. Like I’m about to die alone, bleeding out in a forest far away from civilization
@ThePlagueZ6 жыл бұрын
What these guys don't know is that ima take all they lyrics 😤 #gotcaughtlacking
@blinqblinq786 жыл бұрын
ThePlague Z why cant u just make up you'r own lyrics? kinda a scumbag thing to do
@JoseDaPrimo6 жыл бұрын
Lol
@wilsond38746 жыл бұрын
WOW WHAT AN EPIC LOL FACE. WHAT A CRAZY WACKY GUY. ITS JUST SO EPIC.
@Jay-do5gx6 жыл бұрын
lol same
@gustavonunez99796 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@snipedyoace7 жыл бұрын
Spoke to the baphomet and he said my soul is leaving i choked and i pleaded that i want happiness but i am depleted acting extra and i feel my insides are heated, fake smile and no feeling woke up and realized these drugs are relieving from the friends and family that cheated
@giuseppelebeau25467 жыл бұрын
You'll feel this if you ever struggled with depression... soundcloud.com/guiseppetheghost/i-spoke-to-the-devil-in-miami-remix
@LiftingPhilosophy7 жыл бұрын
snipedyoace my granfathers death in lyrics
@Plizzy054 жыл бұрын
Wow. I use to have many friends, parties, everything. Now I have no one ☝️. And that’s how life is🤷🏼♀️people never stay, or change . You’re left with yourself .
@eduardomartin38364 жыл бұрын
Hey guys I know this is random and some people migth laugh at me but if you are going through something go get dressed in clothing that makes you feel cool and walk around anywhere listening to this it helped me in thought moments I needed to reflect
@thekurkgaming11393 жыл бұрын
This song is like being on a medieval battlefield after the battle and walking through the slaughter corpses everywhere, wounded screaming, banners flying
@yocristi25664 жыл бұрын
I will show this to my future kids and i will say that this is what legends looked like🖤☹️
@solidevil26396 жыл бұрын
i spoke to the devil in miami, he said "did you hear laurel or yanny?"
@cheridabomb4 жыл бұрын
Damn nice one
@meyxtentacion94514 жыл бұрын
Not funny
@solidevil26394 жыл бұрын
meyx that’s debatable sir
@xbunny9094 жыл бұрын
Solid EVIL lmao
@sghflnjdgftrebv40054 жыл бұрын
Lol
@JettyKrueger_6 жыл бұрын
“No feel🙅🏽” “I do not feel by love, I do not feel by touch, Where did you go my love? Why did you quit on us? Creeping with so and so, Sleeping with such and such. I know I tend to feel, But lately i ain’t feeling much. At least I feel reborn, At least I feel evolved. I do not feel this earth, Can’t feel this shit revolve. I do not feel this hurt, Can’t feel this shit at all, Take you on a trip to outer space so you can watch me fall. You know I know your worth, You know you quench my thirst, You know I’d rip my fucking heart out just to make it work, But still you watch me die. I see you see me bleed. I feel you say goodbye. I stand and watch you leave. Although I try and try, Can’t ever leave your side. So that’s why I stay high, So I don’t lose my mind. I know this world is cold, I know this world is wide, But when your soul is sold, It’s kinda hard to hide. But still I feel your pride, Just know that your still mine, Never mind the fact that you’re waiting for me to suicide. My only kryptonite, Is when I grip the 9, The led it glows inside. I let it blow my mind. I’ll leave this world behind, Nah yeah nah yeah I’m fine. But still I do not die, Why the fuck do I not die?! My Demons got that quick revive, They say we need you alive, Now my pain has multiplied, Why the fuck have I survived?! To feel? I feel.. I don’t feel. Because the, Sky it pours it, Weeps it feels my pain it, Soaks the dirt and it, Cools my surface I’m, Dragging hell into, Where the earthlings live, My soul is purchased this, Is what my purpose is. But who gives a fuck bout purposes? I’m just turning up the furnaces. I stitch my lips up burn, My fingertips I, Don’t feel my pain I, Just fill my brain up, Feelings sustained how, Do I maintain sane? I think I’m giving up, I think I’m giving in, I’m about to leave this fucking world that I’ve been living in. The hate inside of me me, It’s growing more and more I lack the empathy I’ve got no more remorse. Love makes me crave for some, I pray that I stay numb, No do not feel by love. No do not feel by touch. No don’t depend on love, Don’t put your trust in ‘us’ Fuck love. Fuck!” -Jetty🐻
@nickst.george91654 жыл бұрын
This piano music makes me truly see how beautiful life can be
@asiyyahmullen8777 Жыл бұрын
I loved how unique he was with his music and himself his legacy will live on forever rip x 💔
@wtichazel7 жыл бұрын
Shout out to the guy wearing the slipknot tee
@yovng36924 жыл бұрын
rest in paradise x☹️🖤 we will always love you.
@crnquaso15084 жыл бұрын
0:22 gives me fucking chill man
@moaswrld4 жыл бұрын
this is the only reason why I support Jahseh, his songs just hits different, there ain’t no song that I’ve hated of his, Rest In Peace Jahseh Onfroy, sad that your life was taken way to soon :( 🙅🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️🖤😔
@elyslix62454 жыл бұрын
this songs makes me feel some type of way, and I really miss him. seeing him get hate...or, people hating on people that like him hurts me. Because before he died, I actually loved him music. And he helped me a lot through it too, he was such an amazing human being. I will forever love him ):
@majadyjak48024 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel dying That's why I Love it.
@collvn10937 жыл бұрын
Yes I speaked to him Never mistreated him Never committed sins And I still never win Don't wanna die like this
@nln50356 жыл бұрын
Speaked? Nigga you mean spoke
@revolutionkeegan97396 жыл бұрын
HAHAAHAHHAH SPEAKED HAHAHAAHAH
@wilsond38746 жыл бұрын
*speaked*
@abeldominguez80696 жыл бұрын
S P E A K E D
@cyaabaee5 жыл бұрын
You guys are giddy asf lmaoooo🤣🤣🤣
@delins64692 жыл бұрын
Finaly found this music
@comradeblyat98944 жыл бұрын
“ commander Rex , you’re in violation of order 66”
@j.carlton4 жыл бұрын
June 18th 2018 The first day I listened to this song and always reminds me of this day with the distinct cords of the piano ....
@C4PYMATIONS2 жыл бұрын
The piano is making me sad. I am sad a lot these days, I had to surrender my dog...
@skibidirizzler0002 жыл бұрын
Why ?!
@nomercy37036 жыл бұрын
Just sitting down and listening to this alone..., just wants you to fix your life not for yourself then for Him..he just want to help people and everyone Sided against him now he is dead they saying “Rip X” pathetic nobody truly treasured him existence before it was too late now everyone ( not saying fans ) wants to they care smh Rest is Peace X I’ll miss you🔥❌❌❌
@TopVarietyTV6 жыл бұрын
Yo if you wanna be friends add my snap bro = RomaWizzy or twitter @SavagesBoi You ain't alone i got you homie !
@moneybagzoni60968 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@alessiovittorio70924 ай бұрын
0:22 I can't listen to this part without thinking of all the tiktoks I watched with this song 😭
@ingenu1ne984 жыл бұрын
The instrumental makes me wonder why I continue to live...it has a calming sad vibe. The kind of sound that makes you think about reality.