I STOPPED Meditating for 30 days and This is What Happened | PTSD | Kundalini | Spiritual Awakening

[@friarpesel5646]

Perilous but instructive. This video is definitely not the usual spiritual video! Thank you 🙏❤️

[@PiechotaKarolina]

Oh sister I am just as you having similar path. All of what you sad I am experiencing by my own. I ve been there I experienced that. Very difficult 4 months are behind me, I was in places where I couldn't feel my soul. Where there is light, there is also darkness. These two spaces are inseparable from each other. I follow my path, every day is a choice for me, I am very tired, but love and trust guide me. I've never been so alone with myself, I think it's the hardest thing to "stand by yourself" and really choose life. However, I wouldn't wish this experience on anyone. I would hug you so tight .

[@Ishkasare2654]

Thank you ❤🙏 You have answered a question for me. I have been thinking I have been trying or doing too hard on my spiritual path. I wondered about giving up meditation for a while. Grateful. Blessings to you on your path.😇

[@aqueen3122]

you are a very lovely human being, thank you for sharing this

[@patricknalletamby2271]

These are my first thoughts after listening to your experience/experiment and my views on where meditation fits into a daily routine. A not too effective analogy is a mobile phone and daily charging - if we want to maintain optimum use of the phone everyday - we need to charge it. Meditation is the charging system for the body and mind. The simple act of emptying the mind and being present transports our being to the one and only true reality - the moment. Mystery and transformation are best accessed in the moment. Creative imagination is accessed through fostering a regular relationship with the present. Another principle is change or flux. Your apparent stagnation with your meditative discipline can just be viewed as a temporary obstacle. The opportunity to reflect whether there was anything that could be done to improve the situation may have been explored - however - through meditation - when a door is opened, it presents access to a wisdom whereby exiting through the same door to a perceived "reality" left behind - is not an option. How do you unscramble an omelette? There is no going back - even if you wanted to ...... so not the best experiment. Best wishes on your journey.

[@MettaM444]

thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts

[@amcgarvey8607]

Thanks for sharing this I needed this confirmation I appreciate your help❤

[@jasonlockhart5633]

Blessings to you love❤

[@SarahofNewTerra]

Welcome back!🤗So happy to hear you were retrieved from the true void! 📺😵‍💫😅

[@MettaM444]

for real! feeling a whole lot of gratitude for sure - whew :-)

[@supernovameditationproject]

Glad you're making your way back to the light! Hugs!

[@MettaM444]

Thank you - Big Hugs back!! :-)

[@freedomnsurvival8472]

I like hearing your insights . Thanks for the videos . Isn't reality TV captivating .? After awakening and seeing through the illusion , I find egocentric people disturb my peace a lot . I have heard people on the spiritual path say I need to be more spiritual and present in order to accept them , but I see it more as I am awakened enough to know the trouble they cause and would rather choose to not be involved with them . Being awakened does not have to mean being a martyr to other peoples delusions. I have found when I meditate less my sense of self through ego increases . Sometimes it is necessary to get somewhere in a world that is all about ego identity , particularly the work place . I find it a difficult balance and try to remember that to manifest requires the ego , the more you are required to manifest physically and engage with the world , then the more ego I have to use and try not to become identified with without meditation to keep me grounded . I am looking presently at selling my house , moving to Thailand and looking to live a quiet life where I can have some control over the amount I have to engage with others . Although any idea of being in control really is an illusion , laws can change , finances can change , health etc.

[@MettaM444]

I don't think I've ever heard anyone explain manifesting and ego so well - you just gave me such a gift of clarity, thank you. And best wishes on relocating (if you decide to!)

[@freedomnsurvival8472]

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[@andreawatts7884]

Thank you for sharing your experience which feels relatable after dropping off my regular meditation and yoga practice during long Covid. Seems to me we need to go through all the parts of the cycle so that when we Re-establish the felt sense of connection we feel even more gratitude for the experience of all that is. ❤

[@forestsnow6508]

I resonated with your desire to move to a quieter environment to focus on your path. I left crazy LA county and associated lifestyle just over two years ago, moving northeast 2000 miles across the country. I wanted to dive deeper into my spiritual path and could only do so much in an adrenaline charged world surrounding me. Now I live 15 miles from the closest town and surrounded by woods and wildlife. Thailand sounds better than cold winters here haha, but this is a vast improvement over having a backyard and 23.5 hours of traffic driving past my bedroom window. I hope and wish you manifest your dreams true 😊

[@forestsnow6508]

I think we are tested all life long. When I was 6 years old, my mother took me to get my teeth treated with Sodium Fluoride; which apparently gives you nice looking teeth... i had no idea what it was, i was only 6 years old. However, for some strange reason, on that day I firmly stated NO and threw an historic episode that created an embarrassing scene - result: No Fluoride lol. Years later i learned about its severe adverse effects on the pineal gland. Ive had a live long interest and desire to pursue elevation of my consciousness. At 6 years old if I had just been an obedient good child, i would not be who I AM Presently 😊

[@JO-zf4ky]

Very interesting. It's validating to see it's not just myself, that can fall off the wagon and embody behaviours and states that don't belong on the path of spirit. There is an inner strength and a discipline that is a part of yoga, of union. Not suppression somehow, just an experiential knowing, a wisdom to align oneself. Sometimes we fall off the wagon and succumb to the body-mind. Post an awakening, you can't help but be aware of the damage you are inflicting on yourself. Truly there is no greater sanctuary than prayer and meditation. Reading the scriptures and looking to the path of Jesus and other blessed souls, that walk the righteous path and Shepard us away from suffering and towards love.

[@MettaM444]

Amen

[@catharinamariatheresia1626]

Meditating several hours a day? We’re you meditating or dissociating (honest question because I have a tendency to dissociate due to trauma)?

[@MettaM444]

meditation is the opposite of dissociating, it is being present and aware, those who practice for many years are then able to operate from this state of awareness as a new baseline - that's the goal, present and aware, seeing things as they are instead of applying meaning, symbolism and preference due to unfiltered conditioned response