mushrooms are allies :-)

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they havent experienced it and they are guessing

thanks for taking the time to share your thoughts

Sure! Thanks for the suggestion 🙂

I am just realising most of what you have said. I am on an antidepressant called mirtazipene to help me sleep and surpress my anxiety. I feel like a zombie all day..no anxiety but pretty much no feeling at all.

life does not come with guarantees indeed

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It can be a couple different things - one, that it is not fully risen through the crown, which may end up giving you increased prana or chi, shakti energy whatever word you want to use and you will have a little more work to do to clear the negative holes, gaps, or pathways that haven't dissolved. Old memories, even past life wounds handed down in your dna that you may have no conscious access to, only energetic, only feeling it because it has now been charged with spiritual energy. Second to that is wounding, parasites, attachments like unformed tulpas or thoughts you have so often they take on a life of their own. All of this can be cleared by conscious directed thought towards clearing. See, and the say clear all fields, clear all blocks, transmute or change energy being used for holding this pattern (whatever it feels like - name it) into holding this new pattern (again name it) You can also send that discordant energy holding negative patterns away from your field, see it and by that I mean don't run from it but be conscious of it (it is you), say clear any projections, attachments, no longer useful, painful, out of synch cords and pathways and move that energy out of my field, transmute that energy to something useful for the plant kingdom, the oceans or some other such natural place that can easily absorb untethered energy into positive directions. It's like working out knots, but you can just throw the whole string away. you don't need it, spiritual energy is endless. You can remake your entire nervous system into one of peace. that all said, if you have wounding, like a physical wound that has created pathways, there may be a deeper lesson and aspect of your path and you won't be able to just let it go. It's a strange version of bearing a cross, or thorn in the side type thing, it keeps a soul humble Hope that helps. Blessings

Sometimes it's blocked energies moving, or pranic momentum rather than kundalini. The latter would have surely caused major upheaval and discomfort, perhaps spanning over decades.

@@marciestoddard730 I wouldn’t say that. I felt the energy go up my spine in a serpentine fashion. Then my essence left my head and went approximately 20 meters above my body. The entire experience was pleasant.

I think it's possible that not every Reiki practitioner is aware of some of the higher possibilities with Reiki depending on who they trained under but I do believe it definitely speeds the process. Thanks for your sharing! Blessings <3

@@MettaM444 agree

meditation is the opposite of dissociating, it is being present and aware, those who practice for many years are then able to operate from this state of awareness as a new baseline - that's the goal, present and aware, seeing things as they are instead of applying meaning, symbolism and preference due to unfiltered conditioned response

That's wonderful to hear! Thank you <3 Sometimes I forget that I actually get to sleep all night now and have for a couple of years and that was not the case for most of my life. What a change and a blessing - be well, thanks again for sharing

I do. But I know that it can sometimes be very lonely in the meantime. it's not like anything else we strive for. We don't go get it. The stars kind of have to align. I also think that sometimes what feels like the need for a soulmate can actually be a call to heal some part of ourselves that we've cut off and condemned and when that is the case, it almost hurts even more and that's when it's really important to turn that energy into fuel for improving yourself, your health and finding passion in your hobbies and solo adventures so you will be the best gift for your soulmate that you can be. It's a win win.

yeah, I think we carry so much unprocessed grief and it all comes swimming to the surface, you have to hold onto the light for dear life sometimes. We feel everyone's pain much more acutely and have to remake our boundaries to it with some insight so we don't become callous but also not overwhelmed by it. It feels awful until we figure that part out which I believe is always a work in progress - blessings, you're not alone <3

agree, seeking is a very lonely feeling that one can really get lost in

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Rainbow Turtle Frequency is the best handle ever :-) Yes everything changes and we don't know what's happening until we're through the majority of it. Like going down a river and hitting some rapids, you just have to hang on thank u <3

Thank you for the beautiful compliment, my friend🙏. Getting on board with life's ebb and flow has truly been the most beautifully painful experience💚. The Unconditional Love being cultivated is the Medicine, the Gift, and the most profound Reward...to me and everyone. Be the change we wish to see in the world♾️💚🙏

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The body has an incredible intelligence. I don't think it starts any sort of memory clearing unless we have some capacity to benefit from it and of course survive it. It's a natural process and happens as it suppose to. Try not to worry! It's a forever journey, always growing, improving, gaining wisdom along the way.

I understand lol have had many angry rants myself. You can certainly send a gmail if you want, happy to lend an ear. This is the first day I felt slightly normal after the last full moon. It stirred up a lot of f this energy for sure

@@MettaM444 same here. What’s your Gmail?

I've heard you speak on a couple of your videos too. I respect your nudge! Thank you for the words of encouragement. I will keep going - and you too

@@MettaM444 👀😚😊 What, you watched & heard me speak!? This made me smile.

@@MERCERENiTY yay! I'm glad to make you smile. Yep, I know you know my friend 🙂

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How is it possible after all this time that I still forget about full moons every single month! lol thank you! I swear I never realize it's a full moon until after the fact cause it's always just too intense Yes! Good synchronicity that makes a lot of sense now - such big energies coming through, lots of Mayan/Inca stuff too showing up in my world

I was just watching something that said there was a moon rainbow with this full moon!? What!? lol cool so yeah big ol synch there thanks again <3

thank you! :-)

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yes I hear you! so many layers! It can get exhausting but the layers of yucky eventually give way to layers of omg this is awesome and more and more unfolding of bliss and deep sense of feeling loved - keep going! you definitely deserve to feel that and become established in it