There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.
@nesto2002 жыл бұрын
You ok? Hope your doing ok
@spongederp1602 жыл бұрын
Lost my grandmother last year. It hurts.😔
@Kubz0n2 жыл бұрын
@@spongederp160 me too 😔it hurts
@spongederp1602 жыл бұрын
@@Kubz0n I'm sorry for your loss
@marusampath2 жыл бұрын
Everyone sorry for your loss hope your doping well
@A.Mere.Creator2 жыл бұрын
Tom: "Being glued to a screen increases your suffering" Me glued to this video: 👁👄👁
@Rae.Y2k2 жыл бұрын
FRRR
@devadking2 жыл бұрын
*confused dog noises*
@maricelbriones63962 жыл бұрын
👁👄👁
@CLuB_Z2 жыл бұрын
Suffering 100
@Editorfromthebasement2 жыл бұрын
complete facts
@ZynFooo4 ай бұрын
I was almost about to cry when you cried while talking about your memory with your grandma. It’s not embarrassing, you showed your emotions like that is incredible. I don’t know how it feels, because i never stayed a long time with my grandma, and i barely know her much. But, to those who loved theirs, im sorry for your loss. I
@ScarletSheldon-pr3iq4 ай бұрын
i balled my eyes out before he elaborated more.-0.
@gameboyplayzyt2 ай бұрын
bro its the exact same thing that happened to me but with my brother...
@TheodoreLetsPlay-AllGames2 ай бұрын
Dude why am I actually crying 🤧😢😢
@MantoHazraАй бұрын
I WAS ALREADY GONNA CRY WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING BUT I DIDN'T CRY & YOUR COMMENT MADE ME CRY
@MirwaisGaming342Ай бұрын
My grandma isn't dead
@Lisaintanc4 ай бұрын
loved how brave and genuine you are, there’s nothing to be embarrassed about 🍃
@SportSync_official2 жыл бұрын
Respect for showing that crying is actually okay. Even as a man.
@Jonathan-qf2ow2 жыл бұрын
He's still a boy
@craftingtablegaming63112 жыл бұрын
It’s about the mentality, Jonathan. An adult is 18 years old. A man is someone who can act like a mature guy.
@Jonathan-qf2ow2 жыл бұрын
@@craftingtablegaming6311 if we're going by mentality then he is definitely still a boy
@calgoulden82232 жыл бұрын
@@Jonathan-qf2ow why?
@Jonathan-qf2ow2 жыл бұрын
@@calgoulden8223 did you grow up without a father? Do i really have to point out how this guy is pretty childish?
@yeatsu36962 жыл бұрын
Ryan can literally make floating in a pool entertaining lol. He has some of the best storytelling on the platform.
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME! !!!!!!
@KC.8012 жыл бұрын
@26 Mic no
@Katter_.2 жыл бұрын
@thegoodyeast even if your a bot, i agree.
@hilohalo41002 жыл бұрын
jake paul is supposed to be a boxer and he just bein weird smh
@KC.8012 жыл бұрын
@@hilohalo4100 bruh what are you talking about
@MashroomyShermana2 ай бұрын
Ngl I started crying and now I can’t stop, Ryan is the sweetest most beautiful and amazing person on KZbin.and I’m grateful to see that KZbin still has its sweet hearts.we love you Ryan and rest in peace for your grandma you’re the best
@ww.LYSS1A7 ай бұрын
ryan got me crying with him.
@NiftyMissi2 жыл бұрын
When he cried over his grandma, I cried too. No weakness or embarrassment there. Strength. Strength and love.
@-Katetastrophe-2 жыл бұрын
I did too, at 5:43, as soon as his face fell, I cried for him, I'm not sure why it hit me so hard, I felt so deeply for him
@itzjason32512 жыл бұрын
A strong person can cry because they're being strong too long
@MrsCutieeCake2 жыл бұрын
I thought he cried because he got water in his eyes. But yeah, that honestly makes sense and it was sweet to watch.
@seosan97082 жыл бұрын
I cried too cause I was also like that with my grandma when I was a kid. She's now gone, just a month after my other lovely grandma passed away last year. Still hurts..
@phoenixgirl702 жыл бұрын
Yes we’ve really got to stop raising boys or being influenced by someone else that it’s weak or embarrassing to show any emotion besides love and anger. Even guys still rip on other guys who express or talk about caring for their partner etc. It’s a terrible way to live. We’re all human beings and this gender traits shit enforced is man made. “Women are caretakers” yeah because for so long they had no control over their reproductive system they gave birth to a large amount of children. I thought it was beautiful. A memory of the woman who stepped up and raised him. She may have passed away. The psychological toll of not letting certain feelings show, I can’t imagine. I think the results are pretty clear with some men and usually people get hurt or unalived. It’s so sad, it’s gotta stop.
@digisparkoldacc2 жыл бұрын
dude I almost teared up when you were talking about your grandmother. that’s such a warm memory, you don’t have to feel embarrassed of it.
@moodisa2 жыл бұрын
Almost? Your a stronger person than me lol
@Bacon000242 жыл бұрын
@@moodisa I felt nothing
@patrickblake1232 жыл бұрын
*I* teared up when he started crying
@Yeezus_22 жыл бұрын
@@victoriajohnson279 what, why tho
@Dollsstrangecorner2 жыл бұрын
@@victoriajohnson279 What do you mean by that?
@HMMC1017 ай бұрын
You did amazing!!! I love how much you get to learn by doing all of these videos. In turn you teach us so much ❤ Thank you for your vulnerability!!
@Ch4rlie_IsAwesome4 күн бұрын
That wasn’t embarrassing at all. That was absolutely beautiful Ryan.
@11.49pmasa2 жыл бұрын
“Don’t judge me for this” Ryan I used to do the same thing, it’s hard thinking about someone you love completely gone. We’re here for you!
@enderdude50002 жыл бұрын
E
@dart81982 жыл бұрын
ENDER DUDE fr
@DoorTo572 жыл бұрын
I was the 420 like. And also yeah 👍
@theweirdyt89032 жыл бұрын
Yes :)
@lupddup2 жыл бұрын
🧠 it hurts there
@MJcello152 жыл бұрын
5:43 NOT embarrassing. This is a beautiful moment of sentiment and vulnerability. Thank you for keeping this in the video.
@bluntforcetrauma82402 жыл бұрын
ong
@artsyair54002 жыл бұрын
what happened?
@bluntforcetrauma82402 жыл бұрын
@@artsyair5400 he cried
@artsyair54002 жыл бұрын
@@bluntforcetrauma8240 oh ty i was so confused 💗
@robertl90862 жыл бұрын
Wow crazy how your mind can do that to you. that is amazing and so brave for you to share that with everyone
@rob_odd2 ай бұрын
It’s not embarrassing, it was needed. It's a good thing to let these emotions come up and out. Thank you for sharing this experience! I want to try one of those sens dep tanks myself some day.
@killingtimeineternity66374 күн бұрын
"I don't have an ex" Man is so perfect and genuine he's only had one relationship that has held like super glue you are an inspiration in many ways. I look forward to the day your video brings you to Wisconsin totally hit me up I'll show you the best and worst spots for everything.
@ejoumaandfriendsofficial44712 жыл бұрын
Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.
@xDeadlyWarriorX2 жыл бұрын
Yes. That was beautiful.
@Yours7072 жыл бұрын
Yes
@dawizard52752 жыл бұрын
2 weeks ago???????????????
@cutetubeonscratch51902 жыл бұрын
I support him!
@bambampewpew322 жыл бұрын
so relatable too but actually I can totally understand randomly remembering something so long ago but fondly
@Music4life18212 жыл бұрын
I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.
@MikezDoesThat2 жыл бұрын
👍
@l3arner2 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😭
@jade_carp2 жыл бұрын
Lol
@ravaellanimations33142 жыл бұрын
@☺ χσχσ кєαg ☺ Im so sorry for your loss Losing a family member might take forever to get off your mind i wish you the best of luck for your future.
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME!!!! !!!
@MOVEDCHANNELLLSS7 ай бұрын
This went from cheery and sweet to sad and a bit creepy so quickly
@_.Brii._6 ай бұрын
Ryan, you did a great job on that visual. I loved it
@OneBiasedOpinion2 жыл бұрын
Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.
@X-26YT2 жыл бұрын
samw
@AmySkribble2 жыл бұрын
I'd lose my mind. I'm already schizophrenic. I feel this would worsen it.
@xd_Unravel2 жыл бұрын
this is exactly what my thought process was
@astropheluwu2 жыл бұрын
I absolutely need some sort of music, being inside my brain just kinda scares me, but I would love this place, I’d probably just daydream the entire time though lmao
@VenTGM092 жыл бұрын
you're not gonna know where you are at all.
@xd_teodorh13562 жыл бұрын
It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad
@Thawhid2 жыл бұрын
I'm definitely doing this, on my bucket list. I already have an issue with overthinking so going through this outdated possibly stop it or if not it'll still be an experience. My guess is its expensive tho so InshaAllah I still get the chance
@Thawhid2 жыл бұрын
could*
@Masemase24102 жыл бұрын
Yep I just have a pool in my house and am and expert scientist who went to Harvard and was the A+ Student in everything
Lol not really that Brave, he wasn't kicking in doors in Iraq.
@TheNewbie786 ай бұрын
I feel you with the story of your grandmother and you when you were younger, you’re lucky you had her even through your childhood, I lost mine at age 8, then just a few months ago, my second grandmother passed away from a blood clot. Memories of your past always exist not matter what happens to them.
@emmadai22005 ай бұрын
i actually felt rlly bad 4 u when u were crying and i felt like crying too no need to feel ashamed about ur emotions! Great content as always :) Keep it up ❤
@jsharik2466 Жыл бұрын
The beautiful story of your grandma touches me. No need to be embarrassed for the tears. It shows the human side.
@littlefloss._. Жыл бұрын
1st reply with 400 likes ee
@bababooeygamingreal7042 Жыл бұрын
2nd reply with 1k likes :)))
@llucythedoggo Жыл бұрын
Third reply with 1.4k likes
@justananimationguy4870 Жыл бұрын
4th reply with 1.5k likes ee
@guestymouseryshadowssuffer1890 Жыл бұрын
5th Reply with 2.5k
@Bilalfadili2 жыл бұрын
I love how ryan managed to made us feel like we're watching a documentary but in youtube style !
@salikaikram15752 жыл бұрын
Lmao I agree
@Guardian_Guy2 жыл бұрын
If I was in a special tub thingy like that I would want no gravity and hot steamy water.
@Guardian_Guy2 жыл бұрын
Feel like paradise
@lilacandstitch18522 жыл бұрын
It's not embarrassing to cry it's amazing
@Guardian_Guy2 жыл бұрын
None of us even said the word cry
@alpacarevolution2 ай бұрын
I lost my grandma too, I feel u man, it ain’t embarrassing, it’s happy to have someone to have the same feeling as me. Sometimes we will have to move on.
@CpontesАй бұрын
Me and my granddaughter were watching this video and we can totally relate to your grandmaa experience. 😅 Sienna is my granddaughter’s name and we love your videos. God bless. ❤️
@FeMelch2 жыл бұрын
The memory with your grandmother is really special-don’t be embarrassed over shed tears. She obviously means a great deal to you. Thank you for choosing to share that moment with us. Edit: It’s really encouraging to see so many other people who have hearts for their families (and for humanity in general). I hope this conversation (minus the bots) has encouraged some of you as well!
When you see Ryan happy and just having a good time, you know it’s gonna be a normal day But once you see Ryan crying…… Oh yeah….. That’s when you should cry too…
@HendrixNotyourbissnes-hg3jvАй бұрын
I almost cried when you told me about how your grandma raised you and how you miss her I could really feel your pain and love for her
@nightlypiano41162 жыл бұрын
Dude, don't be embarrased. That was perfectly normal and incredibly heartwarming. If i'll be honest i'm tearing up myself, heheh.
@studdie13472 жыл бұрын
nice pfp
@studdie13472 жыл бұрын
name looks xbox generated too W xd
@JaiDoesVideos2 жыл бұрын
Oml your pfp and username gives me nostalgia of when I used to play on my Xbox 360 when I was little.
@DeletedDevilDeletedAngel2 жыл бұрын
@@JaiDoesVideos same
@calebwaszaj442 жыл бұрын
omg i feel so honored to be ur 1000th like lol
@Micr0wave876 Жыл бұрын
No need to feel embarrassed about your emotions Ryan. We all have people we miss 👊
@Ouch_Mypaws..11 ай бұрын
yup 👍
@micah40711 ай бұрын
Same but my moms mom and my sister
@VeerainsaiChada10 ай бұрын
In my case my younger sis
@kylie_spamzzz88249 ай бұрын
@@VeerainsaiChadaI’m sorry to hear that
@kylie_spamzzz88249 ай бұрын
@@micah407I’m sorry to hear that
@msmusic2222 ай бұрын
That memory was soooo wholesome and I can totally relate to that stillness. It’s so awesome that this experience evoked that memory. Not embarrassing at all!
@melanieg8064Күн бұрын
Im so sorry for your loss dude, there is nothing wrong eith being sad about losing a loved one, like im still sad about my dad who died 4 years ago and i almost cried when i heard you getting upset About her not being there for you😭😭😭😭
@elin_Күн бұрын
I'm still sad about my mom, and that was 6 years ago.. It's easier to deal with now, yes.. but the grief will never go away. I'm sorry for your loss.
@omen2 жыл бұрын
this feels like a literal documentary, insane work ryan!
@the3fellas7532 жыл бұрын
Dude you’re a bot
@Shredder55_Official2 жыл бұрын
Bot
@omen2 жыл бұрын
@@Shredder55_Official just not a bot lol
@omen2 жыл бұрын
@@the3fellas753 just not
@Ayman-su4vs2 жыл бұрын
@@omen hmmmm sounds like something a bot would say🧐
@LSgrimm91 Жыл бұрын
Man that's not embarrassing, it's relatable. I lost my grandmother about 3 months ago and memories are really all I have. Being able to tap into them and experience moments with loved ones who are gone is a gift.
@SamMito28 Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss
@kaylamullins2410 Жыл бұрын
Me too😭😭😭
@kaylamullins2410 Жыл бұрын
May all our grandma's rest in peace 🕊️☮️💗🥺
@SamMito28 Жыл бұрын
@@kaylamullins2410 amen 🙏❤️
@lucindasims1424 Жыл бұрын
I lost my dad I don’t know my mom my grandpa died I live with my grandma
@cecelyclark65876 күн бұрын
We can cry dude ❤ Loss is something that does that.
@Kaylee_Creates3 ай бұрын
There’s no need to be embarrassed. Everyone always has a flood of memories and breakdowns sometimes. When I was younger my mom would take me to my grandparents house for the summers. I use to play with them all the time. Me and my brother would play with toys outside and run around in their grass instead of just watching television. Imagination was just our thing. When we had school my grandma would be waiting for me to get off the bus. The bus didn’t go to our road. I would sneak up to my grandpa. He was usually in his room when I git back from school. When he was sleeping I would draw on the floor and go, “boo!” and pop out of no where. When he was watching TV I would do the same thing but sneak around his wheel chair. One day when I got back he wasn’t there. Turns out that he had to stay in the hospital. My mom wouldn’t come home until late at night when we were all sleeping because she would be in hospital looking out for him. One day we headed towards a church I had never been too. And that’s when I saw him laying down. That was when I understood what “our time” was. It heart-broke me. I didn’t show up to school for 2 weeks. We would always sing songs, dance, wait for the ice cream man outside. He was one of the best singers I have ever heard, he was also really good at guitar. We have a picture of him in our living room. What’s funny is that even though we have that picture of him, I’m the only person in our house that has a unique picture of him in my room. My mom tells me how he visits her in her dreams. The time he visited me a couple of months agoI was overwhelmed with tears to speak, he told me “don’t cry Bonita.” He died when I was six but I still feel him watching over me. Still memories are hard but you should never be embarrassed. It’s a part of life that we all just have to except. Don’t feel bad
@ignitice2 жыл бұрын
This is quality content. Even if he is trying to joke around or anything, he is making us laugh even when he is scared. This man deserves an award.
@roxensoul86802 жыл бұрын
Give this man a FAT cookie.
@ignitice2 жыл бұрын
@SimilarSouls he would deserve it for sure!
@sharifullahmohseni98512 жыл бұрын
I'm 1k like
@ignitice2 жыл бұрын
Lets go! Thanks @Sharifullah Mohseni and everyone who got me to 1K likes!
@seekhimwithallyourheartand33582 жыл бұрын
Repent to Jesus Christ ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:8-9 NIV Jg
@kkz0_ Жыл бұрын
Nobody should make fun of you for having emotional nostalgia sometimes it's unavoidable
@mrducky2941 Жыл бұрын
true
@XD_yt4453 Жыл бұрын
unavoidable for everyone except me
@Wrinkledwaterbottle Жыл бұрын
@@XD_yt4453 ooooo you’re so different
@user-bk2gn4do6y Жыл бұрын
@@XD_yt4453 so quirky
@comicarts1667 Жыл бұрын
True
@user-mv2cc6un7w29 күн бұрын
Dude I'm sorry about your grandma I felt that before❤
@katarinalange63276 ай бұрын
WOW RYAN! NICE JOB! I LOVE UR EDITING! :D
@undercover_idiot2 жыл бұрын
Can we please normalize not being embarrassed about tears? That was such a beautiful memory you shared with us and I love the direction your content is going. Absolutely top tier. Edit: Seems a lot of people are finding humour in the "normalize" term, we get it💀 but the fact that there are also replies with people stating that they're not comfortable crying proves my point lol. We're not obligated to share how we're feeling but trust me, letting go and crying every once in a while can make you feel so much lighter. I think if we try as a collective to be less judgemental of people around us who cry (especially men), you'll find it easier to comfortably grieve or laugh or reminisce with tears. Watch a video of cute puppies, or soldiers coming home, or a sappy movie every now and then if you find it hard to let it out. Try and find time even if it's for 5 minutes to scream into a pillow or bawl your eyes out😂, don't be too hard on yourself, you're loved. It's going to be ok. ❤️
@PrinceofPeaceisKingofKings2 жыл бұрын
exactly👍🏻
@42o452 жыл бұрын
@@godly_red fortnite x Twitter virgin
@edsheeransleftball2 жыл бұрын
YES SERIOUSLY MEN ARE ALLOWED TO CRY TOO
@theshellcollector2 жыл бұрын
I get embarrassed about crying bc every time I cry it’s ugly crying
@Homestuckfan4132 жыл бұрын
@@godly_red W Ryan L you L life L existence
@Raven_Black_2522 жыл бұрын
That memory of his grandma made me feel such pure and innocent things I haven't felt since my own childhood. Crying is the most normal thing, man! It's what it means to be human!
@jcw4632 Жыл бұрын
@Check my about page link Bruh I get you’re a bot but pick any other comment except for one talking about a dead grandmother piece of f**k
@Redman9000 Жыл бұрын
@Check my about page link I can’t read
@Beluga-df8kr Жыл бұрын
@@Redman9000 same, that’s why I can’t write
@kitsu._. Жыл бұрын
@@Beluga-df8kr and i cant type
@elmolovesyou2320 Жыл бұрын
@@kitsu._. how does this app work
@Sky_The_Youtuber13 күн бұрын
5:44 It's okay Ryan. Everyone cries. No one can stay strong forever. I could have cry when just right when there is no light. Your stonger than me. Good job Ryan.
@mineleague3607 күн бұрын
Hey man, don't feel bad because you cried. Everybody cries. Showing emotion is strength, not weakness. I'm sorry about your grandma. I remember when my uncle died, I thought it was my fault, that if I had just talked to him more often he wouldn't have had that heart attack.
@EmmanuelGarcia403 Жыл бұрын
Watching him progressively get sadder and try to fight it then just breaking down was so sad to watch
@yanetlerebours6695 Жыл бұрын
You’re very soft alexis garcia
@Taha_A Жыл бұрын
@@yanetlerebours6695your name is ironic
@Wrinkledwaterbottle Жыл бұрын
@@yanetlerebours6695 who asked
@himaririku5289 Жыл бұрын
@@Taha_A why
@Taha_A Жыл бұрын
@@himaririku5289 his name says superhero yet he is basically being the opposite.
@StardomSeeker2 жыл бұрын
I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts
@saegetek12682 жыл бұрын
You can acually do this, its called meditation ;)
@blizzard93972 жыл бұрын
@@saegetek1268 I feel like this will have a bigger impact on you. Just letting your body go, not caring about anything, and just going over old memories
@no.84432 жыл бұрын
Same
@no.84432 жыл бұрын
But I think I would be scared being alone
@weezo1232 жыл бұрын
Death:
@bopshi7 ай бұрын
That was absolutely beautiful ❤
@valeriacampozano69907 ай бұрын
It’s ok you don’t have to be embarrassed we are all with you
@temureveiw2 жыл бұрын
Right I’m just gonna flat out say this. Ryan you say “don’t judge me” but no we won’t because there is no issue in bringing back memories from the past and being upset about it, society has made it so men shouldn’t cry or show emotions, but you can! We should all be able to show and express our emotions freely without being embarrassed. 🥰
@duckdudeyt2 жыл бұрын
thats soo true
@elhacker87752 жыл бұрын
That is true
@mr.penguin02042 жыл бұрын
YOUR SPITTING OUT FACTS
@neptune_darkk31002 жыл бұрын
That’s true I feel like I can’t express myself just because of my gender
@dimaggiophilip72232 жыл бұрын
666 likes🤣🤣
@fshs61872 жыл бұрын
Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !
@Lolcat12 жыл бұрын
@26 Mic Get some help
@majdhasproblems23082 жыл бұрын
He has no grandparents yet
@breadguy39932 жыл бұрын
when i was born only grandpa was alive and hes in another country
@Nite.Z.2 жыл бұрын
@@majdhasproblems2308 no he had a grandma but not a grandpa
@majdhasproblems23082 жыл бұрын
@@Nite.Z. gud to know
@itz_dhyan78197 ай бұрын
BRO the grandma part,you don't know my feelings even if I think someone from my family is dead I burst out into tears
@tiasvoid7 ай бұрын
there’s nothing embarrassing about being human, ryan. ❤
@arjjive5822 жыл бұрын
you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her
@croutons95902 жыл бұрын
What if I’m not human 🤨
@xcmmm2 жыл бұрын
@@croutons9590 What if bird
@wans28832 жыл бұрын
@@xcmmm what if im the monsteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer
@xcmmm2 жыл бұрын
@@wans2883 what if we dinosaurrrRrrRrrRtTTrTrRrrR
@AggeAnimations2 жыл бұрын
@@croutons9590 What if me MONKE 🦧
@naillil10032 жыл бұрын
As someone who has trouble with sensory overload, this looks like heaven (currently sitting in a dark room with noise-canceling headphones on so that I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat). But it also looks like straight up torture because any sort of stagnation causes me anxiety. I'm just now realizing I might have some issues.
@gkiita2 жыл бұрын
i feel the same way
@KyKyKooks2 жыл бұрын
Same
@jjju32 жыл бұрын
hey bestie it is just slightly possible you have adhd or autism lmfao
@daniraekay2 жыл бұрын
Wanna hear nothing, do nothing, think nothing, see nothing, peace for three hours, a dream!...but it's unfamiliar btw, new territory, sooo do yaaa thooo? Hashtag-relatable
@worldTM_2 жыл бұрын
cope
@carolinebray822 ай бұрын
as a retail worker it would be nice to hear nothing! No complaining, no drama, no beep beep beep, no exptations, just relaxing! I wish I could afford something like this. I've been learning outside of work just to deal with work. Thanks for coming to my ted talk
@Hopily_topingАй бұрын
That made my eyes tear up when you were talking about your grandma😢 I'm sad now😢😢😢
@CosmoWasHere2 жыл бұрын
I really want to try this now... Looks oddly relaxing
@Mereaux2 жыл бұрын
Stop
@volshebnik89762 жыл бұрын
*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :
@Mereaux2 жыл бұрын
ok
@volshebnik89762 жыл бұрын
*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :
@Klinton122 жыл бұрын
Ryan is my inspiration, my parents said if I get 60k subscribers they'd definitely by me a better camera for recording... Please I'm literally begging you Guy's...
@cocob0l02 жыл бұрын
I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!
@oliviagrinter90182 жыл бұрын
Ok
@firefox24622 жыл бұрын
Delicious?
@xevss_2 жыл бұрын
800 likes awesome dude
@cocob0l02 жыл бұрын
@@xevss_ Hey thanks man!
@jeremiahfurtick53872 жыл бұрын
L+ratio+bozo+Mid💀💀💀
@luvurfaggywayz3 ай бұрын
there is nothing wrong with crying because of moment you miss or cant experience anymore ryan. we love you and you did a great job ❤
@razashahid49313 ай бұрын
2:16 GREAT JOB RYAN U DID BEST ANIMATION I EVER SAW
@bradleytaylor56122 жыл бұрын
Naw man, nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you were able to remember something that was formative in your life. I'm sure if I did this I would be sobbing remembering crazy shit my Mom and I did, or my friends who took their lives. We all have things we need to process. No shame, thank you for sharing this.
@hughson92292 жыл бұрын
"Crazy shit my mom and i did, My friends who took their lives" 😟
@callistoarmy55762 жыл бұрын
Because I'm not famous like other singers that's why no one see my music videos. Pls see once and then decide ❤️..,,,,,
@daley51862 жыл бұрын
@@callistoarmy5576 actually shut up
@markdeming19032 жыл бұрын
I'M HIRING RYAN TRAHANBY GIVING HIM MY EXCLUSIVE MANUSCRIPT. YOU LIKE HIM AND WATCH HIM. IT'S GONNA TAKE TIME. ENCOURAGE HIM TO RESPOND TO ME. TELL HIM I'M SERIOUS AND I WANT TO SEND IT OVER TEXT AND THEN EMAIL AND DO IT.
@maxread52342 жыл бұрын
Oh I hope you're okay Bro, keep strong, but it'd okay to cry. Love You bro 🙏
@shelbs2603 Жыл бұрын
It’s so sad that the world has recognized crying as “embarrassing”! Ryan, never feel embarrassed about feeling that way! 💗
@rigomurillo553 Жыл бұрын
tru
@saraquick7769 Жыл бұрын
true
@FMCLIPSXEDITS Жыл бұрын
😔 Yes it’s so sad.
@ethan360twist4 Жыл бұрын
Right
@zackcarllacap9928 Жыл бұрын
I mean crying its always embarrassing for me cause my friends might think im a crybaby
@quandale696963 ай бұрын
WOW NICE JOB RYAN THAT VISUAL WAS GREAT
@Dredre912027 ай бұрын
That grandma part... I'm actually crying it's not embarrassing I feel you
@Apoplectic_Spock2 жыл бұрын
5:50 Not at all embarrassing, bro. This world we've built, with all of its sound/light pollution, has majorly disconnected us from what's actually going on inside of us. We are rarely in-touch with our authentic and internal selves, which is why you feel embarrassment for crying in the first place. This is a beautiful moment and I really hope you have a million more authentic moments like this to connect with the deeper parts of yourself.
@llamaglitter2 жыл бұрын
I loved this take on that moment! Thanks for sharing
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME!!!!! !!!!!!
@Unity_052 жыл бұрын
Nah
@haiguys26012 жыл бұрын
did he do susu aka pee in tub and salt
@UpkiXD2 жыл бұрын
@@haiguys2601 wtf
@luna-san99742 жыл бұрын
When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit. Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...
@alexstuarttt2 жыл бұрын
Same bro same
@escapetherace19432 жыл бұрын
mine died last year I didn't expect to cry from this video like, at all life goes on though God bless you guys
@luna-san99742 жыл бұрын
@@escapetherace1943 im very very sorry for you then :/ all my love 🕊️
@errorsant20542 жыл бұрын
i wish i had mine:(
@VizakMC2 жыл бұрын
same, and my grandma is pretty close to dying of age
@user-je8hh4ok6pАй бұрын
Ryan is one of my favorite KZbinrs keep it up you make amazing content
@HavalBadlis6 ай бұрын
Ryan don’t feel embarrassed I’m impressed bc I can’t even tell my secrets bc I’m always embarrassed and nervous u just conquered my biggest fear ❤❤❤❤
@petaryordanov13172 жыл бұрын
That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately! surely!
@bootymuncher76492 жыл бұрын
why did you repost a comment???
@aetimes22 жыл бұрын
@@bootymuncher7649 KZbin sometimes glitches where it says it hasn't posted a comment but it actually has
@youssefomar62542 жыл бұрын
Damn stolen
@seekhimwithallyourheartand33582 жыл бұрын
Repent to Jesus Christ ““For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:8-9 NIV U
@atp81082 жыл бұрын
@@seekhimwithallyourheartand3358 Stop it. Get some help.
@kaidenhang908 Жыл бұрын
It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it
@Narble_is_unavailable Жыл бұрын
I know. Sometimes I think of my grandad dying, and I break down. I dread the day… 😢
@dan-qi6ed Жыл бұрын
Think the same and i cant even get sad in the slightest even for someone i like so much
@flor-2671 Жыл бұрын
Same 😢
@Raptor_N Жыл бұрын
I think about it more than I like to admit, and I always get so worried about it, and Ryan’s memory made me tear up
@Banksplayz Жыл бұрын
Its a scary thought
@SophiaAndrews-eh4ck3 күн бұрын
When you cried it made me think about my aunt who suddenly got dizzy and died by a drug overdose(medication). I cried along with you.
@valentinbeholder3 ай бұрын
it is not shame cry for memory of loved one!!!!!!
@MacElMasMancoDeTodos2 жыл бұрын
This. This is science. Not boring science, but practical science. *And he's testing it out with himself* That's worth to see
@christopheryazbeck30352 жыл бұрын
IM NOT HERE FOE SC IENCE
@rammycanales37842 жыл бұрын
There is no boring science.
@rammycanales37842 жыл бұрын
There is also no unpractical science.
@MacElMasMancoDeTodos2 жыл бұрын
@@rammycanales3784 Yeah, it was pretty funny and interesting learning all variants of polynomial equations that I never used before, not even in university learning aero-spacial Engineering. I know they teach us things to help us understand the rest, but you need to admit that the 1800's educational system still being the same with more content, and so there's boring science, as there's boring videogames and even boring hobbies, just created to systematically dose the "Things you should know" into our brains to vomit it afterwards in an exam. I love science, man, don't think I'm a Karen or something explaining why the Earth is flat and scientists are unreliable people trying to kill you, just saying that as everything in this universe is imperfect, science CAN be boring. =D
@rammycanales37842 жыл бұрын
@@MacElMasMancoDeTodos I actually kind of think the same. More often than not, schools are very shitty at teaching the basics, and then kids become hesitant to continue STEM stuff. Yet, you are saying Science by itself is boring in your first comment, which is different from THE WAY SCIENCE IS THAUGHT IN SCHOOL is boring. Although, I argue for me any science concept is automatically not boring, but yeah, I get that for a majority of people this is not the same. I am just picking up to the fact that no science concept is inherently boring.
@mistercowboy2022 жыл бұрын
When I went to prison on my first go around, they have a place called, " the box" which is basically the "hole" or solitaire confinement. It's horrible little messed up cell. The brick walls, no window, a big intimidating metal door, a metal framed bed bolted to the ground, a metal toilet with a sink on it. One light on the ceiling that stays on all day, all night. I was sent to the box the first time for a fight, that actually never really happened, with someone that I didn't even know, it's too long of a story but there I was in the cell next to his in the box and the only way to speak to each other was through a heating vent on the ground that ran through both of our cells. We would talk, because other than writing or reading that was the only thing to do. We talked for hours, for days, then weeks, we got pretty close without even ever seeing each other. The box will do something to weird to your mind. The first few days are probably the worst. Time is slow, the light will give you a headache and you'll spend a lot of time just walking back and forth but something happens to a lot of people in there after awhile, time starts passing. You forget all about it and it just kinda speeds up without you noticing it, at this point of being in there, what the hell is time anyways? It doesn't matter. You'll forget what day it is. Then forget the date all together and sometimes when your up really late talking you'll go to bed late, or early depending on how long you talked and then there goes your normal sleeping cycle and if it wasn't for the kind of shit food your getting you wouldn't know if it was day or night and usually at this point you couldn't give less of a fuck. When I said that the box does weird shit to your head I meant that it really twists your shit up because before they we're going to put me back in general population I decided I was just going to refuse. I was going to stay in that little cell for as long as I could or until I paroled and that's what I did. I spent three years in that box. Obviously my neighbor left and over the next few years many came and left and I enjoyed talking to them, getting to know them, getting close to a human with just conversation knowing that I would most likely never see them again, that was a special feeling. I liked the books I read and I got really good at drawing. Increased my drawing skills up to portrait level using covers of books and the occasional magazine. That cell changed me in more ways to count. Some good things and some not. Sorry for rambling it's just that this video reminded me of my little cell in the box.
@lordeddardstark91242 жыл бұрын
Woah man... Glad to see you got through all that.
@spyro26082 жыл бұрын
Very interesting story 🙏
@RemoveHandles7502 жыл бұрын
What’d you go for? To jail I mean
@mistercowboy2022 жыл бұрын
@@RemoveHandles750 back when I was a teenager and pot was illegal I got into a lot of legal trouble because I smoked, I spent almost my entire teenage years in a home for boys. A boys home which was a lot more like its own neighborhood for delinquent children, at age sixteen they didn't know what to do with me since I had spent so much time there that pretty much all of my family either hadn't cared or washed there hands of me so they put me in a studio apartment in a much larger city than I've ever lived in at the point and I had grown up in the backwoods till then so it was quite the culture shock to me and I was only 16, enrolled in a school but no way to pay for anything so that's when my adult criminal career began. I went to prison the first time at 17 for home invasions and a safe breaking with a whole slew of misdemeanors. I don't ever want to blame that boys home for my actions but I've always found it quite ironic that they spent years working on my "delinquency" of being a pothead that when they finally washed their hands of me they decided to drop me off in a city, with absolutely no resources and something I couldn't even pay for.
@RemoveHandles7502 жыл бұрын
@@mistercowboy202 well, hope you’re doing better now, be safe out there man
@oliversimpkins12072 ай бұрын
The grandma part hits more than ever for me now, I lost mine recently but I had to stay busy and one day on the bus home from school I just broke down and started to cry a bit, it was dumb
@obsidianjamlol454624 күн бұрын
I lost my grandpa and Cried 😢 sooo it’s. Not embarrassing and I cried to when you talked about your grandma hope she is in peace
@mrspumpkin62982 жыл бұрын
That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately!
@codbus76512 жыл бұрын
I would be unable to breathe if i did that ): Seems cool though but not being able to hear, see and experience gravity would choke me
@puikwanchan63692 жыл бұрын
The fact that I was hallucinating strings in there too is creepy
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME!!!! !!!
@vickiscrt Жыл бұрын
no where near embarrassing, i lost my grandma 5 years ago and still cry about it, we r all here with you
@rosie_cozyy Жыл бұрын
🥰
@rabidanimal233 Жыл бұрын
i lost my mom a month ago, still miss her
@yanetlerebours6695 Жыл бұрын
You’re very soft Charlene Choy
@janellafernandez6476 Жыл бұрын
Rest In Peace.
@camsclip Жыл бұрын
@@rabidanimal233 I’m so sorry
@beckywilliams33224 ай бұрын
It’s ok bro we all get sad at times and it’s fine you don’t need to feel embarrassed
@kej_piАй бұрын
That was TOTALLY NOT embarassing. It's great that U shared that memory with your viewers :)
@ItsNicolau2 жыл бұрын
I had never heard of this before, it looks so scary, I would 100% freak out after 15min, can't imagine doing 3 hours lol. I have to try this one day and conquer some fears. Nice video Ryan, and don't be ashamed that you cryed.
@Roseatta222 жыл бұрын
Not to be that person but cried
@hamburber16832 жыл бұрын
I guess you haven't seen √π√$ @ππ√$
@hamburber16832 жыл бұрын
@Don't read profile photo ok I wont
@_lc2 жыл бұрын
@26 Mic bro hrs not u
@gloomy_gal2 жыл бұрын
Yeah I would love to do that it would be so scary though.
@sylvieonyoutube.2 жыл бұрын
Ryan, my guy it's totally fine to cry and let out your emotions out ! It's not embarrassing that you cried on camera. Just stay positive ! Live in the moment !
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME! !!!!!!
@Llama_RL2 жыл бұрын
Stop bot
@sylvieonyoutube.2 жыл бұрын
@@Llama_RL I'm not a bot !
@Temerityofficial212012 жыл бұрын
U don’t need to use space between letters and exclamatory mark .-.
@thehypericecube2 жыл бұрын
@@sylvieonyoutube.he meant the comment that said “READ MY NAME!!!” Not yiu
@MyLife-hh9uc3 ай бұрын
I love your edit of salt good job
@CocoNutJames10 күн бұрын
I feel u bro:(😢 when u remember The most saddest memory on ur life Its just sad bro i mean its like sad :( i feel u:( and i cry because of your story😢:(
@littleprincess-dm1ne2 жыл бұрын
Can we appreciate what Ryan is doing for us? The happiness, sadness, feelings, all of these emotions mixed into one video? This is the best that you have done, I love it so much
@WladylawGomulka2 жыл бұрын
one word: money
@Sakkaz2 жыл бұрын
@@Jonathan-yr3so 😶
@kuromiscreaming74202 жыл бұрын
We need more men like you. you got so openly vulnerable, and my heart broke when you asked me not to judge you :( its not embarassing, its human, and its stronger than anything to show these parts of ourselves, let alone to this many other people. i appreciate when men are vulnerable. i appreciate when men arent afraid to cry. i appreciate when men are brave enough to be emotional in a world where its so easy for them to bottle up their shit and not talk about it. its what differentiates boys from men. well done
@breakingames77722 жыл бұрын
We have to many people like that now, telling everyone every feeling every minute of every day.
@why_awesome2 жыл бұрын
@@breakingames7772 is that a bad thing?
@why_awesome2 жыл бұрын
@@breakingames7772 also i think you're overexagerating
@Gogetaa2 жыл бұрын
@@breakingames7772 cry about it
@emmahollow88982 жыл бұрын
Stop trying to turn men into women
@DEVILantS234 ай бұрын
Im jealous. Sesory deprivation sounds perfectly amazing. Alone with your thoughts and the horror your mind can produce. I wish i could be completely secluded for hours.
@AllAndMore8495 күн бұрын
Don't be embarrassed, not at all infact if anything be proud that you love your family. ❤
@ToadTWE2 жыл бұрын
You know, this is one of the only challenges I would actually be willing to lose. It feels more like a reward rather than a punishment
@volshebnik69952 жыл бұрын
*RYAN TRAHAN IS GARBAGE!!!* *MY CONTENT IS WAY BETTER!* ' :
@hosterYT2 жыл бұрын
@@volshebnik6995 Even if it was , literally no one cares or asked so please do something better with your life
@AnthonyRea20112 жыл бұрын
This guy is amazing. (I’m talking about Ryan love him) I’m subbed
@EEEEEEEE2 жыл бұрын
E
@DefeaterMann2 жыл бұрын
READ MY NAME! !!!!!!
@stan84792 жыл бұрын
Don’t worry about needing to cry. I teared up watching this. I have OCD, so the thought of doing something like this - surrendering myself to nothing but my thoughts - sounds like a hell, I can’t imagine how you must’ve been feeling.
@neckbackcripplinganxietyattack2 жыл бұрын
Same, I’m autistic and would definitely have a meltdown lol
@joeyrony28872 жыл бұрын
I'm autistic and have PTSD and OCD I would be crying for all 3 hours remembering all the trauma in my life
@stan84792 жыл бұрын
@Joeyrony 1 Yeah same, I have the unfortunate autism+OCD combo too. It’d be straight suffering.
@PretzelConnoisseur2 жыл бұрын
I would start sobbing as soon as the lights turn off. My anxiety and all my phobias just rush in when I'm in a dark room.
@euclodies17192 жыл бұрын
Sauce pfp?
@CreepyNightmare.2 ай бұрын
Crying isn't embarrassing when it's come to missing someone we loved most.
@thatonepequinonino4 ай бұрын
WOW RYAN NICE JOB!!! 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
@luzmieadalin3684 Жыл бұрын
Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!
@manthe3711 Жыл бұрын
No, it's embarrassing. It's weak, pathetic, and it would get you killed in the wild.
@luzmieadalin3684 Жыл бұрын
@@manthe3711 is he on the wild?
@manthe3711 Жыл бұрын
@@luzmieadalin3684 Not with that attitude.
@luzmieadalin3684 Жыл бұрын
@@manthe3711 with what attitude?
@yeetionary Жыл бұрын
whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have i'm one of those people as well.
@RedNovaMedia Жыл бұрын
Congrats... you had your first non-drug induced psychedelic experience, and in the process of the lack of input stimuli, your mind purged several emotions and thoughts that needed to come out. Some of the experiences shown here are traditionally triggered by psychedelic substances. When the mind has no input stimuli (no sight, sound and other things such as touch), it creates its own visuals based on the sum total of a person's lifetime experiences. The imagery seen can be metaphorical, with shapes, visuals and 3D & 4D space "representing different meaningful memories". This explanation is simplistic at best, but basically what is happening here. Well done on completing the challenge. It would be interesting to see your Dad go through the same experience, and see what comes out from his mental library.
@tocman5463 Жыл бұрын
To be honest I don’t understand half of the words you said but it’s looking good so yea I hope it’s good or else.
@Theukrainereal422 Жыл бұрын
“Read my name”
@advikperuka1567 Жыл бұрын
You interesting are
@strawberrybluee Жыл бұрын
I can’t tell if this is a hate, or just a simple joke. (No hate on you tho)
@tocman5463 Жыл бұрын
@@RedNovaMedia umm yea ok even though I didn’t understand anything it’s alright I get it Kida of
@Cat-Cake2 ай бұрын
Omg that presentation was so good!!
@tremonstergaming2490 Жыл бұрын
5:42 I feel you man that wasn’t embarrassing that’s how I feel about my grandma too man it’s ok