I think we should talk..... This isn't easy.

[@ADCArtAttack]

Hey all - If you would like a detailed description of the issue and/or to support Please read the description or check the links here; Gofundme - gofund.me/bd6173ad Wishlist - throne.com/adcartattack Some information was 'watered down' and I left parts out, because I am still afraid and I still don't have full courage/confidence in talking about things. Even thinking about it make's me feel sick. I will try and respond to all comments. But I may 'hide' for a while when this goes live. Note - I am typing this suffering an anxiety attack due to sharing this... bare with me. I'm sorry.

[@Celerott]

I don't know. You seem pretty courageous to me. It took a lot for you to sit down and record this. I have a lot of respect for you doing this. You're an amazing talent, and come off as an equally awesome person! Stay strong, you'll make it through this! 👍

[@Grian_report]

You are a great guy. You can talk about emotions, that is a very important skill. Take care.

[@ghostprotocol6649]

Keep your head up

[@acmedynamodels9259]

@@Celerott I agree 100% even considering making a video, opening up like this, is very courageous. It takes a big person to admit when they are struggling, financially, emotionally, or otherwise. I have always had respect for ADC, but even more so after ADC's past few videos.

[@keelhe893]

Anthony I remember in 2017-2019 I was in a dark place based on my housing association fee stealing money from my housing unit and it I was in university completing my masters and my housing costs doubled in the middle of my program. Depression made it hard for me to even look at the mail. Thank you for sharing and just know others care. I sent you a donation and pray God will heal you from your mental health struggles ❤️ He healed me from years of fear, depression, and anxiety & now I am in a place of peace. Everything isn’t perfect but I am content and thriving

[@calthoun]

Am I the only one who wishes they could give Anthony a big hug and let him know how many people care about him?

[@bycreativepaula]

Not at all! ❤

[@Boazenrobin]

Me too to be honest ❤❤😢😢

[@funtasia228]

Me too!

[@andree-annblais9221]

Dear Anthony, I hope you read this: You are safe here, with us and I know that everyday struggle I know best how hard it is to safe FUCK I FEEL SO LONESOME AROUND EVERYONE ! But we are still here, and we love you and speaking for myself, dont apologize for struggling with your mental health, we dont blame and no one should juge. My puppy and I are sending you big hugs

[@ADCArtAttack]

:) I really am feeling the love from everyone today. I never expected all this!!! Thank you so much. ❤

[@Drakken2030]

Hey Anthony my name is Ty and I am an at-risk mental health counselor in Louisville Kentucky I mostly work with kids 5 to 18. And I want to tell you this hearing and seeing what you're going through while still making the content that you do that you have made is truly amazing and I am very proud of you. When you say it's not our responsibility to help you I have to be honest you're wrong. You bring joy to the masses you help me heal my kids through ART. It is our responsibility to take care of our friends and our family. And you sir are definitely family. Anytime you need to talk just let us know let us know. We got you. We are here for you. Thank you

[@ADCArtAttack]

Oh my goodness!!! This was actually incredibly heart warming to read!!!!

[@blazeravenscar]

Ayyyy another Kentuckian! My homestate!

[@Dabergyt]

Stay strong, you are not alone! 🙏❤

[@Cmaryu]

You are an inspiration to everyone lucky enough to know you or discover your videos. You are a genuine person and I am happy to try to help you in anyway I can. Like the rest of your online family I am always willing to support and listen to you 🙏 D W Court.

[@loohksart73]

@@ADCArtAttackhey man you can ask for help any time and you should that’s the least we could for all you have done for alllll of us and it’s fine if you break down some times it’s good to let it all out love you man stay safe❤ I can’t express how bad I feel for you I’m only 11 and I have went through depression with family stuff but I can’t imagine how hard it is for you .but it really helps when you ask for help❤God bless you❤

[@colouring_by_dawn]

My little girl is one of the kids you have inspired to draw. I tagged you in her artwork (kerby in 8 different styles) a couple of weeks ago and you actually shared it on Instagram and replied via message. She was so happy and excited that she has not stopped drawing since. You are absolutely not alone and for every bit of joy you feel from inspiring someone, your fans feel that same joy from watching you. Asking for help is the biggest strength in these situations, not a weakness. Remember. Its ok to feel sad, stressed anxious etc. But we dont live there. Feel your feelings. Good and bad. And then use them as a superpower. You are a warrior in a boss battle and by speaking out have assembled an army. Much love to you ❤️

[@gilashroot8697]

Well said. Glad your daughter has began a successful art career ❤. Sending love and success to you.

[@LaurienaC]

Thank you for being you!

[@ADCArtAttack]

Hey!!!! Omg I am so sorry it took me so long to see this! There's so many comments! Thank you sooooo much!!!!

[@damiettamataram3492]

Dear Anthony, we love you. Thank you for being vulnerable and so open with us, I know it is not easy. As a person who has been dealing with anxiety and depression my whole life, I totally understand. Take your time.. Love you, Anthony!

[@ADCArtAttack]

Thank you so much!!

[@RMD]

Hey man, thank you for sharing and being so open!! My kids and I have watched you for years and love the content and your art. Our oldest is on the spectrum, very high functioning but as you know that still comes with challenges, mostly social challenges for him. Honestly I cant wait to have them all watch this video just to see that even though he doesn't think so at times that he can still do great things and do things that "other" people as he says, can do! I am sorry you are struggling but just know that you do help others more than you know and with sharing your real self probably helping even more people. I wish you the best my friend, keep doing your thing man because you do it very well!!

[@CreativeCreatorCreates]

I remember hearing that a closed mouth doesn’t get fed. Please ask. You have no idea who can help, and whom *you’ve* helped that would be willing to offer the same in kind. People will help AND you will be ok. We are all in this crazy mess together. You will be supported by many people that care and want to help. 💖. Blessings, you.

[@ADCArtAttack]

You're amazing!! That quote is inspiring! I've always felt an overwhelming NEED to 'provide' or 'help myself'. It's my biggest flaw. I overwork, I neglected my family to chase a career goal. I dont know where I got it, or why. But I'm learning, it's OKAY to ask for help, not only financial, but mentally. I wouldn't have done as much damage if I had just spoken about my mind more.

[@gittyvh4964]

⁠@@ADCArtAttackdit klopt helemaal… ik geef niet snel een reactie maar bij deze wil ik het toch even kwijt… ik kijk al een poosje naar je video’s en vind je een geweldig artiest … maar door dit soort video’s zie je ook de ECHTE mens achter die artiest … jij lijkt zoveel op mijn oudste zoon van 22 en daarom wil ik ook even reageren … hij heeft een deel van jouw problemen ( ook nog andere ) en inderdaad niets gezegd hebben op tijd hebben er inderdaad voor gezorgd dat het nu erger is als dat hij dit eerder wel had gezegd 😢 … maar hij heeft ook de moed gehad en ingezien dat hij hulp moet vragen en accepteren… dat hij zijn fouten moet inzien maar hier ook uit moet leren! … hij heeft nu eindelijk , iets voor kerstmis de stap gezet om aan echte hulpverleners raad en hulp te vragen en heeft zich vrijwillig laten opnemen , wat een erg moeilijke maar erg moedige ( en nodige ) stap was voor zo een jonge man ! Ik hoop echt dat jij ook de nodige hulp zoekt en krijgt zodat je je beter in je vel voelt ❤ zoals ik altijd tegen mijn zoon zeg “ behandel mensen zoals jij wil behandeld worden , doe niets dat je zelf niet graag hebt en vooral leer uit je fouten en gebruik die om beter te doen de volgende keer ! EN PROBEER TE PRATEN,PRATEN,PRATEN… dit is zo nodig en de eerste stap in de goede richting ( maar moeilijk voor heel veel mensen !) je komt er wel en ik wil nog even zeggen ik ben trots op jouw dat je dit durft te vertellen op KZbin aan al die mensen … en dat ik s al een heel grote stap in de goede richting ! Wens je nog veel geluk en een dikke knuffel vanuit België ❤

[@Thecrazygamerkid0616]

​@ADCArtAttack i can understand I'm bi-polar have ,depression and anxiety ,odd. I love making digital art.

[@micaylalynn9281]

Thank you for posting this ❤️ Everyone knows it isn't easy to be vulnerable, even with close family and friends, much less to the Internet. I know I subscribe for the PERSON behind the videos, not just the content. I'm glad your community has been able to circle the wagons some and help in some way.

[@ADCArtAttack]

Something I've learned from my friend Jazza (here on KZbin). It's okay to be publicly open about our mental health. He has a larger platform but hasn't hidden himself. He has exposed himself emotionally. It's inspiring. Because as a creator myself, the more followers I gained, the bigger weight I felt... and I was more afraid of judgement. You, and the community as a whole are amazing!!! I'm still shaking, but reading these comments are helping me!!

[@TemiDansoArt]

I applaud you for your vulnerability in sharing, Anthony. Sorry you’ve been going through this but I’m glad you’re finally getting some well deserved help. I wish you all the best always❤

[@ADCArtAttack]

You're always a star Temi!!! ❤️ Never change. Thank you!

[@Terrelli9]

Proud of you for talking about this and praying it works out for you quickly. I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through this.

[@nathankeene9236]

A lot of Robin Williams' quotes come to mind here. A therapist told me that a lot of the time the front you show is how you wish you were. It's part of the escapism as well. Tbh as a fellow artist (also making a comic) I deal with a lot of similar issues (especially with being vulnerable) and it takes a lot to tell people what you're going through. Spending time with your means of escapism is great, but it's also really important to spend some time dealing with the reality too, and it's great to see someone I look up to acknowledging that life isn't perfect. Some times we all need a little help. I really hope that things get better for you soon.

[@stevedrawsstuff]

Anthony, as someone who suffers from anxiety and depression and recently spent time in a psychiatric hospital for treatment, I can honestly say that you have played a huge role in my recovery. I discovered mindful colouring in the hospital, and I thought of you and the colouring videos I'd watched so many times. I also remembered your previous video about your challenges and it gave me the confidence to be more open about my mental health, and seek and embrace the help that was offered. Since leaving the hospital I use colouring and drawing to help control my emotions and I'm not exaggerating to say it is a huge part of what has helped me turn my life around. I know you feel alone, but you're not, and you help more people than you could possibly imagine. Much love, mate.

[@SSJ9K1]

Proud of you for finding the strength to make this video. 💪 How far you've come all by yourself is proof that you're a remarkably strong-willed person. Don't stop. You're a badass

[@ADCArtAttack]

Love you man!!! Thank you

[@zoesarg]

My son is autistic and really into art at the moment. Having people like you to look up to is important. Having people like you showing that you can talk about things like this is also important. I really hope things improve with the financial situation, it truly sucks that something like that could happen.

[@nirellediamond]

I donated what I could, sadly times are tough for me atm. I've had to quit my career as a massage therapist due to pain and health reasons and I'm trying to move over to my art as my main source of income. You have been a ENORMOUS inspiration and have helped inspire me to keep picking up the pencil and keep going. I was waiting for the word Patreon to sign up immediately and help out as much as I can a month. Thank you for everything you do, and it's truly nice to meet you Anthony 😊💜

[@ghostprotocol6649]

I’ll say this, your tutelage has inspired me to go from the pencil to the ink. I understand and emphasize with your struggle(s). I’ve recently agreed with my wife to start seeking help for my mental health. “If it’s not hard, it not worth it. Things easily obtained are easily lost.” Take care of yourself, then your family, then everything else. You are an inspiration, true enough in my eyes. But, brother, you owe nothing to anyone here. Don’t apologize to us for something you owe nothing to. Praying for you.

[@ADCArtAttack]

Yes !!!! Do it!!!! If that is ONE thing I could do over, it's admitting I should have sought therapy before it was too late. PLEASE, follow through. You will not regret it, knowing you did what you could. I wish you the best! And thank you so much!!

[@gilashroot8697]

I hope you live a very different, happier life with great mental health. I am proud of you for taking the steps to get more healthy. I am also grateful and happy for wife. I am proud of her too. Please thank her for your sake and ours❤.

[@Eckmayay2]

You did good with sharing this Anthony, showing that you are struggling and showing the hardships that you've been going through, you are human and you are strong Showing weakness is showing that you ARE human ❤ You let go of your ego to show this side of you Dont ever forget that all of us love you and support you 🤗

[@ImGusFra]

Hey, Anthony! I’ve been struggling with panic attacks and anxiety for many years. Only people who struggle with something inside their heads know who frustrating and hopeless it feels sometimes. You’re stronger than you think, but seek help, friend. Therapy has been crucial to move my life towards a better place. Don’t give up. You’ll get through it and I’m cheering for you ❤

[@smccormack428]

Anyone else anxiously watching his go fund me. I want to much to see this hit 30k. I would love to see this wonderful human experience the relief he deserves for the kindness he bestows upon the world. Finger crossed.

[@ADCArtAttack]

Honestly, I've been trying to avoid it, my friend updates me. I'm so anxious!!! I miscalculated, I said the 'minimum' was 16.5k I believe? Its actually 18.1k. The money will go immediately into a 'pocket account' and be awaiting the Letters... (could be today, tomorrow, next week) but it'll be in my hands!! And I can stop living in fear!!!! I'm so grateful!! I literally get flutters in my chest, its been unreal! I'm feeling like I might be able to LIVE again. This community is unbelievable ❤️

[@ryszakowy]

dude you tought me how to draw properly when others failed to communicate the "don't rush" part your videos made my interest in drawing traditional soar i wish you the best i wish the good times come to you i hope you're gonna make it just fine

[@TheOfficial_InsaneStang]

Brother… it’s only been 3hrs, and you have nearly 5K views. We read the title, and showed up. We are here! You have a world of love to fall back on! We come to you (some of us) to relive OUR stress… because you are a blessing, and you need to know that! 🤘😞 I’m in your boat, and here for ya, brotha.. ❤️

[@jarrettmattheu2851]

Bro this took guts and willpower to talk about this type of stuff. You have some great content and I love watching your drawing videos. Thanks for making content

[@todoroki1587]

Hey, it is going to be okay! It is extremely stressful and it’s okay to be vulnerable. We are here to support you throughout it all ❤

[@ADCArtAttack]

Oh I'm learning that, it really is stressful to open up. I've had multiple panic attacks this week. But the community have been unbelievably responsive and sweet. I feel very loved and I feel so much love in return to you all!!!

[@todoroki1587]

@@ADCArtAttack Yeah, I completely understand that! I’m the same way, and it takes a long time

[@kevind6158]

Hey, we're all here for you! I've been watching your content for a long time and love it. I hope you're able to overcome this. I'm currently struggling myself (the dreaded C word) so I understand. Keep fighting and keep that head up. We're here for you!

[@ADCArtAttack]

Oh my! I hope you find a road to recovery!! Thank you for being so sweet. Please, I hope things work out!!!

[@SagacityLost]

I'm glad you were able to do this video, it's not an easy thing to talk about. I hope you know you do have this community behind you and rooting for you ❤

[@savannah6176]

I remember one time I posted a reel of a painting I made and I saw you liked it. I was literally so ecstatic that you saw my art. You’re a huge inspiration. I really really hope everything works out for you. And I understand struggling with mental health, I’m the same, you’re not alone and we’re all here for you :)

[@gilliangale2784]

You are not alone. We are all with you and care about you. We also love your content. There is no shame on you at all. We are all human and we all have struggles.

[@ratabega1]

I love you man, watching your videos as a kid always cheered me up and inspired me to make art. You’re an amazing person and I hope things get better. God bless you

[@ADCArtAttack]

Aw! Thank you!!! Now.. I mean that, thank you! BUT "as a kid".... DONT MAKE ME FEEL SO OLD haha I really appreciate this.

[@FrankSparapani]

Hello, sending you a big hug man ! Keep being positive and moving forward. Good things will happen because we are behind you supporting you ! ❤

[@Rawlins9088]

Mental health...... heavens I know that I don't have the best most days, I have ADD, depression and anxiety. Most days its the anxiety that gets me, art helps me a lot and i love to watch yours and jazzas videos, i watch them with my kids. My son that is 8 has ADHD and ADD he absolutely loves your channel. Your energy that you show and he just really started getting more into art. I really think that its due to me showing him you, so just know that you are important and loved. Thank you for your videos and creating art ans showing that art is calming.

[@LovePhoenix96]

Sending you soooo much love and well wishes to you and your wife! You are young and still full of life ❤ don't lose hope, don't lose faith that things can change for the better! You got this 🤗

[@lesleyyoung5730]

Good for you! I get it completely. I have cancer, bone marrow, it has generally 3-5 year survival rate. My entire life I've hated asking people for help, I've put so many people out of their way and as of last week I have decided to stop. I just can't go on asking for help anymore! I am SO glad you opened your heart and bore your soul, I really hope it all works out for you!

That took a lot of courage for you to do! I think we all can appreciate and relate in some way. Keep doing what you do. So many people love what you.

[@nateloomis8380]

Hey man, we all go thru stuff, you’re not alone in that! We love your personality. Your arts great. Just remember everyone goes through tough times mentally and physically but definitely mentally can be worse

[@Truewhispers40]

we have all been there, feeling alone, lost, confused, and broken...and doing a video like this will help you too grow and heal, and we are proud of you for doing this... keep pushing!!

[@AR-pk3md]

Lots of respect for making this. Must have been really hard.

[@ADCArtAttack]

Omg !! Thank youuu!! This was very generous!! And I appreciate that, I don't know how long the video will remain, but I hope I can keep it up this time. :)

[@AR-pk3md]

Even if you take it down - you still did it and that’s huge 😊

[@kimhorringa7591]

I think I understand you. In public, I am one person, and in private, I feel totally different. It's hard to explain to people who have never felt this way, and in our heads, we are the only ones. Thank you for being vulnerable with us.

[@ChawkseeArt]

Hey Anthony I really hope you see this. Anthony you have truly inspired me so much to draw, when I was younger I used to draw but it wasn’t the greatest work so I started watching people do art to improve mine and you were one of the people I watched, I started drawing some of your characters improving my art and I really did get better and better! I watched you thinking one I want to have a KZbin channel like ADCArtAttack with a personality like his! I have never seen someone so happy, nice, and amazing like you. I don’t comment on your content a lot but I love it especially your price comparison vids! Never stop you have a whole family here on KZbin and we love to see you and your personality every time you step foot in front of that camera! If I have get the funds or the money I will try to donate what I can to you but it could be a while!

[@ADCArtAttack]

And.. you do an AMAZING job as a creator!! Thank you so much for taking the time to write all of this. It was a lovely read. Ya know, I never forget that I am a form of 'inspiration' to aspiring creators, but I do forget people CARE about me. Its very easy to get lost in the idea of "they only like me, because I'm ADC". This puts imposter syndrome through the roof and makes me super nervous speaking to ANYONE with a name. Infact, if someone knows me prior to our meet, I'm sceptical. I thank you for taking the time, this really has made me smile this morning!

[@ChawkseeArt]

@@ADCArtAttackthank you so much and I wish you the very very best!

[@WillowRoseArlen]

Thank you for this video, being vulnerable is so challenging but it usually leads to good things! It's incredible how much work you are putting in with all of this going on... you've inspired me with your art for years, but now you're inspiring me with your strength and bravery too. Hang in there, you've got this!

[@QnBuzzsawBaby]

I took a picture of my son coloring a blank of one of your prints today, before seeing this. Both my younger two boys LIVE to draw and color, and LIVE to watch you. They and I love your work, and what you do. Suffering in silence... only means that people who love you cant help you with your pain. Please, the world hurts enough.

[@zezely]

Your mental health and general health is SOOOOO valid and seeing a video like this makes you even more human. Never stop being you!

[@cmerson9376]

Just checking in on your go fund me and you're so close to your urgent goal. Really hoping that your community liking and sharing this video can push through for that goal (and the others). Coming from a very "Neurospicy" household I relate to a lot of what you say when I think about how my husband would manage the situation you find yourself in and the stress that would put him under. Well done for asking for help. I do truly understand how hard that is. You'll get through this.

[@mariusvanniekerk6329]

I do feel for you and agree with you to show that you are human. Since 2011 I have carried the weight of stage 4 cancer. Since 2020 my health really took dive and in January the doc really gave me bad news. 3 Months. Well if I go and sit down and wait for 3 months to come will be very sad. I choose to live and live to the fullest. I am a Christian and not afraid to say it but I also live with depression. Yes but thats where I know I need to go to my therapist frequently. Talking about it to your audience is great and it helps others. So thank you and take courage. It takes strength to do what you just released but I truly think you are a great artist and I cant believe I’ve been following you since 2020.

[@haelsmith2427]

Came here to say Anthony WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!! I don't know if you realise how important this video is for your fans especially the younger audience to see. Too much of this stuff is hidden away and not spoken about! ESPECIALLY around being neurodiverse because we all have to mask. As much as you will want to take this down please don't. Please please please leave it up. So many kids will see you being honest and open about struggling and it will teach them that's ok! You are so very brave to let us in. You don't need to apologise. Just be yourself. You when you're being your authentic self is who we love and support. I hope you remember that, even when you think you're alone ❤ SO VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU

[@LatinaNinaDesigns]

Thank you for all the great content you create. ❤

[@ADCArtAttack]

Christina! This was sooo sweet and generous of you!!! Thank you so much.

[@grimlockg1980]

Don’t give up mate. I’m 44 and have Asperger’s syndrome anxiety and depression I totally get you. I thought I would tell you I coloured colouring books when I was a kid and I loved them. Because of you this year I have bought some and been colouring. It’s helped keeping me busy. I just want to say thank you.

[@LDFA1979]

I'm glad you are talking about this because many people who have this platform still struggle. And there are people, like you, who are more than deserving of help. You give the world so much, and it is more than okay to take as well. Just because a person has a platform doesn't mean they don't have problems. They just have a new set of problems that people with less social visibility would not understand. Thank you for being vulnerable with us! ❤

[@michellthewolf5419]

you are a great person, yeah you have your problems, i have same problems too. i am a artist too, have depression and lost my job yesterday... i feel so much like you. for us it is very helpful to have people around us to make us stable for a special time of our life. i want to hug you. you are not alone!

[@smccormack428]

Good luck on finding another job.

[@michellthewolf5419]

@@smccormack428 thanks. my former boss did a bit of connecting-things and opened a door to a company which i have a certificate of. so i hope they will hire me

[@Marwahmed07]

Hey ADCArtAttack I can really understand how you feel and i wanted to say thank you for making me feel more comfortable since i have also been diagnosed with adhd and autism and depression and i also find it hard to talk to people but i want you to know that we appreciate your efforts and all of your community are here to support you and since watching your videos me and my siblings have been inspired to do art again ❤️ Cant thank you enough for making amazing vdeos keep up the great work and dont be afraid to ask for help even asking once will make it easier for you to ask again

[@missjessiekins7577]

Hi, I’m Jess from Kanasas. I LOVE your videos and have learned so much about art and improved a ton from your videos. I love markers now because of you! You are always a ton of inspiration for me! You did great in this video! It’s not easy to take about such personal things. I struggled to tell my dr that my anxiety has gotten extremely worse. I think this video is going to help so many people, to let them know that it’s okay to be vulnerable. Again I love you so much!

[@Sullykitten555]

I'm so sorry this is happening to you, I love watching your videos, your energy and excitement is contagious! But as others have said we hide behind a persona in the hope others won't see our vulnerability. I hide too, I struggle with anxiety and anxiety attacks on a regular basis and sometimes it seems too hard to be me. I really wish you all the best and that you can overcome this, there is no shame asking for help. Your art is amazing and I think you are a fantastic person. Much love xx

[@crystaltaylor3320]

I used to struggle with asking for help to a point where it gave me anxiety. Sometimes in life you need to take care of yourself because you can't put out the energy you do not have. Even listening can be draining, but you put out content with a smile and that's amazing! You are a kind, caring, talented person and you derserve nothing but the best! You have shown us plenty of ways to be ourselves through art and through life. Please keep your chin up and keep fighting!

[@Rmc2015]

After watching your video and reading your comment, I gotta say ,despite being late to the party, you are definitley one courageous person. Even through everything, being able to make your videos with a smile despite it, and being able to tell others what your going through, that is some serious strength. You're awesome, and an encouragement to people going through hard times.

[@jennykrohn345]

I was diagnosed with depression 10+ years ago. And it is hard to describe how you feel to others. Struggles are real. But know there are a lot of people that you inspire. I appreciate your honesty and openness. I'm not alone, and you are not alone.

[@WulFearos]

I’ve been watching your content for years. You’ve inspired me many times, teaching me various techniques that I never knew. I didn’t get into art until 2019, but I knew that you would be a great example to follow. I myself suffer from depression and social anxiety. I have a hard time holding conversations beyond basic small talk (anything beyond 5 minutes makes me really uncomfortable). You are very well-spoken and professional sounding in your videos, which I something I aspire to. Remember, everyone has a confident and positive side. Some of us just don’t get to have it out as often. People will always show the positive side on social media, so comparing yourself to anyone else, especially when you’re feeling down is never helpful. Thanks for the content man. I really appreciate you ❤

[@kaylagoodwin6444]

I just want to let you know that you’re what inspired me with my art in so many ways. I found a love for making comic and anime style art because of your videos. And I’m now taking that to the next level of actually selling my art! You’ve been a huge inspiration, and I know things will turn out alright in the end for you

[@DecryptedNight]

Thanks

[@angelaschultze2404]

Thank you for sharing your story. I’m a veteran with ptsd and your sharing hits home. Sending you good thoughts and prayers

[@bringingonbreakdown]

I just sent you a very small SuperThanks and I have been trying to purchase supplies from your links but so many of them have been broken. I know that affiliate program earnings isn’t a lot of money but I know it helps. I’m sorry you had a devastating experience with a trusted accountant. You have content that people have a lot to gain a lot from watching. I hope you can manage your anxiety because it can be overwhelming. I’m glad you shared.

[@jeffreybarker357]

My kids and I watch every single new video you post. It's a family thing for us. Thanks for bringing the joy to all of us! You got this!

[@zoe_colouring]

I can’t imagine how hard it was to post this video, but I am so glad you did. Firstly, thank you for being so open, honest and vulnerable. Your feelings are absolutely valid and you really don’t ever need to say sorry for how you feel. We are here for you, we support you and I hope you continue to feel able to talk to us You are amazing!

[@pablosotopower]

Hi Anthony! I'm 34 y.o and I draw a lot when I was a kid. When I found your channel it's re-ignites my joy about drawing and I start to draw again! So, thank you so much for the inspiration and for all your awesome content!!!

[@jacobbayless6173]

As a newer fan of your channel, I would absolutely love to see you make more videos that include your stutters. Even if some of them are still edited out for streamlined content, it would give life to other artists who struggle with the same condition. It's part of who you are. It makes you more of an inspiration, not less. In some ways, it might help you start to bridge the gap between ADCArtAttack and Anthony. I don't come here hoping for extreme positivity; I come here to see your talents and be inspired to make art. More Anthony on the channel please :)

[@jashwalopez4859]

Hey Anthony just want to say thank you for all that you do. I had been out of art for over 10 years and my nephew got me back into it while asking for aome custom shoes. But i stumbled across your channel and it inspired me to try markers and i can honestly say you are a true insperation. Even at 35 one can fall in love with art again. Thanks again anthony and do t ever feel ashamed to be human

[@derekedwardson382]

Thank you so much for being so open. I also suffer with depression, and watching your videos honestly brighten up my day! Thank you again, and know you have lots of people in your corner!

[@The_Quiet_Artist_]

Thank you so much for being open about your struggles. It makes me feel less alone knowing there are others out there who go through similar things. I wish I had the means to donate all you need because you deserve it.

[@crepusculeXstargazer]

I understand the horribleness of anxiety attacks and depression. The fact that you can lock that all away for your videos is inspiring. Thank you for pushing on and communicating with us!

[@juliennegagne8962]

I am so sorry you are going through all of this. You are stronger than you think you are!! I am sending you some strength, courage and love. One of my favourite quotes from the movie, “ The Crow”, is it can’t rain all the time! Keep on trying!!

[@jennifermcbride5696]

Two of my kids are on the Autism spectrum and they both have issues with channeling their emotions. We do a lot of meditation and redirection here. Unfortunately, with the inability to properly express yourself, depression and anxiety are common issues that arise as a byproduct. My daughter has sat with me and watched you and loves Bob the Duck and your comparison videos. She does some drawing and coloring, and singing even... and it's her way to help with her Autism. My son draws in his own, very unique style and comes up with stories for his own "movies" they're both really creative people and I think their Autism contributed to that by helping them see the world in a different way than most do. Keep up the good work and take breaks when you get overwhelmed. Everything will be there when you get back.

[@jonathancameron6118]

my name is jonathan for many years i kept my mental health to myself. i have schitzaphrenia and the way people treat me would shock you, i get treated if i am a criminal. i still keep it quiet about my health, you are really brave, never give up your help more people than you think.

[@DebbieCadbss]

You help us a lot with your ART, you ARE MY TEACHER, I can’t explain how much I’ve learned with you!! And that also includes mental health, because I do talk about it as well and have been through the same situation, with attempts to leave this life. But you are one of the people that really inspire me and you’re so kind, so amazing and so real! You’re very true to yourself and that’s just my words to you: keep on being honest to yourself and whenever you feel like you need a time, do take a time ❤

[@JesLT]

If I could “fix” this for you, I would. I found your channel through Jazza and Nerdecrafter. And I found this art community during a time in my life that I needed an art community. I was going through life just surviving, I hadn’t drawn in years and had given up on that part of me that once was a core part of me. Growing up I had poured everything I was into my art but throughout the years, I started to forget that person. I listened to the doubts and fears about my skills and put my pencils down and told myself that there was no point because I’ll never be good enough. And then I found your channel and it was YOU and YOUR channel that gave me the strength to start finding that person again. So THANK YOU!!! This isn’t your fault and you CAN get through this. It’s okay to ask for help, it’s okay to need it. We’re both nerds and grew up watching Dragonball Z and I remember a quote from Goku that still sticks with me to this day and I’m sure some other real person said it but I remember it from Goku “ where there’s a will, there’s a way”. Goku was never afraid to ask his friends for help, yes he was usually the one to defeat whatever big bad was thrown at him in the end but he had back up every time, sometimes it was in small ways and other times huge ways but he always had help. So the point I’m making is, everyone needs help sometimes and it takes a lot of strength and courage to admit it and ask for it. Keep being you, the real you, we’re still going to be here. You’re going to have ups and downs, you can be honest about them. You’ve got this and we’ve all got you. ❤❤❤❤ you’re stronger than you’ll ever know.

[@tammydaveson6161]

Hi ADC art attack artist, I have been going through a rough patch of my own and I find it refreshing that you have been able to share your struggles with us on KZbin and I hope that you are feeling better soon . We all have our own thoughts and feelings and we all have struggles which we go through every day and I am proud of you for being brave and letting your viewers know how you are going and ,it’s okay to feel this way and need assistance and ask for help from the people around you in the community. Hopefully you are feeling better soon okay. I have been watching your art videos for a few years or so now and you have helped inspire me along with Jazza and quite a few other artists on KZbin and improve my art during this time okay. Thanks from Tammy Marie Daveson in Queensland Australia.

[@rezadavids7952]

Respected u as an artist but got inspired as a person.... Through all the tough times u made others smile including myself and we all appreciate u for being such a wonderful person... Stay strong bro, u will get thru all dis

[@christiecolors2024]

I am so proud of you for posting the video and asking for help. It is so hard to be vulnerable. Sending you big hugs from Texas!

[@heatherwarner865]

As someone who had to watch as my parents went bankrupt because of their business and have went through it myself because of medical bills that would have put me homeless. I fully know your pain. I also suffer from acute anxiety with PTSD from a ocean full of trauma hoing back to infancy and agoraphobia. I wish I could help with more than prayers but I'm praying hard for you and will put you in my daily prayers. Your videos have helped give me coloring skills that are my main form of therapy as more PTSD therapists won't accept insurance and want $250 an hour. Hugs from Ohio. You can do this Anthony, I know you can. Just one breath at a time. We're all here with and for you.

[@xdman8174]

Anthony believe me. You have done so many things to me. You were the inspiration for me to buy some markers and start drawing, exercise and start an amazing path. Your drawings and your personality are definitely completely amazing. I might be a total stranger to you but I really feel the warmth you give to others. All the problems you have are just a struggle and you can get threw them. Your the powerful one , not the haters or anyone else who may depress you in your life. I’m a Greek guy so I don’t speak perfect English but I hope you understand what I mean. Remember that that you are so powerful

[@jaunsanchezvillalobosramir7071]

First and foremost i'm going to apologize for the lengty of this comment. My name is Jason, I'm 48 years old and I want you to know you are not alone. I've been a fan of yourd for a few years. You have no idea how much you inspire your fans. You are stronger than you know and loved by many. Asking for help is the most difficult step and you've conquered that. With enough faith in yourself you can accomplish anything, I mean you inspired me to pick up a pen and draw again, so anything is possible for you my friend. We got your back.

[@clairegrant1224]

Hi Anthony, first of all you’re taking the right steps. Talking helps even if it’s one sided. I love to create and I watch your be content with inspiration and the wish I could draw like your self, my daughter loves your content and has found your techniques easy to follow (she’s autistic and find others very hard to follow). If you ever want to reach out at all please reach out x

[@andrewgutierrez9788]

Also, my little son and I started watching your videos earlier this year. His talents and mine have significantly increased because of you. Also, watching you inspired me to not only pick up art again but to go beyond pencil sketches and be brave enough to incorporate color into my art. This has been a hurdle/fear of mine since childhood. Thank you for all that you’ve done and all that you are going to do.

[@ADCArtAttack]

This is so beautiful!! Thank you for sharing this with me :) I LOVE hearing when people and their children can come together with a shared interest/hobby, it's wonderful! Thank you again!

[@OldBrainPlasticity]

From a fellow depressed Aspie, perhaps the most unexpectedly needed words I have gotten, I now offer to you. You are not alone! I'm almost to the other end of the financial issues you are going through. Our circumstances to reach those points may be different, but the outcome is the same. Sleeplessness, dealing with substance use/abuse we didn't realize we slipped into, a need to realign what we are and why we are doing...anything... There is another side, this ends. You'll make it, and folks like me will be happy to hear from you, whether your performative videos, or more serious things like this. Not all consequences of parasocial relationships are unhealthy, sometimes it helps us find support. Thank you for your content, your openness, and your messages.

[@corywozniak2436]

Hey Anthony, thank you for sharing with us. YOU ARE SEEN! We love and appreciate you which includes your alter ego ADC. Be strong and reach for the help.you need and deserve.

[@jesussoto6101]

I'm sorry you've been going through so much. It's difficult to open up to people, something I'm terrible at. But it's admirable seeing you open up like this, and it means a lot that you trust us to do that. You'll get through this, we'll make sure of it!!

[@lunaresnerd]

It's hard accepting help. I should know, I've always tried doing everything on my own. The worst thing you can do is to just hide all the pain you're going through. I'm glad you opened up about this and I truly wish you all the best, Anthony. Everything is going to be okay in the end. We're all here for you! 💜

[@deontaeclark3312]

I deal with depression and anxiety immensely and art used to be an escape. Until it became part of the problem as well so I wouldn’t do it. I wouldn’t draw paint or anything until I found you on KZbin. Please never stop doing what you do it was and is incredibly inspiring.

[@hummingbird828]

Never be sorry for being honest and true to yourself! Yes it is hard and can be very scary to open up about our struggles, especially on the internet because we have no control over what the response might be. And it never is easy to ask for help even at the best of times but so much more when life is rough. You are so brave for opening up like this. And you deserve so much. You deserve to be happy, to not have to worry every day, to not have to struggle as much as you have. At the same time it‘s the struggles in life that show us who we truly are and you are a wonderful artist who has so so much to give. You will get through this and please know that you’re not alone.

[@stephanieadamski6465]

I love watching you and honestly I'm glad you shared. Mental health is a hard thing to talk about. Keeping you in my prayers. One day at a time.❤

[@casperlillis633]

Whoever said that life is easy was wrong, and it takes strength to ask for help. Anthony, you are strong, amazing, and thoughtful in all your ways. Not to mention a fantastic artist. I'm sorry you've been going through so much alone, that someone else jeopardized you whether by intentional or unintentional means. If I can, I'll help - but at the same time I'm a human and I don't want to make promises that I don't know if I'll be able to keep. You are still Anthony, you are still ADCArtAttack, and while you might be unsure if you are now I hope you remember in time. You are not weak for needing help, you're a human who can only take so much.

[@angelindamorin1094]

It is an incredible exhibition of strength to be as vulnerable as you have been today. Thank you for showing us who you are and it is very nice to meet you, Anthony. Hugs!

[@ADCArtAttack]

[@TerriHorner-ol6wn]

Hi Anthony- thank you for being so brave 💗 for someone that also struggles with mental health - it's so heartbreaking to see you like this!! You bring so much light and laughter to your vids and you'll never know how much you've helped me and inspired me (and my daughter). We're all human and you've really shed light on the issues many of us face - well done for speaking out and keep being you! We have so much love and support for you!! Take care x

[@hannahables5856]

I found your channel a couple years ago when I was at my lowest. I was searching for anything that would bring me out of the darkest moment in my life. After buying my first set of alcohol markers, I haven’t looked back. Art truly is my therapy. And your channel gave me the confidence to try something new and just enjoy the process! But what I found through my 2+ year struggle with depression, is that I can’t fix myself on my own. Isolation and loneliness is deadly. I am a dedicated follower of Christ, but depression absolutely shook my world spiritually. Hope is something all people long for, but what we put your hope into sets the foundation of our lives. I’ve searched for hope in many places but found that the only answer is through a God that died for our sins and loves us to our deepest parts. That hope is what brought me out. I still struggle with some depression today, but putting my life and hope in Jesus is what makes the “it will get better someday” actually mean something.

[@JustinMay74]

I'm a disabled vet with the exact same issues. I fully understand and empathize. I pray for your improvement soonest in your situation.

[@sylcarriere3863]

I relate so hard. I, too, am autistic and the feeling emotions and trying to communicate them effectively is very difficult. You are doing such a great job! Thank you for allowing yourself to be vulnerable.

[@MJTeh1]

Hey Anthony, it takes a lot of bravery to open up about these issues. There is no shame in asking for help as you help us as you pointed out. My children love watching you draw and it inspires them to buy markers, start drawing and be creative. You will get through this, it will take time, it will be hard, but you can do this. Wishing you all the best

[@lightbringer6942]

while I can't support you due to financial issues myself, I hope so much you can get back on your feet. I follow you for years, I like to lurk in your streams, and I just enjoy your energy. Good luck with everything

[@ArtandDiamondsWithEskies]

My prayers are with you anthony. I understand living with depression and anxiety. Although I'm not autistic I'm quite severely physically disabled and sometimes the struggles become overwhelming. Please know that there are others of us who suffer with similar issues who care for you and stand by you.

[@andreafaber3146]

Thank you for the check in. You're doing well-just hold onto your art and goals-like your comic book-and you will get through this. ❤😊❤😊

[@ADCArtAttack]

They REALLY motivate me!! The interest in the Comic has been mind-blowing and I get so excited creating the characters. It's incredible to slip out of my head and work on them. But due to its nature, it has sparked emotional outbursts writing them at times. LOVE it though

[@carbonlilies213]

I am so in awe of you, Anthony. Your artwork is amazing, your sense of humour is wonderful and the caring that comes through in your videos is heart-warming. Now, with sharing this part of you, we get to see your bravery as well. I also suffer from anxiety and depression and I don't think I would ever have the courage to be as open as you just were. Thank you. Thank you for sharing and thank you to being such a wholesome and inspirational individual.

[@greenecrayon]

I have struggled in similar ways, and the one thing that reminds me to ask for help is that things aren't likely to change unless you ask for help. I'm proud of you.