I (Too) Was Too In Love With Katie McGrath To Be Straight

[@AMillionMadMusings]

I hope you're all okay out there, and I hope no one was directly affected by these bombings. Love will always overcome hate

[@PizzaFreaak]

AMillionMadMusings what happens in the world is crazy and scary. Glad you're here to chear up the brokenhearted even if it just helps a bit 💖

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+PizzaSchraubin ❤️❤️❤️

[@Oliver-vs1kd]

AMillionMadMusings I still cannot believe what happened. I feel heartbroken

[@ph89787]

Katie McGrath. Questioning people’s sexuality since 2008

[@beck9950]

I'm asexual but Katie McGrath... Hmmnn... I would send her an office full of flowers any day.

[@rileyparks198]

You’re quoting a line from Supergirl

[@sjcross8]

YESSSS!

[@keroessa0146]

Ive never related to a sentence more.

[@grown_teen]

i know this was three years ago but literally me

[@13alllove]

i know this was 4 years ago but literally me

[@NikkyTheUnicorn]

"Do I want Katie McGrath to tie me up in her hovel and wipe a wet cloth all over me? Maaaybe.. I wouldn't say no." I think I've never related so hard to something.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

What can I say I'm a simple gal

[@alinalevin7538]

IKR

[@MrsMucha7]

Come on ,who is not obsessed with Katie McGrath?😂

[@cryingaboutbooks]

I've only read the title of this video & SAME

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+cryingtrash so so very gay

[@23RedTechno]

Katie Mcgrath can turn girls gay that is one hell of a skill =O

[@Jusivyi]

u don’t turn gay i-

[@orksca5459]

@@Jusivyi just a joke. it's impossible but I might seriously have to agree-

[@Jusivyi]

@@orksca5459 she was my awakening

[@Charlotte-cy7fo]

Mine is Katie McGrath. I watched her in merlin when I was 8 and now in Supergirl and even in Jurassic world she looks amazing getting earpten. I'm obsessed

[@wait-i-had-homework4840]

You think drawing her was bad, I was Katie McGrath for Halloween!!! At the time I thought I was just being a character from a series I liked, then I grew up and realized that my obsession with her was a little bit more complex than I expected.........*cough* gay *cough*

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+wait-I-had-homework SAMEEEEE I LITERALLY WAS HER FOR HALLOWEEN

[@nicola7021]

OH MY GOD I JUST REALISED WHY I WAS CONSTANTLY TALKING ABOUT MORGANA FROM MERLIN NOW...

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Nicola White JOIN THE CREW

[@PizzaFreaak]

"knock knock" "who's there?" "your gayness" "well that makes sense" Omfg 😂😂 "I got my swag flag.... swag flag" This is so hilarious and gorgeous :'D

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+PizzaSchraubin thank youuuu ahahah

[@jessemcclellan3463]

PizzaSchraubin me too hello my gayness no wonder I've been with girls and men and like both.

[@sara2443]

HOW. This is literally me. I used to rewatch the scenes with her and Gwen over and over. Took me a couple years to figure out why, but we got there in the end.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Rachel Smith Gwen in the red dress as well 😍

[@sara2443]

Morgana in that dress from the first episode🔥🔥🔥

[@georgiairving1234]

Hayley Atwell was my gay awakening. I remember watching captain america over and over then being super excited that peggy carter had her own show, then watching that over and over...

[@brxdgl]

I always thought i was straight until i watched katie on supergirl and im proud to say that katie mcgrath is my sexual awakening

[@maddymarshall9049]

Oh god, I've only in the past couple months realised that I'm bi and I keep looking back and thinking that I really probably should have realised earlier. I have had so many really gay moments over the past few years. In terms of a gay awakening, mine was probably Karen Gillan, particularly as Amy Pond in Doctor Who. That woman is so freaking beautiful and although it wasn't until years later that I realised what the hell was actually going on with that, I was obsessed. I think one of my gayest moments that I"ve ever had was when I was 13 and I was just buying ice cream in a little café, the girl serving the ice cream was about 16 and she was STUNNING. So after I bought my ice cream I put all my leftover money into her tip jar. At the time I had no clue what was going on, I just knew there was a beautiful lady and I wanted to give her everything I could. My best friend at the time was bisexual so my thoughts were "I should tip her all of my money, because my friend would want to, nothing weird about that". Nooo of course I wasn't interested to her, it's just that my friend would be if she was here! And that's the tale of how I gave a beautiful lady all my money because she was pretty and didn't think anything more about it for a few years, until I eventually realised just how gay that one tiny moment truly was.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Madster Who THIS IS THE MOST ADORABLE STORY EVER OH MY FUCKING GOD

[@dianeleotaud8867]

Maddy Marshall 858

[@emmabunney]

Has anyone watched Dates 'Erica and Kate'? with Katie playing a lesbian character? So good!!

[@OncerPotterPendragon]

My sexual awakening was also Katie Mcgrath!!!

[@crazycpguyz]

Never related more in my life. Literally the only reason I watch Supergirl is because of her. Thanks Katie for making me realize I am not straight

[@mariperrig4497]

it's actually scary how accurately you just described 13 year old me, my Katie Mcgrath obsession was almost unhealthy. What's worse is that I had a teacher in school who resembled her so I became obsessed with her too (:'D) ahhh the good old days....

[@dedalusfire]

For me it has also been Katie McGrath. The sad thing is that I'm still discovering my bisexuality at the age of 22, when it was so clear that I liked her when I watched Merlin many years ago. Anyway, thanks for the video!! 💙💙

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Violet In Pages Katie McGrath is a gay life saver ahahahah

[@morganadelacour]

Both of your videos are just too relatable and kind of opened my eyes. I mean, I was not that obsessed with Katie, but I did like Morgana a lot, so "Morgana" became my favourite name and I even invented a Harry Potter OC with that name (surprise, surpirse that's my profile name here XD). When I think about it, I didn't like any other character on Merlin as much as Morgana and I did look at pictures of her to admire her sometimes. Now, I already loved Katie after I had seen her as Morgana, so I started to watch some other content which starred her and I have to say, after I had seen her on Dracula, I was even more attracted to her than before. (Quick note: SPOILERS FOR THE SERIES DRACULA) Because there she plays this woman who falls in love with her best friend (female) who doesn't return her feelings. At the time where I watched Dracula, something very similar happened to me, so I could relate a 100% to her character. (SPOILERS END) I'm also like 98% sure that Katie isn't straight. If I'm not mistaken, Katie did ship Morgana and Morgause herself, didn't she? She also played more than one gay character, which doesn't need to mean anything though. I think it isn't really our business if she isn't straight in the end, but I feel as if Katie wouldn't really mind a little speculation as long as no one pressures her to come out or anything. I have to admit that I'm guilty of hoping that one day she will come out, because then she would be my absolute favourite gay role model/celebrity crush. But yeah, I guess I will just go on watching almost every content she's in, just because of her (I kind of watched "Jurassic World" just because of her, even though she has the smallest role there XD). Thank you for your inspiring and funny video, as always, and have a nice day :-)

[@Ms.Misfit]

My first celebrity crush was on Lucy Lawless in her show Xena: Warrior Princess. Of course I was somewhere between six and eight and had no idea why I loved her so much, I would wait for the show to come on and my eyes would be like glued to the screen the entire time.

[@erica760606]

same!! Xena and Gabbie they invented subtext lol

[@333Vampirewillrule33]

I had that with Keira Knightley and her role in the Pirates of the Caribbean. It wasn't full out crush but I remember being really excited to watch that movie and seeing women dressed like she was. I was brought up in a very strict family and being gay was a very frowned uppon thing. In my home country you were seen as a mentally ill person so I grew up despising people of different sexualities. I guess for my actual 'aha' moment was with Destiel. Early on I saw myself in Castiel and I found myself having the same sorts of feelings of devotion towards one of my friends at the time. More or less destiel made me Bi real quick xD

[@Oliver-vs1kd]

Hope Lee yeeees Kiera is goodness

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Hope Lee Kiera knightly as she was about to drop the coin over the side of the ship in the first film yessssssss 👌👌👌 and destined I think taught a lot of people of their gayness ahahah

[@thefangirlgeek0193]

Oh my gosh I was about to comment that mine was Keira in pirates, I’m glad I’m not the only one :)

[@superswedesvensson9139]

Great video! I have seen myself as straight all my Life (I´m 28) and then I started watching Supergirl with my niece! Don´t care for the show itself but Katie McGrath… oh Jesus... She just blew my mind! Is it possible to be gay for just one person? Not only is she gorgeus but she seems like a really sweet person and that just adds to her appeal. I simply adore her! Now I´m watching Everything with Katie in it. Everyone Watch her in Slasher season 1, like right now!

[@XRiccixXx]

YEs the Queen Katie Mcgrath...totally my sexual awakening crush and she was my backround screen on my phone for soo long too.

[@sako2719]

Cat woman. I said I liked the plot. I lied through my teeth.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

same.

[@jandreevs8559]

I don't know what makes me fall for Katie every year but Im obsessed. Can't get enough of her. I don't blame you dear 😂😍 love her

[@NadiatheDestroyer]

this is too real XD my sexual awakening was falling for my best friend which went really awful so after that i repressed my sexuality for about 2 years. in that time i experienced definite attraction to Charmian Carr as Liesl in The Sound of Music (and didn't realise until a few weeks ago), then watched Merlin, fell in love with Katie McGrath and slowly stopped repressing my gayness haha

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Nadia R Russell god bless Katie McGrath and straight girl crushes are hard 😞

[@amandasymank5590]

Mine was, well is Katie McGrath as well. But I'm still in the phase where she's my phone back ground and I draw more pictures of her then I can count. Plus I printed a picture of her at school and it is now on my wall. This is the most reliable video ever.

[@krisselissan6539]

I'm not from the UK but from Switzerland and honestly it was the same for me, there was this german TV network that broadcast Merlin (in an absolutely awful dubbed version) and i remember sitting in front of the TV every Wednesday at 20:15 to watch the show. I was so into Katie McGrath/Morgana, and honestly I'm pretty sure I'm also not the only one from german-speaking Europe, because Merlin was like really popular here with like young teens.

[@beckyybob95]

The amount of Hayley Williams posters on my wall was shocking. I was so blind XD

[@Fitzroyfallz]

I can completely relate to you! I remember when I was young I always wondered why I was obsessed with Romana 2 (from classic doctor who videos I had) as a kid and I would dress up as her all the time. I also loved seeing that a woman could be pretty and wear nice dresses and still be a total badass, so that's a bonus. I realise now that it was just my pansexuality peeking through. It's funny how we just assume that we're straight, and don't even consider that we may have a rainbow streak. I hope that future generations don't have to think that way.

[@fangirlmcmahon9112]

i'm from south america and katie gives this gay vibes and i feel it from HERE , she's a goddess, her eyes and eyebrows are to die for but she has a way with women in general that's for sure, a huge amount of people around the world that dont know each other can't be wrong. right?

[@heyshezie]

I know right! I mean, sure, we can't assume other people's sexuality, I know that. But THIS...phenomenon... lol this can't be a coincidence if so many people feel the same way 😂 the vibe is too strong

[@tatianamelendez490]

OH THAT REMINDS ME!!!!!! Can you do a Tipsy OTP: Lera (Lena LuthorxCara Danvers), and through some MaggiexAlex in there too since they're freaking adorable.

[@witcheslovingwitches]

Lowkey my 8th grade best friend (i was in so much gay denial tho oh god. like i was in egypt. swimming in denial *shivers*) Highkey Santana Lopez from Glee (seriously. Naya Rivera. fuck)

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Naomi Daley uh oh STRAIGHT GIRL CRUSHES

[@AnaT0]

oh my god, im binge watching all your videos and honestly this is so real! even the sketch book part dear god. i also had a tumblr specifically for edits of morgana/katie and in hindsight i should have really picked up on the fact im bi as hell. Anyway i love katie and your videos are great.

[@geneva1895]

My Gay Awakening was when I fell for my best friend. Yeah, that's fun. But, um, when I was even younger I was absolutely in love with Emma Watson, I just didn't realize it.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+ham 4 phan Emma Watson was everyone's to a certain extent I feel. Her in Beauty and the Beast made me fall in love ahahah

[@the_doodle_dragon]

ham 4 phan Oh my god Emma Watson was definitely my gay awakening

[@mariekatie2191]

I can totally relate. I remember watching Merlin as a child and being overly excited when Morgana appears on screen. A few years later when I was 17 I realised I'm not straight while watching Supergirl and developing a huge crush on Katie McGrath.

[@irrationdaria8776]

Last summer I decided to see Merlin and soon realized that I had seen him as a child. I also remembered that I had seen in childhood the image of a certain beautiful goddess, whom I immediately fell in love with. I didn’t remember the name of the series and the Internet at that time either, and I remember, I was very sad that the image of a certain beautiful maiden would dissolve in my memory and I wouldn’t recognize her name. Years have passed, I have seen a video with pictures from the British TV series Merlin and have decided to watch this series in their 17 years of exploration in the Internet. In the first series I liked the atmosphere, the characters, the cast ... but when I saw Morgana .. I realized that she was the girl from the past whom I fell in love with as a child. I fell in love with Katie McGrath. And it was this fact that pushed me to finally understand that I love girls.

[@bioticheart]

"Do I want her to tie me up in a hovel?" Lol.

[@ratsoftheplague]

i literally got sent this video with the message „is this you“ 😂 i think morgana was 75% of why i watched merlin in the first place 🙈

[@ashleysebastian5724]

Mine was Nikki Reed. Her scene in Thirteen where she kisses a girl forever stuck with me and I literally have no idea how I didn't realize I was gay then lol

[@OctagonalGolbat]

When I watched Merlin as a fledgling baby gay, most of my focus was on Angel Coulby and Katie McGrath. It's too bad that Gwen/Morgana isn't a more common ship.

[@Caterpillarthezebra]

For me, it was both Evelyne Brochu (Delphine-Orphan Black) and Katie McGrath. Never understood the obsession with Kristen Stewart. north-west, usa

[@klarisdavis5486]

I think mine was Katie too, because I wanted to draw a woman and I searched for some photos and THEN BAM I found Katie McGrath's photos and I spend days looking at her pictures, basically worship her beauty, her voice and watched Merlin just for her because oh my God just look at her. Just look at her. * prays * Also Lydia Martin. I was way too in love with her too, but I was also into Stiles and Peter, so...

[@clarissareichling430]

AmillionMadMusings I have the same with Rebecca Mader,Emilia Fox and Michelle Forbes. My backgrounds is always one of them. Since I was 17 I fell in love with female teachers and I'm attracted to actresses.

[@Prideslife]

Lana Parrilla / Regina Mills from once upon a time. I was obsessed with her, but believed i was straight 😂

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Sisa Mokraňová oooohhhh interesting!

[@jessicadona6499]

Actually same! I'm still obsessed with her tho😂. Nothing has changed.

[@rebecca8836]

Sisa Mokraňová meeeee whoops 😂

[@mrgngrn]

I have a portfolio of Katie McGrath too so I relate to this so much😂. The only difference is that I have it at age 22😂 Also, thank you for talking about this on the internet, it makes me feel not so alone and weird having similar experiences ❤️

[@petrajurkovic1317]

my gay awakening was definitely Helena Peabody (Rachel Shelley) from the L word.i remember when i first saw her in second seas of The L word and i was so stunned by her beauty and accent.thats when i knew i was gay

[@EditsByLyra]

Season 1 of Merlin was a chaos for me, shipping-wise. Haha I think I shipped every combination: Merlin/Arthur, Arthur/Morgana, Merlin/Morgana, Merlin/Gwen, Gwen/Morgana, Arthur/Gwen... and then I sort of dived deeper into Merthur and nothing else mattered. But yeah, that show is very bi. ^^

[@lucyrogers6736]

I was so obsessed with Morgana and Katie in general, but also Rikki from “H20 just add water”

[@annawangensteen1827]

First character i fell in love w was Sam Winchester from spn lol, first girl was Audrey from Scream hahhh

[@user-rm2df6wp8c]

YOU'RE SO RELATABLE STOP OML

[@mysteriouschocolatechip4520]

I literally just look at every single one of your video titles and go 'shit, she is me'

[@videodiary6503]

Floriana Lima.... I just...Yep. Gay, definitely gay. But if I'd known Katie McGrath before, I'm pretty sure my gayness would have knocked at my door too x)

[@totallynoticarus]

I was a fan of a group called R5 when I was like 13/14. The group was made up of 4 dudes and 1 girl. Three of the dudes and the girl were sibilings and the last dude was a family friend. I remember at some point seeing loads of people in the comments on an MV shouting one of the boys' names in all caps lock. And I was just sitting there like, which one of these is my favourite? My favourite was the girl but I didn't really understand sexuality let alone bisexuality so I just ended up not having a favourite member. Looking back on it that girl wasn't a role model, she was a celebrity crush. I also remember watching this performance where she was wearing like a crop top and a skirt with combat boots with heels on them and I was just like wow she looks so pretty I wanna be her, and now I'm just looking back at it like oh honey... I also had an obsession with Tauriel from the Hobbit films and Zendaya around the same time and I've had similar experiences with them where I though they were just role models but looking back on it I just like strong women. 2014/2015 was really my prime bisexual but ignorant phase.

[@straybundles]

do you ship supercorp? 👀

[@klerchris5647]

I AM CRYING! I GHOST RECORDED THIS! YOU STOLE MY LIFE STORY!

[@alicebalagia7182]

this video is hilarious. you're hilarious. must check out your other vids now!

[@vanillla3425]

I am currently 14 and for the past three years I have had multiple crushes on actresses and just one month ago I realized that I was gay (well technically I'm bi but prefer girls). Everything makes sense now. Also, Katie McGrath was one of those crushes.

[@dandaropa]

I had an unhealthy obsession with Sir Lancelot and Sir Gwaine when I watched Merlin (I’m a guy by the way). How did it take me so long to realise I’m bi?!?

[@cgween4289]

Ok this is the first video of yours that I've watched so far.. but how do you not have more subscribers?!

[@kinmccarthy9114]

Chyler Leigh? Just her in general? I blame partially her for my like gay awakening tbh. Especially in greys anatomy cause I would always catch reruns with my mom when I was like 10/11??? I thought she was cool and pretty and I wanted to be her? I didn't realize till like...last month that I liked the character she played because she played her? Also? Morgana was also another one. Katie just, made me realize that wow I love girls in these powerful authoritative roles, also? I always wanted to kiss Morgana when I was like 12/13 and I thought that was weird so take that was you will.

[@misswilde3054]

My gay sexual awakening was Xena the warrior princess, a tv show I was absolutely OBSESSED when I was a pre-teen... EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW DUH

[@misswilde3054]

At the time I didn't realize and the first time I became conscious about it was with BBC Sherlock S3

[@erica760606]

Same, I am obsessed with Xena and Gabbie, my dad always tell me this show is weird I should not watch it (I grew up in rather very reserved family) I guess my dad know what's going on than I am lol

[@theseconduselesslesbianvam7474]

When I was young there were these music clips on TV and I didn't know why but everytime there was I kissed a girl by Katy Perry I was so...mesmerized by it... X) I didn't even understand the lyrics as English isn't my native language ! Few years later it all made sense haha XD Also I really liked Glee and strangely when some things started going on between Santana and Brittany I was like "Oh ! That's interesting !" so...yeah...I was really gay X) And Naya Rivera was my first actress crush soon followed by Jessica Capshaw ! Now I can't even count all my actress crushes on my fingers... But Katie McGrath sure is the most recent like...that woman has some big mystic powerful vibes and is gonna make a lot of girls realize they like women XD

[@vanillafrost100]

SAMEEE i honestly love every damn characters in merlin. theyre all way too precious

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+alia fnd they're all my babies

[@sonjh4248]

I was into this kpop girl group named Mamamoo and they act so so gay then I realized "Oh shit I'm gay." and then I watch OITNB and then OUAT and then my gayness spiked when I saw katie mcgrath

[@julietagimenez8065]

We are Mama mama mamamoo

[@harpercarroll9670]

I'm 14 but I have the same thing with Katie Mcgrath and Lea Michele! I am laughing my head off I drew so much fanart as well!!!

[@OncerPotterPendragon]

You don't know how much I relate to all this!!!!!

[@kayleighwales5964]

3:00 to 3:20 I have never related to anything more in my entire life honestly i've literally told my friends i had a crush on the entire merlin cast

[@tryingtobeeloquent]

mine was jade (was that her name lol) from victorious lol

[@finpin2622]

Fandoms actually helped me discover my sexuality/gender A LOT. Like, for some reason I used to think I was a lesbian, but somehow now it turns out I'm a trans guy who passionately loves men?? BASICALLY I realized I didn't fit in the category of straight but I didn't know why. There was this "girl" (who turned out to be a trans guy? either my gaydar is extremely strong or idFk) who I had a big ol' crush on, so I was like "ah I must be Into The Ladies". Then, many ships and fanfictions later, I realized "LITERALLY THE ONLY RELATIONSHIP I CAN IMAGINE MYSELF IN IS WITH ANOTHER MAN, BUT NOT AS A WOMAN. ???" and then I started thinking "God I wish I was a guy I just want to be a guy and love men" and then I was like "hold up a second isn't there a name for that" and then viola. T r a n s n e s s. Don't get me wrong, that is not the only reason and there were many more factors (like dysphoria) that clued me in, but it was an extreme help on my way to the realization. also I just realized I've commented on like 3 of your videos all from several months ago,, IM SORRY IM NOT CREEPY ITS JUST MY KZbin SUGGESTIONS THINGY

[@sapphirejones4765]

this is the most relatable thing i have ever seen i remember being like 9 & my mum was watching one of the merlin finales and i just remember thinking "gosh the queen is Pretty i hope she wins" so...@ me it was A Sign

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+sapphire's internetcult I wouldn't mind Morgana ruling me if ya know what I mean

[@sapphirejones4765]

AMillionMadMusings Relatable !

[@AvaLance]

I clicked on this so fast beause this is meeeeeeeeeeeee.Jennifer lawrence was my first clue i was gay.I watch Hunger games so many times as a kid.Katie mcgrath is my background she my kryptonite.

[@cjward286]

I don't know if this is anyone else's but mine was was Aubrey plaza in parks and rec also cara delevigne in paper towns 😂

[@toulouseee5671]

Ariana Grande actually made me realize I was gay, I started obsessing over her when I was 10 (I'm still obsessed with her now, 7 years later) and at some point I realized that I was technically just too attracted to her to be straight but 1 year old me brushed it off cause who wouldn't find Ariana attractive and then other people came around, aka Camila Cabello and Katie McGrath and I was like 'okay maye it's not just Ariana'

[@RenTheBarbarian]

Jenna Coleman. Jenna Coleman all day long. Clara Oswald from Doctor Who was my gay/bi awakening. Not sorry!

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+CatieTheAwesome wasn't she hinted at being bisexual in the programme as well?

[@RenTheBarbarian]

AMillionMadMusings Yes! She's snogged Jane Austen! :D

[@behindtheveil1608]

Mine was Elizabeth Swann in PotC. Jesus fucking CHRIST the red dress she wears in the Curse of the Black Pearl. Jesus. I was obsessed

[@emilymillar9225]

I've never hit subscribe so fast before

[@andreiamrlm9435]

So me realizing im bi was recent. But i think my bi awakening (or at leats awakening of my 78% gay part of me) was kate beckett from castle. I mean, I WAS PRETTY OBCESED WITH HER! But in other hand i had a crush on castle...so you see it was quite confusing. Then i started realizing that i really felt a good weirdness towards other girls, not only fictional. Then came Kate Mckinnon and then Katie and then I saw Carol and...well the rest is history...

[@_raeyon_]

3 years later and I have never related harder.

[@lexarenee5699]

My gay awakening was Alycia Debnam Carey and Katie McGrath

[@rb8566]

Holy fuck! Thank you for this video! I had the same experience as in looking back on my younger self I realized that I was a very gay child. My first "awakening" I'll say where I realized I was gay from even such a young age was when I was around seven years old. I had a huge crush on Martha May from the grinch and I would draw her in my little note book, especially when she's in the night robe at the end of the movie, I thought she was extra beautiful. Also, like you and the scene with the cloth rubbing, I was fascinated by the scene where the grinch accidentally falls into Martha's bosom 😂 which is a little weird since I'm asexual. At the time I didn't know I was attracted to her since I didn't know the "concept" of being gay and it was never normalized for me so I always thought it was a type of admiration, as in "oh she's really pretty I hope I'm that pretty when I grow up" kind of thing. It wasn't until I was 12 when I started to question my sexuality and it went on until I finally came out at sixteen. Now at seventeen I happened to look back on my child and realize all this stuff and it makes me sort of happy and sad that I didn't know sooner since again it wasn't normalized and when I was actually exposed to different sexualities I was sort of discouraged from being anything other than straight.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Raven Barbosa this is such a cute story and also shows how important education from a young age actually is ❤️❤️❤️

[@lilmagicme5514]

So, at first I thought that Emma Watson was giving me the gay chestpains. Then I thought a classmate (male) was giving me the straight chestpains. And then I realized that Kaitlyn Alexander is giving me the chestpains as well and I was like....oh! I'm pansexual!

[@Oliver-vs1kd]

OMG THAT SCENE IN S4 I was thinking I WANTED TO BE MERLIN. I can relate so much. So when I was younger and watched Merlin I never was attracted to Merlin or Arthur, but Morgana :))) Also probably Kristen Stewart OH AND SPIDERMANS GIRLFRIEND

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Olxia I was attracted to everyone in merlin to be honest ahahahha

[@Oliver-vs1kd]

AMillionMadMusings I mean... They all are beautiful and handsome, but I meant like sexually. It's maybe bc I'm a lesbian

[@anitaxyz9767]

So around 2010/2012 Emma Watson cut her hair real short for the first time and appeared on a cover of a Polish fashion magazine my mother subscribed to. I cut the cover out in the middle of the night and hid all the evidence just so I could look at it every time I opened my diary. I was around 11. So yeah, the signs were there and I just totally forgot about it. Then came Lydia from Teen Wolf, then came Katie McGrath... Wild!

[@purpleartifice]

I listed all my childhood girl-crushes on Claudia's video. As for my ~Awakenings~ I don't fully remember which came first for me; The kink or the queer. I did watch a lot of Xena as a kid, so they were probably very much entwined. lol

[@inkandpass]

I feel so attacked by this video :') Especially that part about the scene where Morgana captures Merlin I FEEL SO VERY ATTACKED I'M SO DEAD

[@thebibagelguy6175]

For me it was Anne Hathaway in The Princess Diaries. Then there was a sequel with Chris Pine, and well here I am, bi as heck. You can imagine how excited I was to see Wonder Woman this year.

[@mimiberry5580]

First vid I've ever seen of u and in the first minute I subbed

[@annasullivan2330]

For me it's when i had a crush on both troy and Gabriela in high school musical

[@sophiasmith8563]

ANSKNDVABDJB SHE WAS MY PHONE BACKGROUND WHEN I WAS LIKE 12-14

[@reaganbramlish5858]

Victoria Justice while she was in tv show Victorious. Was one episode where she was playing a guy in her school play who had a wife. She went on like this fake "date" with the girl that played her wife in the play in real life (well real life in the tv show) to bond with her more like for fun. Shit u not I watched the episode 10999863 times and had them as my iPod background for like a year, pretty gay lol

[@AMillionMadMusings]

+Reagan Bramlish THIS IS SO GAY I LOVE IT

[@littlemissmccammon5846]

I’ve never laughed so hard at a video. SO relatable. So so relatable.

[@AMillionMadMusings]

I’m so glad you liked it!

[@JaredKoons]

my gay awakening is a bit more graphic. I just remember being young and being like "well, all your sex dreams have been about your friends that are boys. you're definitely not straight" and then I fell in love with a straight boy at school and it ruined my life for a while.

[@leopachis6321]

I don't think I've ever related more to a video

[@katrinschuster4923]

I have never really thought about my sexuality and always assumed that i was straight until i watched the first episode of the L word. I had an immense crush on shane (katherine moennig) but i didn't realise it for a very long time...

[@martha8156]

i too was in love with every single merlin character pretty much (bar uther and agravaine ew) and i'm pretty sure angel coulby was my bi awakening because she is fucking GORGEOUS i love her sm

[@paulaclark6914]

dude I feel sooooo called out by this video lmao ... i mean ... i draw supercorp fanart.... half of my 5000 photos are of Katie ... i have her as my phone background .... Im so gay

[@eloisedelvat5685]

It was the red dress with the golden circlet for me.