I tried to do ASMR but I got anxiety in the middle and now I don't wanna upload this but yolo

[@lexid7351]

You’re so brave. Just remember this is a safe space and everyone here loves you and will always be here for you! Feel better, and take some time for yourself if you need to! ❤️

[@TwinkleTwinkleRetroASMR]

I love this: “maybe we can go down together and then we rise together” just a bunch of people going through ups and downs!

[@killadroid2]

I really appreciate your honesty in this video, I have been going through a hard time too.

[@nataliasantamaria9537]

this was a beautiful video Jess! Remember this is a safe space for you too 🤍 super tingly and relaxing. I was feeling anxious as well and this made me feel not alone ⭐️ lots of love from Peru!

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Thank you😥❤ i love that you remind me of that♡♡ we have eachother ❤

[@malinamalinanana3065]

i love your honesty, could you make a video about how you deal with anxiety? maybe some tips and tricks, lots of love❤️

[@Benjamin-S]

I'm so sorry you were (are?) feeling down. I respect your honesty and openness a lot. You're one of the most genuine people I've ever come across on KZbin, which is something I think you should be proud of. I feel like I can really relate to your train of thoughts when it comes to rambling about things suddenly. Like when you started to talk about the fossilized tree and you just started to share thoughts with us. I can have the same sudden creative thoughts and curiosity if that makes sense. I think you have a very unique personality in all the best ways possible. I'm truly concerned about you feeling down and I'm not joking when I say that I felt really sad for you, because you deserve so much happiness. If I could, I'd give you a hug. Your presence on KZbin and in real life alone make so many people, SO much happier (including me). We have your back and we think you're important.

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

This was so heartwarming. I loved how u described it. Wow❤😭 thank you alot. Ye I really get what u mean with like random creative things in the head and all. This touched me♡ thank you

[@Benjamin-S]

@@FlowerCloudASMR I'm glad that made you happy! I meant every single word I wrote. Thank you for being the way you are.

[@RobinBanksStealingMoms]

You're such a strong person! It's totally okay, if you feel down sometimes. You're only human, you have feelings and I think it's really important to share those emotions too. Everyone on the internet is pretending to be happy and it suck sometimes... I think this will be my comfort video for next few weeks. You show us real emotions and I really relate to you, so... I don't know... Sendin' love, you can make this!

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Im so happy it could be comforting for you❤❤😥 thank you for ur cheer♡ taking the love, and sending some back♡

[@tomjinsun]

I hope you’re better :( sometimes anxiety appears out of nowhere and it’s so annoying and scary. In my case, I get panic attacks since I can remember and two weeks ago I went to the doctor because I thought I was gonna die, my heart was beating two times faster than normal. It turns out I developed hyperthyroidism due to my constant stress sighhhh. Now I’m way better, and I want to say to anyone who reads this that it is important to understand and change our thinking patrons for better ones since they can make a big change in our quality of life. I send a big hug to you from Chile. Everything passes dear, the weird sensation will disappear 💗

[@araceliesquivell]

That pain on your chest, on your heart I can relate it’s terrible I’m so sorry just know it’s ok! You’re ok, you’re gonna be ok everything is gonna be ok. Be gentle with yourself 💗💕

[@kenlemarchand]

I always love watching (hearing?) your videos where you talk about confessions. The honesty is so refreshing and I can relate to you in that way despite being separated by two panes of glass. Especially when you had mentioned having sudden mood changes because that happens to me also. Like one second I'll be uber happy about something then sad out of the blue. Like I get random moments of depression, especially when one of my triggers goes off, and then there is all the overthinking things that happens. I don't know. I don't want to burden you with my drama. Just wanted to say that I hear what you're saying and I hope you feel better Jess because you deserve happiness. 😊🙏🏻💜

[@beeecool]

I think that you’re so courageous and strong the way you admit your authentic feelings front of your camera. It’s been a couple of months I met you on Ytb, and I love you ♥️

[@StygianEmperor]

The title was a perfect “warning,” and you did a great job recovering the video into something genuinely helpful. I have been diagnosed with a form of ADHD and your description of the overwhelming feeling caused by having so many things to do stacking up is super relatable to me. I tend to get my worst anxiety when that’s happening. Medication resulting from my diagnosis has made me much more optimistic overall and better able to feel invested in hobbies I used to get tired of too quickly which made me frequently listless before. I don’t know if those are specifically issues you face, but I kind of think of my ADHD diagnosis as like “unlocking” several potential solutions to pursue, rather than gaining a new problem. Because the problem was *always* there, and I was aware of it - I just didn’t have the name for it yet, or doctors who were also aware and could help me treat it. but yeah still a lot of days, ugh; human neurochemistry sucks and we should ban it

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

It is so good that you got help! ❤ thank you for sharing all that♡

[@eyetoeyetoeye]

I love this. This is something you can't plan. It's real. I've had lots of similar moods lately, so I feel you 💗💗💗 thanks for sharing

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Thank you❤ feels Nice that you appreciate it♡ sending you love♡

[@raulgarcia1435]

Love this safe space! Thanks for posting this 😘

[@beccaboo4226]

I’m so glad you posted this!! Love this safe space. 💜💞💚💫

[@svenekdal7694]

You're so honest! Remember: You are the most important Part of Safe Space!!! Never give up! Just give you time! We have eachother!!! 🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️🌹🌹🌹

[@TechNo0ob]

You always bring joy to me when I see a new video from you. I appreciate your dedication to making everyone else happy, it is truly inspiring. Even when you feel down or upset you still try your best to make others happy and that makes you special. Don't ever change who you are, it is needed more than you think. Thank you :)

[@snakefan3124]

I was actually impressed by your work in this because I’ve never seen an ASMRist be willing to show how they actually feel in the moment. In my philosophy that takes true courage. Never once have I said “I need to cry”, and when you said it all I could think of was “this lass is amazing”

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Thank you so much ❤ appreciate This alot♡

[@snakefan3124]

@@FlowerCloudASMR don’t you mean “tack så mycket uppskattar detta mycket” ? (I don’t know Swedish, do I’ll have a hard time if you reply in Swedish)

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

@@snakefan3124 yes

[@Angels-3xist]

Haven’t watched yet, but honestly that title. I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone quite as brave as you. Thankyou for always being so awesome. Edit: after watching, I’m pretty sure the only solution to the problem is for everyone to get married. Has that ever been done before? A creator marrying their entire audience? That’s normal, right?

[@StygianEmperor]

this is the way

[@corab1695]

It’s honestly so brave of you to upload this. And it makes me feel better to know I’m not alone. I’ve been dealing with seasonal depression and my anxiety came back recently after not having had an anxiety attack in a while, while I was in the middle of my bands rehearsal. It’s so hard to deal with but we got this and we have people that love us and care about our thoughts.

[@CMarkem]

Not everyday is a good day, but the best we can make of one. I feel like bad days make me that much more thankful for the good ones. Thank you for posting this.

[@andyramirez8363]

You're so brave to open up. I wish I could but I have no one too. I feel like I always bring the mood down when I do.

[@hakimhouf1998]

Congratulations on your 16K subscribers !!

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Thank you 🌸🌸🙈😋

[@mcsub]

I like your whisper chitchat videos, this is a Valentines day special RP video for me. The most important part is your imaginary proposal which made me think that I should improve myself to feel myself confident and happy then I would say yes of course like many other loving subs of you would say yes yes yessss 🤣 💞

[@ean4107]

Sending you love and good feelings. We all have those days where we need to do absolutely nothing and recharge. It’s so important to focus on our own mental health. Make sure you take care of yourself! If you need to cry it out, then do it. If you need to have a whole day in bed and watch Netflix, do it! Take care of yourself first and foremost. This video doesn’t change how we all feel about you. Your authenticity is one of your best traits and we appreciate it.

[@АлександрСухов-ь8ч]

Turned out very nice and soulful.

[@tammibunni]

thank u so muxh for uploading this video i get this so often

[@tammibunni]

ah i feel this so much i am stressed when i simply have to eat…

[@Stella393]

We are all humans with our bad days and sad feelings 🥰 I hope you are ok now, take care you are strong 💕🌸 But thank you so much for being honest and transparent like this, sometimes social media makes me feel alone when I feel bad. This really is a safe space ❤💜

[@anderson_c_oliveira]

Hi Jessica! I love you and your videos! I Hope you're well! Take care and God bless you!! 💖

[@JolinaASMR]

Great video i love it its so relaxing 💙😊

[@Heddaa]

Youre strong❤️

[@jerrysahlin5503]

Du verkar vara en härlig och ärlig person! Mycket modigt av dig att lägga upp en så privat video men det kommer slå an en sträng på många människor. Ta hand om dig ❤️

[@boozie8100]

Lol awesome... I read you have anxiety? Same here. It controls me alot of times,it's terrible... Been taking meds now. I can function now... All is well. Realize my ex is a narcissist 😁 you make me feel better. Thank you!!! Love you... Huggs!! 😁

[@noctambule5726]

One of the bravest moments I've seen. Thank you for letting us in ❤

[@lalala345]

Fina fina! Jag fick min adhd diagnos i vuxen ålder, jättepissigt på väldigt många sätt men samtidigt så skönt att äntligen förstå sig själv och sluta klandra sig själv för saker man inte rår för. Ibland tar känslorna över och hjärnan trasslar, men det är helt okej. Jag hejar på dig ❤️ kram

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Tack fina du ❤ blev så rörd♡ du är så fin mot mig♡

[@beautifultita4481]

Don't worry about it flower you can take vacations and you have to know that you are a extraordinary person

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

❤

[@beautifultita4481]

@@FlowerCloudASMR thanks flower your the best

[@pauldinan3690]

We will be fine just take some time for yourself Jessica

[@jonibloodlust]

You are safe hopefully💜

[@darre1234]

du är bäst och jag älskar det du gör tittar på alla dina klipp

[@ZackyASMR]

Hi! I hope you’re doing well and okay! Happy Valentine’s and happy Sunday! You’re so nice 💘💘

[@AmziCo.]

As soon as I get home from work.. the silence is uncomfortable..I have to turn on a show or movie as background noise.. then I can actually focus or feel calm enough to listen to audio dramas or audio books or asmr🧡 funny how it feels like no one understands but really most of us feel the same..we just don't want to be a bother to the world.

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Yes I agree so much. I hate being alone and it is all dark and quite:( ♡ I feel u

[@boozie8100]

It's ok we do have good and bad days... Especially if your moving or not gonna have them... Gonna be ok

[@cr218]

Omg I had a really bad episode on Sunday also! So in retrospect we were both less alone in it without realizing 💗

[@pashkey]

I like your new video! Thank you for ASMR. You're so beautiful)

[@sophokles8244]

i like this video a lot, cause im looking for more honesty in life and this feels right. thx for beeing urself, i wanna do the same

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much

[@D3ceasced]

Very relatable

[@timm2279]

Coming from a person that struggled with random depression I know what you’re feeling. For me it would happen at certain times of the day. I noticed it more when the sun would start to set and it would hit. I don’t want to disrespect anyones beliefs, but me personally i realized it was more spiritual warfare and I needed to deeply and solely depend on Jesus. Not sure your stance on that but just know that I’m praying and battling for you in prayer. Remember that YOU have authority over your emotions not your emotions over you. You were given that gift from Jesus! Keep fighting and pushing and keep making videos! I come back often for them! God bless you!!!

[@noahsinding3782]

Champ, always a champ. hope ur better and get some kjøttboller at ikea soon

[@educsconceitual]

Best wishes from Brazil 💚💛

[@tksean5630]

You eyes are mesmeric

[@TheWhisperCorner]

I really felt what you were going through in the middle of the video. I've felt really overwhelmed the last few days as if everything is just getting on top of me. Stay strong.

[@honkong6432]

The beautiful & the best

[@XanthePajarillo]

❤️❤️❤️

[@karolpokorski1631]

Hi.I don't celebrate Valentine's Day,because I'm lonely.😥But maybe next year..Thanks for video.Pa,pa..that means by,by in my language.

[@palteonato]

hi from Peru

[@MultiHarpan]

❤️

[@richolsen9729]

Roses are red, Violets are blue, No they aren’t Violets are actually purple Now that I made you smile Jessica, go eat something to feel better. ❤️

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Hahah i actully laughed for myself 🙈🙈 and Im gonna eat thai food! Perfect ❤⚘️

[@User-7xu1610]

Hur mycket kostar en egen video i svenska pengar? 💕

[@FlowerCloudASMR]

Det beror på vilken trigger du vill ha, osvosvosv! Maila mig 💕😍 [e-mail]

[@missemusse1735]

I love you forever and ever and I need you. ❤❤💖🌹

[@emiliogonzalez7246]

[@christiannunez3816]

Hello beautiful

[@i_mav09]

Are you Saoirse Ronan?

[@FreeLady1990s]

Ohhh nooo why r u anxious??? 😶😶😶😶😩 plus with add its neurodevelopmental, so u have to have symptoms throughout ur whole life. I don't think u have it. Maybe ur just anxious xxxxx

[@owenanderson9624]

I get bad anxiety too, I will give you a hug to make you feel better 🫂 💖💖💖

[@maribellekangas5910]

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@dimitrioslambrinakis3677]

❤️❤️❤️