I used to be an Anti-SJW and how you can cure it... :')

[@elftwelve]

Same here, I was pretty bad. That said, I was only 15 and in pain, I was just projecting! We both have grown a lot! Will watch later bc I'm at work right now

[@Charlie_49]

That's my exact story as well :] glad I'm out of that phase

[@Charlie_49]

Blaire White still follows one of my old Instagram accounts, very embarrassing

[@sarcomeresarecool]

Ex-transmed solidarity here. I'm not sure if I ever saw those particular videos, but I've been following your channel since ~2017, I think. I also had an extremely cringy anti-sjw phase in high school and early uni! And, like you, i eventually just... grew up, and got better at understanding people and politics. I was never a conservative, but a lot of conservative messaging and dogwhistles flew straight over my head. For me, i think a lot of my tramsmedicalist views came from a search for answers as to why I'd ended up being trans; being a teenager who took people at their word a little too much, I didn’t see the conservative social agenda underneath for a good few years and thus never really understood the animosity so many transmeds seemed to have for any kind of nonbinary person (since, I figured, arbitrarily deciding that a nonbinary form of gender dysphoria couldn’t possibly exist didn't make any sense with their purported framework...) or gender nonconformity for that matter. Ngl I still don't really get how being trans without dysphoria really works for people, but I've come to understand that I don't need to fully get it. I've gotten much better at living with the knowledge that some questions we do not know the answers to yet, and may never know, over the past few years as I've grown up.

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I guess I did know that it was conservative leaning rhetoric but I didn't see the issue with that until I grew up and met the people these views affected. Glad to hear a lot of us managed to grow out of these views by ourselves!

[@brianhenrique1429]

I started watching you in that anti sjw era when I was like 12/13, I was really into that Kalvin Garrah/Blaire White era of youtube, I'm 17 now and I've grown out of it too, i identify as nb now lol

[@MxMorphling]

Glad we've both made it out 😅 thanks for sticking around that long !!✨

[@user-nh1lg7vg3g]

I had bit more hope kalving blaire not even as Christian I didn't like mean girl attitude

[@elijahsamuel8177]

we all had our “I’m the truest transsexual” phase

[@MxMorphling]

Ahahhahahah that's the best name for it 🤣

[@Jakr096]

Love hearing your perspective as always! It’s so common for queer people to diminish our boundaries especially when we first come out, we’ve all been there. I used to entertain those kinds of hurtful jokes and questions to prove how confident I was and how I don’t take myself too seriously, but it just ended up revealing my insecurity, and made a spectacle of my identity that I wasn’t comfortable with.

[@jacobaeden]

i actually forgot you were anti sjw. i watched when you were along side kalvin, etc but at the same time i was watching and supporting my sjw creators. i was so glad that a lot of you got out of it. i was also lucky that my first interaction with trans content was jammidodger, ash hardell, etc before watching trans med content.

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah for sure jammidodger and that have been very wholesome channels from the beginning, so glad I watched him, definitely helped me out of my transmed era

[@Sl1mch1ckens]

​@@MxMorphlingi think for a lot of us ex trans med dickheads (lets face it we were giant knobs at the time) there is atleast a route out and hope for most people that were like that like a lot of us got over it once we medically transitioned to a point where we like ourselves. (Speaking about binary trans people specifically, i assume with non binary it would medically or socially transitioning to a point your happy) not saying binary trans people cant get over it without medical transition but like it seems waaaay more common that we get over it after. I think thats why terfs cant as easily get over their ideology because for the most part trans medicalism was just terfism repacked in a box with the label for trans people only. But unlike trans people they dont have that end goal that brings themselves personal joy.

[@mikk5540]

I just gotta say that I loooove your hair! I know I’ve had some internalized shit to get through. Actually I’m still discovering thought patterns relating to that, making myself smaller in hopes of “staying safe”. I’d love to hear more about that bc I feel like I’m still figuring it out. It’s like gaslighting yourself.. :/

[@MxMorphling]

Thanks so much! Been growing it out ✨ yess I'll definitely keep discussing these topics on the side of trans and genderqueer people because there's plenty on the other side🙄 anyway thanks for watching hope you enjoyed ✨

[@ph5.484]

The transmed/anti-SJW FTM to nonbinary pipeline is really something. I'm in exactly the same boat. It's really nice seeing a bunch of people in a similar situation collectively go "Well, that was mean and stupid".

[@samuelbee8639]

I'm so glad more and more trans people who used to identify as transmeds a few years ago start to realize that this was kind of... shitty? I was always so annoyed that fighting for social justice had suddenly become a bad thing and that binary trans people couldn't see that they were withholding non binary people the thing they themselves wanted and needed, like just living as yourself. At the same time I felt pushed to conform to this as well because from my point of view, most binary trans people on the internet and some I actually liked and thought they were reasonable apart from this opinion were very obnoxious about the fact that "you need dysphoria to be trans" and if you don't have dysphoria you're a "trender" and so on.

[@the_clumsy_wizard8910]

so it turns out i found your channel in your "anti sjw" phase and uh... so that phase/era i think it may of been the tail end? but the video where you said how trans peoples brains are more align with the gender they identify as. and that video specifically is what made me realise "oh.. im a fucking asshole" and made me start becoming a better person like back then i was very much into crowder and that entire genre. and i wanna say thank you. cant remember if ive said this before but yeah. you helped me get out of my anti sjw phase and out of the alt right pipeline.

[@MxMorphling]

Well I'm glad we both made it out of that and that I could help along the way!✨

[@inshort6831]

Same here, from 15-20 so glad I got out of that mindset. I was so focused on others

[@pcm.5409]

omg today I thought about you thinking what might you be up to after so many years after I stopped watching you (it was during that anti-sjw phase and I loved your content and expression but always felt icky about some of your opinions) and now I get to find out you're genderfluid, off of T and you even mentioned Hasan?? How the turntables you're right 😭 Unfortunately I still have a lot of internalized transphobia (i also don't have a support net and I'm pre everything and non passing) but distancing myself from those views has helped me so much. You're looking great! And I'm glad going off T has helped you :-) Also your hair looks amazing omg

[@MxMorphling]

Yess I totally understand why you wanted to get away from that, my opinions were misinformed and generally not the vibe :') I hope things go well with your journey, I too still have some internalized transphobia but it's gradually leaving and I hope it goes soon for you too although I know it's not easy. And ofc Hasan is great we stan him 😂✨ and thankyouuu💜

[@JenZDoomer]

Respect for watching your own cringe 😂 glad you’re on a happier path!

[@_Moonphases_]

I'm the opposite of you. I used to be very woke and SJW, but not anymore. I love Blaire, Buck Angel, and The Offensive Tr@nny. When I actually started watching them and listening to what they had to say, everything just made sense and clicked for me

[@MxMorphling]

Do you not see any problems with their views at all? Like Blaire's about non-binary people?

[@Likhos1]

funnily back then I followed you mostly because you were one of the anti-SJW channels that had a modicum of moderate opinions. Never liked Blaire White because even in my anti-SJW phase, there were some people whose opinions I couldn't appreciate, and Blaire was, and still is, really, just a nasty person all around. seeing your evolution over the years was pretty nice, probably helped me parsing through the BS, along with friends I made along the way.

[@MxMorphling]

Yeah I totally agree, I never vibed with Blaire White even when I was at my worst anti-SJW. Good that I finally evolved past all that as you said, thanks for sticking around this long! (Even though my posting is much more sporadic 🤣)

[@olivercoulthard5468]

Your tied up frizzy hair is looking amazing!!

[@MxMorphling]

Thankyou!!!

[@bread2246]

I’ve been following since 2016. It’s been a ride .

[@MxMorphling]

Hope you've enjoyed the ride😂 been a wild one thanks for sticking around :')

[@Mikexxxx-py6xk]

I used to have an anti-SJW mindset years ago. So much repression and masking due to past traumas like being bullied. Over the years I met different people from different walks of life and my views started to shift. I eventually came to conclusion that no matter how much I make myself smaller in order to pass as straight there will be people who do not like you and still use the F word to describe you. Better to be selective about the people you hang out with and what content you consume.

[@MxMorphling]

Yes THIS! that was exactly the way I grew up and learned not to take out my own insecurities on the community. I think my time at uni being around a lot of people helped. I hope more people come to that point like us!

[@LuminitaTidy]

Hi MxMorphling. I like your video so much.😄😄🥰🥰🥰💞💞💖💖💖❤❤💝💝🧔🧔🧔

[@3bah4y]

This is not really what the video is about but I would just like to tell you how beautifully androgynous you are!!! Like you look like if gender was a person idk how to explain but anyway. You’re very pretty and handsome at the same time.

[@MxMorphling]

Awh thanks!!!

[@user-nh1lg7vg3g]

Trans women are trans women. Blair i feek bit too right leaning for me i had to learn not sharing every opinion