I've Been Struggling...

[@thebaker3866]

Struggling is our purpose. Think about it like a video game, it’s boring when you have everything maxed out and max money.

[@FindingFemi23]

I agree that’s Big Fax , life is a marathon not a destination or else it would be boring. Only the Strong will survive and thrive, then eventually they’ll live their best life …

[@VegasUnicorn]

You asked "What is there to document, if I'm not really working towards anything." ... The answer (and my opinion) - - Document your daily life. You don't have to work towards anything. The fact that you are living - and living differently from others, is good enough. Document, whatever you feel like.

[@HawaiiGaymer]

I'm in your situation, car ambitions and all. Remote work. Take a remote job you can do from your car. Keeps that freedom and gives you an income until you figure out what to do with your time. Also, food delivery and car life content does very well on KZbin. Take on a week of DoorDash or something in a random spot, that would be fun to watch.

[@ayub4929]

great comment. if only Jordan would see this

[@Seatwurtle]

My tattoo artist told me this when I asked if tattooing was his passion - “Tattooing isn’t my passion, but my responsibility. It’s my duty to give the best artwork in my ability to those who seek it. Drumming is my passion. I prefer to keep my responsibilities and passions separate so I may enjoy both in their own right.”

[@bobbymack6942]

An early contender for the 2023 "Didn't happen" of the Year Awards

[@Seatwurtle]

@@bobbymack6942carry that attitude with you throughout the year bud. You’ll go far 🤙

[@ladybird491]

That makes no sense, cause a passion can also be a responsibility, I know this cause mine is.

[@ladybird491]

You are saying that passion are those less likely to be a fruitful career, which is why you said drumming is a passion. Your comment was manipulative and something a narcissist would say who love to box things in based on statistics. Statistics show you are more likely to get job as a tattoo artist than a drum so that is why you chose to say drumming was the passion. Stop this twisting and manipulating topics. A responsibility can be a passion, statistics of his fruitful it can be doesn't matter, cause people still make money from it.

[@Seatwurtle]

​@@ladybird491 The comment was describing my tattoo artists who preferred to ink as his day job and drum as a hobby. It was his preference, nothing mentioning the inability to monetize passions. You based your entire argument on far reaching assumptions to fit your narrative. Now THAT sounds manipulative and highlights characteristics of a narcissist ;)

[@SuccessfulladiesSoftLife]

Get you a simply moble hotspot $34 a month for the basic and then upgrade when you need more. The device is pricey at first but worth it to take anywhere you travel. Get two jobs right now and use your KZbin money to pay for a Hotel and then sleep in your car when you run out. Over time between the two jobs save as much as you can. Food delivery apps as well to make more money in between. Don't wait til you have a perfect goal just get busy and your purpose will show itself.

[@98.wintzz]

Bills are apart of life bro…The wise thing to do is to have a budge for your expenses. Bills are inevitable.

[@TheRealestTiller]

I love you Jordan. I am always grateful for you.

[@mefrefgiweuhef4808]

U weird

[@Catthepunk]

@@mefrefgiweuhef4808 man said nothing wrong. You're weird for thinking weird shi- from those words.

[@mefrefgiweuhef4808]

@@Catthepunk that shit was hella weird 😭 u must have social issues if I'm being honest 🤦🏽

[@AdverbsAndNouns]

@@Catthepunk i know.. why cant we all just pass the doochie and love each other

[@phoenix_T717]

I feel you Jordan, don’t give up! I went through that exact same thing (moved into my suv w my dog) back in sept/oct for the same reasons and let me tell you.. struggling with the mental aspects of this timeline is the toughest. I ended up giving in and moved back with my parents, that was a big mistake lol I didn’t realize how much peace of mind I got while in solitude and I miss it! Stay grounded, listen to your intuition and you’ll find the path that you’re meant to be on at this time. It’ll come to you try not to worry. (11:11am as I write this) sending light, peace & blessings your way 🙏🤗

[@jamarlbryant1445]

Stay strong man keep pushing 🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@david.ajetomobi]

im exactly where u re. Getting an actual job definitely helps more than i thought . once things are stable and calm again we dive fully into self employment again .

[@jtlmnts457]

Go home big dawg

[@skizzler1232]

I know you struggling bro but god gone test you before he bless you. You gone get to it after you done been thru it

[@JuJu-he8ck]

I dont think you will ever know, the mind is not meant to settle on one thing it will always give suggestions till the end of time that is what it was designed to do. The conscious minds job is to pick something even if you don't feel 100 percent about it, you still must do it anyways. I am in the same situation as you in terms of mindset. The real goal is to go through life unaffected by things. So your happiness cannot be placed on conditions rather be happy first and as an expression of that happiness do what it is you choose. Easier said than done but that is what everyone is striving for in some way. Meditation meditation meditation. health health health. And of course get the survival stuff checked off. Food, water, shelter =money

[@AndrewWYT]

i think there can be a lot of purposes in ones life. such as long term purposes and short term, you might be meant to do something for awhile for a short purpose, and transition to another. i think trying to lock into one grand purpose results in a futile directionless yearning. i talk about this on my channel

[@brettflanagan3066]

"You will be moving back into your parents house in a couple of months." -Harriet Tubman

[@YoungCub]

You’re a genius not even cappin

[@RoxanneJohnston]

Hey, there. You have been on a stressful journey and it is okay to sit back and reflect. Take time off for a few days. You don't need to be productive 100%. You have a path. You write and do your soc. media stuff. I am in a similar mode and I'm an older adult! My work slowed down and I don't remember how to relax and simply enjoy free time. Maybe it is the January Blues. Holidays are over and there is a feeling of nothing on the horizon to look forward to. One day at a time, for sure. You've got this!

[@youaremysunshine.1]

Its good to see you again Jordan

[@TheRealTD_]

I hear you Jordan. Firstly I want to applaud you for being able to be transparent about your journey. Sometimes we have to sit still to allow our purpose to find us. This may take time but as long as you continue being true to yourself and doing the things that give you fulfillment it will come. Keep pushing bro. 🙏🏾💯

[@dzzthink3655]

I understand what you mean but there is is uncertainty which ever direction you choose. You have to choose the path of most stability.

[@AARON-hf7wl]

Time to create a new vision for ur future revise ur passions, try things to discover new ones and ask yourself what those passions are a vehicle for in the world, revise who you want to be, what do you want to learn, what you want to give and how big do you want to go?

[@AARON-hf7wl]

explore

[@AARON-hf7wl]

discomfort

[@AARON-hf7wl]

in new/different avenues

[@DomMcDon]

I love the way you articulate yourself so eloquently. Hope you can work through your struggles and get to a place of stability mentally, emotionally, and physically.

[@FindingFemi23]

Sometimes ya gotta lose yourself to find yourself. A strong 💪🏽 message to all who have felt confused or lost in life, “who am I?” “What do I really want?” “What is the right path for me?” , What is my purpose in life” .. It’s okay to feel lost peoples.. i promise this part of our lives isn’t gonna kill us. What you’re going through will either make or break you … it’s hard to believe but when you sit still up you’ll realize life ain’t hard we just make it hard 💯

[@daynaw8213]

Always Remember, prayer is very important for our paths in life.

[@rjnuzzi1648]

John Lennon wrote, "life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans..." just keep going... you are living a purpose...

[@zayiith]

Ultimate purpose is to contribute to society, to exercise leadership skills, in whatever gifts and talents you have. Without suffering, we cannot build. Building always requires suffering.

[@Zenkusuoo]

You’ll find your sense of direction with motivation, but don’t go bullhead into something or you’ll lose a lot

[@mariapenamonteiro966]

Do what you can with what you have... and do what you are doing because you are helping other for sure...

[@TheDoomerGoGetter]

This is exactly why you're my favorite KZbinr and biggest influence

[@k.m5520]

Start meeting new people, Go places. have fun!! You have so much time freedom now man. A lot wish to have that

[@YoungCub]

Bro u are smart and eloquent af. Never written this on KZbin but I was impressed. You can be successful at whatever u put your mind to

[@kieranschoen3783]

I’m not going to lie. I didn’t get it at first but you’re very entertaining and inspiring man

[@youngancestor_]

only way you find some sort of direction is by sitting and asking yourself what you want out of life. then how you will go and get it. keep your head up a breakthrough is coming

[@razbliss3367]

YES FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!! WOW !!!!!!!!!!!! DO WHAT YOU WANT, your on a good path I'm with you💃

[@luxetveritas777]

Stay strong man, life is definitely not easy, for anyone, I'd suggest you to go back to your parent's home until you've enough money to go back to living in an appartment by your own

[@codysobczak1609]

Im going to be starting this journey within the next two weeks. Dont ever feel alone my man. Keep on pushing.

[@thesecretsofjordan]

think about renting a room its pretty cheap and u can feel really comfortable with a small rooom that is decorated nicely. or to another country its so cheap but only if you want to. the road life is cool too

[@ronniekirkland7550]

Keep your head up you are still young live your life to the fullest. Keep doing what you are doing. I have faith in you. You can anything in life.

[@ronniekirkland7550]

You are welcome.

[@vonn6515]

Praying for u bro

[@cobybker1406]

Jordan you changed my life for the better I remember you as one of the OG self improvement KZbinrs back in 2020-21 and you shifted my life into the good habits and I am forever grateful that I came across your channel back then but I honestly hate to see you living this way bro if you can move back with your parents do that to get back on your feet and start making content around something else because your market is over saturated so your not going to get as much views as you were in 2020-21 i hope you read this message bro I got faith that your going to get better 🙏

[@richiemochi]

Never pay an apartment complex rent and utilities in 2023. Get a modest house if you can. Remember my own struggles in my 20s as well. Keep moving forward. Many people are living van life and saving money for bigger things.

[@kylelindgren5487]

I have been living out of my car for like 8 months now. I have a Porsche Macan. I moved to Cali recently and now worried about finding places to park since I am not familiar with California. Love the way you set up your car. I am thinking I will redo my set up. The only question I have is your mattress. That does not look comfortable for a long term keeping solution. Do you wake up sore?

[@razbliss3367]

Thank you !!!!!! YES YES YES , I understand you, i"V been there ❤💃

[@racheltruth3822]

A great place to start is by doing acts of service. Volunteering even once a week will bring a new sense of direction, purpose and prescriptive to your life. And don't forget to pray. God hears you ❤️

[@thebookof5rings]

i’m struggling bro, we’re all struggling but we have to keep moving forward… Jordan u truly are an inspiration bro - just keep moving forward

[@Almighty_rage777]

Tbh Jordan you are in a very good position most people are not in ( stable income from KZbin, 100k+ subs, consistent views ) so I feel like the advice people are going to give you for your dilemmas have to be fundamentally different to say the least. But if you were to ask me for my opinion I say that you got this. If you can be homeless, self-employed, AND successful to say the least, I genuinely feel like there’s nothing to worry about when it comes to your direction in life. You’ve made it this far

[@thebettersideoflife]

Purpose. We’re searching for purpose

[@CJ-fl4em]

Stay strong brotha find ways ideas to make 💸 man ain’t no excuse, like my og always tell me use yo 🧠‼️

[@AllAloneFighting]

I got a business & I’m struggle like a Mf right now but I been running the business by myself for 3 years without my brother cuz he in prison he get out in may this year I’m telling you there is hope dog it get greater later. Praying to god wouldn’t hurt either.

[@mwaves4152]

You’ll get through in Christ name g 🙌🏾🔥

[@AllAloneFighting]

@@mwaves4152 fax’s failure or second place AINT NO OPTION💯💯

[@shivaan6711]

This guy used to get like 50k views per video 🔥life hits you fast

[@austinkerr6197]

Stay strong man, you remind me of a quote I heard. A Mans biggest fear is being alone in his thoughts in an empty room. Which is why distractions keep you from feeling your emotions. Maybe work a part time job and give yourself some time to think about the next steps. 👊

[@ravennbailey2133]

Same here 😞 need someone to talk to

[@ThinkTCPA]

Sprint/T-Mobile has unlimited hotspot with phone plan. At least we have it with our 4 phones. That way you will not run out of data.

[@byFelice]

you speak out of my soul with that video

[@Titan020200]

We’re supporting you here Jordan🙏🏾bless

[@billdent1328]

Perhaps the periods of uncertainty are to be accepted (savored?) rather than being seen as a source of frustration. This is the rumination that gives birth ultimately to a conclusion (even a temporary one). Try to be present also in the uncertainty and questioning rather than seeing it as a waste or frustration. The questioning and reflection are what ultimately lead to growth.

[@Ethan-jalalabad]

"Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will guide your life and you will call it fate" - Carl Jung

[@cincereqoutes8844]

the last 20 seconds was it. the only stability of life is uncertainty ~ Jordan Green. Im in my fricking 20s and this has been bothering tf outta me the past 1.5 months. This just solved a piece i was looking for. as uncomfortable as this statement is, its encouraging. by the way Jordan, im not sure youre a fan of his but I believe you'd love the rapper Lupe Fiasco. Poetic and smart!

[@ChicaSimone]

Greetings to you Jordan, you certainly have a wonderful way of articulating yourself and finding the right verbiage! I know that so many can relate and appreciate your transparency! I applaud you! I can definitely see you speaking at various high schools and colleges. You could get in touch with administration and see if you would be able to schedule speaking engagements/lectures. There is a budget put in place for this and you can travel across the country doing so, but of course that would only be if it is something that would interest you. Your intellect, knowledge and experiences can be very motivating to others. SIDEBAR: I follow a van lifer/traveler named Antoinette Yvonne and you two look like you could literally be brother and sister! Take care and be safe! Your purpose awaits you!

[@MoreThanMan1]

Thanks for being vulnerable, Jordan. Love your uploads ❤

[@nba6151]

peace and prosperity

[@jaydeegreat88]

Jordan Gratitude🙌🏽

[@gwenjones8935]

Blessings to you……you seem to be a smart young man!!!❤🙏🏽

[@lightingartjudo]

Go settle somewhere man start to get deeper in your spiritually ground your self and ascend

[@jumpylion2580]

Remember bro you give the world meaning that shows your purpose is only yours to choose.

[@zephire6943]

A great book I would recommend because it helped me a lot was "Wishcraft: How to get what you really want" by Barbara Sher. The entire first part of the book is about learning to know yourself better and figuring out what what direction to focus yourself in at the current moment . Really good video and interesting perspective about purpose.

[@marken2587]

Do what you loved to do, as a kid. That should make you feel a lot better, which in turn will give you more clarity on the direction you should be headed.

[@nathancarr1735]

This is my favorite video so far. I like how real you are in this video and I can relate to you a lot.

[@ManWitGame]

I love this guy I see my self in him he has lost all cares about social validation I love you Green 💚 At first I thought you were tryna be homeless for views now I understand you on a spiritual level most cannot understand they looks at us crazy for risks and pressure This man is a man trust believe him 💯❤️ king Look into joining the army navy air force or military bro it is a who different world without the dependence of social media or internet They will provide you with free food freee gym freee training free accommodation free chance to learn new skills that can garantee stable income just for safety please atleast consider this bro and guess what you won’t be going because you want more money you’ll goo too open your mind up to a whole different perspective

[@SZN]

💫.

[@VanityFey]

I’ve been watching your videos since deciding I want to take the leap and finally move to LA. I’m inspired by your journey! You’re doing the inner work that’s necessary to discover your purpose. As you said, staying present is all you can do. You’ll connect naturally to what you feel is your purpose, and honestly it looks to me you’re living in that very purpose, to inspire and encourage others as your authentic self. That can look like many different things. The start of your journey is raw and admirable, keep going 💪🏽 💯 🙏🏽 P.s. hmu if u need a roomie out there 👀 😅 ✨

[@sandmanlopez9920]

What’s ya ig

[@VanityFey]

@@sandmanlopez9920 @aurora.june

[@FindingFemi23]

Kings Life is a Journey plus not a destination, if it was then it would be boring. Life would be as pointless as chasing women lol.. start from having a positive attitude of gratitude, love in the moment and learn to enjoy the ride of life. So whatever you’re going thru in life just know you’re not alone.. just take it easy on yourself, love yourself before anybody else cause soon those stressful things will pass just like everything else did in your life. Think about it.. you’re still alive ! But this year 2023 choose to live instead of survive Learn from your Favorite Successful Ppl but continue to be yourself Unapologetically. At the end of the day , Nobody can stop the blessings GOD has For U, Keep Going 💯🏁🏃🏻

[@skizzler1232]

Bryce Wilson of you're reading this. Tell Jordan to label himself as simply a creator that way it doesn't "Limit" him or himder him or give him anxiety. And this could mean a plethora of things

[@nathancarr1735]

Bro I don’t know your full circumstances but since you’re living in your car I can only assume you have very limited interaction with people you know and love. If you’re alone to much that can really fuck with your head. Speaking from experience, you should go see your family.

[@ucanimation5310]

Stay strong bro

[@DarenRipp]

I have been following you for a very long time and this by far was one of your best videos deep just be patient bro there is plan unfolding for you and all of us you got this so many gems dropped in this video much love we built different 🙏💪

[@ladybird491]

If you are going to shade writing be sure to turn down the royalty check. Loving to write is not enough, and you know darn well you would be going hard on it like KZbin if you was able to get a check monthly for it. You can make great money writing you just may not be skilled and educated and willing to put the work in. I am a writing teacher and got success in it. Writing for a living is not a hustle if you really love doing, you don't really love it enough, just keep it real.

[@mike817fw]

Jordan maybe you should build out your car to make it a little more like a home find simple inexpensive ways to design your car also keep the videos coming

[@Bear.nzo07]

Do an aptitude/personality test to guide you as to which career field is for whether more artistic or corporate. I did that in 2019 today I’m two years away from finishing my law degree it helped me.

[@deee7087]

You hate to see it. Don't stress about what you NEED to do. Just do what you WANT to do and everything will fall into place. Im in southern California area and feeling similar so we can get together if you need to. Stay up bro. P.S. Start up that clothing line - U❤️2C it

[@Franciscoagoat]

God always has a plan for you . Just keep moving forward. In the Bible it says . Trust in the lord

[@javianjohnson8746]

8:49 so many of us relate to this specific sentence right now.

[@Ryanthemvp]

Thank you jordan For being an inspiration you inspired me to start my own videos 💪🏽 helped me get on my shit

[@april1st183]

Gotta run, but bookmarking where I left off for when I come back: 4:18

[@aaronaustrie]

There are times I feel that way too 🤦🏾‍♂️

[@jpain97_]

Go to trade school instead of college then. You’ll be working a good job and you can still make KZbin videos

[@DeloiseJonesXES51]

Keeping you in my prayer , maybe if you get a part-time job it will give you something to look forward to each day & keep your mind occupied.

[@OfficialMotivatewave]

Worry about yourself first in then you can focus on us more you still make awesome videos.

[@gabe2045]

Love these vents! 🔥🔥🔥

[@davidvasconcellos6858]

Keep the spirited vibes!!!

[@MayanBrian]

Why not travel around LA? That sounds dope

[@Franciscoagoat]

Stay up bro . KZbinrs like you inspire me ❤ makes me want to change my content too

[@CarsonStonecipher]

Thanks for this video. Helps a lot of us ❤

[@Almighty_rage777]

I feel like Jordan is the only person that can post his type of content because if it was anybody else it would be boring. 😂 💯

[@angelamoore1702]

He is a very smart man

[@LoganCruz5021]

I think you should explore the world, you could go anywhere right now!

[@milehigh3093]

I'm enjoying my final hours

[@TheRealestTiller]

What do you mean by that?

[@zaynesinclair3394]

Yeah bro wdym

[@AllAloneFighting]

Don’t go out like that man we better than that

[@deandrerodriguez2538]

Jordan come to New Antioch COGIC !!! KZbin us where in Los Angeles … be my guess …

[@ai11eleven]

I truly wanna be apart your army jordan. Once I leave the service I am joining you if you accept.

[@aznbourgeois]

I hear you loud and clear... when on the road all day everyday it leaves a lot of time for thoughts... I wouldn't second guess myself at this point since it appears you're on a good track. Also why do you not hv unlimited data for your mobile phone at this day in age??? Best of luck ... following you!

[@relentlessmenaceee]

Go to San Diego bro, it’s a lot better than LA.

[@radu7189]

Practically you put your name and time leaving school oportunity but you feel youtube is not paying or guaranteeing your investment in this platform Dedicating your time and choosing to put everything out there should be rewarded more by youtube. If they do not offer you a good payment you should choose going back in university and think more of your future. You are smart and you have your life in front