I've Failed

[@LuchokGik]

My favorite phrase from Yoongi is “I think you must have had tremendous courage. Giving something up decisively takes lots of courage. And you worked hard. Fighting.” I wish you the best! I prefer to think that all changes are made for the better in a person's life. I hope you will find comfort and strength. Thank you for being with us for such a long time. Take care of yourself. You deserve all the love and all the happiness in the world.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Its definitely hard. Thank you so much. I will take care of myself and push forward!!

[@Slytherinqueen666]

Oh my God Mike I am so sorry I knew you were struggling and I can't believe that it's gotten to this point. But please don't believe that you have failed. You have done so much. I will definitely be waiting for when you return.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much as always!! you are awesome!

[@sayummmm]

Please take the time for yourself, will be here when you get back or to support your next endeavour!

[@keehosconditioner]

i hope you get back on your feet soon, you can take all the time you need, plus us fans will gladly wait :)

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you!

[@keehosconditioner]

@@ALovelyPenguin you’re so welcome dude. genuinely love ur content and just wanted to let you know that we will wait for you

[@janerogers8201]

Please take your time; we’ll be here waiting🤗

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you!

[@Azurexmist]

This broke my heart, please don't be sorry. Life is hard sometimes, just know that there are people who are supporting and will be awaiting your return. All the best, I hope things look up for you very soon

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much! I will try to be less hard on myself!

[@sylvielebrun1733]

It’s not you Mike, definitely not you. I just looked at your playlist and discovered a lot of reactions you did of my favorite groups didn’t get to my feed. Every time you show up I click on it right away because this lovely penguin always makes me feel good. I love your format as well, how you get very detailed and add in your set design knowledge. Things may seem hopeless right now, like you failed, but it’s not, it’s life guiding you to a better future. I believe in you, you’re a good person Mike, happiness awaits you. Fighting 💪🏻

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I really am glad you liked the videos! I would worry sometimes I was sharing too much LOL but hey as long as someone learned something from my craft! But seriously thank you for these very kind words!!

[@Karin_Aquatica]

If a door closes take the window! Making this video and showing your emotions is a sign of strength. You will have the strength to walk a new path in your life. I truly believe that things happen for a reason and for a better. ❤

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I think you are right! this is going to be for the good!!

[@crparra20]

So sorry to hear. Don’t be sorry. Take the time for yourself, I’m sure we all understand. You did something you loved and that’s not a fail.I believe there’re positive inner workings behind the scenes and you’ll come back and slay.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much!! I will be back!

[@christinareyna999]

You are awesome. You are not any less a person because you have to make a tough and hard decision. Just know that I am rooting for your happiness and success in the future. Failure is nothing but a word. It does not define a person or their struggles. I hope you know that you are appreciated for all the smiles you have given to others through you channel and that at least this many people are rooting for you. Much love!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much! I will keep those smiles coming, just in a new way!!

[@Eborden1123]

I hate to hear this, Mike! I've enjoyed your videos, and you will be missed. I hate to see you so sad. I'm not very outgoing, so I rarely post in comments, so I feel like i played a part in your videos not getting pushed. I'm sorry. You are awesome. You are amazing. And I don't believe this is the end for you. Hope to see you back with a new chapter. Love you, Mike!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Hey thank you! I am just glad you enjoyed, don't worry about the push! I will be back!

[@jpopspeed1]

Tough times don’t last, tough people do. It may suck now but it’ll get better. Remember when one door closes another one will open eventually. Hope u get the opportunity to teach in Korea!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! You are right!!

[@raevan2125]

Hey, there's no time limit on dreams, nor is there any rule saying a dream can't change. Sometimes we have to have these struggles to find our true calling. I was in my mid 30's when I had to start all over. I felt like a failure. I was scared. But because I had to change my life, I found where I needed to be. As a mom of young men around your age who are also struggling, let me tell you your Mom will be happy to have you home, and sometimes going home gives you the reset you need. Also, I live in CA and it's HARD here. Don't be sorry, be sad that it didn't work, but take some time and see where life takes you. Sadly, I don't get to ever catch livestreams, and I don't comment much, but I have always enjoyed your videos and you. You are very loved, and your light is needed in this world. Keep on fighting and I will send all my hugs and love along with you. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much! It’s a very good reminder that I really needed. There’s a lot of work ahead but we will find the right fit!

[@saundraschoenhardt-xl5xw]

😭😭😭😭😭 Not your fault! Please take care. I'm staying subbed for when you come back. Sending good luck thoughts your way, and sincerely hoping everything comes together for you.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much!! It will be an epic comeback!!

[@saundraschoenhardt-xl5xw]

Yes it will be 😊

[@schafferable]

Mike, relax you are loved. Now is time to pray... and recover. I have been where you are right now. I returned home to live with my mother... there is a reason. It may seem bad but there is a reason. There is a time for everything. Relax, rest, cry it out for sure, and love yourself. I love that you will go to Korea. I had to quit what I love and started a new path but grew big time. I love you man, you have been there for me through some hard times. Thank you.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! Seriously!!

[@tammarabg8174]

Mike. A big hug to you. You work hard. You have a big heart. You have made the people here smile and laugh. You have made people feel welcomed and accepted. Do not belittle those gifts. My daughter who was then 34, moved back in with me over a year ago. Her life was upended, and she had tried for over a year to sort things out. She sought counseling. She found a job, but it did not pay a living wage. (I am glad you have a safe place to land.) She started a new job last month in a field she loves--not the job she wants, but her foot is in the door. I am telling you this, because I know how much this hurts. I think you are amazing for just getting up each day, especially on the days you really do not want to. Take in all the love that I see in the comments. It's okay to make a step back.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you!

[@drepdrained]

came back to your channel remembering to send you a song to listen to but found this, i hope your students abroad love whatever you have them listen to

[@ALovelyPenguin]

I'll still listen to the song! just not gunna make a video 🥲

[@drepdrained]

@@ALovelyPenguin ah i completely forgot to leave it here, “Terrible Thought” by Poe, please enjoy ❤️

[@mccallumha1]

I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. Taking some time is a good idea - this will pass. Take care of yourself, Mike. You will be missed here.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

I will thank you!

[@debhouckscraftycottage]

Take care of Yourself. That's the most important thing. It's a shame they strike the good guys/gals doing reactions. Sending hugs from a Grandma in PA! That would be cool if you can eventually teach English in Korea. Please, please hang in there! If it's any consolation, my son is in his 30's and living at home here also. It's just too expensive to live on your own here anymore!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I will take care of me! I appreciate you!

[@Leah_Australia]

Oh Mike 😢....my heart is aching for you. We know how much you have put into this journey and we have all loved the ride. I'm so very sorry that it hasn't worked out for you. But you know what, have a break, recharge your internal battery and come back bigger and stronger next year. If you ever need a chat, please reach out to me. You know I'm always here for you. Sending massive Aussie_Black_Rose hugs your way 🥀💛

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you Leah! We will stay in touch!

[@avamccurley5290]

So sorry. KZbin truly is shooting themselves in the foot. So many are having to quit or are being demonitized. I love your videos. Good wishes to you, who knows what good things may be in the future. It really sounds like your plans to live abroad may be the best thing ever. If I was a young woman, it would be on my list of things to do. I won't forget you.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much!!

[@joyeful6545]

Awww...I'm so sad to hear about this! I loved watching your BTS reactions! Don't be too hard on yourself! It's tough for content creators these days! Take care of yourself and good luck to you! I'll be waiting for your return! Fighting!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you!! I will try my best!!

[@eivez]

Sorry to hear this Mike. You are one of my favorite reaction channels. I appreciated your personal insight to videos, and you have my type of humor. Thank you for all the hard work you've but into entertaining us. Take care of yourself, and I hope you find what you are looking for.

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much!!

[@jolippert397]

Mike...you are fine...I like your new "plan"...time to shift gears...go for it!!❤❤❤ 😊

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I will!!

[@Raynstor.m]

Mike you have not failed. This is just a small bump in the road. YT is having issues right now and automatically striking accounts. A lot of people are getting strikes against them even personal content. After a few weeks they are being removed. Please Mike don’t give up. We love your content. Keep pushing through. I have faith in you. *Virtual hugs*

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I’ll keep pushing forward, just a new direction

[@tomshoney1114]

I, for one, will be waiting for you to come back. A Lovely Penguin will stay in my consciousness for a long time, and I'll be sure to watch out for you when you come back. Best of luck with your next chapter, this is not a goodbye but a "see you again soon" 💜

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I will absolutely be back one way or another! (I'm addicted lol) Lets hope its from Korea!! My dad always says "Bye for now"!

[@tomshoney1114]

@@ALovelyPenguin💜💜💜 And then from Korea next year, you can be reacting to BTS reuniting after military discharge. You'll be our eyes and ears on the ground! You'll be RIGHT THERE! Wouldn't that be exciting? Rooting for you. It will all work out, you'll see 💜💜💜

[@ALovelyPenguin]

@@tomshoney1114 HAhahaha yes!! now that's the real goal!

[@GrayRainCurtain]

Only half way through, but I just wanted to say thank you for all the smiles, laughs, & sometimes tears over the years. I'm gonna miss you a lot and I hope life gets easier for you soon. But please don't apologize, all you can do is all you can do, & you have take care of you first 💜💜💜

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you! I will!

[@madisonstephens45]

Take care of yourself and I be here waiting for you and I love always ❤

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much!

[@elisancon]

Hey, Mike. I saw some of your videos a long time ago, but I rarely subscribe to channels anymore, tbh. I don't know what happened that I stopped seeing your thumbnails at one point... KZbin can suck a lot sometimes. But I got recommended your Seventeen Killing Voice video today (you've probably noticed the views), so their shadowban can eat sh*t, honestly. The same way I don't sub, I tend to remember certain names, so I came back to see what you were up to. I'm sorry I didn't join back then and that you'll be gone from youtube, but I hope you take good care of yourself and find what you're looking for. I wish I could help, but I'm in a bad financial situation myself. I'm around your age and cost of living in my country is also through the roof. My mom is my housemate too, so if you failed, hey - we're on the same boat. There's gotta be a solution, so let's keep going. Hope to see your new videos from Korea! I'll sub to see your comeback in the future. Fighting! Good luck!

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Hey!! I am glad you were able to find me again! Honestly This is the third time I have gotten a strike so most of last year I was Shadow banned... so make sense you weren't seeing my videos. Also I totally understand not subbing, I do it to sometime! Mainly just forget to do it each time I watch a video from someone I like. Regardless Thank you relating to me, It is nice to feel the camaraderie but I also wish it wasnt the case for you or me LOL. I am feeling a lot better about where I am right now and feeling good about the future too. So I will definitely be back with more and new content in roughly a year (hopefully as long as the selection process and all that goes well the first time hahaha)

[@n2sunset]

I’m sorry this is happening to you. Every day another creator, even really large channels, are fighting unfair practices from KZbin. Tilting at windmills is exhausting… take care

[@ALovelyPenguin]

thank you! On to the next big move!

[@ToiletRaccoon]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@nolonolo5262]

its not a goodbye..its a see you later..I dm you on discord my friend

[@ALovelyPenguin]

My dad always say "Bye for now"

[@alexanderdantonio8999]

Life closes one door and opens another. Dont feel bad about moving back with your mom, its great to have that kind of support. Not everyone has that. You didnt fail bro. You chased your dream and took a shot. Thats more than what most people can claim. Ive seen other QUALITY channels never get that boost and they dropped out. Its insane how much time and effort is required to put out good content, and it suxx to never get the roi. You're an amazing person with great presence, and no one has a better personality. I'll really miss seeing you. If you end up in trying for a teaching job in korea, show them your channel...i think itll score points. Thanks for being part of my world for a time. Wishing you the very best...MO FIGHTING!!! 👏👏👏👏🤟🫡

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much! I love seeing your name pop up in my notifications!! Seriously you have been such an awesome support! I WILL get to Korea, and I WILL start filming again! I promise!!

[@leahwarburton]

We will miss🫂 you Mike, but you need to do what is right for you. I know it is hard, but I hope - no, I believe - that there are even better things ahead for you. I wish you all the best, and hope you find the happiness you deserve. And, when time brings you back to us, we will be here to share in your tales of your trials and tribulations, your triumphs and joy. All the best Mike. And know this is not an end, but rather the beginning of an exciting new journey. Good look on your new path🤗. Borahae💜🫂. Apobangpo💜🫂

[@ALovelyPenguin]

Thank you so much Leah! I think you are right!! Let’s see what happens!