I've Not Been Happy // USA 2022 Roadtrip 🇺🇸

[@geofftech2]

This is the appreciation thread for REM's "Automatic For The People" - one of the finest albums of all time ...

[@TanVasinTrains]

The re do of the underground USA?

[@grievousarmy4061]

Nightswimming deserves a quiet night, and you deserve a quiet holiday. Enjoy the summer, Geoff.

[@satyris410]

See you in heaven in you make the list. Andy, are you goofing on Elvis, "hey baby". Are we losing touch?

[@magicknight8412]

yep, top album. listened to it loads at the time

[@LisaSargent03]

The best album, ever!

[@mlies37]

Geoff, on behalf of the entire internet: we love you

[@Gary0557]

I second that .

[@bkjimena11]

💯

[@andrewniles9479]

This

[@tm3xyz]

Well said.

[@TheUluxian]

I'm on board with that! 😘😘

[@davidstockwell7874]

A few years ago I was on the verge of taking my own life. Then I found secrets of the underground and the least used stations series. I watched every single one. They made me learn and they made me smile. Then I saw Geoff do some parkruns and lo and behold I started doing those. His videos changed my life and made me smile again. Geoff I cannot thank you enough for all you have done and I love you, your videos and I hope you keep going and always remember how much you matter!!

[@wardsdotnet]

Oh David this is so sweet to hear. I hope Geoff reads your comment. And it is wonderful that you found a way through your crisis and you are still here too.

[@FozzQuaker]

From one David to another, I understand wher your coming from, I have tried to take my own life many times, nearly succeeded when in 1998 when I was 15, then through my 20's I picked up an addiction to opiates due to a car crash, and as of right now, im battling addiction and fragile mental health, when I am feeling down, I can stick a Secrets Of...video on, a Least Used video, or just about anything Geoff puts out and I can get lost in Geoffs videos... Geoff and a couple of other youtube content creators got me through Lockdown, which was the last time I seriously considered taking my own life. Were still here dude, we made it, take something from that...Take care my friend

[@wardsdotnet]

Mista Fozz, sounds like you've had a really rough time and I'm glad you're still here too. ❤️

[@FozzQuaker]

@@wardsdotnet Thank you Bill, that means a lot 🙏

[@mr-dan-coleman]

On the opening morning of the Elizabeth Line. The crowd at Abbey Wood, waiting to get in, suddenly all got very very excited. Why? Geoff Marshall had just turned up. The happiness you brought with your presence made the day for so many people. Everywhere you went, there was a sizeable entourage of fans trying to be a small part of what you do so well. What struck me was how young your crowd was. It sounds cliché but to them, you are an icon. No matter how rough things get, never forget that you have done truly wonderful and inspiring things for a LOT of people. I can't wait to see what wonders are in store next. Thank you, Geoff.

[@harrysingh6577]

Well said!

[@geofftech2]

thanks Dan, that was a MAD day, yes! the best of 2022 so far, kind words. thanks.

[@daispy101]

It's okay not to be okay, Geoff. Seriously, you've helped so many of us get through lockdowns, and all the turbulence on this rollercoaster of existence these last few years. You don't owe us anything, - we are in your debt. So if you need to take a break, recharge, to reboot, take a black dog for a walk or to a trainer, you take care of yourself and we will be here when you get back.

[@wardsdotnet]

Well said

[@elbapo7]

Just to also add: it's also OK just to be OK. It's a nordic thing, I am told. And it's about how sometimes the striving for excellence makes us all unhappy. I dunno if this is what the issue is at all. But, you know. I think this channel is excellent. And I think you are an OK guy. So there

[@satyris410]

Never clicked on a video so quickly. I'm happy that you feel confident enough to talk about the things you're going through. Obviously there are no easy answers to the questions you raise, but it's a positive that you are able to put into words your concerns and anxieties, and brave that you're doing it in front of an audience! I think I speak for us all when I wish you all the best now, and in the future. Mind the gap.

[@geofftech2]

Thank you. 👍❤️

[@annakissed3226]

@@geofftech2 thing is I have no idea what your actually going through other than it's clearly very painful. But the video is extraordinary, your an amazing movie maker, utterly utterly stunning

[@TheMusicalElitist]

@@annakissed3226 Seconded.

[@grendel_nz]

👍🏻 I worked out a while ago that I have to move on every ~7 years-I get bored in one place. Change points are hard. But it's great to find new places, do new things meeting new ppl. Keep walking thru the open doors :) keep searching for the open doors :)

[@adrianheckford7205]

This ^

[@mouselovinlady]

I can’t be the only person who finds themself coming back to this video again and again. I think it’s my favourite thing on KZbin.

[@geofftech2]

ah, you're very kind - thank you. it's one one of my own personal favourites too and i sometimes watch it back myself!

[@LeeAvison]

Sharing thoughts and chillin to REM , Life is beautiful whatever it throws at you 🙏🙏❤❤

[@warrentimothy2276]

I saw Geoff walk through Guildford railway station about 4 or 5 months ago late at night. I was working at the time, and wanted to say hello. However, I could see he didn't look himself. So I carried on with what I was doing, hoping he was alright. Geoff, I love your channel, and know you make a lot of people smile with your content. Keep it up, and I hope the road ahead is much happier for you.

[@geofftech2]

Sunday April 24th? yes I remember …. Late night train back into London. That was a day and a half. Much love, Warren. And thank you. ❤️👍

[@MianCowell]

Kudos to you Warren for doing the right thing.

[@ScenesThroughTravels]

@@geofftech2 I keep watching back and i keep thinking yes , I was feeling like this too just before the c19 hit . Geoff You are fantastic ,, Keep the strength 💕💕💕💕💕💕❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@TheOracle65]

Oh man, when you said “don’t make me go home”, that hit hard. I’ve been there Geoff, on travels to the places that take me away from things that hurt or make me unhappy. But it gets better, you learn so much about how you feel, the things that must be and what needs to change to make life good again. Your road trip looked, despite the cathartic elements of revisiting places, truly epic and renewing. You have a natural ability to engage and educate people in whatever you do - trains, cars, landscapes, coffee shops, you name it. Whatever you do, we will be there in real life and on the internet. Call anytime, we will pick up.

[@ThomasMaufer]

I'm glad you found peace and awe in America. It's full of lots of both. I'm moving to London next month and if I ever run into you I'll buy you a pint or a cuppa...your choice.

[@RoadCone411]

Well said, Mr. Milne.

[@cece5203]

@@ThomasMauferhey did you end up meeting him? How’s London! :)

[@jtsholtod.79]

Your impact is so much broader than this channel. You've given a voice to the unseen, a smile to the unappreciated, a laugh to the downtrodden, a comfort to the restless, a fire to the activists and a unique energy to everyone. We all support what you have been, what you are now, and what you will become next. Sincerely, thank you.

[@TheNails3]

What a lovely comment and so true. Geoff, your lockdown livestreams gave so much comfort to so many people, and I got my mum (who's in her 70s) on board watching them and she still thinks back fondly on them and we sing the Match the Moquette themetune :D

[@sandraisaacs9931]

Well said Jonathan.

[@HelvellynMusic]

Beautiful words man, so true ❤

[@screen9912]

Hey Geoff, this video came out at the perfect time for me. I’m currently in Yosemite alone, towards the end of a California road trip after having driven 5 hours from San Francisco. I’m only 22, and this is my first time outside of Europe. I had planned this whole US road trip with my partner, but we broke up just a few weeks ago leaving me wondering and worrying whether I should still go alone. In the end I convinced myself to still do the trip, and try to enjoy doing it solo. Exactly as you said, the most breathtaking experiences are the sunsets. I just came back from a walk in the middle of the forest while staring at the sunset and pondering life’s biggest questions. There is something so liberating and comforting about a sunset when you’re alone. Thank you so much for being so open, and making me (and everyone else I’m sure) feel so comforted and understood. Watching someone else do the exact same thing has made me feel so connected, even though I’m doing this road trip alone. While I’m making these memories for the first time, I’m sure I’ll be back and can revisit the same places in the future. Please keep up the great content, and know that we’re here through all the ups and downs, in exactly the same way as you are always here for us through our own ups and downs.

[@bleskie]

We love you, Geoff, and we are so glad you took time for yourself to heal and grow. We all need that.

[@robertwiddasart6947]

Having gone through a divorce and house sale seven years ago I can fully understand what you are going through , even now I still suffer hiccup days , keep smiling Geoff and making videos for us all to enjoy x

[@rachelwalker7091]

I feel I need to say something but don’t know what to say. This was an emotional and amazing video. I have saved it to watch again and I’ve never done that before. We love you Geoff.

[@geofftech2]

Thank you Rachel. 👍❤️

[@elmolampen6556]

I totally agree, Rachel. Not typical for me to comment on KZbin. This time, I just couldn't be not writing anything. Thank you, Geoff - we like you're content a lot.

[@wardsdotnet]

This video, more than I think anything else I've ever watched on KZbin, is art. Just straight up art. I've never seen a vlog that was so meaningful. Good job. And I can't wait for the next one.

[@gillsed5941]

Dear Geoff, many of us haven't been happy in the last 2 years. Your videos helped me survive lockdown in the UK, you are a legend and you just made me properly cry just now. All I can send is thanks and support.

[@danwebb2738]

I remember back in 2019 I was having a very tough time after coming out of a relationship, I was on my way to college here in Cork, Ireland and I bumped into you shooting for an episode of All The Stations Ireland. That was one of the happiest days I've had in years because you took the time to talk to me, I love everything you do Geoff, your videos, the personality you inject into them and of course the trains! Your videos helped me to get through that and through the past two years as well. You're not alone Geoff and I can't wait to see what you do next! ❤

[@daddyov2]

Dude I don't even like trains, but I watch all your videos cos you're just a positive presence. Anything presented fun and well is good, regardless of topic. I consider you alongside CGP in the "I'll watch a video by this guy about something I don't even care about" Keep on keeping on, my dude

[@geofftech2]

well that's some accolate (CGP is legendary!), so thank you.

[@RoadCone411]

How do you not like trains?? Just kidding...great comment. Anybody who watches any of his videos knows HE is the reason to watch, not the trains. (I happen to like the subject matter too.)

[@wardsdotnet]

I can understand if you don't like trains that maybe you might still enjoy watching his videos. What I don't understand is how you can watch his videos and not then like trains as a result!

[@vigilantcosmicpenguin8721]

I used to not care for trains, but I can't help but love them when Geoff is the one talking about them.

[@Boyracer2983]

This actually made me cry, Geoff we are all here for you like you've been here for all of us. You made my life so much better, when all I would do is the work/home routine like a repeating record. You gave me something to look forward to, you furnished us with videos and stories that would make us happy day after day. I'd look forward to seeing what the next new station and least used station is, what the new technology is, what the new moquette was and also how many steps a station had. You also made a difference to so many peoples lives, by including them in your videos, advocating for accessibility, and spreading information. Geoff, its so easy and also hard sometimes to look back, but remember, there wouldn't be a looking back without going forward. So please keep going forward and 'mind the gap'. Stay strong, Head held high, Knowing you made a difference. Love from all of us mate. ❤❤☮☮✌✌

[@geofftech2]

thanks Richard, humbly appreciate your kind comment. i might have to make more videos like this !!

[@sephmne3645]

Today at work I had a mental breakdown due to some of the traumas I have experienced in the last few years. I cried in front of my manager and I felt very ashamed and vulnerable. This video came at the perfect time. I think I need to do a trip like this. Thank you.

[@satyris410]

I hope your manager is supportive and work helps you to get the assistance you need

[@stephendavies923]

I hope you get the help and support you require and that you get the break you deserve.

[@kchorst5037]

Peace to you. You matter.

[@thomascook578]

I hope you can get help and support you needand your manager helps. Look.after yourself

[@frankiewilde7791]

Take care Sephmne, hope your manager is able to support you going forward. I had the same thing happen a few months after being stressed out so much my depression came back and I broke down in front of my manager. Looking back, I'm glad it happened. Its good to let it out.

[@IndigoEagle78]

Geoff, I don’t know if you remember but we met a few months ago at spoons in Hammersmith. I was sitting with my friends quite anxious to talk to to you. You came over and chatted and took a picture with me. You were really nice and that memory will stick with me for a very long time. I’m sorry to hear you’ve not been feeling so great but I need you to know that you have made a really positive impact on so many people, we really appreciate it. Looking forward hopefully to many more journeys!

[@geofftech2]

of course i rememeber Keanu! *hello* thank you for the kind comment, it's appreicated. take care mate.

[@IndigoEagle78]

@@geofftech2 Ah great! No problem mate 👍

[@GDanzig777]

I’ve Not been Happy myself, and I cried at the end. Haven’t cried in years. I wish you all the best for the future. Thank you for who you are, never ever change.

[@kchorst5037]

same

[@DanielsPolitics1]

Also same

[@engineeringvision9507]

Take some time to relax without any distractions ☺

[@JonoTravels]

Watching this has bought me to tears. I’m going through turmoil myself and knowing I’m not alone really helps. I can see how I feel etched on your face. It’s OK not to be OK.

[@daveb5206]

Never thought I'd shed a tear at a transport video, but man this hit me in the feels. I've been on a horrendous run of luck over the last couple of years, culminating last month in me losing my job. As well as the worries of paying the bills and putting food on the table, the last 5 years of memories making some very close friends, taking part in activities I never thought I would and enjoying life in a town where I knew no one felt like they'd been taken from me, and the whole thing did drive me close to suicide. Thankfully talking everything through with said close friends, and time in itself, has healed things somewhat, and then comes along this video. Eye-opener doesn't begin to describe how I feel watching it, and absolutely convinces me that, for me, the best way forward is indeed to make new memories, but with those that have made past memories so special. Thank you, Geoff, this video couldn't have come at a more opportune time!

[@tlantis]

Hope you make good new memories, Dave

[@tomheadington4762]

A masterpiece is how I'd describe this video. Remember Geoff we're all here for you

[@RolfStones]

I absolutely agree. I've seen minidocs at the International Documentary Festival Amsterdam that weren't as good as this one. The personal story, the scenery, the contrast with life in a massive city like London. The emotion. A true masterpiece indeed.

[@Spokes-Woman]

I've never messaged a stranger off the Internet before, but I just wanted to say I hope you are ok. Your video made me sad today and your videos usually make me so happy, so I just stopped by to send you a happy thought. It will get better x

[@tombradford4501]

Don’t think I’ve ever commented on a video but have been a long time watcher. Your videos have helped me through some pretty dark times. You’re not alone!

[@geofftech2]

thank you Tom, so kind. thank you.

[@richhudson5652]

Never, ever underestimate the help and comfort your videos give people. Best wishes.

[@hmgkt]

It takes a very brave person to go to Swanley, let alone leave their valuable equipment on the platform floor. I used to work there for 10 years and it gives me chills thinking about it. Nonetheless wonderful video. You will be more resilient for what you have gone through.

[@camerastooge]

Geoff, thank you so much for being vulnerable like this. I think a lot of people (myself included) needed to see/hear/feel it.

[@raremediumdonewell]

Every now and then I go back to this video, enjoy the views, listen to you, and reflect on everything. This is not only (kind of) therapy for you, it's also therapy for me, and likely for a lot of people watching this. Thank you for uploading this, and I hope you're in a better place now.

[@Vampire.Vegan.]

Absolutely stunning film, Geoff. Really glad that you've spoken about how you've been feeling. Hopefully this will help others do the same. Your KZbin family love you.

[@MargaretUK]

I have only very recently discovered your channels Geoff, and I have watched quite a few of your videos now, but this one speaks to me more than any other KZbin video that I have watched by anyone. Not only watching the video, but reading some of the comments too, has been very moving. I can relate to much of what has been said. Time is a one way track, some bits are rougher than others, but there will always be smoother parts to come. I wish you all the best Geoff.

[@markpateman4]

Brilliant Geoff. Thanks for reminding us that it’s OK to NOT be OK. It’s not living if there is not pain. I straddle the US/UK worlds as a dual citizen and often feel a part of neither. Thank you for being authentic and showing that simple things like a sunset in Kansas and a bench in London can be beautiful and life affirming. None of us make it out of here alive, and we are all in this together.

[@Delibird444]

I am the same way. Moved to London from Virginia in 2019. Completely different world and I'm still a bit new at it, but it just constantly feels like part of you is split in half. There's your whole "previous life" where for me I lived 24 years in slow, rural, mountainous America with family and good memories. Then there's the "new life" in the big city which is metropolitan and independent and exciting with new places and faces. But I don't know if it ever stops feeling like these lives are fighting for a place inside you. Maybe it would help to stop and watch the sunset. 🌇

[@merrymermaid]

@@Delibird444 can recommend watching the sunset on primrose hill! can also recommend coming out to more rural places. might make you feel more at home, but still experiencing something new. the cotswolds and cornwall are my neck of the woods so i can only highly recommend, but anywhere rural will be lovely

[@scoottyscott7845]

Well, I'll be honest I was not expecting how raw this was. It was an emotional roller-coaster as we all have our struggles to hear how you put it was so beautiful, keep going Geoff, stay strong 💪 ❤

[@Rorschach.]

What's evident in all your videos is that you have a considerable group of friends, who are all good people. This reflects on who you are. As a wise man once said "We were always hoping that, looking back, you could always rely... on a friend." Thanks Geoff.

[@simonf8370]

Wow, what an emotional video. Really is a lump in my throat. You work so hard to educate and entertain us, so I'm glad you felt comfortable opening up onto more of your personal side. We're all here to support you in any way we can and I hope that just all of us watching helps with making those new memories 😍

[@PokhrajRoy.]

“Should you relive the past or should you always crack on and make brand new fresh memories?” Food for thought indeed.

[@Yassakka07]

Dear Geoff, I am not sure I have ever commented on any KZbin video, but I felt the urge to do so here. Maybe because the drastic change of tone compared to all your other videos made it so special and personal and totally caught me off guard. I was really moved and close to tears when it ended - I never would have expected this from a video on this channel. I have never seen you look into the camera like you did here and I could even feel that there is a lot of stuff going on in your head. I can feel with you! Going on a trip, seeing something different often really helps clering your mind and making it possible to look ahead again. I am glad it seems to work for you, too. You don't know me, but I am one of the thousands of people just watching your videos and seem them brighten up our days. Having a look into all of these comments, I am delighted to "be part" of channel where there is not one single negative comment so far, but only reassuring, positive notes of strangers wanting you to feel better. I really hope that by reading all these comments you see that however you are feeling right now or for the last months, there will be brighter times coming. Experience tells all of us, that life goes on and there will always be happier times coming. Look forward to those, they will be coming. All the best!

[@MargaretUK]

Great comment 👍

[@8bitmaniac599]

Wow, interesting video. I sense it's probably more a cathartic video aimed somewhere else other than us viewers, and yet its appreciated. I guess we all assume where this video comes from given we've watched you for years, and understand that good memories can become tainted when something that seemed integral to them is removed. Geoff you're a great guy and the joy and fun you've shown through every video you've made Is clear and I'm sure it always will be. If I ever bump into you at a station I will deffo buy you a coffee or a tea.

[@quentinb4339]

Dear Geoff, When I had to leave the UK at the start of the pandemic, your videos cheared me up and helped me connect to the UK. I am deeply grateful to you for the help you provided. The energy you put in each of your video is something every member of your community thank you for. I sincerely hope you get better and make new and exciting memories. Take all the time and you need!

[@CashGenieGlobal]

Geoff, we've been thinking of you. Please keep making brilliant videos in your unique way

[@IowaTrainGay]

Oh... 😭 Geoff! You are so loved and appreciated! Take the time you need to heal and work through the tough times. We will be here for/supporting you through it all. Sending all the virtual hugs and positive vibes! Beautiful video. Beautiful message. Thank you for being vulnerable and brave and sharing it with us.

[@Curiousdriving]

Geoff, you are an absolute legend. Your videos kept me sane throughout the pandemic, and I look forward to watching them each time the thumbnail pops up on my feed. Thank you for everything that you do, your warmth and enthusiasm shine through in every video.

[@grendel_nz]

Totally agree. The quizzes etc and shared evenings thru lockdown were great for all the isolated or separated ppl joining together via the Internet. 👍🏻 sooo very glad pandemic wasn't 10 years before when internet and content wasn't so accessible. We are actually really lucky. No bombs falling here.

[@RMTransit]

Incredible and artistic video from my all time favorite KZbinr!

[@cameronallan5624]

I can guarantee every British train nerd and all the members of MTR Elizabeth Line (you are well known round there) are wishing you a fast recovery to the happy lively version of Geoff. We love you.

[@george_pearton_dop]

Geoff, your videos, in particular the All the Stations series got me through a really tough time of my life, as I was unemployed, suffering with depression and had anxiety. The videos you made and your enthusiasm for what you do made me want to watch every episode and inspired me to go out and see different parts of my country and even make plans to jump on the sleeper train to Corrour. If I ever see you roaming the stations I shall make sure to thank you in person for being a friendly face through dark times. Stay strong.

[@smdhomeworkhelp]

I saw this video pop up on my feed yesterday but as I have been busy this weekend I wanted to wait until I had half an hour to sit down and watch it in full on my TV. What a brilliantly produced min-documentary discussing some of the issues which we as human beings face on a daily basis. You are a hero Geoff and everyone is right behind you! If you need to take a break from making videos we understand, if you need to make more videos we understand. You are an inspiration to so many. Keep travelling!

[@rebeccahagin3313]

Geoff, I don’t know you personally (unfortunately), but what I feel you experiencing is grief. Grief isn’t just about the death of people. Sometimes, a lot of times, it is the death of situations, places, relationships, etc… The last few months I’ve been grieving the loss of my home for the past five years. I didn’t own it but I miss it and my view of a wall of old trees and the ocean. We gotta move on but sometimes it’s hard, and we are allowed to grieve. Love watching you, all the way from New Zealand 🇳🇿, where our train services get less and less. Thanks and much healing energy to you 🙂🙂🙂

[@MRTransportVideos]

When I had a mental breakdoiwn last year, my councillor said is was due to the "repressed grief" of not "mourning" the end of my marriage the previous summer - I had tried to effectively 'get on' with my life, without allowing myself the sadness associated with the end of a relationship - it's not easy, never is, so I understand Geoff's position.

[@wardsdotnet]

Well said. Grief takes many forms and can really ruin you for a while. But it does get better and it makes us who we are. Hugs.

[@bexxy629]

That last clip in the car, singing along to a song, just in the moment, no words can ever explain how this feel. Some of my happiest moments were in cars doing the exact same thing.

[@geofftech2]

it was a spontanous moment. Rudi was driving, then REM came on and the sun was going down and i realised Rudi was singing, so i grabbed my camera and just captured it - it was perfect. right?

[@GryphLane]

@@geofftech2 I listened to Automatic For The People today. Just because of that moment. What a beautiful album that is.

[@voodootrois]

10:20 When I was dating my ex, she was studying the Last Chance, CO tornado, and was stressed about it. That was a rough relationship and break-up. I appreciate that what had been a cause of turmoil for me was part of your journey seeking peace.

[@briangarrow448]

You are not alone, Geoff. We all have those stretches where we need to feel the wind off the mountains and the birds singing in the fields. Life is good.

[@TheMusicalElitist]

What a beautiful, heartfelt and, in some ways, cathartic film, Geoff. I hope you find the answers you're looking for. As someone who suffers from a mixture of Autism, ADHD, anxiety and depression, I try and take things one day at a time - especially when they get overwhelming. If you ever feel overwhelmed, take a step back, and just take it one step at a time. *Big hugs* You're a legend, my man - never EVER forget that. Take it easy xxx

[@airfoxtrot2006]

Nice video, best wishes to you Geoff and i hope you will be feeling happier soon. There is no shame in admitting not all is well, best thing we can do is always be kind to each other always.

[@jah2724]

Geoff, I’m sorry to find that you are going through a rough time. Your videos have always cheered me up (“oh good, Geoff’s got a new video, I can forget about everything for a few minutes…”), but it’s easy to forget that behind the bright, enthusiastic presentations there can be issues of your own. So often when someone asks us, how are you? We say “I’m fine, just fine”, even when we’re not. It’s helpful once in a while to admit that. Your fans are strangers to you (well…many of us are), but I hope that all these kind comments from strangers help a little. And, thank you for your channel.

[@geofftech2]

thank you Jah, that's exceedinly kind of you - thank you for your lovely comment.

[@raythomas4812]

Hi Geoff. A lot of thought and sharing went into that video - I was wondering where it was going to end up. Life is rubbish sometimes ( in 7 years I lost my mum, dad a sister ) but talking helps so, keep doing it - to anyone who will listen .

[@SSS92934]

Geoff you are the person who got me into trains even more. I have watched each if your secrets videos about 10 times.

[@victoriawakefield6747]

Don't know what to say really other than i really admire you for being so open, i love your channel and have watched for many years, hope you make some good memories going forward. x

[@Great_WesternTVFan]

I got betrayed by my very best friend just before the summer holidays ended. But seeing your videos just keeps me impressed and make me recover quickly. Its fine to not be fine. I give respect

[@matthewjachtorowycz2455]

Geoff, your videos have gotten me through some hard times. I know what it’s like to not be happy, and that’s ok. Your subscribers and viewers support you fully

[@martingallen]

Thank you Geoff for your honesty on mental health. It is so important to be honest to yourself so you can heal but you've been brave enough to tell the story. Thank you Geoff. Your videos bring so much joy to us all.

[@ausdemnorden]

Amazing video, Geoff. I agree, road trips are the best way to put yourself in the direction of healing. Well done.

[@davestarkie9977]

It's very easy to get drawn into a world of nostalgia and reminiscing when the world of today can be portrayed to be negative and one extreme to another. Inflation, climate, money, health, love, hate, living and death all can make the past seem more appealing than the future. I've been there and sometimes the mind can wonder in all directions and question your very existence. Your right when you say its OK to reminisce, but its also OK to look forward. Thanks for all your video and like many others i look forward to whatever your future journey (car or train) holds.

[@aritheory]

Oh Geoff. Thank you for sharing this incredibly personal time with us. You're not alone in this, and we love you!

[@kapuchinoification]

It's so easy watching perfectly polished and produced videos of things we love, made by our rolemodels, to forget that those rolemodels are real people, and have the same struggles and challenges in life as the rest of us. Thanks for sharing your story, I hope that doing so has helped slightly.

[@davejack82]

In 2006 I had the worst heartbreak of my life, I thought I’d lost my future. I decided to travel to Australia and spent 6 months in that amazing country. In 2017 I got married to my beautiful wife and in 2018 we travelled to Australia together on our honeymoon. It brought back so many memories of the heartbreak I’d suffered but it’s what lead me to the happiness I now feel. The future is ours to be written.

[@Aurora_Jobber19]

Every time I watch your videos, i have a smile on my face geoff ❤

[@benadams7388]

Your videos and adventures bring us joy and a little escapism. Whenever you’re feeling down just remember that you are not alone and their are thousands of people that you have made a difference too.

[@michaelsweeney6600]

Never normally comment on any of your post (all very good by the way Geoff :) ) . Mental health is so important nowadays, it impacts EVERYONE, no stereotypes, no judgement. This video will help so many people, you will never know the impact it will have on any people who will reach out. Thank you for all you do Geoff !

[@grumpylimey4539]

Moving from England to the US midwest, years later I still stand in awe of the spring storms rolling over and will stay outside watching until forced to retreat to the basement. It provides a great humility in life.

[@Anna_TravelsByRail]

What a beautiful and yet raw video. I hope you feel better soon! We’ve all have been through so much the past few years. The beauty about travel is that it makes us forget and helps us escape. And that it may help us towards recovery in some way. I hope the good memories may soon outweigh the bad ones.

[@sarasate89]

Geoff: I'm glad you got to clear your head and you are starting to heal from the past 2 years. The sunsets across the USA looked absolutely stunning, and I can completely understand why being there is such an amazing experience. Keep talking to your friends, find the fun and enjoyment where you can. I agree there's a fine balance between nostalgia and new experiences, too much of either can feel difficult. Your videos are for many of us a way we deal with our own mental health, I really hope you take comfort in that! Wishing you all the best.

[@geofftech2]

the wide open expansive space that the plains and mountains bring, are beyond awesome. thank you Sarah, thank you for commenting! :-)

[@matthewdillon1349]

We love you Geoff & please continue to talk and share your feelings. Your love for trains & videos make me smile.

[@HighWealder]

Have to admit that with increasing age I have developed a phobia of going back . When you find that even your ancestors gravestones are gone, maybe it's better to preserve your memories.

[@dazzacroz]

Chin up big guy . Whatever it’s is remember your not alone plenty of us have been there . Your an inspiration and have helped so many people including me . Came across your videos by chance one day years ago and decided to join the railway . Now I’m almost a year qualified as a driver and all I can is is wow did your videos help me complete that challenge

[@teds5047]

I am from the US, and your video made me appreciate the beauty we have here. I am in Minnesota and it is beautiful here. I will make it a point to watch the sunset tonight to soak it in the same way you were in this video. Thank you for the reminder

[@geofftech2]

your country is amazing Ted! so huge, so much space, so much beauty. Enjoy the sunset ... ;-)

[@vincentcalvelli6452]

Geoff as a member of your global audience I want to express my gratitude to you for all your brilliant work. I know from personal experience as we navigate through life there are hard patches to navigate, you are not alone my friend, as we your viewers all love and appreciate you.

[@Joel-st5uw]

Wow. I wasn't prepared for the emotion in this video. I don't know what you've been through, but I genuinely hope that you (and/if anyone else involved) are finding the peace and happiness that everyone deserves. This video was beautiful. Thank you for sharing.

[@maarsbarre]

A very brave and honest thing to do. Like many of your subscribers you have given me and my missus a lot of pleasure over the last few years, and it's been a tough time (and still is) for most of us. I am no stranger myself to low moods, and what better distraction from worldly cares than watching a railway based video? I wish you nothing but the very very best, and if I did run into you on the Purple Line, an underused halt (Southease?), you name it, I hope I would say hello at the very least. Keep on keeping on.

[@thanostheclub]

Very rarely am I moved to comment on anything, but this video was so emotional and poignant, and brilliantly put together and edited. Geoff, throughout the pandemic, your videos have provided an escape from the grim reality of swirling statistics, for me and many thousands of others. Whatever is going on in the world, whatever depressing news there is, whatever tension, aggravation, and hurt there is, your videos provide a distraction, almost, something to concentrate on and enjoy, and forget whatever troubles plague the mind. When I've been feeling low lately, they've provided such an effective and welcome pick-me-up, and given me so many ideas for future areas/least used stations (!) to visit, and inspired me to get travelling again, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. What you do for everyone who watches your videos is truly incredible, and we are forever grateful and indebted for the work you've been putting in. Whatever you need to do, whatever is best for you and your wellbeing, do it, no matter what the impact is for the channel. Through your videos, you have created so many "favourite memories" for all of us, that we can watch and rewatch; favourite videos, favourite moments, ever-reliable pick-me-ups for dark days. After every dark night, a brighter dawn will break, and though the nights may grow longer, the bright and happy days will grow longer. All the darkness in the world cannot put out the light from a single candle. For us, one of our candles, ever glowing, is your channel, and your output - and I wish you all the best, and that, whatever darkness you're going through, the light, and the bright and happy days and memories, will overcome it soon, and they will. Stay safe, stay strong, thank you for everything, and we all love you. :)

[@RoadCone411]

Your videos are usually so upbeat and happy, even about the most trivial stuff (and we love them for it!) This one was different from the time you hit the triangle and the video started playing. It was terrific in that it told a story, almost expertly, but any viewer could see there was raw emotion and pain behind it. Part of what makes your videos so special is that the passion that comes through; it's like watching a documentary and hanging with a friend at the same time. Sure, we may not know you personally but we feel like we do, opening yourself up like that takes confidence and guts. Geoff, I hope you find your way and rediscover what makes you happy in life. You can't change the past even if you try to relive it, but how you move forward is largely up to you. Thank you for bringing us down Memory Lane with you. Your loyal viewers - who come from far and wide, all over the globe - are pulling for you. Cheer up, friend.

[@Codestud]

It's obvious you've been dealing with the fall-out from your past relationship and my heart goes out to you. I've had to deal with such things myself. But what you can hold on to is that you've accomplished a lot over the years, and have a lot to be proud of, and no-one is ever going to take that away from you.

[@simonaplin4031]

When seeing that others are struggling, it makes it just a little easier knowing it's not just me. Thank you Geoff and hope things get better very soon ❤️

[@Sim0nTrains]

One hell of a epic video/vlog. Honestly keep doing what you love doing Geoff, we appreciate the videos you make and even if you on KZbin for a few minutes or 30 minutes it always awesome to sit down and watch your videos, sorry to hear that you recently been unhappy.

[@geofftech2]

thanks mate! hope you're OK too.

[@curiousmatt]

I wish KZbin had a love button. I hope the trip and this video are as much of a tonic for you as all your other videos are for me and the rest of the YT community who love your work. Thanks Geoff.

[@tristanmccoppin5761]

This is such a trip for me; 99% of the time I am watching Geoff and being extremely jealous of him riding all the beautiful trains in the UK, and to see him tripping out over beautiful places in America makes me have to stop and think

[@adamchubb6910]

Geoff. You are such an inspiration to so many people and have touched so many people without realising. My son is 7 and is obsessed with trains and it’s all down to you. We spend so many days off visiting London and doing train and tube trips that you have done. We recently did all the Acton stations and have spent so many hours on the Elizabeth line. Every journey we always look out for you and hope one day we will bump into you. My son would love to buy you a cup of tea. Thank you for everything you do

[@meetmeinva]

Like what you said about visiting the US, I could visit London every single year and it would never get old - it’s absolutely brilliant. I returned from a week in London last week (first time in 22 years) and I did not want to come back. It was amazing; I’m already planning next year.

[@AmenMoto]

Tonight I watched a man brought to tears by a sunset, and by his life. We love you, Geoff.

[@MrR777]

you have a soft spot for the forgotten places, the quiet corners of a commuter station, on a sunny thursday afternoon in june...the peace of a deserted platform is like balm to my soul and i completely get why you went to kansas too. the moment a train finishes leaving the platform, well then the peace floods in and the anticipation starts building again... thanks for sharing Geoff...happier times lie ahead...the light enters through the wound...

[@EssGeeSee]

I remember September 2019. Diving west on Katella Blvd, Anaheim, California into the sunset. It was a glorious evening, windows down, music playing, the smell of burnt gasoline and California dust. Making our way slowly from traffic light to traffic light. The sun setting into the Pacific was sending golden rays of light under blood red clouds. My heart leapt into my mouth and I cried. Amazing. Love you Dude. Keep On Keepin On. 😎

[@andyowens2645]

We love you too, Geoff! Great seeing you during your pass through the USA last month.

[@sarahschrock3511]

Adding my voice to the chorus of those of us out in the world who appreciate you and what you create. I wish you all the best in finding your own path to turn the proverbial corner.

[@AlexWard94]

I’ve definitely been sliding between past, present and future lately and I personally think, like everything, looking back is healthy in moderation. But occasionally I have to remind myself that everyone else lives in the present and all opportunity lives in the future, so I try my best to keep nostalgia time-boxed. There’s nothing wrong with having spectacular memories, but it’s the future that’s changeable. The past is set in stone, for better or worse. Wishing you the very best Geoff.

[@grendel_nz]

Wow, that's the best, most profound of all the comments it's read thus far. Most excellent and inspiring. Thank you to us all :) 👍🏻

[@guyavni3206]

I came back from London last week. Traveled alone and wanted to clear my mind. I did a railway journey across England. One of the most memorable days was doing the Settle-Carlisle railway and sleeping near the Ribblehead viaduct. I remember seeing this huge structure and walking towards it in amazement. Something which I would probably never heard of without your videos. So thank you for that and for all the other videos. It is always a pleasure to watch.

[@amandaslater4183]

Geoff I hope you feel better 🙏. Thank you for being you and being real. 💕

[@FaeFriends]

Love from Australia, Geoff. It's been a hard time for so many people, myself included - coming out as trans in the middle of a global pandemic, starting a new life as a new person. Glad you're still here, and thank you for sharing with us 💜

[@wardsdotnet]

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[@stephendavies923]

So wonderfully summed up at the end Geoff. Emotional and very heartfelt, and a reminder to everyone to look after their mental well being. Many years ago I took an impromptu journey to Seaford, Sussex in the early hours of a morning to help face my past. I was only there for an half hour but I came away feeling so much lighter, I wish I had done it in the over 25 years that it took me to do it. Thank you for sharing your journey and I look forward to seeing your future ones. 🚂😃

[@rebeccahagin3313]

Penny says: I’ve found myself re-watching and re-watching this one. ‘Don’t make me go home’ ah, so I’m not the only one who feels that then. I’m missing my old life. I hate coming home right now. I want to be anywhere but here. I’m jobless and miss people. I guess I watch your journeys to be anywhere but here. Thank you for that. I hope you get happy again too, I really do. I’ve got to see someone else be able to do that so that I can believe it’s possible.

[@DavidMeggers]

Wonderfully honest and open. Take care Geoff.

[@mattstreete4800]

Stay strong Geoff! Your vids 'least used' and 'all the' got me through the worst time of life in Asian lockdown and a breakdown 1000 miles from home. Thank you! All my best wishes navigating your way through