I want to give up

[@Murder_Soiree]

Hey, You can do it. This is the time for a change. There are many opportunities and you can do soo much. You are capable to do so much. This time might be difficult, but there will once come a day when things are just the best for you and only you. There might as well be someone IRL who feels the same for you, Kaki :))

[@yappykaki]

This is the time! I need a change, a change in habit and also determinations!

[@FutureMe-e3q]

Wow, it’s like listening to myself a decade ago. We keep on because the ultimate fear is death. Death really is at the bottom of this. It doesn’t seem like it though. Be willing to confront your own death in both a sober and shamanic way and you will find the answer you’re looking for. Nothing can touch you once you no longer fear death.

[@yappykaki]

I am not fearing death as in being dead itself but I am so scared of the long and slow process of walking towards it while being so unprepared. I am thinking of taking more risk to make this life worthwhile but the worst is not death but the less and less freedom you will have due to obligation and age.

[@SinergiasHolisticas]

Please take a Rest.

[@larrytu9229]

I know how you feel. Your job should get you an assistant or something or hire another person to help you. Going home late, experiencing burn out, and sleep deprivation does lead to bad mental health. In all honesty, companies don't really care about employees. I just found it was better to find a job that is more chill where you are "quiet quitting" or putting in the bare minimum. Taking care of yourself is the most important and I think this generation finally began the movement with the "great resignation".

[@yappykaki]

I chose this job myself and I knew what is coming for me. I however realize I am not prepared for 5 days on-site and also early morning routines! It has been years of habits that I had to change. I need to work on this.

[@sammdesyo9807]

I am a selfish person that mostly cared about what's good for me and I also don't have anything or anyone to turn too at this moment, I have a very stressful job which burnt and cracked me over the 3 years I did, I never am off the clock as I am consistently responsible for everything no matter the time of day, I can only say, I grew numb to it and did my best to appreciate any achievement I made, I also don't know how people deal with way more responsibility other then their job and their own life, I am trying my best to be a better person and be less selfish, I am trying to 'exercise' , and try to be 'healthier', just when I reach these burnouts, I don't try to make sense of them and hope for that feeling to go away as soon as I deal with what's overwhelming me at moment. Please acknowledge all your achievements, even the small ones, try your best not to be as harsh to yourself, as you are a person that now inspires me to make videos too , Hang in there Kaki !

[@yappykaki]

You should be proud of yourself!

[@brianhannah5318]

most people don't have it all together, most of the time it's a facade. Adulting is hard but not giving up will give you another level of persistence. I hope you figure it out soon and you will be glad you did not give up once you get through this. hard times is only temporary.

[@yappykaki]

I want people who don’t have it all together to tell me 🥲 because many do look they have it together and not giving much energy into whining but just keep going

[@mae_rror]

Good luck... sincerely 😢😢

[@yappykaki]

Thank you mae, I did not give up, I wanted to, but I have to go again! 2025 needs to be the year for a new upgrate!

[@nyoodmono4681]

Do you sleep with open window? I think it is important. Maybe you can find a job with less hours. It is kind of anachronistic to work that much today. Maybe take some time off. There is no shame to accept some wellfare. Me personally i went out of the big city (Hamburg).. too neurotic. The travel time to work? Yes i hate it. Every day waiting and wasted time. Only reading can fix this.

[@yappykaki]

I don’t like to sleep with windows open 🥲 I go to Hamburg from time to time and I think there’s nothing much to do, can’t imagine myself living there but my good friend lives there and loves it :)

[@AstralAkshay]

No

[@yappykaki]

No is the right answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!