i like the philosophical concept of League of Legends. I think thats why i enjoy the game so much. So much complexity can emerge from simple rules. There's one simple question, what team will destroy the nexus first? There's only 1 of 2 outcomes of every game, but more possibilities than there are atoms in the universe in a single frame. How do you win games? Stick to fundamentals and wait for the enemy to make a mistake, most people who played for a while say, and I think thats correct. So much complexity can emerge from simple rules. It's pretty much impossible to really predict the outcome of any one action. Enemy draws first blood top lane level 1? maybe this makes jungle path top, then your jungle doesnt get counterganked in a level 3 gank bot, but then enemy jg invades, but then 0 1 0 darius kills him in your own jg and your jg invades his bot. Chaos theory. Every tiny action has a massive domino effect, even a single mouse click could sway the entire final outcome. i think it's really beautiful. That's why i agree with what you said, that you cant get too attached to the outcome, i dont think theres any way to actually predict what will really happen no matter how good you are. i merely admire the complexity of it all, and revel in the fact that i get to be apart of it. ive only been playing for 4 years but i randomly got diamond lll 99 lp with full crit viego one time on my main account. i hope to get back to that elo again and maybe even masters on my main account, but im enlisting in the air force soon because im a NEET so that will probably be way many years later down the line ):

I wonder how many more years KZbin will be around. 😂

good talk. i like your videos talking about life involving league. why would a question be "what about the kids?" are they hurt or something? its sexuality. its very powerful energy that dominates the world for a reason. or do you think this can encourage them to be a sex worker? i honestly dont see the issue as long as they are of age of course

its all about knowing which is bad for you and which is good for you. some addictions can be good because they help you handle life and others have lots more of consequences, but they dont even feel good to indulge in. its not about the game itself. when it comes to addictions its good to practice harm-reduction and find the addictions with less consequences that help you handle life. some people just need to be addicted. i used to be addicted to the game, but now i just play it because i want to handle life as just watching my body with no activity just kind of feel pointless

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I'm not addicted I just playing this game because: I have no true friends I am very lonely person No one cares about me I think i am good and skilled Player that's why i'm playing it I have Old PC model and simply i can't play most of new modern games. Have a nice day.

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you should maybe split these videos up into multiple parts, that way the title is actually related to the video

I relate to so much of what you shared here. The cycle of lack of self control and self sabotage is so tough to break. Love the game and reached Masters but trying to find a balance of being able to play but not let it control my time and emotions. Best of luck to us😭

Sounds like you are growing deeper in consciousness I too have definitely struggled. What did help me was playing norms and having fun with different builds. In the past 6-7 hours would go by and because I’m good at things I put my energy into I was locked in the same way. Now I’m able to play for a couple hours. Nowadays people have so much of a meta brain that everything is so competitive and toxic. Just have fun doing random things. And thank you too. Your video is definitely more encouraging to others than you know

So sad, the mental illness that is allowed to florish. Why did he do it? Mental illness. Or he felt he was too ugly as a man and wanted to join the side with special privileges. Eitherway its sad.

I play all roles. And only max 4 wins in a row each role. If i play too much, i take a "short break" and then the urge stops to play "one more".

If you enjoy something, just enjoy it :)

This is so relatable.

If you consider your life a sum of the time you can spend, would you be happy with yourself if you spent so much of it on League of Legends? Imagine you get the best-case scenario, and you hit challenger. Would that be worth it? Anyway, I love your videos :) feels like I'm listening to a friend

I relate to this. Started playing in 2013 and was very addicted by 2015. I honestly just made it a goal to hit to D4 every game and then play ARAM with friends after that. I find it rlly fun to just hit d4 and then quit unless my friends ask me to play ARAM ☻ I find it fun that way but idk maybe its different because it takes me like 10-20 games to hit D4 nowadays

Just go to the gym, find something else

Yeah it's a big problem, im also addicted. Im studying medicine, but i can't study, i always want to play this d@mn game

Hello i am (trying to be) a functional League of Legenda addict from germany. I really enjoyed youre video! Thanks!

if u want to play with us league and other games let me know! I have a group and we play league sometimes :) just for fun! we hate the game but we still play it! Also we are watching Arcane too!

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​ @yappykaki i've uninstalled several times over the last year. always come back i feel your pain, its such a waste of time and ruins your dopamine levels

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I just uninstalled it yesterday. You can too :-)

This game is designed to get you addicted like heroine. I quit cause of vanguard. Best day of my life. I would not introduce this game to my worst enemy. Forced 50% winrate no matter how poorly or great you play. It's 1000% rigged.

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Arent we all?

Respect for sharing and good luck to you. I hope that you will decide to and manage to quit, since it seems that you realize yourself that this game is taking more from you than it is giving you.

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im 24 playing league everyday since 14 and im still going, never had a girlfriend, quit college cuz of bad grades, megadepressed but at the end i was strong enough to deal with all the pain that it made me feel, now i dont even know what to do lmao, but im happy cause i know i can comeback anytime i want im just enjoying my loneliness

Thank you for sharing your story! I can totally relate and the amount of damage digital media has done to my mental health and development during puberty is enormous. I think the awareness about the addiction is crucial and from there on a healthy protection can be built up. Lots of luck and strength to you <3

I recently had a bout like this, and gosh golly did it almost ruin my life. Trying to rank up is so stressful aswell. I found myself being irritated all the time, and when I'd play, I'd always get this really intense chest feeling where my heart felt as if it was going to pop out of my chest. I uninstalled, reinstalled, uninstalled, reinstalled time after time after time again. It's too much. also: 4:27 I just remembered I actually told my wife that if she ever sees me playing league, I'm depressed lol

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I kinda recognize myself in your story

3:36 Yeah its not a good idea to use your phone, Ipad or computer late at night (anything with a bluescreen) because it tricks your brain into thinking its still daytime and it doesnt produce the hormones that make you sleepy. Ive experienced this quite alot, especially during holiday breaks (;

It's fine. You should stay addicted like I am.

its an incredible game, i've been playing since 2013, i was a young 13 year old and i recognized the greatness of the game and fell in love in season 3. League brings happiness but also suffering. its a love hate relationship,. Breaks really help me stay stable mentally and helps my love for the game.

how I deal with my addiction: I played bioshock for 12 hours (no questions!)

i introduced my partner to a lot of games like league and have corrupted her. i am less addicted but now she is in discords with randoms trying to duo to diamond and never has time for me 😩sorry that came out of nowhere just wanted to vent

i respect that you post videos

3:41 I CAN DEFINITELY RELATE TO THAT

I have an addiction to TFT and War Thunder. I gotta start holding myself more accountable and get a life. Thanks for the reality check

Do you have Discord?

Thanks for sharing, nice video and I can relate. The one thing I don’t get is, how is it that after all these years you find the game still enyojable? So many new characters have been thrown into it that I’d think the dynamics are now just too complex and hard to mentally compute. The number of moves and characters that you need to memorize to play well is much larger, and so is the time needed to spend playing to achieve a certain performance level at the game. That makes it also harder to master exhaustivelly; to understand the dynamics and strategies for at least most other characters. How do you deal with that? Do you have the same enjoyment playing as, say, 10 years ago?

i bet you main lux

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YES I agree with this viewpoint but I also have another way to look at things League of Legends is a game that is meant to be played like a sport as shown with the macro decision making that ultimately boils down to creating an advantage for your team, whether through character matchups, inherent mechanical knowledge, objective decisions, and the death timer that slowly magnifies your mistakes. Each of these avenues of opportunity accumulate to a win or a loss. Each second matters, and no one, I MEAN NO ONE can without a doubt play a game perfectly with that inherent understanding of your own actions. This is also why I love League so much, because as you later point out, everyone makes a mistake that limits their advantage, that is also why so many people are so distraught after a minor mistake. The game to me personally is all about stress control of your own mistakes, and your teammates inevitable mistakes, now the main problem with league of legends is the matchmaking, EVERY MATCHMAKING IS A COIN TOSS, you get a single noob and your percentage to win is now dependent on the magnitude of their affect of the game, as well as the enemy team's own capability. Compared to real life hockey, League is a team game that is accessed solo, you don't get the necessitative understanding of your team's strengths and weaknesses due to only meeting them a minute ago. But I personally still love League of Legends for that, you always get a chance to work on team chemistry that you would only get a split second to deal with in actual sports, Although my KDA is normally rock bottom of the leaderboard, if I see my teammates working hard at the game, I'm as happy as if I snowballed. In short, it is the mental exhaustion that the game regularly squeezes out of you that I personally love, and I enjoy the catharsis of finally overcoming that cumulative gap that just can't be expressed in any other hobby.