I Wanted It To End | Hollyoaks

[@mushkrose6736]

The scene with Charlie and Oscar was very well done, a real tear jerker.

[@ChelseyLinden]

Mushk Rose OA likewise I’m glad he was there for his Cousin.

[@KaleemAkbar786]

😭

[@ab-jf3tk]

​@@ChelseyLindenthey're brothers

[@dannymerrittmusic]

@@ab-jf3tk on feelings yeah they are brothers, they grew up together. However, Charlie is Nancy's nephew, while Oscar is Nancy and Darren's son. Nancy is more his mum as she raised him after Becca sied when Charlie was a baby

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@ab-jf3tk OA I know that but by truth they’re really Cousins but I understand they’re more like Brothers than Cousins.

[@EliottQuinn111]

The scene with Oscar was what really broke me. It really made me cry. the signing made it more impactful. Really well done.

[@ChelseyLinden]

Eli Qunn OA ikr? I feel so sorry for Charlie and Darren I hope he’ll get help. 😢

[@emmawright200]

‪This broke my heart!!!! He really wants to help his son get better! He came THIS close to losing his son!!! I just hope he can help him!!! ‬

[@ChelseyLinden]

Emma Wright I hope so too I want Charlie to get better.

[@KrisPowell-Blue_Forever]

​@@ChelseyLindenWD you meant to be cooking some food!

[@xxwhispersxx2856]

This whole story is extremely well done. Charlie's pain and his guilt for so much that is nowhere near his fault, as well as Darren's deep empathy for what Charlie is going thru because he knows exactly how he feels, and also his helplessness because he just doesn't know how to help him. Everyone heals in their own ways and what worked for Darren won't necessarily work for Charlie.

[@ca1.1um]

I’m not crying 😭 The sign language scene is brilliant. So well put together 🥰 Well done Hollyoaks 👏🏻

[@ChelseyLinden]

Callum Fitz-Patrick OA they didn’t show the words back then to translate what they were signing back then but yeah I loved it even though I’m into ASL. 😊

[@Drea-lt6xh]

Beautifully done, just this right thing that all of us suffering from mental illness and suicidal thoughts needed to see and hear. Thanks Hollyoaks and especially young Noah.

[@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486]

So Oscar got Charlie to talk to someone. Even though it was sad it was a touching moment. Darren is one strong person to deal with all of this. Charlie can overcome this it may take time but he'll get there

[@ChelseyLinden]

OA I honestly hope he will get there. Also leave a Child to help another one? Aka a little Brother helping the big Brother when it’s clearly the other way around? That’s something I’m still trying to understand. But yet it’s still sweet and yes sad at the same time I do hope Charlie will get help. 😢

[@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486]

@@ChelseyLinden it's the one person nobody thinks will get someone to open up

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486 OA hmm fair point I guess Aly.

[@austinsosnowski7123]

Charlie's not alone

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@austinsosnowski7123 OA no he’s not.

[@punmasterlv1677]

That kid is a saviour. Major respect

[@ChelseyLinden]

Pun Master LV 17 OA indeed I so loved that scene. 😊

[@samanthaharvey834]

The last scene is so beautiful that I was crying. Great acting and writing. I really think that it could win the British soap awards scene of the year if nominated.

[@MediaCentUK]

This was so emotional. Fantastic job to everyone involved with Hollyoaks. I really hope Charlie can overcome his anxiety. He's a nice lad but needs all the help he can get 😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

MediaCentralUK OA I hope so too even though this episode hit me hard I realized no matter how much I tried to take my life I couldn’t go through with it. 😢

[@MediaCentUK]

​@@ChelseyLindenTaking your own life is horrible. You should never ever do it. You should enjoy a healthy & happy life

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@MediaCentUK OA definitely.

[@jwsm2]

Oscar is such a sweet and caring lad happy he got through to Charlie same as he did when Yazz was hurt by Dave making fun of her. Dee Valley Hospital is not the same without Misbah bring her back.

[@dannynix2732]

And yet cindy sleeps with the creep. That's why i never liked her. She has no morals. I miss misbah. Where is she? I wouldn't be surprised if this show get rid of her offscreen like they did with walter.

[@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486]

I know I wish she was still at the hospital she could of helped as well and also helped Darren understand as well. She's so good with families

[@ChelseyLinden]

jwsm2 I heard Misbah comes back next week I do hope she’ll get her job back too.

[@glitterprincess533]

I’m crying because I been there I been in and out of hospital because of my depression so this was very emotional and sad for me especially the end bit. I was 12 when I first got depressed and I still feel like I don’t want to be here but I have kids so I stick around for them and for my boyfriend. This broke my heart ❤😢Thank you all for bringing awareness to mental health. ❤

[@sarahfairweather6308]

I don't like hollyoaks but for some reason this story has struck a chord. I usually find it over produced but the scene with Oscar and Charlie in the hospital room was brilliantly done and made me really emotional

[@godzillafan2462]

Poor Charlie I hope you get some help and pull through and who knows you may just find peace

[@ChelseyLinden]

GidzillaFan2462 OA ikr? I feel so sorry for him. 😔

[@JelaGrigsby]

I’m happy Oscar got Charlie to admit he needs help ❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

JelaBaee Likewise this storyline hit me hard.

[@JacquelineMarybradley]

This broken my heart ❤️ ❤💔💔💔💔😢when Charlie and his brother talking doing sign language and their dad hear about it that making me cry we love you charlie ❤❤❤❤and I love ❤️ 😢😢😢😢😢you charlie 💔 😢 that making me crying 😢 😭 💔

[@annmariegraham9085]

Aww that was so nice the scene between Charlie and Oscar, it had me in tears 🥰😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

OA also seeing how anxiety and depression is apart of mental health reminded me of this quote. 😔 “It’s not really a measure of mental health to be well-adjusted in a society that’s very sick.”

[@CycloneRL1345]

Its so difficult to wake up most mornings wishing that you didn't, feeling that no one knows you're breaking and you're on your own, there's a brutality to life when you're so isolated that there is only one way to turn, and thats why so many people aren't here, because there's darkness that not everyone can navigate through, i experience these things, so with that said, if you're struggling, i hope you find your way through the darkness! People you never expect care more than you know

[@rowdyldn]

definitely didn't have tears going down my eyes😭

[@pennyandShirley_321]

Well done Oscar. A great little brother looking after Charlie. I love Hollyoaks. Such great stories even when they are sad.

[@dianaosazenaye1313]

Mmm

[@fyyfnyyn]

this storyline reminds me so much of Kyle...I miss him

[@kentbrooks3227]

What an incredibly powerful scene!

[@anirai1516]

The scene between Oscar and Charlie 🥹♥️

[@jasonbrosnan8770]

Fair play to oscar, he was the only one who could get through to charlie, that was just so sad to watch 😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

Jason brosnan OA indeed it was. 😔

[@dianaosazenaye1313]

Yep

[@chelseadoyle]

Okay this had me balling, such good acting and script.😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

OrdinaryChelsea OA likewise it’s so sad to see Charlie like this this. 😢

[@charlottefitton6626]

Secondary drowning is so common, it’s why you should always get checked out or have someone watching you after you have a drowning near miss

[@ChelseyLinden]

Char OA indeed.

[@janetjorgen7275]

I'm not crying, you are😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 this is so so so touching with little Oscar😢❤❤❤❤

[@Miss_Y.E_007]

Incredible scene between Charlie and Oscar 💖

[@ChelseyLinden]

Miss Y.E 007 OA likewise I do wish he had screen time with Lacey. What do you think????? 🤔

[@Miss_Y.E_007]

@@ChelseyLinden I think that would be quite interesting

[@beccacostelloe04]

I'm in tears here😭

[@nebbynetwork2089]

I had a feeling someone would bring kyle up as he took his own life

[@ChelseyLinden]

Network Nebby I was hoping they would and I’m glad they did.

[@a.l.y.a.m.e.d486]

@@ChelseyLinden I'm glad they did Kyle's death hurt alot of people including Darren.

[@gracemorrison5595]

Well done to all involved really well done

[@staceysadler3712]

Very powerful and emotional scene with both young actors.

[@christopherrhead9274]

Suicide is bad enough with adults but kids now that is a whole new level of misery and horror 😢😢😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

Christopher rhead OA I tried to do that myself when I was a Junior in high school. I even posted about it on my community and I made a comment about it too. 😢

[@hivemistressherguineapigfa8563]

Beautifully done, deep scene with Oscar & Charlie there! I wanted to hug them myself!🥲

[@ChelseyLinden]

HiveMistress & Her Guinea Pig OA likewise such a powerful beautiful scene.

[@aaronalbritton-matthews86]

I really enjoy the special bond between Charlie and Oscar. Charlie been through hell and back over the last couple of years I truly hope in time with the support of his family and friends Charlie can get the help he needs it just take one step at a time.

[@ChelseyLinden]

Aaron Albritton-Matthews OA I hope so too and I also hope Shing Lin will be able to help him too. I love those two in a relationship. I also wonder if there was ever a storyline like this from Days Of Our Lives. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

[@aaronalbritton-matthews86]

​@ChelseyLinden the last I remember is in 2017 in December JJ was planning on killing himself because of when he was a detective he accidentally shot Theo and felt incredibly guilty by the mistake. In fact there a center episode of him writing goodbye letters to everyone prior to him dressing in his uniform and heading to the square where it happen and tried to luckily Gabi got there in time in stopping him and help him through the night though Lani took it the wrong way. But overall JJ did went through it but he had his family and friends by his side to help him by.

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@aaronalbritton-matthews86 OA wow that’s so sad. And when you said “Theo” do you mean Lani’s adopted Brother aka Theo Carver????? 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

[@aaronalbritton-matthews86]

@@ChelseyLinden yes

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@aaronalbritton-matthews86 OA poor JJ. 😔😔😔😔😔

[@starrbeatlesqueen]

Oscar is very keen for his age. I'm glad he was able to get through to Charlie to get him to confess when Darren couldn't.

[@SuperBullaMan]

I needed a good cry😪

[@KrisPowell-Blue_Forever]

0:21 WD that father and son moment though!#Hollyoaks #All4 😊

[@AnasuiLobotomy]

this storyline made me so upset even way he tried to end his life but Oscar saved him

[@ChelseyLinden]

harvey jhuh OA leave a little Brother to save his big Brother. 😊

[@JasonYTReal]

This made realise how much my younger brother needs me

[@ChelseyLinden]

JasonYT OA you’re a wonderful big Brother to him I guarantee you’ll be protective of him. 😊

[@samdavis9093]

Oscar is gonna be an incredible force for good in hollyoaks

[@aoifeshannon3434]

Normally I wouldn’t cry at scenes like this but after my mom died 6 months ago I’m cry my eyes out at this scene cause of my grief. Also I relate to Charlie.

[@chloeanne5901]

Now that’s what I’m talking about the whole episode was so sweet I can’t wait to see another one just to see how it all turns out and if Charlie will be ok ❤❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

Chloe Anne I hope he will be okay especially since Shing Lin knows about what happened next week by Darren.

[@LillySmith-lq5kd]

You are amazing Charlie think that too but he age he gets little bit out off hand you got him here that's all matters Nancy would be proud off you for saving him ❤❤❤❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

Lilly Smith OA I’ll say. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@remalewis6675]

Well happy that he didn't die but still heart breaking that he try to not wanna be here so happy they got to him just in time

[@SaharaColeman]

The way Charlie was coughing. What the heck took Darren so long to notice?

[@olamideakinola7297]

What an emotionally moving scene. Mental health is not a joke everyone. It’s important to pay attention to the signs and seek help when you truly need it the most 😢

[@jennylazo8960]

yes charlie is okay 😊

[@davidhalley9795]

That just about got me. That scene was quite moving.

[@veritasvanburen_]

This was brilliant, one of the best scenes and episodes in months ❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

Oh my OA poor Charlie that scene when they were in the car and Charlie stopped breathing I thought he was going to die but good thing they got to the hospital in time. I love me how Oscar was there for him also leave a Child to help another one? Aka a little Brother helping the big Brother when it’s clearly the other way around that’s something I’m still trying to understand. But that part to when Darren was also translating what Oscar was saying to his Father Jack was so beautiful and amazing plus if Darren saw Charlie’s lyrics he should’ve known what that song was clearly about and he was putting the pieces together when he was talking to Tony about it too. (plus the actor who plays Darren also used to be a singer and a dancer because he was in a singing group as well) I do hope Charlie will get help and when Nancy comes back to the village hopefully she’ll know about this and she won’t blame Darren for it or anything I do love #Dancy I even hope Darren’s depression won’t come back to haunt him. 😟🤞🏻

[@daniellegg3261]

They are both amazing actors ❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

Off topic: The more I see Darren the more it makes me wish Ethan was there with him. Yes he’s got Tony and his Father Jack but it feels like the writers seemed to have forgotten that #Dethan never existed. 😒

[@antioniolewis8887]

Very smart Oscar he was listening to no one else

[@realta140]

Poor Darren

[@ChelseyLinden]

Realta 140 OA Ikr? And poor Charlie. 😢

[@helenknowles1458]

That was so emotional 😢 😭 😪

[@mu4life2006]

me crying dont take himmm plzzzzzzzzzz

[@ChelseyLinden]

Tyler_Stone_2006 OA I hope they won’t. 😟🤞🏻

[@josieshearer5481]

I went of hollyoaks becuase it was getting so clingy and so awkward to watch. This storyline has changed my mind! It's done soooo well! It reminds me a lot of newt and that was my most favourite storyline ever!

[@Maya-dw5jz]

I stopped watching holly oaks, last I watched was Juliet’s diagnosis. They built up Charlie’s story, and honestly they prosecuted it so well. Had me in tears!!!people need to understand depression I’m teens/kids is real and they need support/help.

[@georgemills2414]

😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@ChelseyLinden]

George Mills OA ikr? This storyline hit me hard when I tried to take my own life twice but I couldn’t go through it. 😢

[@sasha20o1]

I was sobbing 😢

[@louisewebster8143]

Charlie is an amazing actor He made my heart sink if it wasn’t for Darren then Darren will loose two people he loved to sucide I lost my freind to suicide this touched my heart

[@blessmayakamene3947]

😢 😭

[@danielmoynan6561]

Does it look to anyone else like the camera shakes when Charlie is cross at the beach

[@chloemarieblackham]

This is so sad no one should ever feel the need to kill thereselfs

[@neoscencez]

Scene of the year.

[@courtneyoyston]

This scene was so sad I've been there top

[@tracyjacob7091]

About time hollyoaks won awards on the soap awards, much better storylines

[@ChelseyLinden]

Tracy Jacob OA agreed I do love Hollyoaks but I wish they’d stop dragging them on with some of these characters for once. And have better one’s with these newcomers. But I still watch Hollyoaks.

[@ChelseyLinden]

Tracy Jacob OA plus I can think of 4 storylines that’ll never happen in Hollyoaks or the other British soap operas. Wanna know what they are????? 🤔

[@trinisoca4310]

Did anyone see that Charlie shirt was dry sitting in the car lol

[@dannynix2732]

The fact that he still hasn't been sent to a mental health facility astounds me. Misbah got imran help immediately but darren refuses to see that this kid has way too many issues that he can't fix on his own.

[@KrisPowell-Blue_Forever]

Dannynix2732 WD exactly!😊

[@vallarfaxgaming]

Welcome to soapland, where realism only occurs when the plot demands it In reality Charlie would have been sectioned legally with or without Darren's consent

[@amzmonk]

Mental health facilities dont always make things better

[@jodieandrobbieyorke]

​@vallarfaxgaming unfortunately that's not reality. As an aunt who has watched her 18 year old nephew try to take his life for the past 4 years. The mental health service is shocking and they send you home to be with parents. His last attempt was last week he was left on a drip which was empty and draining blood out of him for over 10 hours on his own in a room not checked upon and he told them if you send me home I will be dead within the week and guess what ?? He is home and has a new death date. Because that is sad reality the mental health team are no use and think a 30 minute phone call once a week is enough and it's not. Its not to do with him being an adult now as this has been going on for 4 years and he had asked to be sectioned and they say he is better of at home with his mom.

[@whoami1654]

​@@jodieandrobbieyorketrue. I waited 3 years for help with the NHS and I still feel suicidal

[@TomHales-yh1uk]

Nancy needs to come back

[@tomspence8506]

Tom Hales from one Tom to another I agree you you 100%!

[@naruto199797]

If you kill yourself you're feeling nothing you're gone everyone who knew you will feel the pain of loosing you

[@ChelseyLinden]

ellis assassin OA your comment made me want to ask you something but it also made me feel emotional 😭.

[@naruto199797]

@@ChelseyLinden it's all good what was the question?

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@naruto199797 OA I’ll say them in quotation marks.

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@naruto199797 OA “Then why am I feeling like relapsing because of these users on KZbin that make me feel like chopped liver, who are annoyed with me always giving these characters nicknames, always making a big deal about me saying ‘OA’ at the beginning of every sentence and saying that ‘it’s irrelevant’? These People need to stop making me feel alone in a group and stop telling me what to do when they’re not the boss of me plus stop saying that ‘The OA is a dumb show’ they’re nothing but jerks and don’t understand what it feels to be alone in a group!” I even relapsed by harming myself because of these users on here!!!!! 😭💔

[@marquitaratcliff3104]

End this storyline!!! I’m tired of Charlie

[@Drea-lt6xh]

Lol You don't have to watch it

[@dianaosazenaye1313]

So you went to die?

[@char_.]

crying

[@ChelseyLinden]

OA also I know how this feels to commit suicide. When I was a Teenager in my Junior Year I was in ROTC class and we took a field trip to the USS Lexington (if any of you don’t know what that is you can ask) all the cadets were at the beach (even Gramps was chaperoning) and I was in the ocean I was swimming out to the sea and as I was halfway there towards the deep the cadets saw what I was doing and my Friend James Beeson told me to please swim back for him but I didn’t however he caught up to me and he pushed me back (got lots of strength give him credit) he always helped me when I was feeling down or sad and he was my Best Friend. I’m lucky to be alive I get that but some of these People on here too are also making me feel like relapsing by taking my own life again just because they’re annoyed with me and deleting their threads just because I talk to others on their threads. 😭💔

[@jessicapeck6575]

So charlie wants a babie or her thought he loves her his girlfriend which one is important Dontie let it go one sided

[@heartwhispers8]

Most times siblings and children can make terrible situations better and solve problems than adults

[@Ash-pt6ih]

I havent watched hollyoaks in ages what happened ?

[@joecasey1176]

Does Oscar still struggle with hearing even though he has a hearing aid??

[@ChelseyLinden]

Joe Casey OA he’s hard of hearing like Lacey is (even though she doesn’t sign like Oscar does) but still I don’t think he does especially when he was talking to Yasmine about his hearing.

[@juliewinfield5986]

​@@ChelseyLindenhe's full deaf I think he always signs to people and they sign back. Is he mute I don't think I ever heard him talk.

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@juliewinfield5986 OA he talks a bit which means he’s hard of hearing he’s not fully deaf.

[@oisin25]

Omg I hate Holyoaks cor making me cry with the Oscar moment

[@christopherrhead9274]

The voice is of the devil the evil one who tempts but god full of compation loves us all he died for you and even though Charlie is a fictional character it still pulls at my heart strings 😢😢😢😢😢😢 but god ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@ChelseyLinden]

Christopher rhead OA Ikr? It’s so sad it hit me hard with this. 😭💔

[@strawberryshortcake2354]

Where’s Charlie’s real dad?

[@abigailagnew]

Charlies dad used to be on the show his father's name was called Justin Burton but he left the show years ago because he was an under aged school boy in 2006 who slept with Charlies older mother who was a school teacher

[@spellbindingcrashed]

Is that boy deaf in real life?

[@neoscencez]

Yes.

[@NemesisGrowz]

He needs some diazepam or Xanax will sort him right out.

[@ChelseyLinden]

Nemesis Growz OA which one would you recommend for anxiety?????

[@NemesisGrowz]

@@ChelseyLinden I like diazepam but Xanax in a pinch

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@NemesisGrowzOA fair enough. Which one’s stronger?????

[@NemesisGrowz]

@@ChelseyLinden I’d say diazepam I’ve got ten boxes arriving tomorrow I have access to thousands of Xanax too but I choose diazepam as imo they are stronger

[@wtrujillo9250]

why could they not both have drowned...... so we can have an end to this boring bad parent and awful son plot..... the story of darren's life 'banging', 'cheaiting', or in a dark place.... sometimes banging in a dark place..... yawnnnnnnn.

[@vallarfaxgaming]

Whatever writer thinks this is "anxiety" needs to do some research, most people with anxiety don't try to drown themselves

[@MrDanny91]

You are wrong there chum. The anxiety he was getting wasn't the typical type you get when you have to do a speech (for example). It's constant, over and over, sometimes for no reason, and can last awhile like he said in the car. Which then can lead to depression due to not being able to deal with it anymore.

[@davidostrowski679]

It's only been included because it's a trending topic. It won't be mentioned again in a year or two. Like about 10 years ago when a random female character in every soap suddenly developed bipolar but never a less-discussed mental health issue like BPD

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@MrDanny91 OA exactly! I know what it feels like to have anxiety and yet sometimes I still feel like I’m wanting to relapse with that but I couldn’t go through it.

[@ChelseyLinden]

@@davidostrowski679 OA I don’t think I’ve heard of “BPD” before but that would be a good storyline for a Hollyoaks character to have for once.

[@Max_Vicious]

​@@davidostrowski679Cindy it's bipolar and it shows her ups and downs quite often

[@adamwinters448]

Well i can't say I'll miss this story

[@fezamadatsara5907]

I know depression is exist, but Charlie bring this to himself, he has a family , the best parents kids can ever had. He wanted something that he doesn't need to know, and things get too far and hard to handle anymore. Life will never be easy, you need to think far before you ruined your own life and end up killed

[@heartwhispers8]

What Darren said is wrong ... Asking Charlie to say the truth. It could have been shown as just a accident. Now Charlie would face humiliation all over the village and it will worsen the situation. And in this hospital why is there that stupid one woman as a doctor for all kinds of illnesses and surgeries and accidents. A doctor can't say they can't do anything unless he tells truth. Why are the writers making false stuff in this story.

[@hayleyb988]

Oscar wants his big brother Charlie back. Darren to see Oscar and Charlie talking

[@conormcsherry6135]

That kid needs a slap the way he treated poor Darren

[@jonathan75801]

Did he try to kill himself.

[@neoscencez]

Yes.

[@jonathan75801]

@@neoscencez That is very sad. I dont watch holly oaks.

[@heartwhispers8]

Prob here in the village is people talk and ask questions and try proving points at the wrong time. So sad about Darren. But he doesn't kno when to say what. And he didn't even notice Charlie but go on talking. Such idiots. Why not call am ambulance first for medi help.

[@yeahthelozgaming]

Charlie Burton will learn to harness the power he must or there will be problems for the whole village

[@ltee2261]

Wee Oscar was brilliant 😊

[@ChelseyLinden]

🍋Lemon Trees On Mercury🍋 I can’t imagine what he’ll be like when he’s a Teenager but still I loved how Oscar was there for his Cousin Charlie. ❤

[@charlenea4358]

😢😢😢😢