I Was Assaulted By A Woman

[@Londonlink]

Assault is assault

[@somkeshav4143]

lol same (It has done irreversible damage to my psyche and I truly wish the worst for her)

[@weaponized_autismm]

"you're so lucky, i don't get why you're so sad!" like 😭

[@somkeshav4143]

@ the people who actually think like this need help fr 😭

[@weaponized_autismm]

@@somkeshav4143 they're literally just incels

[@noone2706]

may the she-devil face justice

[@WiseStove]

Praying on her downfall,dw gng🙏

[@holl377]

I believe you. That was not luck. What happened to you wasn’t lucky, it was traumatic. You’re not the only one. I believe you.

[@potatosalad3655]

Bro you have more backstory than a main anime villain (the ones where the lore is an inescapable deep rabbit hole)

[@WhyWert]

The way his voice gets deeper as the video goes longer just adds to this

[@dollguts9801]

EXACTLY, I can’t believe he’s real!!!

[@biggiemunch]

So Doofenshmirtz?

[@sillyl1ttlef3lla]

SA is one of the most horrifying, soul wrenching, life ruining experiences a person can go through. To have been assaulted, twice, by people you trusted, people you hoped would be there for you, is terrifying, let alone to be told by other men that you were lucky for that experience, that you should feel GOOD about it. Gender doesn’t matter in these situations. No matter who did it, sexual assault is always a horrible, unforgivable crime. Thanks for sharing. It is so important to share these stories. Assault can happen to anyone. It can be done by anyone. And it is never, EVER, something to be minimized or made to seem like a positive experience. Much love to you and anyone else who has been through something similar. You are valid, your experience and your trauma is valid. Let nobody tell you that they aren’t.❤️

[@ImTired17]

I couldn't agree more, rape is one of the most horrific and disgusting things someone could do. (also omfg I recognize you Rapsallion)

[@SaintlyShenanigans2.0]

I got SA’d 4 times as a kid and I decided to finally tell my parents. I never wanted to tell them from the fear of getting either ignored or misunderstood or that they would minimize my experience. I live in an African Christian household, so you already know where this is heading at 🌝 (It’s hard to even have an environment where I can feel comfortable to share anything). I’ve always felt trapped and I’ve never been allowed to express myself in any type of way (through tattoos, piercings, dying my hair or anything) so I once decided I had enough and decided to pull up with bleached hair. They FREAKED out, so before they could decide to do anything destructive, i decided to ask them to have a good 30 minute discussion (I spilled EVERYTHING, my SA experience, the reason why I had these mannerisms, the reason why I had so many girl besties and the reason why I bleached my hair). I wanted to link everything together, because I thought me bleaching my hair was a bold statement and a good trigger factor to finally speak as a family (we NEVER do that). I thought they would understand me, but BOY was I wrong. Instead, my dad proceeded to say I signed a contract to become a girl & chop off my 🍆🌚 which is WILD & unhinged but ok??… 😂 My mom FREAKED OUT & was over-dramatic. She was saying “Oh, you want your parents DEAD??” Basically guilt tripping me & stuff. And they started comparing my experiences to testimonies they’ve heard of ppl getting violated by their parents and talking about how I never got screwed in the 🍑 so how is it SA? I was in DISBELIEF… Just as I feared they would, They basically minimized my experience. So I just decided to wrap it up & talk to them later, cuz I didn’t wanna hear NONE of that no shadeee 😂. They then started talking about how I may have made this up, JUST because I didn’t wanna finish talking to them?? Maybe because you completely disregarded the fact I told y’all my SA experience and y’all just shrugged it off and treat it like nothing?? That was the most INSENSITIVE thing I’ve ever heard from them, on top of the multitude of ignorant stuff they said… I basically cried & yeah, idk what to do anymore. I’m packing my bags currently just in case it gets heated, cuz my friend offered me a place to stay over at, fortunately. I love them so much, but I can’t keep surrounding myself in this toxic environment. You would think that since I turned 18 (back in September) they would tone it down and be demure, but NO! 🥰 Your comment hits so heavy, thank you so much for saying this 🫂💗 I know my trauma is definitely valid, nobody can ever dim down the severity of my experience.

[@clementinelives]

I am very sorry you had to go through that, especially at such a young age

[@hatman9609]

Dude I talked to my friends about how my Ex used to beg me for pictures knowing how uncomfortable I was with it and that she would "lose it" (she was openly suicidal/depressed) if I didn't provide her with what she asked and only 2/5 of them took it serious, I now I have 2 friends.

[@alik9783]

This is probably the most vulnerable works you've put out. It's extremely touching. I can see from the comments it's helping lots of men, and SA survivors of all genders, feel seen and understood. Hopefully, it's helping some of those people that would have laughed and congratulated a friend about something like this to be a more supportive and understanding friend. It's not an easy video to watch, much less to make, but I think you're doing a lot of good in the world by putting it out there. I hope it's helping you too.

[@Rain-ChasertheStargazer]

As a SA victim, i just want to say, I believe you and your experiences are in no way invalid.

[@kakyoin_connoisuer]

Please don't ever think you deserve this. I'm recovering from similar trauma and the worst thing I did to myself is telling myself that it was my fault. You deserve better, you deserve to be asked for your consent. I'm sorry that happened to you, I'm praying for your recovery.

[@anattablue]

God, you are real. So real, so brave. Truly a warm hearted soul. i would never be able to share my SA trauma in the way you have, thank you for bringing comfort to my world with just your words. You are infinite in depth and beauty, no matter what has scarred you, like Kintsugi your wounds are lined with gold. Wholesome, honest, strong.

[@honeycreek3713]

As a girl, it feels somewhat similar when my person who did stuff was a female, nonetheless my own sibling. Now they identify as a male, to rid of their past identity. I was terrified to have to be in a relationship with anything intimate, I remember going to her house one day and crying my eyes out and telling her about this past I repressed. I was so afraid of becoming who they were. Because thats exactly what happened to them, somebodies step father assaulted somebody, that somebody assaulted my sibling, and that sibling affected me. They knew, they knew about what happened, they knew the consequences, they knew what it felt like, and they still did it.. I don’t want to be like that, I can’t be a bad person, not to somebody else I can’t.

[@Rain-ChasertheStargazer]

@@honeycreek3713 thats nearly exactly what happened to me. Know that you're not alone, and despite my limited emotional range i do genuinely wish the best for you. Know that you deserve to heal

[@honeycreek3713]

@@Rain-ChasertheStargazer It’s hard to see the person who hurt me in his face anymore, that’s what’s hard, more excuses because his hair is different? He changed his clothing style? He goes by a new name? Excuses that let me try to justify his actions. He didn’t do things too horrible, but he definitely was wrong. But I was 8-10, what could I understand about it? Despite the fact that he constantly had more emotional issues, struggling with sh and such. He made me show my chest, he gave me a vibrator and told me that I can use it. I couldn’t turn it on luckily. He exposed me to all kinds of sexual stuff online, and I had an addiction for a little bit because I really didn’t understand that it was bad. If my older sibling did it, that means I could too? He used to lay down on me, and hold me down to try to convince me to go to his room with him. One time at my grandmas house he kept showing me inappropriate songs, and then told me what the bad stuff was. He told my little sister about how to hurt herself, he didn’t stop me when i suggested how to hurt himself in a hospital after he told me that he was leaving again, hiding his pills for him, while being on a suicide watch for him? I chose to sleep in his room, watched as he left again and again, took care of his everything and now he’s a dependent person, and I can’t motivate myself to do stuff for myself anymore, because the past had more to think about, that I never learned in that detrimental stage of my life.

[@brandymabry3995]

Accepting or even sharing your trauma is a giant step toward recovery. I hear and see you, and I believe you.

[@HomerSlimeMachine]

Thank you for sharing this even though you don't have to man. I've had a similar experience with boys in middle school before I transitioned and with an abusive girlfriend. And everytime they tried something or took advantage of how I was feeling I hated it. I hate that that shit happened man because it's fucking awful. I always hated when people treated assault by a woman different than assault by a man because no matter what assault is fucking assault. Also when you said the thing about your father that made me so sick. "Good job son" like what the actual fuck. I hope one day you can be in a better place with yourself because you should never feel like that ever. Stay strong man, and God bless.

[@ultrasdoodles]

This guy's life story has more world building than one piece ( im sorry to hear that's happened to you)

[@Dogmccheese]

This one lowkey hit different. Wish you the best, Ceros!

[@csarine]

You're brave to tell us your story. I'm glad you're doing better now, just remember it wasn't your fault and we all support you

[@noone2706]

Thank you for sharing your story.... I can't imagine how it must feel to be told your lucky for a horrible circumstances. I hope the people who did this to you face justice for their crimes. It's time we start treating men like human beings again.

[@not_a_bt.wavformat2909]

I am so sorry that happened to you that’s so messed up

[@BreadGood_21]

Dude 11? Christ… sorry man

[@srealone788]

Your transparency and candidness is one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen in my life. I love this so much! You inspire me to continue doing the same! 🙌🏼🖤✅

[@runningroundruins]

do you ever just lay on your bed without any entertainment and just look deep into the small details that you never really notice usually and think if not you should put the phone down and just think for awhile it shouldnt be a punishment for yourself to get into check just think, thinking can be just as entertaining as tiktok

[@KringusKrang]

Your existence is very much appreciated. Thank you for sharing this traumatic story. I hope you know that this means a lot to me, and many other guys out there.

[@WhyWert]

Insanely good lines start at 8:30

[@jameshanken1446]

Thanks for talking about this, and everything you said at the end really moved me.

[@oceanflowers420]

thank you for coming out with your story, it means more that you may think. keep on keeping on, n remember that your trauma doesn’t define you 🫶.

[@PinkaholicOfficial]

I love listening to your stories man...we're actually so similar, I can feel my brain link up to yours when I watch these videos (I haven't been assaulted before, although I have been nonconsensually touched and caressed, but despite this I could still relate even to this video because I know I would react the same). We got the same soul dude, and for that I beg you to keep making videos cuz this channel is getting me through a lot :)

[@Reverse_Cowgirl-cat]

I've had 2 different male friends tell me that they were taken advantage of while drunk and passed out. I was like "thats messed up," and that were both like, "No, it was kinda weird, and I didn't want it, but that's all." I had to explain to them that was sexual assault. 😐 It's good to hear men be open with their stories because I'd like to think that might help others process things.

[@eevee.9351]

as a csa survivor i believe u. the fact u haven't given up is very admirable. sending kitty cat hugs ur way

[@perlapioquinto8113]

You are so brave and we love you, thank you for opening up it takes incredible courage

[@leftIncel]

after you gave out that beautiful speech, I was so moved, I wanted to cry, but I was smiling, I felt content and happy with my life. I put my hand on my heart. Thinking to myself that everything is gonna be ok. Then after this video ended, it immediately showed me another video called “I found my dad on grinder” I laughed to myself. The juxtaposition was too good. Thank you for inspiring joy and hope for me. I’ve never been assaulted before, but I have some emotional baggage because the women in my life are pretty terrible.

[@comradekayvon]

i am so sorry. no one deserves this

[@Brooke-u8v]

Alot of us share the same story. I’m a woman who was SA young by another kid multiple times. But I think it’s good that men talk about their stuff. People don’t think it’s real cuz I guess no physical pain if it a girl or they don’t see it as bad. But just as hurtful. ❤

[@srealone788]

I think what you’re doing here? Is very beautiful and amazing! While I feel so much for you and relatable to you. I’ve been SA’d so many times now? I’ve lost count. Even when I was young and a minor. I was preyed on. And even still to this day in my 30’s and a as a parent.. So I know how you feel. Everyone thinks because I’m so attractive? I’m lucky. But it’s a blessing and a curse. Because everyone only likes my looks and my body. But I never feel as if anyone truly loves me. Because more people want to manipulate me to their own selfish gain and advantage. But nobody really cares about me or how I feel or what I want. Or anything. Literally everything you’re doing here. Your transparency and candidness. I genuinely find that so beautiful. You as a person. Beyond your appearance. I appreciate you so much for who you genuinely are. Even if you don’t truly love yourself. Know that I really love who you are as a person. And I think you’re a lot better than you give yourself credit: even. And I’m so sorry if not everyone can see that. And I mean that in an entirely respectful way. Because you don’t deserve to be treated like that, at all. No one does! But I really appreciate you sharing and educating 🖤

[@poundlanddodge3175]

What's the opposite of a charismatic cult leader? Because whatever that is, it's this guy

[@shalikrox9720]

I didn't feel like i had anything to add . . . But then I saw one bad comment so I gotta put in my 1 cents. Thank you. You didn't have to share but every person who shares their story makes it a little less daunting for the next person and brings a little more awareness to the issue on a bigger scale. It can happen to anyone and it always says more about the abuser than the victim. It's horrible how so many people react completely differently just because gender roles are reversed in this situation it is not ok in any way. I also didn't understand the difference between boys and girls/men and women when I was little. It was confusing seeing and experiencing different treatment based on the explanation of "because girl or boy". People need to do better, for everyone. I caught this video way earlier than any others of yours so I'm hoping the comment section will be part of the better we need.

[@ThunderXSurge]

Love you bro we're strong

[@mx.n1383]

I'm so sorry that happened to you, and it's insane how some believe that you should view this as something positive even though it's the complete opposite

[@eitan3655]

I’m content you feel vulnerable enough to speak on this. What you’ve been forced through is terrible and should not be wished upon anyone, ever.

[@Cyber_Monk1]

When we are broken we let people Into our lives in hopes that they will fix us or show us how to love ourselves. But hurt people hurt people, and we end up allowing them to hurt us or hurt them without realizing it.

[@alexisavenged6538]

I'm proud of you for speaking up. I'm horrified that assault is always considered "luck" when women prey on young boys. It's jarring, EVERY SINGLE TIME. I'm so sorry. I hope you get a piece of yourself back by sharing. Your community has your back. 🖤

[@GravatationalP]

Much love Ceros I also almost got diddled when I was a wee lad, i got saved by my father though, thank you sir.

[@dali-dog]

nobody deserves that. Those people who did that to you are disgusting, and the people who didn’t see it as disgusting are also disgusting. Your feelings are so valid, and I’m really sorry you had to go through that. Your words are also beautifully written, you’re a very admirable and strong person. I’m not sure what the best thing to say is, but I hope you’re able to heal

[@timjim-ks8gi]

Damn, that's all I can say, damn. I wanted to write something longer but this is horrifying but somehow hopeful

[@yubinkekeke]

im sorry lil bro

[@AdamHyperfixist666]

As an SA victim, i believe you and what happened to you isn't luck , you are valid

[@matthewelvis5221]

I hope you’re doing better these days, even if it isn’t great yet❤️

[@holynder3181]

It must be hard to trust people who show you love... I can't say I know how that feels, but I'm sorry for you all the same. I hope you have someone to talk to about this, or if you don't, you find one.

[@SorenEverest]

people need to stop telling men how to feel

[@chillero3heftig712]

aww these people were obviously in the wrong and its good you too believe that now, youre worth more than having someone else decide over your body. i hope they feel the shame for what they did and change

[@kingkilla777]

Sorry you had to go through that man.

[@kingjireh3649]

im sorry

[@BlackJustice2637]

I haven't been assaulted like that before, although people close to me have. I feel for you. Only thing close was when I went clubbing with my uncles in another country. I ended up sleeping with a woman who, unbeknownst to me, was hired by my uncle. I felt so ashamed and confused afterward, I feel like I should have known. But I was drunk, and touch starved, and while I was a bit suspicious and asked her about it she lied, and I chose to ignore how I felt. I felt like a piece of meat being used, idk.

[@kumpelsKats]

bro make a album about your life at this point

[@BeepBoopBop73]

i get it. four days ago my grandpa hugged me, said he loved me, then..kissed my neck. he grabbed my butt, and hugged me. right now he is laying here, sleeping right next to me, my mother watched, she saw, she didn’t care. you aren’t alone. i’ve known him my whole life, and it’s happened for my whole life. it’s okay, some day they will be gone. today they might still be here, but one day they will be gone.

[@yeahjv]

IM ALMOST FIVE MINUTES IN AND IM EVEN MORE PETRIFIED

[@professionaltrainenthusias4945]

Yo, I don’t have much to say, I just want to say I believe you, what happened to you was awful and in no way your fault, the little bit you said at the end about how it’s hard to sleep because you remember everything really hit me, it really just starts running through your mind when you can’t keep yourself away from it Be safe man, you’ll pull through it all 🫶

[@VybeX-]

i'm sorry this experience tainted a part of your life man, life can seriously suck sometimes

[@thomasfowler8310]

I made it a bit, I had a very similar experience. I love your stuff. I’ll catch ya tomorrow.

[@shemasmcguire3999]

Im sorry dawg ,as someone who has been through the same thing ,its not your fault, and people need to stop taking such a blahze attitude about about it.

[@Jarvo420]

Proud of yu man ❤️

[@biggiemunch]

Damn, you are strong

[@Noellecroptop]

I'm sorry for you

[@tamia8298]

This is so fucked up. Inviting a friend intonyour home at a lownpoint then havingnthem completely betray you. Im sorry that happened Edit: I have similar stories and i always thought I froze ip bc i couldnt physically fight off my attacker. But im realizing that its not a matter of physical strength, sa just fucks your brain up so you might freeze regardless of your physical ability to fight someone off.

[@e_molly]

There’s nothing I can say you haven’t already said and said better. These things done to you are injuries and even old injuries long healed can hurt. It doesn’t make them weaknesses. Old scars can ache from the cold and from the damp and for no reason at all. May you sleep well when you can and dream of nothing at all.

[@yeahjv]

I don't know who you are but I am terribly sorry for you 🙏

[@playboichasey5171]

You’re strong bro, this is a real issue. I admire your strength to talk about this. Needs to be addressed more especially in today’s world.

[@Beanman5885-hs7yc]

this shi sound like a fan fic and that makes it scarier

[@clementinelives]

14:44 🙌🏾

[@yeahjv]

Oh god 😨😨

[@MH3000333]

Hope you find what your looking for

[@Sasparilla_]

sorry for unsubbing to your glorious channel, youtube's fault edit: holy shit this video is terrifying

[@Meeegl]

Damn

[@LoganSmith-ww4zo]

You did nothing wrong at all and I hate that nobody respects male assult victims

[@LoganSmith-ww4zo]

I'm 14 and I've been touched by 10+ ppl (in less severe ways) so this helped a lot The for your videos

[@LightedDynamite]

1,275th viewer of this vdheO, Within 6 hours a!

[@chriscab47]

Yo

[@SpikeyEnigma]

how busy is your life? :sob:

[@galaxelen1152]

Nah bro you got it from that? 😭😭😭

[@dimagoloborodko6106_va]

Are you for real?

[@justinbrown5722]

I don’t think anyone realizes his videos are commentary on society and not actual stories of his life

[@CerosTelevision]

They are literally stories from my life

[@justinbrown5722]

@ fr? Bro these stories are insane

[@CerosTelevision]

@ yes my life is hell

[@notsans9995]

Of all the stories youve told, this is the only one I dont believe.

[@shalikrox9720]

You really went out of your way to invalidate someone's traumatic experience. Are you f***n' happy with yourself?

[@Preppybabiess]

Bro wtf

[@momofleecy5743]

cool beans mortal

[@demarcusdashit4673]

theres no silver line the only one that understands you best is you