I Was Born In Prison and First Used Drugs At 8 | Minutes With |

[@ladbiblestories]

Thanks to Lee Marvin for taking part! You can buy his book here: www.amazon.co.uk/Born-Prison-Shootings-Stabbings-Manchester-ebook/dp/B0CBMMRDW4/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=26GTPRKGHLQJL You can follow him here: instagram.com/lee_marvin_hitchman?

[@ashleywilson1553]

I just want to love him I feel scared for him and I feel defensive over him idk why! I don't know him but I just feel like I want to 😢 show him love

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@ashleywilson1553 this message is absolutely beautiful ❤️and I will show him it so thank you! (Im his Gf the one he talks about in this story)

[@Kushcloudzz]

Is it really thAt different than coke?

[@ciararedmond6762]

@Gunnar Skywalker he definitely is ☺️

[@MrMattyk2010]

I don’t know

[@jakemisskelley]

This man is the definition of being dealt a bad hand in life. He’s obviously very intelligent. I hope his future hold nothing but good things for him and im glad to have heard his story.

[@ciararedmond6762]

A very intelligent man indeed with a great future ahead of him 💯💫

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you very much x …I love you Ciara 💯✨

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 love you more 💫

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️❤️💯

[@tr7b410]

This is the misdirected karmas from his past life devoted to using these substances that one mistakes for the high the chemicals the body produces during a kundalini-high/ experience,leading to bliss=liberation. Don't believe in reincarceration,?see new series on utube called the Ghost Inside my Child.Actual testimonials from children in the west remembering their past lives and beyond.

[@ryn3575]

“I didn’t feel worthy of this earth because no one ever treated me with love and respect” speechless at his story. I hope he heals and finds peace in his lifetime

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Ryn… x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Hope you are good x

[@RippedNerdyKid]

He said he found peace and he's having a kid?

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@RippedNerdyKid 🤣🤣🤣 yeah pres, true mate - he’s a handful! Terrible two’s mate … drama 24/7 😃🤣🤣🤣

[@ronnydee34]

did you not watch lol he said he did

[@perfectshave85]

Man this hit hard. You can see his vulnerability. The way he talks about just wanting to find his mother... Damn..

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

It breaks my heart to this day.

[@vic0683]

It’s sad that you can tell he speaks about being raped and used as if he doesn’t realise the severity of him being a victim. It’s almost like he seems to feel as if he was in the wrong.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

PERFECT 😇

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks all 💥💫

[@RealmsOfThePossible]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Those of us that were adopted feel this pain, it is such a hard thing to make people understand the trauma of adoption. The books The Primal Wound and Coming Home to Self by Nancy Verier were a huge help and every adopted person should try and read them.

[@uglyraff9313]

When he speaks about his son, the way his face lights up, finding it impossible to not smile. May this man enjoy the rest of his life now he's at peace.

[@MA-zg2pz]

Amen

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

My son is what I live for Raff x and ciara ( our incredible story is at Lee Marvin & Ciara Tell It All Podcast

[@uglyraff9313]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Will check it out! All the best to you and your family!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@uglyraff9313 ❤️❤️❤️💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@uglyraff9313 Thanks Raff x

[@davidjames9069]

The horrible thing is people stereotype drug addicts..not realising everyone has had a simple "normal" life. Respect to you brother..not easy opening up to the world like that. X

[@Adam-uz9sc]

"Everyone has the same 24hrs"

[@datbang5072]

@@Adam-uz9sc yeah that's the dumbest analogy ever made and doesn't make sense at all.

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@datbang5072 👏🏻

[@MomMom4Cubs]

This type of honesty is much easier than the interior shame, guilt, and hopelessness. Maybe not for every addict, but when you're a crackhead your secrets keep you sick. Owning those secrets is the way away from the pipe, maybe the only permanent way. I misspent 20 years afraid and ashamed. I'm not either anymore, 6 years free 3/22.

[@davidjames9069]

@@MomMom4Cubs I don't think you could have worded that any better. The shame and hopelessness felt is soul destroying. Also the isolation as you're afraid of the judgemental thoughts of others on you. Well done you to for winning that battle.

[@amberj99]

Heartbreaking story. He seems like a genuine guy. I’m very happy for him that he became clean and is happier now.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you so much Amber 💯❤️😘💫

[@888alp]

So sad poor man he only wanted to be loved by his mum 🥰💛👼🏼

[@drkevinsmithFRCPath]

Shocking what happened to him at such a young age. To be abused by that horrible man in his 50's in the most degrading horrific way it becomes easy to understand why he turned to drugs to cope with that.

[@acedueceable]

Tell it!!

[@katem86]

💯 Get it they take drugs to get away from the memories

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Dr Smith x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@potads uk indeed x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@acedueceable sure thing!

[@nf7089]

Keep on keeping on Marvin. If you can dig your way out of a situation like that, your capable of anything.

[@cyanidekicks304]

@BlowJoe Biden no way bro🤦🏻

[@paintedeel1356]

*you're

[@ihateeverythingsucks7003]

@BlowJoe Biden who?

[@PilotTurtle]

@BlowJoe Biden "Like a white girl"? So if she was black it would be different?

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

You got that right Mr Jones! 💯😊

[@nightmarishcompositions4536]

I wish I could just give this guy a hug. Seems like a wonderful guy dealt such an unfair hand in life.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Gotcha 😌

[@liamgross7217]

Yea, if there was a person you’d like to lend a hand to he is it.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️💫💯😇💥

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

E hug 😇

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@liamgross7217 hey thanks Liam 💫❤️

[@n.r590]

Never judge a drug addict. You’ll never know what demons they are facing

[@aahhh3207]

So true.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

True x and thanks for watching N R 💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@aahhh3207 ahhh perfect! ; )

[@mrfishwick6059]

There are some that are just nitbags

[@Lillie839]

@@mrfishwick6059 Just shut up man

[@oOoJeeoOo]

i'm a 38 old man and his story made teared up hard. Big respect for his courage, his good heart and his testimony.

[@LIKWID]

@Deng Nicca back to your cave.

[@oscargriffiths8097]

@Deng Nicca shut ya face

[@seajay593]

@Deng Nicca shut up

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbibe - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@jimfixer9589]

I didnt cry but his description of crack brought back some demons lol fck that never again, that stuff is nothing but mind control.

[@arseniac.7491]

The amount of pain the human soul can bear is insane! Congrats to Marvin and his GF. May his mom continue to watch over him.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

She indeed does .. I can see her from here ❤️💯

[@raphaellangelier2228]

it can take it until u die

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@raphaellangelier2228 life isn’t easy x

[@raphaellangelier2228]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 never said that stfu

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️💯😇💫

[@KingDomsKingdom85]

I adore these "minutes with" videos, they're another level.

[@LilGezza]

yeah bro no one cares my new song is the best song of all time

[@LilGezza]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/r6XLdXpjl7lgg80

[@TB-md1uj]

@@LilGezza damn that sucks

[@oshea6702]

@@LilGezza shits whack don't quit your day job 🤣

[@itsmoyzehh3873]

@@oshea6702 he’s took it down😭

[@kennethmilne6787]

I never judge people with drug issues because there's always a back story , I hope this man can find a peaceful and happy future life

[@alski3000]

A lot of humanity in him despite the inhuman things that happened to him - I’m so happy that his humanity helped that girl and that girl helped him - good luck to you Marvin! Xx

[@ciararedmond6762]

He is one of a kind 💫 (Im that girl lol) x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you alski x she’s just terrific aren’t you @ Ciara Redmond 💯☺️

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 ❤️

[@baronsaturday9529]

@@ciararedmond6762+ Lee Marvin & child, I wish you all the best of luck!!!

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@baronsaturday9529 thank you ☺️

[@Hannah-wx7er]

You know the prison system is fucked up when they send someone to prison up to 30 times, when they obviously have addiction issues, instead of rehab. When you are addicted, you are literally chemically dependent on that drug, you will do anything for it.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

I did .. I have more interviews over at Real Porridge Podcast x ❤️💯👁‍🗨😊🙏 thanks x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@iwannasmell thank you very much buddy, it’s not quite as clear cut ( took a lot of strength to get clean mate ) I’ve just done another interview over at Real Porridge Podcast with a best selling author, you should pop over and say hey 💯❤️🙏😊

[@yurilopes420]

thats why drugs are decriminalized here in portugal. you get sent to rehab, and get enlisted on a psychologist so you can work through your issues. its kinda garbage if you're a stoner like me because they do the same thing with weed, but yeah, pretty cool iniciative

[@Hannah-wx7er]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Thanks so much for sharing your personal story, you will be helping people heal, or to be more understanding of others. I will definitely give them a watch! :)

[@Hannah-wx7er]

@@yurilopes420 Exactly, hard drug use is usually a symptom of dealing with trauma that some people will never understand - they just see it as the criminal act.

[@doomsdvy]

25 and off to rehab in a week and it's inspiring hearing all these amazing stories, and it's giving me more confidence to put my all into it for a better future

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Keep it up!! 💯 Lee Marvin here! All the very best!

[@doomsdvy]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Thanks, you're a legend brother! Shout out from Australia!

[@ciararedmond6762]

Your future is bright.. Just believe in yourself 💫good luck on your new Journey!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@doomsdvy both I & Ciara are in your corner buddy ✅

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️❤️❤️

[@bigcamfn6968]

He seems like a genuine guy life’s just fucked him over

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Absolutely Big! However we live & learn x

[@lurkr]

​@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 if this is really you, I'm sending love your way, Marvin. Your personality is beautiful and your story is one of the most inspiring Ive ever heard.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@lurkr pop over to ‘Real Porridge Podcast’ & say Hi Lurk 💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@lurkr I really appreciate that Lurk ! Your kind words mate x 💯❤️🙏

[@lurkr]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Ill check it out!!

[@jaybudz1620]

Been close to 19 months sober myself, recently relapsed but watching this has given me hope to get back on the wagon and start again, currently 8 days clean but hoping to make it further then I previously did

[@turbokid4872]

you gotta stay strong friend , you can do it

[@yeahbuddy4712]

Sounds rough bro..stay strong!

[@GanjaMan626]

força irmao, voce é melhor e mais forte que tudo isso, voce tem total controle do que vira daqui pra frente, se mantem firme que a recompensa final sera incrível

[@hecticplatypus530]

Hope you’re still clean my bro

[@joecropper3316]

Stay clean brother

[@JustinMcNabbIreland]

Been watching a good few of these Lad Bible documentaries lately, and It's just so shocking how many people go from a bad situation to worse by trusting someone who turns out to be the absolute worst of society. There are a lot of evil people out there. This poor guy gets adopted then his dad beats him, goes to some lads house to play games and he leads him into 2 years of abuse.

[@veronicamanikadas8256]

omg i'm crying watching this. marvin sounds like a really lovely person and so glad he has a loving fam now

[@zarasofia8008]

Most people with addiction have had some sort of mental, sexual or physical abuse as a kid. These people need love and support, regardless of the drugs they choose to take to cope with their traumas. I’m so sorry you were let down by the sick and twisted adults in your life Marvin, you’re an worthy and you’re loved.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💥❤️💫💯✨

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Ciara Redmond 😇💥

[@daswack7122]

This man is obviously very intelligent and has a beautiful soul he was dealt a terrible hand and has climbed himself out from what we are showed

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

🙌🏽❤️

[@minini5571]

I was also adopted as an infant. It really angers me when adoptive parents turn out to be abusive/neglectful…seems they have a greater responsibility to love and nurture the child.

[@LilGezza]

oh you were adopted? L 😭

[@LilGezza]

my newsong slaps tho kzbin.info/www/bejne/r6XLdXpjl7lgg80

[@razorjean]

Hi Minini, I agree I had a friend that was adopted and thought her parents would love her to bits. They did not. I could not understand that either. I also have a disabled friend that did not get the love from her mum as her able-bodied sister got. P.S sorry to see again here the spammers using this as an advert for their porn or music.....

[@RidiculeOfficial]

@@LilGezza lol that shit ASS

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Mini New interview at Real Porridge Podcast x enjoy 💯❤️👁‍🗨

[@yatsey7454]

Really like this guy, followed him since he's been on the Real Porridge channel. Brutally honest and you can tell he's a decent human being, just had a rough start in life like a lot of us. Plus He is 100% the best Marvin on You Tube!! Haa, Top stuff.👍

[@asadjaved4406]

I know I don’t know you or anyone and I’m not judging anyone but I really don’t think the majority have had a ‘’roughy start to life’’ like he has. Hell, the man was raped and domestically abused. Bless him for his life and other victims whose stories aren’t even out there.

[@carolcurtis1573]

Adam , me too you feel if you met him you would be meeting a real nice guy and his partner is the same if you watch her story on the Real porridge . Look what the ex prison warden said about him proves Marvin is a decent human being with a very sad life that he’s turned around , when he speaks of his poor teenage mum having to give him up it breaks your heart for them both

[@FATTYBONGRIPS]

Telling you all the marvins have the most fucked up stories. The other marvin with 1 eyeball and his dad lit him on fire or something. messed up stuff

[@MA-zg2pz]

@@asadjaved4406 many many people deal with rape and domestic abuse in childhood. 1 in 4 boys ( reported) and 1 in 3 girls ( that reported) in the US alone. It’s extremely common! Children Are threatened and beaten into silence. It’s much more common than you realize.

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@carolcurtis1573 thank you 💫

[@markus8222]

5:19 'We have this invisible cord what binds us and I could feel her pulling on it' truly heartbreaking 😥

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Very true words Markus ❤️… she pulled that cord all her life … she and my adoptive mum both died literally weeks apart - but that’s another story x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💫💥💯❤️😇

[@AutisticAthena]

As a mother on the other end of one of those cords herself... the pull is constant.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@AutisticAthena bless you Keats … love & respect sweetie x

[@carolsheenyhailstoneartgra3977]

I had a wonderful mum & I miss her with every beat of my heart.. Marvin is a true inspiration wow Im in tears

[@tracycuthbert1046]

So happy to see he is now happy, after everything life chucked at him he is finally able to smile and be happy. Congratulations Marvin on becoming a Dad. Hope you and your girlfriend and son have the best future. Take care

[@ciararedmond6762]

Thank you ❤️(I’m the girlfriend Lol)

[@tracycuthbert1046]

@ciara redmond aaww hiya, so happy for you both. All the best for the future ❤

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@tracycuthbert1046 Thank you so much ❤️

[@Penelopeloveschicken]

@@ciararedmond6762 You're the angel who saved him xo

[@traceymatthews5262]

@@ciararedmond6762 wishing you both and your little baba all the best of luck and happiness ❤️❤️

[@StainedAngel3670]

I admire him for saving that girl, and for getting clean.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

We’re still together to this day … new channel of ours starting soon x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️💯✨💫💥

[@jakeroop5350]

He still be smokin? 🤔

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@jakeroop5350 what do you think? 10 years no cocaine.

[@steveharrison76]

I love the way he comes to life and his entire body lights up with happiness when he talks about connecting with his family. It's amazing to watch. He's so happy just talking about them.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Yes ❤️🙌🏽💥

[@Elliot927]

What an incredible and inspirational person to beat drug addiction after being dealt with that much pain. Makes me feel so greatful for my life.

[@LilGezza]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/r6XLdXpjl7lgg80

[@dalecooper8336]

@@LilGezza don't give up your day Job

[@ciararedmond6762]

@The good within but he’s not thow 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@ciararedmond6762]

@The good within elaborate how you know he is….🤔🤔because I can 💯 confirm he has been CLEAN ten years in September but I will await your response as to how you know something I don’t you know I’m only HIS PARTNER 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@ciararedmond6762]

@The good within I’m still waiting for you to elaborate 🤔🤣🤣🤣clearly your a TROLL 😉

[@nadzalln]

So many sad parts in Marvin's story. When he said he walked down the back streets because he felt he didn't deserve to walk around with everyone else🥺 Marvin keep pushing, we wish you & your family well. You are worthy! God bless you 🙏🏽

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯😊 Thanks x

[@markusjohnson6558]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Lee you are a real brave individual, in the video you talked about your biological mother - Did you also find any information on your biological father's family

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💥❤️💫💯💥

[@teapea85]

His heart is made of gold and he deserves every ounce of his happy ending 💛

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

It is indeed!!! Heart of Gold 💥

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💥💫💫❤️💯✨

[@ingo98]

you can give him happy ending

[@bobbjanch696]

I'm utterly surprised that he's still here to tell us his story...after all he went through.... Hats off man...!!!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks bob 😇

[@nickg1932]

It’s crazy to think that people have been through so much by the age of 15. So many people out there without the right support

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

True Nick mate .. insightful x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️💯😇💫💥

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Ciara Redmond 😇😇💯

[@queenofthebutterflies5212]

This man is an absolute hero. Helping this 18 yr old girl, to become his partner. I was helped by an older man when I was a teenager. Meant the world to me. I felt safe. I know his baby is going to be the loving thread that sews him back together. That's what my baby did for me. What a beautiful man. May he find peace, light and harmony.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Queen 💫😇

[@ciararedmond6762]

He certainly is my hero ❤

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@ciararedmond6762 love you my gorgeous girl ciara x

[@Mike-vi3vn]

Never commented on anything on here before but this guy has compelled me to do so. What a top fella, glad things are working out, I met my birth family 11 year ago and it’s definitely given me an anchor where I was previously just floating. Hope nothing but good things for him going forward, peace.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbibe - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

I’ll reply right back to you personally Mike. Thank you for your very first comment, your words give me hope that it’s indeed a wonderful world - you’ve just got to find it x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

I’m interviewed a little bit over at Real Porridge Podcast x hope you enjoy it 🦢

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@TheTabooRoomWithAaron hmm you grew off the back of me - you could at least invite me on huh?

[@hasos5577]

I'm literally crying, every human being deserves to be shown love😓

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Ahhh I know that … and I try to be certain that we all get to live with dignity x

[@elijahhilb6518]

Some exceptions though

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯💥😇

[@gowengetter4599]

A strong man for talking about his life on camera. Thanks for sharing. I’m sure you’ll be a great dad!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Gowen … more at Shaun Attwood true crime podcast 300 💯💗

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

😇💫❤️💥💯

[@BecomeConsciousNow]

He's a really good natured person with a big heart. So sorry to hear about those awful experiences in childhood that ultimately contributed to him getting addicted to drugs and then snowballing to going to prison many times. It just makes me feel sad for him. I'm glad he's doing well because he is clearly a very intelligent individual. All the best!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯💥✨💫❤️😇

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️🙌🏽

[@BearWolfMountain]

Respect to this guy. So proud of him, to be able to turn his life around.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Cheers Sam - more of my story at Real Porridge Podcast 💯❤️😇 see you there!

[@julz9378]

despite the pain he has endured, there is kindness in his voice. I hope he finds some sort of peace. he seems like such a nice man, someone I would like to call a friend…

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks julz 💫

[@croatiancroissant28776]

My past drug addiction was a terrible time in my life, a huge setback for me, but I also see how it has helped me, especially in raising my daughter and helping her deal with life’s issues. The thing about going through all he has experienced, is the wisdom that comes with it IF you see the lesson in it. I hope he uses it to be a great father. He has potential to be someone’s hero.

[@steeps4220]

Well said fam. Same goes for you.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbibe - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Watch my interview at Real Porridge Podcast x 💯😇

[@sjdover69]

You can unequivocally say, this man never failed. We failed him. None of this should have happened to him. He remained good and fought for a better life through the most harrowing of circumstances. There are movies made of real life heroes who never fought harder or triumphed more than this man has. The heart of a lion.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you so much … I read your words out and felt kinda liberated x

[@linzianna]

Fukkin hell I can relate to so much of what he's saying. I'm 13 years clean of crack addiction and 10 years free of Heroin with one relapse that I'm a year recovering from. It never ever leaves you. Its the most powerful thing on earth people don't understand and there's always a reason why we use. The triggers are everywhere and the influences aswell. Only an addict truly knows another addict. God bless you Marvin. Stay strong 💪 xx

[@elenawilliams32]

I know exactly how much hard work and determination you've had to put in- and continue to put in to staying clean. I hope you take a moment to tell yourself 'Bloody well done!' Take care from Australia.🐨

[@Paulie_____]

Well done on your sobriety, just keep at it, day by day..I'm 15 years from heroin & crack, as you know it takes work and its a mental health nightmare in itself before we even begin to tackle our reasons for using. I find meditation helps me.

[@lisalep]

Yeah your not wrong there the triggers are everywhere! Watching stuff like this makes me want a pipe. X

[@bobbyfischer6786]

Your a year clean. Stay in the truth

[@y.k.9705]

I know what you mean. God bless you, I wish you well.

[@daveparsons6956]

As I get older I realise that those who suffer most usually have the most to teach, even if they don't know it. Very inspirational. It takes so much to walk this road and just keep walking.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Indeed, thank you x

[@pudddingpie]

I really commend anyone coming off crack, that drug is the devil. Marvins face when he mentioned his aunt contacting him brought tears of joy to my eyes. A child wants nothing more than their mother, I’m sorry you didn’t get to meet her. I know you’ll be an AMAZING dad congrats to you and your Mrs ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ciararedmond6762]

Thank you ☺️ he is the most amazing dad to our son

[@cocosloan3748]

His not a child since 18 B...Hes sleeping with 18y old and being double her age.. On crack I might add !

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@cocosloan3748 no way was he on crack 😳🤣🤣🤣well I never it’s only the title to this video🤣🤣so because I was that age it’s a crime??…Was I forced??.. once again you make no sense Lol your no longer a child when you reach 16 Lol I think still being together 15 years later with our own child shows what sort of relationship with have 🙌🏻

[@nadzalln]

@@ciararedmond6762 don't worry about the negativity. You continue to look after each other and your son. I can tell Marvin has a heart & was dealt some tough blows in life. God bless you both & your son🙏

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@nadzalln thank you so much ☺️ x

[@dantefrogface1687]

The amount of respect I have for him is unreal people who have the ability to get out of a life like that are truly amazing

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💫✨💯❤️

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Bro x

[@gmaingvidzz4755]

Met him on a train… most lovely guy in the world gave me a free copy of his book such a sweet guy

[@benitaschuh2775]

I can tell he was a pure soul, this brought tears to me. I just want to give him a big hug. So glad you have happiness in your life now!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Hug Received 💯😉🙏😊👁‍🗨😇

[@camwood2549]

The ending really caught me off guard. Very very heartbreaking how simple he wanted his life to be. Best of luck Marvin, your strength inspires me and I’m so excited to hear you’re a dad! You’ll be brilliant

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you very much Cam 💯❤️👁‍🗨😊🙏 more over at Real Porridge Podcast 💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Wow 💥💫

[@dalefrye9361]

Despite his addictions Marvin seems like a genuine soul.

[@WaniZame]

how happy he looked when he spoke about his Aunt wanting to know him made me well up.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯💯💯

[@natalietaylor9848]

I rarely leave comments but this guy amazes me. U have been through so much bless u. I’m so glad ur happy now. ❤xxxx

[@ponyboycurtis3795]

Big respect to Marvin..hopefully him opening up like this will help any other people who maybe victims but scared to speak..im an addict myself so i feel him on the drugs thing.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

You look after yourself take out x more over at Real Porridge Podcast ( pop over n keep in touch ) 💯✨❤️

[@ponyboycurtis3795]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 yeah bro..im subbed to Sam and seen you on there cheers mate 👍

[@lolly5453]

The turmoil and confusion and distress this poor guy suffered as a young child would flatten the majority of us even as adults. No wonder he felt unable to process and cope with his emotions. My heart goes out to him, no kid should ever have to feel that way. So many beautiful qualities and so much to offer, buried deep underneath all of that pain. Glad he made it thru- and somehow managed to become the wonderful wise man he is today despite the odds. Good luck to him ❤️

[@ciararedmond6762]

He is the most amazing man x

[@Harnishchappy]

Beautifully written

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you very much Lolli ❤️💯👁‍🗨🙏😊

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@Harnishchappy indeed x ❤️💯

[@lolly5453]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 😊 Thank you, mate. Thank you for making it and climbing out of the nightmare, as much as it kept trying to pull you back in. You smashed it, n you’re an inspiration seriously. Can’t wait to check out more of the podcasts etc you mention, n I’ll be cheering you on from the sidelines wishing you the best for the future 🙏🏼💖💪🏼

[@denismith]

His story just breaks my heart no child should ever have to go through what he had too !! He is a brave man and strong!! The fact he was so caring and helped and protected the young girl that’s amazing he is truly a good human if only just half the world was as caring as this man!!! I can’t imagine how he feels knowing his birth mom didn’t want to give him up and that he has his birth family that want him in their lives just wish he would have gotten to meet his birth mom before she passed ! I’m praying for him

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you very much Deni - more of my story at Real Porridge Podcast x 💯❤️😊👁‍🗨

[@ANDREA.363]

Marvin , I'm happy for you and congratulations on your new baby🙏🏾

[@AWood28]

I have a 7 year old son and the thought of him doing drugs next year is outrageous. Good luck brother. You deserve it.

[@robakles1]

Mine is 9 and the thought of him even smoking a cigarette is beyond me.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

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[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you Big A 💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@robakles1 I agree .. it’s been a hard road 💯

[@hab379]

god damn marvin got me tearing up like a lil child up in here. one strong kind fella. hope he's got better days ahead of him.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you so much HAB 💯❤️🙌🏽🙏🏽

[@fragster2008]

This is the kinda guy I could take to the pub and listen to his life, introduce him to people and help him regain a sense of worthiness. His voice is so peaceful with a sense of love and caring to it. I could listen to him for a long time. I dont like judging people in general without knowing them, nor criitsising, however, this guy has had it harder than I have, but i can relate to some of his problems. I went through the same too. Blessed be to the guy. Much respect for turning his life around after what hes been through.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Hey this is brilliant… thanks x

[@mileyrocks852]

It’s horrible knowing that most people who do hard drugs are abused in any or every form. Breaks my heart.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💥❤️💫💯😇💥✨

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Ciara 😇😇😇

[@chibimoon1432]

It's like these people are searching for an escape. Who could blame them for turning to that, even though it's the worst thing you could do. In those situations where is your way out? You need a miracle or strong, determined will to escape. My heart goes out to all addicts. These people need all the help and love in the world.

[@bostonb4kedbeans]

@@chibimoon1432 I look at it this way. When you're experiencing emotional torture and there's an easy but temporary fix, it's extremely tempting.

[@rusko123]

I like this guy. one of the most honest people Ive ever seen.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯Thank you very much, more over at Real Porridge Podcast 💯 - Lee Marvin x

[@rusko123]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 Respect bro.x

[@imchef17]

I work in mental health in New Zealand and I support a man exactly the same as this lad. Same stories, same manner, full of useful knowledge, honest, kind and caring. All the best for the future Lee, keep sharing your stories they help people like me to understand the people we support.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

I’ve done a few interviews with officer samworth x

[@imchef17]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 mean bro thanks for the comment. You're an alright dude, keep doing what you're doing your life experience is something that needs to be shared. I am recommending (if you have the strength and courage) to become a drug and alcohol support person, Lord knows its people like you that can help others the most. Arohamai aroha atu kia kaha brother - my Maori language, love received love returned, stay strong.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@imchef17 wow 💯✨ absolutely marvellous .. extremely empowering comment! Love sent x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Hope you enjoyed my Ciara’s interviews ? ❤️

[@Bebedollie]

❤️💔

[@Carl15O3]

These interviews are really high quality. Each individual has a very interesting story to tell that really puts things into perspective. Really makes you think.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbibe - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Absolutely brilliant, thanks LADbible ❤️💯👁‍🗨😊

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

See you at Real Porridge Podcast 💯🙏❤️

[@filipesaz]

Man.. this guy has been through a lot! Thanks for sharing. Just such a nice ending with him saying "I'm at peace"... lovely.

[@ciararedmond6762]

He is definitely at peace 👌🏻😊

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Fil .. love you very much ciara x

[@ciararedmond6762]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 love you more beautiful ❤️

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@ciararedmond6762 and I love you even more gorgeous girl 💥💯💯

[@emsh3400]

He went through some awful awful things that no one should ever endure. I don't know this man but I feel so proud of how he has got through it all and is moving forward with his life 💜

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Emily x

[@raggedyhaggity250]

broke my heart listening his story.. what a strong, lovely soul. even thru everything he never really gave up on himself which is easy to fall into when you know you aren't 'worthy' as a person.. im very happy for him that he got clean, has a woman and found his maternal relatives. i hope marvin lives a long healthy and happy life🤲🏼

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Raggedy x 💯 - more At Real Porridge Podcast

[@nikeyeb343]

What a decent sensitive member of humanity. Godbless Marvin and his new family 👪 ❤ 🙏

[@CHEDDIBNAH]

This guy is so real ! best of luck to him in the future

[@lochlanfrazer8095]

What an absolute soldier of a human being. My heart aches when poor men like this start their lives journeying thru some of the most horrific things you could imagine, yet he’s still come out on top. You are a fucking soldier brother. Keep on marching forward ! ❤️

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Aaaahh thank you so much Lochlan 💯 your words are beautifully expressed .. make lots of sense - keep in touch at Real Porridge Podcast where I’m telling my story 💯😇 hope to see you there 💯

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💥💯💫❤️

[@samfletcher93]

Unreal story. Go on Marvin! What an unbelievably humble and big hearted person he seams.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out

[@Laminabeauty]

Amazing amazing man. Big heart , intelligent, kind. He is just a beautiful soul. I wish you all the happiness

[@joeharna]

My heart aches for this man. Chin up Lee, your courage and strength are unparalleled.

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Aaaahhh thanks Joe

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks again Joe 💯👑

[@DummyYEEEAAHHHHH]

This poor guy didn't have a chance as a kid. He's definitely a sharp and intelligent guy whose been through hell...I hope he stays clean and can begin to heal from his severe childhood trauma. God bless you brother ! I'll pray for you.

[@ryancalming884]

Sincerely wish him all the best. Seems a really genuine, nice bloke

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Ryan 💯❤️💫💥

[@borfsausage8759]

Such a smart and articulate man. How far could he have gone had it not been for relentless abuse and trauma?

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

❤️💫💥💯😇

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks 💥💫

[@dianalives2669]

I was addicted to crack in my early 20s and got out of it alone. I could have ended up dead or homeless. I am still trying to figure out my life and dealing with many mental health issues, but I am glad I didn't end up dead. My mind now is a mess with total anxiety, but I am trying to deal with it.

[@laurasogliuzzo3072]

What a kind, beautiful soul ❤

[@amadeus3418]

There was so much pain in that video, brought me to tears. Wish you all the best Marvin, you deserve happiness like everyone else!! Great to hear life is turning around for you ❤

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you buddy 💯😇

[@iZaGaNx]

The moment you said you had a baby, such a big smile on my face! So happy that you're continuing to fight so bravely! Such a strong man ❤️

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbibe - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@squareone7657]

I went through abuse, emotionally and physically, not to Marvin’s extent. It still haunts me and drug and alcohol abuse has been with me for most of my adult life. I admire Marvin’s strength on holding it together, but the pain is in there, and I know it’s deep. I just want to give you a hug mate. So so much respect for you and like many of the other comments, NEVER judge a drug addict, you don’t know their pain.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Bless you One, I just want to say … keep your head held high, chin up x

[@jaycain7598]

I’m a grown man that barely has empathy for other but the ending of this brought a tear to my eye. I love this man what a legend

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

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[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks Jay … I really appreciate your kind comments 💯❤️🙏👁‍🗨😇

[@ellaeadig263]

I am so horrified about what he was put through when he was so young. He is amazing to have survived it. And glad to hear it worked out with his partner - he saved her and then she saved him. And his birth family sound lovely. Lots of people wouldn't want a relationship with him because of his criminal history but his aunty gave him a chance.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Yes Ella… lovely it’s been since too x

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

More of my story over at Real Porridge Podcast x 💯😊❤️

[@angelcoops511]

I’m glad this man has found a happier life after a really bad start in life. Living proof you can change your life around. So happy for him and wish him all the best. He would be great at going around schools telling he’s story and helping kids turn their life around.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Yes 🙌🏽

[@bradlawler4627]

Crack addiction can happen to anyone , mine cost me a great marriage , jobs , and pride the lure of that feeling is so powerful I've quit Crack three times in 25 years very hard and difficult so Congratulations my friend keep up the good work

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

You too Brad - rid it from your consciousness… snap out of it bud!! 💥💯

[@breshannondevereaux5712]

Out of everything this man went through, he STILL had a heart to help out a debtor in prison. So much pain, but still held some kindness. That says alot! Thank you sharing your story!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Why thank you Bre 💯❤️✨

[@breshannondevereaux5712]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 I am REALLY rooting for you and family! Nothing but RESPECT for you!!

[@apbt067]

Even with all he has been through you can tell he has a heart of gold. That is the vibe I get from him anyway. I hope he enjoys the rest of his life with his family.

[@kooz6627]

This was so breathtaking and heartbreaking but also some sense of relief to know he’s on the right path now ❤️❤️🙏🏽

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

💯💥💫✨✨❤️

[@marksmith1074]

This man is trying his best, he is off the drugs and he has a kiddo. Now stories over coming addiction is just amazing. As a former addict myself, I love hearing people sober up and take control of their lives. I am proud of anyone choosing to be sober, no matter where they come from. Being sober and staying sober is hard but the rewards after being sober is all worth it.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Absolutely true Mark lad 💯 more over at Real Porridge Podcast 💯 - Lee Marvin

[@mjdetailsgb]

What a beautiful person.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Hey thanks a lot Jack 💯❤️😃

[@mjdetailsgb]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 You’re welcome. I hope you’re doing well, and keep shining!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@mjdetailsgb I’m shining like the Sun 😉

[@adamlewis2654]

Your a hero Marvin. To all those still going through or have fought their way out of trauma. God bless you brother

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you adam x more over at Real Porridge Podcast 💯🙏❤️

[@AngusJones]

This person's story is just so incredible. It's almost unimaginable to think someone has actually been through all that, and at those young ages too.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you Angus 🌟

[@MaxMustermann-tz2po]

@@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450 you are a very Strong person,stay strong !!!

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

@@MaxMustermann-tz2po ✨💫💥💯😇

[@benwilletts6862]

Big respect to you my man. I wish you all the happiness

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you so much Ben

[@kriss5679]

I rarely cry. My eyes were watering on this one. May God's blessing be upon him and his family 🙏

[@carly3410]

How can you mention god after the awful things this guy had mentioned.

[@laniakea22]

Wow 🤩 what a champion 🏆 🥇 wish you nothing but the best Marvin

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thanks 💯❤️

[@mariakelly990]

What a character you are Marvin. What life you’ve lived. So happy to hear at the end that you’re happy & have a son. You deserve the best. 💜

[@lenaChyenne]

I have goosebumps in the first two minutes. Thank you Sir for telling your story. Sir, i have mad respect and love for you.

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you so much Chy’

[@youssefwassef2231]

The pain of all these years shows in every part of his face. I wish that your best years are ahead of you Mr Marvin ❤

[@TheTabooRoomWithAaron]

Powerful Interview! Big Up Ladbible - We are trying to capture the powerful stories on homeless, addictions and sex workers on the streets of London on our channel, we only started up a month ago - check us out

[@leemarvinhitchmanciaratell3450]

Thank you very Much Youssef .. I hope so too! 💯 I do believe so.. to keep up I’m interviewed at Real Porridge Podcast 💯keep into touch 💯

[@livingdecay2570]

Man, I just wanna give you a big ol hug. What an awesome dude. Life gave you a river of shit and you managed to come out the other end a true gentleman. It all came a little late with your mother but the joy in your face talking about your new found family and 2yr old son bought a tear to my dusty eyes. Much respect to you sir, much respect...