We're so stoked to see how you are loving the video! Thanks to everyone for your support and for pre-ordering the new album. WE LOVE YOU ICON ARMY! xoxo Ariel & Shawn
@musicheaven78684 жыл бұрын
We love it!
@JillyBeanNxD4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing it early with the kickstarters! Y’all rock!
@glitterbea4 жыл бұрын
you really do spoil us emos!!! you continue you help me with my mental health and self harm. I love you 💕💕💕
@WhyMaiii4 жыл бұрын
Pls come back, your songs are so f good szszsz we miss u, xoxo from Brazil sz
@minnasaenz95384 жыл бұрын
Awsome like always!! i just love it!
@tink53374 жыл бұрын
When Icon just knows what aesthetic you've been obsessed with. Like hard rock meets dramatic fey fantasy. Love the video
@jodeetaylor96074 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing!
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
Point of order taken full into context, thank you for that, and for yielding your time... (IK it sounds Congressional. I'm jus sayin thank you, 'cause you got it on one)
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
we got you Rae:) 💕
@stefol0u4 жыл бұрын
@@99blackbirds You won't be disappointed. Welcome to the Icon Army. ♡
@rosebloodwater134 жыл бұрын
Nailed it
@gabbygutierrez93774 жыл бұрын
When she said “I’m afraid I can’t trust myself” I felt that
@indoorsandout30223 жыл бұрын
Me too. Like, I have to question almost every thought and feeling because I don't wanna be delusional again. And I have to question what I see and hear and ask others if they see or hear it too. It's exhausting af.
@cameronmoney14843 жыл бұрын
Truth
@lets_talk_sense4 жыл бұрын
It's ridiculously good. They really bring it with this one!
@Demortixx4 жыл бұрын
Icon is back
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
glad you're feeling it! xoxo
@Cassies_Critter_Circus4 жыл бұрын
@@99blackbirds wtf are those hashtags?
@TigrexThrasher3 жыл бұрын
They really do! \m/
@AngalicWings3 жыл бұрын
this perfectly describes anyone who's battling mental illnesses for most of their life. After so many years of this treatment and that treatment, mis diagnosises, people telling you how to act and how to be , mixed messages, it becomes so hard to figure out who you are and what you are. Where does the you begin and where does the decease end? I think I will let my therapist hear this.
@indoorsandout30223 жыл бұрын
Yeah. Like, I've got 6 mental illnesses. Just about everything I think or feel is a symptom of one or more of them. I don't know where the illnesses end and I begin. I describe myself as self aware symptoms piloting a meat suit.
@psychoticrocker132 жыл бұрын
I told my therapist about this band. I feel her words from all her music is perfect for anyone who has felt this way so I was like, tell your other clients about them. Ariel put into words things we've been feeling and the emotion behind it is so real, idk what we'd do without them. And idk what's gonna happen when they're gone. Who else will be able to pick up the battle as well?
@psychoticrocker132 жыл бұрын
@@indoorsandout3022 I hear meat suit and think possessed lol but that's kind of perfect 'cause we're kind of possessed by ourselves aren't we? The disease takes on it's own persona. I think that's why this and Supposed To Be are some of my favorites.
@Rikki16161616164 жыл бұрын
0:16 I love this hairstyle
@nomadicfamilyadventures69094 жыл бұрын
Wow, this music video is my all time favorite. Icon for hire has been my go to band for the past 10 years. Its gotten me through so many trials in life. I love them so much! My dream is to meet them one day. Ariel is my inspiration.
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Would love to meet you one day darling!!
@spmgijsbers3394 жыл бұрын
Ow i agreee🙌🏻
@spmgijsbers3394 жыл бұрын
Somehow my reply is doubled, not my intentipwnn, oowps😅
@kayj46574 жыл бұрын
The Stay-At-Homeschool Mom I got to meet them one year at warp...we stayed in the same hotel as them and was at restaurant at the same time making waffles. Best time I’ll ever remember. They killed at that show as well.
@ashleydewitt70864 жыл бұрын
Ah! This will be the best b-day present ever!!
@natia87804 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday 🎁
@BobsGang14 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday! Hope your day is great!
@ausernameiguess70584 жыл бұрын
Happy early birthday!!!
@firebreathingchickenduck49364 жыл бұрын
Happy early birthday!
@splashoftrash4 жыл бұрын
happy birthday!!!!!
@nikitaachanta92404 жыл бұрын
Ariel's new hair is beautiful 😍 what a song, what a video! IFH really out here saving 2020 huh?
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
doing our best out here😂
@fueledbypaintwater4 жыл бұрын
Everybody is talking about Ariel's hair, but what about Shawn's? I love his haircut!!!😊
@sarahfisher57194 жыл бұрын
This music video is so REL. It feels like perfect merge of Turn Your Pain Into Art and Scripted Icon For Hire. So good.
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
So... You see political videos coming from this too? My Bad, I'll stop assuming. But, Yeah! Same!
@Demortixx4 жыл бұрын
@@f_USAF-Lt.G politics? Where?
@drakon_flight79464 жыл бұрын
@@f_USAF-Lt.G w h e r e ?
@570wade4 жыл бұрын
this band is criminally underrated for the talent and effort they put in.
@Akamatsu214 жыл бұрын
I like how they're going back to their roots but it still keeps consistent with their more recent music, it's a great combo. Love this band so much
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
AWESOME !! But, (maybe I shouldn't ask, but) what songs of theirs would you put Right Before and Right After in a Playlist? 😏😈
@Akamatsu214 жыл бұрын
@@f_USAF-Lt.G that's a tough question :'D Probably two that have similar themes. Maybe Iodine before and Venom after?
@TheTrackracer4 жыл бұрын
I'm totally blown away by the transformation that you have gone through! You guys left me speechless! Keep rocking!!
@k9techku Жыл бұрын
I am so glad to know someone else knows what it feels like to not be safe in your own head...
@BestFriendsReact2 жыл бұрын
this still lives in my head rent free
@jxssi.w9154 жыл бұрын
Why does nobody talk about how gorgeous her hair looks? I’m in love 😍
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
(We're used to her hair being Best-est) Check out their history of videos, and see if there's a pattern... Her innovation is also from her creative stylin' ❗🔥❗
@laartje244 жыл бұрын
Sorry was to busy raving about how great this song is. But I fully agree. Also love the little girl playing little REL.
@cryptid1763 жыл бұрын
This band always has the best styles
@AR_1N3 жыл бұрын
I agree
@incognito3264 жыл бұрын
For all of those on the live chat who were concerned about my back pain, I can confirm it has been cured after listening to this.
@daddylonglegs34204 жыл бұрын
ah yes, emo powers work
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
Nothing like ICON to put you 🎶👣👣🎶back in step!! 😅💢👍
@spencerdunn69337 ай бұрын
I'm late to the party but glad I finally made it
4 жыл бұрын
The best thing to happen in 2020, I love the direction of this album!!
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Glad youre feeling it thanks!💕
@RissaFaith944 жыл бұрын
Seriously, this new style is like the perfect blend of everything I loved from each of the previous albums. And the music video gave me WAY more feels than I expected.
@laartje244 жыл бұрын
Well, honestly it's 2020 so they don't have much competition XD I love it though that they didn't let 2020 stop them and released the album anyway. That shows some guts and that they genualy care.
@TigrexThrasher3 жыл бұрын
Same. Loving the style and rhythm of the tracks from this new album. I love there poppier stuff too but this is just my shit right here lol XD
@potato_muderer3 жыл бұрын
Took me way too long to realize that this is probably the "little lost girl" she sings about in You Cant Kill Us
@bioticheart4 жыл бұрын
It premiered earlier for patreon members and kickstarter backers which was pretty cool. This was a good music video, very different from things they have done. I like this new tone.
@kararosemcnulty77814 жыл бұрын
heart Yeah, it’s awesome. 💜
@user-zp4bo9fs7b4 жыл бұрын
I'll get a job just to have money to back this band and get their content
@sliptera34 жыл бұрын
It does remind me more of their first album than the last two tho
@xKFCxKAOSx4 жыл бұрын
this is the old tone
@bioticheart2 жыл бұрын
@@xKFCxKAOSx Very true. I meant new in comparison to what the style has been in recent years.
@jerikmitchell75752 жыл бұрын
HAPPY 1 MILLION!!!!!
@thelesbrarian4 жыл бұрын
Holy crap, this is unreal!!!!!!!! This new sound has me OBSESSED. And Ariel and Shawn's aesthetic in this????? Ummm YES please!!!! Can't wait until we can all see you perform live again!
@thelesbrarian4 жыл бұрын
@Anna333 This feels different to the early stuff though imo! Big fan of all their records and they certainly have progressed since Scripted. Its been especially great to see their success since going independent from a label & having no restrictions on their music/creative ideas! This next album is gonna be such a treat, I can't wait
@travis1738 Жыл бұрын
After all these years I love how little they have changed
@dothetriplemdance49324 жыл бұрын
I was duped again! I thought it was posted and now my heart has been ripped from my chest, needing to wait 18 hours.
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
Did you see it yet?! Did you see?! Check This Out!!
@dothetriplemdance49324 жыл бұрын
@@f_USAF-Lt.G Yeah, I just finished watching it. It was awesome!
@spiritwritermusic49713 жыл бұрын
Icon for Hire’s lyrics cut to the core... “Oh I swear my emotions are the enemy Be dead by now if I’d done what they were telling me I can’t be sure, be sure Am I the curse or the cure?”
@hayhay66344 жыл бұрын
OH I SWEAR MY EMOTIONS ARE THE ENEMY
@daimhinaubrey31944 жыл бұрын
I’D BE DEAD BY NOW IF I HAD DONE WHWT THEY WERE TELLING MEEE
@alexdoorn2344 жыл бұрын
WHISPER LIES BUT THEY SOUND LIKE HALF TRUTHS
@fueledbypaintwater4 жыл бұрын
CONFUSING A SICK MIND ISN'T THAT HARD TO DO
@calli.catastrophe4 жыл бұрын
AND YOU SAY I'M A HOPELESS CASE, I'M A HOPELESS CASE
@tzvikrasner60734 жыл бұрын
IFH is example 1 of how you turn your problems into gold. Never back down, never take "you can't" as an answer. Nothing is beyond your reach, and nothing is a limitation if you don't let it be.
@laartje244 жыл бұрын
My whole day has been like: "Is it 7pm already?". So hyped, can't wait to see it.
@caomunistadoggo4129 Жыл бұрын
Why no one is talking about the bass lines? It's simply PERFECT
@jameswolf78123 жыл бұрын
Lyrics Oh I swear my emotions are the enemy Be dead by now if I'd have done what they were telling me Whisper lies, but they sound like half-truths Confusing a sick mind, isn't that hard to do? And you say I'm a hopeless case I'm a hopeless case And you say I'm a hopeless case I'm a hopeless case I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself Don't leave me alone How you want me to fix myself, myself? All I've ever known, I've ever known How can I separate Me from the remedy? I can't be sure, be sure Am I the curse or the cure? Oh it's more than a little maddening Got me second guessing everything that's happening I think, I think I'm in over my head And the more I think about it, the worse that it gets And you say I'm a hopeless case I'm a hopeless case And you say I'm a hopeless case I'm a hopeless case I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself Don't leave me alone How you want me to fix myself, myself? All I've ever known, I've ever known How can I separate Me from the remedy? I can't be sure, be sure Am I the curse or the cure? All I see are all my flaws I see is all I'm not I'm not senseless I won't separate this heart To make it what you want You can't tell me anymore (Curse or cure) I'm afraid I can't trust myself, myself Don't leave me alone How you want me to fix myself, myself? All I've ever known, I've ever known How can I separate Me from the remedy? I can't be sure, be sure Am I the curse or the cure? Am I the curse or the cure? Am I the curse or the cure?
@albycelle71234 жыл бұрын
Strange & Beatiful
@xsorrowxkingx50514 жыл бұрын
Ariel, you have always been a very down-to-earth artist. When I first came across Icon For Hire, I really wasn't sure what to think; But you grew on me. I started to understand your work better. You're a phenomenal artist, I can hear your heart in your songs. That's not something just any person can do. You ask the realest questions, and you aren't afraid to be honest with anyone listening to your songs, truly hearing what you're saying. Ever since Under the Knife, I've found a deeper respect for what you do, and I'd love nothing more than to keep showing my support and enjoying your music until the end of Icon For Hire. I can't wait for things to settle enough for tours become safe again, I want to go to your stage again, it's been too long.
@psychoticrocker132 жыл бұрын
When she says "confusing a sick mind isn't that hard to do"... it hits hard. Especially since it's me anf myself confusing my own sick mind.
@annabanana27433 жыл бұрын
This song encapsulates exactly where I am right now with my depression. Im not on the floor crying anymore, but I'm incredibly unsure and scared even though I am trying. This song shows everything I fear and hope to escape from. Thank you icon for hire once again for being here so I am not alone :)
@oroksunda24314 жыл бұрын
1:38 dont leave me alone
@Utterly_edgy4 жыл бұрын
This is gonna be so good, I can't wait!!!
@jadeSLenin3 жыл бұрын
This band's songs are about strength and self fulfillment in the most awesome way
@WitchFish54 жыл бұрын
Wow! The aesthetic of this video is making me speechless... Love the whole witchy/cult vibes and that staircase-like scene is cool af
@KP-wi9sm4 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing. Like, Icon for hire started working with In This Moment on their aesthetics!
@infinite-saturn4 жыл бұрын
Rock + Fantasy = Perfection
@NinthRomance4 жыл бұрын
Wait Icon is rock again ? Wow you have no idea how long I have waited for you guys to return to rock.
@TheNearlyDeads4 жыл бұрын
Love this! Congrats babes!
@bodazaphfa2 жыл бұрын
Damn! I love their sound! Just found them tonight!❤️💜♥️🔥🔥
@WooFDog-gp2bk8 ай бұрын
Powerfull and authentic duo
@joeycavazos48174 жыл бұрын
Whenever I don't understand what I'm thinking or feeling Icon always knows how to express it for me and let it known what is going thru my mind... It's like they have a secret connection to my inner self and it helps to get it out... Love you guys..... Main reason I'm a huge fan!
@xurts14 жыл бұрын
Ariel's voice combined with insightful lyrics and face-melting rock make this song magnificent!
@ThatGuy-hl2kk4 жыл бұрын
I love Icon for Hire. I love their style and music in equal measures.
@mattchew69er2 жыл бұрын
The caption spoke volumes to me, y’all got voices of the warrior and music of champions
@rvcoone20184 жыл бұрын
Saw this during the early premiere and OMG I had no idea now addicted I was to Icon for Hire! I love this! Need more of the cure!!
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
And, now you have example - Every gift is both a curse and a cure... But, who's?
@hobbywriter92w813 жыл бұрын
Hab zwar die Lyrics ins Deutsche übersetzt gebraucht, um alles zu verstehen, aber es trifft dermaßen tief, wenn man sich selbst darin erkennt ... Und total passend, dass ich es mir zum ersten Mal an einem Tag anhöre, an dem es mir schlecht geht ... Manche Textstellen hatte ich sinnmäßig schon oft in Gedanken I needed the lyrics translated into German to understand everything, but it hits so deep when you recognize yourself in them ... And totally fitting that I listen to it for the first time on a day when I feel bad goes ... Some passages in the text I had often in my mind (Google-Übersetzer)
@karouhogan42673 жыл бұрын
I love their aesthetic
@DavyErni-y6c Жыл бұрын
I can do cures 2 from within my heart 🥰🥰 Merry Christmas and a Cured new year. ❤&Light😊
@jaydas8034 жыл бұрын
When you’re over here hitting the like button before you even watch the video ‘cause you know it’s icon for hire and there is no doubt in your mind that the video will be amazing.
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
😳😲... same.
@musician4theLord4 жыл бұрын
2:35 is where it’s at!! THIS. Is Icon for me....that first sound they had back in the day...love this grittiness look that we haven’t seen for so long...but also the parallel look mixed in with the video....
@Noahide4 жыл бұрын
The Magnificent Seed doesn't know if it's a curse or cure. Speaks volumes.
@donaldbilkey73064 жыл бұрын
I totally agree with you on that one dude's 😎🤗😅🚶🥰🚶😅😂😅🤗😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅😂😅😂😚😚😂😅😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅🤗😅🤗😚🤣😚🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅😂😚😂😚🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶😅😅🤗😅🚶😅😂😅😅🚶😅🚶😅🚶🙃🚶🥰🚶🥰🚶🥰🚶🥰😂🙃🙃🚶
@cdubu184 жыл бұрын
They jave come so far since climbing out of the "box" that Tooth and Nail records placed them in. I'm glad to see the independent ventures have yielded such good results and they havent sold out or gone to the wayside. I hope y'all keep doing your things for years to come. Love the new music.
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
thank you for your kindness and support!
@Cries_In_Vampire4 жыл бұрын
She's so beautiful inside out 💖
@wildberri35134 жыл бұрын
Since no one’s done it yet LET ME INNN
@jlyonsrocker844 жыл бұрын
Fiend reference?
@heyitsthatguy45174 жыл бұрын
JLyons Rocker of course
@Seeitall7284 жыл бұрын
Lmaooo
@ShadowSlayerSD54 жыл бұрын
Alexia is almost through with her transformation cant wait
@samreynolds84604 жыл бұрын
Going in for another full night listening to this beauty
@arandomdeadperson16744 жыл бұрын
I've been listening since I was 10 and it's strange to think in a few months I'll be 16. Their music is still amazing
@SnowIsFallingxx4 жыл бұрын
Being here since Scripted and meeting them every year they went to Warped and getting a signed poster each time and a guitar pick Shawn threw in the crowd and watching them grow to this just brings tears to my eyes 🥺❤️
@justmiah82944 жыл бұрын
This video has so many early 2000's emo era vibes to it and I'm honestly so for it
@haydenclaridge34094 жыл бұрын
Think I have watched this about... 50 times. Streamed about.. 100. Headbanged.. 1,000. New favorite over rock n roll thugs!
@jerryjangostar31404 жыл бұрын
I’m glad that you’re brought back this sound, I’m not gonna lie I didn’t enjoy your most recent works but this one is my fucking cup of tea like the old days! Great job guys ❤️
@IconForHireOfficial4 жыл бұрын
Welcome back, Jerry!
@Dregen12 жыл бұрын
This is absolute fire. It came in on the wings of Pegasas and left with the souls of an Empire.
@daimhinaubrey31944 жыл бұрын
omg as a patron i was *so confused*
@bioticheart4 жыл бұрын
Right? Same!
@allywolf80304 жыл бұрын
Same
@sonyafohlman41914 жыл бұрын
Why?
@allywolf80304 жыл бұрын
@@sonyafohlman4191 since for patrons we get videos ahead of time so seeing the premeir hear some may have gotten a bit confused or forgot it was going public today 🙂
@daimhinaubrey31944 жыл бұрын
sonya fohlman what wolf said but also i was like “am i going mad? i could swear i’ve seen this already 😳” and yeah safe to say i was a bit worried for my mental state for a second there 😂
@anastasiadenizhenko4 жыл бұрын
Oh, my God! It's so touching! We all should love our kid inside. So we can be healthy.
@carlj954 жыл бұрын
I love the guitar throw Shawn. Can't wait to hear the rest of the album...
@christiangarcia1024 жыл бұрын
Heavy witch vibes.... and I LOVE IT!!!
@TheYooman284 жыл бұрын
Super excited for this!
@jelitejbzzz4 жыл бұрын
Love this. I hope I get to see you guys play live. Come to San Diego please.
@donaldsprague9664 жыл бұрын
WHAT?! A new music video on my birthday. I'm gonna pretend this is for me. : D
@drakon_flight79464 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday.
@devin88144 жыл бұрын
lol mood, the song itself came out on my birthday
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
🎉 GOOD!! STEAL MOMENTS FOR YOURSELF TO SHARE!! 🎊 😏 🎂🍰🍧 🎉🎉
@NykSilver4 жыл бұрын
I'm loving this lavender blue hair Ariel is sporting😍😍😍
@shadow4.0424 жыл бұрын
im SO READY FOR THIS
@liz.escobedo4 жыл бұрын
OMG She can literally rock any genre!!! So stocked to see the whole band in a video!!!
@KP-wi9sm4 жыл бұрын
I have been a fan for years. I just love the messaging and as a dad my daughter and I had a hard time finding an artist we could agree on. IFH supplied me with metal tones from the guitar and excellent riffs (TY Shawn). And Ariel..... Damn! So hard to find a better person for a teenage girl to follow, look up to, and take interest in. The tone of this song reminds me of The Scripted album and I love it! I am thrilled to see a full bad again ( I'm not sure if that is just for the video but I love it still). I have seen you guys a couple times so here's hoping 2021 sees the return of live music. Much love from the STL. Please come back. We are so close to Decatur anyway. Thanks for all you do!!! Keep it positive!!!
@circewiborn4 жыл бұрын
I seriously have goosebumps!
@just1bandfan1044 жыл бұрын
IM SO EXCITED
@elizaj81824 жыл бұрын
The part where you were singing by the water and then in it all kicked back in when you threw your arms out was my favorite part.
@richardpowell42814 жыл бұрын
Excellent! Can't wait to hear the rest of the album. I totally respect all your artistic endeavors. But this feels like a return to form for me that I really enjoy.
@BigCowProductions4 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad I randomly decided to listen to The Grey again today. Great song, as usual!!!!
@Preemyprincess4 жыл бұрын
It's almost like she had stumbled into some cultic shit... So awesome though this has got to be their best video yet!
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
(Every heritage has some kind of cult like mysticism)... But, Yeah they damn Good!
@unholymiloskie71544 жыл бұрын
Bring back more metal Icon for Hire! yes!
@LacunaSerenity103 жыл бұрын
I cannot say much from experiencing your band's full spectrum from the "Make A Move" era to now (since I just discovered you).. BUT.. I have to say I am really loving the new sound and look forward to listening to it all from start to finish!
@neondepress87 Жыл бұрын
I've been listening to this song for several years now, and it still inspires a huge... Hope? It's so easy from her. Thank you!
@definitelyjustjj40424 жыл бұрын
I'm glad this has the classic icon for hire sound that I love :))
@shadowchain4 жыл бұрын
2:34 lovvveeee it
@jordanhatesyou15124 жыл бұрын
Ahhhh I can't wait
@jesseshuflita69932 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel like nothing else in the world matters when I listen to it. Phenomenal song. Plz don't stop.
@noahsuarez053 жыл бұрын
¡No puedo creer que ya pasó medio año desde que salió este temazo! 😳 😳 Que rapido se pasa el tiempo escuchando buenas canciones 😍🎶💜
@jaredwilkins49384 жыл бұрын
This is the Icon for Hire I remember! I'm glad they changed their style back
@setmeonfye43874 жыл бұрын
tmrw is my birthday so thanks for the present
@ausernameiguess70584 жыл бұрын
happy early birthday 🎉
@f_USAF-Lt.G4 жыл бұрын
(You're showing your age) Every Time They CARD YOU !!😅
@joshwood91644 жыл бұрын
Icon's video production value just keeps shooting up and up and I love it
@nova74164 жыл бұрын
Крутая песня!
@madisson66464 жыл бұрын
Sooooooooooo epic!!!!!!!!!! I love Icon For Hire!!!!!!!!!!
@blaze85294 жыл бұрын
Long story short i started liking this band because of "make a move" then i saw it as a mediocre with the songs going all pop and cheap hip hop. Gotta say, i am again convinced to liking your band :D
@koolkat4904904 жыл бұрын
Watching this brought tears to my eyes and absolute chills run through my body. Its AMAZING to see how much not only Ariel but also Icon For Hire has grown over this last decade! Im so excited for this Era. Thank you guys so much for the music! I wouldn't be who I am today without it 💕