If It Kills Me - Glee: Kurt/Blaine/Rachel Part3 (Rachel's POV)

[@rilakkumaaa]

Thank you! Glad to hear you enjoy this AU story. It's fun to mix the scenes up to create something different from canon. :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

Aww thank you! I'm really happy you like the video enough to watch it again! :') Yes, that was the key emotion I wanted to communicate in this story and good to know the message did come through.

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

I love this :) I was going through my folder purely on glee, klaine and chris colfer videos and watched this again and i just thought 'this is why it's in this folder' :) I know what it feels like to love someone who can never return the feeling and this was just summed up beautifully.

[@Eratko18]

wow, these are my favorite videos ever!!!! amazing edits, song choses, they are just perfect!!!! I am in love with them! You're so talented, please make more!!!!

[@hollidayevery]

Maybe you don't know it, but there are a lot of people that don't leave comments that like your videos too...a lot more than you think...YOU DO GREAT WORK WITH GREAT MUSIC!! Thanks so much!!

[@rilakkumaaa]

Aww darling, thank you SO much for leaving such a kind comment! :') I am not one who leave many comments myself, so I wouldn't expect others to, but every now and again it's certainly a good boost to be told I'm doing the right thing and people out there do enjoy these little stories I make. Progress is slow recently but I do have projects lined up and will have new things to share later this year! :D

[@xxobrittanyg]

Oh, this is my favorite song. Your videos are flawless!

[@maytemeyer]

Oh my god... this video is genius! Love it! I'm gonna see the other two too!

[@xxobrittanyg]

God, the editing is SO GOOD. This makes me kinda ship them, no lie.

[@MegaDepp18]

great mixing of clips. this was really cool

[@rilakkumaaa]

So cool to come across a glee fan who likes jrock! :DD I'm glad you enjoyed the other videos as well!

[@Nila9889]

I love the video!! You're amazingly talented! Where does the first ''All i've ever wanted was to feel chosen and...'' come from?! I really want to know :( Is it from an episode? Which? thank you so much!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@SarahAngelini97 Thanks for watching! Klaine is my favourite too, but it is fun to make a different story / play with Hummelberry sometimes. ;) Yeah, all my other videos are blocked in Germany...D: I want to put them on my tumblr so German users can see them, but the website is giving me trouble... (x__x) Once I've uploaded them, I'll let you know, ok? PS. Your English is fine :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@xxEvangelineRxx Thank you so much for your lovely comment!

[@siridavidsen]

I loved this video, it was so brilliantly put together, just excellent! :D

[@princess456ize]

I love it please post more you make awesome stories

[@rilakkumaaa]

@KagzLuvzInu Thank you for watching all 3 parts!

[@nathaliebalvstrand]

I have just watched all the three videos and I just LOVE them!!! Incredible! You've done such a good job with the edit! :D I want more!! More Kurt/Blaine/Rachel perspective!! :D you're awesome!

[@xxEvangelineRxx]

I LOVE this vid - I think the lyrics & the clips go so well together, and it was thoughtful of you to include your own subtitles for the parts where there's a voiceover. I liked this video so much that I've been inspired to do a HummelBerry graphic based on the scene from 3:07 - 3:16. I wanna get s/caps for that - would you mind telling where are those scenes from? And maybe you could even suggest where I can get hi-res s/caps? Thank you SO MUCH for posting up this vid! =D

[@rilakkumaaa]

@maytemeyer Yeah, for some reason all my videos other than this one is blocked in Germany... :/ I should upload them on my tumblr, really. (at the moment, I only embed the YT vids on tumblr) That way, everyone can see them! :) Thanks again for watching! Really happy that you enjoyed them!

[@rilakkumaaa]

Thank you! I love this song as well and the lyrics so perfectly describe being in love with your best friend, I just had to make an au hummelberry vid.

[@hollidayevery]

You deserve to know that you are well thought of with the work that you have done...

[@iloveMCR290]

this is amazing, the editing is soo good:))

[@emms232]

Wow ! maybe because I listen to SID everyday :P ...and you´re welcome, I´ve seen all the videos and they´re really good :)

[@limor110]

i have bo words!! keep making those videos!!!!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@Eratko18 Thank you so much! Your comment made my day - I'm happy you like the videos.

[@rilakkumaaa]

Thanks, hun! Glad you liked it! :D

[@GoodbyeLullabyAL]

U are amazing I bet u use iMovie maker from apple u could never get windows movie maker 2 work like that and if u did well done 2 u : D

[@rilakkumaaa]

Thank you so much, sweetie! :') I'm glad you like the video! I'm working on an extended version of this hummelberry story, and a fic will be created to go with it also. Therefore look out for it in coming months if you like hummelberry/klaine.

[@rilakkumaaa]

@cutestofcupcake Because a few German users requested for the file, I have uploaded "Stay By My Side" to mediafire. :) If you go to rilakkumaaa [dot] tumblr [dot] com/myvids, then click the video name, there will be a DL link. (Sorry for being complicated, but YT won't let me post the DL link in the comment :/) Let me know what you think once you've seen it! ;) And thanks, glad you enjoyed this video! :3

[@emms232]

great video :) btw is it Hosoi koe by SID at the begining? O.o

[@rilakkumaaa]

@Eratko18 I may have exhausted my romantic Hummelberry feelings making this vid... Would be a challenge to make another one but with a brand new story line! Eeek! D:

[@douzhipai]

awesome as always, thank you!! :)

[@maytemeyer]

@rilakkumaaa Sadly youtube don't let me see the other videos because I live in Germany. But, I did converter them in mp4 on my PC, because I really wanted to see and it did work :) And I though it was Amazing! But I prefere this one, even though I'm a mega klaine fan XD great work!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@131313pie Rachel walking away is from 2x22 New York. Kurt in the car park is from 3x05 The First Time. :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@xxEvangelineRxx I don't know where you can get those exact caps, but here are several places that post screencaps: (YT doesn't allow links in comments, so I'll just post the keywords!) Tumblr - hummelberrycaps Tumblr - my--gleecaps Tumblr - gleekcaps homeofthenutty [dot] com/glee/screencaps Hope you will find something useful from there! :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@Selselfan95 They are precious, aren't they? Thanks for watching! :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@Selselfan95 If I get any new inspirations, I'll be sure to make more videos. :D

[@rilakkumaaa]

@SarahAngelini97 Hey ya! I have finished adding the videos to my tumblr, so you should be able to watch them without problem now. :) Please go to rilakkumaaa.tumblr.com and then the "My Glee Fanvids" section.

[@Eratko18]

@rilakkumaaa and you definitely should make a romantic HUmmelberry video :) I am a Klainer from all of my heart but need to admit that I like the idea of Kurt&Rachel in love very much :D Looking forward to new videos :)

[@tylercisthe14me]

i love this video what episode is 2:43-3:17 from i know one part is form season 2 new york but what are the toehr scenes when kurt is twirling around and goes in his car and when him and rachel are in the car? thank u :D

[@shaikhaal-hassan8090]

Nice video, but i'd love to see Blainchel and kurt being jealous! Haha ;p

[@rilakkumaaa]

@tylercisthe14me Kurt in the car park are from 3x05 The First Time, Kurt & Rachel in the car are from 3x01 The Purple Piano Project. :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@maytemeyer Thanks! Hope you like Kurt & Blaine's POVs as well. It'll give you the full story once you have watched all 3 videos. :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@maytemeyer Hey there, just want to let you know I have now added my videos to my tumblr, so German users should be able to watch everything without problem. :) If you go to rilakkumaaa.tumblr.com and then "My Glee Fanvids", you will find a list of the videos.

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

God that was so beautiful. great editing. i feel for rachel :') even though she knows she so obviously can't have kurt coz he's gay. silly girl!

[@rilakkumaaa]

Thank you again! I'll remember your kind words. :')

[@rilakkumaaa]

@prokritiS So many hummelberry feelings from last night's ep as well! Love them! :')

[@rilakkumaaa]

@TedSchmidt07 When Blaine is boxing? That's from 3x08 Hold Onto Sixteen. :)

[@131313pie]

what episode is at 3:07 if you dont know thats ok i love it btw

[@rilakkumaaa]

@CastleRokz Awww, you're so sweet! I'm glad you liked the video! *hugs* The two of them are adorable together and are also a great match vocally. If Kurt is straight, yeah, I'd love to see them two as a pair, too. Shame their Romeo & Juliet kiss didn't work out ;)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@awayonsoapyheels I know.... I feel so sad for her when I made the vid... D':

[@MissGreenleaf]

wow I love this :)) they're so cute. Hummelberry

[@iloveMCR290]

no problem and it really is amazing :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@missyemzy Thanks for watching! :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@cutestofcupcake Awww, thank you for the kind comments! I'm so happy you like it! :')

[@MissGreenleaf]

@rilakkumaaa yeah they are :)) you're so a good vidder ;)) pls make more of them :) I subbed you

[@missyemzy]

Loe this series

[@131313pie]

@rilakkumaaa soooooory but do you know 3:54 when kurt puts his armz around blaine ? :)

[@131313pie]

@rilakkumaaa Thanks I couldn't figure out when she was walking away :) O.o problem solv-ed!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@BigFanOfManyThings Thank you, hun! :) And I know, rarely a good idea to fall for your best friend - especially if he is gay!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@SarahAngelini97 It would be hard to find old episodes now. As most file hosting sites have been shut down, the sites that I used to use don't work anymore... Sorry! :( I use Windows Movie Maker 6.0 to cut clips from the episodes, then use Sony Vegas Studio HD to edit. Don't use Window Live Movie Maker (that comes with Window 7) - it turns the video into horrible colour! D: When I was in school, I learned German, Spanish & French, but I forgot everything...so you're better than me! ;)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@Jenzzyuk In canon, I agree Kurt x Rachel will never have any romantic relations & I don't want them to either. But my vids' storylines tend to explore "what if". Here, it is what if you have a friendship so special, so close that the affection turns to love, and you want to keep him by your side no matter what. My other reason for making this is simply because Chris & Lea are adorable together, and I'd love to see them play a romantic couple someday. :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@GoodbyeLullabyAL Thanks, hun!

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

no probs :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

OMG YES!! You are the first person who recognises the music haha! ;D And thank you for watching

[@auwnanas]

I'm gonna find out where you live and hug you like crazy , that was perfect.( they'd make a great couple if Kurt didn't play for the other team) it's every hummelberry fan's secret dream

[@marianm.8844]

Hummelberry Confirmed

[@rilakkumaaa]

@131313pie 3:45 is from 3x01 :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@douzhipai Aww, thank you so much!

[@rilakkumaaa]

@MegaDepp18 Thank you! :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

I don't understand why are you even mad? Kurt and Blaine are dating and happy in this video.

[@BigFanOfManyThings]

@rilakkumaaa Yea (sigh) especially if he's kurt hummel/chris colfer :D

[@131313pie]

@rilakkumaaa cool thanks bunches :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@limor110 Thank you! :)

[@rilakkumaaa]

It's my hobby to create illusions that make people feel for and believe in non-canon storylines! ;)

[@rilakkumaaa]

@ZebraPrideParty Don't we all! ;)

[@maytemeyer]

@rilakkumaaa Thanks! ^^

[@Jenzzyuk]

Even though this video was Very Beautiful I think that Rachel could never be in Love wit Kurt because First of all he is Gay and Secondly their More like Brother and Sister.

[@dannaquintero901]

es la verdad