kudasaibeats - dream of her

[@lofibeatz]

Follow kudasai on socials: linktr.ee/kudasaibeats ❤

[@lunaticlocket2749]

And I believe it. Bless your soul, this has refuted my music hobby and I want to use you’re instrumentals in my new song.

[@bilalkhalid99]

"you never really understand the true worth of a moment until it passes away" that's really all that life is, a collection of memories never coming back

[@joesef555]

Unfortunately I agree. However, I also feel it’s about finding something to make memories about.

[@thedeb378]

Memories man

[@hexdrummin8742]

Damn sasuke

[@whyudoit4009]

Deep in the feels, keep strong all of you.

[@uwuki4975]

time doesn’t heal wounds It teaches us to live with them

[@chealseykamara8732]

Sometimes music without words is the best music to describe what you feel

[@AM-le7eh]

It really is.

[@custommusic7962]

The comment I needed but didn’t deserve

[@soothingsound50]

true

[@bert9910]

to be honest, music can express your feelings better than you could with your own words. idk how many times i've listened to a track and thought, 'man this is exactly how i feel'. i love music. it's the only thing that keeps me going

[@aidnbruh]

@@bert9910 I feel you bud.

[@itsmax101]

Everything will be fine

[@blueemojisad]

Yes

[@whyudoit4009]

Thanks.

[@noeldro]

shut the fuck up, im not crying-

[@Juduh]

Trust God 🤍

[@xXProtogasm98Xx]

@Brandon Christopher I Hope it's true.. life is bad rn

[@DanielTorres-ee4pl]

“When I looked at her I saw the world and when she looked at me she saw just another guy”

[@antonyvenneri6264]

😀😀😀😀kzbin.info/www/bejne/kIXIhmWQjaeamNE

[@srslyumang]

🥺💜

[@allfasse8828]

Caraio muleke não fica triste por ela não tem muitas outras pessoas que podem se apaixonar por você men então siga de cabeça erguida e confiante. Você ainda vai achar a sua alma gêmea

[@Tommy971321]

@@allfasse8828 fuck.. I feel attacked

[@zeke3103]

But how do you become a world for her to realize as well? I feel slightly from tiem to time see desires to see my inner beauty, oh my crush I will evolve to make you mine.

[@emreozerdem8509]

This chill song: *Exists* The comment section: I the great poet shall write one for thee

[@birdsamora9925]

Thou shall listen to myeth sadness.

[@lyanarivera8418]

Is thy not joyed? Let us rejuvenate for 100 likes and thy song is extravagant and beautiful

[@jstrazt]

*e d g a r a l l a n p o e*

[@alfredoacevedo8714]

LMAO and thou shall like thy comment, like it or nay

[@guineapigbridge]

@@alfredoacevedo8714 Shut yo ass up

[@jaydalissieworthen1296]

“Same time same place tomorrow ?” “Same time same place “ - the last words I said to my childhood friend on our last day playing outside together.. we didn’t even know it

[@brytonduropan6741]

my best friend in kindergarten was taken by CPS. i wonder how bryson is doing.

[@antonyvenneri6264]

😀😀😀😀kzbin.info/www/bejne/kIXIhmWQjaeamNE

[@dog5027]

Everything is okay, just vibe.

[@dog5027]

@Kaelan Sulja i think she died. If she did not I am sorry for saying that.

[@endlesswaltz9051]

Heavy…,

[@yabazyabacoffee]

Has anyone ever made an amazing sandwich, then feel sad because you know you’d probably never be able to make the sandwich that perfect ever again.

[@hazzard5292]

Best sandwich I ever had was at my grandparents house. I hadn't seen them in many years. Not sure it that made it taste better but I have never repicated the taste since.

[@Impurism1]

no

[@yabazyabacoffee]

@@Impurism1 what life have you lived?

[@fallsaturn3567]

The ultimate goal of life is the perfect sandwich

[@afro117icarus5]

truest tragedy in this comment section

[@Venom-ll5ln]

I don’t feel happy anymore. But I don’t really feel sad either. I feel kinda... empty? I don’t have motivation to do things I like anymore I have a weird feeling like somethings missing or wrong, but it’s kinda permanent. I don’t really feel anything else. I just wanna lay in bed all day. I don’t wanna see anybody I just wanna listen to music and be left alone. But then again, I want someone to talk to.

[@sennawnz]

hey guy, are u okay today???

[@tukului9623]

You described my life perfectly

[@Scout-xw1uk]

Im in the exact situation right now, Nothing gives me joy anymore besides listening to music. It's ok bro at least I know someone else is in the same situation.

[@maskenmacher]

You have what the kids call depression

[@rhongabrielnipolo3660]

The emptiness inside us that can't be filled.

[@kyoumatitor7181]

We all deep down want a girl to call ours. We all wish that one person would finally acknowledge us and take our hands. To sit and watch the sun set on a cool summer day on the grass. We want that special someone to sit with us and embrace the time, the ever-flowing time. We want those people to become a part of our life. We want those people to be there for us when we feel sad, or frustrated. We want them to hold our hand and reassure us that we are okay. We want to grow old with them and spend as much time as possible. When you and that special someone fight and have a “falling out”, we will always come back to them, and they will always come back to us. We want to embrace them and love them. We want to give them our time, our ever-flowing yet limited time. But more than anything, we want them.....to be real...

[@hellraiser217]

You may do. I personally find such a thought to be uncomfortable at best but you do you.

[@blueredacted]

thank you, master chief. this was wholesome.

[@mathildefroget7226]

damn dude i wish you find that person you deserve it

[@michaeljacinto7214]

This was wholesome asf chief

[@Sasquatch2696]

Damn, that shit with Cortana really hit you hard huh Chief

[@Romanggwp]

About 2 months ago a friend of mine took his life. Ever since then every few days it hits me that he isnt there anymore. I have a few close friends and he was one of them. I called him some time before that and we made plans for what we would do after the pandemic. He seemed like he always did. Happy? I never thought. It never occured to me that he could be suffering and I dont know. When i heard the news i felt guilt. Many told me it wasn't my fault, how could it be? But i considered him a very good friend and i thought i was the same to him. We tried alcohol together, we planned on smoking weed on 2020 new years but i ended up too drunk and passed out and he smoked two joints on his own. I regret not staying awake that night. I regret not knowing how he was. I feel like i let him down. I looked up to him but failed to see how he felt. RIP brother. You will be missed.

[@piendijkstra9780]

It's always hard to deal with a death close to you. But every day it gets better, there will be bad days and good days. I hope you keep reminding yourself of the good times you spent with your friend because those I'm sure where precious to you both. We always seem to remember the small mistakes we make and play them like a record in our heads. But those mistakes and thoughts don't define you. You define yourself and through the love you share with others. Take care and I hope these words reach you and help you in anyway.

[@couchpotato4540]

Hope you're well man

[@tehpunisher4568]

I've never been in such a position. But if you need a chat we as a community are here bro. Love you!

[@user-mr9dp5in1k]

LMAOOOOOOOO

[@husheddesert1725]

Lost a friend of 7 years during the pandemic and i couldnt have guessed he was depressed. The phone call still shook me. And im still in shock. When people look into your sunken eyes, it tells a story of hopelessness and anguish. Yet, they dont seem to notice it. Its such a lonely feeling. Yeah hes dead though, aint ever coming back.

[@nioiv4684]

ain't SAD aint HAPPY am just feeling EMPTY

[@heligon4674]

@robert brown woah there

[@oblivion3r262]

@robert brown ok boomer

[@skappy_8528]

@robert brown if he really is, there's no point in telling him edgy ._.

[@Sean-xz9kp]

robert brown how did u know he didn’t go through alot of things say something good or stfu

[@uchihanigga9044]

@robert brown Ur the real loser

[@ashitasingh5539]

Sometimes I apologize to my younger self for letting her down... I would've never imagined i would be here listening to this kind of music and praying for all of us here... I think we all feel way too much and that hurts. Sometimes I feel like I haven't even gone through real shit and that most of my problems are inside my mind. I really really hope when I look back at this comment years later I'll be proud of myself and for all of us for coming so far and being what we were meant to be and doing the things we've dreamed of doing... guys if you come back years later please do tell me how you've grown... I would love to know :)

[@sakurka3716]

If me and her will make it one day imma let you know but so far live an good life. -Unknown

[@d3naliigmc385]

9-5-21~wish you the best

[@fraserdougall4607]

How're you doing now my guy?

[@Jen_meja]

Everyone has problems. They don’t equate in difficulty objectively speaking but that doesn’t matter. It’s real to us and it’s a struggle for us no matter how minuscule it may seem.

[@barcafan1760]

A new journey will start soon . I'm scared and anxious but also excited and hopeful

[@soddenslop5892]

did you ever have a beautiful dream then just woke up, feeling sad cause it just a dream? edit: woo i was so drunk writing this comment never thought it ended up having this many like lol

[@somegalulbad642]

The most beautiful dream is also the most terrible. Because it is only just a dream...

[@akuma8841]

Yes))))):

[@kaitosenpai506]

SoddenSlop god yes

[@user_quieto40]

Yes but as crazy as it sounds I may have meet a boy in real life from my dream I had a little while back we walk together and he calls me shortie.....idk if this is,but I think I may have a gift to see the future in my dreams actually now that I think about it we all do!

[@akirapotan1684]

Then why dream?

[@johnortiz6129]

I hope her legs are okay Because she wont stop running through my mind

[@RetroSenseiiz]

💙

[@ghostdiaries369]

⁴⅔⁶⁷ⁿ⅞⁶⅖½⁰......

[@__eleuname__6087]

ahahah u'r right man....

[@wither2761]

Woah

[@doapin7438]

Nice

[@xxmlgswegxx1045]

Me looking at my messages on my console "Yo bro ima go to bed see you Tommorow" *last online 6 years ago* Tear rolls down cheek

[@p1ntu_]

Damn I thought he died

[@dylanschreiber8450]

HAHA XD ROFL FUNNY GAMER MOMENT HAHAHAHA

[@jacjac4390]

i feel that

[@cloud4254]

thats how you know he switched to xbox

[@ratsndowls]

gosh suddenly my eyes are full in tears...felt that

[@micahbruce4547]

I've probably listened to this song back to back at least 4 times just reading comments, and it's nice to know im not alone. No wonder this type of music is so popular, it's so relatable and yet mysterious at the same time. The listener can relate, but there admire also foreign elements.

[@tamirkatz639]

Ye i have heard it 3 times just chilling with the music and reading the comments, its very relaxing

[@Tommy971321]

These songs are the patches of my damaged soul

[@nerriex9417]

Do you ever feel like abandoning hope is the only way to feel comfortable with your life...? Sad, yet, in some cases ... *it's true.*

[@joesef555]

“Sometimes to stay alive you’ve got to kill your mind”

[@HappyGhetto]

Nihilism may be logical, but it gets you nowhere. Don't give up on yourself.

[@kai-fz7uv]

i dont have any hope to begin with.

[@ziodyne5498]

hope means nothing to me anymore

[@robindscarlet9805]

Perhaps you always have hope...you just haven't believed that 'it' is 'hope'. It's OK to float like a dead fish in the river's current for sometime till you get your strength and courage back..maybe then you can swim harder.

[@whoami8434]

This is the happiest moment of my life. Right now as I write these words. I’v never felt more content or more optimistic about the future. I don’t regret the past, I don’t fear the future, and I feel just so full of joy at my life, the world, and whatever happens in it. Thanks for the song. I cried. The music is so beautiful, and the nighttime ride on that train- where the lights pass by- is simply beautiful. The darkness, the melancholy, the strange sense of content ness even though life isn’t perfect, and oh my heavens the music: slow, dreary but not depressing, upbeat but not exciting, and just downright wonderful. Again, thank you.

[@RetroBrainRot]

This right here. I feel what you're feeling anytime I listen to kudasai

[@toiletpaperthatuselesscocaine]

this one is nice

[@shaibrry]

i like this one

[@gyrotta]

i literally want to hug you

[@FRElHEIT]

Brooo shut the fuckness up!

[@lcoze]

Does she care she lied to me? Did she think that we could be? Every night I dream of her... But does she ever dream of me?

[@bikinilibaba9553]

Bro.. you are insane

[@lite-lofi9160]

This song is like my daughter. Golden curls, blue sparkly eyes, that one dimple she has when she smiles. My essence, my soul, my life.

[@ilove3dsomuch]

Hope ur family units going hard 🙏

[@Dndharash]

Its 2:38 am. Music playing, rain dropping outside my window. Heart in pieces over the one that got away. I miss you. I wonder... do you ever think of me? Oh well, it doesnt even matter.

[@DaImpaler9]

I know that feeling way too well my friend.

[@salmanalfarisi7077]

Sonny King shit hurts bro

[@berriedstraw5011]

Okay.... It’s actually 2:38 am right now.. wth....?

[@vladimir3220]

Lol, same time..

[@heeheejackson]

exactly what im feeling

[@xxmlgswegxx1045]

Me: scrolling down into the comments Everybody:"there are no mistakes" -master oogway

[@xxmlgswegxx1045]

@Deema Awadalla its a meme

[@GUBBAGHOSTE]

Ska Doosh

[@owenbonham1955]

My parents, tell me to go to school so I do. My teachers, tell me to try so I do. I tell myself not to cry. I dry my eye, then lie. “Oh, I’m fine.” I tell myself to forget my past. To take care of myself last. New school, guess that’s cool. Everyday doing my best to rest. It feels as if, every day I'm waiting for the bell, to bring us more hell. Maybe, just maybe, I’m not the reason I sigh and look up into the sky, and wonder why? Why try?

[@tunnelg3128]

listen man i know how bad things get but you have to remember people out there love you, as hard as it is to believe sometimes, you got that someone out there waiting for you and waiting to give you their time, because you mean something to someone, you will mean something to someone in the future, and you mean something to us, and i believe you need to try because it's just important to you as a person. I know the past hurts, and that's normal if you've had so many bad things happen to you, but Someone out there is waiting, and wants you to try, just as they are trying for you. When the day comes that you two meet, you'll know it was all worth it. Keep your hopes and your head up, man. I believe in you.

[@bloatware9568]

deeeeeeeeeeep bro slap em

[@pattech3960]

is that a programming pfp? If yes, what's your discord

[@pattech3960]

Oh html lol

[@djohnsveress6616]

Cool kid, your parents probably told you something else too in your life other than "go to school" but no don't mention it, pretend as if you didn't had a chance. Your teachers told you to try ? Hot damn, hes teacher has faith in the kid and he still makes it onto the YT comment section. Dude i wish i could fckn cry about my own problems, i did everything in my power to make my "future me" cry but the bastard just doesn't gives it in.. My eyes always sore, well those tissues have something else to clean up other than my tears anyway (¬‿¬) Uh shit, mama made me never forget my past, she keeps re-telling the stories about me being jerk and calling old peeps "corn" (I thought corn is a curse word back than ಥ_ಥ) New school, new town, new region, new people 4x times it was nice, it was good. I had my fun, i'm growing up it's time to take a 5th move... You should do too.. Dude i'm telling you put down the weed, hydrate a lil bit, see the sun and you'ill be fine.. Or just go out and slap a chicks ass cheek, you will be running all night, you won't be sleeping tonight. [The fuck is he actually talking about in this verse ? I can't make a satire about this..] Well, first take a deep breath, wash your face with cold water, and the "Sigh's" will be lifted upon thee. Why not try the 100 way of fap challange ?

[@RChikamyboy]

You guys know why I like watching anime? Because when I watching it, it reminds me about memories and joyful life that passed away.

[@derpsterio2917]

Ah... A quality comment section, sure missed these. Cheers to whoever reads this

[@nguyenngocnlbn]

Yeah, i alway read comment seaction in a lofi video, feel relax..

[@doesnormalityexist]

Cheers mate. Honestly, this feels like the internets bonfire. So I hope you don't mind as I take a seat, have a drink, and gaze onto the world.

[@noahmcd3134]

Cheers brother

[@noahmcd3134]

@Mr_ E54 lmao

[@creeperlordmotions5337]

Cheers

[@xspif7054]

Am I the only one not depressed, and just enjoy this music

[@callsignhotpocket7989]

no u arn't hehe

[@fakewebsite601]

lmao fr

[@callsignhotpocket7989]

@@fakewebsite601 no

[@fakewebsite601]

Callsign Hotpocket ?

[@itsagooddae]

@Son Gohan exactly lmaoo

[@krisek98]

You hear "kudasai" you know it will be good

[@user-th3ix5fc4y]

fax

[@andrehardimangandakusuma8892]

Damn soo true 😂😂😂

[@iLiokardo]

yes sad guitar

[@ashleyarredondo4654]

Word

[@radun3915]

I hear that almost everyday at the train station

[@nostalgia6947]

Greatest thing about the Internet is realising there are thousands of other people who feel as hopeless as you. Hope we all make it lads.

[@traytonmartin2645]

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift... that's why its called the present” ― Master Oogway

[@Francigotshot]

Jesus I just got chills

[@savialukose8676]

kung fu panda yaaaas

[@FrierenTheSlayer]

Turtle 🐢

[@matthewgarcia1755]

There are no accidents

[@emb1]

I won't lie when I read this I thought of the POSTcontent ARG. It's behind you now, Life is like an ice cream. Enjoy it, before it melts.

[@nelsoncgosi08]

I dont know you and you dont know me. But dear stranger, I love you.

[@redtaotao0820]

Nelson Cabal I know I’m late to the party but, wow the smallest things can make a difference, this comment touched me and I needed that right now, thank you.

[@nelsoncgosi08]

@@redtaotao0820 i know that feel. Glad to hear that 😄

[@hegtyson7044]

:)

[@TheNatsuniidragneel]

I would like to drop a like here but I don't wanna break the 69 number :(

[@444khan]

dear Nelson Cabal, i love you too.

[@Tofuugaming]

makes me reminisce over a life i didn't have..

[@tsukiskills]

shut up go play roblox nerd

[@Daltax]

Chill guys you can't judge a person by its content.

[@rudyhermawan9351]

Heyy tofuu

[@oblivion6112]

@@tsukiskills chill ur life we all have feelings 😔

[@tsukiskills]

@@oblivion6112 shut up edgelord youtube comment section isnt the place to express ur emotions loser

[@CyanidePusher]

It's so lonely to be so far away from everything, but it's a view full of so much beauty that no one else will ever know

[@crimsin655]

"Go to sleep bro, she's probably not thinking about you,"

[@Miata996]

@꧁༒ⱤɨCʞƔ༒꧂ i see you in every reply on this video wtf

[@ujjwalgarg2649]

That hurts !!

[@mare2571]

i hope he wont gts because im thinking about him 🥺

[@tnymancuso1]

But I miss her so much.

[@DhelRhay]

I saw her earlier at 7/11 with her new man and she seems happy, guess she and i are not meant to be, damn i wish i should have known before i met her

[@gabrielgabbygabe]

"If Love is just a word, why does it hurt so much when you realize it isn't there?.." - Gaara from Naruto

[@dfty1249]

That's deep, more Deep than Johnny's golden spin.

[@achannelname4823]

GYRO GO HELP JOHNNY THAT PARAPALEGIC CANT GO BEAT THE PRES BY HIMSELF GOSHDARNIT

[@gabrielgabbygabe]

@@achannelname4823 dude I died I cant

[@achannelname4823]

@@gabrielgabbygabe crap i forgot that, uh... go tell araki to pull an okuyasu

[@mj_woo22]

i remember reading that sentence on a piece of paper that my sis drew gaara on. its so damn relatable though

[@tomcat9761]

I dreamed of her again. Over and over again. I know her but she barely knew me. I wish I could go to her and say "Hi", "My name is...". But I can't because Im fighting my inner demons that time. I want to go to her when I finally fixed myself. I finally fixed myself. But she has a boyfriend now and until now even though Im not really thinking of her anymore... I still Dreaming of her. The Girl I haven't met.

[@shashasharan1744]

Just because there’s a defender doesn’t mean you can’t score my guy

[@skyezone3429]

@@shashasharan1744 lol

[@alexmetaxotos1445]

Slim shady

[@friendlyzeldafan9279]

This straight up made sense, the song Girl I haven't Met made by this dude is also in the same album, sweet story.

[@tomcat9761]

@@friendlyzeldafan9279 Thanks. I know you didn't ask but it's a real story of mine. That's why it's both blessing and tragedy that I discovered those 2 songs. I never met her and sometimes I also dreamed of her unexpectedly. But life goes on anyway.

[@raihanyoga8081]

I'm always dreaming of her. Always, every time.

[@ilove3dsomuch]

Are u still? Hope all worked out

[@AntonioHernandez-dp4dz]

It’s nostalgic. Looking back to these old memories, remembering what was, what will be, and what won’t. How do you cope with someone you had major feelings for hates you, and thinks you’re the one person they never want to see? How do you cope when that one person, who hates your guts and wants nothing to do with you, is one of your only memories of happiness? A couple years ago, there was this girl. We knew of each other, but didn’t know each other. We were both invited to the same Halloween party. That whole night we danced and sang together while walking through neighborhoods. Once we left I went straight to bed. When I had awoken, I noticed she had texted me while I was asleep. It was a text saying she had a lot of fun and that she regrets not getting a bit closet with me. After that, everyday at school we would talk and look at each other with that stare you give your bowl of spaghetti as you sit and watch it heat up in the microwave. Her birthday cake around and I decided to get her a big gift. She’s madly in love with pandas, so I decided to get her a $60 giant stuff panda. At school I came early so that it would be a complete surprise. How I fit it in my locker without tearing or anyone else seeing it, I’m still not sure. At the end of the day I told her to stay at her locker and wait for me. When I walked up she was facing the opposite way. By then there was a whole crowd gathering behind me, waiting for her to notice and see her cute reaction. When she finally turned around, she let out a big laugh and gave me the biggest hug I’ve ever received and ever will receive. We kept on being very happy seeing each other and being with each other for another month. At the start of December however, she decided we’d be better off as friends. I told her I understood, but inside I was completely torn. Although we hadn’t known each other for very long, I felt like we were an elderly couple that got married together at age 20, and that we’ve been together for over 40 years. I was heartbroken. That night I had the dream. It was beautiful. There’s no other way to put it other than that it was the most beautiful and detailed dream I’ve ever had, and I remember it perfectly. In the dream, we were that elderly couple. I dreamt about everything I was feeling. It ranged from us crying together, to us splashing around in a pool full of jellyfish. It’s so odd yet for some reason, I felt at peace. After that we didn’t talk a lot for a good whisks until the next school year. That year, we again went to the same Halloween party, but this time is was odd. We still sang and danced and walked together, but this time her best friend would come in to make things awkward. She grew to hate me over that school year. I didn’t really mind as long as i could still her cute face, but it kind of hurt to watch her slowly hate to even look at mine. She moved across the country that summer. The only thing I wish that could really have been different, is for her to not hate me the way she does. Since her move, she hasn’t seen me change. Even her best friend sees that I’m different. I just wish she didn’t move with the thought of me as that kid that loves her while she hates me. It’s kind of odd how I still have all of these sort of Dreams Of Her Remember me for the me you knew Terra, not the me you were told about by others who never took the time like you did to find out about the other layers. - Antonio Hernandez III

[@sonofosiris7713]

I feel so sorry for you bud. I won't say everything happens for the best because sometimes it doesn't. If you can, send this to her... More power to you. Stay strong.

[@ClarkKent-od4yr]

Damn dude deep. "Remember me for the me you knew Terra."

[@calevoid]

This is so beautiful and tragic, I wish that one day you meet again, and fix everything.

[@whecto789]

I'm so sorry, it's so beautiful and inocent. She will be happier if you let her go so it's her freewill if she wants to comeback. You're not betraying her you're just making you a sweet favor. Peace

[@notjaller]

Everything happens for a reason, but it Isn't our job to find those reasons, just, know that what happened happened, and move on. And never look for a remplacement, it will come when the time is right. :)

[@quentinpradelle4550]

it is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply

[@QuentinPrad]

It's crazy how I can relate to that grew up always wondering why I was able to feel things most people weren't It's beautiful but it's dangerous. love you for putting words onto it

[@bitty_beastly47]

Terrible haiku

[@aIkaIi]

Teacher: How many people want to be a depressed poet when they grow up? This comment section: *yes*

[@saff8724]

while i listened to this, i actually wrote a descriptive scene. it was about a stupid dream i wish could come true, just me and the boy i love watching the stars

[@lii3237]

@@saff8724 can I hear it?

[@saff8724]

@@lii3237 i wrote this late at night, to my boyfriend while he was in class (timezones suck) "a fire a couple metres away, with warm lighting hitting anything in the vicinity, and little red flakes of ash floating through the air. a calm warmth coming from the hot embers, and a crackling from the burning wood. all the birds are asleep, and i'm safe, laying with a giant bird (context--- i have a field with emus, and when my family camp there we lay with the emus, theyre friendly as heckkk) and one day, you'll be there too. and together we'll be safe under the stars. falling asleep in front of this fire, still holding each other, we're safe and blissfully at peace. when we wake up in the morning, the birds in the trees are singing and chirping, the grass around us is green and lush. the sky, which was scattered with sparkles before the day arrived, is now painted a bright, shining blue. plush clouds slowly dancing across the sky, rivers and streams trickling nearby,. a beautiful night has passed to make way for a beautiful day, and the memories of the night forever a part of me ta da

[@lii3237]

Ahh shit I've just seen this, I appreciate you sharing it. I love the last line

[@estellelockhart8346]

@@saff8724 aw i really loved this

[@k0iifish]

this probably hits different when you're in love I want to feel that again just one more time

[@ceraaw]

same

[@Kiyoko170]

I felt that feeling not to long ago, but now the girl is gone and my heart just aches :'), I never want to experience love again I forgot how much it really hurts

[@David-pz8rq]

@@Kiyoko170 me too brother. I loved her so much, and now she’s gone.. I no longer believe in love

[@Kiyoko170]

@@David-pz8rq bro I feel what your going through right now till this day I'm still pretty hurt but slowly its going away good thing thc makes you forget when ur high

[@LvNxver.]

@@Kiyoko170 sometimes you are better alone

[@chaii_latte]

Inuyasha nostalgia..this gif is from the ending theme My Will isn't it? Man those adult swim midnights. I feel so old

[@agarsrish]

Loved that ending. The nostalgia and this song are 💖

[@andrewmeyer3599]

Jesus.. that did make me feel old as shit and I'm only 21 lmao

[@yokai1342]

@@andrewmeyer3599 now i feel even older... watched this back in late mid and early high school... 27 now sigh...

[@andrewmeyer3599]

@@yokai1342 Hey, it just means we grew up on legendary anime and not SAO and crap haha

[@Ronald1234ize]

Wow you had to post that lmao! Now I feel old af #23. Watched and read this amazing manga/ anime when I was 6 years old. Both library and Adult Swim back in 2001.

[@dragexhighwind3929]

Kudasai lowkey keeping the Nujabes vibe alive and well.. Blessin it

[@TheMonk111]

nah... this isnt bad, but this is not nujabes and it has nothing close to nujabes stylistically other than the chill vibe. completely different sampling style, percussion. nujabes is more jazzy meanwhile this has nothing to do with jazz.

[@serialchiller9183]

@@TheMonk111 Nujabes didn't make a lofi music at all but he thought so much things to lofi. You can find parts of Nujabes in lofi if you listen more carefully. I hope you understand my opinion. You can check Nujabes - Counting Stars and Nujabes - Reflection Eternal to see what I mean.

[@TheMonk111]

@@serialchiller9183 i just typed out an entire reply and accidentally deleted it by going to another video now it's gone. oh well. basically what i said is, im aware that many lofi artists have taken inspiration from nujabes, jdilla, etc, but the genres styles are still very different from each other with nujabes and co working with primarily jazz samples while lofi is more modern and uses a much wider array of samples which makes the genres, as i said before, very different from each other.

[@serialchiller9183]

@@TheMonk111 Yeah. The differentness comes from the ages of music. LoFi is more modern. That's why you said that. But I just mentioned lofi generally be inspired by Nujabes. Have a nice day.

[@masterbeishline542]

You have to listen to imaginary folklore by Nujabes, most beautiful song in my opinion and of of my all time favorites

[@ChilledCheese]

Kudasai makes such relaxing music, another great one

[@notownsolace7908]

ChilledCheese on my fettuccini.

[@chem1calhaz3]

Dude i see you EVERYWHERE, which tells me you shar the same interest in music as me. If you've got any music to share with me please do, im trying to expand my reach

[@templarexemplar35]

@@chem1calhaz3 he's everywhere but never responds

[@kentuckyfriedchildren5385]

Kudasai makes such depressing* music, another saddening* one

[@shboi8103]

I, I don't like cheese But I like Lofi

[@danielslaughter9759]

"She never fooled you. You always knew exactly what she was and you loved her anyway."

[@sitinuratiqah6657]

reading all these comments made me realized that I can't even remember how it feels like to be in love. I'm starting to forget what love felt like. Damn...

[@GhostStealth590]

Atiqah Sloan honestly me too. I’m scared that even if I do get back into a relationship (say life let’s me have an ounce of luck for once), I’m scared I wouldn’t even know how to react or know what to do in a relationship, I’ve been out of it for so long.

[@yoshisbruder2642]

I feel you

[@imnotchilla9482]

I never had the chance to know what love feels like. You're a lucky one, brother.

[@TraceLight]

Chillabyte me neither. The only love I’ve developed is for cigars and that bottle I finish over the weekend. This is it. This is what success is. This is what it’s lead up to. *sighs*

[@lucienleonardi8122]

I feel this

[@awen7767]

This song makes me miss someone who I still haven't met... Edit: Lol I can't believe I wrote this, how cringy. Damn the likes tho :0 !!! Anyways fam, I soon realised I never will because the embodiment of such made-up conceptualisation is just a futile ideal so it's stupid (and really egoistical) to expect someone to be as you wish them to be. You will just get endlessly disappointed because others won't fit the unrealistic image you have shaped in your head. Yet, you will keep blaming others for it when in fact you're the only person at fault. Just avoid putting expectations on people and accept them for who they are, you'll live way happier.

[@maayan3725]

At least you haven't met them yet

[@awen7767]

@@maayan3725 Maybe I won't ever meet that person, who knows... right?

[@sukrutdemasek7212]

@@awen7767 Don`t worry, Life always finds this someone)

[@Rawgna]

Or it better no need to meet them

[@lukejensen9083]

You should listen to the girl i haven't met by kudasai then lol. Its a great song.

[@DeVoidLij]

[i talked to my crush about my feelings today, i told her how ive been in love with her for quite a long time. She rejected me, and told me she liked someone else. That i can understand, but she is really all I've wanted, and it just gets in the feels. I guess I'll be back whenever i find love at last. 20/02/20] 07/01/22: Yesterday was a good day. I have been talking to this girl since october, and we really get along. Slowly, I felt like we both were catching feelings for each other, and yesterday I decided to make the move. I asked her to be my girlfriend, and she said yes! I'm beyond happy right now, and the only thing I can say is thank you all for your kind words, they really did mean a lot to me! Im eager to see what's in the future for us.

[@imani_castro7036]

Goodluck king

[@gabzz9096]

Good luck, you'll find the right person

[@potentiallyrythmiic]

Everyone will eventually face rejection in their lives. people would always say that "everything happens for a reason",and while i may agree to that,i believe it is not our obligation to find that reason. All we have to do is just live on,take the lesson from it and not let it drag you down. Because time is cruel and unforgiving where if you fall behind for a split moment,it'll go on without you. So catch up,brother. You're not alone.

[@joesef555]

Keep your head up long

[@PotatoKing219]

Here king, you dropped this 👑 (Just know, you’ve done something I, to this day, haven’t done myself, faced rejection.) So chin up, for your crown is falling.

[@hbkjey6249]

When i want some motivation i go to lofi comment sections they’re never toxic :)

[@Rebirth._]

they can be sad though so like...depends on what message you derive from the comment

[@AnimeChill]

this is what dreams are made of 💕

[@volodymyrkovenko9140]

ATTENTION. LOOKING AT THE COMMENTS CAN MAKE YOU CRY

[@LunarFang77]

A bit too late there fam lol

[@tehpunisher4568]

You need more upvotes and a pin at the top hahaha hope you doin alright

[@pthex]

Yea I do that all the time

[@FarisThe87]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rIKxqpqint-BptE I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

[@seannay9469]

"I don't care if she's not mine anymore. Some nights, I still dream of her..."

[@josephbroughton1690]

TheNovaBlade damn

[@prod.thvndr]

shut up edge lord

[@ltsrt9997]

You mean most nights

[@diyadhananjay2246]

i do too

[@mjay9335]

relatable

[@falloutboy691]

Put the phone down. She's not gonna answer. Go to sleep and be stronger tomorrow.

[@serotonin69]

ofc my mom wouldn't , she is sleeping stoopid

[@frijidcrushhd]

Thanks. I needed that.

[@connerstower7947]

Me 2. Cant get help anny way other than music

[@kelp5080]

Your right, Shes not going to answer, thanks i needed this

[@risn5478]

Well yeah, after all she blocking me. Then just yesterday, I just said thank you and said goodbye to the last connection that we got, her youtube channel. And yeah, no reply or whatever. Goodbye to you.

[@thomas3475]

It's 1 AM, I'm alone on my pc, listening to this, smokin a joint...Feeling lonely and empty....

[@t-royproductions4219]

Thomas your never alone, you always have yourself. You just havent realized it yet !

[@valentinlopezmunoz8269]

I hope you're doing fine even if it only had passed 5 days till' your comment

[@shabanamoona3231]

Sending love your way

[@Jaheuden]

me right now

[@xboogsx]

Hey man, I know how you're feeling. I've felt the same in the past. All I can say is that you're going to get through it. I can't claim to know your story or what you're going through but I know if you surround yourself with the right people and learn to want to help yourself you'll come out of this a better person. I hope this reaches you and you feel at least a little bit better. Much love, homie

[@gracemaoate3951]

It was a summer camp back in 2016. It was during winter school holidays. And it was only a camp for teenagers 13-17 yrs old. The camp took in 200 kids, including me and 5 of my siblings. It was the second time I went. It was where I fell for this guy. To this day, he still remains as the one guy I secretly lowkey have a crush on and love with all my heart. At camp - we didnt talk. We never knew each other. Never did we greet each other once in person. He walked around, and so did I. But whenever I saw him around the camp grounds, I would just stare at him the way anyone would stare at someone they literally just admired. I liked his hairstyle, his style of clothing, his smile, his personality. From a distance, I could hear him and the boys just laughing. He was different and unique in his own way. That's when I had crush on him. Camp lasted a week. So nothing happened. Until I got home, and I somehow found his facebook. I immediately sent him a friend request (which he thankfully accepted.) On the same day, he had changed his profile picture to a photo I watched him take at camp. It was him in a colourful shirt and it was a really nice photo. So I commented "you've got a nice style of clothing." And that's when he direct messaged me. 2 months and 3 days ---- not a day missed. We talked. We talked day and night. We exchanged snapchat accounts and just talked in between fb and sc. He was one of those guys who would be hard to find in this world. He made you feel like a whole new person. You would stare at your phone and smile everytime you got a message or a notification from him. Then when he's asleep, you would re-read the conversations you both had and just laugh. He was goofy, he was kind, he was the kind of guy all girls would love to have. We spoke like friends. Talked about goofy as stuff. Memories we had of our own. Things we liked, things we didnt like. Our future careers, family goals, and just future goals for that matter. Then he called me names like "babe" or "babygirl" or "my girl". At first, I was like "ummmmmm bro" but he kept saying it and it was my fault for thinking that it was gonna lead to something. He literally had my heart. He was a soccer player. He was a good brother and a good son. One night, he shared with me something so personal that only his best friend knew about. But he shared that same personal thing with me and I felt honoured. Then one day, I had a dream about him. The dream was about him playing indoor soccer. Then somehow he injured his right ankle. It was REALLY REALLY random. But on the same day, after I woke up, I did a few things then I remembered the dream. That dream was so vivid - I can still remember it to this day. But I remembered the dream and so I just randomly asked my guy and was like "hey, I know this is gonna sound stupid but I just wanted to ask....did you injure your ankle today?"........BRO! He replied "yeah, I injured my right ankle playing indoor soccer." I literally dropped my phone when I saw that reply. Then I asked him, "Did you wear a dark-colored shirt?" And he said, ".....yeah. A navy blue shirt." I died at that moment. Like having that dream and then realizing that it actually happened to him had me shook. So from day 1 to day 64........we talked. Until one day, the messages stopped. It was silent. And it become those one-worded responses. I realized that it was the end of the road for me to talk to him. He's the reason why I feel insecure to send any guy a message. I learnt everything from him. And it literally took me a whole year to recover and move on with life. He literally soaked my thoughts everyday and the pain I felt in my heart is so indescribable that no words can express. He was my first one-sided love and I still wish him birthday wishes. Daniel, I hope you find the right girl who will love you, your brother, and mother. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be loved. I hope life treats you good and blessings go your way. Sending you love from afar.

[@hiraprxc2569]

idk how to reply but good story :(

[@Logtuf]

Aww so cute , I so want to meet a girl like you too

[@gracemaoate3951]

ReezDeed neither would I know how to reply to my own story too lmao

[@gracemaoate3951]

Logtuf thank you for reading 👍 i hope you get to meet your girl one day

[@tehpunisher4568]

Good read, really enjoyed. Hope you find your guy

[@braydenms1]

this girl i work with yesterday told me i sound sad and jokingly i replied "im always sad." she laughed at the joke but i know deep down i really meant it

[@filipshaama5251]

I felt that if you want we can talk about it msg me on discord ReaperZ#4664

[@abrahammesrajecorrea2349]

You just reminded me of how at school or work, my teachers or workmates ask me if I'm fine because I sound/look sad sometimes... and I feel like sometimes I'm "empty".

[@PhantomBroken]

stay strong!

[@joaosa5276]

amazing how someone you don't even know can feel the same thing as you do, I love you all and I hope you all find love and a reason to live.

[@andresmunera4592]

Kudasai, Jinsang and Saib are truly legends

[@adolfodelao9335]

Andrés Múnera don’t forget Elijah Who

[@hotalava]

And atlas and khai dreams

[@gebrelius7442]

Idealism?

[@urmomisstraight7099]

Kendall miles and philanthrope

[@paccsonpacks]

put your phone down king, she’s sleeping and is thinking about another guy. Pick yourself up and keep your head up, I’m sorry but it’s just reality.

[@luvnight7274]

rey but what if she is thinking about me

[@paccsonpacks]

luvnight then props bro

[@Nikkoroni]

I figured as much. Typical.

[@xnosmokenoknivesx]

Erebus Erebus - people are weird sometimes. maybe it’s due to our animalistic backgrounds? we act without thinking. but what makes you the better person is realizing how to control that habit. don’t let things control you, even if they mean something to you. if they can damage you or others, learn to let go. I’m not saying give up on her, but be upfront about it if u have to. tell her she can’t keep playing u like that. I know when she texts back, u feel a rush of happiness, but you know it isn’t real. ur getting ur emotions mixed up, and that’s not a happy thing. so stop the act before it gets worse; trust me, I’ve seen people hit rock bottom because they don’t stop themselves from getting manipulated like that. so, just do what’s best man. it’s really worth it in the end.

[@xnosmokenoknivesx]

@@Raiden-pi3gt - I'm glad I could help chief. If ur in the slumps right now, don't worry. People live an average span of 80 - 90 years, and the older you get, the wiser you become. The easier and better your decision making becomes, thus resulting in far better relationships. Maybe you'll find another special one in the next few months, who knows? But you'll know a better approach to that someone than before. Just remember, don't let yourself get caught up in anything. Just keep going forward and forward, in any way possible, not just romantically.

[@Jose-ue9vj]

I think the lofi community is one of the best on KZbin. We kinda just chill. There's not much drama, just sharing stories and helping each other out :)

[@burnthebodies7473]

“girl u realize that hes really just being friends with you for fun? like he probably doesnt give a fuck abt what happens to you bc it really doesnt affect him” is the type of advice i get from my friend

[@kyro4521]

You’ve got a bad friend

[@kindermist_5779]

I love how everyone is sharing their old memories or stories or dreams or thoughts ,like YES I've got my tissues ready let's readdff

[@syedkahar4679]

Hahaha, I love it too!

[@DiamondNinjaPig]

its okay to not be okay. :)

[@mrbain6018]

no its not ;-;

[@inf5373]

Geez u make me calm

[@rexyadillah8810]

but its not okay to stay that way

[@alabuydoc]

i rap it and it was really cool!!

[@sabrieal3040]

@@mrbain6018 It's a human feeling as much as it hurts cause it fucking hurts accept it because this is living.

[@luvfromlai]

Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for is holding the gun.

[@gehteuchnichtsan2803]

Damn thats some poetry.

[@FarisThe87]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rIKxqpqint-BptE I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

[@yassirl506]

That is waaaaaaay too deep !

[@xjam5841]

Due thats sick !!!!!

[@user-qb4ze2wn2l]

That's from tiktok.

[@Alan-fx5yi]

Fours years ago, when I was still a college student,I used to sit on the basement study room of our library studying or just chilling. It was usually midnight, I had nothing to do, and didn’t want to go back to my single room dorm. So I always sat at the same table, just doing my homework and surfing the net. I listened to this whenever I was there, I felt alone, empty but somehow complete. I like how lonely people gathered into that basement study room at midnight just as I like how people gathered here in the comment section. Two years later, I found myself a girlfriend and I wasn’t staying in that dorm anymore. I rent in a share house and met some amazing people. I was happy and still am now. But, I still miss the old days. I miss being alone and abandoned. I don’t know why. But those memories are not fading away. I still go back to that library if I get the chance, just that I couldn’t feel what I used to feel anymore. I hope anyone reading this can understand, sometimes being alone and feeling abandoned might be the most beautiful feeling you could ever have.

[@stellarrose6979]

The comments on Kusai's music are so pure, beautiful, nice, caring and overall understanding. We need more communities like this ♡♡

[@vortex6165]

Me: this music is so calm Me after 1 hour of listening: *"These voices in my head told me I'm better off ｄｅａｄ"*

[@korus419]

"your life doesnt worth it"

[@anjabeyers5375]

Fucking ded.😂

[@chrisdrechapiama8993]

GREAT... now I have to change the song. I cant stop hearing those lyrics now. lol.

[@whatshouldiputhere222]

24/7

[@rizazhafiry6435]

To those who read my story before I deleted it: thank you for letting me share my dream, I wish for the best to all of you To those who weren't able to read my story: whatever it is, just don't give up, keep trying to reach your dreams Sincerely, Some random guy on the internet

[@butter.1181]

ill try as long as you do the same :)

[@threedollaya8860]

that was beautiful :)

[@zachryany6616]

stay strong king

[@equablechloedog1943]

You got this chief stay strong 💪🏿

[@ZzZ-qo5wc]

Holy fuck

[@125discipline2]

dont let your mind fool you. your 'bad situation' is often not as bad as you think. 5 years ago i thought i was the most unfortunate person on earth. now when i think about it, it's not that bad. i was overwhelmed by helplesness that was induced by people around me.

[@RetroShark360]

the quote is so real for me i can't stop thinking of her, i know she wants to move on and date people but she can't seem to replace me like i can't replace her and yet i am sitting here thinking of her

[@hyper.basedism]

RetroShark360 go for it! The present never comes back.

[@chester4082]

Hey Bro , I really hope that you can go for it , just please don't make yourself regret . Life is really short , just please go while you still have the chance ...

[@Unstableaxisgaming]

hey man I'm going through the same thing. I just got dumped after 3 years because she said she didn't feel the spark anymore. I know you want to just sit at home because you feel physically sick and she's all you can think about but you need to start the moving on process. And it doesn't start with finding a date. it starts with going out and hanging with good friends and family. this was only a week ago for me and because of friends and family I'm starting to at least not feel suicidal anymore. It is a long slow process but I have hope that it will get better for you and me. Best of luck pal

[@urjnlegend]

if she wants to date other people, youre already as good as replaced. She wanted out from you, for whatever reason. It may suck dick nuts, but its another opportunity to start something different. You are lucky she was real with you and didnt lead you on like some of these other bitches do. You are not tied to her legally or by children (unless you are). Your path was to go thru this and continue forwards. Someone else will appreciate you, because thats just how life works. Fuck it. I have felt a similar pain, you just gotta move forward. she doesn't want you, realize that. Someone else does tho, maybe this is alone time, to become who you want to become. Things could be much much worse. Be glad youre alive and live to fight another day. and that you GET another clean slate. not everyone gets that privilege bro, goodluck.

[@urjnlegend]

@@Unstableaxisgaming keep at it bro, were all with you, just keep walking

[@dadyy9521]

When you dream of your crush and have a great day with her , then wake up to realize it was just a dream.

[@tehpunisher4568]

F in chat

[@Owen1307]

Holy Shit... i feel this..

[@djohnsveress6616]

Damn dude, same, i just had a Awesome dream with Daveigh Chase we had a sexy cosplaying night (ˉ﹃ˉ) too bad she was dressing as samara from the Ring ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Seriously what the fuck is wrong with yall ? How red pilled you have to be, to have dreams as this, to wake up and fuckn know what you had dreamt so much so that the first thing that hits you is _"That girl, she was there, she was smexy, no she isn't, now i'm sad i only have my hands now for tonight" instead of _"Damn, the fuck i was dreami... _*_AWWW_*_ nom-nam... shit... need to... take a piss.."_ Who are you ppl to wake up like a disney princesses ?

[@mr.jankowski1787]

I dream of her Does she ever think of me? Does she care she broke my heart? There’s so many things I want her to know, but I don’t want to tell her

[@deaddreamer2217]

I know it hurts. So so much.. But maybe, maybe it was for the best of you, because if she left, she never deserved you. One day, one day you will find this one person, this one person that makes the sun shine ever so brighter. Make the warmth ever so warmer and that will make the stars ever so bigger in your eyes. But for now, for now rest friend. Leave your tired soul to rest, and when it will be ready to love again, you will know it, deep down inside of you

[@oreksna8546]

it hit deeep

[@lorenamartinez9968]

@@deaddreamer2217 i wish it would happen

[@deaddreamer2217]

@@lorenamartinez9968 Give it time friend. Give it time. Rest your bruised heart and soul. They will let you know when the time as come

[@buzzlightyear2510]

you know the answer... it's NOPE

[@boops8661]

such a peaceful feeling reading chill comments and the occasional funny ones while listening to a comforting piece of lofi music on a school night.. I hope you all are doing well

[@kylearmstead227]

I be dreaming of her everyday Only to wake up knowing she's in the arms of another.

[@alexisflores4409]

😔

[@cocj4727]

i know how you feel, i know..

[@woopdedo7939]

I know how you feel to bro. I hope we make it😞

[@imnotchilla9482]

It's torture :( I wanted her so bad but she's with someone else and I can't do anything but be okay with it

[@spam8673]

Damn feels...

[@joxa6119]

When life pressured you beyond the limit, you just need to hear this kind of music.

[@waterking1105]

Yea.

[@bengamerlsyolo6788]

Mhm

[@blackwater7183]

Such a sad song almost feels like you have reach the end of your life. It has already been a year the song still feels the same.

[@technologystrong5190]

Feels like life is over before it begun

[@Seven-tk7sp]

I saw a video once that said “If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they’ll fly away. But If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come.”

[@ilykcrabs5077]

These chill beats makes me realize that I’m lonely inside

[@arsalabbasmirza]

I suppose.

[@mrtofuman5016]

This hits different when you lose someone who you love so much. Rest easy grandma , I hope you enjoy you're new life in heaven with out us 😭💔

[@nagnot6718]

Plz put this on Spotify 🙏🏾 Update: It actually is on Spotify! Just search up KudasaiBeats and go into the “White noise” album.

[@juliabisbee7602]

thank u!!!

[@-robin-7314]

Thanks bro

[@Techfieldspaceguy]

I just had the most beautiful dream ever last night..the pandemic ended,then I met this imaginary girl..she's so sweet we met ,we talked ,we love each other..she cured my depression it was feels like the most beautiful moment in my life..like a heaven..until I woke up and got dissapointed with the reality..with pandemic still going on.. everything still closed..I'm still lonely and depressed..I suddenly feel suicidal that morning .but that dream gave me hope..I wish tomorrow will be much better.

[@ThePaperCreater]

Why is everyone suddenly a poet? Lmao

[@dizzee6089]

Cause sometimes niggas really do be like dat

[@abklm8305]

Ikr?

[@FarisThe87]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rIKxqpqint-BptE I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

[@hanchen4721]

@@FarisThe87 nanti w dengerin, just wait

[@FarisThe87]

heheeemakasii

[@Moonless6491]

I dream of her. We've never met. I see her in my mind's sunset. In the dark, I awake with my memory drained. I felt her skin and saw her face. She called to me, and I answered back. But what she said, my mind does lack. I touched her skin, I saw her face. But when I look, an empty slate. Each night I remember; Each morning I forget the girl I saw in my mind's sunset.

[@kelly2fly]

Very poetic.

[@dct_cee1791]

@. Why u have to be mad, its only joke XD. (Seriously tho its only a joke bru, calm down)

[@cococop6679]

. Someone’s angry over nothing

[@raccoonchild]

Beautiful. Reminded me of a dream I had.

[@josephgastellu9219]

Beautiful

[@ELAPSE.]

kudasai

[@jassjokbal6869]

Life in particular never had much value for me, and each passing year, that little value i have for it is dwindling.

[@annabellelin7730]

Is there anything changing in your life that you feel is prompting this? On good days, I'm sort of excited to have this opportunity to live. I'll have all the time in the universe to be unconscious. I only have this brief moment right now to have a body and be able to experience emotions and be able to feel the sensation of eating a nice meal or looking at sunlight and enjoying the colors or getting to learn a new fact. On bad days, I'm sort of caught up with my job or other things. The feeling passes, but if I'm in between these feelings, I sometimes zoom in and I think about how I sort of enjoy this very brief moment, where I am alive and I get to sleep in a warm bed or I'm exercising and I have a little dopamine rush and I have some shelter and my body naturally feels safe. I have brief moments where I can draw or improve my drawings and I take meaning from it as well because I just naturally enjoy creating as a human.

[@abrahampolanco7567]

feel like i wanna meet all the people in the comment section, so nostalgic and distant feeling

[@The_Mad_Lad_6]

me to

[@threedollaya8860]

same

[@picklejuice12346]

same

[@skylinegtrr3461]

What kinda coment is this , look like a 100 following steps book to me

[@nickyguettler5726]

I suffer with a lot of anxiety stress and sometimes panic attacks and this music helps me really much. i have a lot of cool friends but I still feel lonely, sometimes i just wanna sit and cry, but i try to stay strong. ive never told anyone boat my anxiety and that makes me more anxious! sometimes i want to hug really hard someone but i cant.

[@Zyuix]

I do to man I have to just keep it to myself yk? Music helps a lot if you've had a bad day music is always there for you when most friends aren't you got this bro stay strong! I know this was 3 years ago so I hope your doing better

[@jaredcool]

every decision you've made in life has led you to read this comment

[@Surfacekilla1]

And see kakashi with big lips

[@dizzee6089]

@@Surfacekilla1 lmao

[@bjw4654]

@@soundsoul4796 your taking the internet tooo seriously lad.

[@emq5340]

Lmao. Now this. This is significant.

[@soundsoul4796]

coled penis*

[@dededown]

sitting here on an early night while my mind is floating somewhere between past and unknown. my eyes filled with sadness and joy remembering the last time i was here.

[@lprof8139]

That's kagome from Inuyasha!! One of the best animes ever, i recomended it a lot ❤️

[@adwelel9634]

Me: having a good day *Listens* Me to depression: *ah shit here we go again*

[@faith9196]

Oof I felt that💀

[@leoisitme9178]

Don’t die on me I’m saving your soul please believe it will be okay and eventually it will really be okay

[@jephthaholt]

Yep same here. Late night on my liked list and we are back wishing I knew how to talk to her

[@FarisThe87]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/rIKxqpqint-BptE I'm just starting making Lo-fi music please check this out:) sorry if this sounds not really great

[@MetheMaggot]

You're right Mister cat with a crocs in head

[@paulpark2243]

I see chill music as depressing music for me... i guess because of what i have been through and holding to but eh idk.. just seeing all these happy comments surprised me

[@a_fellow_playabr8435]

My thoughts exactly, bc of all the things I've experienced lo-fi is a depression trigger, but it's good at the same time so.. lol

[@louieisapirate472]

I feel the same, probably because the slow and relaxing rhythm leaves to much space to think. The memories start coming back. But it's soothing in a way.... idk.

[@gabrielpus-perchaud9063]

Actually it can be both chill and depressing for me, don't you? Feel like deep nostalgy from my childhood's dreams...

[@ThePurificator69420]

@@a_fellow_playabr8435 is a depression trigger but... we come back to it because it makes us feel good. so i s happy trigger

[@RichLunaMusic]

I thought it was supposed to be melancholy.

[@UnknownPerson-zb2oh]

I’ve been listening to a lot of kudasai and lofi music because it helps me reminisce about a time in my life when I was happier and content. I’ve recently started a new job and this has opened a can of anxiety and fear I never thought I had inside me. I used to listen to lofi during my previous job, which is why I experience this nostalgia I guess. Feeling this unhappy in my new job has made me start wondering about how life would be living in a remote/isolated area, with greenery as far as the eye can see and mountains keeping me shaded. Rather than waking up every day going to work in this big concrete jungle waiting miserably for a pay check at the end of the month, I imagine how it just feel to wake up everyday and be working to actually live, eating from that which you have grown and not having to worry about paying bills because your self sufficient. I make no mistake in imaging this life would be easy, as it would take immense discipline and physical work to ensure the food is edible and caring for any livestock, but I can just imagine when the day is coming to a close and the sun is about to set, brewing a tea and then sitting on my chair outside of my little house taking small but warm sips whilst watching the sun slowly set, feeling the wind breeze and hearing the leaves rustle. I can imaging watching the birds retreat to their nests to rest, while the crickets chirps becomes louder and louder. As I watch all of this unfold, I can imagine being content with life and with that thought a small smile would creep up in the corners of my mouth. Yeah, that’s living - Hopefully I can make it there one day and call it a reality rather than a dream. I hope you can achieve your dream too.

[@CortezProductions]

This music feels like going to an unknown place, where you're already lost on the way.

[@namoa8202]

Isn't that what life is

[@navtrans5198]

I cry when I listen to this. That’s a good thing... Right? Right?.....

[@muritex1192]

me too :'

[@yo.g4589]

Yes my friend

[@alondrahernandez1449]

right

[@pthex]

me too

[@princedirt87]

it's okay... It's Okay.. *pats

[@Ploari]

"no bro don't worry I'll be on Minecraft tommorow" Last seen: Fortnite: Battle Royale

[@mythicbrotato4371]

Now that, my friend, is the saddest sight to see....

[@sukrutdemasek7212]

@@mythicbrotato4371 saddest if last seen: Minecraft

[@betul7378]

Outprice that hit different 😔

[@user-pe2yx9kt4e]

Tbh most depressing comment here

[@sev7nnn]

So deep.

[@afif1797]

"happiness is a goal" "but not all are happy" "cherish it while you can" "because it is not eternal"

[@tengu4084]

I'll be back once i find the girl I've been dreaming of. 23/8/2019

[@jesseanciola549]

Player Slayer hope u find her

[@yasminhamilton9439]

Good luck soldier

[@wasdqwerty8702]

Player Slayer keep going king.

[@Sir_Crow]

You’ll find her, I know that’s what you’ll do. Someday, out in skies of candy blue. You’ll find her, and she’ll find you.

[@XAlpt]

We're all soldiers now

[@dakshfr]

it's weird to think that somewhere on the other side of my screen, somebody, who has their own fears, doubts, passions, and dreams, is reading this comment. Hello human. 15 November, 2021 - why the fuck is my comment on top lmao what 29 December, 2021 - what the actual fuck 18 May, 2022 - i have come here again, most of you can imagine why. Im okay dw

[@hazmatape9959]

Hi there, Human! It is an odd thing to visualize when you take a minute, huh?

[@patrickwhite0000]

Ello

[@JeremWatts]

i don't know what to say, this really hit me

[@daniel.5191]

hi human, i wish you all the love and happiness in the world :)

[@fgdm05]

Hello world, hello human

[@nacify613]

imagine a year of building up and getting with the girl of your dreams just for it all to end so suddenly. none of it being your fault so you just have to sit there and watch your life fall apart. it all started at the end of october last year. it was the first time i told her i had feelings for her. to my luck, this cute girl in my class said she felt the same. we wanted to go out with each other but we decided to get to know each other better. skip forward to february, we’ve been talking more and getting closer and we decide to go on our first date. but, so many things made this go wrong. it started off as a double date (with my best friend and his new girlfriend who just started going out) but we ended up having others tag along. she also saw an ex of hers which brought up bad memories of past relationships. these all made the whole day awkward which would result in a late night text from her saying we weren’t going to work out. she felt like things were forced and awkward like things weren’t natural. i was torn by this. crying every night that week. we stopped talking from then on. it hurt having to let go of someone as beautiful as her. however, there was a glimmer of hope. she said that i still might have a chance if we’re in the same position in a year or two. fast forward to around the middle of the year, i message her out of the blue to find out that she had just broken up with her ex. we started talking more from then on. one night she starts flirting with me which makes me wonder if i still had feelings for her. the only thing holding me back from admitting that i did is when i heard she didn’t want anything serious but rather just flings or dating. after a while talking we reach the night i told her i like her. my class had an astrology night at school. i spent most of the night talking to her which everyone else took as us flirting with each other. we go home messaging each other and just before she goes to sleep i tell her i have feelings for her. she replies saying that i was the guy she was telling me about. the one she thought she had feelings for but didn’t want to say anything. we began talking more and more online, daily even, getting closer. one day she decides that she does have feelings for me. she always has, it just use to not be enough for her to say. after months of getting closer, i ask her out but she declines saying she would but it’s still too soon after her ex and she’s not ready for a relationship etc. it hurt but i didn’t mind waiting for her until she was ready. i looked at it as a step forward of getting with my dream girl if she did want to be my girlfriend. last month she decided to ask me out. she was so excited, and telling all her friends. so nervous that she had to ask me out online (which is not like her at all). i was the happiest kid in the world. after a year of trying i finally get with her. a week later we had our first date. it was the best time of my life. we went out to town to this festival, ate sushi, had ice cream by the waterfront, it was almost perfect. especially since i was with this perfect girl. she was the first girl i ever went out with. i was too nervous that i didn’t kiss her on that day which is something i regret so much to this day. i always think back on what i could’ve done then to make things better. not to change the outcome of what happened, but things that i missed out on that i never will have the opportunity to do now. the night of our second first date i get a message from her saying she’d rather not be official or anything and just stick to dating. other people just thought of it as being boyfriend and girlfriend but without labels, but i knew this would just go downhill. the following week on thursday she sends me a message. my heart broke as i tried to read it. she said that it was either something or nothing that we had and she chose nothing. she loved being single. she didn’t feel the same about me. i was upset and angry. she kept leading me on and then stopping things which tore me to pieces. a year of building up with the girl of my dreams and now i have to let it all go. i was in love with her and it pained me to think of letting go of all the memories we made together. i stopped talking to her as i knew nothing i said would’ve changed her mind and that if i just ignored her i would move on faster. it’s been two weeks since then. my mind still hasn’t changed. she feels like a stranger yet i still want her. every night i still dream of her. every night i go to sleep on the verge of crying, wanting to die. i keep getting hurt and it’s nothing i’ve done. i just have to sit and watch everything in my life go to shit. it wasn’t just this relationship but a ton of other things going wrong. to the girl that this is all about. i still love you. it hurts that i never got to show or even tell you that i love you but i do. i know you probably think this is too far for just a crush but how are you just a crush to me when you’ve been on my mind every single day? you were the first thing i thought of when i woke up and the last thing before i fell asleep. i even dreamt of you so many nights. how are you just a crush to me when i saw my future with you? i know you want to be single but just know that because i have to move on doesn’t mean i‘lol stop my feelings for you. i’ll just suppress them until the time is right when i’ll open up to you again. i’m not expert in relationships because i’ve never properly had one, but it’s common sense to know that when you love someone you never stop loving them. you can just hide those feelings away and push them to the side but they will still be there. because those memories of them will always keep them in your heart. memories that are impossible to let go. i have to let go of you to become healthier but that won’t happen. i will just work on pushing these feelings away so that they don’t drown my mind like they used to. until the day comes when i open up to you again, i wish you all the best. - anon

[@NectisOW]

Hey man, Im sorry if this sounds mean, I really am. But the girl you haven't met is the one thats looking for you, shes the perfect one for you and you're the perfect one for her. With your story, she wasn't the one. Life aint all sunshine and rainbows, it'll beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. -Rocky Balboa

[@NectisOW]

Dont let life keep you on your knees. Fight. Back

[@MariRocha28]

Don't be sad bro, you gave your best, but for the wrong person, never put so much effort on people like that, instable... You're not the problem, you did things right, don't blame yourself, I bet you're an awesome guy

[@lunchtrooper4566]

Damn... I could feel the pain bro.. it's just.. soul-shattering... Its freaking horrible to be used.. That's how i could describe it. Just... Hang on... Bro... You'll get through this

[@lileb1684]

I’m begging you. Please tell her.