IM HEART BROKEN. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE.

[@nicholaleggett9261]

What you are feeling is totally normal so don’t question yourself too much. It’s a big adjustment and it does feel final. They can sometimes reverse the surgery so that is always something you can ask about if you are still regretting your decision. You and your family are so wonderful and loving. Try to focus on all of the love around you and enjoy your new little one. ❤

[@chelsclements]

I know you feel most confident when you’re pregnant but you can’t be pregnant all the time, it might be your time to focus on yourself and your family and what makes you feel confident outside of pregnancy (which will take time) 😊

[@jayneforster5677]

It’s totally normal to feel like this ! It’s a finality for her !

[@amburrelizabeth1572]

​​@@jayneforster5677Exactly! It must feel even harder because she felt like she had to do it to stop people from talking shit. But every single milestone is the last and that must hurt more knowing that its the last

[@B33K1ND89]

@@amburrelizabeth1572no one made her do anything shut up

[@sarahwilson-jb5fm]

Totally agree.. Focus on what you have. If it's really what you need to keep being pregnant then it can be reversed and you can keep having children until you don't feel empty and grieving.

[@chelsclements]

@@LauraJayneWhite97 she’s a rare breed 🤣

[@tammycope3145]

I am positive I felt the same way, but also knew it was time to stop. So I stopped having babies but then in twenty years I was living and loving my grandchildren!!!! They are that lovely gift that waits for us when we no longer have babies! Big hugs Sarah!

[@hazelbaezel420]

i love this reply!

[@keelyrowntree9865]

Hi Sarah. C section recovery is so hard. Your hormones are all over the place at the moment. I cried so much more after my c section compared to my natural delivery. I did t have my tubes tide but always wanted more children but everyone said to me you have one of each so there is no need. To this day I always think about it and wished we had more especially now my oldest is 20. You rest and recover and enjoy your time with the family. They love you very much. Sending you lots of hugs 😊😊

[@therese81s68]

It´s normal to feel like you do. It´s just the hormones right now to that makes it feel even harder. It´s always sad, hard to know that part of your life is over everything is the last time but just give it some time and you will see it´s going to feel better. It´s okay to feel sad

[@LaurenBrimelow]

I had my tubes tied 4 months ago and I regret it sometimes but you can have them untied hun , wishing you the best recovery ❤️❤️

[@HarryLedsome-g2t]

my wife cant have kids and she is going through emotions

[@fluffy101234]

you’re feelings are SO valid. luckily…. tied tubes can usually be reversed. of course it’s another procedure which is scary but it may not be final. praying for you sarah ♥️

[@Cuckoo2126]

Your hormones are all over the place atm I hope your feeling better soon, but there is nothing wrong with how you feel right now xx

[@clodaghodonovan1071]

Sarah at this point you are probably feeling better but it’s 100% hormone drop . Just know your limit and see your GP if you aren’t feeling ok . Think of all your grandchildren you will have eventually . Let your girls take it from here . Your family isn’t finish just this little chapter is closing . 💕💕💕💙💕💕. I’m sorry you are feeling this way and maybe it’s just part of the process , cry those tears if you need to . Sending so much love .

[@natalielaw8481]

I know how you feel Sarah,I had my tubes tied in July after having twins.I knew it was the right thing to do after 8 babies.But I felt so bad afterwards and thinking what if I want more children in the future xx

[@cjsadman3750]

Awe sweetie , it's normal to feel like that, your hormones are all over the place, you will feel better, and many are right , you can reverse the tubal , but enjoy every moment, and please do not worry! Many Blessings! Hope you all enjoy your holidays!

[@kerrykinsxo1]

I definitely grieved my pregnancy with my little boy. It took us 10 years to get him & ivf and I knew every first was going to be my last too. My heart aches everyday still & every milestone is so bittersweet. If you still feel like you do in the future, you can have it reversed and if your really certain you want more ivf is an option too. You know what's best for your family, if that means expanding your family, then that's your descion and yours alone. No one can tell you what's right for you x

[@nicolapritchard4538]

Society is crap and everyone passes judgement…. What your feeling is natural I was same and sometimes I get that gut feeling still 9 years later….. you shouldn’t have to please anyone and if you decide in the future you can still have more don’t beat yourself up your amazing

[@CherylRayment-ec3ke]

It is natural to feel like this. You have just given birth. Hormones and emotions all over the place.

[@itslanapeta4788]

Sarah this is 100% normal. You are also more likely to get postpartum depression with a c section as the body undergoes something very traumatic. You are strong. You are the most amazing mother and parent. If you are struggling ask for help. Know you aren’t alone. Sending you all the healing energy and love to you and the family

[@tabitha699]

Totally normal what youre feeling! Its also up to you guys if you want more kids, nobody else! You guys are wonderful parents who take great care of your children, and are more than financially capable of doing so. So who cares what others think! If its possible to get your tubal reversed thats an option or ivf is always an option as well. Do what YOU feel is best. I hope things get easier for you with whichever decision you make❤

[@chariskidney3985]

Sarah you can get the tube tying reversed but you can also do ivf also in the future if you feel the same. I’m only 35 and never had children watching the girls and jace grow up I feel like part of your family and I’m super proud of you all !!

[@eliciaholland9870]

Or adoption!

[@leahheapp]

@@eliciaholland9870or even foster!

[@Vay..111.x]

@@eliciaholland9870don’t be rude !

[@clairefullarton336]

It is totally natural to feel what you feeling especially after a c section mine were terrible. You have 6 beautiful children to enjoy and I'm sure your feelings will ease and you will feel it was right for you all as you recover more but if it isn't in time then look in to options but don't let anybody tell you what to do take care x

[@prettypoppets.]

I had 4 healthy sons, and at the last , I had my tubes tied. I was so sad!!! I cried for days. Your hormones are crazy right now. I promise you , you will feel better. Rest Sweetheart. The sadness does dwindle, and the joy will increase. I'm 66 now. I promise you, it will feel better

[@kathrynatkins334]

Stop beating yourself up you are an amazing mother and family focus on what you got. I felt exactly the same. Xxx

[@rachelpope908]

Ive sadly been un able to have children , but i think if i had had some and then been in the position your in id probably feel the same. Right now your hormones are all over the place. Alow yourself to feel how your feeling dont feel like you have to hide how you feel. If later on down the line you think youve made the wrong decision theres options. You shouldnt worry about what others think if you want 6 kids or 16 its up to you and no one else. Selding lots of love to you.xx

[@suzannalouise2904]

Awe I'm sorry you can't have kids that's really sad 😢 my cousin can't have kids either as she has PCOS I have cysts all over mine but had 4 kids 21 20 16 and 15 and only found out about the cysts last year xxxxx

[@deb2520]

Sarah, I was crying along with you…..I don’t know if you can have your tubes tied procedure reversed but check with the hospital or your midwife to be sure. So, please don’t cry until you know what your options are. We love you & your Beautiful family.

[@astridhelenebendiksen7208]

oh honey you decide what's best for you, you, no one can do it for you, be strong and know you are not alone

[@chellymarie5686]

Sending you big hugs Sarah ❤❤❤❤ I think you are valid to feel that way.. I had my parts taken out and I felt the same way ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ maybe also talk to your doctor?? I feel you so much girl !!!!

[@KatieKempgaming]

It’s so normal to feel the way you do, I had my little boy at the end of February and I cried all day everyday for the first month and just didn’t want to be on my own I wanted to be be with people 24/7 and hated the nights. I hope you start to feel better soon. And massive congratulations to you all 🫶🫶🫶

[@micheleprociuk1924]

Ok you made me cry 😢Sarah I am sorry your feeling this way! My heart goes out to you ❤️ I am hopeful you will come to be at peace with it soon. 🙏💗

[@shannonsyoutubechannelx9303]

hope you okie honestly don’t listen to people that are making you feel like this if y want to get pregnant that’s fine don’t seem why people need to responds negative honestly hope y okie sarah sending all my love and support and kisses ❤x

[@tinanewell3358]

i felt the same way u did i felt really sad but it was my body telling me its time to take care of my self.Sarah u are not alone u will be ok just love ur big family and enjoy what u have

[@angelagodfrey974]

Sarah you have been through major surgery so you must let yourself recover. Your hormones are all over the place. Just time & if it's not what you want them I'm sure it can be reversed. Sending you so much love ❤️ Take care xxx

[@angelaw886]

Sarah, I am sorry you feel bad. Within 10 years, Isabelle could be married and having children. Enjoy your 6 children, and then you can travel and enjoy your grandchildren someday.

[@amandatremlett550]

I have 4 children all c sections but after my last child 2years ago I had my tubs tied and yes I was so upset and sometimes still do have moments I wish I didn’t , but had to as it was not safe to have any more children xx

[@andreameier2640]

I don’t have much advice for you other than to feel your feelings and don’t hide them. Be honest with yourself and your medical care team so they can make sure you don’t have bad postpartum depression. You are absolutely loved and I’ll be praying for you. ❤

[@2009katiegirl]

I’ve never had any children and I can’t even imagine what you are feeling. I would never dare tell you or anyone in the situation how to feel. I just wanted to send you very big gentle hugs.

[@gracevieira3249]

I felt the same way after my seventh. With seven miscarriages also. Grieve the loss of the possibility give yourself time for hormones to get back to normal. It took me about six months. I had to get some help for post partoium depression.

[@kaywatson4821]

Bless you Sarah I hope you are feeling better soon xx

[@jessicasmith6616]

You are going to feel so many emotions right now anyway!! I totally get it, I am pregnant with my last now and we are adamant we don’t want anymore but that doesn’t make me feel any better about knowing this is the last! The most important thing is it’s not final, they can be untied if in the future you decide it wasn’t the right choice! Nothing is final unless you choose it ♥️

[@lilsemerald3688]

Bless you , I hope you feel better soon , you can give all your focus to your 6 and look forward to your grandchildren xx

[@inkystroul1823]

Although I can't exactly relate - your feelings remind me of how u felt after i had my full hysterectomy. Between the hormones and the finality of it all I was all over the place! I would most definitely speak to my doctor about how "out of control" you're feeling and maybe there's something they can give you to help with leveling out the hormone side of things. I'll be praying for you Sarah - sending you love!

[@chloem665]

Hope you are all doing good, I have a 9 month old, he's the best thing in my life

[@nicolacook4038]

You have 6 lovely kids some have none

[@melodiduke1429]

Sweet Sarah.. Ur not the only 1.. I felt & done all of what u r doing.. 1 of the reason I realized I was doing that is cause it makes it final.. I just want u to know ur not alone..

[@indiekid8425]

you are such an amazing and strong mother we all appreciate you so much we love you sarah!

[@juliemariesundet1643]

Aw sarah hope things get easier for you big hugs from norway❤

[@Mysterydecideontheday]

your one comment answers your question everything about this pregnancy was prefect and the family will be stronger together you will work through this together i hope this comment will not upset you ❤

[@samanthafletcher8062]

My sister went through the same thing. She had her tubes tied and she had every emotion you've gone through. She regretted it to start with but over time it fades away from your mind x

[@emmauttley1591]

I had c section 25 years ago still numb and if your over weight you have over hang too it’s horrible x

[@natashabox2741]

I felt the same when I was offered to be sterilised but you have an amazing family and there are other ways to have children. Once your hormones calm down u will feel much better. I'm sure it will be the thing to have done as time goes on. Chin up ❤

[@Janet-UK]

Sarah, I cried with you!! My heart is breaking!! This is the problem with society nowadays, people involve themselves in people lives they have no right doing!! And it’s just accepted!! It is wrong!!! ❤️❤️

[@emilia9455]

You raise your children with the headstrong mind of never worrying about what others think, so I don’t think you should have decided to have your tubes tied just because of other people’s opinions. As far as we’re aware, you get one life, so do what makes YOU and your family happy, Sarah. You have the money, the space, the stability that you need to carry on having as many children as your heart desires until one day in your own time, you will come to accept that no more means no more! But I don’t think that is today. Your tears and your emotions clearly show you are not ready to stop growing your family. There’s still more beautiful souls to be born ✨

[@digital_prosperity50k]

She already did though.... Unfortunately.. This is not helpful... 😔

[@emilia9455]

@@digital_prosperity50k I’ve seen people say you can get it reversed or go through IVF

[@jasminesmith663]

My goodness this is heartbreaking , poor Sarah :((sending lots of love to you during this time ❤️

[@roshannkilduff9145]

People shouldn’t judge you. You’re an amazing woman and wonderful mother.

[@sarahlucas85]

Sarah its your body. Its your life . Its your family you owe no one an explanation noone at all... if you wanted to go on to have 10 more children then thats your choice no ones elses.. stop worrying about what others think.. you're an amazing mom and all your children are amazing well looked after well mannered x sending you massive hugs xx

[@Storm_grey]

I agree, if you want more children go for it. Its your life ❤

[@melaniefatkin4046]

I agree well said ❤

[@tessaweber77]

You’ve got this Sarah! You’ve got so many people here to support you! We love you. And just know, you’re like family to many of us and their kids so you’ve got loads of kids through us too.

[@melissablackledge427]

Oh Sarah ❤ I really am feeling so sad for you 😢😢😢 I'm literally sobbing for you. You can have it reversed if you want to. It's not as final as you think. It can be potentially reversed though... Please speak to your midwife about your options xxxx

[@julianetherway1245]

Your lucky to have the kids you got. some people cant have them

[@mikefitzgerald9318]

Exactly ….

[@amberchristensen8175]

i that it’s very rude to say - yes she’s got 6 children and some people can’t have them but i think to say that it’s not the right thing

[@TroyMcCarl]

This video is not her being ungrateful for the children she has.

[@crystalsky1029]

This is extremely rude….

[@erinlynch3340]

She has them for views

[@tracythornfield4334]

AWWWWW sarah i wish there is something we could say to make it easier.. all i can say is always talk about it. There will always be someone that will listen and not question.xxxxxxxx😢😢😢😢❤

[@hollyjoiner-mason3324]

Shouldnt have to justify anything sarah your children are all beautiful and you are allowed to feel all the emotions ive been going through menopause last year and half and im not 35 till next year its hard so nice that your openly talking about your feelings we as people need to do that more sending big cuddles and hope all doing ok now your home and rest and take it easy 💖

[@kathrynpowell2430]

Sending you so much love Sarah. This will pass. x❤x

[@laume8622]

I’m sorry to see you upset Sarah 🥺

[@B33K1ND89]

Be grateful for the 6 you have and little one is beautiful

[@EmilyCheetham]

Give yourself time Sarah. It probably is your hormones. Plus it’s very raw. Things will get better and easier. Confidence will come. Believe in yourself.

[@michellehardy3559]

I understand all of those feelings it’s the dreaded hormones sending love xx

[@lorinichols3894]

It’s totally normal feeling the way you are. Give it time. I’m praying for you.

[@ieasha5303]

Please don't cry Sarah, im crying with u its so natural and you should not have to care about what people think even if you had 20 children its your life its your family and nobody can tell you what to do. You are not pathetic and you are not silly for feeling the way you do, your happiness is the most important thing so I hope you get to speak to the midwife and doctors to see what is best for you even if you get to reverse the process if that is what you want! Loads of love

[@Kayleighlgn]

Sending you the biggest hugs Sarah ♥️ your feelings are so valid and you have every right to feel whatever feelings you want to right now

[@loridill4683]

I did have Tubiligation after I had twins which were my last 2 babies and I did have hard time thinking these are my last and that part of my life will be over and I was sad for while but because I had twins I was very busy so I think that's what helped me. Hang in there and hope you feel better soon.

[@joshchiodo1737]

Well done !!

[@daniellechalligan1042]

That's normal love I had the same thing it's the emotional toll from the surgery c section is not an easy thing to go through hugs

[@kapulanilee6307]

I have read where it can possibly be reversed if it’s right for you and your family then do what’s best for you ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Mollie17x]

Oh Sarah…It’s completely normal to be feeling like this, my lovely. Overtime, it’ll become easier ❤

[@caitrionaoshea1616]

Awe Sarah my heart broke for you watching tonight's vlog I haven't gone through what you have but I just wanted to say that I hope you are doing better sending you lots of love and well wishes ❤

[@collinsmaddisonokafor8745]

Love you Sarah don’t listen to anyone if you want more baby’s have them and have it reversed big hug love you the family Xx❤❤

[@AutismawarenessGeorgia20]

Yea I agree don’t listen to anyone it’s your life live it to the fullest.

[@maisyblair6727]

Please stop invalidating yourself and your feelings😢 you are not stupid or silly, you are hurting and it’s okay❤

[@Bigray1996]

Sarah, in my opinion you made the right decision! Enjoy your family! And I can imagine how your feeling, its normal and it’s a big step. But remember in years to come you have 6 children to bless you with lots of beautiful grand babies 🥹❤️

[@emmalouisemills3136]

My hormones were all over the place the same as yours and i was crying for days after my c section, you will feel soo much better in the days/weeks to come, as your hormones level out youll be able to think and see more clearly, take care of yourself and try and enjoy this time ❤ xx

[@jannelie2188]

Congratulation with your beautifull little girl.Hope you feel better soon❤️

[@maryelizabethlavoy3198]

Everything you are feeling is real but it’s normal to feel regret. But you are moving into the next stage in life.

[@shelbyashton1220]

Sarah my heart breaks for you😢 we love you Sarah you just take each day slowly. X

[@charlie_moo]

You need to start doing things for yourself who cares what others think. It’s your life you do whatever makes you happy.

[@neryshughes6778]

Bless u Sarah hope u feel better soon take care of yourself xx

[@amelialarson4797]

I went through it. I had my tubes tied, and I went through the same thing. All you can do is pray to God and move forward.

[@nicola715]

Hey Sarah it is up to you no one else don’t listen to no one else it is your life wot to do xx

[@nataliefoyx]

I’m sitting here crying at the vlog, never stop having kids because 6 is alot, stop having kids when your 100% ready to, even if it’s after 15 kids do what you feel is the best for you and your family ❤❤❤❤

[@colleenrichardson5339]

Exactly!!!

[@kellydonaghy8281]

You are very brave Sarah for sharing such raw feelings, my heart breaks for you. I hope that you can overcome this and you find peace xxx

[@melanieguy7199]

Happy Sunday and much love from America ❤❤

[@kirstenmacdonald6336]

Aw Sarah I really feel for you ❤

[@suzannedowsett3576]

I haven't had children and I am 54 now and can't have children but I totally understand what u going through. I have read u can reverse ur op. So think hard and discuss with family what u need to do. And go with your hear not everybody telling u what to do I love ur family and follow every vlog. Love u all xxx

[@ss26x94]

This is not final if you dont want it to be. You can have it reversed if you decide you do want more. What other people say/think doesnt matter. Your life, live it how you want. I hope you feel better soon.

[@shamailakauser]

Bless you Sara I no how you feel im 37 and i have 7 children and i no some people are wicked But you are amazing please dont be upset ❤

[@carollovell4286]

Pathetic

[@TheRealRandomLozzie]

@@carollovell4286 yes, you are pathetic you heartless witch

[@paulafota9013]

Love u hang in there it will get better

[@xfreyalouisex8724]

Aww bless you, stay strong, push through it you can do this! We all get it and are all here to support you through the way💗 stay strong beautiful x

[@elifletcher65]

Sarah I’m so sorry how you feel but remember it’s not final because you got 6 beautiful children and one day you will get grandchildren and believe me or not I have four children and 5 grandchildren and that is just as special to actually hold your daughters hand and help her through labour and delivery and to hold your grandchild in your arms for the very first time it’s just so special. Please don’t be sad and I hope I have help you remember the circle of life xx

[@WhitneyParker-gw8fx]

I have seen something about being able to get it reversed but only privately. Maybe wait and see how you feel over the next month or so. Your feelings are valid and your hormones are everywhere. Take time for you and your family for now. Never feel like you ever have to justify yourself to anyone as to how many kids you want or have. Its your choice and your life. Feel better soon lovely!

[@ceirecranmer6979]

My 4th is due may, I’m asking for my tubes tied, I’ll probably feel like you but it’s for the best. Hope you’re doing okay x

[@marcuslamb789]

Love how brave you take all time u need you are so brave thsnks for sharing you are wonderful person ❤❤

[@typicallondongal]

Sara I think you are amazing you’ve carried 6 children your bound to be emotional as they don’t call it childbirth for nothing xx

[@Madison-ni7bh]

It’s time to focus on you now sarah your body has been through so much and has done 6 amazing things over and over xxx

[@natalietaylor4187]

I'm sure you can reverse it before it heals, but the hormones are making you feel this way and it's totally normal, if you're wanting it reversed I'm sure you can ask them x

[@elizabethrennick9407]

Sarah you do not have to prove anything to anyone you are an amazing mother take it easy and take care of yourself

[@tinasmith5564]

Your amazing person never think less off yourself xx