In the end, there is light in the darkness

Dedicated to my late older sister. I love you. (This video is not AI, it is solely original Joshua Graham voicelines compiled into a unique speech. More information in pinned comment.)
Joshua Graham is a character I look fondly upon. In the end, he showcases a glimmer of hope in even the most horrific circumstances of being burned alive. There is light in the darkness, we know this to be true. You always have family, and your family always has tribe
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[@Poppa]

This video is made in honor of my late older sister. I dug into the Fallout: New Vegas voice registry & cut, spliced, merged, and mixed Joshua Graham to sound as though he's speaking a single coherent monologue not found in the game back in December. Took 6+ hours to get his voice intonation just right, although there's still inconsistencies. (Edit May 10th 2023: This wasn't made using an AI.) I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I feel so lost in what I make. EDIT: Thank you all very kindly. I’m glad we all share the admiration of his gentle words presented here. Subscribe for more content, I plan to make more sentimental videos in the future. Song Souce link: freesound.org/people/Dasgoat/sounds/253668/ SoundCloud version of video: soundcloud.com/poppaboi/in-the-end-there-is-light-in Soundcloud version of song: soundcloud.app.goo.gl/QEWte4Yhs59dWA758

[@buU8wjK97vuOoiNByk8H]

Make what speaks your mind, Poppa.

[@locomotivefaox]

That’s really impressive dude

[@thisisbetterthanmyprevious6674]

Whatever it is you’re doing, keep doing it.

[@sammaxgoof8507]

Found on a meme discord, didnt know i needed a motivational speech from Joshua Graham

[@namelessking4146]

It’s videos like this that remind me that KZbin still has talent. Edit: what’s the music?

[@scottdodge6979]

"The light of the mind alone cannot burn away all darkness" Realist shit I ever heard.

[@kobz2862]

+1 Btw. I like Joshua's references to things like fire, burning and heat, as it comes straight from his origin. Those bandages aren't only to look cool

[@bigj1905]

That’s one of the most philosophical lines I have ever heard from a video game.

[@bonk2910]

I wonder what he inferred by that, what other light is there? I'm guessing he means God's light, but what about to those who don't believe in God?

[@AesirUnlimited]

@@bonk2910 I imagine a life without faith in god would be inherently lonelier. Not to say that it’s wrong or anything. But the idea that god is always with me through all the hardships in life, has always been a comfort. My faith brought me through some of the hardest parts of my life because I felt like I had someone there, alongside me. Maybe it wasn’t true, but it brought and still does bring me comfort in this harsh world. Faith may not be for everyone , but it brings comfort and happiness in a world filled with pain and sorrow.

[@maguc5906]

@@bonk2910 Family, friends, and their love, as well.

[@rocketk9]

Joshua Graham: "In such times we can turn to the lord" Person: "I do not I trust religion" Joshua Graham: You are still welcomed with open arms, food, and safety from danger regardless.

[@redpilldredd9907]

Joshua Graham, the man I would follow in war. He's the best. Very welcoming despite our circumstances. I probably be follower of him. Be peace with you.

[@yearoldwhodatesyearolds]

@@redpilldredd9907 God be with you

[@flamingcroatan3739]

I'm not religious but I would follow Graham to the end

[@dimsum3329]

Joshua is a simple man. he was man beaten and bruised, burned and cut, a d after all he has done, both good and bad, he still believes in his words, and the words he was teached, and all he wants is peace.

[@dumbautisticmutt]

As a non-believer I have to say he's a pretty cool guy.

[@hamsterdoom360]

People: *are starving Joshua Graham: *grabs stew pot and ladle "We can't expect God to do all the work."

[@mide2476]

Indeed.

[@Maverick9341]

The methods may be different, but intentions are the same.

[@richanddarksbane1439]

Aw

[@SharpForceTrauma]

there you go, thats the point of Joshua. I believe his character is supposed to be a reflection on and a hard counter to the attitude of many "Christians" in America, and the world even. They talk about God's goodness, they pray for those who suffer, but they don't take it upon themselves to let God's goodness pour forth from their own hands. He fights for his home and these people who can't defend themselves. Perhaps he goes too far, and it is up to the player to rein him in, but he is nonetheless a man of action. A man who sees that something needs to be done and does not wait and beg for an invisible hand to do it.

[@kingricky71]

“Everyone Liked That”

[@cringlator]

The masculine urge to overcome your demons and fight against despair

[@cf5397]

Hope you're doing okay brother

[@HorribleNimbo]

May God give you strength

[@korokleafgaming6863]

Praise God

[@TheWolfDude91]

Glory to God, stay strong brothers. Don't feel lonely, you are never alone.

[@ccole5386]

Its the greatest fight there is

[@Lil.Grandpa]

Graham had inscribed on his 1911: “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.” One of my top five bible verses, and one I think of in times of adversity.

[@Randompancakes12345]

Incredible

[@saladladds8203]

What chapter is this from?

[@Randompancakes12345]

@@saladladds8203 John 1:5

[@TheSilentSoprano1]

The etchings on his gun are greek text "καὶ τὸ φῶς ἐν τῇ σκοτίᾳ φαίνει" on the left side and "καὶ ἡ σκοτία αὐτὸ οὐ κατέλαβεν" on the right side. What it means is "And the light shineth in darkness and the darkness comprehended it not" which in my understanding just depends on what bible you read. For example The King James Bible says at John 1:5 "And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not." while the American standard's interpretation "And the light shineth in the darkness; and the darkness apprehended it not.

[@doughboywhine]

@@TheSilentSoprano1 I think "comprehended it not" refers to a more alien relationship between light and dark if that makes sense. I feel like it has more to do where, in a world filled with evil, a single act of good can seem completely foreign and unreal.

[@skippingstep1515]

He reminds me of my favorite Bible verse: John 15:13 "Greater love has none than this, than to lay down one's life for his friends."

[@johndoe5432]

That was one of the verses that always struck my heart during Mass.

[@yayvideogames8032]

my favourite bible verse is psalms 37:13 but the Lord laughs at the wicked, for he knows their day is coming

[@LordVader1094]

@@yayvideogames8032 Another fantastic one

[@rosaryenjoyer739]

Always makes me teary eyed reading that verse

[@Nachotaco101]

Amen

[@Mosiak1897]

If Joshua Graham was a real person, I would follow him into battle.

[@Wyatt-Foxtecha]

As would I

[@moose8332]

*We cant expect god to do all the work*

[@yourfriendlyneighborhoodla2091]

Lord have mercy if the world we live in gives birth to a Joshua Graham, that would be a very cold and unforgiving world.

[@gabrielarkangelo]

@@yourfriendlyneighborhoodla2091 well, the Roman empire existed and nuclear war is possible.. If only the two things happened near each other and the toughest of Men was punished by a failure survived miraculously said punishment (Impossible things has happened before) and said man converted to Christian.. well, who knows.

[@eat00002]

what bastard wouldn't?

[@Priest_with_a_gun]

"In a world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is a great comfort to know that, in the end, there is light in the darkness." Joshua Graham (Fallout NV)

[@kiryuchan244]

“There are many reasons why that would be a bad idea. I will illuminate three. First, do not believe that because Daniel is a missionary he is incapable of, or unwilling, to defend himself. Second, if you harm Daniel or any of the Sorrows or Dead Horses, I will find you. Make no mistake. God willing, you will not leave this valley. Lastly, waging war against good people is bad for the soul. This may not seem important to you now, but it's the most important thing I've said.”

[@nicolaspapavramides6476]

As marked on his .45 ACP pistol : καὶ τὸ φῶς ἐν τῇ σκοτίᾳ φαίνει καὶ ἡ σκοτία αὐτὸ οὐ κατέλαβεν --> And the light shineth in darkness and the darkness comprehended it not. Gospel of John 1:5.

[@briankaka7332]

I will do the honest heart DLC After Old Worlds Blues🎉

[@greg77389]

No wonder the Legion fears this guy, he's an absolute Chad.

[@zangatsubankai]

Can't forget the 5 "confirmed" kills from First Recon or being in Boulder City when it exploded.

[@legionofgod6691]

An absolute Mormon Christian Chad✝️

[@greg77389]

@@legionofgod6691 Mormon?

[@MrJinglejanglejingle]

@@greg77389 Yeah. Joshua is a Mormon. Though, the majority of his IRL faith are... Creepy motherfuckers. Still, as with all things, there are good people within.

[@revotrip2069]

mrJinglejanglejingle nah, most are good people. The ones you really wanna watch out for are the FLDS mfs. If you know you know.

[@zeynaviegas]

this is religion in gaming done right. I love it. Ulysses and Joshua are the characters I always want to interact with, which is why I always play their dlcs first

[@PartnershipsForYou]

Shitties fucking taste of the year right here folks

[@spiritorange8325]

@@PartnershipsForYou The most idiotic person in the world right here folks

[@dillankempter5780]

I always just play in the order they were released. Dead Money, Honest Hearts, Old World Blues, and Lonesome Road. I like seeing how they all foreshadow the characters from other DLCs.

[@thepalindromeadept1784]

@@spiritorange8325 dude's a troll, he's been going around comments saying dumb shit like that

[@Red_Beard2798]

@@dillankempter5780 - Yeah, it definitely makes more sense chronologically to do the DLCs in order since they sort of tell their own little intertwined story with the Courier and Ulysses, which is why it irks me when I play them out of order; like if you play OWB before Dead Money and find out exactly what happened to Christine and where a lot of the Sierra Madre's tech came from there aren't unique dialogue options for them. I understand why there aren't but still, slightly disappointing

[@Mythic_Harrow]

This hits hard during these difficult times.

[@WasatchGarandMan]

Christ is always with you brother

[@theallies2007]

Peace be with you, friend.

[@CircaSriYak]

God heal you friend.

[@deanmccrorie3461]

Peace be with you...Gigachad

[@mikecampos1193]

No wonder guys kaiser scared of this man he knows every sin of the legion and weaknesses and his legend brings fear to the enemy's mind.

[@BiggusWeeabus]

Graham is a prime example of a positive religious character done right

[@andreasottohansen7338]

Especially because he isn't purely good. Not just because of his sordid past, but by the time he met the Courier, he was still a very angry man. Even then, he can still direct this immense hatred to some good, even if it ends up corrupting those who follow him. That is, unless he is made to realize that he is simply justifying his actions when he turns to butchery against the White Legs, to wipe them out completely. He states that he was baptised twice, once in water, once in fire, but he was also given a path to redemption twice. First by his fellow mormons, then by a Good Karma, High Speech Courier 6.

[@niggardlylad2008]

Jew talking about positive religion? Lol

[@exudeku]

when a fictional burned Mormon in a fictional apocalypse video game helped Christians to go back on their faith than most churches of any sect

[@kinsmart7294]

Do you think the chracter of Joshua was created from ether? It takes several real or fictional people and couples them together. The whole "burned man" comes from the "Rurouni Kenshin" manga character Shishio. His words come from the OT and etc.

[@dekaron12]

@@kinsmart7294 Source? I'm sorry but as the Russians says: "trust but verify" I've never heard Joshua was partly inspired by an anime character.

[@kinsmart7294]

@@dekaron12 Just search for shishio from rurouni kenshin it. The entire "burned man enveloped in bandages" design choice comes from it. Now, that where the similarities end, shishio is an bad guy in the anime.

[@TheLilbigBlack]

Mans really just pulled out some headcanon and stated it as fact lmfao.

[@kinsmart7294]

@@TheLilbigBlack This is an internet comment. If you want you can go watch Ben Shapiro or Contrapoints(depending on your ideological leaning) for "facts and logic" or you can go look at "scientific" papers all day.

[@salmon4873]

My little cousin passed away in a house fire a few months ago. Her bio was the quote "I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me" I started doing some research on where this quote came from and it lead me to this video. I'm speechless. I feel like she wanted me to find this..

[@HistoryNerd8765]

She's watching over you right now. And she'll be there to meet you at the end of your life.

[@Pokefan3332]

in a world filled with misery and uncertainty it is a good comfort to know, in the end, there is a light in the darkness

[@maxtheawesome4255]

Interesting irony...you wouldn't have noticed this from any other event but a fire, incredible.

[@xboxxasther3512]

Made me emotional but I’m sorry to hear about your lil cousin may she Rest In Peace

[@PVN1SH3RR]

It is deeply emotional and makes you reflect and think about life, I am deeply sorry to hear this and may the earth be down for your little cousin😥

[@celphtitled8284]

"you're a good neighbour to us, thank you." that line felt very sincere for some reason.

[@fenzulshackelford6438]

Because it was

[@StoicNatsoc]

He was sincere, at that point in the story you have done good things to the tribes and for Zion. Joshua is one of a kind.

[@kobz2862]

It's the same level as "Congratulations" from Evangelion

[@williampoole1742]

"The fire that had kept me alive was love. Their love. God's love." Is that the best quote from any video game ever? I'm serious, it might be.

[@NatetheNerdy]

There's a reason you can find people who have no idea what a Fallout is, yet have that quote on their walls or waterbottles. When a quote surpasses your audience and makes it in the wider world, that's when you know your writers are top teir.

[@brandonbishop8262]

I’m a huge fallout fan since I played fallout 3 in 2009 when I played new vegas I heard this quote here and as someone who isn’t religious but believes in a creator it gives me comfort everyday I wake up I listen to it now when I feel lonely I have my god there peacefully waiting for me no matter how much good or bad I do that gives me great comfort

[@kidnamedfinger2840]

"We're thieves, in a world that dont want us anymore"

[@Panzermeiller]

Close second would be "War is where the young and stupid are tricked by the old and bitter into killing eachother." - Niko Bellic

[@adriendekleva8359]

Jesus loves you

[@Daniel_Lancelin]

I love how when you really get down to it, the one behind the dreaded legend of the Burned Man - the fallen champion of the Caesar - was just a simple guy trying to build something positive and stable in a world spiraling into darkness. He was the kind of caring, devout man that once might have been a friend and a teacher to everyone in his community. Not really a killer by nature; just someone who was pushed too far too many times, and finally decided he'd had enough.

[@Sablus]

To add to it too it took him being taken away and returned to his family, his true family, away from the poison of the legion that he truly began to heal again and start a new life as the "burned man".

[@richardavelino7383]

True. Graham was not always a noble individual-- there were times where lands like Denver saw the true evilness of the First Legate. But whatever saved him at the bottom of the Grand Canyon must have come off as divine providence if nothing else.

[@NachozMan]

@@richardavelino7383 Joshua is a lot like Skullface from MGS5, but he has choice, the option of the path of revegnance, or the path of forgiveness, the courier gets to nudge him whatever way the player sees fit.

[@mikecampos1193]

It's only fair he tries the one The Courier cuz he sees him or her as another suffering Soul like him he sees that this person suffered and is also driven by vengeance so one legend meaning another in the making.

[@johnsanders6965]

@@richardavelino7383 o

[@discoalice]

Please don't ever delete this video, it helps me get through my life.

[@SimplyShayne]

You best download it just in case.

[@arkaleon1551]

KZbin to mp3 and keep it in your phone That what i do

[@yevernotice9408]

Seek Christ.

[@korokleafgaming6863]

In a world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is good to know that in the end *there is light in the darkness*

[@csprins]

Same

[@hisholiness4537]

"God be with you." This is such a powerful phrase, even though it's something most religious people say to others everyday. But the fact that Joshua only says it once, means that he truly means it. He is entrusting you to God, the highest form of love that he can give. Beautiful.

[@johanmikkael6903]

I do wish people around me would say that word sincerely instead of repeating it like a parrot mindlessly repeating its owner's words.

[@jon1819]

I’m an atheist but I work at a library in a rural area and most people are religious. They regularly say this to me and it always makes me feel so nice. They wish for their god to look out for me despite my beliefs. I really appreciate that and it means a lot to me

[@jon1819]

@The Wise I genuinely don’t know what this means and I don’t believe in god but if he was real he would probably dislike you

[@krieger8825]

@The Wise What do we got here, an 18th century Christian?

[@sweetweebygoodness8693]

@@johanmikkael6903 as a Christian, you're right in saying this. I myself should learn to do this as I think I may be guilty of doing it even when im not aware of it

[@croacc8648]

"I survived because the fire inside burned brighter than the fire around me." Most badass character in game.

[@Ohnoitsthatguy-620]

I was in Iraq in 2007, the deadliest year of the war. I saw so much darkness before my 20th birthday. I came to faith after the war. I have been struggling with so much recently and this came into my recommended. I have listened to it at least once a day for the last week or so. Thank you for making it, I needed to hear it I think.

[@jollyg524]

Struggle is part of life, it makes you stronger. But i hope you can find peace with what you saw brother. Good luck to you

[@jinroh5517]

How many of my brothers and sisters have you killed?

[@doggo_woo]

@@jinroh5517 If you consider people who use Islam as a way of justifying their own murderous nature as your "brothers and sisters", then I hope you'll see the error of your ways in due time.

[@jinroh5517]

@@doggo_woo but there were innocent iraqi people who died in this war

[@doggo_woo]

@@jinroh5517 Except most of those people who died were killed by bombings done by terrorists to demoralize american troops and the iraqi forces.

[@Ma1q444]

Joshua Graham is such a well written character that he has people becoming Christians man this game is amazing I’m so glad obsidian showed Bethesda how to make a religious character not just a crazy heretic

[@loganmcdougall8647]

Zealots are fun and interesting in there own way.......

[@williampoole1742]

Honestly, you said it so well. I don't know why every religious man has to be some psycho when there are so many of us that just want to help those that are lost. Joshua Graham seems like he would be one of us

[@loganmcdougall8647]

@@williampoole1742 because religion is a lie..why do u need God and Jesus to help other's

[@Ma1q444]

@@loganmcdougall8647 yea they are but not when every religious person is one

[@loganmcdougall8647]

@@Ma1q444 he spews garbage when he was a legion commander. Another religious man using God 2 defend his sins...blah and if he wasn't doing that why believe in God in the first place

[@sparkyboi4387]

wait, this guy is the same guy who said “we cant expect god to do all the work”?

[@bunnylord1918]

yep same dude same guy who also said "i survived because the fire inside me burned brighter then the fire around me"

[@SciRuler]

@Isaiah Comfort Pretty intellectual if you ask me.

[@imperialbricks1977]

Well we have to meet God halfway. That's the point.

[@disfuncionexe]

what he is saying is something to the effect of: we pray for the safety of all who enter zion, but we cant expect god to do all the work. he is talking about ensuring the safety of all who enter zion

[@rolando5475]

Yes

[@branhan215124]

I always found it fascinating playing Honest Hearts as an actual skeptic because Joshua and Daniel were both devout in their beliefs but amazingly- the brutal warrior was the one who more accommodating, spiritual and actually showed me WHY someone would want to believe at all. Daniel was preachy while Joshua was a preacher, Daniel quoted sculpture while Joshua acted biblically. Daniel was defensive about his flaws while Joshua wore his scars everyday, Daniel talked about God but Joshua showed me his Mercy.

[@Irongaze86]

I haven’t heard a better way to describe Joshua and David.

[@Leisurelee53]

One must have a capacity or even familiarity with evil to understand and speak against it. Not to support the actions of Joshua before his burning, but there is something more authentic and commanding about a man who has done evil, and suffered for it, asking without commanding for someone he encounters to be good. And something rewarding in saving him from his own potential relapse into evil, if only because we are all of us flawed. Man does not respect the naive or unexperienced, and for good reason. A man who has touched hell has more to speak of in matters of heaven, than one who has never seen or experienced either.

[@Azumgi]

*There is much to be skeptical of in this* *world so it no longer suprises me how* *many people don't belive in anything. What's the point? For many of us the* *road is the difficult one but the path is always there for us to follow.* *No matter how many times we may fall. The good news is that we can help you* *find way back.* *Naturally, some days are harder than* *others but I must try. We all have doubts.* *The light alone of the single mind can't burn away all the darkness.* *Think on it, and look in your heart.* *When the walls come tumbling down,* *when you lose everything you have, you always have family.* *The fire that kept me alive was love* *Their's love* *God's love* chuckles *Right. You're not so certain.* *Fair enough, we all go trough periods of darkness.* *Of course... In the world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is a great* *comfort to know that, in the end there is always light in the darkness.* *In these times we can turn to Lord but its good to have friends.* *Thank You* *Until then, God be with you.* ~Joshua Graham

[@yourlocalmemeandanimedeale807]

It's through, not trough

[@jollyg524]

When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have, you always have family. The fire that kept me alive was love This is some seriously powerful shit. Almost way too deep for a videogame

[@nuker1019]

bro thank you i have been look for it but i could never find the whole thing

[@mrevasivepants8507]

Jesus christ, if you're fishing for likes or helping people by giving them copy paste material at least quote the damn man correctly. There's so many errors in this grotesque pile of words I'm disgusted to call a paraphrase that I went back to elementary school to make sure that it isn't the teachers that are responsible for this fuck up. Funny interaction in the end cause the gatekeeper of my local school wouldn't let me through because I was too old while ironically he was 64 years old and had the nasty reputation of smelling the girls' hair as they went through. Anyway I kicked the guy so hard in the head that he developed some sort of head trauma and now he's the President of the USA getting screamed at by the country who is famous for coming up with the white flag. This is spam!

[@justicebrown1077]

@@mrevasivepants8507 Dude get over yourself.

[@Theendman42]

What really caught me about Joshua was how he never spoke with judgment on those who couldn’t defend themselves, he didn’t look at those he was protecting as “weak” he looked at their circumstances and understood why they do not fair well, and why he can help them. A man who struggles with his own personal demons every day, and chooses the hard path and doesn’t run from his sins. That to me is why he doesn’t judge others, because he’s not in denial of his sins, he knows they are a part of him just like everyone else has their own battles with sin.

[@jaxonreid7588]

Helping and accepting other people in spite of their shortcomings are perhaps some of the highest forms of acceptance and love.

[@ginandcreme]

Very well put.

[@tavish4699]

its all about the grind if a man has nothing to do he automaticly hets misserable we are built to work

[@Theendman42]

@@tavish4699 One should not work to find worth, one should not work to run away from things. It would be a wise thing to work because work is good, and helpful for one's life in immense and numerous ways.

[@tavish4699]

@Mister Majestic dont do tedious labour then You shape your life remember that

[@josephoet]

Bless good friends, like you poppa

[@vizzy61]

felix :)

[@Poppa]

[@thegrimcritic5494]

“In such times we can turn to the Lord… but it’s good to have friends.” I don’t know why, but this line always makes me tear up a little. The sincerity with which he says it really does sound like it comes from a man who has well and truly drowned in loneliness, and then found companions to walk life’s journey with and saw it as so beautiful that it was akin to salvation for him. God is good, yes. But it’s nice to have friends.

[@SeabraPaulo]

Joshua Graham presents a very accurate, though often misunderstood, portrait of christianity. As you'll find in John 14, 15 and 16, the mission of Jesus Christ isn't to say that if you follow him, life will be good and easy. In fact it's the complete opposite, he promises that life will be difficult, even more so if you take up your cross and follow him. But what he does promise is meaning, it's the light in the darkness, it's the hope that not a single moment of suffering, of your suffering, will be in vain... Without that hope, life becomes mere luck of the draw. If it goes well, carry on, if it goes badly, yield. Thing is, none of us ever want to yield, and when our loved ones do they take a piece of our soul with them. But if life is suffering and if there's no ultimate meaning to any of it, why continue to exist? If you are suffering so much, and the end goal is the same either way, why not just pack it in and go gentle into that good night? The suffering of the world is what leads most people to abandon God, and in that you're certainly not alone. But a world without God isn't a world without suffering, it's just a world where suffering doesn't matter.

[@mysterydoos9399]

I like your good words, Holy man.

[@irish3641]

Really well said.

[@gdog2k619]

Very inisightful

[@sajinkahnalt]

Nailed it

[@FinnerBases]

Very well said. God bless you, brother.

[@jollyg524]

I’m not religious by any means but joshua graham is one of the most incredibly written and profound characters I’ve ever seen. Every time this dude speaks it’s pure wisdom

[@tangerina_g3618]

I also love him

[@ezramikewazowskifakote]

What about YOU CAN'T EXPECT GOD TO DO ALL THE WORK

[@supersnizelz]

@@ezramikewazowskifakote *we

[@dakotagummo1847]

I went from an atheist to a spiritualist because of his writing. Man got me out of a dark place when I had no one else was there for me. The speeches are profound in and almost magical way.

[@NPC-ch3vw]

Religion in the end teaches us harmony as everything around is the creation of the omnipotent being or beings. Even if we dont believe in their existence its just comfy to know that you are existing and connected to everything around you, and it includes all the good things even if they are sunk in the depths of the bad ones. This mindset can exist without dogmas and names and even without realizition of one who follows it.

[@tonywilliamson-bruscaglia3070]

Honestly, it’s rare to see a Christian given a good light, even rarer when that character has a dark past. Graham is a beautiful man, how sweet.

[@jamieenoshima5147]

Debatable on good you see him go back to his old ways if you side with him massacring a whole tribe and turning the dead horses into his new legion. He's a fanatic and why he's scary is you can see his charisma inspiring atrocities and massacres. You may come to regret it when you find Joshua Graham was the far worse one to Kaisar.

[@muhammadarsha1854]

hes mormon

[@doctext-jose.e-3484]

​​@@muhammadarsha1854 still Christian tho

[@magosauxilliarusy2k4theomn98]

mormon, yes, christian, yes. but not overzealous.

[@grimsladeleviathan3958]

Usually in media, christians are either obnoxiously religious and that's their entire character, or say they're religious, but do basically nothing religious other than pointing to god to justify their actions once a while and do everything they shouldn't. I'm not christian, but I am happy that there is at least Joshua here in the world. Showing that no matter religion, they are people, we are all people, and that's the thing that we should judge each other with. Not who you believe in, but who you are.

[@kybbr]

Psalms 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

[@kubasniak]

Lies

[@hawk7466]

@@kubasniak It's the truth.

[@kingbaby8761]

​@@kubasniakyou're not so certain. Hehehe, fair enough. We all go through periods of darkness.

[@WinstonCakra]

@UnrefinedBrain-su6ogHe wont leave anybody behind, you just have to hope

[@Tomalion]

@UnrefinedBrain-su6og He doesn't leave anyone behind, but the toughest battles are given to the strongest soldiers. He wouldn't make you face whatever challenges you're facing right now if He didn't know you'll overcome them. Keep your head up and trust in Him, you got this. God bless.

[@Frozenkoldfury]

"When the walls come crumbling down, and you loose everything you had, you always have Family." The love of your family- your true family, be they bound in blood, in friendship or in faith, can conquer anything. It's a beautiful message. And even though Joshua and I do not follow the same path of Faith, it is something we both understand.

[@randalthevandal4170]

Facts

[@andromcda571]

Fast n furious moment

[@UnknownOps]

@@andromcda571 Could we have one moment where Dom doesn't find his way into our family?

[@eziodelalala1070]

dom is joshua graham wowowowow

[@The_Panic_Room]

In the words of another beloved Fallout NPC "Hey, chin up. I know the night just got darker, but it wont last forever." -Nick Valentine

[@hiranmaydas4921]

Nick Valentine was the only character written well in the entire Fallout 4 game.

[@mr.intruder1536]

@@hiranmaydas4921 *cough* hancock *cough*

[@WPUrchezem]

@@mr.intruder1536 idk macreedy was pretty good too

[@Jotunn96]

SAMURAI_ GUNSLINGER Fallout 4 had a lot of well written companions, it's everything else in the story that sucked ass

[@hiranmaydas4921]

@@mr.intruder1536 I like Hancock but his hippie/druggie character gets old really fast. I means, can he actually talk down a fricking BrotherHood of Steel Knight in their own ship like Nick does? I think not.

[@drhomer38]

I've been listening to this video for over a year now, back then I was depressed thinking I wasn't going anywhere in life. I relapsed and decided to just push to be happier, and it worked. Now, a year later, I'm 31, fighting stage 4 pancreatic cancer. I watched my parents both cry and breakdown, my sister calling me her baby brother and asking why she had to watch me suffer, as well as many friends grieving for me. I was close to death since it had spread to my liver and there were severe lesions and whatnot. However...I made it. Its been almost 7 months, I finish my last 2 chemo treatments, and the tumor that killed my pancreas which was 7 cm, the size of a peach, has now been reduced to scar tissue. When my oncologist told me, her and her staff said I was one of the toughest most humble patients they ever treated, and that I would be able to live a nice long comfortable life, even though I can never work again. My coworkers and boss have been constantly checking on me...even as far as raising almost 1k just for me to have. I cried and felt so loved and appreciated not just for my hard work, but for the kindness I gave to everyone. I'm still battling depression, and my mom has watched and heard me cry asking why did this have to happen. She reminded me that I survived, that I can help others fight who didn't get to have others to support them like what I had. And that's what I wanna do with my life. I wanna be a shoulder and strength for those who have no one who are fighting chronic illnesses like me. No one should have to fight alone, ever. Hearing Graham say "The fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me" reminds me of how hard I've been fighting without even realizing it. I beat one of the deadliest cancers, and now, as my mother has reminded me, my life is meant for a new path. I hope that when you read this, that you do not feel sorry for me, but that you find the strength deep within you to keep fighting, no matter how dark it gets, that you will find the light, and if not, I will come to you with fire to help illuminate the way with you, and I will call you my friend. This world is very cruel, but it doesn't mean we have to give in to its cruelty. You are stronger than that, and I believe in you. -Matthew

[@Poppa]

God be with you Matthew. Best of luck on your current struggle. Thanks for being there.

[@drhomer38]

@@Poppa and also with you my friend ❤️

[@Kedzierski13]

@@drhomer38 congrats matt, i can tell just from your words that you will yet help many more people before your journey ends. peace to you and your fam

[@rhmdixie4991]

Amen! And remember the fire burns hotter on the inside then out

[@ghostfacedude93]

Love you bro

[@pRick7734]

I'm a sailor and after experiencing a near death experience at sea, this speech hits extra hard. Grateful that the good Lord gave me another chance.

[@nonnegative7063]

May The Lord be with you and protect you, my friend

[@Bopmyglizz]

What happened?

[@pRick7734]

@@Bopmyglizz Long story short, I'm a licensed mariner in a 27m fishing vessel and one night we were hauling mackerel into the ship, we hauled around 24 tons on board but we did not distribute the weight accordingly. So when the ship maneuvered, all the weight from the port side went into the starboard side and next thing you know, the ship almost flipped itself , it was sinking from the starboard side. In a last minute attempt we had to fire up the crane and move stuff around to the port side to balance the weight while we had water by our waist and the risk of everything just falling on top of us if the ship suddenly flipped around.

[@Bopmyglizz]

@@pRick7734 wow man thats terrifying. As someone who lived on a boat for 2 weeks i can only imagine. Glad youre okay

[@thearchivistprimaea7292]

​@@pRick7734as a fellow sailor, an off balance Meta-Centre is a terrifying prospect. Very happy you made it back to port in one piece.

[@ryanbradley8900]

The first time I played this dlc was right before my father passed away. Joshua graham will always be in my mind as a symbol of faith and strength. I had his words in my head the entire week of the funeral and it really helped.

[@randybobandy4801]

I’m sorry for your loss friend. I hold my hat.

[@unkownoflife5959]

God bless to you and your father friend. You have my sympathy.

[@ryanbradley8900]

Thank you everyone!

[@andrewp.9942]

I'm sorry for your loss

[@GroggyFive59180]

I am so sorry. Wish you the best.

[@Anchor-Supreme]

If I had a nickel for every time someone told me they became religious because of Joshua Graham, I’d have two nickels. That isn’t much, but it’s weird that it happened twice.

[@ObnoxiousFeline]

Make it 3.

[@fallenmorningstar9224]

Make it 4

[@Impish09777]

Make is 6

[@cordellreese7459]

Make it 7

[@MeetYourDarkSide]

Make it 9.

[@Floppa-G]

This is probably the perfect character in all of video games that represents the “god fearing man” he’s not satirized to be a representation of the evils of religion and he is not preachy or obnoxious he’s just wise.

[@sirflapfla97]

He is not a god fearing man. He is a god loving man

[@oldgreggsmadmemes4431]

He went from a god fearing man to a god loving one

[@rustyshackleford1508]

@@sirflapfla97 to fear God is to love God, they are one and the same

[@rustyshackleford1508]

@@oldgreggsmadmemes4431 to fear God is to love God, they are one and the same

[@rightyboywilson4911]

@@sirflapfla97 those two things go hand in hand Edit: oops other guy already said it, my b

[@GavinsCold]

I’m a Mormon myself, and oftentimes I see us depicted inaccurately in media, and frankly that’s fine. But Joshua…jeez, man. I remember running into him in Vegas, and I don’t think I’ve ever met a character I can emphasize more with. So much of what he says I believe and is apart of my life, and everything about him seems so…I don’t know, heart touching? This is a character that isn’t real and has never existed, and yet I feel bad for him, admire him, understand him. In a lot of ways Joshua is who I hope to become, really. Someone who’s made mistakes and knows that, and is trying to repent for them. And yet at the same time doesn’t crush themselves with self doubt or hatred, that loves others and knows they love him. He even has the compassion to care for his enemies; I remember finding out that if you tell Joshua you’ll harm the Dead Horses, he first threatens you, but finishes with a warning about how murdering good people is bad for the soul, and how it’s the most important reason why you shouldn’t. It sounds awesome, but if you think about it, isn’t that some kind of compassion? By telling you it’s the most important reason, he sets aside his own threat and appreciation for the Dead Horses, and instead thinks about YOU. He doesn’t want you to harm yourself. Maybe he doesn’t want you to make the same mistakes he did when he helped Caesar.

[@technologic21]

The Followers of the Apocalypse, and Mormon missionaries were the two factions who brought food, aid and medicine to wasteland. If the NCR was the governing body of the people, the Followers and the Mormons were the humanitarian branch. The Brotherhood didn't reach out to people in need, and the fascist Legion, and the Enclave, sought to enslave them.

[@gruntysskim4145]

New vegas is the only game I know of that gives LDS people a fair shake, making Joshua Graham, one of the best written characters in fallout one of you guys, Daniel (who i read as the New testament to Joshua's old testament, a cool dichotomy to examine) and Bert gunnarson. Certainly better than Starship troopers :)

[@_Cato_]

I was an agnostic my whole life, and only just recently became Christian, but I have *always* had a deep respect for Mormons. You are undoubtedly some of the nicest, most respectful people in the modern world and I always try to go to bat for you guys if I see someone slandering you - even if I am a dirty Catholic ;)

[@GavinsCold]

@@_Cato_ Thank you man xD

[@ashanark5782]

My only nitpick with Graham is it seems the writers didn't do any specific research about the LDS faith, just Christians in general. Quoting the Bible is awesome, and him also referencing something like Mosiah 2:17, Ether 12:27, or Moroni 9:6 would've been mind-blowing.

[@DaBrownie]

Truly a Christian portrayed accurately. Born a Mormon, fell on hard times, joined Caesars legion, betrayed his upbringing, committed atrocities, set on fire and thrown into the Grand Canyon by Caesar, finds himself again, and doesn’t blame Caesar but rather himself. Everyone makes mistakes but everyone gets a second chance. Poetic.

[@currynoodles4074]

@sgfhk321 There are two types of people lol

[@legatelanius1465]

indeed, dont know about the mormon part but its in the realm of christianity. the book is many many many years old, who are we to say which branch of christianity is perfectly correct. i believe the Lord will forgive all branches of christianity for our differences as we all just want to worship him and do his works. from a baptist myself, God bless you all, i pray you will walk in the path of God. Have a wonderful life.

[@sirflapfla97]

@@legatelanius1465 he is almost a perfect example of some one who has come back to the light of Christ. He doesn't blame others he realizes it was his fault, he only focuses on making things better.

[@sirflapfla97]

@sgfhk321 being born a Mormon doesn't make you immune to being a bad person, neither does it make you more likely. You have chose for yourself and make your life better

[@Samopesh]

This is also a great portrayal of a good Muslim, like verbatim, down to using light in the darkness as an analogy for God and the community

[@averagesteel9666]

*”When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have... You always have family.”* I was at one of my lowest points recently this year, I had locked up for months, work passing me by, stern talks with foreman, and advisors, and it all shot right over my head, I’m surprised I wasn’t fired for how much I had slacked during that time- But I simply couldn’t find the motivation within the day to do anything with myself- -then of course I found this video. I was already well-aware of F:NV, with Joshua Graham being my most beloved character of all. And when he spoke, I genuinely began to feel better through it all. I started praying every night, and making promises to myself to do as good a Job as I could. And while I may still not be up to 100% yet, this video helped me realize that- no matter how low you are, you always have love, you always have family... Until then, God be with You.

[@theswag9477]

I cried thank you for that.

[@bobbyhinner3225]

I know what you mean. When the lockdown started and didn’t end I was at one of the lowest points in my life. For some odd reason, the past few months started picking up for me. And now I found this video, which made me realize I need to return to my faith. I am praying more too. Stay strong man, it gets better. God be with you

[@averagesteel9666]

@@bobbyhinner3225 Thanks, my man- times ain’t what they should be, and I myself long for a simpler period, just need to keep calm, pray, and hope that things will settle back down to the way it was, or as close as we can get.

[@RyoKasai25]

We all fall, it's natural. Its on us to find the way back. God bless you, brother.

[@jakelawliet3584]

amen, you too brother!

[@ghola82]

"Naturally, some days are... harder than others, but I must try."

[@johndoe5432]

We are only defeated when we concede defeat. Never give up, never surrender, keep going to the end.

[@joshgutteridge2909]

Theres always an end to a Dark ages and the start of a Golden one.

[@siamwse]

“When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have, you always have family. The fire that’d kept me alive, was love, their love, God’s love.” Such a comforting quote, i’m in no way religious but there’s a certain peace in the fact that Graham had such a stoic faith in God, someone who was treated so harshly and only wanted redemption for who he truly was before his injuries

[@RobRJW]

"The good news is that we can help you find your way back" that fucking hits home, I can't explain it.

[@DnaJEr]

*chuckles* "Right" "You're not so certain" "Fair enough... we all go through periods of darkness." Those lines... had a powerful impact on me. May the Lord watch over us even in our darkest days.

[@Lyu-Phy]

It is in the darkest hours that we can prove our worth.

[@ungetabe]

@@Lyu-Phy Amen

[@KrOnIc343]

"In a world filled with misery and uncertainty.. it is with great comfort to know that in the end, there is light in the darkness..." those words got to me.

[@matronmalice9867]

I love the part where he states "God's existence doesn't depend on your belief" (Not exact I know). That was powerful as well.

[@axgelbxnny]

this came in my recommends when i was freaking out and scared of the future and what would happen, it’s like God telling me to calm down and trust in him, he’s truly amazing

[@reetodd9103]

Hate to sound cheesy, but Joshua got me back into my faith, just his outlook and genuine faith made me reflect and turn back to the church.

[@NoobZxReviewZ]

Same here. In truth Joshua really made me realize how much slacking I was doing with my religion, and how much more I had to do to be truly a man of God. Shortly after watching clips of his quotes I quickly picked up my Torah and began reading again. Gotta love video game characters who inspire you more than any Priest/Rabbi ever could.

[@MetalFox619]

Maybe God used the character of Joshua to speak to you yanno. Truly an amazing Father we have, don't we? :)

[@imperialbricks1977]

That is the most based thing I have ever heard.

[@sableyesgemeyes7918]

@@NoobZxReviewZ for me I felt that religion was boring when I was younger but until recently I see religion as a missing part of me since it's been with me in my beginning

[@rokkfel4999]

Well I hope find joy in your faith and have a good day

[@Goose2001]

Even in the midst of an "It's so over." I found there was, within me, an invincible "We're so back."

[@nightmare-nightmarenightma1147]

Outstanding

[@spaceismetal8313]

Hope all is well 🙏🏽

[@AtomicRaven-zx2oj]

God be with you, you are loved by Christ.

[@WasatchGarandMan]

Joshua Graham stood out to me when I was a teenager. I came from a non religious family, I never had faith in my life. It's odd how a character in a video game set me on a path to join the Church.

[@Idazmi7]

All that's needed is one good argument, instead of the usual hateful and ignorant diatribes, to convince someone of the truth.

[@cqbspartandevil]

God be with you, brother. 🙏🏻

[@PartnershipsForYou]

ITS JUST A VIDEOGAME YOU FUCKING SPERG

[@Thunderage03]

Lord be with you man

[@imnobodyanon9430]

@@PartnershipsForYou cope and seethe

[@Ghost-tu9yh]

I feel that in reality, Joshua Graham would be a great friend and a terrifying enemy to have.

[@Richard-Espanol]

For me it's the conviction in how he says things. When he threatens the player it's not in an angry or scary voice. He's stating a fact, if the player crosses or hurts anyone Joshua cares about he will hunt them down.

[@benimel3204]

@@Richard-Espanol he treats every statement as promised to be carried out, not a baseless statement he doesn’t have to owe up to.

[@FoxScot]

This seems to speak directly to the soul. I don’t know what magic gives you ideas Poppa. But this strikes the core in the best way possible. God be with you my friend!

[@nomad7865]

I ran into Scot here of all places

[@connoranderson7432]

@Alex actually it’s the word of a fictional character, written by a team of diverse (but mostly atheist) game developers. It’s still great writing tho

[@LordVader1094]

@@connoranderson7432 You say that like them being atheists stops them from writing something worthy of the Lord lol

[@thecossackcrusaderofholybr8448]

It speaks to the soul for it is from a follower of Christ

[@FoxScot]

@@nomad7865 Heh, small world isn't it.

[@jfman22345]

I opened my old Bible for the first time in over a decade because of this character and this video. I opened right to John 1:5 summed up it reads “There is light in the darkness.”

[@bluedistortions]

Those who seek the Lord will find him. I've done what you did many times, and when I've really needed it, what I've opened up to has been so on point, that it was essentially a two way conversation, much like how bumblebee (in transformers) takes audio clips to form his responses. With 31,000 verses in the Bible, opening up to the one that is the inspiration for this video could just be a coincidence. But I prefer to call such things divine winks. 😉

[@MrEvan312]

I picture Joshua seeing you sitting there, broken, lost, and heartbroken, lost in a moment of darkness, and deep within his searing, tortured body, his heart throbs with sympathy. He just comes to sit next to you, his Bible in his hand, and starts saying this. Maybe, as much as it agonizes him to do so, he puts his other bandaged hand on your shoulder to give it a reassuring squeeze. Finally, knowing he has said what he can, he stands up, gripping his cherished bible, and with a parting "God be with you" he leaves to attend to other things.

[@StarboyXL9]

Blessed comment. Truly

[@crimsondynamo615]

“Wait- **gets up slowly while turning around, he is gone, is just left with those words to linger and to understand**

[@MrEvan312]

@@crimsondynamo615 Yeah don't you hate when he just despawns like that...

[@HistoryNerd8765]

I really need someone like this in my life.

[@ArrowSkye]

I lost my brother back in August. Been trying to come to terms with it since then, dealing with episodes of depression and grieving. He was a fanatic for Fallout, so when I'd stumbled upon this video, it hit me like a freight train. It hurts, but it's simultaneously comforting. Thank you for making this.

[@oldgreggsmadmemes4431]

It can be hard but maybe you can carry him with you and keep his spirit alive in some way

[@androidsentinel6568]

Your brother is in better place, where love is. Our hearts are connection to love. Your brother has never truly left you as he will be always with you. If the places were switched and you were the one to die but you can only say one sentence to him, I believe it would be like this: "I love you brother and I will always be with you". Dont grieve, as your brother will be sad when be sees you like that but rather continue to do good deeds, to help this world. One more thing, if he is in better place, why go feel sad? One day you sill rejoin him, and remember he never left you. :)

[@basedbattledroid3507]

My deepest condolences

[@SusGuido]

I lost a brother too about 6 years ago. I’m sorry to hear about yours. You playing these games is one way to keep his memory alive. Know that you’ll learn to live with this loss, and like Joshua Graham says “Some days are, harder than others… but I must try.” You’ll make it through man, we’re all here for you.

[@asddsa8203]

I cannot imagine your pain. The loss of human life. One so close to you. All I can offer is the pain when I lost my dog. A dog I had loved. A dog that taught me not to be afraid of animals. One that taught me how many, people and animals alike, are desperate for affection. A dog whose euthanasia caused me to cry like a child thirteen times in one day. I loved my dog. When I think back on him, I feel pain. I cannot imagine his face without pain. I imagine you feel the same. Hold on to the pain. But don't let it define you. Allow your heart to feel joy. It will be painful. But it is necessary to heal.

[@-lvl8skinflute-518]

Everyone wants Morgan Freeman or James Earl Jones to narrate their life... We all know Graham would do their jobs better.

[@conornorth3236]

The actor, Keith Szarabajka has done a heap of VO for video games like this. I've loved his voice since I heard it in Mass Effect.

[@mr.assassin1889]

I lost my dad Sunday due to a drug overdose I was the one who found him and this is really helping

[@noahisenbarger5256]

Im sorry for your loss friend, i pray for you and your family’s comfort during this hard time

[@Juice-tr8xi]

I can't imagine the pain you're feeling right now. But it will get better. God bless you

[@asabibozukturk]

Im from Turkiye. God bless you my friend good luck with your life ❤

[@leito7140]

Love you from France bro

[@pajamapantsjack5874]

Honest hearts was never my favorite of the dlc, but as I get older I appreciate it more and more. Thank you for this

[@discoinferno701]

It isn’t my favorite also but man this dlc shows that sometimes all it takes is some very good writing and a good character to really elevate something I just feel like with the moral and choices with the dlc should have been handled better didn’t like the whole noble savage trope and how defending themselves will turn them into monsters and how that’s somehow Joshuas fault?

[@crayonchomper1180]

Gameplay wise it was pretty weak but lore wise it was the best DLC by far

[@Doctor_snw]

I recreated this speech at my graduation ceremony. Of course I tweeked a little but it was the same speech. My study hour teacher liked it so much he had it put on a plaque in his classroom.

[@Poppa]

It’d be delightful to see a picture of this plaque sent to my email located in my channel’s “About” section if you’re able to do so! I’d love to see it

[@zelia_gamer666]

that´s soo cool

[@Big_AlMC]

Wow dude. Hope he knows you copied someone else's great work. Stand on the shoulders of giants a lot do ya?

[@aureus5586]

@@Big_AlMC almost everything nowadays is tweaked from something else just because you find something lesser known doesn't mean it's not from something else almost nothing is original nowadays

[@joshuastrydom9430]

@@Big_AlMC yikes

[@ChosenChicken]

its actually crazy how much joshua, a fictional character, has inspired and helped out people dealing with real situations. ive played new vegas for years, but ive been in a really dark place recently and i wanted new vegas to be my last game i play through, and im so gald i decided to play it entirely. i came to honest hearts as the last dlc on my list of things to do while i was deciding things, and it was also the first time ive played the dlc. "we all go through periods of darkness, in such times we can turn to the lord, but its good to have friends." that quote got ingrained into my head, everytime i hear it i think of all the people in my life and how much they've helped me, whether they know it or not

[@GroggyFive59180]

Hey, I hope you are doing okay these days. I don't know what you are going through, but maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Be safe and take care.

[@ChosenChicken]

@@GroggyFive59180 you have no idea how much this really means to me, and to hear this from a complete stranger over the internet. I got pretty lucky and got a similar two paragraph message from a girl ive been friends with a long time and things have been going up from there, thank you for this.

[@GroggyFive59180]

@@ChosenChicken Good to hear you are doing better! Take care and have a good autumn.

[@Plamler]

@@ChosenChicken Hope you are still doing well, we are all in this crazy world together.

[@maxonlistov7465]

No matter how your difficult path is, know that there are always light in the darkness. And I hope you’ll get through everything that life throws at you.

[@XiasIV]

I come here every so often to feel comforted. It's always appreciated.

[@WindHashira]

Same... God be with you

[@MitsukiHashiba]

😊

[@bat32391]

Even fictional, Joshua Graham is the most badass Mormon since John Moses Browning himself.

[@Sylvia-L.-Gonzalez]

This might sound corny, but whenever I'm feeling a little down, I like to give this a listen. It always makes me feel a little better.

[@lucidmemez9634]

Don't feel shame to recognize your emotions.

[@Vergilsane226]

I’m going through something right now, listening to this puts me back together 💪🏻

[@helpmegetbetter4940]

That's why we're all here on this video.

[@SantoSaint1]

Listen to him and look for the Lord. Christ is waiting for you to have fellowship with Him. You have a creator who loves and cares for you. Just open up a Bible and start at the book of John. May God be with you✝️

[@framehead]

Hi, sorry for being off topic. I'm an aspiring animator and I've recently released a Fallout New Vegas animation that took me 5 months to do, but KZbin doesn't promote my videos so I have to do it myself. I'd be glad if you come and have a look:)

[@rossalupus8866]

I've put at least 40 views into this so far since I found it a few days back, truly wonderful

[@spagetworm]

True i can't stop watching this

[@JR-ix6ox]

I just lost a good friend a couple days ago. Met him through xbox probably 4 years ago. Along with several others. We had become lifelong friends. I talked to that man every day for those 4 years. We would all party up and talk all night playing destiny and other games. We also loved fallout. He helped me out so much when my wife left me and he was the one person who would sit there and listen to my troubles. I miss him so much and I havent been able to cry in a couple years because of trauma. And this video just brought me to tears thinking about him. We miss you Shain and just know you were loved so much by so many.

[@Trollface-ko2sy]

May god give you peace of mind

[@jdperfect4565]

Rest easy brother you deserve it

[@xx_smokenskeleton_xx1527]

Man, that's rough buddy. 😞

[@munfurai8083]

May God help you through the trying times.

[@princedennisdelacruzbucatc3764]

I'm sorry for your loss, man. Hope you're doing well now and I wish you better days ahead!

[@Tgungen]

Its amazing how a game can influence so many people in religious/sociopolitical ways. I saw so many people drastically change their worldview over the conversations of Caesar, Mr House and of course Joshua. Other developers should take notes.

[@RavemastaJ]

That's how you know characters have depth and purpose in their actions. It is sad to see games like Outer Worlds throw it back in our faces. I stopped playing the game after I took the priest on his vision quest, only for him to leave with no answers and for everything in his life to still be a charade. When you pigeonhole characters into positions where they never change, and gain no convictions or do not build a foundation for existing convictions...they feel empty. It is a shame they don't make games like they used to.

[@greenho4]

They won’t. But there is comfort in knowing that among all the empty words, and pointless stories, there is one familiar light to return to, no matter when.

[@vocexseta]

Sign of a well-written story. What a blessing.

[@switchgear1379]

I have lost 10 years of my life to depression and have only just started trying to change that. I have also developed crippling social anxiety. I watch this video 4 times a day everyday because it is incredibly therapeutic even though I am not religious. Thank you for creating something so beautiful.

[@TILsquared96]

I feel that in my bones. I rejoice in solidarity with you. I've lost a lot of time to those things as well. I've been trying for a long while to make up for lost time, but it gets harder and harder for me as time goes on. I'm anxiously waiting for when it slowly starts to get easier. I'm doing my best to look for that light in the darkness.

[@SpaceGhostFan]

I feel you, brother. Depression has ruined my closest friendships and taken many years of my life. I’ve been so fed up with it and tired of being myself. But life changes and so do we, dawg. We’ll get better with time. Baby steps :)

[@bushybob6578]

Depression and apathy took many years of my youth. Just commenting to show you you're not alone. I am wishing the best for you.

[@TwistedFireX]

I’m glad there are other people out there like me, struggling with social anxiety and depression, it’s oddly comforting.

[@TILsquared96]

@@TwistedFireX I can understand that sentiment. For me, it's like a reminder that if other people can live with these difficulties, then maybe I can too.

[@krimson8089]

I showed this to my mormon friend and he burst out crying while hugging me

[@esotericschizoidoccultconjurer]

That is somehow oddly very wholesome and cute. :3 I am quite glad that you have a good solid friend like that who is both very kind and understanding. :)

[@Comuzzy]

Wtf is he okay or what

[@zenhendershott7907]

@@Comuzzy He's a mormon, what do you think

[@stormcloakrebellion609]

@@Comuzzy Mormon people are told god Is the only person they can relay on

[@imepic434]

It hit him in his core beliefs, it probably gave him some actual relief. Our religions no longer teach the simplicity of goodness, only the pain of messing up. God is kind.

[@warriorpax5760]

A couple years ago, April 30th, 2022, my stepfather suddenly passed away at three in the morning from a heart attack. A couple weeks went by, and while I was in my VoTech class (as this was still during high school when my stepdad had passed), I found this video in my recommended feed while I was looking for music to listen to while I worked. By the time the video ended when I first watched, I was on the verge of tears because of how close to home that it really hit. A couple of days ago...and now, at the time I'm writing up this comment in hopes KZbin doesn't take it down (May 13th, 2024), I realize that Joshua reminds me a lot of my stepdad, which is probably why I connect with Joshua so positively. In fact...sometimes when I listen to this video, out of the number of times I have since I found this video, I don't necessarily hear just Joshua Graham talking...sometimes I hear my stepdad saying all of these things to me, through Joshua's voice. So...for you, the creator of this video...thank you. And I wish you the best, wherever you may be right now. To everyone else...be there for your loved ones. Tell them you love them. Cherish the moments you have with them. Because you never know when they can be taken away from you. Much love.

[@gabrielmutz1157]

I love that Graham message isn't about the fundamentalism of christianism, or how everything is inpure and Jesus will erase everything bad like most of the christian comically stereotypes. His message is about hope, forgiveness, and love of those who you are close and from a God who isn't vengeful, but kind and caring.

[@gabrielmutz1157]

@Hunter Smith Yes, but the erasing part is what gives. Jesus erases the sin eith love, not hate.

[@archangeljegiudiel1494]

Tis how I see God, accepting of most things and understanding a being who wants peace, order and freedom. That's just my interpretation I believe that a lot of people forced their beliefs into the Bible tbh

[@GigaNietzsche]

@@gabrielmutz1157 Jesus does hate what is evil. You must hate what goes against Jesus and love the good that Christ generates.

[@themorningping9075]

@@GigaNietzsche but what if that hate turns to wrath.

[@GigaNietzsche]

@@themorningping9075 Idk brah, I just hate sin and satan.

[@niccolomachiavelli5118]

Joshua's redemption has always reminded me of Solnietsyn - "the line between good and evil goes through the heart of every person, in even the most wicked there is a grain of goodness and in the most moral there is a temptation of evil"

[@killianasheart5175]

Can we all agree that Joshua Graham is just one of the coolest kind of character archetypes out there. A person who seems exceedingly tough, intimidating, and maybe even a little deranged, who has done bad things, but still just has this unshakable faith, wisdom, and understanding. This man just said all of this like a kind and caring great grandfather.

[@wojak-sensei6424]

Some may find his words to be hypocritical or patronizing, but he isn't speaking out his ass. He's speaking from experience, from what he's seen and felt in his lowest hours. He's not a saint, nor does he claim to be, but he knows a godless path just by glancing at it. And he just hopes nobody follows him down it.

[@petarjavor9472]

Yes

[@ghillieguy52]

he gives me similar vibes to uncle Iroh. the characters that have been through hell and back so you don't have to are always inspiring.

[@JohnHolmes3.0]

I know this probably will go buried, but these last two months have felt like setback after setback that I've struggled to recover and overcome. Sometimes, it is incredibly difficult to recognize my own self-worth and to keep pushing forward in fighting for a better community... but then I remember the love and kindness that so many people have shown me, and it pushes me to get back up and try again.

[@HorribleNimbo]

May God give you strength brother

[@griffinconnors4964]

I saw your post, how are you friend. I hope your good.

[@noahferny2644]

As someone who hasn't been religious in many years this has shaken me a bit. I've listened to it on repeat, digesting the words and praising the writing. It feels so close to home in this current day and age, while I don't know if I can turn back to religion, This has spoken to me much more than any preacher or priest, its visceral and based in reality unlike what seems to feel like a "perfect world" pushed in my face that religion offered. To anyone reading this, have a good damn good one, I wish you the best in what ever road you take. Cheers to the edit, thanks for the experience.

[@r32guy85]

i'm sorry brother for all the priest of any kind trying to preach their own stuff, that is not what the goal of Christianity is, and I hope you find faith in god and Mary alike (and Jesus)

[@phantomofchaos4702]

Honestly I found my faith was strongest when I didn't go to church. Preachers and Priest read what they think the bible says as fact and it was never how I read the passages. I hope you find the light you need. You have a good one too man.

[@hdawglion718]

I have long since left my faith but I do think there is genuine wisdom in his words. I do believe there is light in the darkness that often clouds our world, but we as humans have to be the ones who ignite it and carry it through our actions and deeds

[@Saint_Cuthbert]

I hear you. I found the family Joshua describes in the Orthodox Church. God bless you.

[@thecossackcrusaderofholybr8448]

God Bless

[@sweetbread7686]

This is stupid, absolutely dumb. How can this be this good and inspiring, I literally have it in my morning song playlist so the first thing I hear in the morning is this. It's almost unfair how good it is

[@agustinexposito9123]

not gonna lie you had me in the first half

[@mysterydoos9399]

@@agustinexposito9123 Definitely had us in the first half

[@lambredas6981]

*Hahaha, yeahp. Definitely. xd*

[@KarmanicMizery]

I deleted a whole paragraph right there-

[@timcusack9388]

Lord works in mysterious ways :).

[@justin-hurd]

Even as an Agnostic Aethiest, I would happily join Joshua to Sunday morning church. He feels like the embodiment of "Demons run when a good man goes to war"

[@zopfee]

Correct me if im wrong, but doesnt agnostic mean you believe there could be some type of a higher power somewhere, but athiest means you dont believe theres any god? How could you be both? Explain please?

[@justin-hurd]

@@zopfee Agnotstic means you are unsure of either. agnostic aethiest is basically "I dont believe there is a higher being, but I am not fully certain" people hold this view for several reasons, for me, its because you cannot prove or disprove a higher being currently, so I say agnostic because there is no certain answer, byt I assumd there is not one, because of my own estimations.

[@zopfee]

@@justin-hurd well that makes sense, but how could you both believe for certain that there is no god, athiest, yet also believe that there could be one, agnostic? The definitions are very much different, but thank you for explaining. Very well said.

[@goukeban6197]

I thought you'd say you'd join him into battle. That's a fantastically bad-ass quote, though, and I think it really expresses something meaningful in day-to-day life.

[@pippi2285]

@@zopfee personally I think it means not believing in an Abrahamic god. I.e thinking the god Muslims, Jews and Christians believe in is fake (for whatever reason one might believe). But that doesn’t mean there can’t be something else out there, responsible for existence.

[@buberbuster3365]

It's weird. I can't stop replaying this video. Every single time, a new sentence hits me like a planet-destroying asteroid. I think of a different person, different subject, theme, moment in my life. I have to admit, this might be one of the greatest videos on KZbin. A beacon of hope.

[@TheKing-mk3hk]

“Naturally some days are harder then others…”

[@discodasco7356]

but I must try

[@teodorcornea7014]

We all have doubts

[@jasonalcatraz5817]

The light of the mind alone cannot burn away all darkness

[@LethalByChoice]

Think on it, and look in your heart. When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have, you always have family. The fire that had kept me alive, was love. Their love. God's love.

[@GhostLink92]

Ive said it time and time again, but this really is a testament to the quality of writing in New Vegas. Obsidian really should be the new caretakers of Fallout, now that they're under the Microsoft umbrella with Bethesda.

[@m60soldier]

nah man every person who made New Vegas what it was/is are gone now its just filled with cooperate shills

[@BronzeApparathus]

@@m60soldier Sawyer still there for some unknown reason, but without Gonzalez and Avellone out idk if nu obsidian has the chops for a game like New Vegas again.

[@RaidenPSX]

Obsidian isn't the same as they used to be. The Outer Worlds was garbage with weak writing. The obsidian that made new vegas is gone.

[@acev3521]

Even fallout 76 is better than outer worlds, absolute dumpster fire

[@RaidenPSX]

@@acev3521 I'd rather play fallout 4 or 76 over the outer worlds any day honestly and that's saying something

[@YourePrettyGood]

Of all the videos you've made Poppa, I value this one the most. I'm at a tough point in my life. A lot of people are. The world is so dark, so much greed and negativity. But as Graham said, there is a light in the darkness. I can personally testify that.

[@brammetcalf2832]

May you find the light and live a good life

[@Poppa]

[@toymachinejosh1]

I lost my world last November. Tonight is hitting worse than it has in awhile. I want to forget and move on, but it feels like it's never going to end. New job, new hobbies, the further I move forward, the more it reminds me of her. I wish things could have turned out different, and I wish I could stop wasting time on pointless thoughts of her. I'm thankful for God always being with me and I'm thankful for this video. It's nice to know at some point, this will all pass and there will be some light at the end of the tunnel. God bless.

[@thomasferguson2193]

Brother , God Is not only in your heart , you’re also in the heart of God . Strength & love

[@Ant1NW0]

I almost died and got my leg amputated. This video I watch everyday and it gives me hope and makes me cry.

[@gaminacthemaniac6444]

Damn dude. I'm sorry.: (

[@basedkaiser5352]

God bless you my man ✝️

[@Haunuva]

At least you don't have to be wage slave anymore

[@Adraas410]

Don't give up!

[@ukaszflis828]

I had once neck of the femur broken and was stuck in the bed. I wasn't eager for rehabilitation, but I somehow made it. I can walk now. I know, that broken leg, and amputated leg are a very different things, but neveryheless, I hope you will walk as best as you can. We will fall, but we can always get up and move as best, as we can.

[@Defective1]

"When the walls come tumbling down, when you lose everything you have. You always have family." Dom: This guy knows whats up

[@Captain_Titus3867]

It’s kinda funny how a game about post apocalyptic America with Robots , mutated dinosaurs and gun wielding Romans can be so real and thought provoking.

[@ragnarok2678]

Been stuck in a loop of no activity, I've stopped studying, lost focus and dedication, stopped going to the gym, I lost sight of what I've been fighting for. A month later and I come across this video, Grahams words, through your channel, made me find the light shining in the darkness, thank you. There is much to be done, and we can't expect the gods to do all the work.

[@theeyeoflife9954]

in the end, there is light in the darkness

[@jakeschwartz2514]

God bless you

[@CozySER]

Not the gods, God.

[@Sk-jq7bg]

"The fire that had kept me alive was love... their love... God's love..." Joshua, words can't explain how thankful I am that you showed me God... thank you.

[@Chinalakesnake]

I find it fascinating that this man has convinced not only me but others to believe in a form of God. I dont believe in God itself but rather there is a God, the sun is our God. No amount of money will ever be able to compare to the 15 dollars spent on Honest Hearts dlc.

[@LeBoomStudios]

It was fire that should've killed him and it was fire that kept him alive. T'was grace that taught my heart to fear and grace my fears relieved.

[@oofydoom]

I really don't mean to be a absolutely tragic killjoy, but logically you should thank the people behind it who created this masterfully blessed character & edit...Anyway, praise God if you found Him. Regardless, may God be with you always until the end my friend.

[@joebyrnes9254]

I’d honestly rename this, “The Gospel of Joshua Graham”

[@badbeardbill9956]

There’s a reason Honest Hearts (or whatever) takes place in a region called “Zion”

[@soulextract640]

It is a Good Way To Live 🚬 maybe it'll end.

[@mr.nobody1011]

I'm not a very religious person. But once, I have lost everything, this late Quarantine actually. All my friends, all the people I cared about, and the only person that I loved, left me. I can't tell my family all the things that I've been through that time, I'm a different person when I'm with them, why you may ask, because I don't them to Worry about Me. Time flied I began to realize things and I lost hope, in the face of fear I built hatred, I told myself that no one is there to help me, and no one will feel sorry for me. But then I prayed, I asked for his guidance and he helped me, God helped me. Its a long Quarantine being alone but I survived, Thank God. I made it to my friends the friends who left me, I wanted to get my revenge but I know God would not like it, maybe he did it for me so I embraced it. Its a long story but these are the only things that I can say. Joshua was right, In the end, there is a Light in the Darkness. God be with you.

[@zanard33]

I like how Joshua Graham has become the symbol of spiritual awakening in people.

[@Generalz151]

The night is always darkest before the dawn. But in time, however long that may be, the sun will rise. Stand fast my friend, stand together.

[@courier5156]

Truer words have never been spoken

[@thecossackcrusaderofholybr8448]

With God

[@Poppa]

[@albertodelvillar7900]

It very weird and cool how a fictional character made me respect religion far more than any real life father/priest/shepherd, even though I personally don't believe in that sort of thing

[@papascorch-os4rb]

The Salesman Priest's preach the message that which denies God, I'm sure you could find plenty of God loving men to converse with if you dove into it. May you find good conversation and better action my soon to be brother

[@prodigalsonofsuns]

As the comment above me said, this speaks about the superficiality of your search. If you indeed want to look for it, you will find people willing to explain things in a way deeper and truer context than any video-game ever can. I know I did, when I searched for it myself.

[@josephsshitpostemporium4325]

Thing is, that sort of thing is what the fourth commandment really covers. The problem is, those real-life preachers use fear to guide their followers, not love or anything they purport God to truly be about. And, also, you're not allowed to question them. Meanwhile, it's clear that Joshua is more interested in helping your relationship with God, rather than using God's name to inflate his own ego or gain power. He also never raises his voice at you or derides you for having questions or denying his faith. Never once does he condescend you, even when you choose the nasty dialogue options. Unfortunately, in modern days, a lot of people take God's name in vain that way because they don't know any better, because it's what they were brought up with. There are still people out there who know better, but it's hard to find. "There are many who do not know the truth because they know not where to find it." I'm not trying to push religion on you or anything, but that's my take.

[@HotTaiCurry]

I feel like that is why it hits. In this world, its hard to find somebody who has a combination of charisma and genuine intention of belief to feel truth behind his words instead of malice. It is hard to find somebody that is charismatic that doesn't use it for malice and hard to find somebody with genuine unfaltering belief in something that can communicate that passion to somebody else without feeling alienating. The person that has both of those traits is "practically" fictional due to their unnatural scarcity. I won't lie, I have charisma. I know me saying it makes me seem like an arrogant asshole, but that is kinda the point. Everyone has some type of charisma, but only the people with top tier charisma can really pull off that feat. I do not have the type that lets me say "you are gonna like me!" to your face and somehow fall in love with my arrogance, but the type that can subtly shift the room or at least what is around me to feel very positive and welcoming without ever being the center of all attention. I can say without a shadow of a doubt I have used my charisma for malicious and mischievous things just as much as I have for good things. It is the principle of a man able have the power to mold hearts and lead people en masse and also not use that power for something they know is bad even if that bad has immense benefit that is truly immaculate to me. Joshua knows he can never wipe away the sins he has committed, such is the reason his baptism does not absolve him but instead sets him on the path of redemption, a point many religious people never point out. Baptism is never meant to allow you to commit infinite atrocity and never be in trouble, baptism is meant to be you turning over a new leaf as if being reborn into life as a form of a road to redemption, but your past deeds will remain on record for as long as history continues.

[@mado-wh4jv]

​@@josephsshitpostemporium4325 Actually, it depends, I may be lucky, but except once time, in my experience, Christians are very open to talking about it and being questioned without losing their peace. I think they enjoy it, it's just that like any group or idea, people's maturity plays an important role. I have known atheists like me, completely arrogant and intolerant, and who enjoy provoking the religious with "scientific" arguments that they do not even understand, and even so they proclaim themselves people of "Science" (as if it were something to which they belong or Christians deny it), and who act like jerks when the other person counteracts them and exposes them as ignorant that they really are (In fact, to study theology you must also take and pass science).

[@LeviKahnSpartan1359]

I love how this helped my alcoholism and others than treatment, you and your sister have help 4 million people. "We all go through darkness." her death was not in vein, you two were the spark in the the dark for many.

[@PauaP]

I sent this to my dad via audio, and told me that he really needed this. He is going through difficult times considering he is working abroad. I want to personally thank you for creating this. Know that a person you have never met before, or perhaps never will be, was touched by your video.

[@ronn6946]

How did your dad respond to it though? Is he ok btw.

[@CrimsnJck]

While I may not be religious. Joshua actually helped a young naive me better understand and respect religion, as well why people turn to it in dark times and how it can help guide those who feel lost.

[@unkownoflife5959]

Im glad the good Lord could show you some widsom of him, the most damaging thing that can separate you from Gods love is a lie.

[@MrNickTheKid11]

I feel like most people just see Christianity as a coping mechanism for our existence when it's more than that.

[@northernwolf9196]

@@MrNickTheKid11 The peoples that loves to accuse peoples of coping are those who are actually coping

[@MrNickTheKid11]

@KhorneKob I mean it's more than that cuz of what you said and there's physical evidence to back alot of the Jewish, Quan, and Christan beliefs with documents from the government back then and other physical proof like the Arc of The Covenant that's being held by the CIA. Science has ruled out to alot of people that a being like God can't exist to most people when this "magic" does exist and it's hard to believe this type of stuff when you're told by everyone in your life and in books that there's no way a God can exist. I asked for answers and he gave them to me when I gave in. That's what I mean it's more than just a coping mechanism cuz it's very real even I can't give you a Google source or go back and time and show you the stuff happening. If you'd like I'd love to tell you more cuz as a Christan it's my duty to help you learn but not force you which is how it's supposed to be not forcing people into it like with slavery.

[@MrNickTheKid11]

@KhorneKob bruh like the CIA have the arc of the covenant and the arc of the covenant can only be opened by a direct decendant of Moses cuz if you do try and you aren't they wrote that unknown forces come from the box and attack. They could try blowing it up but they said that after x-rays on it they noticed stone slabs inside the box so they suspect that the 10 commandments are in the box being protected by spirits. It's all on the CIA website and the shit reads like an SCP article I couldn't believe what I was reading at first and had to check if the website I was on was real.

[@Mariodash23]

I was raised by an extremely anti-religion father. He hated Christianity entirely because of his childhood spent attending a Catholic school, on top of resenting my grandfather for very petty reasons along with his religious beliefs. He was also a horribly abusive narcissist who always had a front of being a funny approachable guy, but in reality was a horribly violent and angry drunk who saw his children as money leeches. Having moved away from him and the rest of my toxic family, I feel lost and scared knowing that my entire childhood was spent wasting away trying to appease a man that couldn't ever be happy with anything I did to please him. It's left me feeling resentful and angry with myself, that 2 decades of my life are gone. While Fallout New Vegas was a game I played and didn't pay much attention to, Joshua Graham was always something that stood out to me. He was a man of such power and presence, yet never felt like a threat to me when I tried out Honest Hearts. Bandaged up like a mummy SWAT officer, I expected him to be a somewhat violent person. And while he can be, he never lets that side of him control him. In every interaction with the player, he seemed to always be as respectful and welcoming as I'd imagine most Mormons were. And when I discovered that he was a Mormon when I was still living with my abusive father, it caused a great deal of confusion within me. I had always been told that "Religion is evil and exists only to start wars! Christians are bigoted monsters!". But here was a man, in a game set in a post-apocalyptic Nevada with all manner of monsters and savages, respectfully explaining himself and his beliefs while inspecting and cleaning a pile of 1911's, sharing with me his words of faith and wisdom, and treating me as an equal when I only just met him. I've been away from my family for about a year now, and while I don't regret leaving them behind, I do feel lost knowing that I don't have my family with me anymore. But with the help of the close friends I've made in my life, along with the heartwarming stories that others have shared here, I do feel that I am on the right path to a better future. And without the presence of my family, I've found myself feeling comfort from the teachings of Christianity, especially the teachings shared by Joshua Graham. He has been a figure of redemption and second chances in my eyes, and I truly am grateful to Obsidian for creating a character that is a true symbol of light and safety in a franchise known for being a horrifying wasteland. So thank you, Joshua Graham. May God be with you as well.

[@combativeThinker]

Seems like your Dad never knew any Christians.

[@vampirabloodfeast]

I feel you, bud. Stay strong

[@KaylaJoyGunn]

My father was the same and the opposite, he was a nacassitic, abusive pastor. But unlike my siblings, somehow I knew how he was didn't negate God. For whatever reason, I always knew God existed, and he was good. Even so, I hated my parents for what they had done, and by 12, I was certain that I would move out and never look back as soon as possible. Despite stellar entrance exams that netted me a full scholarship, I was home schooled, academically neglected, socially awkward, emotionally broken, and not in particularly good health. I got hooked on alcohol at my first exposure, and promptly flunked out. Eventually, I managed to go back, and finish my degree. My dream was to understand how to help others be better parents, and help people heal from bad parenting. I graduated with a degree in psychology. I was not able to get a job with it. Yet again, it seemed I had no idea what I was doing in life. My health was worsening. The girl I loved pointed out I wasn't even better than the people who had hurt me, and I saw she was right. I saw no hope or reason to continue fighting; I wrote my goodbyes, pulled out my .45, and shot myself in the chest. As the blood filled my lungs, everything else in the world faded into nothingness. I wasn't unconscious, it was just suddenly like nobody and nothing else mattered. It was just me, and this presence I had always known. I was terrified. What had I accomplished in life? Nothing. And who was I? A pretty shitty person. I wasn't ready to meet my maker. "What do I know? What do I know? What do I know?" the question rang desperately in my head. "God, I know you're real, and Jesus died for my sins, and if this, right now, is the only good thing I've ever done.. I know that's enough. I'm ready to see you." As dumb and clichéd as that may sound, I immediately felt something come over me like I've never felt before or since. Total peace. Love. Forgiveness. Not just for me, but for everyone.. For the first time, I felt love for my dad, not a hint of bitterness. For the first time, I actually felt like I myself was loved. Obviously, I survived that day. I could say a lot more, but this is already a book. The presence I met then speaks in many different ways, but I definitely hear him in this video. Every time I feel down, I play this message and feel comfort. I'm glad I'm not the only one. If anyone needs a friend or to talk about tough things, please add me on Facebook. Jesse Gunn. We don't have to be alone, and there are people who care.

[@thegrapethief5514]

In places where the church holds much power over people’s lives, it begins to attract those who seek that power, rather than those who seek to spread wisdom, love, and tolerance. Tolerance is an often forgotten tenet of Christianity, and of numerous other religions. Yet it is one of the most important teachings of Jesus. We cannot control others’ beliefs, and we should never strive to. It is not our business to impose upon others our way of life, but rather to simply live as we feel is right, in our own eyes and the eyes of God. I find it difficult to believe that a being of infinite power and the combined wisdom of the universe would send his people to suffer for such petty things as not going to church, being skeptical of its existence, or anything else the preacher on the side of the road might have told you shall earn you everlasting torment. God’s mercy is everlasting. If asked for forgiveness, it shall give it. And if someone refuses to ask for it, then perhaps it is us who should ask in their stead.

[@ineedapharmists]

I remember being told nasty things about Mormons. Literally my first conversation with a Mormon, he invited me, a complete stranger to a seafood boil.

[@kayb2930]

Spoiler warning: As someone who found God through pain and despair, Honest Hearts broke me. The ending especially. My first time playing it, I chose to fight rather than flee, but convinced Joshua to spare Salt-Upon-Wounds. I related so much to how Daniel wanted to preserve the Sorrows' innocence. I was robbed of mine and wanted nothing more than to mentor the younger generation to find peace amongst themselves. However, I too grew up in a world where fighting was the only way to ensure that others would stop taking from you and threatening you. It made me lose my faith, but after all the fighting, I experienced incomprehensible miracles. I felt the warmth and love of the creator. It purged me like fire. Ironically, I believe it's what will save me from the fire come judgement. Now I tell all those that seek my advice to have a warrior spirit, but a heart of gold. God isn't fake just because some magical force doesn't reach down and solve all of our problems and prevent tragedy. It's our responsibility to use what God gave us to make the world a better place. So, my brothers and sisters, there is much work to be done.

[@Path_Crawler]

Amen

[@dogmeat7582]

Beautiful words

[@hatcrab4923]

God bless you brother. Beautiful

[@ArasakaAgent]

Amen 🙏

[@dustytrout5]

0:55 "God's love." Those words hit the hardest

[@patrickhenry6695]

Joshua is the only Character in Fallout New Vegas who emphasizes the importance of not just surviving but being HUMAN. He never offers up himself or who he represents as the most ideal way for humans to survive but he highlights that its only worth surviving if we act like humans, and humans are spiritual creatures that dont always act logical. every other faction appeals to survival, Joshua appeals to your soul

[@ScuffedSoldier123]

“ I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I feel so lost in what I make” Your comment is kind of symbolic. You made this vid because you didn’t know what to do but by doing that this vid help many people find their way back and know what to do with their lives. “The lost souls point the way back so no one ends up like them”

[@SurfinBird313]

Wow. It seems as if he's traveled some sort of... Lonesome Road.