I want to make more light hearted and positive videos and change up the content a little that I make, and also keep making the same content I have been making. The audio might be a little bit out of sync so my bad on that.
@Jazzy-Lm2 ай бұрын
nice headphones i heard they can achieve studio sound-quality.....
@rebeccamendez2691Ай бұрын
Is it time for a new cat Jacob? Or a g friend - u r such a handsome young man. 💙
@rebeccamendez2691Ай бұрын
I'm glad your getting out! 🩵
@lilshrine15 күн бұрын
@@rebeccamendez2691 Ikr he is so pretty 😅
@saids77372 ай бұрын
Damn, that's wild that you see people running at you on your workouts. I had no idea. I'm really proud of you for continuing to better yourself with those difficult episodes. You are also so right about the stigma. I try really hard to advocate for people who have psychotic disorders, especially when people spread misinformation about it. People with those disorders are people too and they deserve peace and clarity and connection with others. You're doing amazing, Jacob. Keep it up ❤️
@TakeGoodCare902 ай бұрын
You're doing a great job. I share your illness, follow your videos, and respect your resilience. Keep up those workouts when you can, for sure. I also hear you on stigma. I learned what "schizoposting" was the other day and realized, "Wow, people actually make it their recreational activity to mock painful disabilities--COOL!" Stigma can hurt, but remember that it's pure meanness and ignorance at the end of the day--traits which are less forgivable than being sick IMO. The more we internalize how awful people can be, the easier it becomes to feel cynical and paranoid. So just remember: they're shitheads lol.
@dave_goldcrest2 ай бұрын
Glad to see you back man. Hope you feel better soon.
@MayaImaniAmani2 ай бұрын
The thing about violence and schizophrenia is that not only are we less likely to commit violent crimes, we’re actually *more* likely to be the victims of violent crimes. Thanks for another great video my guy ❤️
@suzannealsop33942 ай бұрын
Well done Jacob. You're doing really well. I know how tough it can be at times 💚
@RavenwillowwoodАй бұрын
I hope your back and neck get better soon! Happy Birthday!! People tend to be very insensitive and can be very cruel. I’m sorry you have to deal with that! I’m glad to see you making another video. You look happy and well. I’m glad your taking care of yourself! I enjoy your video’s!
@Hypatia3502 ай бұрын
I hope your back and neck get better soon. You come across really well and have a very nice sounding voice. I could listen to you talking about anything - you are so thoughtful and interesting to listen to.
@rebeccamendez2691Ай бұрын
Very true. His voice is so soothing
@bearfrombeyond2 ай бұрын
In the past being around mates who'd post 'schizo' memes and jokes in group chats, or say them irl and I'd have to just sit there silent through it is really quite painful. Not being able to tell them to stop, or do anything about it, and seeing youtubers I liked growing up and even now make jokes at my expense, even those who claim to be "the good ones" in the topic, that hurts too, happening repeatedly through the years with the same or new people. Its like a disappointment just washes over and makes my chest hurt. Ive been very jealous of the accommodation people ive known receive for their (id consider) less stigmatized conditions, its frustrating for them to be so open about it all. The worst part is the times ive regretted,overshared, and wanted a closer friendship with someone, so i tell them, and theyve either forgotten the mention of it or not cared enough to stop making those jokes. In the current society, it truly feels its best to not tell anyone, and to an extent, not trust anyone ironically with that power over you. Ive never not regretted sharing it, and Ive never not felt uncomfortable by it. its a toughie and i hope to see the tides turn. Either be seen as a source of morbid curiosity, or as something to judge and fear.
@flowerpott262 ай бұрын
I hope the pain subsides within the next couple of days or weeks. Do you think you slipped a disc or pinched a sciatic nerve or maybe impingement? I have neurological and mental health things as well as hypermobility syndrome, so I've injured myself in very mundane and silly things in the past. The pain you described sounds very similar to my experiences in the past. Aside from OTC meds like tylenol and ibuprofen (which don't help much), I find that heat packs, pain patches (Salonpas, tiger balm, lidocaine), stretching, and massage help, since I don't have any stronger pain medications. Feel better soon and take care of yourself.
@cyberiansilverfish76922 ай бұрын
I can relate. I also think that the people in mental hospitals, who are treated and called “mentally ill”, are much more empathetic and caring than the majority of “normal” people in this society… Hopefully, there are better days to come for us.
@kaylah9206Ай бұрын
Your haircut looks great! I hope you’ve healed by now
@r4h4al2 ай бұрын
Sorry to hear you got injured.
@PsyKedelic2 ай бұрын
Praying for your healing. Take care.
@Omiiification2 ай бұрын
You hallucinate that severely (thinking about the peron running with a knife) while on several antipsychotics? I get that the medication cant remove everything but cant you try to switch up your medications a bit? I feel like there must be possible to improve it a little bit more atleast idk though not an expert.
@bearfrombeyond2 ай бұрын
It ain't always possible, you can be on a medication that does wonders for hallucinations but causes severe side effects to the point you cant be on it any longer. Other meds can make the other symptoms worse (that arent hallucinations) too. I can almost garentee you that he has been through this roundabout for many years already and has reached a point of knowing what balance of meds can be achieved at this point in time. Even when I was on a med that worked wonders I still saw things often, things were just quite bad at the time. Even now when Im considered doing well, in a very stable, consistent environment, any shake up or difference to that (for example leaving the house), immediately flares up the issues and symptoms. I know exactly what he means by the 'disappearing act people' in the sides of your vision, it isnt mega intense on the scale (for me personally) but you just kinda react out of reflex if its sudden, as would anyone to "real people". I wouldnt say its as severe as you'd think? The ones that the meds tend to take care of is the ones that stay around for longer, or that take you out of reality completely. Much lessens those. Idk if its the right way of putting it, but you do get used to certain "blinky" ones to an extent. im speaking personally at least, and feel itd be pretty accurate broadly speaking for ""functioning" schizoaffective" (people not in hospice with the condition i mean, not that were functioning-functioning lol).
@PsyKedelic2 ай бұрын
Praying for your healing.
@Velvet-Sunshine.19 күн бұрын
Your video caught my eye. Subscribed. I don't know anything about schizophrenia. I think anyone can be cut off guard and startled by something they think they see. 28 is not old, and I think people care and you will find love. Just give them a chance to enjoy you, then love will come.
@Polyfusia2 ай бұрын
Hey brother, it's been awhile. How have you been doing? Well I hope. Did you quit vaping? If you did that's super good for your health
@Ihaveschizophrenia12 ай бұрын
I quit smoking altogether since april
@Polyfusia2 ай бұрын
@@Ihaveschizophrenia1 That's great. I stopped all nicotine in 2019 and I feel much better now. That feeling you described of worrying about health issues, was definitely haunting me as I continued to chain vape all day every day for a few years. We don't know the longterm effects of vaping at all yet. I no longer smoke or drink alcohol of any kind. Hopefully it will be good for our health in the long run eh?
@sondra750162 ай бұрын
So glad to see you. I really appreciate hearing what you are going through. It helps me better understand how SZ affects a person’s daily activities. I have a relative with SZ. You seem to be handling it well but it must be tiring. Glad you are exercising and not valuing or smoking. Best wishes. Stay strong. You are a very special person and we all appreciate your videos.
@stefankunar96492 ай бұрын
Great job with the running. Keep it up!
@ggggglist2 ай бұрын
I'm so glad that you're posted a new video. With you I don't feel myself as lonely as I am. I sincerely hope you'll get better ❤
@tennesseewalkers93982 ай бұрын
Thanks for the video. I hope the pain goes away soon. Great job trying to get healthier. I’m trying to eat healthier and have actually don’t crave fast food anymore.
@francescozzononsisa1078Ай бұрын
You seem to be a very good boy, it's true that people should stop using schizo as an insult and portraying schizophrenic people with negative narratives just because mostly it fits film narratives. You are a worthy person, bro.
@tonia42032 ай бұрын
Don't give up, keep going. God be with you and help you. Healing in your heart and body I feel you are a beautiful and kind soul and will be rewarded for that. We are privileged for what you endure ❤️
@tonia42032 ай бұрын
Hope you feel better soon ❤
@Adamisgood242 ай бұрын
I used to do DXM a lot, and I injured myself, broke one of my laptops, from becoming psychotic, and interacting with the hallucinations.
@Leilaninightingale10 күн бұрын
I think I have schizophrenia. I have every single symptom. I started to really think I might have this recently as my symptoms have gotten worse. Insomnia is very bad and I’m starting to hallucinate more, it’s not severe but more than usual. I want to get tested. I’m scared but I’d love to know what’s wrong with me. How did u get diagnosed? I’m not sure since so many disorders have the same symptoms. But I know something wrong
@OkrosVardiАй бұрын
Waiting for your vids 🥺
@rhuwrong1135Ай бұрын
Are you still on serequel?
@MayaEmmerShamallah2 ай бұрын
Might take like a year to heal from the bruising. Hope u well.
@michelleimolina192 ай бұрын
Ur awesome buddy we here are all awesome 👏🏼 paranoia is a label that ppl made up …. We are like everyone else but a little damage that we have in our brain ! 🧠
@olesyapopenko90472 ай бұрын
Hey! As for the back pain, try a hot bath. Like really HOT, not lukewarm. It has helped me in a very similar situation.
@SEBTI19 күн бұрын
Why did you cut your hair
@veronika94102 ай бұрын
❤
@CocoAndTheBombshell2 ай бұрын
I'm sorry you hurt yourself. I think social media can be great at getting the word out about mental health issues or even how the neurodivergent brain works.
@rivipalomino2 ай бұрын
♡
@Foodie-o6z2 ай бұрын
Lmfaoooo 🤣🤣🤣🤣😂🤣😂🎉❤
@Foodie-o6z2 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂🎉❤
@tashawaters89Ай бұрын
You could be hyper connected.... You remind me of a new friend who just passed away... This friend lived on the street, and had been fearful of women who had been attacking him and stealing his things. He showed me a small knife he got for protection. I stupidly bragged about a new knife I found myself. He had a right to defend himself. I probably made things worse. Police wanted to ask him questions. He had a knife. He asked why they were asking him. They shot beanbags at his stomach and when he turned and ran they shot him in the back and he's dead now. He was a quiet protester. It could have been him you saw.
@tashawaters89Ай бұрын
I think he'd applaud you on your commitment to health, Jacob.
@rebeccamendez2691Ай бұрын
Hmm
@rebeccamendez2691Ай бұрын
Don't think so
@graycryptosporidium69742 ай бұрын
I'm sorry about this, your trying to function normally and they still screwing around with you! dude...gaming rig, grind some wow