Issues - Disappear (Remember When)

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Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when
Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive
Some days I can't make any moves
It's like I have no spine
Can't do anything right
And when midnight comes I've run out of time to
Make some kind of difference
But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made
Maybe I'm longing to change my own face
To make you proud, I wanna make you proud
When you're looking down on me
My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now
But I'm a selfish broken heart and how I got this far
Coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms is beyond me
I set you free, but I feel so guilty cause
I take every sunrise for granted
Sometimes I forget your voice I can't stand it
Am I wrong for moving on
A product of a free world
Take wing over the coast of a better day
I'm stuck in my dark days
But I can be stronger than you remember
We're coming up on December, but I'm not cold
My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now
But I'm a selfish broken heart
I wanna see what you see
I wanna be where you are
My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now
Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and crying out
You will be missed
But I know youre all better now
REPEAT

[@ExterminateFX]

For people that don't know the meaning behind this song it's about his Childhood sweetheart, best friend and singing partner that was killed by a drunk driver. He wanted to show his feeling through this song. You can actually hear him start to break down in the chorus near the end. So yeah, for the people that say "This song is crap, they should have added the bits at the end". Just imagine going through something like that. And if you have i'm sorry but this is his way of dealing with it.

[@chriscons5344]

It isn't just about that, he just really connected it to that.

[@Talracing]

Chris Cons your wrong that's why he wrote it...

[@erikshaw7]

Tal Davidson the song originally started off about losing a loved one in general, AJ wrote lyrics about his grandmother and then Tyler came in later and wrote parts about his friend. They talked about this on twitter a while back

[@erikshaw7]

ExterminateFX the song originally started off about losing a loved one in general, AJ wrote lyrics about his grandmother and then Tyler came in later and wrote parts about his friend. They talked about this on twitter a while back

[@ExterminateFX]

I googled the meaning... Sorry.

[@pritchyh954]

I don't understand why this wasn't a single, it's one of their best songs...

[@dannynunya6187]

pritchy H totally agree, this and Langdon House are my absolute favorites

[@tylerboatwright9728]

pritchy H ie

[@BulletProofBacon]

Maybe out of respect.

[@coolcat33333]

Not one of their best literally their best right next to The Worst Of Them

[@User-gj6cf]

The chorus thing at the end broke me

[@GamingwithDeeEXC]

+Lizzy It gets me everytime I listen to this song, I can make it through the whole song, and get to the end, and listen to them at then end and I break everytime.

[@Kbpc94]

+fa la la la lizurd me too :(

[@kaylalissner6897]

Same!

[@Markthanan]

I lost my father to suicide...and I had to live through that night, finding him in his room...I can't sleep anymore at night because I relive it every single night. I'm 20 years old and I don't have anymore motivation to do anything. I just want people to know that I may not know any of you, but I wish all of you the best and I really am sorry for your losses, if I could go through what I did, for everyone else, so no one would live through this I swear I would. I don't want anyone to go through the pain I feel. This song helps me every day to try and find a way to keep going, this BAND is what has saved me from doing things I'd regret. If anyone feels like they want to talk about anything at all, feel free to send me a message. I know I've wanted someone to talk to sometimes when no one is there....and I want to be there for someone, because I know how it feels.

[@deathbyorlando]

The feels......damn, sorry about your loss.

[@MitchellWhitey]

Wait, I'm sorry for your loss and what all happend. But your father commited Suicide?

[@Markthanan]

Yeah, he committed Suicide.

[@MitchellWhitey]

Wow.. That stinks... What was the point like wdf.. He shouldn't of. But anyways. Sorry.

[@Markthanan]

I know...He was just overwhelmed with depression and alcohol and being 52, fired, getting SS denied 3 times and having a herniated disk on his lower back...He cracked. Thank you though.

[@SalSandster]

This song needs a music video! Who agrees?

[@YautjaWarrior3]

why

[@SalSandster]

Because it's an awesome song! YautjaWarrior3

[@YautjaWarrior3]

Sal Sandoval why would you want an awesome song ruined by a music video?

[@SalSandster]

It wouldn't be ruined by a music video YautjaWarrior3

[@YautjaWarrior3]

Sal Sandoval if they do it right

[@janahnabor6081]

i used to vibe with this song years ago when it was released. rocking the shit out of me. i was young. just this last year's end, my father died. then i remembered this song, listened to it again. lyrics aint the same anymore. they stab now and i hurt so bad. i miss my dad. i miss you, dade. please hug me as i fall asleep tonight. wipe my tears away like you always did.

[@masterpimpjr9705]

Keep your head up 🙏🏼

[@mariaramierez6454]

The story behind this song is really sad. You should listen to the acoustic version..Tyler cries and I lost it. It's about his high school sweetheart who was killed by a drunk driver. It sucks but the song is great and touching. I love Tyler more than anyone.

[@HappyWolf182]

It's about his best friend, Rachel, actually.

[@mariaramierez6454]

Yeah that's who I mean. I read an interview about she and Tyler.

[@LibertyMfnPrime]

Erichannabanana11 actually, A.J. wrote the song, not Tyler. It just reminds him of her

[@TheAerovons]

Miranda Elena You love Tyler "more than anyone"? What are you, ten?

[@stevenkimsey]

TheAerovons no need to be rude. Freedom of expression is a right in some countries and, love is subjective.

[@hapki9]

When Issues played this at the Journey's Noise Tour, I cried because they dedicated the song to whoever lost a loved one

[@amiriqbalfaizal]

My grandmother just died today. This song reminds me so much of the good memories we had. Miss her so much.

[@7Namjoon]

7 years later and I still somehow always find my way back to this song. I love it

[@idknowfr]

Hey I think I'm too late to know this band and this amazing song. But could you please tell me what happened with this band? I mean, I checked their instagram and it seems like people miss the band

[@childishh]

​@@idknowfr Also late to this, Michael Bohn left a few years ago & Tyler Carter was recently kicked out for SA allegations & cancel culture, I too miss this band and their amazing music but I don't see it ever being the same! Hope this helps a bit even though it's quite late!

[@idknowfr]

@@childishh hey! Thank you so much for answering my question. Sadly, I was too late to know such a cool band like them.

[@CrypticlyEncrypted]

@@childishh cancel culture doesn’t exist lmfao. He admitted the allegations and got kicked.

[@kevincarey6033]

9*

[@kiliabgonzalez9977]

That high note when he says "disappear" is just amazingness

[@TheTMan58]

I love the gospel element to this song, truly a great album.

[@MysticPhonk-cp1rc]

Lots of personal stories here on the comments thread, I lost my parents before i reached ten so I can understand loss pretty well. It hurts like hell and usually lasts a lifetime. Im glad to see everyone here is supportive and loving, its easy to forget people can sincere anymore.

[@showroomzcustoms]

That part "I wanna make you proud, when your looking down on me" That part really gets to me. Love this song Love issues.

[@dz33no]

This ending is so powerful. I'm in love with this album , WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END SO EMOTIONALLY :'(

[@krisredfieldisabeast]

Your profile pic is 8:18 I like you...

[@dz33no]

kris redfield Lol yea ^^

[@mmikced]

kris redfield You're my favorite character in resident evil I like you....

[@jaydott215]

It's a pretty emotional album haha....at least that's what i take from it. Amazing nontheless

[@frederickmayes12]

Dz33no could it be possibly cause no matter how much we keep our heads up and no matter how much we fight to stay strong in the end that pain is still gonna be there it’ll meet disappear...

[@TiimmyBoiii]

As a U.S. Soldier this song speaks to me. RIP Dustin Sean Turner. and Norma Gean Danniles...best friend and grandma.

[@xxAmbiexBiersack]

This song is on repeat my friend just died yesterday it's sucks how things like this happen

[@bridgetbirchem272]

right there with you...

[@thehopster9304]

Im with you on that one, my close friend Lacy killed herself last week xc

[@xxAmbiexBiersack]

***** Yea my friend died in a car accident as well he was brain dead when he got to the hospital apparently :l

[@Yunggboiich]

I know exactly how you feel

[@MissRandomnessAhead]

Finally worked up the courage to listen to this again. 2/19/15, we miss you destiny lee ❤

[@andrewcausak6865]

this is such an underrated song, not only because of the production of the song itself, but the message it gives is so powerful, at least to me. tyler carter is such a talented and meaningful lyricist, and I just love the way he portrays his art.

[@axxex3]

Man my uncle died of cancer 10 years ago almost to the day and this son still makes me cry thinking about him.

[@flashbackshape]

6 years later and this is still one of the most beautiful songs I’ve heard.

[@ShouUFu]

Maaan … heard this song from a coworker the other day and it hit HARD. Reminded me of my sister I lost 10 years ago due to leukemia who was like my 2nd mother. Thought I finally got over getting a lump in throat talking about it but when I heard this one that same lump from years ago came back… RIP SISTER! U are missed everyday!! 😔

[@khrisamasux]

This song honestly means so much to me, it reminds me of my brother who passed away. Much love for Issues.

[@blin6005]

stay strong 😋😞

[@pffilms]

How to listen to this song: Step 1. Lie down. Step 2. Try not to cry. Step 3. Cry a lot.

[@jhvjkyfyv]

2irl4meirl

[@xXemogurl8795Xx]

FINALLY THEY RELEASED IT! It's been stuck in my head and I've been listening to it on repeat forever

[@TheKraken9Lives]

every time I hear the line "we're coming up on December" I think of my grandpa. he died in December :( cancer got him. I always listen to this and think of him. it's been 11 long years without him. he was a brilliant man.

[@rachelcox8713]

+Nikki Gonzalez This song reminds me of my grandpa too

[@blancaperez6856]

This is my top favorite song off the album, really love the ending to this song

[@vivianamartinez8579]

Feb 19,2024. 10 years later and i still find myself coming back to my high school playlist. life sucks now.

[@EmmaKintner]

Actually crying. Rest in peace Rachel. You will forever and always be in our hearts ❤

[@childishh]

2024 and still my favourite song I will forever love this band for getting me through so many dark times. RIP Issues💔

[@0kJaymie]

I literally only listen to this song for the chorus at the end. Gives me chills every time

[@ceriecestillman6017]

+0kJaymie You should listen to the ep version then. it'll make you cry.

[@keararenehill]

0kJaymie sameeee

[@yarni_____]

This was published on my birthday, a wonderful gift that I'm still playing on repeat 2 years later.

[@marquismentor8225]

dear God 1:54 to 2:00 simply amazing ... tyler can riff the shit out of anything

[@Highlikeheaven89]

Its so fucking good

[@uuvsol]

No song has ever genuinely made me sad before. Then I listened to this. Once you know the meaning behind it, it's one of the most powerful songs to be heard. Fantastic way to pay respect to her. R.I.P. Rachel.

[@Jep_productions]

This song is gotta be so incredible live. I feel so bad for Tyler and what he went through and what I feel this song might be about. I would be so lost. He's so strong.

[@leopardsarescreaming]

What happened? Is this about the girl he used to sing with that died before Woe, is me?

[@leopardsarescreaming]

havoren Do you have an attitude problem? No wonder you listen to this genre of music.

[@Roxas3510]

Tyler Connolly I didn't get that impression from his comment at all lol

[@dmxhtp]

havoren Because your all like i heard this BEFORE THE LEAK BITCHEZ, which is probably how he interpreted it.

[@leopardsarescreaming]

havoren "Yes! Fuck, I knew that as soon as I heard the line" Like it is so obvious... It could have been about anyone dead. Also Sad Ghosts makes a few "sad mentions" should I assume that one is about her to?

[@destinygolden1989]

i lost my best friend in a car accident the lead singer of this band los t his singing partner and childhood sweetheart the same way everytime i hear this song i wanna just breakdown and cry i love you gabby fly high my angel

[@ZeroMetalPies]

This goddamn song almost made me tear up while I was listening to it while studying at my univ's library. The feels in this song are just too strong.

[@emilyguilliams1988]

I use to listen to issues 24/7 in high school. Not fully understanding these lyrics until my grandma passed away March 6th 2017. The last few years of her life walking on this earth, we did not get along. I was a mean braty teen. Until later in 2016 when I started my first year of college I would go to my grandmas and ask her advise about everything. We started a new strong bond. The best part about it was she lived right next door to my mom and I. December 27th 2016 my grandma sat my sister and I down and told us she had small cell cancer. Small cell cancer attacks hard and fast. I only had two months to take it all in. Just like that she was gone. Now listening to this song I have grown a bigger appreciation towards it. Not a day goes by she is not on my mind and wishing I could talk to her one last time. I love you Mamaw forever in my heart.

[@alexiluffy216]

hope you're feeling better now

[@sailinginspace]

I lost my dad when I was 9 and this song sums up alot of emotions I have alot of the time. Everyone has issues and its great that this band recognizes that music and unity can help us get past them, or at least accept them for what they are.

[@stueyquinn9346]

Said it perfectly mate, i lost mine when i was 8 and its same for me.

[@stueyquinn9346]

Well me love, this is the best place to be to get in touch with your emotions be it anger or happiness! my heart goes to anyone that has lost anyone

[@23black061]

*DO NOT READ THESE COMMENTS ABOVE ME WHILE LISTENING TOWARDS THE ENDING PART OF THE SONG BECAUSE IT CAN BE REALLY TEARY.* Y U DO DIS GUYS. THE FEELS. SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BROS.

[@Laquandustries]

Stuey Quinn know the feels of both of you guys. Lost my father when I was 9. 20 now and still not able to get it out :(

[@rashlees]

awww that really hurt

[@ebonyswain977]

This song gets me sooo... freakin emotional

[@celineg.7236]

Ebony Swain you should hear the acoustic version of this song if this one makes you cry

[@ebonyswain977]

+Tori Costa I did and now I'm in my feelings...

[@celineg.7236]

Ebony Swain if you like this one Coma from their new album is about the same person

[@sevensixxtwo-l2r]

I've lost my dad and my brother, I've always kept to myself since I was 12. I'm 19 now with a job, been playing guitar ever since. This song sort've connects with a lot of things--- and people that I've lost in my life time. People I've pushed out because I'm an anxious fuck and my own personality issues get out of hand. I spend a lot of time reflecting and self criticizing, and I've long since gotten out of my edgy phases in life. Now I'm just a normal kid trying to understand the world, everything everyone says, and wasting a lot of my time overthinking. This song makes my mind clear, sweeps through all the anxieties, gives me a fresh start.

[@e.j.santos6463]

Floofy Fox stay strong

[@sevensixxtwo-l2r]

Thanks man.

[@devynthecatwithsocks9010]

don't give up i kinda know what your going through

[@mattytv11]

Tyler's runs are insane in this...

[@Chrisfordayss]

THIS IS THE BEST FOR THE ENDING OF THE ALBUM

[@luisaraujo504]

This is so beautiful, is perfect if you really know the story behind it. This song makes me cry, i feel the song in my soul. RIP Rachel. Best song in the album.

[@victormanuelolivaresrodrig3930]

I dont know the history, who was Rachel?

[@luisaraujo504]

Víctor Manuel Olivares Rodriguez He and his best friend Rachel had planned out a future together as musicians. She was everything to him, they planned out a future, they were supposed to get married, they were supossed to be successfull together. One day Tyler Carter Received a call that, Rachel has been hit by a drunk driver. She died. He decided then that he would give up music and pursue a career as a psychiatrist. But one day he was sitting at the university office to applicate, and he received a call of rise records and start woe, is me :( It's to sad:c

[@RyanHoleman]

My dad passed away back in April after I've taken care of him for many of my teen years (while my mom worked) shortly after my dads passing my gf at the time (whose dad had also passed pier and I was there for her ) left me for my"best friend" and this song makes me realize that I thought my dad needed me needed me to take care of him but really I needed him he always gave me good advice always made me laugh and smile and my dad was always my biggest motivator and loved me till he was fighting for his life to stay alive so I could make to the hospital and say goodbye; I watched a sick man live a life of happiness in spite of his pain because he had family and i'd trade any fake "friend" or girlfriend if I could have him with me now or to be with him remember your parents will always be down for you ❤️💯

[@blin6005]

probably hes proud for you stay strong man

[@mossyhearts]

just remember Edgar.. Wherever you are in this world.. I never stopped loving you. Just remember when I was crying and you were always there. Remember when I said I didn't need you?.. Well I need you.. Hold my hand.. Please.. I miss your smiles and little giggles of joy when I called you sweet and kindhearted. I miss you oh so much my love. Wherever you are in this world, I love you. 2014 Edgar.

[@hiphopdancer1212]

I lost my father to lung cancer this song takes me cry r.I.p daddy I love you

[@danisnotonphil1951]

I'm so sorry for your loss. stay strong x

[@axxex3]

my uncle died about 4 years ago from stage 4 colon and liver cancer...he was like my second dad. we were so close, it was difficult for a long time. when my cousin and I hear this song, it brings up a lot of emotions that are difficult to deal with. he and I both struggled with suicidal thoughts and actions for a while, but we got through it. it is never not painful, never ok, but it gets better as the years go. the chorus of the song gets me the most because its so powerful...remember when...

[@evillarreal840]

i really love this song. And I hope that every girl who rejected me in high school listens to this song and realize what they did to me.

[@CaioCRF17]

Dude wtf. Girls have the choice of not being into you. It is normal being rejected, someday a girl will like you back.

[@chriscons5344]

Sounds like you got issues, do you need some tissues?

[@veronicam6410]

i commented on this song 4 years ago in 2016, listening to it to grieve my friend destiny who committed suicide a year before in 2015. now im back here again in 2020, a couple months after my best friend, elijah, passed too. i came back to listen to “i know that you’re all better now” at the end. these are the worst things to go through but songs like this and artists like this make it a little more bearable.

[@rockjock32492]

This song is epic. In every way.

[@MrAMaysn69]

What a great song, even better band. I took my daughter to her first concert to see them. They signed her merch and took pictures. They were very personable.

[@davidvandercar7471]

*hugs to everyone who lost a loved one*

[@calvinheide9591]

The very last word Tyler sings gets me right in the feels EVERY-TIME. ; A;

[@GutierrezAnthony]

Such a beautiful song.

[@iceboxx887]

This song helped me through my grandma passing away….still need ya but wish I could get one last hug!!! I know the meaning of the song but we all hear it different for random reasons

[@KeidoKindness]

This band is so important to me because of their genre mixing. Like this one is some metalcore, soul, r&b, rock, gospel, nu metal mashup thingy and it's my faaavourite. The lyrics are amaxing aswell

[@jtargue]

I can't stop listening... It's been over 4 months now... This might be the greatest song I've ever heard.

[@grundyroku5777]

I just lost my best friend, my brother who meant the absolute world to me and this song helps so much ❤❤❤

[@zackcochran4924]

I cant not get emotional during the whole ending of this song. It’s so raw and beautiful

[@xaxsimplexescapex]

i'm surprised this track has honestly become one of my favorites off the record i cry efrytiem

[@AliyahEnglish]

I lost my big brother last March and I didn't know about Issues back then. I'm glad I know about them now. This song helps me explain how I feel when I cry. The 1st time I listened to this song, I cried. Every now and again I cry listening to this song but It's because I miss him, Guys, hold on to your loved ones and never take them for granted. Never take life for granted bc tomorrow isnt promised. Fly high Troy, I miss you bro :)

[@YZFMX256]

I cried my eyes out😫😫😭😭 I can't even imagine what Tyler felt when recording this. It's so powerful and has so much soul! That choir just wraps it all up! Such a beautiful song, and the whole album is better than what I thought it'd be honestly!

[@shamilacabanas6088]

I cry every time I hear the end of this song. *tears of joy*

[@jakestewart6024]

to me this is about someone who had a relationship then broke up with the person and had conflicting feelings then the person passed or is just gone from their life forever and now they realize how much they needed the person

[@saiko_1]

Exactly. I stopped to talk with my friend in May, and she died last month, it's such a terrible regret feeling, I wish I never stopped to talk with her, but what can I do now? :/ (sorry for my bad english)

[@ChadLennexRules]

It's about Tyler's friend/GF who died in a car accident. He talks about it on a Rise artist profile video.

[@jonelfortuna2316]

The album old like a fine wine ! ❤

[@Roxas3510]

This song would be so amazing live, so much emotion from Tyler and the crowd, but they'll probably never do it because it would just be too much.

[@heavenl98]

I've seen then perform it live the same year they released it on Rachel's birthday (the person who this song is about). You could feel it in his voice. But it was such a beautiful moment

[@Mowrwen]

Started tearing up when I heard this song. First time i thought about it in 4 years.

[@retrorobot906]

When I die, I want this song to be played at my funeral

[@marzknowledge5738]

Thank you for giving every one a voice. Your fans will always remember you

[@cassandrarobbins7081]

Saw them preform this last night. Don't really liosten to this band but this is such a beautiful song and the feels.. damn.

[@asherley143]

Probably one of my favorite songs off the album. It's so different from the other songs and it's so unique. I'm just in love with it

[@EmOcupCakEluvZ3]

I love this song so much. It reminds me of my grandpa.

[@canofyamm]

May I ask why? haha sorry I don't see how it would remind somebody of they're grandparents hahha c:

[@Kadykins]

It reminds me of my grandma :). Especially the last part.

[@deathbyorlando]

canofyamm Well I need you now To hold my head up high say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and crying out You will be missed But I know youre all better now Do you really need it spelt out for you? She misses her grandfather to hold her head up and and say "It's all better child" but she knows he's better now.

[@kirstincarrico1619]

canofyamm it's a song about someone who died or more specifically who committed suicide. but it reminds her of her grandpa because he passed away obviously .

[@canofyamm]

huh, never thought of it like that. I'm so sorry. ;-;

[@genak.peerman9857]

This is one of the many reasons I love this band. Their songs actually have meaning and actually talk about real things that you can face beyond love.

[@jaydott215]

This album is fucking amazing

[@jaydott215]

jonathan white Not exactly sure what you're trying to say here

[@CapsTheArbiter]

Jay Anthony I don't think anyone does, other than him.

[@RAVisuals]

holy crap that ending was a breath of fresh air. so sickk

[@xyrenegade]

When ISSUES performed here (Philippines) 5 years ago they said, "Sorry guys, no encore" Whole crowd went ham, everyone sang Disappear's outro. I cried, they cried, I think everyone did. kzbin.info/www/bejne/pJamZ2qnetiHj5Y Tyler said on twitter that that was his defining moment as an artist. He had to reflect his life up until that point and that was the most beautiful thing ever. We'll miss you, Mike.

[@dianaloureiro1989]

that's so beautiful

[@arnoldpagangpangjr.8182]

Sana bumalik sila kaso masyado nang malabo

[@darksoul579]

the ending on this song....... so emotional.... RIP sam its been 3 years since you passed, miss you being one of my best friends and best gf

[@AnthonyMartinez-yz5ed]

Lost my bro in law last night in an accident RIP Stevie

[@lilpeepplaylist]

HANDS DOWN BEST SONG OFF THE ALBUM!

[@Wildmetalhead]

yes agreed!

[@ThiVids]

Reading the comments and then connecting it with the church choir singing at the end made it all connect. Powerful song.

[@TheDecemberEclipse]

five minutes, eight seconds. tyler's voice. magical. simply. fucking. magical.

[@survivorturnover]

2022 & still blasting issues. this song is just legendary tho

[@WesMan282]

This one and Sad Ghost are my favorite on the album.

[@ShiftCreativeStudio]

This song actually makes me enjoy Issues. Could be an amazing christian band.

[@codygilmore7057]

A girl I grew up with passed away in a car accident today.. This song hits the spot right now. RIP Candice!

[@chrisashflash]

He kills this song you can tell the emotional stress in his voice and they had a choice to redo that part where he almost choked up but didn't this cd is awesome

[@BJSTIXX]

Issues has really outdone themselves.

[@runaway8139]

My grandfather died last year the day after my birthday and he was really close to me. He died of not remember a single one of his daughters or sons and he didn’t remember me, he always loved me very much and as soon as he were with me he wouldn’t let me go because he was so proud of me. I have cried and dreamt and even seen hallucinations of him because i miss him so much, my uncle were with him before he died and he said that even though my grandfather didn’t remember anyone of us he were afraid and didn’t want to die, 2 min after my uncle got in and had seen him lay on the bed, he died. I miss him very much and hope he has it better now. This song describes me almost every day and night.

[@nsmetal27]

Knowing the meaning behind the lyrics on this song make it much more powerful. Great song to end the album. Well done guys!

[@leonL39]

I want to say it has to do with his friend who passed away when he was younger, a girl who he was very close to as mentioned in his artist profile video

[@dc3123]

leonL39 Her name was Rachel. She was the absolute love of his life, not just some friend. He loved her more than anything.

[@leonL39]

dc3123 That's what her name was, thanks I forgot the exact details.

[@user-wt4zw8mw3i]

I’m so happy that this song exists!! Tyler’s voice man, and the music, just damn amazing

[@aallhopeisgone09]

definitely the best Issues song I've heard!

[@chantellebrookes7379]

aallhopeisgone09 the acoustic is even better

[@C0LLAPS3]

my dad passed away Jan 30, 2014 and this song has done wonders for me. thank you issues.

[@aj2224]

Love this song so much and the ending with the back up vocals with Tyler carter. That is something I love in the song besides the great lyrics

[@user-yc2rn1kc6y]

Hello from Japan. This song encourages those who have seen the hell of the earthquake like this time.

[@SkylerAcord]

sending so much love to japan 💜

[@kay878it]

R.I.P. Noah D. My first friend in high school and the whole kid who sat with me. Everyone loved him. It's all my fault he died. Way for me to start off high school.I am sad I even moved schools after his death, it hurts way too much. Coma was October 17th 2015 and died the 28th late at night... I remember waking up late that night thinking you died and then went to school the next day and the nightmare came true and I did the same thing I did in my nightmare, bursted out of the room, disturbing all classrooms and running past them to the other side of the school past the college classrooms and I grabbed a snack from the vending machine, went into the library in the soundproof room and cried all day eating snacks. I switched from the library to the studio all day crying. Too soon, he was only 15. I can't wait to see Issues in concert.

[@adams.4875]

I'm not being mean by this but how was it ur fault?

[@kay878it]

Adam S. If I did not go hiking, I would have never fell. If I never fell I would not have been on bedrest. If I were not on bedrest I would have hung out with him. He would have not gotten on the ATV and crashed.

[@adams.4875]

+KayRocker oh but I still don't think it's fully ur fault

[@kay878it]

Adam S. Well it is

[@khailarose5896]

This is not your fault. Trust me. If you ever need to talk I am here!

[@Sw1tchy]

i love this band so god damn much

[@ORBITSEAL]

well, if they ever decide to do an acoustic album, this better be on there. Really great song!

[@CIRIEIAITIOIR]

The acoustic album is called Diamond Dreams.

[@arturodelgado6341]

CIRIEIAITIOIR its an acoustic Ep not album

[@jaydott215]

You got your wish. I'm so stoked. Really stoked for the never lose your flames as well with vocals from Ben Barlow of Neck Deep

[@SuperBumbieris]

Remember when I didn't need you Well I need you now To hold my head up high say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and crying out You will be missed But I know youre all better now [repeat] Cant step off this song! Perfect!

[@livzy789]

This is my favourite song!